I think I hate my father.
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Healing
Basil Stitt x teen!reader
Tw: mention of suicide
Basil is your dad and after he's struck by lightning you take care of him and help him heal.
Basil had adopted you just a year or two before the 'incident'. You lived with him in his apartment, so when he was outside for just a bit too long you got nervous and went to check on him.
You find him passed out on the floor with a large burn on his face. Nausea overwhelmes you as your body shakes in fear of loosing your father.
"Dad? Dad!" You call out as you crouch down next to him and try to shake him awake. He shifts a little bit doesn't wake.
You sigh, thankful that he's alive before trying to drag him inside. He was heavy, but you didn't want him to get hurt any more. You layed him down on a rug, unable to lift him onto the couch or a mattress.
You run into his room and bring back a blanket, which you wrap around him.
You sit and wait, eventually becoming too tired and falling asleep with your head on his chest.
You jolt awake from a nightmare. Your father had lost his mind. He had hurt himself in ways unimaginable. You cried when you realized he wasn't next to you and jumped up to look for him.
You checked the balcony first, scared he had jumped. When you went back inside you found him looking in the mirror.
"Dad!" You gasped as you ran up to him and hugged him. "I was so scared, I had a dream that I lost you... I'm so scared" you spit out as you start to cry.
He hugs you back, still looking at his face with a look of shock.
You feel the need to watch over him. To make sure he takes care of himself. The dream felt much too real to ignore.
So that's what you do. You take care of him and help him learn to take care of himself.
Anytime he starts to rage or act on his intrusive thoughts, you distract him. Either by putting on the television or thinking of a game to entertain him.
When your dad called his girlfriend to break up with her, you took the phone and explained everything to her. At first he was mad at you but eventually he'd be thankful.
It feels almost as if your in charge of keeping his life together. He often got pissed off and started breaking things and you were the only one there to calm him.
He cries and apologizes to you anytime he tries hurting himself or snaps at you. He feels like he's bad for you and wants you to leave him, but you refuse.
Basil makes you go get food for him because; "I don't want them to see my face. Please, yn". You always give in.
Eventually you try convincing him to go with you to the grocery store. You insist that you can't go alone.
He refuses but after about aweek he agrees. He likes the thought of going with you since he doesn't want anything awful to happen to you.
You start to get ready to go out. You're excited because this is the first time you've gone out with your dad in weeks. Your thankful he agreed.
So when he goes out with a paper bag over his head your confused. It doesn't even look that bad, his scar looks cool to you. But he refuses to leave without it.
You sigh and say; "okay". You grab his hand and walk through the streets with him to the grocery store a few blocks away.
It was embarrassing but you didn't want to upset him even more. He was already going through a lot. And he was slowly getting better. You didn't want to ruin that.
The two of you restocked on groceries when you got home, Basil put everything away and threw out the trash in the fridge.
It was a big step. It's been a while since Basil hadn't done anything in days and you were almost proud of him.
Things started to get better from then on. Eventually his girlfriend came over and Basil tried to explain everything to her.
She felt bad for getting so mad at him after seeing that what you said was true. He really had gone downhill and she hadn't even seen the worst of it.
Basil continues healing and he starts to become a better father. He starts taking care of you instead of the other way around.
He's forever thankful for you and has realized that it's his time to pay you back.
He gets back to work and puts the both of you in Therapy together. After his money starts to become stable again he absolutely spoils you.
He just wants you to be as happy as you used to be, before all this happened.
A/N: I'M SORRY I HAVEN'T WATCHED THIS IN LIKE A YEAR SO IT'S PROB INACCURATE. but I love him too much I had to write this. 😈😈
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So here’s what I’ve been doing these past few weeks :D
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Howdy ho there! I’ve been working on personal references for the OMORI cast since the start of December, and there all finally done! Granted most of what’s listed on these are personal headcanons, some of which are inspired by the headcanons of others, so don’t take them too seriously. If you want to use these designs in your own art, knock yourself out, I’d love to see it! But please be sure to credit me if you can. Also these designs aren’t part of any AU, unless you consider “so I added a few headcanons” AU material.
CW on a few of these for depictions of self-harm, eating disorders, and neck injury. This isn’t to say anyone who has experienced with these things needs to be censored, but if these are topics that could squick you out or trigger you, just keep scrolling.
I’ll throw in the silhouette line-up too, since strong silhouettes are something I’m trying to work on.
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Do you get deja vu, huh?
Part 3 is here!
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Other comics:
Part 1
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Viva and Willow
I didn’t disappear I was on vacation!! And yeah I said the angst wasn’t over and it isn’t, I’m totally using the googles comics as a cronology to tell you the rootsAU prologue, because we are still on the introduction of the story.
So we know what happened to Willow now, you will have to wait for Rowans POV because I’m going to be posting the present timeline for a while mainly around Viva and Branch, I will try to answer some questions without confusing you with the story. sorry if the new comics take me more time than usually, I’m a busy girly
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⭐️: ORANGE AlERT ORANGE ALERT THIS IS NOT A DRILL KEL IS BEING SELF-DEPRECATIVE! DELIVER THE SNUUY TO HIM! D:
🪴: Don’t forget some hugs and plushies Aubrey!
⭐️: Thank you for reminding me Truffle! :0
🦈: Enough goddamn flirting more supporting our friend! *Carrying wooden boards* These chopping boards will be a good outlet for his self-hatred!
🎹: I’m bringing him his favorite comics just to be sure! Are you ready to provide emotional support little brother?
🔪: *Nods*
*Meanwhile*
🏀: God…… I really am a fucking failure huh!? Just a retarded… obnoxious… loud ass PILE OF FUCKING SHIT!
📖: No, Kel you are no-
🏀: WHY THE FUCK SHOULD I LISTEN TO YOU!? YOU’VE ALWAYS FUCKING BELITTLED ME ALONGSIDE OUR PARENTS DUE TO HOW INFERIOR I AM TO YOU! NO ONE WOULD CARE IF I WAS FUCKING DEAD!!!
*Kel starts punching the ground and scratching his wrists in complete rage.*
📖: L-little bro…… please…
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