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martyrette · 12 days

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Une banner change. Made a new one featuring Vinny. I haven’t been doing so hot since he decided to take a Forever Cat Nap, but I feel blessed to have my boyfriend looking after me.

Everything is off centre. There’s no aesthetic cohesion asides from old web. It’s perfect.

Bonus: I give you a barebones trigger warning which is cropped on mobile. :)

Here’s what it was before.

#Martyrette #banner #tumblr banner #old web #Y2K #old internet #Weirdcore #traumacore

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martyrette · 17 days

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Rest In Treats, My Best Friend

A lot of people refuse to adopt adult cats due to them fear they won't bond. That was never the case with you and I. Your owner, who ironically had the first name as me, was giving you away at five years old - her apartment wouldn't let you bring her. At the same time, my Grandad was at the pub, fuming how my father gave away my plushies and berated be for having them at age twelve. Who would have guessed the perfect, chunky orange kitty would have been waiting there for him to bring home to me. It was around Christmas time and things were rough for mom and I. We had gotten the apartment but we still stayed most of our time with Sitty and Grandad due to a lot of reasons. He brought you in, forgoing his typical routine of dropping off his phonebook and wallet by the back table. Instead he went straight into the kitchen with you in his arms. I ran in and saw you, saying "I'm so happy I could cry". I remember Sitty telling me to change your name from 'Simba' to something else because she thought it was "ugly", but she just never saw The Lion King. So I named you after one of my favorite stuffed animals my Dad took - Vinny.

You became my best friend that day, a five year old orange short-hair and a twelve year old ready to give you the world. No, you weren't my first cat, but you have been by far the most special. You gave Mom so much company, especially when I would be taken away by Children's Aid. She would sing all of her silly songs about you, post about you on Facebook and speak of you as if you were her second child. You saw the best and worst of her and when she died, you got to see those parts of me too.

You helped me heal so much from losing her. I knew you were grieving too. I would start to sing her songs to you, dress you up in silly costumes, buy you all sorts of fancy treats to spoil you. When you would cry in the middle of the night, I would just have to call your name and you'd come running straight to me, begging for loves and pets. Whenever I would miss Mom, I'd scoop you up in a big hug and you'd start to purr - I knew you missed her too. You were a tangible part of her big heart, and I felt her love and your own so strongly.

Your favorite things were your red blankie, the laser pointer, catnip (you fucking cokehead) and anything with chicken. You loved and thought with your big fluffy tummy, and I remember when Grandad made homemade top quality clams and I gave you one because I wanted you to feel fancy too. Grandad huffed and said "My cooking wasted on a cat", but you and I could see his smirk. He probably thought it was funny.

You would always come and cuddle me during my panic attacks and bouts of morning anxiety, sit on my hands and feet when I would have taken too much codeine and they felt so cold. You followed me around whatever house we stayed in, making sure I was never alone. Your stand ominously in doorways, fluoride staring me down. You stole my McDonalds more times than I can count, just shoving your silly little head in the bag, vacuuming up whatever fries you could. You groomed and licked my head when I was paralyzed in bed from my depressive cycles. You were always jealous of Ron, knocking over my phone during FaceTimes with him, biting him when he’s tried to pet you and rolling all over his sweaters he gave me to let me know you were the only little man in my life. You were there to comfort me when Grandad passed away and for the final time I saw you, you sat nestled around my head before Ron and I went on our vacation. I'm sorry I ever left.

I hate that I'm so far away from you right now, that I wasn't there to be with you in your final moments. I can only count my blessings that Aunt S, Sitty and Bri were all there with you to make sure you were loved. You left me so early - earlier than I thought. You were only fifteen, this morning.

You watched me grow up from a confused young girl, to a troubled, damaged woman and into a now graduated and healed enbie. You never judged me for my jagged edges, opting to love me all the same. I'll never forget you, Vinny - or what you've done for me. You were the strongest reason I kept going whenever it got tough; I had to be there for you.

When Ron and I speak of our new place together, we always envisioned you there with Sassy Fras. It breaks my heart to know that you'll never be in those dreams - that I'll be making my very first home without you.

I know you're with Mom and Grandad now, but it still hurts to know that my last pieces of them has truly left. I don’t know where to go from here without you.

Rest in Treats, my Vinny Baby, Vincent Von Nacho, Vinchenzo, Chubby Numnums, Baby Boy, My Son, Pinkichincky, Bucatini, Stinki Boi

#Vinny #Vinny Baby #Goodbye my sweetest friend

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martyrette · 22 days

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. • ~Sweet Adelaide~ • .

Once again, weird lighting with this one. So you get two versions. I also fucked up with the eyes so uh, you get 👁👄👁 in physical form. Also chins? Overrated. Adelaide doesn’t get chin privileges.

Some concept work / brainstorming for Bunnyguts’ eldest daughter, Adelaide. She didn’t birth her but instead rescued her from the Third Scourge Invasion in Stormwind (Shadowlands Pre-Patch).

All my friends are making their characters’ kids for the future so WHY SHOULDN’T I?

