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deanbrainrotwritings · 4 months

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— SUMMER’S STELLAR GAZE

SUMMARY : part III of gimme half. on a mini-roadtrip to the bunker for something dean left behind, she decides to test dean’s word and his promises.

PAIRING : dean winchester x fem!reader

CHARACTERS : none

WARNINGS/TAGS : explicit (18+), fluff, Dean isn’t allergic to cats in this universe bc wtf, blowjob, hair pulling, dirty talk, road head, risky business

WORD COUNT : 2.2k

A/N : silverstein song title. so yeah, I love Dean forever and ever actually, just like I wrote in my diary when I was ten. Omniscient POV to reader’s POV like a good ol’ movie. Xxxxxx

Dean sort of wanted to impress her.

She was a hunter, like him, after all.

If he showed her the Bunker, he hoped she'd be impressed; by him, by it, he really hoped so. There was a lot about the Bunker that impressed him when he’d gotten there. The dungeon, the showers, the lore, the garage, the kitchen, everything. That was his first thought when Sam asked Dean for some boxes of the kitchen items he’d left behind since they couldn’t bring everything with them. Dean saw the opportunity to show off.

The past two weeks went by quickly. They were together now. Shared a New Years kiss at the behest of Eileen, Jack, and even tiny, baby Dean.

Sam and Eileen were like kids with Barbie and Ken dolls, thrilled to make their favourite couple kiss at last. Cas and Jack were stunned at the discovery that two of them hated each other at first, but they were happy to see that Dean was happy.

It all just came together, somehow, after falling apart so messily. Her and Dean. Their lives.

It was natural for her to be around all of them. Dean forgot that it was him she had a problem with at first. It made it easy for Dean and hard for him all at once. They knew her better than he did and she knew them well, too.

They began bonding over hunting stories when he told Sam, Eileen, Cas, and Jack that she was also a hunter; she'd ask Cas and Jack a dozen questions whenever she could after finding out they were angels—the other, a nephilim. Sometimes, he’d catch a glimpse at Cas’ phone notifications and see what she asks him with a smile on his face.

They’ve all been hanging out because of the holidays. She stayed with him during the weekends because he asked her to. He met her family, it was terrifying since they just started… dating… but her family was funny and kind to him. It eased his nerves, but they told him they’d heard of him from other hunters. He knew he was safe, hunters mostly liked him and his brother… except for the parts where they were at fault for all the bad stuff.

Miracle was happier than ever to have his friend back, her Cat, Bubbles. Dean had a feeling Sam and Jack would take Miracle over to her place or maybe Miracle and Bubbles truly still remembered each other.

Things are better, hotter now that they are together, more than when they were enemies. Dean was just beyond happy that he had her, that they talked about it… sort of.

“You listen to the same music as my big brother,” she chuckled from beside him, the box of cassette tapes resting on her lap as she riffled through them. Dean smiled, taking his eyes off the road to gaze at her momentarily.

“Yeah?” He asked, turning back to the road as they drove into the long, wintry, still-green forest that would lead them to the Bunker.

“Yeah, I grew up on all of this music. My dad even loves Led Zeppelin,” she told him distractedly, staring at the clear plastic box labelled as Led Zeppelin. She shrugged and inserted the cassette tape into the deck of the car, Bonzo’s Montreux playing softly.

“You get more and more awesome the more I get to know you,” he told her, biting his lip when he looked over at her. She pursed her lips as she smiled, entertained by his flirty, deep voice and his suggestive wink.

“Awesome?” She smirked, putting the box back into its place. He turned to look at her once more, but he couldn’t look away from the softness and mischief in her eyes the whole time.

“Perfect?” He offered, glancing away from her, taking in the big green trees he’s already familiar with. “Kissable? Hotter?” He suggested, smiling coquettishly. “Mmm, extra fuckable?” She looked at him through her lashes, her cheeks pink, and her breath unstable.

Dean shifted in his seat and sat up straight, looking away from her arousing fuck-me gaze with his fingers tightening around the black steering wheel of his heavy car. Heat flooded the area between her legs at his reaction. Her clit pulsed in pace with her heartbeat and she bit her lip. A million ideas streamed through her mind. A million ideas to relieve the need she had to be fucked by Dean once more.

The tension in the car was nearly as thick as the first night they had sex, it made her breathless, her heart pounded heavily with lust in her chest, and her pussy squeezed around nothing, instantly remembering the sex they had in his garage before they left.

She placed her hand on his thigh and he inhaled sharply, quickly turning to look at her with a deep blush on his face. Dean relaxed his grip on the steering wheel, and held it with only one hand, to put one of his hands over hers. She bit her lip and watched the side of his gorgeous face as he guided her hand higher.

She smiled brightly and lifted her hand beneath his to smack his hand away. He chuckled, taking a quick glance over at her playfulness.

“You said you’d fuck me anywhere, at any time,” she leaned over slightly, placing her arms on top of the seat, and resting her chin on her crossed arms. He glanced at her, exhaling shakily as she held his gaze through her lashes. “You promised me a lot of things, actually,” she moved her hand away, tracing his jaw with her fingers. His eyes fluttered shut. “Dean…” she murmured, moving her fingers up to his lips, and he opened his eyes before he could swerve too far from the road. “I recall a few things you seemed to really like.”

She leaned forward suddenly, licking his earlobe mischievously. Dean moaned softly, his eyelids heavy with lust, and his eyes clouded over with arousal.

“Like making me choke on your cock,” she whispered into his ear, dragging her lips down his neck. He groaned softly and shuddered, squirming as he attempted to focus on driving. “I want you in my mouth, Dean,” she purred, sliding her hand down his chest and stomach slowly, “right here, right now.”

“Fuck,” Dean moaned, lifting his hips up into her hand when she cupped his cock over his jeans. She sucked gently at his pulse, making the faded mark on his neck return. “Yes,” he whispered, biting his lip hard.

“I love when you get hard for me, baby,” she murmured, squeezing his cock.

“I need you,” he rasped, “I want to see your pretty mouth wrapped around me.” She laughed softly, unbuckling herself from the seat and then him. He chewed on his lip and focusing on driving as he got closer to the Bunker while she unbuckled his belt. He lifted his hips after she unzipped his jeans, allowing her to lower them slightly until his cock was free.

“You’re aware of how blessed you are, right?” She teased, biting her lip, sliding her fingers up his cock. Dean gasped and then he laughed breathlessly, his dick twitching at her delicate touch.

“I’m aware of how much you like my dick?” He smiled down at her shyly. She licked her lips, and rolled her eyes at his modesty. She kissed the tip, then gently placed her hand around the base to kiss her way down.

“Have you heard the sounds I make when you fuck me?” She whispered against the velvety skin of his cock. He grunted softly when she flattened her tongue and licked her way back up. “I don’t make those often, by the way,” she said casually, swirling her tongue around the tip.

“Here I thought you were a good girl,” he breathed out, lowering one hand into her hair, to try and push her down on his cock. She squeezed his cock, jerking her hand up and down quickly, then sucked on the tip hard, causing him to choke on a moan. She pulled away with a loud suckling sound that made him curse under his breath.

“I went over to your place without underwear, and then I asked you to talk dirty as I sucked your dick, and then I begged you to cum inside me. What part of all that made you think I was a good girl?” She lapped the precum that beaded from his tip, her mouth watering at the taste of him.

“The morning after,” he answered softly, his emerald eyes flickering to hers. She stopped licking his cock momentarily to consider his words, the tenderness in his voice causing her stomach to flutter. It was things like this, his words, his actions… things like that about Dean that aroused her even more.

She moaned appreciatively, lowering her mouth over his dick, then pulled up almost all the way off, repeating the motion, and then began sucking, and licking. He moaned her name softly, struggling to focus on driving such a heavy car, but she noticed the slower speed.

She took him deeper into her mouth, gagging slightly when he touched the back of her throat. Dean moaned out a curse, tightening his grip on her hair, pushing her up and down his cock faster. She moaned softly around him, letting him guide her as she sucked her way up his cock, her tongue moving along the underside of his length. Occasionally, her throat constricted around his length as she swallowed.

His hitched breath made her wetter, throaty groans, and desperate grunts made her clit pulse uncomfortably in her warm dress pants. She reached down to press her fingers against her clit and took him all the way down her throat. His hips bucked upwards and the leather around the wheel squeaked under his tight grip, but he never pulled too roughly on her hair.

“Holy fuck,” Dean grunted as she wrapped her hand around the base of his cock when she got to the leaking tip and sucked the taste of his precum. Then, she began to twist her hand around him, following the path of her mouth up and down, until she heard rocks and dirt crunching beneath the wheels of the car, and the Impala coming to a complete stop.

Dean relaxed completely as he set the car in park, leaning his head backwards. The sounds of his pleasure and the wet sound of her mouth and throat getting fucked competed for volume. Dean lifted his shirt and gazed down at her, thrusting his hips up faster into her mouth.

She blinked away tears to stare into his eyes, her cheeks and ears burning hot, her jaw and lips sore from taking him. She moaned softly again, letting him push his cock up into her throat, catching the blurred ecstasy on his face. His red lips trapped between white teeth, his freckled cheeks rosy, and his brows furrowed.

“I’m gonna cum, baby,” he panted, lovingly moving her hair from her pink and wet face. She hummed around him in approval and closed her eyes, focusing on bringing him closer to his climax. Dean’s thrusts began to stutter and he started to get more vocal, arousing her further. “God, I love your mouth,” he whispered, thrusting upwards hard as he came in thick, hot spurts down her throat. “Fuck, yeah,” he moaned, shuddering at the feeling of her swallowing around him.

Dean pulled her off him despite not finishing, his cum dripping down his cock despite her best efforts to collect everything. That seemed to be the purpose. When she opened her eyes, he was watching her with his tongue poking between his teeth, looking both cute and sexy.

