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misstundra · 2 years
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spideysbruh · 2 months
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jokes
y/n just posted a story!
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caption- just some thoughts 🤭🤭🤔🤔
@realchalamet just tweeted- yes, y/n actually made me go through my following and explain
@y/n liked and retweeted
@y/n replied- okay but you were totally willing !!!
@realchalamet liked and replied- I guess I just love you so much I'd do any and everything for you idk
@yellowyn replied- awwww 🥺😭😭😭
@leestimmy replied- LMFAOOOOO I'm just picturing yall doing this and I'm deadddd
@timmysdunesss replied- okay. now swallow an airtag
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tchalamet literally the most beautiful girl i've seen in my whole life. nobody compares!!! 😍😍
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zendaya did y/n steal your phone be honest
tchalamet no this is just me appreciating my wonderful girlfriend
y/n omg so unexpected haha thank you timmy 🥰😘😘
tchalamet anything for my princess
worldlyyn okay but timmy is actually away filming rn so she's not with him, he fr posted this 💀😭😭
headbandyn but y/n DEF told him LMAOOO
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y/n i ❤️ my boyfriend
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rachelzegler im dead.
willymywonka PLEASEEEEEEEEEE 💀💀💀💀💀
tchalamet why.
florenceamy LITTLE TIMMYYYY
die4yn LOSING IT OVER THISSSSSS
timmylaurie AYE NOW CHOP 🗣🗣🗣
y/n RAH RAH LIKE A DUNGEON DRAGON LIKE A DUNGEON DRAGON 🗣🗣🗣
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tchalamet I'll love her as long as I breathe
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cookieyn VRYINGG
timmylaurie damn he's so in love im crying
y/n wowww so you won't love me anymore when we die ??? ok. noted.
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tchalamet I can't with you.
y/n 😁🥰🥰😘😘😘
ynxlee why are they the best couple ever
timmytimstan don't get the hype over that fugly girl
lomlyn can you stfu he doesnt want you bro he never will you're literally hideous and evil why would he ever even associate with you
timmyscat DAMN 💀💀💀
y/n just posted a story!
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caption- i watch wonka or little women when i miss him 😔💔🫶 my whimsical man
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y/n ill be the brightest, you'll see
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tsgf she's showing wayyyy too much omg, no way timothee is okay w this
ynsheadphones kys tbh
y/n okay and I'll show more, tf ?
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tchalamet wow.
tchalamet how are you so perfect
sunshineyn timothée is so lucky bro wtf man
spideyyn i wanna know what he did in a past life to deserve this
tchalamet my girl is hot !!!
scrubscrubtimmy should we give timothée some space? 🤔💀💀💀
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tchalamet we do go outside !!! a lot!!!!!
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y/n that was our first time seeing the sun in like three months don't lie
tchalamet 🤫🤫🤫
y/n I'm literally edward cullen
tchalamet my 104 year old girlfriend 😍😍😍
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timmytimstan ugh ofc she's a twilight stan, tasteless and annoying !!!
rachelzegler to quote Robert Pattinson, it's not even cool to be a twilight hater anymore 🙃
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buzzyyn mama y papa
@y/n just tweeted- WONKA NOW ON HBO (or is it max now? 🤔🙄)
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@realchalamet liked and replied- WHY
@y/n replied- 🙁
@shrekxyn replied- WHERED YOU EVEN FIND THIS PLEASEEEEE
@y/n replied to @shrekxyn- tiktok blessed me 😍😍 also wtf is your @ helpp
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Slashers eating you out
Female reader
Contains: Vincent sinclair, Jason voorhees, Michael myers
To those two people I will do your submissions I promise I'm just writing so much rn and I just keep on forgetting to finish them <3
Warnings: cunniligus, squirt, Michael being an oldie and forgets woman aren't objects.
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Where do I start!?!? This man is an angel truly, I mean you knew he was good with his hands but his tongue? He's more than talented at using that.
He'd lay pillows down for you so your comfortable while he's going at it. Princess treatment all the way.