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martyrette · 23 days

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The classical Verona era………….

Fun Fact: I first made Verona while zooted at a Halloween party when I was 17.

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martyrette · 24 days

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My friends’ OCs! Bought a new tiny portable sketchbook (like the size of an iPhone) so I can at least doodle and keep my skills up. Don’t wanna get rusty! Which totally happened with the side profile. ; w ;

Top to bottom: Khlayton, Jettiah The Bastard, Imoen

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martyrette · 25 days

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HARLEY. DELAINE. JANE-SAMANTHA. Any name is perfect for crime babygorl.

#Bunnyguts #Jane-Samantha #Delaine #Harley #world of warcraft #wow rp #warcraft #warcraft rp #wow #moonguard #wow screenshot

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martyrette · 26 days

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A WIP from my sketchbook. I wish I had more time to draw, Finales for college are just beating me to a pulp (it’s my grad year!). I’ll have time to when Shmoolah and I go on vacation though. He surprised me. 💕🐇

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martyrette · 27 days

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how can one contact simplylost for a commission? their art is so amazing!

FOR REAL!!! SHES SO GOOOOOOOOOOD!

simplylost is on Discord (that’s her tag), you can add her from there and ask about prices and all that funky stuff.

She’s an amazing Roleplayer, artist and overall person. I can’t recommend her enough! 💕

#asks #answered

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martyrette · 28 days

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August 21st 2017

“Under warm black sun

I lost you

Disconnect & try to leave this earth

To follow you

A grief I thought could be

Eclipsed by fruitful life

Second lording moon

Again She comes to remind me

I’m forged from loss & blood

Chrysalis ‘neath Luna

She’ll cradle me in her crescent

As you would have.”

~ Martyrette

#Martyrette #poetry #poem #my poem #poet #eclipse

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martyrette · 29 days

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My Plunderstorm Character who’ve I’ve slowly been building into an actual one. Their name is Booger and I love them.

Shout out to my friends who carried my ass and got to listen to me singing the Fortnite Battlepass Shanty on repeat.

#Booger #world of warcraft #wow rp #warcraft #warcraft rp #wow #moonguard #goblin #wow goblin #plunderstorm

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martyrette · 29 days

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Commanding and directing The Coven while @ work, munching on my lemon loaf (I cannot oversee ceremony for the eclipse today).

#Martyrette #eclipse #witch #witchy #not art

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martyrette · 1 month

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yo. idk who u r but i just wanna say that a lot of people over on wgs, especially that rise of the highborne guy, are GIGANTIC pussies and are really insane for getting mad u over ur art and not TWing it or whatever lol. i dont think uve done anything wrong and its just a matter of everyone being a bunch of losers hehe

Yeah, it’s just the waaaay she blooows. I’ve had people up my ass since I was 18 for a multitude of reasons - some valid, some silly and foolish. The SH/TW stuff is just another way they can excuse basically bullying (sounds so cringe to say out loud) and in all honesty I HIGHLY doubt half of them actually care about a serious dialogue about SH and censorship; it’s a very divisive topic and I enjoy explorative, meaningful conversation. But you know, we don’t get that on WGS. Being told I’m a piece of shit and wah wah totally makes me want to see your point and do as you say (not). But I’ll probably die on this hill till I’m convinced otherwise.

Active SH = TW

Inactive SH (scars) = No TW

I’m gunna sound Live, Laugh, Love, but I genuinely hope they heal from whatever I’ve done to them. I always keep my asks, dms and discord open if people want to talk things out like adults. I am unironically friends and close with a lot of people who disliked me prior. SOME OF MY FAV PEOPLE EVEN; and I would have never had that opportunity if I didn’t suck up my pride and offer the olive branch. Cause I mean like, we’re all here to play virtual Barbies.

Thank you for the kind words! They’re a nice start to my day. I hope your day is fruitful and relaxing! 💕

#asks #answered asks #answered

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martyrette · 1 month

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Queue has been stocked and asks answered! Enjoy this silly doodle of my friend’s character, Imoen. I was mad they got the Plunderstorm coat before me LOL.

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martyrette · 1 month

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Lovely Bunnyguts commission I got from simplylost on Discord! She’s drawing Loralaya next-

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martyrette · 1 month

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His name is Wigglesworth.

Goddess bless the random employee at Hot Topic who gave this to me for free (I was asking about fidget toys that wasn’t slime). Idk. Just really made my day and now I have cute stim.

; w ;

#Martyrette #not art #stim toy #fidget toys

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martyrette · 1 month

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Devildaughter

#Dylan Golan #world of warcraft #wow rp #warcraft #warcraft rp #wow #moonguard #wow art #warcraft art #screenshot #wow screenshots #screenshot edit #game screenshots #warlock

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martyrette · 1 month

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Some cute lil item cards I made for the long term story starting up after finales! Idk how to tell the guildies they made a personalized villain last event. . .

#The Magpies #my guild #dungeons & dragons #d&d #d&d campaign #world of warcraft #wow rp #warcraft #warcraft rp #wow #moonguard #wow art #warcraft art #thieves guild

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