“What?” She asked, and kept tugging at his cock as his cum dribbled down from the slit, and over her hand. She tightened her hold around the heat of him in her wet hand. She bit her wet, swollen lip, and sat up, slowly stopping the strokes of her hand to watch him.

Dean leaned forward to kiss her all of the sudden, her heart lurching in her chest, the way it always did when he kissed her. He held her jaw, licking her spit and his cum from her lip. He moaned into her mouth, pulling her face closer, meeting her warm tongue with his. She let go of his dick, and smiled against his mouth, before pulling away.

Dean chased her lips, but she pushed his chest roughly so he stayed pressed against the seat, laughing quietly. He smiled leaning forward anyway, his nose brushing against hers, lips agonisingly remaining a few millimetres away from hers.

“Can we have sex in your old bed?” She whispered, tugging gently at his jacket, her lips brushing against his. He panted against her mouth, whining softly in attempts to make her kiss him.

“Yes, whatever you want,” he responded quietly.

She hummed when she kissed Dean once more; a passionate, long, and deep kiss with tongue and teeth that made her needier. She helped readjust him as they made out, a hot and breathy exchange before heading back on the road to the Bunker.

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thirdsaltyhunter · 10 months

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4th of July

Dean x reader

Warning: drinking, implied smut

Summary: 4th of july campfire gets a get a little steamy after everyone goes to bed

A/N: This is the first drabble I've written and posted, so I'm sorry for the writing and Dean's terrible joke. Not proofread.

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You had proposed the idea earlier of having a campfire this 4th of July, just be able to sit back and relax in the brief time between hunts. The boys immediately went along with your idea, Sam going to build a fire near the door to the bunker while Dean cooked up his famously delicious burgers.

Sam had invited Eileen and Cas had even popped in for a bit. It turned out to be a great night of drinking, talking, good food, and setting off sparklers that you had found in a drawer.

After a few hours (and a few drinks) Sam and Eileen decided to call it a night and said their 'goodnights' to you and Dean before going into the bunker.

"Last ones standing", Dean said, tipping his beer bottle towards you. "Barely standing" you giggled, clinking your bottle against his.

Ever since you and Dean started dating you usually ended up being the last ones awake. You were more late night kind of people than Sam, it was one of the things that brought you and Dean closer.

Sometimes those late nights turned into talking and drinking, and sometimes talking and drinking turned into more X-rated fun. Judging by how tipsy you were and how good he looked in the fire light sipping his beer, you knew that was probably how tonight was going to end up.

After talking a while you got up to tend to the now dying fire and throw some more logs on it. When you bent over to stoke the fire, Dean smacked your ass, igniting the fire inside you. You weren't trying to tease him. You chuckled and looked over your shoulder, he had a very relaxed smirk on his face. "Enjoying the show?", you asked bending over further and pressing closer to him. Now you were trying to tease him. He nodded, biting his lip in appreciation.

He never failed to make you feel sexy and loved, you had more confidence with him than you had ever had in you life. And right now that confidence, the alcohol, and his gaze on your tank top and short-shorts clad body, was making you want to do sinful things.

You dropped the stick you were using to poke the fire and reached over to grap you phone to turn up the music that had been playing in the background. You set down your phone and started swaying your hips to the beat of the music. You're going to put on a show for him alright.

Your back was still turned to him, but you could hear the slight moan that reverberated in his chest at your actions. He gently ran his palms up the back of your thighs, not being able to resist touching you. At this point you were almost grinding down onto his lap, pulling out every trick you knew in the 'lap-dance handbook'.

After you felt you had teased him, and yourself, enough you turned around and moved to straddle his lap. You could see, even in the dim light from the fire, that his pupils were clouded with lust. His hands moved to your hips, holding your slightly intoxicated body steady on his lap. You smiled, leaning down to kiss him. He hummed into your mouth and kissed you back with the same passion and desire you felt within you.

His hands smoothed up and down your arms, palms warm against your skin that had cooled in the night air. "You're so gorgeous", he said, fingers moving from your arms to tangle in your hair and gently pull your head back, trailing kisses down your neck.

"And you're frustratingly handsome" you said, lost in the feel of his lips. You felt him release a breathy chuckle against your neck. When you ground your hips onto his crotch, you had to bury your face in his neck to conceal your moans. Not that anyone could hear you, the bunker was miles from any people.

He turned his head to whisper in your ear. "How 'bout I take you inside and see how long before I can get you seeing fireworks".

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deancaspinefest · 3 months

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One Drop, when What You Need is the Ocean.

Author: Baileys | Artist: sidewinder

Posting on Friday March 15

Cas disappears after leaving once again to help the angels. With God gone, Mary defected to the British men of letters, and the other major players all on their best behaviour, Dean tries to carry on as normal, hunt the things and save the people. But the longer time goes by without so much as a text, the more his worry spirals. Then, just when all hope is lost, like the supernatural yo-yo he is Cas is back. Only something or someone has siphoned off grace he didn’t have to spare. As they embark on yet another case together, it’s a race against time to stop whoever it is from finishing the job and removing Cas from Dean’s life for good.

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“I thought you said no one died here?” They both step out of the Impala, grabbing their gear from her trunk. Dean follows Sam down the hill heading for the nearby woods lining the property.

“I said no one’s on record dying here.” Handing Dean a shovel, he has the nerve to wink.

Walking across the wet overgrown grass, Dean decides to spark up less work-related conversation. “So, you speak to Eileen recently?”

“Nope.” Sam charges ahead, “you talk to Cas?”

Dean stops dead in his tracks. It’s not the fact Sam would equate him and Cas as the same as him and Eileen, it’s that Cas has been radio silent for ten straight days now. “That’s not funny, man.” He manages to get out around the lump suddenly clogging his throat.

Something of his panic must come through in his words because Sam stops walking and turns around, lips pulling tight. “Sorry, I know you’re worried.”

“You must be too, right? I mean this isn’t like him.”

Another, more complex expression passes over his brother’s face and suddenly Dean doesn’t want to know what he thinks. “I mean, I talk to Cas, but honestly, unless there’s something major going down, I don’t see a few days without contact as a big deal.”

“Ten!” He shouts. “It’s been ten days Sam and nothing, I- I’ve sent him texts he hasn’t read, left messages he hasn’t picked up, this isn’t like him, he -”

“He’s probably just lost his phone -” Sam shrugs, placating at first but then he cuts himself off mid-sentence and stares pointedly at Dean. “How do you know he’s not picked up his messages?” He pauses for a response, but when Dean starts walking and keeps his head down, he draws his own conclusion. “Oh my god, you hacked his phone!”

“I had to!” Dean cries in outrage, waving the shovel above his head. “Hey, don’t give me that face! I needed to know.”

Sam does indeed give him ‘the face’, adding an eyeroll for good measure as they continue towards their vengeful spirit’s grave. “Next, you’ll be telling me you’ve put a tracker in it too.”

“No,” He looks quickly away, keeping a steady pace, “but you are the second he comes back.”

“Dean, I am not invading Cas’ privacy just because you’re a controlling asshole.”

“What if he agreed?” He asks.

“I’d tell him he doesn’t have to, because I know he’ll say yes to anything you ask.”

“Oh, he would not.”

Reaching the graveyard, Sam tugs on his arm and stops them both, making Dean face him. “Do you know where his phone is now?”

Dean manages to feign obliviousness for all of five seconds before blurting the answer. “Maine. It pinged off a cell tower in Fort Foster three days ago.”

Raising his shovel and making the first indent in the soil, Sam looks over at Dean, “So we heading to Maine as soon as we’re done here?”

Dean smiles, his first real smile in ten days.

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deancaskiss · 2 years

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cas thought the empty would be quiet. after it had begged for sleep, for peace, he thought he’d have forever in silence, too.

but that was the furthest thing from the truth.

cas heard his family.

all the time.

all the prayers they sent to him; he heard them all.

sometimes it was prayers from jack: ‘there’s a new area in heaven dedicated to bees. I’d thought you’d like that, dad. I’m working with gabriel and a bunch of other angels to get you out of there. we’ll find a way, I promise.’

or, ‘there’s some new cereal I found on earth today and I think you’d like it too. I got an extra box just for you. I miss you. things don’t feel right without you. I just want you to come home. also, I found one of your extra trench coats and now it’s mine.’

other times it was prayers from sam: ‘home isn’t the same without you, cas. i found some new books today and i thought you’d like the spells it talks about. there’s a lot of nature ones.’

or: ‘eileen wanted to play scrabble today. do you remember the scrabble matches we used to have against dean? he’d always lose and you thought it was the funniest thing. mostly because you always won. missing you today, cas.’

but the prayers cas hears the most are from dean. hundreds and hundreds of prayers every single day are from dean.

‘I found a patch outside the bunker to start a garden. I’m gonna start it, but you gotta come back here and tend to it. it’s your garden, cas. just like you always wanted.’

‘I was thinking about that last movie we watched together before…. before you… anyway you looked, god cas, you were so- handsome. the way the light from the tv flickered across your face. I think I contemplated kissing you every single minute of the entire movie. I wish I had.’

‘did I tell you today? I probably already did. I think I’m starting to tell you multiple times a day now. I don’t care. you need to hear it. I love you, too. should’ve said it to your face. prayers aren’t enough cas, goddammit. come home so I can tell you. I need to tell you. I love you.’

‘I found some new honey today. it’s got lavender in it. I thought you’d like it. I bought you a jar. it’s sat in your room, waiting for you. just like I am.’

‘when you come home, I’m going to kiss you. no, wait, gonna hug you first, then kiss you. wait, that’s not right either. I’m not good with words, cas. you know that. I don’t think I’ll be able to tell you immediately how I feel. but if I kiss you, you’d get it, right? you’d let me kiss you, right? please say yes. god cas, I dream about you all the time. about pulling you close and kissing you stupid. about us going to farmers markets and movie date nights curled up together on the couch. I really need you. please cas. this love for you, it aches. I just- please tell me you feel this too.’