KNOWS WHERE IT IS🗣
He loves to hear your pleads and whimpers while he sucks at your clit. Makes him cream his pants
When you insist to help him out aswell he shakes his head and shoves you back down. This is YOUR night, your pleasure is the only thing he cares about
You squirt girl? Dw he catching that shit in his mouth and staring right at ya with his gorgeous eye.
Would knead your thighs as he covers his face with your pussy. He lovesss the way you taste baby
He doesn't care whether it's shaved or not down their. He just loves himself a pussy. Don't be insecure my 70s Bush gang!
And by the end of the night he's cleaning you up, hydrating you and making sure your nice and cozy.
Hey...wondering if he's up for it tomorrow aswell.
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Bit nervous about it,like 'w-where...where my tongue go' he's a lil confused but if you guide him he'll sure get it. He's a quick learner after all.
He...he doesn't know where it is, he'll be rubbing the inside of your thigh😭 poor baby. He'd never seen a vagina before so could you really blame him?
He doesn't care about it being shaved or not. Whatever your vagina looks like is normal to him
After he gets a hang of it he never wants to stop, your moans are music to his ears. Whenever he has free time I can guarantee you that he's latched to your cunt for hours on end.
He was taking back when you had a squirting orgasm, you hid your face in your hands out of embarrassment but he licked the juices that had splattered on your thighs and if he's honest with you....he'd love if you did that again baby.
Sit.on.his.face. SIT ON IT FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!! If you nervously hover over his face to scared to actually put your weight on him he'd pull you down himself and hold you there.
He'd generally BEG to eat you out every night. Your just so delicious to him.
After he finishes he'll try and wipe you with a cloth and just cuddle up. Even if you do need to pee.
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Unfortunately you are gonna have to beg this man and he'll still say no after the hundredth time.
He's that type that thinks it's 'gay' to eat a woman out. He thinks you gotta be a right old sissy to be wanting to do that but he won't hesitate to choke you down on his dick tho.
When you've managed to convince him he's gonna think it's gonna be the worst think ever cos he's getting no pleasure! But after feeling you squirm and whimper out his name he's pinning you down whenever there's a chance and just starts eating away.
Do not tease him about how he'd make sure your comfortable and everything because he will reck you. Legitimately.
When you first had a female ejaculation he'd growl and wipe it away but he's secretly enjoying it. Might just 'accidentally' open his mouth while you squirt and taste your juices.
Ofc he knows where it is! But just incase...show him.
Sorry but he's also gonna need some sort of relief so uh...open wide!
Probably would enjoy the 69 position, he gets off aswell and also gets to taste all your juices!
He might prefer if your shaved cos I doubt he enjoys finding a pube in his mouth but now he nows how it feels when you suck off his untamed fucking beast.
*throws a towel and proceeds to walk away*
He's not an aftercare kinda guy but if you're truly sore and achy he'll clean you up, throw some pants at you and let's you lie in bed.
