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ricewithbunnies · 1 year

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Saul Goodman Pet Play Headcanons

I have no where else to post all the deranged and deplorable ideas that come to my head </3

Probably a part 1 to a series if i think this is good enough :3

This accidentally devolved into a pet play post woopsies (it was meant to be just regular hcs)

Content: Transmasc Reader, Masculine Terms for reader, Dom!Saul, Hes either bi or pan I haven't decided yet :3

CW: Pet play

You guys met from either being friends with Jesse Pinkman, a client, or working with him

First time he saw you he looked you up and down, confused with himself. "Why am i attracted to a man??" type thoughts in his head (poor babygirl)

Upon finding out you're trans, he tries to justify his attractions "W-well its not REALLY gay!!" (it is)

(Also after a while of you two being close he'd probably get PISSED if anyone misgendered you)

Cutting the fluff crap tho he would be an absolute simp for you.

Service Dom whenever hes not feeling rough 🫣

"That feels good, huh? You like that sweetheart? Mmh.. tell me what makes you feel good handsome."

Thigh. Fucking. He'd have you sit in his lap with your pants off during a 15 minute break, pushing his cock inbetween your warm thighs and holding onto you for dear life.

He would buck his hips up into you as he makes out with you and whimpers and when he cums on your thighs he'd clean it up for you ❤️

"Fuck.. f-fuck.. that feels so good darling" as he thighfucks you.

He absent-mindedly says "Good boy" to you one day and you fold.

After that he'd fuck you filthy while saying it

"Good boy.. thats my good boy.. taking it all like a champ.. you like being my good boy, huh?"

Will. Not. Shut. Up.

Constantly in your ear during sex, whispering, moaning, anything to feel your hole tighten around him.

After a while of your intimate relationship, he'd open up about some absolutely filthy kinks.

You'd be unsure at first, but after tje first session, you'd be at his feet begging for more, and he'd eat that shit UPP.

"Yeah? You liked that fucking from Master, huh? You wanna be my good boytoy?"

After that he would get you to quit your job and be a house husband full time, spoiling you with goodies and also in bed.

He'd BEG like a bitch to put a leash on you, giving you the worst case of puppydog eyes.

"Pretty pleaseee 🥺🥺🥺"

He'd make you learn hand commands such as rolling over, taking off clothes, bending over, etcetera.

He'd DEFINITELY put a large pet bed for you under his desk at home.

If he's at home working and having an especially frustrating task to do, afterwards he'd make you take his dick down his throat.

"Ahh.. good boy.. you really know how to make Master feel better huh, pet?"

Would probably get some bougie diamond encrusted pet bowl for you LOL

If you were good for him he'd get you stupidly expensive gifts, just because he can and he enjoys spoiling you.

Possessive as fuck. You two are out and you are talking to someone a little too long? Hoo boy you'll spend the rest of the night tied to his bed with him pounding you into the next day.

"Mine.. all mine.. my pup.. my sweet pet.. you belong to me.. right? Say it. Say you're mine.."

His aftercare would be so sweet though, running a warm, scented bath for you and washing you.

Thank you for reading!

This is my first proper post on here, so i appreciate anyone who read it and even more if you enjoyed. I'm just now getting back into writing fanfic from when i was younger so i appreciate any constructive criticism or advice :3

#better call saul #better call saul x reader #saul goodman #saul goodman x reader #jimmy mcgill #jimmy mcgill x reader #ftm reader #saul goodman smut #better call Saul smut #jimmy mcgill smut #better call saul headcanons #saul goodman headcanons #jimmy mcgill headcanons #breaking bad #breaking bad x reader #breaking bad smut #brba #brba headcanons #breaking bad headcanons

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cappincooks · 2 years

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Hey! If you're doing requests atm, could I please have some platonic headcanons of Jesse pinkman with a younger sister, like around flynns age, who's like really nerdy and booksmart?

