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Denki! x GN! reader 'How much pain do you have to go through before giving up is okay?'

TW! mentions suicide

day and night heading off to save civilians, with that warm smile plastered on his face, never letting it falter, you'd never think that he would be standing on top of a building debating jumping off.

he had never felt like this before, he was always surrounded by his friends by all the people he loved but for the first time ever, he was alone.

sure he had all his fans cheering him on from the sidelines but he knew the moment he showed even the slightest bit of human emotion they would look away in disgust. thinking how could this person that's supposed to protect the people, be just like us?

thinking about everything, he finally decides he would rather be alone and dead, rather than experience the pain of this world.

#denki imagine #mha denki #denki angst #angst #mha angst #mha headcanons #boku no hero academia #class 1a #bnha #chargebolt #bnha fanfiction #bnha au #denki x reader #denki kaminari #denki hcs #denki bnha

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toxic dabi x reader (post breakup) (part 3)

TW: Mentions of abuse, blood

(if there are any other tw I should be aware of please tell me 😄)

part 1 part 2

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his pov

Dabi found himself in a panicked state, when he came home from his night out, you were gone. he was sure he locked the door..or did he? he couldn't remember, he tore the whole house down looking for clues as to where you were

though to his dismay, you had cleaned up well...

"fuck"

he sighed, he never should have gone out that day. he thought to himself. now the one thing that was his and only his was gone. He rushed out of the house with a gun in hand to start frantically looking for you.

he went all over town, into every house, threatening anyone in his sight, threatening them with death if they didn't tell him where you were, by the time he was dome almost all of the town walls were painted with the blood of the civilians.

your pov

you were gone..far from that monster that locked you in you're own home. isolated you from your loved ones, you were finally free...

you met up with one of you're friends who were quite wealthy and they flew you out with them...you were fine with going anywhere just as long as it was far far away. away from him.

SIX YEARS LATER

you and your friend are now married, living on the coast of Italy when the news comes on, and there you see dabi...

"The criminal who has been traveling all over Asia terrorizing civilians was caught on August 3rd, held in prison until August 23rd, then sentenced to death in court. the execution will take place on September 6th"

ha. that idiot. did he really think you would continue to live on the same CONTINENT as him? when you said far..you meant it.

#toxic dabi #dabi angst #dabi fanfic #bnha dabi #dabi x reader #mha dabi #dabi x y/n #dabi x you #yandere dabi #breakup #mha angst #mha #my hero academia #dabu angst #toxic #gender neutral fanfic #gender neutral y/n #mha touya #dabi my hero academia

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ppl be like wattpad is the best place to read smut, BESTIE HAVE YOU EVEN LOOKED AT TUMBLRS MASTERPIECES THE AMOUT OF SUB MHA CONTENT I CAN GET ON HERE MHWA

#sub mha #wattpad #tumblr #smut

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Dabi x FEM! reader " Fire Truck Game" (short!)

TW! ~ mentions of rape, angst

light smut!!

dictionary= the fire truck game- basically it's a game where you allow your partner to touch you wherever but when you say red light they are meant to stop, but when you do say "red light" they will say "fire trucks don't stop for red lights" and they will end up raping or sexually assaulting you...

this was not read through, so there might be a lot of spelling erros

you were the one girl Dabi had found himself obsessing over recently, you presented yourself with an innocent persona, tending to his needs and often helping with his wounds.

Dabi saw you as an easy person to manipulate and keep under his watch, he stayed up imagining scenarios about you while using a fleshlight to simulate the feeling of being inside you...

one night when the rest of the LOV was out collecting info on the hero's, he suggested playing a game called 'the fire truck game' knowing exactly what he was going to do to you, usually, he would never think of doing this to the person he held such strong feelings for, but the thought of rejection would just take too much of a toll on him...

he explained the game to you,

Dabi: so what's going to happen is I'm going to touch you, but whenever I make you uncomfortable you say red light alright

y/n: Ok, I think I get it

you say with a smile, but little did dabi know you already knew of the game and you weren't going to let something like this slide, how could he go so low as t attempt to rape you! he was absolutely disgusting to you now, and had lost all respect for him..

