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[a-study-in-bullshit]

"I love you , I'm glad we're friends"

#web weaving #webweaving #a-study-in-bullshit #friendship #on friendship #i love my friends #are u really friends if u havent offered to eat them out before?? #i think not

[kawareo]

Bhaalist Unholy Communion

This post has been living in my brain rent free and then it hit me in just the right headspace to turn into a vent thing and made me write poetry for the first time since eight grade anyway enjoy my ramblings under cut

because isn't it fucked up that Durge has no bodily autonomy? That he's nothing (using he/him because im looking at my Durge specifically) without Bhaal because not even his own body is his own but still a part of Bhaal?

And sure it is an honor to be Bhaal's Chosen, but is it really if you never got the chance to choose yourself? Strike, my Durge, was born a Bhaalspawn and grew up in the cult since he was eight. It's all he's ever known, he's worshiped for being a demi-god, he's powerful and on top, and in the end, literally everything he has is only because his Father lets him have it.

The Communion especially shows that, with Strike being still worshiped, but it hurts him, the Bhaalists rip his body apart, use it, consume it, and he needs to think of it as a blessing because how lucky is he, to be the soul that was loaned piece of a god to guard? He'd think of his own body like that.

And it hurts Bhaalists, too! It works both ways! His blood is poisonous and his flesh aches in their throats, but it's a blessing! God of Murder loves his son and his love hurts, and if you love him back, you must let yourself be hurt and know how lucky you are to be allowed to be hurt by Bhaal or his mortal flesh itself!

I'm just very into the whole 'no bodily autonomy' thing that we have going on with Durge, like his father not only can take control of his body via the Urge, but he has Sceleritas to guide him away from anything that could be not by Bhaal's books, Orin and Saverok to be a (although messed up as hell) family to him so he'll never look for another, and to some degree, Bhaal can control Durge's mind...

No wonder he'd run to Gortash in the end. The first one who sees more than a Bhaalspawn when he looks at Strike, more than Bhaal's scion, he sees a person and ngl it's totally Bhaal's fault that Strike ended up like that

#im going off to bed those last few days ive been a mess #hope you like my bullshit #poetry #character study #bhaalspawn #bg3 #durgetash #mild but fuck you my tags #fanart #the dark urge #bg3 durge #durge #bg3 bhaal #bhaalist #comic #angst #vent art #kawa rambles #cw blood #cw cannibalism #cw body horror #cult of bhaal #enver gortash #the dark urge x enver gortash #drow durge

[yakny]

ERROR! THIS OPERATING SYSTEM DOES NOT SUPPORT OLDER VERSIONS OF 'SELF'.

#colored explorations‚ studies‚ and experiments #colored doodles #sonic #metal sonic #ah! started this on 09/30/2023 and was finished with the metals BUT! the white negative space around him‚ man 😔. #just felt so unfinished to me. i tend to avoid it like i avoid stray flying roaches in the subways. so...! #i filled it up with words‚ knight metal sonic and‚ some airplane engines??? i think??? (a mech drawing practice sesh essentially. oh well.) #always feel bad bullshitting my way through machinery drawings cause im always worried someone who ACTUALLY knows about them looks at them #the way someone who knows biology would and goes: huh... why the hell is the stomach and brain bound together by an artery vein 😭 #anyways... carry on.

[avalovesindie]

one of my least favorite neurotypical customs is how long it takes to leave somewhere. My mom will be like “alright it’s time to leave” but we stay like 10 more minutes because people can’t stop talking. We get two feet before stopping again. We stand in the doorway for 5 minutes. It’s annoying and stressful and puts my brain in constant waiting mood.

#Autism #autistic #I still live with my mom because life is hard #Actuallyautistic #actually autistic #neurotypical bullshit #Studying neurotypicals #Neurodivergent #neurodivergency #self diagnosed autism #self diagnosed #self dx autistic #Yes im self diagnosed

[muckyschmuck]

screaming ab their boss

#either work boss or the vampire whatever works #the venue is closed please leave. #im almost 100 perectn sure i have a KYLE pic like this already but #i wanted to do a study of #“study” pfft #OF A JARED Youche image because #as long as musicians keep wearinf and doing cute bullshit i will never run out of references... #caught calling a sixty year old man cute #anyway #my art #digital art #oc art #doodlings