‘I got out of bed today. I thought you’d be proud. I’m going to the grocery store to get some more supplies. tell me if you need anything.’

‘there’s a new western movie coming out this weekend. let’s go see it together.’

cas hears all the prayers. every day. all the time. nothing is silent. his family is right there. and that’s enough. it has to be enough. and if somehow he escapes from here, if jack really sets him free, then cas vows he’s never letting his family go. never ever again.

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deancasbigbang · 8 months

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Title: Temple Heights

Author: Tierra469

Artist: ariasune

Rating: Explicit

Pairings: Dean/Cas, Sam/Eileen

Length: 30000

Warnings: undefined

Tags: Post-Canon Fix-It, Case Fic, Road Trip, Sexual Tension, Canon-Typical Violence, Angst with a Happy Ending, Hurt/Comfort, Gay Sex, Bisexual Dean Winchester, Mentions of Suicide (case-related)

Posting Date: October 10, 2023

Summary: Four years after Castiel is subsumed into the Empty, he returns to snatch Dean from death’s door. Dean had never expected to see his best friend again, and had made his peace with Castiel’s death. Or so he thought. Castiel’s return gives them both a second chance at love—if Dean can get past his complicated feelings and Cas can survive the transition he’s undergoing, and the case Dean, Cas and Sam take on together (for old time’s sake and a mini-vacation) at Temple Heights Spiritualist Camp in Maine—a case that holds eerie and tragic parallels to their own love story.

Excerpt: Dean cut the engine and got out of the car, suddenly enveloped in the stillness of the night, the smell of low tide and the sound of his boots, finally, on the wooden dock as he walked out to the end. When he reached Castiel, he sat down quietly beside him, but the angel didn’t look at him. His friend gazed out across the bay, fear and sadness in the shadows of his face. “Talk to me, buddy,” Dean said. Cas just stared, but his hands in his lap clenched tighter. “We promised to tell each other the truth,” Dean reminded him. “What’s been eating you all day?” Castiel’s face crumpled. “Dean… I fear I’ve made a mistake. Perhaps I should not have returned.” Dean felt his heart plummet—a cold stone settling in his stomach. “Why not?” “I’ve opened a door. I’ve opened a door once again that should have stayed closed. If there are other angels following in my footsteps—what now? What have I done?” Dean didn’t have an answer for that. He reached over and laid a hand on Cas’ thigh. The angel wouldn’t look at him. “What have I done to Jack? If his own… his own family is disobedient—who else will stand by him? What if there is general rebellion? And what will happen here if more angels decide to return? They could amass an army here. I need to know what’s happening. I need to talk to Jack.” “Is that what you’ve been doin’ for the past hour? Thinking up worst-case scenarios?” “Worst-case scenarios seem to follow me.” “Mmm. Well.” Dean gave his leg a little squeeze. “Luckily I eat worst-case scenarios for breakfast.” “This is serious, Dean—but it shouldn’t be your problem. You and Sam don’t need to help. I can find Christopher and I can talk to him. Perhaps I can gain some information, find out why he’s here and what’s happening in Heaven. Take care of the problem if I have to.” “Pretty sure I know why he’s here. And Sam and I aren’t going anywhere. We took this case together, remember?” “Why is he here?” Castiel asked. “Same reason you are. For love. Only his girl wasn’t here when he got here.” Dean told Cas the whole story that Cynthia had just related to them. Castiel closed his eyes, falling silent. “You really wishing you were back in Heaven?” Dean asked, not wanting to hear the answer. “I’m wishing I hadn’t abandoned Jack. And I’m wishing my actions hadn’t put anyone in danger again. But no—I’m not wishing that.” Dean took a deep breath, determined to comfort his friend. “Listen,” he said. He reached over to lay his hand atop Castiel’s clenched fists. “Jack is GOD now. He’s got things under control. You know he loves you and wants you to be happy. You know he understands. Hell, he wouldn’t have kept that escape hatch open if he didn’t expect you to use it.”

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shallowseeker · 9 months

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I don't view Sam's responses as "canned." He's consistently shown to be gentle and empathetic.

And you're welcome to argue that.

In my opinion, it just doesn't come as easily to Sam. That he doesn't instinctually connect doesn't mean he doesn't want to. In fact, he tries really hard to checklist the heart-to-heart stuff and "do it right."

Dean navigates emotional conversations by feel, and oddly enough, so does Cas. But Sam? Sam dissociates. He intellectualizes. He approaches emotional difficulties from a safe distance and treats the situation like a puzzle that either needs solving or simply needs to be moved past.

I think this is actually why Sam communicates differently with Eileen Leahy. He talks in a whisper, and more instinctually with his body. He doesn't therapize and wordify his responses as heavily with her, because he has to slow down, so it comes off as more genuine.

And with Rowena, it's a more of "Rowena skips the bullshit." Plus, Rowena copes by "taking control" in minute ways (Rowena: magic, self-help, lore & Sam: lore, food, exercise, etc.) They're the same kind of soul with a similar kind of coping.

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Anyway, I think Sam's style of connection to Jack and Claire seems, in my opinion, careful and rehearsed-sounding. He has a distinct "therapy" voice, and sometimes that works well to defuse a situation (like Magda)...and sometimes it doesn't. (Different people respond differently to different approaches in different situations, after all! There is no exact template you can stick to all the time.)

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Anyway, sometimes even Dean lapses into assuming that because Sam has all the academic words, he's somehow "better" at "the talky stuff," but it is, in fact, Dean that is feeling out Jody Mill's distress in 11x12:

Dean SAYS Sam is better at the "talky" stuff, but in my opinion, it's Dean who is the natural. (He and Cas are both a little...sterner and boundary-driven, but they also acknowledge the reality of a situation and admit when someone is right, as we'll see with Claire below.)

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Claire n' Sam in 11x12:

Claire does come around to Sam; realizes he knows what he's talking about, but they have to work at it much harder to get there. (And then when Sam flips from psychoanalysis to parental authority in 12x16, she flips her shit on him.)

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Vs Claire n' Dean in 11x12:

He talks down on her level. He keeps it real. He tells her, "And you were right."

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And later, it's Dean who Claire checks in with:

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#for a not-sam focused blog you sure do make me talk a lot about sam #spn parenting #asks #sam stuff #sam + therapy talk #dean + emotions #tfw + relating #sam + social cues #sam + checklisting emotions #jack & sam #claire & sam #claire & dean #dean & jody

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burtonbabygirlguster · 1 year

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a collection of funny things that should have been in Supernatural because i said so;

At least three episodes of all the hunters that have the whole system with Sam at the bunker but it’s like a police show comedy [i’ve only seen like three total episodes of Brooklyn 99 and four seasons of Psych but i think it’d be great]

Dean gets to follow his dream (like what Michael trapped him in) and take after Ellen and the roadhouse, whether it be by using that giant ass bunker as a bar or he just buys one, or even builds one [with magic or his hands]

Hunter doctors- like official, legal doctors. basically so that way if anything possibly supernatural is going on- you can see a doctor who knows about that type of stuff and can hopefully help it [like a witches curse, or how Bobby Dean and Sam had the carvings on their ribs] and they don’t make you pay if your a hunter for obvious hunters-don’t-get-payed-reasons

and obviously garth and some other people starts a whole monster healing underground medical aid/er (also probably at the bunker or smth)

a section of the bunker turns into this child-teen room where anybody under like 20 goes and can stay permanently. so like if a parent was killed on a hunt, they show up and are taken care of, they can learn more stuff, practice, and maybe have a shot at a semi-normal, at least no hunting, life [Jody and Donna help out there a lot]

there’s also adult rooms, obviously, same gig

game night at the Dean-Cave, lots of tournaments and anger

movie nights [for any hunter that wants to come] with a huge projector screen that they bring out to the main area with the stairs and whatnot, they’ll move tables, build a whole ass fort and watch shit

jack defeats god but instead of him disappearing it’s a complex jack-sorta-splits-in-two thing where his current conscious still runs things as ‘god’ but the ‘other half’ is essentially him but physically and mentally a four year old (like completely- not what Jack had before as a mix of 4 years old and 20 years old, just pure 4 year old) and it’s pure chaos

dean tries to redo everything with Jack (because he was a dick majority of the time) and obviously Cas and Sam were alrwady Dad Material TM

Dean, Sam, Castiel, Jody, Donna, Eileen, Charlie [both worlds because she didn’t die in my mind] Kevin [also not dead] and some others will hold classes for different things

Dean: Cooking (and lots of fighting) Occasionally does cool ‘home-made’ things, like his EMF that was made out of a Walkman, stuff like that. Teaches Latin and the different warding stuff

Sam: Healthy balance in life- both mentally and food wise. Also teaches lore and how to defend yourself, but mainly tries to get people to know how to lead a normal life, to enjoy things. Also teachers Latin [and backwards exorcisms if you need the demon]

Castiel: Lots of fighting techniques, but he also does a lot of history [not hunter-history, just like. normal history, but parts that have never been recorded since he’s seen a looooot] Teaches about free will and choosing your own path- not one that you were raised into or something of the sort [like hunting] he’s one of those teachers who get way off topic and he starts talking about Dean and everything [the ‘students’ place bets on when he’ll confess]

Jody & Donna + The Kids: [Jody & Donna] Teach how to stay out of trouble, fighting methods, but mainly how to lead a good, death-less life and be happy. they also teach you about police-loopholes and such so if they do stick with hunting they don’t get thrown in jail and such. Teaches healing and first aid. [The Kids] teach, again, fighting techniques, tracking stuff, running away from stuff, lots of medical stuff, Patience and Kaia teach others how to control their ability’s [with Gabriel]

Eileen: Teaches ASL and teaches how to use your other senses if you couldn’t use one [or technically how to sorta focus and zone in on the other senses] Also lots of lore and fighting techniques.