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qcardhell · 3 months
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im soooo normal (ME WHEN I LIE 🚫‼️🚫‼️🚫‼️‼️🚫‼️‼️🎉🚫🎉🚫🗣🚫🗣🗣🚫🎉🚫🎉🎉🚫🎉🚫🎉🚫🎉🎉🚫🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🚫😎😎🚫😎😎😎🚫😎😎😎🚫🚫😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁)
erm context below! ☝️☝️☝️
basically a friend (haiii if ur reading this!!!! haii) planted an idea into my head of like ☝️☝️☝️ they GO ON A DATE!!! 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 it starts off with picard loses a bet and q is like okayyy well since u losssttt u can pay up by going on a little outing with me ^_^ and picard did lose fair and square so hes like Okay. I have some conditions tho. and q is like whaaatever but he sits there and waits for picard to list his conditions ans the conditions essentially boil down to like . pretty basic stuff ?? just setting boundaries ☝️ and he also tacks on a condition of limiting q power usage (partially a last ditch attempt to get him to give up partially out of curiosity if q will b diff at all without power usage) but q does not give a shit hes like OKAY!!! ^_^ SEE U LATER FOR OUR DAAAATE (very excited) (nothing is stopping this guy from getting his date with his fave balding old man ☝️☝️☝️). anywyas for the date they go to some . other planet and whatever and BASICALY this planet has a festival celebration thing everytime their three moons align STEREOTYPE FESTIVAL DATE LEAVE ME BE IM WEAK and YEAHH!!!! THEY HAAANG OUTTTT!!!!! 🎉🗣🗣🎉🗣🗣🎉🗣🎉🗣🎉‼️🗣‼️🗣‼️🗣‼️🗣🗣🗣🎉🎉🗣‼️THEY EAT GOOD FOOD AND WALK AROUND AND PLAY LITTLE GAMES AND WATCH THE MOONS ALIGN AND HAVE A GOOD TIME EVEN IF PICARD WONT ADMIT IT !!!!!!!! ☝️☝️☝️☝️☝️☝️🗣‼️🗣🗣‼️🗣‼️🗣‼️‼️🗣😁😁😁😁😁😁😁KICKING MY LEGS AND TWIRLING MY HAIR!!! 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 BIG FAN OF THESE OLD MEN PERSONALLY ☝️☝️☝️☝️☝️☝️☝️☝️☝️☝️☝️☝️☝️☝️☝️☝️☝️☝️
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k4katsujin · 7 months
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on the verge of dying falling
🦕miguel x reader
authors note: HENLO MY LOVES I MISSED YOU SM ITS BEEN MONTHS SINCE I DIDN'T POST ANY WORK IM SO HAPPY TO FINALLY BE BACK
author's note 2: i pet a dog today. life? completed.
author's note 3: does that mean my mental health is better? probably not. but we up 🗣‼️
author's note 4: i physically hurt myself while writing this. also dedicated to @unabashedcroissanttreefan (ly pookie wifey)
synopsis: he's on the verge of dying. you're the hq nurse who healed him. you saved him,but it seems he wants something more from you.
content: miguel x gender neutral reader (though fem reader was in mind), reader is hq's nurse, mention of dying, hospital talk, ooc miguel? injury and angst
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“Lyla, do you have any tips for migraines?” asked Miguel,
- I don’t, she replies with a smile, but I have to remind you you have to go to the nursery for your weekly check-up.
-Do I really have to go? Asked Miguel with a pout. You know they scare me and -
-Seriously? You’re fighting anomalies all year long and you’re scared of a little check-up? (she laughs) you’re really strange.
- I know but-
-No buts! I booked you an appointment at 2:30pm!
-It’s no fair (he does the same pout as he did before) why don’t you have to go?
- That’s the perk of having no physical body! (she winks) plus I heard they’re super nice!”
While Lyla and Miguel waited for their appointment, you were doing some stuff in your office. Once 2:30pm arrived, you head a gentle knock on your door.
“-Hello! Is this your first time there? You ask with a smile. I don’t remember seeing you there. Lyla told me you’d come but she didn’t tell me your name. You are?
- I’m hum, I’m Miguel O'Hara. He stutters, uncertain.
-Nice to meet you then! (you smile as you wave his hand, check your files and notice he never came to the supposedly mandatory weekly check-ups.) No wonder why I never saw you there! You exclaim on a light-hearted tone. So-
-No need to worry about that! He hurries. I just came there because of my migraines, they’re pretty frequent and-
-Oh! You cut him off. It’s simple, you just have to take this! (you hand him a little box of painkillers.) But if I were you, I’d be careful as frequent migraines can be a sign of early stage brain cancer. So I’d recommend you to do a full body check up, so that we could notice (déceler) some tumors. But if you want to go, I’m not forcing you to stay!
The desperate look Miguel gave you made you understand he was willing to stay.
-Do we really have to do this? He uncertainly asked as you got him laying down on a dentist chair.
-Yes! You say as you put on a surgeon mask. A full body check-up isn’t a full body one if I don’t check your teeth too! Now open wide!
A few moments go by as you inspect his teeth, when all of a sudden you feel a sharp jolt of pain go through your hand.
-I’m sorry! Miguel hurried, I didn’t mean to do that!
