#andddddddd Post!

[sprinklersart]

oh my god they were wingmen

#top gun #icemav #tom iceman kazansky #pete maverick mitchell #ah ha ha #andddddddd Post! #pete mitchell #tom kazansky

[faust1926]

everyone say thank u judas!!!! everyone say I love u judas!!! idk what for btw I just think everyone should say thank u judas!!!!!!!

#been meaning to proofread that essay I wrote for his altar #cause I wrote it all in one hyper go and know its much more rambly than I'd like #so maybe I'll do that tomorrow.... just so I can type out thanks to him again hehe :3c #andddddddd post!

[knighteclipsed]

like shattered glass.

a drabble: immediately following the events of the fall 2023 arena word count: 548 words

// depicts strong negative emotions.

The veil of the illusion falls at last; no oceans, no forests, no deserts. It is between one blink and the next that the monastery resumes your vision, and it is between one breath and the next that you promptly leave the venue.

It’s late out now—normally, you would’ve basked in that, but the darkness feels different right now. Where normally, it would be an open canvas—nothing certain and everything free to be dreamt within—now, it feels oppressive: a smothering isolation akin to the tightness in your chest; the moon crawling upwards nothing more than a mockery of what freedom truly is. Your eyes stay on the ground as you walk to your quarters; maybe people are watching, but you can’t bring yourself to care.

You shut the door behind you—maybe too forcefully, but only just. It is only when you crash against the back of it, falling to the floor like shattered glass that finally, you let yourself feel something: and everything comes crashing in. (Notably, that tightness in your chest; the force of your own heartbeat; the loudness of your thoughts.)

It’s almost impressive that you held yourself together for that last match. Haha.

…That wasn’t funny. (Normally, though, it would be.) You can’t muster up any laughter though, most of it just dying in your lungs. Instead, your heart just beats, pounding; it’s almost like your head could explode from the force of all that blood. Your hands find a place atop your head, but no matter how forcefully you hold it together, in truth: you are not holding it together. Your memories still command you—isolation against your own will.

It wouldn’t be so bad if you could call those actions your own—you couldn’t even begin to count all the times you’ve acted or spoken or smiled with nothing more than the intention to offend, belittle: cement your control. You know what to expect from people, and you know what will come of your… habits. But you had not killed them on purpose—you had lifted the axe, and you had aimed to kill, but those actions stopped being yours the moment it hit their body. Their double was the one who should’ve been hit; they themself didn’t deserve to die. (Or perhaps maybe they did, but you could entertain that thought another time.)

Regardless: they cannot hold that against you. It wasn’t fair to what truly happened. (But they did; you feel it miserably.) It clogs up your insides.

An inhale inwards, slow and measured—following: an exhale out. Your heart is still killing you, what with its incessant beating—a motion so violent you could feel it moving against your ribcage; but your breathing evens: that overwhelming feeling of suffocation falls away, like vines retracting from a corpse.

(Like those vines, however, it does not truly go away; it may still very well kill you.) Not that you will let it.

It’s late out now—but then again, you never sleep easily anyway. It would be infinitely easier to just sit here in silence, let the emotions wash away until you become yourself again. Perhaps then you could speak like yourself again too: Yes, I did that. Are you going to start crying over it? (A normal person might’ve considered an apology, but you aren’t weak like them.)

An inhale inwards; an exhale out. The moon continues to rise.

