#Borderline personality Disorder

[crawloverme]

"bpd = beautiful princess disorder 😍" "bpd: best pussy disorder❤️🥰"

i just got done sobbing and tugging on my hair for half an hour because their follower count went up and it appears to be someone of importance and i had a panic attack thinking i was worthless now and should kill myself or get committed, and now i am the most nonchalant "let it be" person in the fucking world

#bpd #borderline personality disorder #actually bpd #bpd vent #bpd fp #bpd thoughts #bpd problems #actually borderline

[borderline-culture-is]

bpd culture is wanting to die because you can feel your fp slowly starting to like you less and less and they’re drifting away from you and you’re no longer a priority for them and this always happens, why does this always fucking happen?

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#borderline culture is #bpd #borderline personality disorder #bpd culture is #bpd culture #bpd safe #actually borderline #actually bpd #fp #bpd fp #fp bpd

[a-hospital--for-souls]

I'm actually a nice person until my BPD starts BPDing.

#bpd #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #tw sui ideation #borderline personality disorder #actual bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd vent #mental illness #tw self destruction

[magazine-building-successful]

#street style #medium format #kazuha #gay art #hayley atwell #akagami no shirayukihime #red head #fmab #borderline personality disorder #dibujos #toshinori yagi #apink #Jurassic park #black panther #couture

[another-0ddity]

All I want is to just be loved back. I’m so alone and I hate being alone and cause I’m also codependent but have no one to depend on and I simply am not coping. I can’t fill the hole in my heart, as in I have no fp. Why do I have to be this way? Why am I unlovable and yet so loving? It’s not fair. It’s so painful. I just want to die.

#borderline personality disorder #actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd culture #bpd vent #bpd feels #bpd problems #bpd #bpd thoughts #borderline blog #quiet borderline #living with borderline #borderline things #borderline problems #borderline thoughts #being borderline #borderline pd #fp bpd #bpd fp #bpd stuff #feeling alone

[use-firm]

#chanbaek #r@pe play #dom/sub #street style #medium format #kazuha #gay art #hayley atwell #akagami no shirayukihime #red head #fmab #borderline personality disorder #dibujos #drabbles

[skinnycookiesworld]

treat me like $hit so I can keep st4rving myself 🖤

#4norexla #light as a feather #st4rv1ng #tw thinspi #34t1ng d1s0rd3r #4nor3xia #3d not sheeran #tw 3d vent #3d #3dtumblr #3d f4st #st4rv3 #st4rve me #thinspø #skinnnyy #meanspø #4norexia #3ating d1sorder #eating disoder trigger warning #borderline personality disorder

[ur-fav-bpd]

Amanda Young from Saw has BPD!

(requested by @peterpastrahmi ^_^)

#roll call #amanda young #saw #saw franchise #saw movies #borderline personality disorder #bpd #your fav has bpd #headcanon bpd

[jiraikeibabes]

The reality of mental illness makes people uncomfortable.

#jirai onna #jirai #bpd thoughts #landmine #borderline personality disorder #jirai kei #bpd mood #jirai girl #landmine girl #bpd vent #borderline blog #borderline pd #bpd stuff #borderline thoughts #being borderline #bpd feels #bpd blog #bpd tag #bpd splitting #borderline personality traits #actually borderline #living with borderline #borderline things #bpd meme #bpd problems #bpd favorite person #actually bpd #borderline problems #borderline #borderline culture is

[autopsyfreak]

having NPD + BPD means having your identity change frequently, due to a lack of a sense of self, and then absolutely despising everyone who knew you before the change in your identity because they’ve perceived you in a way you no longer enjoy.

whenever there’s a shift in my sense of self, i wish i could erase the memories of everyone who knew me before, so that they never associate the previous me with who i am now and never remember having ever perceived me that way.

i end up wishing you would fall from the face of the earth or that i could kill/inflict harm upon you, and it takes so much restraint to prevent myself from cutting you off entirely.

but, due to my BPD constantly changing who i am, i’m stuck in this cycle of my terrible sense of self leading me to change (sometimes quite drastically), then my NPD being pissed off that others have perceived me in a way that no longer aligns with me.