𝗼𝗹𝗱𝗲𝗿 𝗯𝗿𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗷𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗲 𝗽𝗶𝗻𝗸𝗺𝗮𝗻 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗰𝗮𝗻𝗼𝗻𝘀.

teases her constantly about the fact that she's a nerd

(though he's secretly intimidated by her sometimes bc she's smart lol)

gets cocky whenever she asks for his help outside of school (like socializing)

"Oh who knew the almighty Einstein need my help?"

asks for her help to cover for him whenever he does some stupid shit at his parents' house

"Now you need my help?"

stands up for her whenever bullies get ahold of her

warns her to not turn out like him

his sister teaches him some academic stuff on the side whenever she's not busy

Jesse teaches her how to draw from time to time

shares a spotify playlist (they actually listen to the same stuff Jesse listens to surprisingly)

once Jesse realized that Walt was her teacher, he told her to stay away from him as much as possible

overly protective despite having a love/hate relationship with each other

...after a long hiatus :') hope you liked this anon!

#breaking bad jesse #breaking bad #brba jesse pinkman #brba jesse #jesse pinkman headcanons #brba headcanons #brba jesse headcanons

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rockscissrs · 1 year

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headcanon that after moving to alaska, jesse picks up wood carving/carpentry again and it becomes his job in a small local town over there :')

also headcanon that after settling in the state for a couple years, he starts branching out and widening his artistic abilities and starts learning painting, sculpting, charcoal drawings, and maybe even some baking and cooking

i mentioned baking and cooking cause i guess there's still a small part of him that misses the process of cooking meth but not meth itself, yknow? just the art of cooking and baking food. it can be his own way of coping.

and of course he'd add chili in his dishes hehe

#breaking bad #breaking bad spoilers #brba headcanons #el camino #el camino spoilers #jesse pinkman #idk if this is a known headcanon already im fairly new to the fandom #i cant wait to do an illustration of this i have so many ideas #happy jesse warms my heart so much he deserves that ending

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planitiautopia · 2 years

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so.. brba queer headcanons

trans:

jesse pinkman - personally i feel he's transmasc due to his enormous transmasc swag but i've seen gender variants hc's n love those too! he's definitely t4t

jane margolis - intersex trans girl. period. also t4t

wendy - lesbian/sapphic trans woman. i'd die for her.

marie schrader - straight (big deal for hank) trans woman in stealth

walter jr aka flynn - gay trans boy

nacho varga - 100% not just cis, butch af, poly, t4t

nikki (1st of nacho's 3 weed smoking gfs) - nb, probably uses she/they, t4t

jo (2/3 weed smoking gfs) - agender/gender neutral, they/them + neopronoun

amber (3/3 weed smoking gfs) - femme nb lesbian, mixed pronouns

kim wexler - bisexual trans woman. fight me.

gale boetticher - nb, any neopronoun, probably mogai

bonus:

mike is gay. he’s also a classic old-guard butch and a trans man elder

the vacuum cleaner guy is also gay

skinny pete and badger are dating or qp and/or in a polycule

jimmy mcgill is chaotic bisexual but everyone knows that already

bonus bonus! they are homophobic:

hector salamanca (canon)

hank schrader

walter white (he tries to be supportive but fails miserably)

chuck mcgill (but for some petty reasons cuz he's just like that. he just wants chuck pride month, then he’ll be cool)

#brba headcanons #queer headcanons #brba #bcs

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finsterwalds · 3 months

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Thinking about better call saul if the action took place in france just because I wanted to see them in cunty robes lmao. More thoughts under the cut!

Obviously the action and the whole premise of bcs/brba wouldn't work in france (legal system aside, the whole cartel and walter white storyline would have to suffer major changes due to social security and the mexican cartel well. not existing here stricto sensu). But let's talk about the real Important Stuff : their names

I think Howard Hamlin would work well as Edouard Hamelin. He looses the cool HH initials yes, but it works really well as a genuine french name imo, and Howard/Edouard are pretty close phonetically

Chuck could still be called Charles without any realism issue, but he'd be nicknamed Charlie rather than Chuck because that's what a french person would go for... nicknames don't work the same, yeah

Kimberly Wexler and James McGill, I have no idea lmao. James when translated becomes Jacques, but it's such a boomerish uncool name that I cannot resolve myself to call my boy like that. It's also one generation too old. Jimmy being born in '60 could technically be called Jacques, but it'd be old-fashioned, as it's a name mostly given to the kids of the decade that came before him. McGill is an irish name, so something funny could be making Jimmy a breton with a funky last name like Gall/LeGall ? That's hilarious to me. But who knows.