- It’s fine don’t worry! You reassure him as you put a bandage on your hand where he bit you. At least I found the issue! If your head hurt so much it was simply because your teeth are moving.
- So the whole brain cancer thing was a lie?
-Partly, but I told you this because weekly check-ups are important! You say as you pout lightly. I was starting to think you never came because you hated me… Anyway, can you please fill in this? It’s a medical about me sheet! The more honest and accurate you will be, the better I will be able to heal you! I know I may look scary, but I mean no harm really! Just see me as a friend, okay?
“A friend?” Miguel thought to himself, and a strange warmth invaded his heart. He has been a loner most of his life, but it sure felt nice to know he could reach out to someone whenever he needed to.
- You WHAT? Lyla exclaimed as you were away to get some medicine.
-I bit them. Miguel admitted shamefully.
- Now they’re the one who’s going to be scared of you! Lyla chuckled between laughter.
- I like you a whole bunch but if you don’t shut up right now I’ll turn the WiFi off.
- Say what you want, I saw how hard you blushed when they got you sitting down!
- Aight that’s it I’m turning you off-
- You better not-
A few moments later, you came back in the room with some syringes and a plaster mold.
-Uhh, what is all that for? Miguel asked, unsure.
- It’s because you need braces! You say as you hand him the plaster mold. Instead of biting my hand, bite this instead please!
-I need… braces?
- Mhm! It’s because of your fangs! For some reason, when they grew they pushed back your other teeth and that’s where all your migraines came from! If you came more often, you would’ve not needed these!
///…A few moments later…///
-There we go! Don’t hesitate to come again if they’re too tight, but normally the painkillers should be enough!
Once Miguel was gone, you treated your other patients until the end of your day, and decided to check Miguel’s file.
-Lyla?
- Yes?
- Can you tell me more about Miguel’s past? I noticed a weird mark on his shoulder and he didn’t mention anything similar in his file.
-I love you a whole bunch sunshine, but you know I can’t do this.
-Please? I need to know if I want to heal him more efficiently!
-Fine, Lyla sighed. Before the whole spiderverse protection thing, he worked at Alchemax and found out some bad stuff happened, his boss found out he knew so he forced him to take some shitty drugs which turned him into an addict.
-But why didn’t he tell me?
Lyla raised an eyebrow and smiled.
- Well sunshine, you know how he is! She chuckled, Always grumpy and never wanting to admit his weaknesses! And probably because he wanted you to have a good first impression of him!
-Ohhh. You think out loud. That makes much more sense now.
-One last thing sunshine! (you turn your head towards her) You didn’t hear this from me,
okay? Don’t mention any of this unless he speaks about it first!
-Mkay! Thanks, you’re the best Lyla!
A few weeks later, you kept on meeting and healing random patients, but you had no sign of Miguel.
-Is there anything new today? You ask Lyla, feeling like boredom getting the best of you.
-Nope, still nothing sunshine. Are you okay? She asked with a hint of worry in her voice.
-I’m fine, you sigh as you laid back on your chair, it’s just… Not being a spiderperson is boring.
- You know, by healing all those heroes, it’s as if you save people as well!
- I mean, if you put it that way… You chuckled. Thank you Lyla, you truly know how to cheer up people! (someone knocked on the door) Miguel? What are you doing here?
- I came here uh… Because I ran out of medicine.
-Oh! Of course! There you go!
-Thank you, he mumbles. I also got you this by the way, he stutters, handing you a wildflowers bouquet. As an apology for uh… Your hand.
-Oh! Thank you, but you really didn’t need to! You thank him with a genuine smile. Did you need anything else from me?
-I’ll be fine thank you!
-Lyla?
-Mmh?
-You’re the one who gave him the idea right?
- You wouldn’t believe me if I told you I didn’t, right?
-Not in the slightest, you chuckled, but it’s still cute though!
A few weeks pass as you find yourself daydreaming again while Miguel and the others were on a mission.
- What do you think of Miguel? Lyla asked you on a soft innocent tone.
-What do you mean by that? You ask her back, intrigued.