#[ ‘i will rise to glory once more.’ ] (drabbles) #// Andddddddd we're through with our arena content!!! #// LET'S GO TEAM 13 WOO!!!! #// CLAPPING AND CHEERING!!!!!!!!! #// valter's out here feeling emotions and whatever the fuck but like. #// just ignore him fr this ain't about him #// (actually that'd probably be horrendous for his emotional development. anyways.) #// also gonna shout out ARVAL FIRE EMBLEM specifically for being super swaggers!!! #// i adored them vi but valter's very pissy about them and i do want to be clear that we do not share sentiments nfjdkngsk #// this was also originally in third person but then i realized second would be more potent :softsmile: #// anyways back to your regularly scheduled thread posting dnfjkgsnk

[yume-fanfare]

having a normal one tonight

#waaaaughhhhhhh #the they #head in hands #this event is so important to me actually #not only because of the. young and hopelessly smitten #but everything about it is so!!! #the part where they're talking about how fun planning everything is and such #its fr. #when i was stressed abt class things remembering that bit kinda helped me keep it together #because yeah! that's exactly my favorite part of what i do too! #and like. its. choose something to care about and care about it really hard #and from then on make sure all of your decisions are focused on making that thing come true #andddddddd eichi is not quite an example to follow and i love when fine roasts him for it but this event rly does motivate you and #thats enough 1am wtei induced personal post #mar's midnight rambles

[strangebrew]

sometimes my little scenarios in my head make me feel crazy bc the aftermath of ashleys “disappearance” is just, horrifying. like imagine being kevin and hilary and waking up in the morning and your friends just gone, her sleeping bag and belongings are all still there but shes nowhere to be found. so you start looking for her but shes not there and after about an hour or so of searching the damn facility and shes still not turning up youre getting this horrible feeling that something terribly wrong happened to her and this place is starting to freak you out even more and you need to get back. maybe they have a little nervous laugh, trying to rationalize to themselves, “she probably just left early, right?” but in your heart of hearts you know thats not what happened. so you leave. and her parents report her missing after a day and you have to talk to the police but the thought that you two are the last people who saw her alive keeps you both awake at night. and eventually you cant have a conversation without the air getting so awkward because in this odd sense its not right. how can you talk to one another like nothing happened and its all fine like you both dont feel just a little bit responsible for your good friend going missing? one late night after a shift kevin asks her, in a hushed voice, “do you think shes still out there?” and hilary looks back at him with a jaded look in her eye, “if she was, why would she just up and leave like that?” and that is the last conversation you two ever have because nothing will ever be the goddamn same and you both know it

#sorry for the deranged prose #actually im not sorry. this has been swirling around in my brain and im allowed to have it spill #lee.txt #twf #this might be trying a little too hard to be edgy but idrc #yeah actually this definitely trying too hard but its just tumblr andddddddd post

[voxmxrtis]

#𝖙𝖎𝖒𝖊 𝖙𝖔 𝖗𝖊𝖑𝖊𝖆𝖘𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖎𝖓𝖘 [ 𝖔𝖔𝖈 ] #* tomorrow i'll post the carrd #* andddddddd a starter call!

[luthiest]

230608

life update: i have a pixie cut, my attendance lately has been atrocious, i saw a post about autistic burnout that made me reconsider my behavioral patterns and i am now looking into getting an asd assessment, i delivered a fatal blow to my scroll and had to start over, the 5 lbs of antique glass beads i ordered on ebay arrived, im working at a vintage clothing store part time, we finally found the class rubber mallet that went missing weeks ago and it was shoved in a cardboard box underneath the break table, my team won pub trivia for the 2nd week in a row, i watched top gun maverick and i can now confidently say i understand why there were murmurings about miles teller amongst bl enthusiasts, i finished my sazabi gunpla, andddddddd……. i’ve decided on fujita from dorohedoro for my next anime convention cosplay? i think that’s about it.

edit: also i got new double conch piercings. they’re cute i promise. believe me. over ear headphones only for the next year ish.

🎧 : like a raspberry - 宇宙ネコ子

#my notes situation is becoming pretty dire lmao #studyblr #light academia #dark academism #cozy academia #academia #studyspo #study motivation #mine #woodworking #student #college #lutherie

[jeding-png]

Spoiler drinks black tea and says it's here~

Some of you already know that I like to make a selection of many memes in one post... but my humor is simple and uninteresting, so I delayed :>

LET'S GOOOO

Killer: Gwon Gyeoeul - nim

Many contexts were considered here, so it was confusing, I know—

Me: Mom, I want Winter in our house!