Charlie: Teacher how to hack into ‘un-hackable’ things, create fake credit or debit cards, fake IDs, etc. She holds role play and games like DnD all the time

Kevin: Teaches confidence and such, how to not let people take advantage of you [cough cough Dean was not so nice to him whilst translating] How to stand up for yourself and not be a doormat. Also teaches school stuff if anybody was interested

Rowena: Witchcraft, obviously. She does a lot of the warding stuff than the others because she knows a lot more about everything. Occasionally teaches how to seduce your way into information (or magic

Gabriel: How to trick people and such into getting them to do what you want them to. Probably some tips on going underground/undercover. If a kid has powers he helps them entirely

#spn #supernatural #dean winchester #sam winchester #castiel #jody mills #donna hanscum #jack kline #kevin tran #patience turner #claire novak #kaia nieves #alex supernatural #garth fitzgerald iv #rowena macleod #charlie bradbury

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huggybearsunshine · 2 years

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Fewer Things

[Prequel to The Few Things]

“The one thing I want, it’s something I know I can’t have…”

It played on repeat in his mind.

“Thing I want, It’s something I know I can’t have…”

Again and again.

“Something I know I can’t have…”

“Dean?” he looked up from his untouched meal to find Sam and his sad eyes again, “Please just… say something,” the younger brother implored, but Dean simply stared.

“I can’t have.”

Yet the meal remained quiet, as every meal had since that day, and as every in between meals had been.

Sam hadn’t heard his brother speak a single word, in fact.

The only sound from him at all being a faint sobbing through his door at night when Sam would pass by.

Sam had never felt so alone. Losing Cas, Jack, and what felt like Dean as well was really starting to weigh heavily on the hunter. So, when Eileen came through the door and descended the stairs into his arms, it was like a gift from, well, Jack.

“How are you?” she signed as she spoke and the sadness in his eyes made her embrace him again, “Still nothing?”

He shook his head against hers so she would feel it and her grip tightened.

Sam pulled back but held her arms to let her know he needed her close, “I don’t know what to do… I feel so…” he signed the word ‘useless’ and the dejection on his face was obvious.

Eileen’s hand came up to hit him in the chest, catching his eye and signing ‘you are not useless.’

“I’ll talk to him,” she added, pulling him down to kiss him quickly.

“The one thing I want, it’s something I know I can’t have…”

Dean’s hand was placed on his bedside table as he stabbed in between his fingers with his demon blade, slow and steady.

“The one thing I want…”

His jabs quickened as the Angel’s voice repeated those words within his mind.

“I know I can’t have…”

He stabbed the blade angrily into the table further away from his hand and buried his face into the barricade of limbs encasing him.

A raw growl escaped his body and he couldn’t hold back tears as the words continued relentlessly.

“The one thing I want… it’s something I know I can’t have.”

A knock pulled his eyes up, filled with disdain now rather than despair, but when a different voice called out than he expected to hear, Dean was on his feet and prying open the door.

“Dean,” she pushed into his arms, and he was slow but purposeful in his responding grip, “I’m so sorry.”

He shook his head as if it hurt to hear it, and the smaller hunter pulled back to look at him.

“I brought really good whiskey.”

Dean looked down at her like she was a lifeline before pulling her back in and placing a kiss to her temple.

They drank in his room, Sam shyly finding his way into the space when Eileen didn’t return, and things seemed lighter for a bit until he caught Dean’s wandering. Watched him get stuck there, lost in whatever was running through his mind. Sam had been able to see it but he couldn’t make sense of it.

Whatever happened to Cas was still very much stuck inside Dean, tearing him apart and wearing his skin as a costume. Dean was far away and his body was just moving. Existing in the most basic way possible.

The couple eventually needed sleep, and Eileen touched Dean’s shoulder as they left- unsure if he even noticed until she was releasing. He grabbed her hand, squeezing it and giving her a grateful, albeit hollow, look before she nodded and he let her go. Let her leave.

Until he was alone again. And with nothing to drown out the words in his mind, he placed the headphones over his ears, leaned back in bed, and prayed for sleep- no, not prayed.

Dean didn’t pray anymore.

As time went on, the shadow of Dean would roam the halls at night when he thought everyone was asleep. Sam would hear him heading toward the same room. He thinks that’s where it must have happened. Whatever it was that happened to Cas.

Then one day, Dean was gone. For a week he vanished without a trace until the day the door clanged open and he sunk into the closest chair he could find. Sam and Eileen ran up to him, checking his dissociative shell for injuries he wouldn’t have cared about if he even noticed.

But then he spoke. Four words.

“He’s in the trunk.”

Sam’s brows dropped deeply in confusion, eyes cutting up the stairs before he touched Eileen’s shoulder and gained her attention.

“Wait here,” he remarked uncertainly.

She didn’t argue as he bound up the stairs toward the garage.

He approached the car cautiously, completely lost for what he’d find. Nothing would have prepared him for what was there.

Chuck was bound and gagged. Silenced like Dean had been, and looking just as scared as he had too.

Not knowing what else to do, Sam pulled the man out, untied his legs, and walked him down the stairs into the bunker.

“Dean, I’m gonna need a bit more explanation, here…” Sam called out as his brother was now in the library searching around until he found what he was looking for.

He balanced the book on one hand as the other skimmed pages.

When they stopped, he dropped the book down with a thud in front of Sam and pointed.

“We’re… summoning that,” Sam surmised and Dean nodded.

“And giving it him,” he explained.

“I know how you see yourself, Dean…”

It was like Cas and his conscience were teaming up against him, and they almost won out. He looked away, unable or unwilling to meet Chuck’s eye, either way.

“I know how you see yourself, Dean…”

Sam waved a hand in front of his face, trying to catch his eye and waiting for an explanation that wasn’t coming.

“I know how you see yourself, Dean…” his eyes shot up as this time the voice saying those words was Chuck’s.

“Don’t,” he warned with a tone that would’ve made anything pause.

“What’s wrong?” he asked in faux innocence, “Was it something I said?”

“I said shut up,” Dean ground out through his teeth.

“Why, Dean?” the malice began to bleed through, “He cared about the whole world because of you… You should be proud. Unless- did you not love him back?” he cringed exaggeratedly, “Does it make you uncomfortable that this whole time, your best friend was in love with you? I mean, talk about a plot twist! I didn’t see that coming.”

Dean grabbed him by the collar in one hand and practically dragged the man down the hall as the room exploded around him with concerned exclaims. Obviously none of it for Chuck’s safety, but there was still concern being flung at him as he reached the dungeon.

“What is it really, Dean?” Chuck continued his assault as he was flung into a chair and Dean began to tape him in, assumably just so it would hurt to take him back out, “Is it that you didn’t love him back… or that you did?”

“I don’t owe you a story here, Chuck,” Dean spoke, eerily calm, and more scathing than rage-filled, “You’re here for one reason and that’s all.”

“Right, I’m your bargaining chip- your get Cas out of jail free card,” he quipped, “You really think that’s going to work? The empty doesn’t take mortals.”

“Billie was going to throw me in, so if it’ll make an exception for me-“ Dean tisked, “I’m thinking it’ll make an exception for you.”

“Just tell me one thing,” he goaded, “What pissed you off more- that he loved you? Or that he left you?”

“I’m not mad at him,” Dean stepped back, “Because this was all you.”

Chuck’s face turned, “Oh no, Dean… Hate to burst your little safety bubble, but this was all Cas. Going off script. In fact, I tried to stop this, but nothing I did could keep you two apart.”

His face shifted, trying to keep the facade up but it was failing him.

“Dean,” Sam tried as his brother pushed past him in the doorway and stormed off.

“Watch him!” his voice cracked as he yelled back, a desperate need for distance from the former God’s revelations.

He found himself in Cas’ room instead of his own, and the coldness and scarcity of it, the lack of life or comfort, made it unbearable.

How did he never notice that Cas felt unloved, unwanted? He didn’t make himself at home because he wasn’t, not really.

Dean couldn’t stand the thought.

He grabbed what of the little there was that he could and began to break it. Throwing, slamming- whatever he had to do.

He just needed it gone. ‘Cause Cas was, and so was he.

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@spuffy-destiel had such a big part in developing this, I kinda feel like it’s both of ours at this point. This wouldn’t be what it is without you. ♥️

@destieliscanon5nov @hotsocke @skylerkernaghan

The Few Things (original) & Fewer Things part 2:

#dean winchester #dean winchester is not okay #dean winchester has issues #grief #grief/mourning #sam winchester #concerned sam winchester #eileen leahy #castiel #destiel #destiel fanfic #destiel fic #the empty #chuck shurley #selectively mute #getting castiel back #the few things #prequel series

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fandom-bltch-ab · 1 year

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I’ve said it once, I’ll say it again. Cas and Dean went to confront Billy at about 8 PM. Let’s say an hours goes by where in that hour, the confession scene happens- all of it happens. By about nine, dean’s on the floor of the bunker, lost and alone. The next thing we see is Sam calling Dean, and dean ignoring it, putting his head in his hands, tears in his eyes.

The next scene we see is Sam calling Dean again. This time Dean answers. As with usual phone calls and shows or movies we see each character when they’re talking. We see Dean when he’s talking to Sam and we see Sam when he’s talking to Dean. When we see Sam it is morning- about 7 AM give or take. I know this because when Cas and Dean leave to go find Billy, it is dark. Even after they go try to rescue Eileen, it is dark. when Dean talking to Sam it’s light.