- Well, he got you your favorites flowers, and ever since that day he seems like to get injured pretty often, even if it’s just small cuts…
- I see the point you’re trying to make and – don’t you give me that look, you say as you notice Lyla smirking, he’s my boss, OK? He’s probably acting like this because I’m the only person bringing him some comfort and-
-That’s the exact reason he would fall in love with someone! Think about it! I see how he is with you, it’s as if he’d trust you enough to talk to you about his daughter!
- Really? You ask in disbelief.
-Yes! Even though he sucks at showing so, I can assure you he cares about you! I’ve known him for years now, and he acts with you like he acts with nobody and-
At this exact moment, Miguel abruptly came in the room, badly injured? He had a lot of cuts all over his body and was losing so much blood he was on the verge of passing out.
- Please… Need… Healing… he murmured.
- Lyla, scan his vital lifeline and tell me which ones need healing first! You hurried, trying your best to keep your calm.
- There’s a serious wound near his heart! Be quick, he’s losing a lot of blood!
- Lyla… Miguel said, barely whispering. Am I going to die?
- Of course! But not today! You say as you kept on pressing on his wounds, making a fortune bandage out of random fabric you found. Lyla, call Pablo and tell her to come here and put Miguel in intensive care.
-Lyla… Miguel whispered, his eyes closed, tell y/n I love them, OK? Thank you… For every… thing… Think I’m going… to sleep … a little now…
He then put his head on your lap, waiting for the robot to arrive, while you cupped his face, crying silently.
- It’s not your fault, sunshine, you did your best, Lyla tried to reassure you as you both waited in front of Miguel’s hospital room.
- Apparently, it wasn’t enough… you sigh, defeated. Be honest, do you think he’ll survive?
- I don’t know sunshine, I don’t know…
A few hours passed as you both nervously waited for any doctor to give you news of Miguel, but every person you asked didn’t know or simply ignored you. You then started to fall asleep on your chair, the exhaustion getting the best of you, when a doctor gently patted your shoulder to wake you up.
-Y/N? I have news for you. You brought Miguel… (he checks his files) Miguel O'Hara, right? (you nod as you feel your heart miss a beat). He got seriously injured and he lost a lot of blood, so we had to put him in an artificial coma. We don’t know if he’ll make it, but I’m sure he would appreciate some company. Would you mind following me please?
The doctor then led you to Miguel’s room before softly closing the door behind you.
- Hi, uh, I hope you’re doing OK wherever you are. The doctors said you would like some company, so I’m staying here for a while. I don’t know if you can hear me, but if you can, well, I’m sorry. I really did try my best to save you. And… if I failed… (a knot starts forming in your throat) if you joined your daughter, well, I hope you’re happy with her. And I hope what you told Lyla earlier, the ‘tell Y/N I love them, was true. Because, even though bringing a smile to your face is the hardest thing to do – you know I always like a challenge! You chuckle with a faint smile, I still want to see that grumpy, but lovely, face of yours. Anyway, I’ll stop talking for a while, but I’ll stay here until I have news from the doctors. Please don’t leave us. The multiverse needs you. I need you.
You then kept on telling him random details of your day, as a way to convince yourself he was still alive. You kept on doing so for so much time you ended up falling asleep with your head on his chest, listening to his slow and steady heartbeat.
- Y/N? Softly murmured Miguel after what seemed to you an eternity. He looked a bit taken aback seeing you like this, slowly waking up from your head on his chest.
- Miguel!! you happily exclaimed as you hugged him, wiping away your tears. I thought you were – you know- I thought you didn’t make it and it would be all my fault and-
- Hey hey, he reassured you, softly patting your back, secretly surprised someone cared about him enough to visit him in his hospital room. I’m alive see? I’m a big boy! (he coughs) can you please go ask the doctors for more painkillers please?
A few moments passed as the doctors gave Miguel more medicine. You and Lyla were now talking with the doctors to see when Miguel could go out of the hospital. By a shared agreement, it has been decided that Miguel could leave the hospital only if he lived with a near caregiver.