Mom: We already have Winter at home.

Winter at home:

Someone: How can you say that?! Don't you see that Penelope can't always be guilty..?

Derrick: I see.

I remembered a very lovely person sending me two edit pictures of Derrick in glasses... he was so handsome in them—

And now for the spoilers!

CALLIOPE MOMENTS

After that, Penelope showed her big brother her beautiful middle finger and ran away U_U

But it seems that with God's help, author-nim didn't try to kill Reynold (refers to physical injuries, not moral) in the main plot.....

Andddddddd

Bonus~~

Sorry-- D:

But at least Derrick's face still resembles a rock... and long hair suits him, right? RIGHT-?

#villains are destined to die #death is the only ending for a villainess #death is the only ending for the villainess #death is the only ending for the villain #manhwa #vadd #vadtd #ditoeftv #vadd memes #vadd spoilers #penelope eckhart #callisto regulus #reynold eckhart #winter verdandi #derrick eckhart #eckles khan delman #calliope otp #calliope canon #penelope x callisto #callisto x penelope

[koushuwu]

Tag nine people you want to get to know better!

thank you, sage @heichoudarling for tagging me <3

Three ships: mmmmmh i will have to saaaaaay… misawa, iwaoi andddddddd eruri. although i would love to join eruri myself, given the chance ngl.

First ever ship: you may be ashamed to have written john lock (which was a ship i read for btw!!!) i regret to admit that my first ever ship, because i knew better, was drarry.

Last song/album: i like boys by todrick hall

Last movie: i do not watch movies a lot. so i don’t actually remember. probably the haikyuu seijoh vs karasuno movie. i don’t remember the name either sorry, brain tired.

Currently reading: nothing right now. or well… that’s kind of a lie. i’m still reading this one danish book that i started last year in like october. i’m never going to finish it, am i?

Currently watching: daiya no ace season 2!!!!! oh and i watched the first episode of trigun stampede the other night. so also that!

Currently consuming: literal air. i am going to go get some food in me in a few minutes though. probably eating taquitos.

Currently craving: sleep. got i am tired. but i am ALSO craving to post that fic i’m working on. it’s a different kind of craving though. so i’mma have to finish that up soon!

tagging: @tyga-lily @no1frogfan @miyukiissofine @prettyiwa @ughisagi @fractured-sky @hokusu @chibishae34 @lizzieonka

#» ​tag game #» darling: sage

[iamtheoneandonlyever]

Did i post about this yesterday? Yes. Do i care? NOT A BIT

Sooo listening to little league by conan gray again andddddddd

BYLER /PARTY EDIT WHENNNN????

#byler #conan gray #please #its such an editable song #and when were younger #we wore our hearts on our sleeves #why did we ever have to leave #liiiiiiittle leaguuueeeeeee

[yagamisdiary]

so i was scrolling through ur parasite hashtag, andddddddd i got to the post u made about parasite characters and headcannons on august 2021 😭💗 u did say that if we want more we should let u know soooo can we pls have a pt 2 🫣

pleaseeee i went back and read the post and aw i miss my lil parasite characters 😭

i’ll give u guys a part two but do u want like a continuation of the characters i did in part one or you want the characters i didn’t include

[michpat6]

last line game

I was tagged by @lostintranslaation to post the last line from my current wip! thank you for the tag :)

my line is:

Calamity Ganon swallows you whole, the power of the Goddess surging to life in your palms, and you think that the sailor was being quite dramatic. 

im gonna tag (no pressure to join in ofc) @farore-or-less, @softpromise, andddddddd @deiliamedlini!!

#asks #second person pov is BACK baybee

[ezkb05]

andddddddd

it’s up! a few hours later than i would’ve liked. but i’m posting during midterm week so……..

it’s good enough for me!!!

