#SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP

[monstersandbrothers]

writing dean winchester is like. he’s hideously selfish. he’s the most selfless person in the world. he’s pathetic. he’s strong. he’s completely clueless about his feelings. he feels everything too much. he hates himself. he’s the cockiest son of a bitch you’ll ever meet. he ignores his fear. his fear consumes him. he’s protective. he wants someone to protect him. he’s controlling and possessive. he’s soft-hearted and kind. he wants to bear the weight of the world because it’s the only thing that makes him feel useful. he doesn’t want to feel responsible for everyone and everything. he loves the hunting life. he just wants to be normal. he loves his brother. he hates his brother. he loves his father. he hates his father. he loves his mother. he hates his mother.

and writing sam winchester is like. he’s never fit in anywhere. he just wants to belong. he wants to get away from his family. he doesn’t want to let his family down. he’s full of anger. he’s the gentlest man in the world. he’s never had the ability to choose. he’ll do anything to preserve other people’s ability to choose. he’s a good hunter. he wants to be anything else but a hunter. he’s defiant. he’s complacent. he’s ashamed of the things he’s done. he’s proud of himself for who he is. he doesn’t ever want to kill. he’ll kill anything that threatens someone he loves. he feels suffocated by his brother’s love. his brother’s love is the only true thing he’s ever known. he hates his father. he loves his father.

everything about these characters is a contradiction. how can you not want to eat them alive, absorb them into your blood, and then spend the rest of your life trying to write them into a world where every single one of these things is true at the same time??? i’m absolutely. insane

#screaming crying throwing up #truly TRULY!!!!!! the characters of all time #no one will ever top them #spn #supernatural #dean winchester #sam winchester #wincest #samdean #sam and dean #fanfic

[shima-draws]

I’m still so mentally ill over the whole Luffy refusing to eat unless it’s Sanji’s food thing. Like. We KNOW how fucking feral over food Luffy is. He loves food and loves eating so much that he steals it off other people’s plates and out of their hands and is so impatient when it comes to meals that he’ll literally try and sneak into the kitchen to mooch before it’s ready. Or he’ll try to break into the refrigerator. I know Sanji mentioned putting a lock on it at some point bc Luffy literally wiped it clean. He will not hesitate to eat other people’s portions or literally an entire meal meant for a whole ship of people! He’s unbelievably selfish when it comes to food and that’s just SUCH a central part of his character that it’s become almost endearing. Even in Totto Land Luffy didn’t think for a second before devouring everything in sight, including an entire fucking HOUSE, regardless of the consequences or the people it might affect. Homie did not care!! He’s food driven first and foremost!!!

Until Sanji leaves him. Until he decides that eating—something that he loves and brings him comfort—isn’t WORTH it unless it’s Sanji’s food he’s eating. It’s been shown that Luffy has zero self restraint when it comes to food so the fact that he was SURROUNDED by food on all sides on a food themed island and utterly refused to partake in any of that? Even though he hates being hungry and will always make eating a priority over pretty much anything else?? The amount of willpower it must have taken for him to sit there and purposefully let himself starve, for SANJI. Even when food was offered to him conveniently (in the form of syrup rain) he stubbornly rejected that. Because it wasn’t Sanji’s food. Because it wasn’t Sanji who made it, who always puts so much thought and care into the food he makes, who always indulges Luffy and prepares extra because he knows how much Luffy eats and how much he loves to eat. Luffy literally took one of the most defining traits he has and tossed it out the window. For Sanji. I’m going to fucking blow up

#RAGHHH. RAGHHHHHH #One Piece #Sanlu #Lusan #Sanji #Luffy #WCI #Whole Cake Island #Shima speaks #I just can’t get over it. I’ll never get over it actually. #Luffy refusing food. Bc he wants Sanji more. Bc he CARES about Sanji more #HE REALLY SAID ‘Guess I’ll die ¯\_(ツ)_/¯’ #This isn’t even half of it. This doesn’t even tie into the whole ‘I can’t become King of the Pirates without you’ line #Luffy really looked at his utmost goal (becoming Pirate King) and his favorite thing in the world (food) and said #’Without Sanji it’s not worth it. I don’t want it’ #SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP #He’s never done that for anybody else. I am just SAYING. JUST SAYING!!!!!! #Usopp jokingly: What do you want more the One Piece or Sanji #Luffy without a moment of hesitation: Sanji #Usopp: Haha see I—oh. Oh??? #Usopp: Was NOT expecting that tbh. #Luffy: I’ll pick Sanji over food or the One Piece every time :) #Sanji: 😳😳😳😭😭😭 #GIGGLING INSANELY. I CANNOT BELIEVE THEM

[mustardyellowsunshine]

Rumiko Takahashi: Colors, 1978-2024 (x)