he started touching you in simple places such as your knee, your hair, etc, but as time went on he traveled up your legs, and up your shirt.

y/n: Dabi. red light

Dabi: fire trucks don't stop for red lights y/n, I thought you knew this she said chucking.

his breathing becoming more rapid thinking about taking you for himself...

still trapped in his thoughts he didn't notice you raising your hand and it nearing his face with an incredible amount of force

y/n: BUT THEY DO FOR FIRES!

his face whipping around, finally coming to his senses he is met with an excruciatingly painful slap

y/n: that is their intended purpose after all

#angst #bnha dabi #dabi fanfic #dabi angst #fire truck #mha dabi #dabi x reader #dabi #bnha #touya x reader #mha touya #mha angst #bnha fanfiction #bnha angst

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hawks x GN! reader (song fic) friends “ More than friends”

hawks is a very clingy person, so you'd often flirt or act like a couple but when he confessed that he loved you, you were so confused because he flirted with everyone so you thought you were no different, you also didn't have the time to think about your personal feelings so thought the best thing to do was to reject him

(knowing hawks im sure you know that he’s not going to go down without a fight!)

hawks: y/n I love you

*insert mental breakdown here*

y/n: sigh, you say you love me, I say your crazy

hawks: huh? w-what!

y/n: were nothing more than friends 

y/n: your not my lover more like my brother 

wow y/n that really hurts *he said with a chuckle while holding his chest*

y/n: I've known you since we were like 10!

hawks: thats why we would be so good together!

y/n: yea dont mess it up talking that shit!, only gonna push me away thats it-

hawks: hey! no need to be so vulgar *he says smiling* 

y/n: when you say you love me that make me crazy-

hawks: so you you do like me, now stop playing arou-

y/n: sigh here we go again...

y/n: dont go look at me with that look in your eye

hawks: what look? *he says walking closer to you*

y/n: you really ain’t going away without a fight!

hawks: well that was kind of a no-brainer 

y/n: you can't be reasoned with im done being  polite!!

hawks: when where you ever polite to me  *he says leaning down to eye level with a smirk*

y/n: I've told you 1,2,3,4,5 6000 times *you push him away, so that you could calm the blush prominent on your face*

hawks: im pretty sure this is the first time you've rejected me y/n *he pauses for a moment*, wait a minute is that blush I see *he says with a light chuckle* 

y/n: haven't I made it obvious haven't i made it clear!? *you say turning away from him trying to hide your blush again*

 hawks: well if you did I dont think we would be in this situation right now *he says with a smile*

you turned around ready to get back at him, when he suddenly grabs your waist and pulls you into a kiss, you sigh and finally give in, kissing him back...

hawks: see I told you we were more than friends..

#song fic #hawks #hawks x reader #mha hawks #hawks x you #hawks x y/n #friends #song #fanfic

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hawks x reader (fluff!) “Sunday inn”

so this is my first time writing fluff so it probably wont be the best but I hope you enjoy!

it was a bright sunny day the perfect Sunday. But your apartment less than clean it had been a crazy week full of meetings and errands, hawks came up with the great idea of going to the Sunday inn next to the coast.

hawks: “babe, do you wanna go to that inn I know the owner?” 

y/n: “ oh yea that sounds like a good idea, ill go pack us a bag” 

you went into your shared bedroom to pack both of you a shared bag, you decided to pack one of your favorite swimsuits ( you should probs pick your own) 

you arrived at the inn at 2:20 and once you settled into the room you decieded to go strait down to the beach you spent the rest of the day cuddling but a sense of Dred set over the both of you when you realized that you had to go home tomorrow an clean up the apartment 

THE END 

#mha hawks #hawks #hawks x reader #hawks x y/n #fluff #mha fluff #y/n #x reader

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hawks x fem! reader “too good for you”

(the phrases in bold are you speaking) (the phrases that are tilted are hawks speaking)

hawks was the number 2 hero and that came with a lot of responsibilities and you knew and respected that you knew that you wouldn't get a lot of time to spend with him, but you still shower’d him affection but to your dismay it was almost never returned.

he often ignored you if he was in a good mood met your lips with soulless kisses, there was absolutely no love in his heart for you. at least that's what is felt like..

you would often fight about the way he would interact with his fans because he was just a little bit too cozy with them he would wrap his arms around their waists even kissing some of them of the cheek.. one day during a fight something got to him and he just blurted out..