Saul Goodman is a pun, so this is even harder for me to conceptualize. Saul's marketing would definitely not work in france at all, as no one would realistically hire a lawyer with a puny name and such chaotic displays (+ I think ads for legal démarchage are illegal mind you). However, let's have a crack at it. It would have to be a pun based off an expression similar to "it's all good man", or implying something positive and familiar... I need to think on that one.

#saul goodman #jimmy mcgill #howard hamlin #kim wexler #better call saul #bcs #breaking bad #brba #french au #my art #fanart #please help if you wanna participate to their naming...... im struggling as you can see #what i love about bcs is how deeply american it is but im just imagining this for fun lol. and also for the outfits #cause come on. any profession immediately becomes better with a Special Outfit involved #i should write about the robes too.... i have headcanons about the cast....#so much to say!!!!

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regularcitrus · 1 year

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feeling very YIPPEE AUUGH about these two

#my art #jimmy mcgill #saul goodman #kim wexler #better call saul #adhd #autism #yippee #headcanon #art #digital art #bcs #brba #breaking bad #bcs fanart #brba fanart

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depressopax · 5 months

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Being in a relationship with Jesse Pinkman would include...

SFW version only + extra headcanons (Smut version can be found here) Pairing: Jesse x gn!reader Genre: Fluff Warning(s): Breaking bad spoilers! Mentions of alcohol, drugs and injury Mentions of trauma Words: 1336 Summary: What would dating Jesse Pinkman be like? English is not my first language so please let me know if I make any mistakes so I can evolve as a writer! :)

He would just LOVE having you around. All the damn time.

For example: When he throws parties in his house, he’ll have you by his side all the time.

“But Jesse… I need to work!” “Work can wait, babe. I’m having a party!” “But…” “Pleaseeee! It’s not a good party if you’re not around…” “...Fine.”

When he falls in love, he falls hard.

Even if you’ve dated him for a short while, he would express his love for you early on.

He would be very insecure at the beginning of a relationship, so he needs lots of reassurance that he’s doing the right things etc.

He’ll brag about you for everyone, ALL THE TIME.

Jesse: “I’m telling ya! My partner is the best. Skinny Pete and Badger: “...Here we go again.” Walter: “I literally don’t care. We have work to do!”

His love language is touch. Every opportunity he gets, he wants to touch you (with consent ofc) This includes:

- Holding your hand when walking

- When sitting down, he’ll either make sure your legs are touching

- …Or have his hand resting on your thigh.

- He loves having you sit in his lap, so he can cuddle you and rest his face against your neck. It relaxes him.

Jesse doesn’t mind PDA. He likes showing his you off. He often feels like you are “too good for him”, and therefore wants to brag, because he has such a wonderful (and hot) partner.

He tends to get awkward when you call him nicknames or show him affection around his friends, since they tease him for being “a simp”.

You like it tho.

Sometimes you’re extra “lovey-dovey” towards Jesse when his friends are around, just to tease him and watch him blush.

Since Jesse earns lots of money in the meth business, he would buy you expensive gifts.

…And make lots of impulsive purchases.

You try making him stop spending so much money on gifts, but even if he promises to stop, he doesn't…

He LOVES seeing you wearing his clothes. And if you don’t, he would probably ask you to wear his shirts, when sleeping etc. He just enjoys the sight of it, and for him, it’s the most adorable thing.

His phone would be full of selfies of you and him, but mostly pictures of you. He’s the guy to make you his lockscreen.

