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i wish i were lying on my own bed soaking in the sun from through the panes on an orange afternoon

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smol comicc abt me being spoiled :^)

#art #original #illustration #artwork #comic #helloooooo #im still tryna learn how it is to be an adult

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didnt know tumblr has been issing out on my red girl here she is!

#art #mine #artwork #original #illustration #artists on tumblr #digital art #momami #red #girl #wow those eye soles thingy are RED indeed #lmao

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only art can make me feel this way

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for all of u thirsty babes

#art #mine #artwork #original #illustration #watercolor #;-))

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this blog is sometimes fully rendered illustrations but mostly quick journal sketches

#art #mine #journal #ink #illustration #but srsly #i like my journal entries too

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hello this is me scolding myself for my vanity

#the vanity's in my hands really #i draw myself like 10× prettier #haha #art #illustration #journal #mine #ink

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made a ref sheet for deloise 

it's not perfect but !! hey i did something cool i think

#the gif of the initial sketch was REALLY wonky #so i kind of gave up on it for a while #so i am really happy this is a thing that exists #because i made it and finished it and am satisfied with it #art #reference sheet #oc #original character #illustration #digital #also ow i havent done lineart cus lineless doesnt hurt my wrist like this did?? ouch??

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No mirrors please. Begone reflections!!!! Make every surface non-reflective. I want to forget what I look like. I don’t want to be held captive by my appearance. Allow me to just exist nearest to my soul and to shuffle off my physical form. Let me detach myself from that ingrained, indelible, tragic, and all-too-feminine desire to be beautiful.

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i miss flowers

#i used to habe this kind of relationship with flowers #pick them pluck them and press them #now its too hot to go scavenge them #art #ink #lineart #illustration

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romantics be like am i in love or do i just have a fever

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i need!!! to be in the forest. run my hand through a little stream. climb over a fallen tree…maybe sit down on a stone and forget about society for a bit

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started playing stardew valley lately and had the impulse to draw my character

#wow i really like #playing games as leisure n then getting so hooked i don't do anything else #art #digital art #stardew valley #she just got her rustic sword #illustration #character art #mine #original

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why in the city

#there was this greenery in the middle of polluted manila #and i was like wow #who's turf is that #ill make it mine if the city wasnt two hours away #photography

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“When I am feeling dreary, annoyed, and generally unimpressed by life, I imagine what it would be like to come back to this world for just a day after having been dead. I imagine how sentimental I would feel about the very things I once found stupid, hateful, or mundane. Oh, there’s a light switch! I haven’t seen a light switch in how long! I didn’t realize how much I missed light switches! Oh! Oh! And look– the stairs up to our front porch are still completely cracked! Hello cracks! Let me get a good look at you. And there’s my neighbor, standing there, fantastically alive, just the same, still punctuating her sentences with you know what I’m saying? Why did that bother me? It’s so…endearing.”

— RETURNING TO LIFE AFTER BEING DEAD Encyclopedia of an Ordinary Life, Amy Krouse Rosenthal (via podencos)

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nosebleed

#i used to nosebleed a lot when i was young #but anyway #ive been drawing girls looking over their shoulder #like every 2 weeks #i love em #will have more interesting content soon #ihope #art #illustration

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devotion

#does anyone remember vocaloid? #damn #that shit swallowed me whole and spat me out as someone else #this is for len #byee #art #journal