#good omens #fanfiction #good omens fanfiction #god please read this #i need validation #i’m so unstable

[emvoid]

st4 ramblings

i originally wrote this for my friend immediately after watching st4 while it was still fresh in my head, but i thought it was worth putting out

the first season of stranger things should be given more credit, not just from a pop culture standpoint but from a plot/story standpoint, because the writing was so concise and the episodes were so much shorter, but it was so much more captivating than s4, though episodes have pretty much doubled in length at this point.

the characters felt so much more themselves in s1, and the show had such a clear understanding of who they were, not just on a surface level, but in terms of their motivations and their relationships to one another. it's easy to forget that jonathan and will are even related for the vast majority of s4 whereas in s1 and s2 (to an extent, despite him being physically removed from will for the majority of it), their characters were heavily intertwined, as i think they should be.

that isn't to say the characters have become purely cardboard cutouts and one liners, because with characters like max and will that isnt true. but with steve, robin, erica, etc. i get the feeling that thought isn't being put into who they actually are as people anymore. like with dustin, fine, because his character has always been established as mainly comic relief, and steve too, to an extent, but you get what i mean.... we have just stopped finding out new things about most of the characters at this point. and even the characters who are given development, it's rare that we get to know how they actually feel about what's happening. like el for example. when does she get a chance to process and express how she feels about having her head shaved by brenner again, after her hair has been throughout the entire series a symbol of her reclaiming her identity and femininity? she never gets to have feelings about that for more than fifteen seconds until we are ushered past the reveal of her shaved head into another california scene (as much as i like argyle).

s4's episodes are movie length, and there is so much going on! all the time! too much, even! and still i get the feeling that we don't know enough about what's actually going on internally with the characters anymore. what are they thinking? how are they feeling? i dont care as much about vecna and his origin story as i do about the characters who have been here forever... who are at stake. and growing up. and coming of age and whatever whatever whatever. i know im not adding anything new to the conversation by saying that the characters felt flat this season. but i think part of it is that, by the end of the season, each character feels more like a piece in a board game than a living breathing person with emotions and complex thought. andddddddd who gaf abt 001! i dont!

also. i wish will was still allowed to talk and say words and be a character. send post

#st4 #st4 analysis #stranger things 4 #eleven #el hopper #will byers #em talks

[bandsanitizer]

would it be weird to do a new year’s thing after new year’s? because the fic exchange is going to keep me busy but I had so much fun doing the playlists last time that I kind of want to do it again

#thoughts? would y’all be interested in playlists? would y’all that sent in last time want one again? #would be the same thing as last year with what i’d offer #so a playlist based on a song or ship or quote (or multiple or some other concept) you send in #maybe 8-10 tracks in length or 10-12 not tooo sure atm #also includes an edit of the cover art (since I approach playlists as like fake album making lmao) and an edit of the track listing #and and a blurb thing. might be something inspired by the playlist or whatever #hfkajfksjkfjd the practically an essay for em’s muke playlist #but then sometimes it’s short. idk it’s whatever is inspired #andddddddd i’m going to do track by tracks my request only #*by request only #like I love talking about it but idk if everyone wants to hear it or not so it’s easier to judge #anyways yeah. #thoughts? since this will be open to my followers lol #it’ll be my happy new year grateful for you all thing #but yeah with the fic exchange i’m thinking i’ll open the post up at the end of december/early january and then work on them after posting #or well when i finish if that’s before #idk depends on my schedule irl toooooo so idk but yeah #would be an early 2022 thing

[michael-simps-for-adam]

OMFG I CAN FINALLY POST AGAIN 😭😭😭😭 Tumblr please take off the max # of posts/day please

#my queue on my main is nearly 300 (the max) and my drafts have about 500? and then i have 7ish blogs and i post heavily on 3-4 of them #i know i have a problem and an addiction but i am soooo far from caring #tumblr is in my dna now #we are inseparable #andddddddd i need help