weathergirl8

[weathergirl8]

Here, but overloaded in life. Pop on here when I can.

Thunderfam role call!

Just reblog "here" or 🤚 if you're still active (at any level) in the fandom 😋

#thunderbirds are go #thunderbirds #thunderfam

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What your weekend looks like when you have 1 Exam and 2 Quizzes within the span of 2 days to start the week.... 😩 #collegelife #justwhy #itsnotevenmidtermsyet https://www.instagram.com/p/CafzTfTJCY4/?utm_medium=tumblr

#collegelife #justwhy #itsnotevenmidtermsyet

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Reason #12456457 why I'm interested in meteorology! Weather and earth science is endless and its power is incredible. These videos are from the mostly underwater volcanic eruption that happened near Tonga Friday evening. IMAGE 1: Is a satellite view from satellite #GOESWest of the volcanic ash cloud eruption. If you pay close attention you will see the shockwaves expand outward. IMAGE 2: Is an infrared view also from #GOESWest. It is beyond incredible to see the contrast in what is going on here scientifically. You see the warmth of the ash cloud as it interacts with the cold of the troposphere and expands out. Might not mean much to some, but my science brain is amazed. Again, if you pay close attention you will see the shockwaves from the explosion expand outward. https://www.instagram.com/weathergirl8/p/CYxPtTmJKBA/?utm_medium=tumblr

#12456457 #goeswest

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Hey tumblr, long time no talk but I need to vent.

I dont understand why any men in my past or current life - FYI I am single and have been for 8 years - find the need to constantly fill my inbox on Facebook and rehash or their need to or wish we had hooked up. They are all always in a committed relationship or married.

Why am I always the second thought?

Why am I not good enough for when it mattered?

Why am I being put in a position that makes me 1000000% uncomfortable and ready to go announce to your girlfriend/wife you are even talking to me like this?

WHAT

THE

ACTUAL

FUCK

I'm so tired of not feeling like I matter to people unless they want something from me. I'm so tired of the backwards talk and trying to guilt me into shit.

I feel like the last year I have been stuck in a sinkhole that just won't let up. I know people get tired of hearing of my struggles I'm sure. I'm tired of talking about it. At my age I'm trying to move forward and something always seems to drag me down. Therapy has been helpful in some ways, but I think we really need to hash out more of my past trauma. If only the past would fuck off and leave me alone.

Since when does being a single woman mean you should be asked inappropriate questions? Just because I'm single doesn't mean I should be degraded.

Sorry for the profanity but I'm so done. Between added stress in my life, an injury that won't heal, covid ramping up and messing with the upcoming college semester, and major changes in my work I'm on the edge. I have zero fucks to give anymore.....

#allie speaks #allie is done #thunderfam #thunderfam sos #firefam #real talk #I now know what #evan buckley #literally feels like #I should go write fanfic about this and my shitshow of a life #or punch a wall

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Goodbye 5 inches of hair and hello Violet Rose Gold on my blonde highlights 😁 https://www.instagram.com/p/CV9EmRVJmqY/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Time for a change!! Stay tuned 😁 Bye blonde, bye bye length https://www.instagram.com/p/CV8jw1Zp8e7/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Hi dear friends,

After the longest 4 weeks of trying to let my body work itself out, medical intervention has finally been shoved into high gear. I honestly can't say enough good things about Kevin Rogers my urologist. The effort and time he took to listen to me today and my concerns is a level I've only ever experienced one other time in my medical journey throughout the years. He was compassionate and literally walked me through his whole debating process today to bring a good solution so 1) my physical health wouldn't continue to get worse 2) my day-to-day life wasn't going to continually be impacted immensely due to my pain level, extreme nausea and fatigue.

I will be having surgery on Tuesday to remove my nagging kidney stone.

I'm relieved for a game plan finally mapped out, but terrified of how long I will be off work. One of my best friends organized a GoFundMe for me to help with my medical and living expenses while I am down for the count. If you are able to spare anything I would appreciate it beyond words. I know everyone is struggling right now as well, but anything that can help me pay my expenses will help - rent, bills, groceries, medical bills..ect as I will be unpaid during my recovery. Even if all you can do is share the link, that will help.

Thank you for always supporting me and I ask for prayers for an easy surgery and a quick recovery.

I'm no stranger to surgery, so that part I'm not really too worried about. Its the recovery and removal of the stint that I'm not looking forward to. I will have to remove the stint myself several days after surgery as long as everything goes according to plan and it is giving me goosebumps lol. So, if anyone here has had experience in removing their own stint I'd love to hear from you!

#allie speaks #medical battle #kidney stones #fundraiser #gofundme #surgery #thunderfam #thunderfam sos #im desperate #hate asking for help

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HEALTH UPDATE

#allie speaks #kidney stones suuuccckkkkk #thunderfam #thunderfam sos #doctors not returning phone calls

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You think he’s gonna forgive me?

#911 spoilers #911 #buddie #Eddie Diaz #evan buckley #911 on fox #911 fox #911gifs #evan buck buckley

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HEALTH UPDATE

I'm about to get real candid...

Where to begin....