The two of you have a playful banter. There’s lot of teasing going on, and you have inside jokes (most of them are mocking Walter together)

He likes playing video games with you. This would be the one of the few times he’s rude. He is very competitive and tends to take games a bit too seriously.

If he wins the game, he won’t shut up about it. He’ll tease you for it, until you tell him to shut the hell up

…If he loses, tho… He’ll be a baby about it.

“Impossible! You cheated!” “I’m just better than you, Jesse!” “Yeah, right…” “...Are you mad at me?” “...Maybe”

If you don’t like alcohol and drugs, he would try to not use it in front of you. He would try quitting, but it would be a long journey. He hates seeing you worried for him, and that would be a motivation for him to quit, or at least try.

When cuddling and sleeping - He doesn’t care if he’s the big or little spoon. Whichever you prefer.

Comforting each other.

Whenever you’re sad or angry, Jesse does everything to cheer you up. He tends to get awkward when someone cries, so he doesn’t know how to react. But he always does his best to cheer you up.

He would want to introduce you to his friends. He wants everyone to know how amazing you are.

He also likes the idea of being able to hang out with his friends and his partner at the same time.

But this would also include jealousy and Jesse being overprotective.

He doesn’t like being the possessive boyfriend type, but if one of his friends tries hitting on you, he'd stare them or “playfully” threaten them.

If someone flirts with you when he’s around, he either gets really insecure, or will just simply walk up to you and be affectionate (basically his way of saying: “They’re mine, back off bitch”)

This also includes his work. In dangerous situations, he prioritizes your safety before his own.

…Although you’d probably end up being the one protecting him.

He would probably try keeping the relationship with you a secret, since he’s scared you’ll become a target.

At first, Jesse tried to lie about his career, but him being away for such a long time everyday made you suspicious.

The last thing he wanted was for you to think he was cheating. Afraid of losing you, he decided to tell you the truth.

You were shocked, of course.

…But most of all, you were concerned. Knowing how dangerous his work is, and how he risks going to jail or getting killed, you got very worried for him.

It would probably lead to arguments, since you both are so concerned for one another.

Learning he’s too stubborn to quit, you give up the attempts to convince him.

But he would definitely make promises to you, that he will be careful, and not shut you out.

Jesse wants good communication with his partner, and the two of you would always be honest, and never keep secrets from each other.

In his free-time, he spends a lot of time with you.

If you guys don’t share the same interests, that’s ok with him.

He tries being a supportive boyfriend, and you’re the one to decide where to go and what to do.

This includes small, simple things, such as: Food, movies, music and games.

Even if he’s bored, he’ll try to not show it. (...Although he would fall asleep against you when watching your favourite/”boring” movies)

Date nights include going to loud parties and getting wasted, going to a bar or restaurant etc…

But it can also be “calm” dates - watching movies at home and eating snacks or playing video games.

This man gets beaten up ALOT. He tries hiding it from you (but fails in every way). You are the one that patches him up and cleans his wounds.

At first, he thought it was embarrassing that his partner had to take care of his wounds, but he grew to like it.

Having you tending him feels good.

…And he loves watching your focused face when you clean his wounds and patch him up if needed.

Jesse also enjoys hearing you mutter threats against the person that beat him up.

He may be protective over you, but you’re also very protective over him.

His “enemies” are your enemies.

When moving to Alaska, you would come with him.

He refused at first, since he was scared that something would go wrong.

But it was the opposite. You both got a fresh new start, and under new identities, you guys could finally have a normal life.

He wants to take things slow, but he also wants to marry you one day.

And eventually start a family too, if you want to. He wants to have children with the person he loves, and be able to give them the life he never had.

He would be such a good dad omg

After all the stress and trauma he’s been through, he just wants to “settle down” and live a calm life together with you.

He would also want pets lol

I see him as a dog person, so he would definitely, with or without your liking, buy a dog.

(Going out on long walks at winter with the dog <3)

He has lots of trauma, and has moments where he doubts himself and has breakdowns, but having you around helps him alot.