- There is my apartment! You say as both reached your doorstep. It’s not that big but it’ll -
-Thank you. You truly saved my life.
- That’s my job, silly! You replied with a bright and relieved smile. At least, by living with me, I’ll be able to heal you right away! However, I have a bad news: now, check-ups won’t be weekly anymore but daily!
- But -
- No but! Now get your ass on the couch and relax before I force you to, and r e l a x! You've been through hell today and you need some rest!
You then headed to the kitchen to make something to eat for the both of you, but to your surprise, when you came back, you found him asleep on your couch, it was truly an endearing view.
///…The next morning… ///
-Time to change those bandages, you say to yourself, as a way to give yourself courage.
You then got on top of him, putting your legs on both sides of his hips. You started to take off the bandages on his face, taking endless precautions to not hurt him.
You didn’t notice Miguel was awake until you felt his hands on your waist.
-You’re cute when you’re on top of me, he chuckled with a sly smirk, we should do this more often.
You firmly push him back on the couch before adding:
- Not now big boy, making me flustered won’t make this faster for both of us, now stay still, will you?
You then lightly push his hair back to not hurt him while taking off his bandages. You tried your best to stay focused, but the thing is he still had his hands around your waist, and you would be lying if you told yourself he didn’t look cute underneath you…
After a few moments, Miguel finally broke the silence:
- I didn’t tell you, but you look very cute, carinõ
You rolled your eyes, but your blushing cheeks betrayed you.
Once you were done healing him, you headed to the kitchen to make breakfast for both of you.
Your thoughts were racing like crazy. What if Lyla was right? What if Miguel did see you as more than a friend? Even worse, what if you reciprocated these hypothetical feelings?
A few more days passed as Miguel could now take care of himself on his own.
- Well, there you go… you sigh, your heart aching a bit from seeing him leave. I’m glad you’ve fully recovered now, don’t hesitate to come agai-
He interrupted you by kissing you, having you slightly pinned against the wall of your apartment’s doorstep. It felt like a relief to both of you, as if none of you dared to do it, yet it was like the physical contact was a life threatening need for the both of you.
The kiss was fierce and passionate, yet there was something – you couldn’t quite put your finger on it – you couldn’t help but find cute.
You both stayed in this position for what seemed eternity, but what is an eternity when you are in love?
On the verge of dying falling
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rhosgobelbun · 1 year
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*HANNIGRAM FIC SPOILERS AHEAD*
"“Tell me you won’t get tired of me.”
“I won’t get tired of you.”
“Tell me you don’t care about the money.”
“I don’t care about the money.”
Tears pricked in Will’s eyes. “Tell me you won’t leave.”
Hannibal stepped closer. Pressed his face into Will’s hair. “I will never leave you, Will. And I will never let you leave me.” He kissed Will’s scalp: a dark promise. Will melted against him." - Paragon by BloodyWar2411
🗣 HES LYING 🗣 idk but I deeply feel like HANNIBAL THE CANNIBAL IS LYYYIIIINGGG
I will gladly call myself out on the wrong assumption if it ends up hannibal isNT lying but I feel this shit in my GUT.
HE 👏 IS 👏 LIE 👏 ING 👏
he is going to LEAVE.
this fic is confusing me. he just manipulated?? Will into confessing why he didn't want hannibals help??? Thats what that was right. Stripping in the snow untill Will was so worried about hannibals well being that he ended up admiting why he really didn't want help is manipulative right?
I didn't question him coming in Wills beer and Wills food, ok. It was sexy. And fucking weird. And kinky. And creepy. But like after reading this...
Buddy is GOING TO LEAVE YOU, WILL. He will LEAVE YOU, so you can suffer without him and then he'll come back weeks or months later all "DID WE LEARN A LESSON NOW,HMMM???"
and then I'm gonna wanna punch him in his handsome stupid cannibal face, I can feel it
fml
*sighs deeply and goes back to reading*
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maitarussa · 1 year
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Would you do 🌑, 🗣, & 🗡 for Feanor, please?