This means Dean would have to been sitting on the floor of that bunker not having moved for about 10 hours. What he was doing in those 10 hours, I give up to your imagination. I think he was thinking over everything that he didn’t say. I don’t think he slept. I think he was sitting there with his regrets, crying, grieving until he just couldn’t anymore. We saw what he did at the beginning of season 13. He cursed God, he prayed, he got aggressive, all he could think about was that cas was gone, Cas was dead. He blamed Jack for cas’ death. He probably knew that I really wasn’t his fault- he blamed himself- and the relief on his face when he came back… he didn’t want to do it again. And it did. Happen again.

Ten hours he was on the floor. Didn’t move. Sat in that bloody shirt. Didn’t throw it away. Didn’t wash it. Wouldn’t. Couldn’t.

Like I said, I could keep talking about this, but I don’t need to keep repeating the same point.

#destiel #nov 5 2020 #destiel anniversary

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xlynnbbyx · 2 years

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Attention fanfic writers! If you write for Jensen or Dean Winchester I have an idea for a series for anyone who wants to do it. I would write it myself but I am not good with writing. I can come up with ideas but writing it I get stuck. Plus I mess up on punctuation sometimes. So I figured I would share my idea so if someone wants to write it they can. Since it will be long I am adding a Keep Reading tag so read under the cut to see my idea.

I want to take a small thing from The Boys and bring it to the Supernatural word. The reader can be mute like Kimiko was on The Boys. Meaning she can hear but doesn’t talk. She uses other ways to communicate. But the thing is she hasn’t lost the ability to talk permanently. She can experience trauma to where she just doesn’t talk. You can have it to where doctors say she is fine and will talk when she is ready. Dean can be the key to getting her to finally start talking again. For Dean you can do Hunter Dean or AU Dean.

AU Dean- Reader can be a friend or sister to Benny(yes I gotta have best friend/big brother Benny I adore him). Benny can be living next door to Dean. Reader can get trigger by something and ends up huddled on Dean’s porch. Dean finds her huddled on his porch scared. Benny can come running over explains to Dean who the reader is, what trauma she experienced(the trauma experienced is up to you), and that she can hear just cause of her trauma doctors say she won’t talk until she is ready. Dean of course thinks she is beautiful. They can spend time together Dean helping her come out of her shell. She helps Dean feel like a better man. They fall in love and she finally speaks Dean being the first person she talks to. Of course Sam can be included as well whatever other characters you want to use.

Hunter(canon) Dean- Cas can bring the reader to the bunker. He can explain to Dean & Sam the reader was held captive and torture by either demons or whatever you want the say. Cas can tell them he rescued her and healed her. But reader won’t talk she communicates different ways. Cas can say she is fine and will talk when ready but he wants to keep her safe. They set her up in a room in the bunker and do their best to make her feel comfortable and safe. Eileen can be included in this if you want. Of course same as AU Dean he helps her she helps him. They fall in love Dean is the first one she talks to making him fall deeper in love with her.

This can also work for if you write Jensen Ackles series as well. The reader can be Gen & Jared’s friend. Of course she is mute due to trauma(the trauma she experienced is up to you)she experienced. Jensen can meet her when visiting Gen & Jared. Gen & Jared can explain to Jensen reader is mute but she can hear she just communicates in different ways. She can tell Jensen doctors say she is fine that she will talk when she is ready. They can tell Jensen with their house being noisy with the kids she needs a quiet space so she isn’t overwhelmed too much. They can ask Jensen if she can stay with him since he is divorced & the kids are with their mom mostly. Jensen can agree to it. Reader and Jensen get to know each other of course. Reader helps to heal Jensen he helps to heal her. They fall in love then the reader finally talks Jensen being the first one she says something to. He falls even more in love with her.

The series can be however long you want to make it. They have to include fluff, a little bit of angst, crack(funny stuff), smut(cause I am a hoe when it comes to Dean & Jensen), fuffy smut, any trigger warning you need to add since it deals with trauma, and no matter which one you choose it has to end happy. You can add whatever characters you want. If anyone does write this please tag me in it!! I would do it but I suck at writing. So I know it wouldn’t be any good. Just whoever decides to write it or get inspiration from it please let me know!!

#dean winchester series #jensen ackles series #dean winchester x reader #dean winchester x reader series #jensen ackles x reader #jensen ackles x reader series #dean winchester x y/n #dean x reader #jensen ackles x y/n #jensen x reader #supernatural fanfiction

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starlightoffandoms · 1 year

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I posted 10,976 times in 2022

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10,953 posts reblogged (100%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@alleiradayne

@coffeebox62

@that-crazy-drummer-chick

@flock-of-paper-birds

@hanaaeri

I tagged 791 of my posts in 2022

#ofmd - 56 posts

#happy tag - 53 posts

#destiel - 46 posts

#the witcher - 37 posts

#write this way - 32 posts

#tora - 25 posts

#goncharov - 24 posts

#supernatural - 23 posts

#dean winchester - 22 posts

#the boys - 22 posts

Longest Tag: 138 characters

#i would love to see demon dean and collecting honey cas bc while completely unhinged demon dean would have been so careful & loving to him

My Top Posts in 2022:

Me watching the Batman: *turn away for a second to check on the cat that's being real sneaky like*

Police Captain: *starts talking*

Me: *swings around almost hard enough to give myself whiplash* IS THAT IZZY HANDS?!!!!

Police Captain: *is Con O'Neill*

Me: it IS Izzy Hands!!!

Cat: *runs and hides from insane parent screaming about Izzy Hands*

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Looking for more Witcher blogs for me and my bestie @coffeebox62 to follow. I know I follow several of y'all and want to rec you to bestie but my brain doesn't retain blog names to share and I'm awful at tagging tbh. So if you post/reblog Witcher content please interact with this post. Thanks a bunch!

16 notes - Posted January 4, 2022

I didn't have time to post Friday for the week's fics. Life happened but here we are! Hope you enjoy!

Day 15 – Smoke – Rated T – Sam and Dean retire from hunting and live their best versions of lives that work for them. Destiel and Salieen, Canon Divergence

Day 16 – Red – Rated E – Serial killer boyfriends. Destiel AU

Day 17 – Muse – Rated T – Cas has performed as Jimmy Novak for years. The last few years have been rough and he hasn't been able to write any new music. To loosen up some, his friends take him out for a fun night. From that night forward he started to write as he'd never done before. Destiel AU

Day 18 – Tattoos – Rated T – Werewolf Dean hadn’t told Cas that he was a shapeshifter. Dean is forced to shift and Cas finds him. Destiel AU

Day 19 – Ladies – Rated G – Ladies night with a little extra. No ship, SPN ladies AU

Day 20 – Spa Day – Rated T – Eileen and Rowena set up a spa day for Cas with ulterior motives. Destiel Canon Divergence

Day 21 – Haunted – Rated M – Dean remembered lost. Then the one day he had finally decided he'd had enough, the man he loved was back. Destiel Canon Divergence

Day 22 – Rain, Rain – Rated G - Kid Jack shows up on their doorstep. Destiel Canon Divergence

Day 23 – Sleepless Nights – Rated T – Dean and Cas welcome new additions to their family. Destiel Canon Divergence (I had accidentally tagged this as mcd, so if you skipped this I PROMISE it isn't mcd. that was my bad when I posted from my phone.)

Day 24- Fish – Rated T – Sam and Jack are up to no good but it has a happy ending. Destiel AU

Here is the series to stay up to date.

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Week two coming at you!

Day 8 – Sober – Rated M - Cas was gone and Dean found himself at the bottom of too many bottles. He knew that he couldn't get the love of his life back if he didn't have a clear head. He'd do whatever it took to get him back. Destiel Canon Divergence

Day 9 – Vintage – Rated G – Cas explodes an ATM b/c it didn’t work properly. Destiel Canon Divergence

Day 10 – Enchanted – Rated M – Dean buys an antique mirror at a flea market and gets more than he bargained for. Destiel AU

Day 11 – Drag – Rated M – Dean gets caught during a body dump. He is not a very good liar but Cas doesn't care. Two serial killers in the same area and Cas is just trying to protect his territory. Destiel AU Murder Boyfriends

Day 12 – Crossover – Rated T – Cas comes home one day and things are moved around. He checks his wards. They're all still in place. Over the next few days, things are moved, the TV randomly turns on, music plays out of nowhere, and the pie keeps getting removed from the fridge to the counter. Cas reinforces his warding. Then one day there is a man he doesn't know standing in the middle of his living room and he isn't quite corporal. Destiel AU

Day 13 – Morning After – Rated T – Sam wakes up not sure what the previous night after a huge hunt had held. Saileen Canon Divergence

Day 14 – All for You – Rated M – Dean sees a flyer for an art project that paid $200 a day. Some doctorate student was in need of help with a project. He hoped that whoever Castiel was actually planned to pay. Destiel AU

Here is the series to stay up to date.

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My #1 post of 2022

Hey y'all! Back at it again this year. Here's the first week of fics!

Day 1 Maze/Maize – Rated T – Dean cooks Cas’ favorite foods. Destiel AU

Day 2 Pillow Talk – Not Rated – Aftercare. Destiel AU

Day 3 Digital – E – Dean is in heat and Cas is in another country. Destiel AU

Day 4 Wicked – T – Cas practices darker magic and the gov't doesn't like it. They do more than necessary inspections on his facility. Dean is being punished and gets assigned to difficult cases. Destiel AU

Day 5 A Perfect Disaster – M – Stubborn Dean didn't evacuate when he was told to. Luckily Cas has a safe house nearby. Destiel AU

Day 6 Parody – T – Dean had moved away as soon as he could from his abusive father. It doesn't mean he doesn't still end up dealing with bigoted assholes. Destiel AU

Day 7 Fine Wine – M – Dean and Cas had gone to high school together and occasionally ran in the same circles. It'd been over 20 years since they'd seen each other. They reconnect at a work event. Destiel AU

For some reason it's been all Destiel so far🤷🏾‍♀️. Was not the initial plan. We'll see how the rest of the month goes. Here is the series to stay up to date.

