Fuck it i'm back on WoW cuz the toxicity can't keep me down- hopefully- probably- maybe...Here's Zax, with a raggedy fill outline because i'm a fill tool BLASPHOMER and I can't see how bad it looks til after.
New Zax design New Zax design
"So Far From Home"
My character, Terrance, not from ESO though. This Terrance isn't affiliated with any pre-made fandom. He's apart of the series of short stories i'm going to be posting on my account, though
Liyo, A Xivalai/Xyvkin of Coldharbour! A new character of mine, only have a few sketches done and one concept image
one of my friends sent me a guild advert for a Molag Bal guild they saw and it made me giggle and wonder how Liyo would react :3
Terrance Bernard!
I’ve moved all my characters to ESO, now, so meet Terrance again!
Terrance has a deadly secret, ironically enough. He is a Seeker of Mora, a Keeper of Knowledge. He uses a Breton he found Harrowed in Western Skyrim to walk around Tamriel unsuspected! Some people he’s felt comfortable enough to tell his secret to, but most he obfuscates that information from due to either personal biases or bad vibes.
Terrance is extremely dense, which often gives an outward appearance of sweet and friendly, but some people have found the hard way that isn’t quite true. But as long as the tone of conversation strays away from hostility, Terrance is generally a tollerable ‘person’!
I have not played wow for over 2 months. These have been the best 2 months of my life, and I plan to continue not playing WoW. However, i’ve found a good community within ESO that i lurk around, but i’m mostly focusing on just writing, as opposed to RP. Not sure if I’d be able to post writings here, but I will post more art and art challenges ive done to catalogue my stuff in case I gotta reset my computer (Again)
See you all!
Zax
Leaving WoW and it’s community was painful at first, but over time I realized just how much damage it did to me as a player and RPer, and I began to heal from it. I looked back at all the art i’ve done of Terrance and Zax, and the art i’ve done for their Adjacent characters in ESO, and I was filled with a sense of relief.
The picture here is an emotional piece I did just- to characterize my relief. In the image WoW’s version of Zax sits and listens to ESO’s version of Zax going on and on about his many adventures.
They sit in a plain, white room with only a few blocks for sitting, what was once Zax’s Safe place, a realm to escape to when the stress of people coming after him was too much to bear. The room was once filled with relics, memories and things he’s held onto, but now it is plain and barren, as if he’s let those things go.
WoW’s Zax listens to ESO’s Zax, and is relieved. Everything is okay. Everything will be okay. He realizes how bad people treated him in Stormwind, but also that that was a small, dying community that was clawing for anyone vulnerable to devour with their toxicity.
What will happen to WoW’s Zax? What about the other characters? They’ll be retired. I’ve moved on, found new friends, and make new stories with people who actually appreciate me. It took years for me to finally say enough is enough, but once I finally did it, I felt so much lighter and relieved.