[cryptiduni]

ok ok, listen. I am gonna be straight with you. I am not a Patholic nerd and I really like the game. it has one of the most extraordinary stories/lore, plus its gloomy aesthetic is just my shit. but as a local Khalkh Mongolian, I very much dislike the herb bride designs. they have no inspiration from the cultures they are supposed to vaguely resemble, like literally nothing. i am a visual type of person and love it, ADORE it when shit is pretty to look at, it's in my blood. instead they opted for looking like straight-up savage unevolved cartoon cavewomen with skimpy outfits and foliage in their hair for good measure.

they look so out of place here, which you could argue its intentional but cmonnn???

here’s my take on how they could have looked like or at least what kind of things the devs missed out on:

—and their hair should have been braided in many different styles? all three of the major inspirations for the kin doesn’t like loose hair, if we are speaking traditionally. i really like these thin braids:

yeah, i get Orkhon economy is in shambles so no jewelry and colorful clothes but at least cover their boobage?? idk just slap on thin deel + belt and then just rough it up? make decorations out of wood?? and beads out of bones without just dangling them?? just because shit is desperate doesn't mean we gotta lose our dignity too?

edit: This post’s main point is not about restricting the nudity or the creative liberty i am only saying they should have approached this aspect from a different perspective with a native eyes on the IPL development team. It may have came off that way because i used the word boobage huh?

#everything doesn’t have to be accurate but keep your shit AUTHENTIC #do not ‘umm actually’ me unless you are a local or studied altaic cultures #deepening my lore perspective is ok too. but do not be a snob w/ me #dancing so hard that your clothes fall off is kinda bullshit excuse but ok fine. it's an interesting idea. initially #yeah herb brides get empathtic moments but we do agree this is a fetishization of poc women to a degree right? like a sexualized caricature #one of them straight up die for a open your heart joke lol wtf #and if you are gonna sexualize something at least DO IT RIGHT #there’s much so cool shit you coulda done here but nooOO savage east-asians are apparently the hip thing to do ugh #but handling of the colonialization aspect is horrible #you google traditional clothes on our culture almost every single one of those women and they will have a hairdo and a deel+belt #p.s. we don't worship bulls #or an evil entity #our religion is tengri or buddhism. some of us are monotheist too #random trivia: the pronoun “I/me” is not written “be”. it's “BI” #random trivia: unmarried woman/girl is called a sewger #pathologic #pathologic 2 #мор утопия #мор утопия 2 #herb brides #flintstones looking ass #god i am so gay for all these women above (except the herb bride hell nah) #makes the 4 hours i spent on this so worth it #if I had a nickel every time if slav games i liked had an anti-asian undertones #I’d have two which is not a lot but it’s weird that it happened twice #mongol #tibet #buryat #mongolia #buryatia

[retracexcviii]

I don't know what to say

EDIT: I already changed the quality of the pages + added the translated Omake

#vanitas no carte #vnc #the case study of vanitas #spoilers #memoire 61 #english #also #the quality is hell #I'm sorry #i will try to fix it asap #in 1-2 days #edit #already done #for real mangaup quality is bullshit #i bought the chapter in Rakuten Kobo #and woah #the difference

[xhanisai]

At the moment, I like to think that the reason Chloe started bullying Marinette in the first place wasn't because the latter did anything against her personally.

Marinette has this energy, this warmth that naturally attracts people towards her. Her clumsiness is endearing. Her creativity is inspiring. Her kindness is heartwarming. And her leadership skills are comforting. She got everything that Chloe has always wanted without seeming to put any effort into it at all!

Marinette's mother genuinely loves her and would go out of her way to ensure she's doing fine and that she's happy (Audrey doesn't even remember her name). Marinette's father loves her just as much and would pick her up and twirl her around (She has to scream for Andre at least fifteen times before he gives in to her whims).

So of course, after getting a good look at Marinette when they began middle school, Chloe had to nip her in the bud before their classmates could get closer to her.

If she, the mayor's daughter, can't get people to love her without having to compromise or do things she doesn't want to do, why should this peasant from the bakery get everything? She should stay in her lane of course! She's just a worm. A piece of dirt. She doesn't deserve the love that Chloe has been dreaming of all her life.

But then...

Adrien gave Marinette his umbrella. And he chose to become closer to her and would even defend her from Chloe's wrath! And then he gave Marinette his heart.

Audrey was impressed by Marinette's talents. She asked her to come to New York with her. But what about Chloe!? She's her daughter for crying out loud but she chose the peasant over her!?

Zoe came along. But she chose Marinette too like everybody else! No amount of "I love you, you're my sister!" will ever heal that sting.

Felix chose Adrien which meant he chose Marinette. They may not have gotten along much as kids but dammit did it still fucking hurt.

And then there's Lila.

Oh, Lila, Lila, Lila.

Chloe chose Lila. This should have made a difference right? Right???

