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neil “i’m fine” josten and jean “i will endure” moreau

Neil “I’m fine” Josten and Jean “I can still play” Moreau

#sorry i had to #my brain made a connection and the ping pong ball had to bounce #all for the game #jean moreau #the sunshine court #aftg tsc #tsc #neil josten #tsc spoilers #aftg

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Incorrect aftg as more things my professor has said

Neil: **offended** yes, I am aware of what a fursona is

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Wymack: I was worried we would actually be productive today

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Andrew to Neil: You're not a good late night talk show guest

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Wymack: I was born as a 43 year old man

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Matt: how old are you?

Neil: How old do you want me to be?

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Kevin: I’m just sitting here trying to mentally figure out how much time it will take to undo the mental damage you’ve done to us all

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Neil: this is gonna sound stupid because it's coming out of my mouth

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Kevin: You don’t speak in complete sentences and we actually just always assume you have any intelligence.

Seth: He just talks because he has a mouth

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Wymack: Unless you are a pre-linguistic child *points to Neil*

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Wymack: I need to forget everything as soon as i walk out this door or Neil will drive me insane.

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Kevin: I'm trying to do better at using words he understands

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Andrew: I can't stand you

Neil: Me niether!

#Honorable mention: “so you read it unethically?” #hope travis knows i put more effort into this than his class thelast month #just imagine how many quotes i would have if i paid attention in class #another honorable mention is when we got so sidetracked in class that he took a BuzzFeed quiz to discover his fursona #aftg #all for the game #neil josten #allison reynolds #dan wilds #matt boyd #renee walker #aftg andrew #aftg neil #andrew minyard #aftg incorrect quotes #aftg trilogy #aftg fandom #kevin day #tfc

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kevin's the court queen and neil's the court jester

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calling all shadow and bone fans: watch a recording of london da national theatre’s A Midsummer Nights Dream. and any gays. honestly anyone just go watch it

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growing up with my friends is going from being told i’m so brave for talking to a crush at school to being told im so brave for doing laundry

#we grew up and the horrors persist #shoutout aftf #it’s get my shit together sunday #meaning desk cleaning and laundry must be done

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Sorry, I could never be a capitalist, I suffer from “wanting humans to have their basic needs met” disorder, where I care about people who aren’t me.

#shoutout to my econ professor who thinks rent across the us should be $1000 minimum and minimum raise should be lowered

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not to be sappy on main, but be weird with your friends. be silly, say weird shit, be however you are with them because when more shit than you knew existed is hitting every fan in the world, they will be there. they will be there to help talk it out or distract you and you will do the same for them. i am sitting in my dorm alone getting upset about water prices messaging my friends who are upset with me. for funsies there is a snapchat gc that is sending each other vlog style videos just because it started one day and we decided its fun. be silly with your friends because you might not talk to them forever but you will always remember them

#aftf has my heart #we have grown up together and it is beautiful to see #anyways thats my sappy post for the week #back to bullshit

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aftg incorrect quotes as things my professor has said

Neil: thank you, the british

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Kevin: You're not wrong with it, except completely wrong

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Wymack: you have to promise not to kill anyone

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anyone to seth: you may want to consider looking up the wikepedia pate for mysogyny

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Kevin: Shakespeare since 1604 has just been vibes and men in dresses

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Wymack: the fact i made it through this class with neil existing just proves I'm a saint

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Andrew: I didn't mean it as **chokes** you know?

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Andrew: everyone knows i may burn a house down

#there are many more i wrote down first semester that i cannot find #anyways guess my major #aftg #all for the game #neil josten #allison reynolds #dan wilds #matt boyd #renee walker #aftg andrew #aftg neil #andrew minyard #aftg incorrect quotes #incorrect quotes

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When you finally get to the scene you’ve been waiting to write

#then send it to my friends like a cat with a dead mouse hoping for validation #jokes on them #i do that with things i also DONT want to write

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playing this new game called indeed.com and it fucking sucks

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Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3

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HAPPY AROSPEC WEEK!!

they were so funny for this

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Fake lifesteal tweets

(but they are all quotes from aftf)

#a concerning number of these are from me #also i may or may not have written a fic called blow my whistle #0/10 do not recommend #i do not remember writing it

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i can't stand the fact how foxes are more and I mean much more sympathetic and concerned for Neil for being in the nest for two weeks which I get it he's Neil but have no sympathy for Kevin who literally grow up in there for years. Even Neil he still acts the same and that's one thing I can't really stand. And Kevin's exy obsession gets made fun of when that's his literall self worth measurement. Also he gets told he's an asshole like Andrew but like all the foxes are??? I'm not saying Kevin's has no flaws like he does but his treatment always pisses me of and don't even get me started on the fact that in so many fics and in the books he's called a cowerd when he's anything but. bravery is not only knife swinging or shit talking. He literally told to run away when he find out who Neil was and he knew they would get disqualified without him. He kept his secret told Neil that he would watch him if he drank not to say anything and offered to talk about riko. When he's terrified of him and rightfully so. Like Kevin's treatment by the fandom is just unfair .

#i am a firm kevin day apologist

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my entire program is science in art. taking classes on the physics of sound and light, studying how sound and pressure waves work, learning how to solder wires, literally created LED lighting fixtures with a breadboard and resistors then connecting it to my laptop to run a program I CODED FROM SCRATCH. there is so much science i art and there is so much art in science

“the arts and sciences are completely separate fields that should be pitted against each other” the overlap of the arts and sciences make up our entire perceivable reality they r fucking on the couch

#unforunatley there is also math #but thats okay because i make pretty lights happen #and pretty sounds

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forgot that discord mobile tells people file names when you send it so here's some file names I've sent to people but they slowly get more unhnged

introducinggirlypop

riplol

womp womp

biting.hard.

yeah.

yeahman

ihateeverythingliterally

hrnnnnng

PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE

#most of these contain screenshots of writing that aftf says causes emotional damange #the other ones are academic screenshots

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reblog and put in the tags a lyric that absolutely cuts you. im so curious to see what makes everyone hurt

#those of us who dance are also doomed to mourn #love the arcadian wild