Where we stand is still a waiting game. We are waiting at least another week to reevaluate unless the pain becomes unmanageable or my ureter becomes obstructed. The stone is currently sitting within my ureter trying to move to my bladder. Unfortunately either choice I make right now has the potential to cause damage. If we continue the waiting game and my stone doesn't pass I could see scar tissue and kidney damage, but if we do surgery too soon I could see scar tissue and kidney damage. Doctor said that if I have not passed this stone by the week after Thanksgiving, I will have no choice but to have surgery. Its cute he thinks I'll last that long lol. However, I understand where he is coming from. So, we wait. We wait to see if I can pass it. We wait to see if I develop infection (which is a possibility). We wait to see if surgery is needed sooner rather than later. My options for surgery will be a stint, no laser due to the stones current location. If I need surgery, he will be going in to remove the stone and placing a stint in either for a few days or awhile. Depending upon how long I need the stint and any complications will dictate how long I will be in the hospital and recovery after.

I'm not looking forward to the excruciating pain to continue to come if my body decides to cooperate, but surgery isn't ideal either. Especially since my mental health crisis this year has used up all my PTO and whatever time I will spend in the hospital/recovery will go largerly unpaid and that's terrifying with bills, a pet to take care of, and an apartment to pay for. If there was ever a time I needed good vibes and prayers it is NOW.

#thunderfam #thunderfam sos #kidney issues #kidney stones suuuccckkkkk #allie speaks #im terrified

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911 Spoilers are wild tonight! In and out of the hospital for 48 hours and all hell breaks lose on tumblr... What the hell!?!

I'm gonna throw my two cents in, but do we know when Buck gets that black eye? Maybe Buck goes full Buck and tries to protect Eddie and gets hurt. Eddie is forced to leave an unconscious Buck as the hostage taker forces him away. An idea as to Eddie screams Buck's name and Buck screams Eddie's in the leaked clip 🤷🏽‍♀️ Can you imagine the angst they'd be putting each other through while they were separated for hours?

The food that alone could feed fanfic is like a buffet!

What are the writers doing to us?!?!

#911 spoilers #9 1 1 buck and eddie #eddie diaz #evan buckley #evan buck buckely #s5 911 #what the actual hell #buddie #s5 is a rollercoaster already and it hasnt even hardly aired

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Update:

Back in the Emergency Room again with unimaginable pain. More tests and more concerns. Doc was ready to send me to surgery until she found out there wasn't a bed available for me. Having a kidney emergency during a pandemic is grand. So, here I am forced to deal with this pain and "hope" my body can find a way to naturally pass it unless my condition worsens to the point I can't. Stronger pain meds and I can barely walk. I don't see the urologist until next Thursday the 7th. Fam, I'm going to need all the prayers you can give me. This pain is like nothing I've ever experienced and I can barely keep anything down. I'm at a loss...

Spending the night in the ER was not how I expected my last two nights to go. Currently trying to pass a 5mm kidney stone. Family genetics are GREAT! Thankfully I already had the day off of work yesterday. I'm no stranger to extreme pain but damn this may be the worst. Did you know you can blow blood vessels in your eyes from vomiting so violently? So, if you see me with scary bloody eyes, I promise I'm not dying. Just cranky and miserable. Life is so fun 😩

Asking for prayers that this pain subsides and this stupid stone passes quickly. I'm also fighting a low grade fever so doc is hoping I don't develop a kidney infection along with this.

Attempting work today....should be fun.

My life is a circus I swear! Anyone wanna write my tv movie? 🤣

#thunderfam #kidney stones #genetics suck #thunderfam sos #firefam

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Spending the night in the ER was not how I expected my last two nights to go. Currently trying to pass a 5mm kidney stone. Family genetics are GREAT! Thankfully I already had the day off of work yesterday. I'm no stranger to extreme pain but damn this may be the worst. Did you know you can blow blood vessels in your eyes from vomiting so violently? So, if you see me with scary bloody eyes, I promise I'm not dying. Just cranky and miserable. Life is so fun 😩

Asking for prayers that this pain subsides and this stupid stone passes quickly. I'm also fighting a low grade fever so doc is hoping I don't develop a kidney infection along with this.

Attempting work today....should be fun.

My life is a circus I swear! Anyone wanna write my tv movie? 🤣

#thunderfam #kidney stones #genetics suck #hoping for no infection

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9 year anniversary of my stalker situation today.... feels like yesterday....

Distracting myself with 9-1-1 premiere and #buddie. Sorry for the 9-1-1 overload for those who don't follow that show on my feed.

#life is a rollercoaster #911 fandom #stalker #9 years and feels liek yesterday #need more buck and eddie #buddie #evan buckley #eddie diaz

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#911 #911 on fox #911 fox #buddie #buddieedit #evan buckley #eddie diaz #911 spoilers

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So who had the lawyer kills for the serial rapist on their bingo card?

#911 spoilers #911 speculation #911 season 5 #911 on fox

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Where my 9-1-1 people at? I can't....45 mins until air and this gets leaked....omfgmm....

IM GPING TO EAT FUCITNG GLASS. EDDIE PASSING OUT WITH CHRIS THERE IM DONE WHAT THE UFKVKVM

#911 spoilers #911 on fox #9-1-1 #Eddie Diaz #Christopher Diaz #911 season 5