Stolas Kin Breaks Down Full Moon
Just to preface this: I think Stolas and Blitzø are both in some part at fault for how badly their talk went.
That being said I wanted to break down the episode from my perspective and defend Stolas a bit because I’ve seen people blame him for his reaction to what Blitzø said.
This is a conversation Stolas has dreaded and been dreading because of how much he feels for Blitzø. He is so incredibly anxious because of his fear that Blitzø doesn’t want to be with him and only wants him for the book and for s*x.
He throws up because he’s anxious. “My beak is grinding” teeth grinding is a sign of stress and I would know because I’ve done both of these things.
“My beak is grinding neverminding I swore I wouldn’t dwell on the divorce” Stolas was already comparing this situation to his marriage with Stella. He feels incredibly alone, and he feels like he isn’t enough for Blitzø.
Stolas doesn’t have his anti-depressants. I’m not a doctor but I do know if you skip taking medication it can lead to side effects and one of those being anxiety.
As I mentioned: Stolas is stuck between these two extremes.
“I’m going to fucking die alone if this goes bad” that fear is very clear in Stolas’ mind. Either Blitzø is going to stay or go.
He thinks he is a monster for keeping Blitzø in this arrangement for so long. He wants to believe and trust that Blitzø wants to be with him.
This is where Stolas makes his mistake. He doesn’t ask Blitzø if he feels trapped by their arrangement, and he doesn’t warn him ahead of time that he wants things to change.
Stolas was very forward with how he felt about Blitzø in regards to the deal, but in terms of changing it he keeps Blitzø in the dark. This makes Blitzø very confused but I’ll talk about him in a separate post
Stolas is VERY vulnerable here. He is giving everything he has left to Blitzø only for him to mock him and say it’s a joke.
From Stolas’ perspective all he hears is the negative because he hadn’t considered a third option. He prepared himself for acceptance and rejection but not Blitzø’s confrontation.
I assume this isn’t a side Blitzø would show Stolas regularly because Blitzø hates being vunerable. Sure Blitzø pokes fun at him but they’ve always teased each other it’s part of their dynamic.
But when Stolas is being yelled at he just hears what a monster Blitzø sees him as and that Stella was looming in the back of his mind anyway
So yeah that’s my take on Stolas I’ll have a part 2 about Blitzø up soon bc I like taking about this show
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If you ever feel sad and embarrassed that you chickened out of confessing your love to your crush, just remember that at least you didn't cause a massive quickly spreading fire, killing your mom, work friends/acquaintances, making your remaining family hate you forever and severely handicapping your crush in the process.
Worst he could've said was 'no', Blitz.
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