But no.

Lila's hateful obsession with Marinette was so bright, so blinding, how could Chloe ever have a chance to shine for the olive-eyed brunette's heart?

She hates her.

She hates Marinette.

She hates her she hates her she hates her my god she fucking hates her!!!!!!

#miraculous ladybug #miraculous ladybug and chat noir #chloe bourgeois #a little character study bullshit thingy i guess #and ofc i snuck in chlolila who do you think I am LOL #i love her as this hateful little insecure girl #i really don't want her redeemed tbh I want her to get worse!

[a-study-in-bullshit]

#web weaving #webweaving #the human condition #a-study-in-bullshit #on loneliness #on belonging #and lack thereof #hey fellas its been a minute #since ive posted imo

[capfalcon]

you know what i love about taskmaster, and greg and alex? how they're simultaneously playing themselves and playing characters. like the running theme of alex being in love with greg, or them being in a (toxic) cute relationship, etc etc. it's the same as greg playing the "taskmaster" persona, even though it's very often referenced that alex is actually the one who comes up with the tasks, and is in fact, the creator of the show.

i like it because it lets the audience, especially the ones who watch often, in on the joke, but it's still funny if you're new. also, it creates this fun caricature persona that's in love with his assistant, who adores him, and that's lovely. i like it because it's almost a form of theatre within a show. the audience knows when they're talking about themselves, the humans, or the characters, the people in a show. it keeps the show entertaining despite an ever roating cast, and it can follow almost a narrative storyline, which is important for viewer retention.

#sorry i am back in my media studies degree bullshit #polysemy!!!!!! my favorite media term Ever. so good. #taskmaster #greg davies/alex horne #greg davies #alex horne #tm #jordan talks

[aoki553]

Muchiko before getting transfered to teach at PK Academy (⚠️flashing lights, speedpaint)

#art #shitpost #gonna be headcanoning that she dyed her hair and changed her name before changing schools to get away from haganeno's bullshit #and not that it was just an editors mistake im the character guidebooo #guidebook #ibaraki muchiko #shima kyouka #kyouka shima #saiki kusuo #kusuo saiki #the disastrous life of saiki k #saiki kusuo no ψ nan #saiki k #saiki kusuo no psi nan #muchiko ibaraki #our hero studies #boku no watashi no yuusha gaku

[pink-academiaa]

— [28/2/24]

hello lovely people i have graduated high school and am now on my uni degree,,,, its been about 7 months since my last post uh oh! that also means i'll definitely start posting again so i hope these pictures can motivate you to continue working as well

in this house we get HD for high distinction 💪 also because i'm hoping to transfer into law next year lol i'm currently studying criminology and pr/advertising

#🌸 study #yeolpumta #back on my bullshit #definitely trying to get back into the groove of studying after like #3 months of holidays #its a trek #im coming back on tumblr because i don't follow a lot of people here #and i don't like the way ig throws content at you always #sometimes i just want to make content #so enjoy the tumblr exclusivity #no one here knows me irl anyway #im actually a regular gaming/singing content creator as well lmao #study #studyblr #study blog #studyspo #study motivation #aesthetic study #aesthetic #pink

[edirazirollyx]

tf2 face studies

Medic

Engineer

Scout

Sniper

Soldier

#random #my bullshit #art #stupid #edi art #tf2 scout #tf2 medic #tf2 sniper #tf2 engie #tf2 engineer #tf2 mercs #tf2 soldier #face study #yippee 🎉🎉🎉 #fucking dies

[alexisnotabrocoli]

Hi Tumblr! I'm not dead I swear, just disappeared for a while and tryna heal my relationship with art (chill stuff yakno)

Have some studies I did and a Ryan (from TQ) sketch that I liked a lot! Anyways that's all, see ya whenever I feel like it :))

#my art #Studies #landscape #painting #fanart #the quarry #ryan ezrahler #I really needed to draw him #And I miss the quarry kids fr #Maybe I'll do more maybe I won't who knows #Been on my bullshit for over a year now so

[drugsforaddicts]

Why do I do this to myself part ????

#I’m here to annoy you every single day with my bullshit #why study animation when you can just raw dog it like everything you do in life #a blink is absolutely the only thing I can do and it took me an hour 🤡 #käärijä #my art #animation

[zeebreezin]

Gotta put my degree to work gang (phonologically naturalizing the phrase ‘the manager of the royal Bethlehem’ into fucking Akkadian so I can write it in Cuneiform for no good reason)

#zeeposting #this is why I’m studying linguistics baby!!! pointless bullshit like this!