Of course, you are always there to support him and help him through difficult times.

…Basically: Your relationship would be so pure, dramatic but sweet.

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slamminslamminmcgill · 1 year

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random thoughts... saul fingering you while hes on call with someone ... placing his hand tightly over your mouth to shut you up ... dhdjhejshrntg..f..g.. getting bent over that damn desk and him taking his tie off to choke you with it ...

>:333

combining w/ these

anatomical terms:

"We're sorry we missed you! Saul Goodman and Associates is out to lunch. Leave your name and phone number at the tone, and we will return your call before the end of the business day. Thank you!"

If anyone were to contact the office between 1-2PM, Monday-Friday, that's the message they would be greeted with. Guaranteed. That was when Saul took his lunch break. During that time, he'd eat out and get whatever he was craving: burgers, Mexican, Thai, you. That last one was his favorite.

You were laying down flat against his desk, legs dangling over the edge, with Saul nestled between them as he ate you out. Your hand grasped at strands of his thinning hair and guided his movements. He appreciated the help, but he didn't need it. He knew what he was doing, and what he was doing was a great job.

Hs firm hands and thin lips brought you up to the precipice of an orgasm. You begged for release in the soundproof office. "Saul... Saul, please... so... so close... God, fuck, please... Please!"

Surprisingly, the next thing you heard was not your own voice shrieking in ecstasy, but that of a telephone screeching for attention. You both froze in place, your climax shot down and reduced to rubble.

Saul pulled off of you and groaned, his mouth quite literally dripping wet. "Son of a bitch..." He stood up, brushed himself off, and leaned over you to hit the intercom button. "Francesca! What time is it?"

A flat, no-nonsense voice came through the other side. "2:04" was all it had to say.

"Oops! Sorry, lost track of time there. Thanks HT!"

"Don't call me tha-"

Click.

Saul silenced her dissent by releasing the button. He sat back in his chair and grabbed the ringing phone, one of many piled up in his drawer. Holding the cell in one hand, he beckoned you over and slapped his thigh with the other. A silent cue for you to take your seat.

You slid off the desk and propped yourself on his lap. He flipped the phone open and finagled it between his shoulder and his ear to keep both of his hands free. "Thank you for calling Saul Goodman! What can I do for ya?" He answered with perfect poise and nonchalance as he wrapped his arms around you and groped your chest.

The voice on the other end was frantic, low, and gravelly. You didn't hear specific words, just tone. Saul rolled his eyes as it spoke, lazily dragging one of his hands lower and lower, until it rested between your legs. "I see... That sounds very troubling." He answered with mock sympathy as he pressed his fingers inside you again.

You threw your head back and moaned, probably for a fraction of a second before Saul slapped his hand over your mouth. "Quiet. You just sit back, relax, and let me handle this, okay? I don't need your input."

The party on the other line must have heard something, because Saul's response was more anxious. "Oh! Nothing, nothing, don't worry. Now, let me check my schedule and I'll see where I can fit you in." He twisted and turned his fingers inside you, stretching you out, probably making sure you could fit him in. "Hm... looks like it's gonna be a tight squeeze..." He emphasized those words by pushing up into your g-spot and making your legs tremble, "...buuut I can get you in tomorrow at 4. Would that work for you, Walt?"

His voice stopped for a moment to let "Walt" speak; his fingers didn't do the same. Regardless of who "Walt" was and what he needed, it wasn't as important as this. At least, to you two it wasn't. "Walt" was shouting into the phone like he might burst a blood vessel.

Saul replied incredulously at the mysterious figure's behavior. "What?! Absolutely not! I have a waiting room packed full of clients who need to see me just as much as you do! I'm not your little callboy!" He leaned in close to whisper in your ear. "You on the other hand..."

He turned his attention back to the petulant voice shouting in his ear. "Y'know what? I'm done talking about this. Mr. White, I'll see you at 4PM tomorrow and not a moment sooner." He took his hand off your mouth to snap the flip phone shut.