Look. At. Them. 😭💖

#screaming crying throwing up #InuYasha #犬夜叉 #InuKag #Kagome #Kagome Higurashi #manga cap #manga edit #my edit #(on the first one anyway)

[mimi-weka]

#are you fucking kidding me?? #hori i'm in your walls #screaming crying throwing up #boku no hero academia #my hero academia #bnha #mha #bnha spoilers #mha spoilers #bnha 421 #mha 421 #izuku midoriya #my edit

[annymaght]

#they are my everything #they are so cute imma die #they better be tight in chaos theory #screaming crying throwing up #sammy gutierrez #kenji bowman #camp cretaceous #jwcc #jurassic world chaos theory #chaos theory #jurassic world camp cretaceous #jwct

[schlange-edens]

rewatching tron uprising and the tron-dyson fight still hurts. "I'd rather stay like this forever, than be the puppet of a tyrant." Which is exactly what he is during legacy :(

#my poor boy #screaming crying throwing up #tron

[vitzoki]

If there’s one thing April 2024 has taught me, it’s that love is fucking real. And beautiful and sweet.

And I’m lonely.

#i was there man #screaming crying throwing up #I love them so #shayne topp #courtney miller #shartney #shourtney #so happy for them #my parents #heeeere come the waterworks again

[thirstyavianroyalty]

I was already emotionally vulnerable tonight wtf was that trailer

#helluva boss #stolitz #vivziepop #screaming crying throwing up

[eggy-the-boy]

guysssssssssssssssss Dead Boy Detectives is so fucking good go watch it

#ugh I'm annoying I've gotten so attached cause it radiates getting canceled after 1 season by Netflix energy #but its soooooooooooooo good!!!!!!!!!!!! #screaming crying throwing up #if you like Dirk Gently and Lockwood and co and gay yearning you will love this show #I've got two eps to go help me #dead boy detectives #dead boy detective agency

[preciouslittlebhaalbabe3]

Just one bite.

I- ...I think I need to go lie down.

#baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #bg3 astarion #astarion ancunin #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 durge #durgestarion #astarion x durge #bg3 video #bg3 kisses #i am unwell #screaming crying throwing up #I have watched this an ungodly amount of times

[incarnatedevotion]

Jujutsu Kaisen, Gege Akutami / “A Brother Named Gethsemane,” Natalie Díaz

#screaming crying throwing up #thinking about the jjk brothers and sisters and parents and kids… jjk is about fucked up family dynamics #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #gege akutami #natalie diaz #jin itadori #choso kamo #yuuji itadori #ryomen sukuna

[e-regcanswim]

if there's ONE quote that's going to hunt me until the end of the eternity it's "for a boy who walks around like he's made of stone regulus touches like the sun"

ASKJDLAHSJDAKDKKSAJDJSSAJDGFSD

#screaming crying throwing up #marauders #dead gay wizards #regulus black #regulus deserved better #jegulus #starchaser #sunseeker #choices #choices messermoon

[xxsuicidalravenxx]

Okay, so I finally watched the tntl musical pt. 2 and god, this part in particular is having me lose it.

I've said this before, but truely, no one makes Angela laugh like Amanda does, and god, I love them so bad. Their friendship is truly everything to me.

Then this being the follow up has me in a chokehold oh my god.

I know there were more amangela moments in this video, but god, the way that Angela looked at Amanda throughout this song was actually everything to me.

Anyways I know I'm late lmao but this episode was amazing <3

#angela giarratana #amanda lehan canto #amangela #screaming crying throwing up #actually losing it #smosh musical tntl <3 #smosh

[justhavinfunnn]

Parents 🤍

#screaming crying throwing up #keleigh teller #miles teller #keleigh sperry #source: instagram

[strwbrrysauce]

dear whoever wrote the current fic i’m reading

why did you shoot the dog ):

it is 1:45am and i am crying about words on a screen.

but seriously, what did bear ever do to you huh??

just cause he loves buck more than tommy, his actual owner???

i hope you are ashamed of yourself because i haven’t even started reading it yet, i only saw the tag.

but in all seriousness, stunning writing, i absolutely adore this lil series and i am eagerly awaiting more <3

#screaming crying throwing up #this is so sick and twisted and disgusting #evan buck buckley #911 abc #911 #911 fox #tommy kinard #bisexual evan buck buckley #bi evan buckley #bi evan buck buckley #bi buck #queer tommy kinard #911 fanfic #911 on fox #911 show #911 s7 #911 spoilers #911 season 7 #9 1 1 s7 spoilers #9 1 1 season 7 spoilers #9 1 1 s7 #9 1 1 season 7 #9 1 1 spoilers #9 1 1 abc #9 1 1 #9 1 1 fanfiction #9 1 1 fic #911 fanfiction #genuinely crying #this is stunning writing

[drugsforaddicts]

Täydellisin

#SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP #kuumaa #johannes brotherus