“WHY DO YOU ALWAYS DO THIS SHIT!.”

“I'M TOO GOOD FOR YOU WHAT DON'T YOU GET?!”

“w-what...”

tears forming at the corners of your eyes you looked at him straight in the eye.. eyes full of sadness your heart completely shattered 

“I-if thats how you really feel then I think its best that i-i leave”

his eyes filled with instant regret he went out to reach for your hand but you shook him off 

“like you said...you're too good for me...”

#hawks x reader #hawks x y/n #hawks angst #female y/n #hawks #angst #mha angst #mha hawks #pro hero hawks

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masterlist!

HAWKS :)

cheater! hawks x gn! reader,  part 1 , part 2  

hawks x FEM! reader “fallen out of love” 

hawks x fem! reader “too good for you”

hawks x reader (fluff!) “Sunday inn”

hawks x GN! Maya (song fic) friends “ More than friends”

DABI :)

toxic dabi x reader (breakup), part 1, part 2  part 3

Dabi x FEM! reader "Fire Truck Game" (short!)

KIRISHIMA :)

kirishima x GN! hanahaki! reader (rejection)

DENKI :)

Denki! x GN! Maya 'How much pain do you have to go through before giving up is okay?'

#masterlist

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hawks x FEM! reader “fallen out of love”

summery: hawks has fallen out of love with you and fallen in love someone else 

warning!!: angst (because thats the only thing I can write lmao) and I did not read through this because im lazy and I wrote this at 11 am

Hawks had become more distant, and what I mean by that is he’d purposefully ignore you and justify it as being for “work” or he’d belittle your concerns about the relationship saying that you were just being dramatic, but that only made you more concerned thinking you had done something wrong to make him like this, you thought that you were the reason for his stress....

You thought that you were the problem and this was something that you'd do very often, blaming your self for his faults always making him the victim and you the villain and your friend always pointed out to you but you chose to ignore their opinion's on your relationship because all that mattered to you was how Keigo felt. 

well his behavior went on for months until he pulled you aside one night and asked the question no-one wants to hear “we need to talk” your heart dropped at the moment thinking ‘ he’s going to do it, he’s going to leave me’ but keeping a calm composure not wanting to assume what was going to happen you agreed and followed him to the living room..

You sat on opposite chairs wanting to look him strait in the eye while talked to you but what he started with filled you with rage, pure rage, 

“I dont think this is going to work any more...because I've fallen for someone else” 

you closed your eyes and sighed, but when you opened your eyes every aspect of this relationship flashed before your eyes, every toxic trait he had and how forgiving you were of him, and in that moment it finally hit you, he never deserved you, you were so good to him and what did you receive in return. ..nothing.. you looked at him dead in the eye and smirked then said 

“finally...because you never deserved me, and I really hope, no, in fact I pray that you treat your next girlfriend better than you ever treated me”

he had the most  priceless expression plastered on his face, you had to hold yourself back from laughing he looked so dumbstruck, he was expecting you to drop to the floor and beg for him to stay with you, because you always put HIM first you always put your needs last and his first. But he just replied to your statement with a

“ excuse me.. what?”

“ what are you deaf. you heard me”

and with that you got up from your seat went to his side of the closet and started dumping his shit on the floor.. once he had processed what had happened he rushed to the bed room and started screaming his head off 

“WHAT THE FUCK Y/N”

“what are you screaming for? oh, did I forget to tell you, im pregnant” you said with a smirk

“so of-cource im going to get the house, and you should be thanking me! im doing the hard work for you by separating your shit from my clothes”

the color drained from his face and tears started to form at the corners of his eyes

“y-your w-what”

“gosh here we go again the last time I checked you could hear  perfectly well, is age affecting your hearing grandpa?”