"Sorry about that, sweetheart, now..." He pumped his fingers even faster, priming you for another release. "Let's get back to the task at hand."

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pissbbyy · 2 months

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uhh there’s like 3 hours left b4 it ends buut happy trans day of visibility to one of the most t4t couples in media woo!!

#trans day of visibility #i’m ignoring canon they r both still together & happy & jesse is burning his trans gf’s breakfast rn #he can’t cook anything other than uhhhhhhhh #haha yeah #jane loves him 4 it anyway #today jesse let jane take him out to a new art museum cuz she’s been trying to broaden his tastes #but they had to compromise #jesse got to play limp bizkit in the car & jane hated it (he did it all for the nookie)#badger forgot that easter falls on different days every year & thought that every easter was trans day of visibility #cuz trans people hatched out of metaphorical shells like chickens (hope ur reading these tags bro this was directly inspired by you lmao)#& he was like “damn man #that’s hella smart thinking i’m surprised the church was so on board with that”#jesse is totally also letting jane design his next tattoo #trans headcanon #obsessed w/ the idea that jesse didn’t know jane was trans when they first started dating #& when jane posts abt trans day stuff #he’s just like “wow my gf is so supportive of her trans bf i’m so lucky”#question would walter be supportive yes or no #transgender #transmasc #transfem #transmasc headcanon #transfem headcanon #breaking bad #brba #jesse pinkman #jane margolis #jesse x jane #t4t

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thatdepressedtwink · 1 month

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I’ve just finished breaking bad and oh my god i love Mike Ehrmantraut he’s my favourite and i love him so i made this iPhone wallpaper of him and yes i hc him aroace or at least on the aro and ace spec because he’s so cool and awesome and badass and i love him and I HATE what Walter did to him

#notwinkart #I MADE THIS IN 3 HOURS I KNOW ITS NOT GREAT #but OH MY GOD i LOVE this character so much and Jonathan Banks does so well playing his character #wallpaper #iphone wallpaper #breaking bad #brbabcs #brba #brba art #brbaedit #breaking bad edit #mike ehrmantraut #aroace #aroace headcanons #brba spoilers #breaking bad spoilers #i know it’s probably cringe but he’s Mike Ehrmantraut I can’t not be cringe about him

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cillian-gets-me-wetter · 3 months

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dating the local dealer - jesse pinkman x stoner!fem!reader (mood board)

🍃💕 being in charge of the aux cord in his car, playing lana del rey and the weeknd, going with him to deliver to his clients, helping him roll the joints he sells, leaving stickers and candies for every customer, nightcrawler by travis scott, pink rolling papers, lipstick on cigarettes 🍃💕

headcanons coming soon!

#jesse pinkman #jesse pinkman x reader #jesse pinkman headcanons #breaking bad #brba #breaking bad fanfiction #stoner aesthetic #moodboard #headcanon #writeblr #izzy writes 💕

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gayhoediaz · 3 months

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mr. driscoll lives a happy quiet life in alaska and i don't know who he fell in love with but he did fall in love and they have children and he's as at peace as he possibly can be and his spouse is kind and wonderful and sees the pain in his eyes and they suspect something but they don't feel the need to ask and one night maybe a few months or a couple years after they meet maybe they're on the couch and something comes on tv about a jesse pinkman and his face is there and he freezes up but right when he thinks everything is about to fall apart his partner just smoothly changes the channel to something else and cuddles closer. because it doesn't matter. not anymore. and mr. driscoll turns his head and presses his lips to their temple. and he takes a deep breath. and he cries. but they're not sad tears - not completely. they're. relief.

and maybe ten, fifteen years after that, without any prompting, he decides that maybe he wants to tell his partner a story. just a story. a tale. and it's horrific and it's sad and it's about a man who was physically torn apart and dragged through hell and then somehow managed to gather up the pieces and find his way out and he'll always be scarred, and probably bloody too, but regardless, he made it out.

and maybe he asks his partner if, hypothetically, someone could love someone who did all of those things, who caused so much harm and so much death and suffering - and his partner, once again, just holds him closer. and they don't tell him that the man in the story didn't do anything wrong, or that he deserves all the love in the world - because he's not going to believe that, whether they do or not.

but they wrap their arms around him, and they hold him, and with every single day that passes, his chest feels just a little bit less tight. his scars just a little bit less bloody.

