i absolutely adore writing fics based on songs- and i would love to write some more! i know you guys liked ‘home’ and ‘do i care if i survive this?’ which were both based off songs.
please don’t be shy to send in a request, i love it so much when you guys do!
it can be any song! love you guys have a good day my loves!
Alright so I need to get it out of myself. There’s a boy I’m friends with, right? I know him for 2 years now and this boy used to like my friend. Well I didn’t mind then because we were not that close. We are working together and he was trying it with my friend but the thing is...she just didn’t feel the same. He didn’t say but I could tell he was hurting pretty badly. So we kind of bonded. Months kept passing by and we started to hang out alone, enjoying each others company. And then I started to notice the Little things about him that just makes my heart swell. Like the way he laughs, the way he makes me laugh. How his eyes sparkle when he’s talking about something he loves. How moments of silence with him aren’t awkward but calming. How his presence gives me peace. Lots of times I’ve found myself staring at him while he talks and just....smiling. The best part is....there’s something about his behaviour that changed towards me and he’s acting the same way as I do. I was there and I saw how he treated my friend when he liked her...and he’s starting to act the same way towards me. I kept denying the feeling inside me until other people from work started to notice our ,,chemistry”. So rumours started to spread and we joke around about them but I think somewhere deep inside we both wish they were true. Why don’t we say anything when we see it in our eyes that we both feel something? Because I have this dream I’m chasing and I will fly abroad for a year in like a month...and he knows about that dream. And supports me like nobody else. And in the worst time possible...I realised I love him. I’m dead ass in love with him. And it hurts because I’m confused. I never wanted to choose between my dreams I’ve been dedicated to for years and my heart. And now I have to choose and it hurts like bitch. Now that’s some fanfic shit in real life right?? Don’t get me wrong I read fanfics a lot but I’ve never expected it to happen In reality..
I really love and adore those little crinkles Tom has by his eyes when he laughs or smiles really bright 🖤 In that moment you can literally see all the happiness inside him🖤
I want to be something that someone can love. I just want someone who can look at me with pride, someone to tell me that I don’t have to be better because I am my best self. just someone to look at me with something other than disappointment in their eyes.
“And what if I see you for the first time in months and fall all over again? What if I was never really over you and my heart tears apart in the places it was stitched back together again?”
19:42 - What if the thread I used to heal my heart was only temporarily holding my love back? (moondustanddreams)