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accountable

to whoever is reading, its time I hold myself accountable for my shit. 

- its day 1:

I had two slices of whole grain toast with 50 cal jam 

3 liters of water

#accountable #meanspo #ana #anorexik #ed #fat #no food #bonesprO #anamia #thinspo

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help me

I hate the way I look, I hate how fat I have become, I hate my stomach and my thighs, my arms. just everything. Someone please help me, what are you doing to help yourself? what is working for you?

#low cal ana #meanspo #tw ed content #skinny #anorecya #lowcal #fat #kill me

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Me deciding to starve myself just because I’m bored

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I’m back

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Dear internet you just witnessed the rise and the fall of the mcr fandom in less than 24 hours. I hope you enjoyed the show

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tøp lyrics that break my heart

rain down and destroy me

I don’t know if I am dying or living

we had to steal him from his fate so he could see another day

he pretends he’s okay but you should see him in bed, late at night, he’s petrified

it’s time you pick your battle, and I promise you this is mine.

what have I become? I’m sorry.

ceiling fans and idle hands will take my life again

one half of my heart is free/the other half of my heart’s asleep

I have committed dirty dirty crimes

you would do almost anything just to feel free, am I right?

the windowsill looks really nice, right?

I’m forced to deal with what I feel, there is no distraction to mask what is real

am I screaming to an empty sky?

we’re going too fast, fast, save us now!

you’re not who you’re supposed to be. this is not what you’re supposed to see

my treehouse is on fire and for some reason I smell gas on my hands

I will fear the night again, I hope I’m not my only friend.

on my enemies I wouldn’t wish who I was

I’d live for you and that’s hard to do, even harder to say when you know it’s not true

shaking hands with the dark parts of my thoughts

I look outside, see a whole world better off without me in it, trying to transform it

I want to be known by you.

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TRIGGER WARNING//

This performance makes me cry every time, I love him so much and I wish he knew that.

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Trees // twenty one pilots

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The Judge // Twenty-One Pilots

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