#i'm emotional about him today carry on #jesse pinkman #brba #breaking bad #headcanon

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planetbass · 6 months

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bbvrai is gordon freeman's stasis dream. to Me.

#bbvrai #brbavrai #hlvrai #hl2vrai #rtvs #i was pretty convinced that's where the entire thing was headed. an extremely long bit that all of brba was a dream that gordon had #while asleep for 20 years #what we got was 1000x better. but i still like this headcanon #dontlistento me

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zv5x · 2 years

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Saul Goodman / Jimmy Mcgill : Yandere • Reader Headcanons (Romanticly centered)

send me your credit card information and ill do Jesse Pinkman warnings : abusive relationships, implied unlawful corruption, jury manipulation, implied stalking and blackmail, toxic mindsets, gaslighting, isolation, abduction, hostage situations and use of the yandere trope

• At the time, calling Saul seemed like your only option. He seemed so promising; flaunting copies of the Constitution in television commercials, sitting in front of an overly patriotic background and promising you justice. When you found yourself standing in front of the prison phone, cops surrounding you, that number was burned into your heart. Before you knew it, you were speaking to the man himself; the man who you hoped held the key to the safe your life was trapped in.

• Whatever charge you're facing, it's his job to prove you innocent beyond a reasonable doubt. You weren't supposed to be a supply of anything non-platonic, you were supposed to get represented and leave his life. You had no bigger connections, no worth on the streets, you were nothing to worry about. You were supposed to be a one time client, another person for him to protect from judgement and set free for a hefty price. Something was different about you, however. Something so different, it made the idea of you leaving his life after the conclusion of the case absolutely unbearable. Maybe it was the way you laughed nervously as you held your cuffed hands up for him to marvel at. Maybe it was the way you smiled exactly when he did, those pretty eyes of yours gleaming against the interrogation room lights. No matter what it was, it was enough to keep him awake at night rereading law books he's already read, ignoring the advice of his peers and Kim in order to practice opening and closing arguments that he knows will land you where he wants you to be; home.

• He wanted to protect you not from just the law, but from the world. Your life story was clear to him, despite never having even been told it. Surely, to turn to a life of crime your upbringing must have been less than ideal. Your life will be picked at and stared at through a microscope, every small mistake your parents or even acquaintances make are immediately used as evidence to support Jimmy's theory; his poor baby, his poor poor innocent baby. Left on the streets, forced to fend for themselves. Whether this is true or not, only you know. The jury will have a spectacle of a case to deal with; a poor innocent citizen, manipulated into a life of crime by the harsh streets and unforgiving economy. Jimmy's deluded perception of you will be all the jury has to fall back on, even if they think his arguments are made up of complete fallacies. Any witnesses brought up by the prosecution are quickly forced into submission with anonymous threats and disturbingly convincing blackmail, and even prosecutors themselves are hesitant to go up against you and your beloved "good-boy" lawyer because of the risk factor surrounding your case.

• The jury, much to your shock, believed whatever story Jimmy had come up with to support the idea of you going free. You were in such disbelief, that you almost found yourself flinching from the sensation gained from Jimmy gripping your shoulder when the not guilty verdict was read aloud for the court. It was normal, was what you thought, even when he kept his hand for longer than he should, rubbing and almost massaging the part of you held in his grip. It's in famous cases and even TV, you learned quickly that a celebratory hug or a comforting one was common. You didn't think about the consequences when you wrapped your arms around him, swinging yourself back and fourth gently and thanking him with a face pressed up against his neck; just like you didn't think of the consequences in the interrogation room when you gave him your home address simply because he asked for it.