“ok ill let you stay here tonight but tomorrow morning you better be out by the time I wake up, anyway you can text me the hotel you'll be staying up and ill send your clothes there”

“o-ok”

“oh and ill email you the day im free to discuss child support and our divorce”

THE END 

#angst #mha angst #hawks angst #female y/n #hawks x y/n #hawks x reader #hawks x you

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kirishima x GN! hanahaki! reader (rejection)

 (and I have just discovered that I cannot write smut so here's a angst) ANYWAYS ENJOY!!

you had liked with  since middle school and when you both got accepted into UA(1A ) you completely fell in love with his transformation, but there a little problem because about a week after you came to UA you started coughing up marigold petals soaked  in blood, (though it didn't really stand out because the flower petals are red)

you were super worried so you decided to look it up and that's when you had discovered that you had the hanahaki disease, and on top of all that you only had 2 weeks to live but even if you were on the lucky side you still only had 3 months left...

you decided to go to a doctor to find out the exact amount of time you have to live.. so you did exactly that and found out you have exactly 1 month to live and your only options for preventing this were to have kirishima reciprocate your feelings or have surgery but lose the emotional capacity to ever love someone..

of course there were consequences to both of these I mean if kirishima didn't reciprocate your feelings you still died but if you survived this you still wanted to love again so you decided your best option was to tell kirishima how you felt all these years, but of course you just had procrastinate till the last week you were left to live but thats ok because its not like your lungs were filled to the brim with flower petals nooo you were just fine..(no you weren't you dumb bi-) anyways you called kirishima to the ack of the training arena and began your confession..

kirishima- “ so why'd you call me over here y/n?”

you- “w-well y-you see kirishima I wanted to tell you that..”

kirishima - “ tell me what y/n??”

you- “ I-I LIKE YOU IALWAYSHAVEEVERSINCEMIDDLESCHOOLSO I REALLY HOPE YOU ACCEPT MY FEELINGS” 

kirishima looked at you shocked, but once he had processed everything you had just said he just looked at you eyes full of pity...

kirishima- “ y-y/n im sorry but I cant accept your feelings...but I hope we can still be friends” he said with a soft smile 

at that moment your eyes welled up with tears your breathing hitched and you just collapsed coughing up petals that refused to come up, kirishima worried that you had just collapsed called an ambulance...but it was too late, the next day it was announced that you had the hanahaki disease everyone was shocked to say the least especially kirishima because you always acted like everything was fine like you didn't have a care in the world but in reality you were suffering alone...

but no-one ever bothered to ask if you were ok.....

the next day you were pronounced dead and kirishima was devastated ad swore to never love another 

#hanahaki #angst #kirishima angst #mha angst #gender neutral y/n #kirishima x reader #kirishima x y/n

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Hello! Fellow writer here! I just want to give you some writing advice! Your work is amazing but you need to add in paragraphs. Like when they talk, you need to put that in a paragraph. I hope this doesn’t sound too rude or anything!

thank you so much!! I just started writing so I don't really know what I'm doing so this really helpful, and you don't sound rude at all!

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cheater! hawks x GN! reader (part 2!)

warning!!: you are getting with Mirko in this part!! so if your not comfortable (or you just have another character you would rather be with) with that I could edit the page for you and add something like a/c (anime character)

part 1

it had been 2 months since the ‘incident’ and you never really went out of the safety of your bestfriends house unless it was for essentials like groceries and whenever you saw hawks on the tv you immediately changed the channel, now you had moved on for the most part but you still harbored feelings feelings for him but none of those feelings consisted of love there wasn't an ounce of love in your body left for him but what you did feel right now was rage. just rage, you wanted him to feel the same pain that he put you through..so you decided that the best revenge take on him would to get with his one and only best friend...so you called Mirko and you scheduled a date and time where you would meet, luckily Mirko agreed with you that hawks was definitely in the wrong, Tuesday, 10:20 am at mikrons house

the first thing that you did when you got to Mirko's house was tell Mirko to call hawks and keep him on the whole time, and I man the whole time he was going to hear each and every sound you and her made, (idk how to create sex scenes for gn characters so yeah your gonna hear what's happening on hawks side of the phone) he had been hearing you get together for the last 30 minutes and lets just say he was less that comfortable in his pants it was actually getting quite panful down there... but at the same time he was begging you to stop...but you didn't obviously your head was clouded with pleasure and so was Mirko's your session with Mirko lasted a whole 2 hours and at the end hawks had released into his pants about 3 times, you and Mirko were panting but you decided that this wasn't enough he still got pleasure from this so you had induce more pain so you began to explain all the feelings that had gone through you that day and why you reacted the way you did and lets say hawks was hit by a truck full of guilt and he  started tearing up apologizing profusely but you wouldn't take any of his bullshit so you just hung up letting him dwell on his feelings for the rest of his life meanwhile Mirko had asked you to go out with her and you accepted i mean who would say no to Mirko?? 