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Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →

#tumblr2022 #year in review #my 2022 tumblr year in review #your tumblr year in review #im actually shocked by a lot of this🤣#i totally disappeared dealing with mental health stuff for months #gotta be thankful for queue stuffs

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sarah-dipitous · 4 months

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Hellsite Nostalgia Tour 2023 Day 348

Unity

Y’all (Mary (hi)), guess who has two thumbs and is forgoing the like four day break I had allowed myself because after last week, I can no longer fathom ever doing two episodes in one day. So. I AM still taking Christmas off, but every day other than that, I will be watching ONE episode (with the exception of NYE of course when I will watch over three hours of tv which will take me a stupid amount of time to talk about)

“Unity”

Plot Description: Chuck returns to Earth and debates with Amara about whether the world is worth preserving. As Jack faces a big test, Sam and Dean do not see eye to eye

Castiel BETTER BE IN THIS EPISODE. I will LOSE MY SHIT if the next time I see him is in THE episode, THE NOVEMBER 5, 2020 episode that out trended the United States presidential election

Would I Survive the First Five Minutes??: I suppose no one died. All other universes were already killed off, and Chuck just returned to this one

Oh good. Castiel IS here. I hope this isn’t it for him for this episode

How many times has there only been one way to do something on this show and then they found another at the eleventh hour??

Dean. Dean, you know I love you, but for someone who’s hated living in another person’s story for so long, blindly following the orders in the death book Billie has on Chuck feels a lot like the same. It doesn’t MATTER how you feel, you say?? Boy…

You are one of his three dads, Dean. What, he’s not family because he came here later?? Come on…oooof, he heard you say he’s not family like Sam and Cas are (you’d think after however many months, my phone would have learned not to automatically capitalize the a in Cas)

Ugh, ew, Chuck is so fucking insufferable. He really only cares about himself.

Oh Amara. Oh sweet Amara (never thought I’d say that but here we are). You gave your brother so many outs, you brought him to a place where you could hold him captive til (I presume) Dean and Jack get there and then you’ll be betrayed for all your efforts. You deserve better

You know what would have been better than the entire British Men of Letters plot? Those twins where at least one was a witch, and one died and the other used necromancy to bring her back? What if something had happened with them after that??

Dean, you’ve met Eve. You think she’d still be hanging around Adam all these years if he’s like this?

EXCUSE ME WHAT?? Fine (not fine but we’ll go with fine), Jack passed your little test but that doesn’t mean you have to RIP OUT ONE OF ADAM’S RIBS IN FRONT OF THEM

Ugh…I hate that all Dean can say is thank you and you didn’t need to hear [Dean tell Sam that Jack’s not family] instead of ANY nice platitudes

Y’all are just gonna…FIND they Key of Death in all the shit in the bunker?? Do you even know how to use it. I understood a few of those words in Latin

It’s not a good sign to immediately see a—several dead reapers when visiting Death’s Library

Oh shit. The Empty is here.

You know, Castiel not being able to be on earth aside, Billie taking over as the new god is not the worst thing I ever heard

Chuck’s death book is so long comparative to everyone else’s

I’m so mad that Amara has to die if Chuck dies

Omg wtf. Like I know he’s omniscient and all but he orchestrated this whole Jack becomes a bomb to kill god and Amara?? To pit Sam and Dean against each other one final time, get the ending he wants

Oh it’s NOT just humans on earth, angels in heaven, demons in hell…people from other universes go back to places that no longer exist, Eileen just dies again…and what do you think would happen to the boys who should have been dead many many times over?

Just because you create new universes together in balance does not mean she’s gonna forget everything you’ve put her through, Chuck

I…hate that he just like…absorbed Amara

I can’t watch Jack die AGAIN. I feel like he’s just always doing that……..and Dean says he’s not family. That’s the most Winchester thing you can do

#hellsite nostalgia tour 2023

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teamironmanforever · 3 years

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HIGHLIGHT TRANSLATION OF THE SPANISH DUB ACTOR GUILLERMO ROJAS

Guillermo Rojas - Spanish Dubbing actor for Dean since season 12 until 15x18 (he contracted Covid and was unable to record 15x19 or 15x20 - he has yet to record those)

INTERVIEWER: “Memo (nickname for Guillermo), I am not sure if you knew, but you broke the internet”

MEMO: “Yes, a lot of people sought me out when this happened. I am so sorry I wasn’t able to answer at length all of your questions, but I was right in the middle of dealing with Covid. I couldn’t speak without feeling like I was drowning. Right now I am going to (voice) therapy. While it is not too dreary, there are 2 continued effects, so I couldn’t answer everyone who contacted me through various ways - through FB, instagram and an old youtube channel that I haven’t used in years - with respect to the situation that occurred between Dean and his friend (Cas).

MEMO: “We try to follow (our lines) in what we see of the acting. Remember that dubbing is something where we must make a parallel alignment in our own language. Under the guidelines given to us by the client, we try to expand on all possibilities and all the alignments and - as actors - they permit us to give 100% of ourselves. So there isn’t a limit per se, so long as you don’t go off track (from what was requested from the client)”

INTERVIEWER: “What were the guidelines for the line that broke the internet”

MEMO: “It’s curious because neither the director nor us the actors knew much about the tendency that existed. Because we didn’t have much previous information that suggested that something like this would happen. To be honest when we recorded it, we were asking wait what’s happening? I mean we did it, but no one knew this was coming neither in the production studio nor amongst the actors.”

INTERVIEWER “I need to ask for a clarification here. I mean we are talking about the love declaration Cas made to Dean after 12 years of intense eye-contact. But the big question is Dean’s answer. Because EVERYONE heard in your voice that clear “And I you, Cas”

MEMO “And I you, yes.”

INTERVIEWER “Where does that “And I you” come from? Was it you? What happened there?”

“The adaptation came entirely from my director (Adrian Fogarty). He adapted it and gave us our acting guidelines, and I performed accordingly - I gave what he asked of me. We all loved it. We never saw it coming so overtly.... If you remember across all seasons, we rarely see Dean get involved with any women. It just didn’t happen, unlike his brother. He just never got involved. It wasn’t his thing, especially because we have his brother to compare him to. We saw (Sam) in a relationship in the past 2 seasons with Eileen which was a very intense relationship, and very painful in the end. Dean never had to suffer through that. They tied Dean’s pain to the loss of his mother since he lost her more than once.”

FB question: “So It wasn’t a rogue translator, it was a rogue director”

MEMO: “Look, Fogarty has some really intense abilities and one of them is to adapt the dialogue. When you see him translate a script, when he has the time to do it - even when he is not the one directing - and he leaves it in Spanish. The dialogue said, if I remember correctly, “me too” or something like that and then we switched it to “and I you” due to effects of lip movement, rhythm, etc... We don’t all have the ability that Fogarty has, that speed which he has, to think and translate immediately. We are a team and we work together, and pool our collective abilities, and of course Fogarty does his part. You need a Fogarty in every company.”

(The interviewer mentioned that her cat hates Sam Winchester and loves dubbed Dean’s voice).

INTERVIEWER “Do you know what Dean said in the original script before Fogarty got his hands on it?”

“Yes, of course. It made allusions to that. (Fogarty) made the right translation. It said and so do I or me too or something like that. It said it in the (original) script.”

INTERVIEWER: “When you heard the english version while you recorded yours, did you hear Dean say I love you too?”

MEMO: “No. If I would have, I would have taken the earphone out and gone what the fuck? *laughs*”

INTERVIEWER: “What was your favorite episode to film?”

MEMO: “With my short-term memory, I would say this last one (15x18), because it says so much. In one scene, it says it all. It was impressive, and so beautiful. I never saw it coming.”

Interviewer “Well you have broken tumblr again.”

MEMO: “Okay *Laughs*. Well, that’s good. Thank you very much.”

MEMO: “I think it’s clear to everyone that the fact that he (fogarty?) broke the internet, with this information was a surprise for everyone. Absolutely everyone. Because we all say that if someone wants to be a “real man” we have to be like Dean. In fact it’s something very beautiful for me because it has nothing to do with gender and everything to do with feelings. It was a play by the writers that was marvelous. You didn’t see it coming, but damn do you like it.”

MEMO: “Nothing was left out of the translation... No I was not called to re-record the “and I you”. I have not been asked to remake the dubbing. My director perfectly understood the texture of the text.”

INTERVIEWER “Do you know if Supernatural has a quality review for the dubbing through Warner Bros?”

MEMO: “I would be lying to you if I said yes, but I have been working for WB (LatAM) for many years as both an actor and director. And there is some specific material where they do have “filters”, but with something like supernatural I doubt it. I would assume the one left in charge of all decisions was our director (Fogarty).”

INTERVIEWER “Have you been interpreting Dean as in love with Castiel this entire time or was it a surprise for you?”

MEMO: “No, never, it was a surprise. In fact, to be entirely honest, to my closest friends - of the same gender - I do use the phrase “te amo”. I don’t have any issues with that. So I actually thought it went that way - but then I found out it was romantic.”

INTERVIEWER: “Guillermo, what is your opinion, of destiel now that you know the nature of their relationship.”

“Well it was a revelation for everyone - including me. I love how they handled it because we didn’t see it coming. And I think, of our understanding of the character’s traits and psychology, we know that if someone knows how to repress their feelings, it’s Dean Winchester. *laughs*”

INTERVIEWER: “What would you say to Cas if he came back from the empty?”

MEMO: “He came back?! (he hasn’t seen 15x19 or x20)

INTERVIEWER: “No I am saying what would he say IF he did”

MEMO: “Oh, okay. I was under the assumption that I said I loved him so long as he wasn’t planning on coming back! *laughs* Well if he returns I guess I would say “Hello, Cas”.