• Jimmy came around much more after that. You'd joke around with him, referring to him as your parole officer rather than your former defense lawyer. He didn't seem to mind. In fact, he loved it. You were calling him yours, and that was enough to get his heart racing to a level that concerned even himself. At first, you offered him access to your home simply because you felt bad after being given such a large discount for his services. Then, you considered him one of your closest companions. He's the type of man you feel comfortable venting to, he's the perfect man in fact, and he made it a point to show you that type of man; the type of man you need desperately. Any person you tell him about that he doesn't like the sound of, whether it be because of perceived danger or just a closeness to you, is disposed of via various methods, and Jimmy is happily your shoulder to cry on whenever you need such. He's your whatever whenever, your utility knife if you will. However, sometimes accidents happen, and even a knife as unassuming as that will leave deep scars in its unsuspecting owner.

• He'll sway you with charisma and jokes, inching his way into the door to your life (and, in the literal sense, the door to your home), and staying there without concerns of overstaying his welcome. You're given dinner "dates" (which he promised were a "friend thing"; a celebratory event) and movie binges at your home. Never his place, much to your suspicion, but you never wanted to ask him why.

• Before he was a stranger, then he was your lawyer, and now you're glued to his side on your couch. Time went by quicker than you could have imagined, and "no" didn't seem to be a word you were capable of saying when it came to Jimmy. It wasn't like you were lying when you said you loved him. He's around you so much, always sweet talking you and supporting your own interests. Not only that, but he saved you from nights spent sleeping on a cold prison bed with a roommate who would probably kill you for a cinnamon bun. When all hope seemed trashed and gone, you called Saul and everything was gently taken from your shoulders. You owed him company and love you felt, because that's exactly what he gave to you.

• Within no time, no matter how level-headed you consider yourself to be, you're quickly swept away from all reasoning in favor of following the spoken words of Saul Goodman. If you disobey his wishes, you're a vile criminal who's too tainted by your own actions to be deserving of his love, let alone other's. If you do what he wants however, your past does nothing to define you, and he'll tell you that you're perfect just the way that you are; flaws considered.

• No matter how pure Jimmy thinks you are, manipulation and distortion of your own thinking is not off the table. Whenever he tells you this, he's telling you the truth; Jimmy would do absolutely anything for you, even if that means breaking you. Anything to have you automatically equals what is very best for you. Your critical thinking skills are constantly put into questioning, and Jimmy reasons that you're unable to fend or even think without his constant supervision and help.

• Abduction isn't completely off the table, especially if he feels his original defense of "brainwashed by a criminal society" in your trial proves itself to be surprisingly correct. Jimmy credits himself to be the only one capable of keeping you safe and happy, even if his personal lifestyle choices put you in more danger than you would have been in before. Jimmy will swindle his way into your heart, and when you try and run away from him upon discovering the risk, you're swindled away from human society. Not a single soul will question if Saul Goodman had anything to do with it, and you'll be tied up wherever Jimmy sees fit in no time. You'll be like a small dog in a purse, being drug around bound while whatever family and friends you have left beg for your safe return.

• Intensity during abduction will vary, but will certainly be more suffocating than if Jimmy sees you fit to live freely. A struggling darling will do nothing but anger him, catching him off guard when he sees himself as the only one who's been there for you, saving your reputation and freedom. A complicit darling will pump oxytocin throughout his brain at alarming rates, hitting him right in the heart as soon as you look at him with wide and loving, but still slightly terrified eyes.

• Moments of sobriety are rare, but they do happen. Some days, Jimmy will gently swing open the door to your holding place and crouch down to your level, petting your head as apologies fall from his lips. "I'm sorry, love. I didn't want things to end this way, either. I love you so much, I can't let you go, you know that." Leaving you with a gentle kiss on your forehead, your dinner is served to you with a solemn aftertaste, your tongue affected by the mood of the room moreso than by the taste of the food.

• The moment is gone just as soon as it arrives sadly, and Jimmy is soon back to pushing aside his morals in favor of justifying his cruel and inhumane treatment of the one person he loves more than he loves himself.

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