#part 2 #mirko #cheating hawks #hawks angst #angst #mha angst #gender neutral fanfic #gender neutral y/n #hawks x y/n #mirko x you #revenge

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hawks part 2 being unfaithful please

sure! it will be uploaded tomorrow :)

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cheater! hawks x gn! reader

TW!!: MENTION OF CHEATING, LIGHT SMUT

yea(yeep I like angst lol) (my heart was beating so loud writing this even though I knew what was going to happen) (gender neutral y/n) 

hawks had been going to work early and returning late and I mean he always came home late but it was always before 12 am but now he’s been coming home at 1am to not even returning until the next morning and this got you worried, i mean what if he was overworking himself is what you wanted to believe but there was always that tiny voice in your head that told you that he could be with another guy/girl...that he was cheating...

but you always ignored that voice and went on with your day, but there was one particular day where the little voice in your head would get louder every minute telling you to go check and you wanted to ignore it, you wanted to think of your husband of 3 years like the purest man on earth that would never intentionally cause you pain or put you in harms way but the voice just wouldn't leave you alone today so you decided to listen to it just this once to prove yourself wrong to see the love of your life working diligently instead of with another person.. 

you used keigo’s favorite car (Lamborghini Veneno) and drove to his agency, you walked through the entrance and waved a hello to the secretary (most of his employees had become familiar with you because you visited your husband very often), usually Catharine (His secretary's name) gave you a very cheery hello and wave but this time she looked at you with a sad and concerned look and only waved to you but you figured that maybe something very personal had happened to her but at the same time you quickened your pace towards the elevator.

keigo had built a private elevator just for when you visited him and no one except you and him were allowed in there because he always got jealous whenever he saw men checking you out, when the elevator reached the top floor (where keigo's office was) you made a beeline for his office practically running past the cubicles and desks that were in the way of you finding out the truth, keigo's office was in a private area away from all his employees, when you entered that secluded the area all you heard where grunts and moans coming from the hallway leading to his office, your heart had been beating out of you chest for a while now but when you heard keigo's grunts (you immediately recognized them because they were kind of bird like and very distinct)your heart shattered into a million pieces, tears forming at the corners of your eyes you wanted to scream shout and cry but you held it in walking towards his office.

 the sounds got louder and what you heard next filled you with anger, disgust and most importantly sadness “ahh---keigo baby c'mon *panting* when are you gonna get rid of that wife/husband of yours for me ah-” .. “soon ngh- soon baby but for now just take this cock like the good little girl you are *coo~* ”

a single tear fell from your eye and you walked towards the door contemplating the words he just said, he was going to get rid of you? Why? you gave him everything all your love and attention, you were faithful to him and only him and here he was fucking another like the 3 three years you spent together meant nothing!, You hand was on the doorknob now and once you realized you turned the doorknob and you were horrified by what you saw I mean you were expecting it but its still hurt.

 your husband the love of your life was fucking a girl on top of his desk..

 with papers scattered all over his office and the smell of vanilla and sex drifting in the air, it made you want to puke and run away, praying this was a dream that when you woke up you'd be lying next to him with his hands holding you tight, but no matter how bad you wanted this to be a dream you knew that the feelings that you felt were real and genuine and that a dream could never be this vivid...

keigo whipped his head around ready to kick whichever one of his employees had dared to interrupt him, but when he saw you, his face turned pale, regret forming on his face, he quickly pushed his mistress off him rushing to put on his pants while  he was shouting petty excuses we've all heard before like ‘it isn't what it looks like’ and ‘I can explain!’ you just stared at him with blank eyes and simply said “ill be waiting in the car, it should be obvious but we need to talk Hawks..” 