#actually mentally ill #clusterb #actually aspd #actually npd #aspd #npd #cluster b #actuallynpd #actuallyaspd #actually bpd #bpd #actuallybpd #actually borderline #actually narcissistic #actually antisocial #actually cluster b #narcissistic sociopath #narc abuse isnt real #narc posting #narc abuse isn't real #narcissistic personality disorder #borderline personality disorder #antisocial personality disorder #cluster b personality disorder #diagnosed npd #diagnosed aspd #diagnosed bpd #npd vent #bpd vent #npd posting

[vilea777]

sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

#bpd blog #bpd fp #bpd mood #bpd problems #bpd shit #bpd stuff #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #actually bpd #bpd #borderline pd #borderline things #borderline problems #living with borderline #borderline blog #borderline thoughts #being borderline #borderline culture is #actually borderline #borderline personality disorder #bpd feels #bpd safe #bpd culture is

[borderline-culture-is]

BPD Culture Is-

7am: "god I fucking hate everything about myself im such a waste of space.

"8am: "SUPPP BITCHESSSS!!!"

10am:"Oh Hell Yeah, see that bitch in the mirror? They're Hot as shit. "

1pm: "ew...why do i have so many pimples...ew im disgusting."

2pm: "LEAVE ME ALONE I'M SO TIRED OF YOUR SHIT AND THE WAY YOU TREAT ME I HATE YOU"

5pm:"...im a terrible horrible person..."

7pm:"...i love you sooo much..Mwahh!!."

10pm:"...ew we need to stop eating so much..."

11pm.:" *Vibing out to music* "I'M A BADASSS."

3am. "*staring at the wall Drained of energy* I needa drink"

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#borderline culture is #bpd #borderline personality disorder #bpd culture is #bpd culture #bpd safe #actually borderline #actually bpd

[a-hospital--for-souls]

Me when a BPD episode comes:

#bpd #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #tw sui ideation #actual bpd #borderline personality disorder #actually mentally ill #bpd vent #mental illness #tw self destruction #tw psych ward #tw self destructive behavior #vent #actually borderline #bpd meme #borderline blog

[arrgh-whatever]

#and to my bpd followers #believe me you're not a burden #bpd #borderline personality disorder #bpd awareness

[ohara-n-brown]

As a late diagnosed autist I will say one of the most damaging but transformative experiences I've ever had was being misdiagnosed with BPD.

Everyday my heart goes out to people with BPD.

The amount of stigma and silencing they face is astonishing and sickening.

I took DBT for years. Therapists use to turn me away because of my diagnosis.

I would be having full blown autistic meltdowns, crying for help literally - but because I was labeled as BPD ANY time I cried I was treated as manipulative and unstable.

As if the only reason I could be crying was if I was out to trick someone.

95% of the books out there with Borderline in the title are named shit like 'How to get away from a person with Borderline', 'How to stop walking on eggshells (with a person who has BPD)'

I was never allowed to feel true pain or panic or need.

That was 'attention seeking behavior', not me asking for help when a disability was literally inhibiting my ability to process emotions.

There were dozens of times where I had a full meltdown and was either threatened with institutionalization or told I was doing it for attention.

My failing relationships weren't due to a communication issue, or the inability to read social cues. No, because I was labeled borderline, my unstable relationships were my fault. Me beggong nuerotypicals to just be honest and blunt with what they meant was me pestering them for validation.

Borderline patients can't win.

And the funny thing is - I asked my therapist about autism. I told her I thought I was on the spectrum.

BPD is WILDLY misdiagnosed with those with autism and I had many clear signs.

Instead - she told me 'If you were autistic we wouldn't be able to have this conversation'. She made me go through a list of autistic traits made clearly for children, citing how I didn't fit each one.

And then she told me that me identifying with the autism community was the BPD making me search for identity to be accepted - and that I wasn't autistic, just desperate to fit in somewhere.

I didn't get diagnosed for another ten years. For ten years I avoided the autism community - feeling as if I were just a broken person who wanted to steal from people who 'really needed it'.

Because of my providers - I began to doubt my identity MORE, not less.

Ten years of thinking I was borderline and being emotionally neglected and demonized by a system meant to help me.

To this day, I still don't trust neurotypicals. Not fully.

I know I'm not borderline now - but my heart aches for them. Not for the usual stuff. But for the stigma. And the asshole doctors. And the dismissiveness and threatening and the idea of institutionalization hanging over their head.

I love Borderline people. I always will. I'm not Borderline but if you are I love you and I'm sorry.

You're not a bad person. You're not a therapists worst nightmare, you are a human with valid feelings and fears.

Borderline people I'm sorry.

#autism #bpd #borderline personality disorder #actually autistic #neurodivergent #neurodivergency #neurodiversity #cluster b

[loullipopx]

My Pokémon ❤️💙

#a bit of a more personal thing !! #hope you dont mind !! #comic #Pokémon #plusle #minun #mental health #bpd #borderline personality disorder #personal #art #my art #illustration #artists on tumblr