INTERVIEWER: *Tells MEMO about the not for nothing cas but the last person who looked at me like that I got laid”

MEMO: OKAAAAY *laughs* That was too much. *laughs*

INTERVIEWER: Would you be this fandom’s Godfather?

MEMO: But of course *smiles* This was a big thing, from what I see.

INTERVIEWER: “What message would you give to the fans who are descovering the spanish dub?”

“first, thanks a lot of being part of the mexican dubbing. We do this job with all the heart and all the passion that we have. And I think I speak for all involved in this industry. We are glad to note that there are so many people from other countries that are watching these new projects in another language. So I have no words but thanks a lot.”

INTERVIWER: “What would be your ideal ending for Dean Winchester”

MEMO “I think, for all of them, they have sacrificed their lives and that of their loved ones for the safety and well being of everyone else. I think if anyone deserves to be well, happy, and calm, at least it’s those three (Sam, Cas, and Dean).”

INTERVIEWER: “What about jack?”

MEMO “Jack did attach himself to them, but I think he could find happiness in another nest.” *laughs*

#destiel #spanish dub #guillermo rojas #supernatural #there we go feast my people FEAST

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wormstacheangel · 3 years

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When Dean finally rescued Cas from the empty, he expected a happy reunion. He envisioned a strong hug like the first time he had escaped. He expected a long-awaited kiss and repeated confessions that weren’t said with sorrow or heartache. He expected to find the same Cas that was taken, but that would have been too easy.

Cas was left awake, alone, and in complete darkness for months on end.

So when Dean went into the empty, ready to wake up the love of his life, he found Cas curled in on himself—staring blankly out into the void of nothingness. He whispered something so softly and quickly that Dean couldn’t pick up on the actual words, but it sounded familiar. Almost like he was humming a song.

Dean tried to get him to stand up on his own, but he quickly realized that Cas wasn’t even looking at him. His gaze was distant, seeing something Dean can’t even imagine. He then noticed the white film over his eyes dimmed the once bright blue.

His fingertips gently traced over the skin he had only dreamt of touching for months before he took a deep, shaky breath to steady himself. With that slight pause, Dean used whatever desperate strength he had and dragged Cas back to the portal.

Back home.

As they got closer, the light of the portal seemed to startle Cas, and he started to shove Dean away. Dean had to put Cas down so he could take his green jacket off and place it over Cas’s head to calm him before he slowly continued to walk through the portal and into the bunker’s library where Jack, Rowena, Eileen, and Sam were waiting for them.

When they walked through, Dean quickly shushed them as he fell to his knees with Cas still in his arms, hidden under the jacket, and covering his ears at the sudden loud voices surrounding them.

Dean looked around at his family, all sharing the same worried glances knowing they were on the same page. Cas’s welcome home party would be pushed back until further notice.

Cas didn’t cry. His expression didn’t change much at all. All Cas did was sit or lay on Dean’s bed with the lights off. All but the desk light. It was an old lightbulb, so the light wasn’t a bright white like the rest of the place. Instead, it illuminated a soft golden glow against the wall.

Cas squinted at it at first, blinking so inhumanly at it, until all Cas did was stare at it. Whenever Dean made any move to turn it off or even just get near the lamp, Cas made a little whine at the back of his throat.

Little noises were the most Dean can get out of Cas. At least it brought him a little relief. It meant Cas could see him at that moment.

Cas still did that rapid talking or singing whenever it was a little bit too quiet. It made Dean wonder if Cas knew he was out of the Empty. Especially during those times when he would stare right past him, unblinking with cold eyes.

It was only the end of the second week when Dean broke down.

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He didn’t mean to. He was trying so damn hard to keep it together, especially in front of Cas, but one night he just lost it. He can blame the lack of booze in his system, or as he wants, he can blame Sam, who came up to him about a stupid case. It pissed him off more than it should have. The fact that Sam even believed for a second that he would leave the bunker while Cas was like-well the way he was, just gave him enough of an excuse to raise his voice at someone.

Eileen had to step in and tell him to cool off.

Dean stormed off without a glance back and went to his room. He changed into his pajamas and climbed into bed beside Cas. He laid on his stomach as he wrapped one arm over the top of Cas’s waist, scooting close enough so that he could rest his head on Cas’s shoulder. He then opened his mouth to wish him goodnight just like every night, but something in Dean just broke.

He felt the pressure rise up his throat as he tried to hide his face into the familiar body beside him, but the sob still came.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry it took me so long to go get you. Fuck, Cas, please.” Dean took a shaky breath, sniffling as he reached to hold Cas’s hand closer to him. “We missed- I...I missed you. I missed you so much, Cas.” Dean brought Cas’s hand up to his lips and kissed the knuckles before letting the hand rest by his head. His eyes closed as he sighs, “I love you. So come back to me, okay?"

The only response Dean got was a squeeze of the hand, which was enough hope for the future, and more than Dean could have ever asked for at that moment.

As the days went on, Cas didn’t change. Literally and figuratively. He was still an angel, so there was no need for him to shower or brush his teeth, but Dean swore that Cas’s facial hair was growing, so he liked shaving him at least once a week. Cas seemed to like it by the humming noise he made.

They did learn a couple of things as the days went on.

One, peace and quiet are not what they strive for.

It only brought Cas anxiety, and his humming or singing became much louder and more desperate. They fixed that problem with a Bluetooth speaker constantly playing music in the background, a playlist Jack made mixed in with a playlist Jack helped Dean make. It made the humming stop, and Cas started to roll over in bed. He even sat back against the headboard with his eyes closed a few times.

A month after Cas got back, Dean's phone died in the middle of the night, and the silence must have gotten to him. He covered his ears while he started muttering to himself again. Dean woke up and pulled Cas to his chest while softly sing to him in his still half-asleep phase. He didn’t know why that was his first instinct, but he went along with it cause it started to calm Cas down. Then, Cas held him back for the first time—tucking his head right under Dean's jaw and relaxing.

Dean tried not to stiffen at the touch; if he were honest with himself, he would admit he was trying not to cry because he was busy singing. Busy, not wanting to disrupt this moment.

That night Dean sang all night long until Jack checked on them in the early hours and connected his phone.

Two, always have a light source on.

The lamp was the first one they had. Cas constantly wanted it on, but it bothered Dean all the time when he wanted to sleep. So they bought a cool starlight projector, Sam’s idea, that kept the light on the cement ceiling and not on Dean’s face. Cas seemed to enjoy it as he laid on his back, watching it all night, letting Dean curl up on his side as he slept through the night.

Three, never leave Cas alone.

Nobody wanted to leave Cas alone for more than a minute if they could help it. So they made plans to keep him company at all hours of the day. Of course, they weren’t crowding him. They all came in one by one, except for Dean, who would say, “This is my room. I get to come and go as I damn well please.”

Sam liked to sit by Cas's side and talk nerd like they usually would while cleaning his guns or doing research to help another hunter. He would even pause during the one-way conversation to give Cas some time to answer or try to imagine what Cas would say in that situation. Sam was always calm, wanting to keep it as normal as possible while Cas just stared at him, sometimes his eyebrows knitted together, and Dean had to excuse himself as he felt his chest tighten up.

Eileen sat by his side and watched shows she liked while she talked to Cas out loud and signed so he could hear her voice. Even then, she didn’t talk much. Instead, she let the laptop do the talking as she pets Cas’s hair while sitting on the chair by the bed.

Jack came in the most next to Dean. He liked reading to him or talking about how his skills as the new God have improved thanks to Amara.

"Dad, I hope you'll be proud of me." Jack once whispered to Cas, who was having a bad day, checking out more than usual as he stared off into the distance. Eyes wide and almost screaming.

It was almost the end of the second month when another big mile-stone happened.

Jack was lying in bed with Cas while Dean was at his desk, cleaning his guns obsessively again. Jack was reading him a book he bought during his recent trip to the bookstore with Eileen, it was a Star Wars story.

Jack was getting into the book as he read slower but louder during a big fight scene. He got so excited that he even jumped up and looked back at Cas, "Did you hear that, Dad? He won!"

Cas smiled back at him- a genuine smile- and Dean almost dropped the piece of metal in his hand while Jack froze, his shoulders tightening up while he scrunched up his lips as if trying to hold back his cry.

Instead, he quietly composed himself as he asked in a shaky voice, "You want me to read the rest?"

Cas only blinked at him, keeping the slight smile, and Jack took it as a yes. Jack sat beside him again with a big smile plastered on his face, wiping his eyes every other word, as he rested his head on Cas's shoulder to continue reading. Dean didn’t miss when Cas tilted his head down to rest his cheek on Jack’s hair.

He had to excuse himself again.

After that day, Cas slowly started to open up a little more.

Once Dean woke up with Cas out of bed. Dean was already in full panic mode, his shoes on the wrong feet and jacket inside out as he called out for Sam.

Then just as quick as the panic came, relief flooded him when he found Cas in the kitchen trying to make coffee. He turned towards Dean and gave him the smallest of smiles, but it filled Dean with such solace that he just dragged himself to Cas’s space. Dean held his arms open to press Cas into him, and without a second thought, Cas fell right into him as if it was an everyday normal occurrence.

That was the start of Cas now being up and around the bunker. It was like when a baby starts crawling, everyone keeping tabs on the baby’s first steps, except this baby was an eon old celestial being.

The library, Dean’s room, the Dean-cave, and the kitchen were Cas’s favorite places just to sit. He always had Dean’s headphones on, softly playing music, just in case it went quiet, and it took a while for him to be able to walk around without those.

It was the sixth month when Cas wished Dean a goodnight first and then added, “I love you, Dean.”