lets just say he was star struck at your reaction he was expecting you to scream and shout the moment you found out but you just looked and him and back at his mistress (she was on the floor looking away from you) and left without saying another word.

 he met you in the car opening the car,  sitting in passenger seat while you started the car and drove off to your shared home not saying a single word to him when he tried to make conversation. 

you arrived home and went up the elevator to your living room when you both had sat down you said “now I want you to explain everything and why you did it” keigo was honestly surprised at how calm and collected you were,  willing to let him explain he was expecting you to just tell him to shut up and go pack a suitcase,  he started explain “listen dove, I love you so much and I honestly dont know why l did it, it was a mistake! I swear I never meant to hurt you I truly love you dove...” etc. he kept going throwing every petty excuse he could to make you believe him and when he saw that you were quiet and smiling he thought he had got you hooked that you had forgiven him but what you said next completely shattered  that fantasy “I know that what you said was a load of bullshit but I know that you can be a good person so I dont want you to do this to any other person because they dont deserve to ever experience the pain you just put me through ok.. now ill be over to pick up my clothes on the weekend.” 

with that statement you got up and walked towards the door ready to go stay with your best friend for  as long as you needed, keigo just stood there stunned, tears falling down his tanned cheeks ‘oh god what have I done..’ he thought.. he got up to chase after you but you were already out the door ...but the moment you were in a safe place you broke down screaming, shouting and crying but nothing could calm you just thinking about all the happy memories you had together and how he ruined everything, you ended up falling asleep in your bestfriends arms... 

(yall should really get interactive fics is a google extension and it changes y/n to your own name and anything else you would like to change, i promise this is not sponsored lmao)

part 2 

#cheater hawks #hawks x reader #hawks x y/n #angst #hawks angst #mha angst #my fingers hurt now #gender neutral fanfic #gender neutral y/n

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toxic dabi x reader (breakup) part 2 :)

part 1 :)  

You had taken a pregnancy test the day before your escape to make sure you weren't carrying his child because that meant you had to share custody of the child with him, (lets just say that dabi is still a functioning member of society right now) luckily it was negative and you were free to to go on with your original plan to wait until he went out for poker with his friends this was a usual thing that happened every Friday night so you had until midnight to get out of this hell hole, but you didn't have anyone to contact because dabi had cut you off from your friends and family in an attempt to control you completely, so you wrote him a note full of the thought and feelings that had gone through your head  the past 6 months it was kind of like your goodbye to him, in this note you could practically feel the rage and sadness pouring out from this single peace of paper. dabi always locked the door when he went out without you but this time you had gotten him a bit tipsy before leaving so he forgot abut the lock and you were free to walk out the door like normal...but you knew this wasn't the end because dabi would probably spend his whole life searching  for you because you were apparently his “one true love..”

#dabi x reader #Dabi x you #dabi x y/n #toxic dabi #dabi angst #angst #mha angst

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toxic dabi x reader (breakup)

part 1 :) part 2 :)

you and dabi had been dating for almost six months now let's just say it wasn't a very healthy relationship, there were many times when he would burn you intentionally and pretend like it was an accident and the sad thing is that you'd forgive him afterwards without a fight because if you even dared to resist, the punishment you'd receive would be much worse than getting burned in the somewhat near future and trust me you knew this because you had experienced it once before when you ignored him after a fight he ended up almost choking you to death forcing you to speak to him in the end, but that isn't all he practically raped you and said it was your ‘present’ for finally talking to him even though you pleaded with him not to. in these six months he’d often lock you in the basement when you'd been ‘disobedient’ often not feeding you for days.and when you had reached 5 months in your relationship you had bruises all over your body not a space of your once sweet glowing skin left unscathed/bruised, you had become remarkably skinny to the point where you could see your ribs when yout lifted up your shirt, you were always tired and  dirty (you basically looked like a starving animal)…you had grown tired of his ‘loving boyfriend’ facade and decided that you'd have to leave soon. The last straw was when you were raped and he just sat back and watched like it was some kind of performance you decided you had to leave TONIGHT...… 

#dabi x y/n #dabi x reader #toxic dabi #dabi #dabi x you #mha angst #dabi angst #angst