umsthuurman

[umsthuurman]

nihilism

there is no point to life, no matter what anyone says, you do not go to a special place above it is an eternal nothingness, falling in love and growing old together has no point when you are filled with rage, there is no point for me to have a future i would rather spend the rest of my life in a glass box in solitary confinement than have to be a ‘functioning’ member of society, my rage has been getting a lot worse lately all i can think about is killing someone and i get so i angry to the point where i smack my head off the wall and bite my arm, i want to kill someone and then kill myself or commit a mass shooting. there is no point to anything, nothing loves you.

#nihilism #homicide #homicidal ideation #psychopathy #mass murder

[umsthuurman]

new obsession

a new obsession has started for me but I'm not sure if its my bpd playing up 

#yandere #yancore #yanvent #yandere vent #obsessive love #possesive love #yandere core #bpd #bpd fp #favourite person #obsessive thoughts #actually obsessive #irl yandere #vent

[umsthuurman]

i think i'm becoming obsessed with him, he means everything and anything to me, hes saved my life so many times, i just want him to be all mine and i’ll do anything to stop anyone getting to him 

#unhealthy obsession #yancore #yandere #yangirl #yandere gf #bpd mood #bpd #i love his face #i want him #yande.re #obssesive #irl yandere #obsessive love #actually obsessive #yandere core #obsessive thoughts