Dean fought the lump in his throat, but Cas instantly pulled him in, his arms wrapped securely around him. He had so much he wanted to say to Cas just to hear his voice again, anything to listen to his voice again, but instead, he kisses Cas’s chest before saying, “I love you, too.”

Days came and went. Sometimes it seemed like Cas was getting better as he talked a little more, but then those days would come when he would just stare off into the stars on their ceiling. Not moving an inch or bothering to fake breath like he liked. Those days the music was a little louder, and Cas held on to Dean a little tighter.

“I don’t want to go back. Please,” Cas pleaded as he stared wide-eyed at the darkness in the corner of their room. As if he was having a nightmare with his eyes wide open. “Please don’t make me…I-I don’t want to be in the dark again!”

Dean took Cas’s face in between his hands to hold his gaze. Only talking when he knew Cas was seeing him. “It’s okay, Cas. I got you. Nobody’s taking you away from me ever again.”

“Promise?” Dean felt Cas’s grip at his shoulder, holding him with desperation.

“Promise.”

That’s how Cas became human.

The nightmares have him waking up screaming some days, but at least Cas knew he was safe from the Empty’s clutches.

He was going to live his human life being loved and taken care of, and Dean was happy to say he felt Cas was doing the same for him.

#i am reposting this fic i wrote in October cause i didn't realize all my suptober fics are kinda gone #and i really liked this one so here you go #i edited just a little but not a lot so sorry about mistakes if beta's wanna beta with me that would be dope #destiel #wormstachewrites #my writing #fic #deancas #destiel fic #dean saves cas from the empty #selective mutism castiel #cas deal with the trauma of the empty #castiel is scared of the dark #dean #cas

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autisticgayngel · 3 years

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Canonverse Castiel-centric/pining/loving Cas fics

some of these are Dean's POV and a lot are alternating POV, but all of them really delve into Cas's emotions and his love for Dean. All canonverse and all happy endings. Categorised by post-confession, pre-s15 curtain fic and other canon-era. Descending word count within each category. If anyone has any recs for things I should add lmk!

Post-Confession Fics

things happen (they do, they do, and they do) by sobsicles 28k rating E

Everyone has recced this, and for good reason, it's stunning. Cas gets back from the empty and Dean sort of lets him down gently and is very worried about breaking his heart. Despite this Cas is finally able to express to Dean how much he loves him and takes full advantage of this. He's earnest and sweet and so intense about it, but also incredibly hurt about the lack of reciprocation, though he tries to hide it. He does get the love he deserves in the end and it's so good!

closer (isn't close enough) by fleeceframe 18k rating E

Again, Dean's POV, but very much focused on how much Cas loves him. Has the gorgeous Cas line: “When you are hungry, you eat. When you are tired, you rest. When you are dirty, you bathe. But what are you supposed to do with love?”

My unintended by DeanaWinchester, Jeanne_de_Valois 10k rating E

Really good Cas POV, he’s obsessive and insecure but also deeply loving.

my heart a compass by lagaudiere 10k rating T

The empty torments Cas with visions of Dean and of the family he longs to have with Dean. Dean saves him.

I said show me something by ilovehowyouletmefall 7k rating E

Sparked by the debate about whether or not Dean thinks Cas can feel. Cas is hurt by Dean saying he thought he couldn't feel and vulcan mind melds to show him exactly how he feels about him. It's a really interesting exploration of both of their feelings and fears.

Gift by thisisapaige 2k rating G

Very sweet little fic of them trying to work things out once Cas returns from the empty.

Pre-s15 Curtain Fics

take the long way home by dothraki_shieldmaiden 95k rating E

Dean tries to retire with his family but finds himself alone as Sam and Jack take a road trip and Cas goes hunting in order to prove he's still useful as a human and to avoid thinking about his feelings for Dean. Really agonising and harrowing at the start as they both feel so rejected and miserable. Cas gets into situations where monsters use his feelings for Dean to attack him. Eventually, they're able to tentatively work out their feelings and settle down together and it's very sweet.

Morning Glory by edgarallanrose 26k rating E

Dean and Cas retire together. Cas becomes a beekeeper and Dean starts to use the honey he makes to bake goods, which they sell at the farmer's market. Cas is very much in love with Dean but it takes Dean a bit longer to work things out.

Other Canon-era

A Winter's Tale by NorthernSparrow 64k rating T

This one hurts a lot, so fair warning for that. Cas falls ill while human and homeless and is hospitalised. Dean finds the journal Cas kept as he struggled to survive in this time. Pre-Destiel but Cas does write a lot about his feelings for Dean. Sam and Dean shower Cas with love and kindess as he recovers. Also a destiel epilogue that is very sweet and fluffy.

In the Shadow of your Wings by Enochian Things (Salr323) 57k rating E

Cas confesses his love to Dean post s11 finale but the timing is terrible and Dean is very repressed about it all and breaks Cas's heart. Cas gets an Italian man of letters boyfriend in an attempt to get over it and Dean is insanely jealous (which Cas is oblivious to) but they all have to work together to try to save Sam from the BMOL. Dean eventually gets his shit together and treats Cas the way Cas has learnt to understand he deserves.

That Black Dog Ache by SaltyWords (agent4hire22) 28k rating E

This is very much Dean's POV but I'm putting it here anyway because it has a really intense love confession from Cas, which I'll include an excerpt of that drives me insane:

'“I listen to your music, and I close my eyes. I try to imagine I’m in the Impala, hunting with you. And, sometimes,” his throat jumped, “I lay on your bed. I think about what it would be like if I got to have a place on it beside you... If you ever let me get close enough.”'

Kelp!I Need Somebody by andimeantittosting (Saylee) 27k rating E

A really sweet fic in which Sam, Dean and Cas go to investigate a case on Jesse and Cesar's ranch. Switching POV with really good mutual pining as they tentatively begin to realise the other feels the same.

Being Dean Winchester by Anonymous 26k rating E

Set early s4, Cas has to possess Dean temporarily. While doing this, he has to work to hide his feelings from Dean. Cas is already obsessed with Dean and in love with him but is embarrassed by it and struggles to keep Dean from seeing all of this, especially when Dean wants to have sex with someone while Cas is possessing him.

Après by imogenbynight 24k rating E

Set after the angels fall in s8. Cas falls to earth in Paris and realises he's in love with Dean. Dean comes to get him and they find love together in Paris.

desiderium, lost by atlasian 20k rating T

Castiel confesses his love for Dean and Dean tells him to move on. Cas tries, fairly unsuccessfully, before Dean gets it together.

No Other Worthy Quest by MajorEnglishEsquire 15k rating E

Cas just loves Dean very much.

'“For fuck's sake,” his skin is heating. Cas can feel it. “Stop saying lovey-dovey shit.”

“I know,” Cas rolls his eyes. “It’s so mortifying for you when I want to tell you I love you. I’m using all my self-restraint, I promise not to embarrass you.”'

The Arrow by jscribbles 12k rating T

Valentine's day and Cas has been hit by a Cupid's arrow and is literally sick with love for Dean.

and all this devotion by dothraki_shieldmaiden 10k rating M

Dean gets hurt on a hunt and Cas takes care of him in a cabin. Very sweet, delightful Cas POV of him being very much in love.

Cuckoo And Nest by komodobits 10k rating E

Cas struggles to work out why Dean deems some things meaningful and some things worthless, and where he fits into this apparent dichotomy. Really gorgeous and agonising Cas POV that deals with their constant issue of Dean just wanting Cas to stay and Cas wanting Dean to want him to stay but they're both too afraid to express it.

Breathe by turningthepages 9k rating G

Dean and Cas platonically sleep together to help with Dean's sleep. Cas both likes the situation and longs for it to mean more.

First Date by aeli_kindara 9k rating T

Dean asks Cas on a date and they're both trying very hard to make it all work. The sequel is stunning too.

'Dean says, “We should do that. Go on a date.”

Something in Castiel’s chest fuzzes, like static on a TV, and stops.'

weights on my ankles by dothraki_shieldmaiden 9k rating M

After 15x3 The Rupture, Cas goes back to Rexford. While there, he thinks about how Dean hurt him all those years ago and how he hurt him more recently. Partly a 9x6 Heaven Can Wait fanfic-gap fic.

Let it Linger by OmniscientOranges 8k rating M

Cas starts sleeping with men out of jealousy when watching Dean pick up women at bars. The way the fic describes how in love he is and how hopeless he feels about it is both agonising and very sweet.

He Thought He Was Reckless by MajorEnglishEsquire 8k rating M

Cas plays up injuries so that Dean will coddle him. Self-woobification from the Angel of the Lord and it's so sweet!

Something to Protect by Sass_Master 6k rating G

Cas tries to work out how to make Dean feel less unsafe so that he no longer has to jolt awake. Sweet, tentative intimacy and Cas enjoying it so much.

lonely hearts. by outpastthemoat 5k rating G

Deals with Cas accompanying Sam and Dean on hunts and feeling incredibly lonely and longing to be with Dean. He finds solace in romance novels.

Some People Would Call This Romantic by almaasi 5k rating G

Human Cas goes to the beach and finds it rather overwhelming. Taking a romantic walk with Dean along the beach is also overwhelming.

The Tea is Decaf by mnwood 4k rating T

Really sweet! Cas and Eileen talk and gossip about Sam and Dean in the bunker at night over tea.

A Place to Rest by Inessencedivided 3k rating G

Dean and Cas talk through things after the Stuck in the Middle with You love confession. Cas cries some more.

White Noise by domesticadventures 2k rating G

Cas struggles with feelings of worthlessness in the aftermath of Lucifer's possession.

Receipts by surlybobbies 1k rating G

Cas writes little notes about how much he loves Dean on receipts from meals they share together. Dean finds them.

#fic rec #destiel fic #fanfic #spn #destiel #pining cas #fic

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