HEADCANON ASKS
🌑 Insomnia
Ever since he was a child, Fëanor never slept well. It was always said that his mind moved too quickly to let him rest. Typically, he would lie awake for hours before giving up and starting to work on something new. Often, the only way for him to actually be able to fall asleep would be for Finwë to sing him to sleep— and once Fëanor left home to study under Mahtan, he rarely slept at all.
Later, however, after his marriage with Nerdanel, he found himself able to sleep better and more often. Maybe this was because Nerdanel shared some of the same tendencies, and would often stay up with him— and it was easier for Fëanor to process his thoughts with a similar mind to bounce ideas off of.
After strife grew between them, Fëanor’s sleep patterns returned to their former state, and he rarely slept during his banishment in Formenos. Some say that he did not sleep at all from the Darkening up until his death.
🗣 The Mask of the Extrovert
While some might think that, with his charisma and way with words, Fëanor would naturally be extroverted, this couldn’t be further from the truth. The persona that he held up in public, while no facade, but it was somewhat draining. Fëanor preferred to speak to a crowd from a distance, and though he could easily befriend many if he tried, he instead only had a few close friends outside of his own family— the closest of whom he ended up marrying.
Rather than enjoying social interaction for the sake of forming a connection, Fëanor viewed it as a craft— a rousing speech, a fulfilling conversation, these were seen as successful works rather than the forming of meaningful emotional bonds. He relied very little on the opinions of others relative to his work, and he did not often speak without purpose or for idle pleasure. If Fëanor were to hold conversation, it would likely be to further his goals, rather than for the conversation’s sake itself.
At formal events, once Fëanor had made a (often rather loud and emphatic) appearance, he would often relocate to the edges of the room, and only strike up conversation with those he deemed interesting— otherwise, he would typically be thinking up new ideas for projects. However, he was always very careful to maintain his proper image, and few would actually think of him as stand-offish, or imagine that he preferred solitude to company.
🗡 The Fëanorian Sword-Forms
Along with the forging of weapons, Fëanor developed swordsmanship into an art form. In fact, the Fëanorian swords were designed specifically to be used in this style of combat, which sought to balance precision, control, and elegance. The Fëanorian sword-forms were intricate and calculated, and while very useful in combat, they could also be presented as a solo or group performance, somewhere between a fight and a dance.
In Formenos, Fëanor, his sons, and his followers became highly skilled practitioners of these sword forms. This artistic practice was one of the main reasons that the host of Fëanor defeated the armies of Angband in the Dagor-nuin-Giliath with such devastating precision, despite having little combat experience. The skills used in the performance of the sword-forms translated perfectly into actual combat, allowing the Ñoldor to move together as if they shared one mind, and predict one another’s next movements to make each attack as devastating as possible.
In the meantime, as they had no knowledge of Fëanorian sword-forms, the Hosts of Angband were unable to analyze their foes’ combat effectively. The strength of the forms themselves, combined with the lingering power of Valinor within the Ñoldor, made it so that they were very nearly unstoppable.
This, of course, would change in time— Morgoth’s folk would ultimately learn the patterns of the Fëanorian sword-forms and use this knowledge to counter them, and while still strong and balanced, the overwhelming effectiveness of the sword-forms would fade throughout the First Age.
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goremet-chef · 5 months
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i love polyamory 🗣‼ life changing for real like. IDK i think a lot of my disconnect to things directly comes from autism so to ik to a lot of people they CANNOT imagine such a thing but its pretty easy for me? like its just a bigger relationship its great, i work better in groups anyways thats why like all of my self inserts are inserted into polyam relationships. if its not virginia and kelvin, its link and sidon, papyrus and mettaton LIKE. SHIT LIKE THAT its just second nature for me.
(didnt mean to ramble so hard but welcome back to dominics yapping club today we're going to be yapping about my connection with romantic vs platonic love because its my tumblr and im here to YAP)
i guess that disconnect honestly. i STILL really have no idea if im actually aromantic or not. like i do a lot of yearning but am i REALLY yearning? i cant read myself so i have no idea like genuinely it is a FULL mystery who knows!!!! i think maybe like. okay it falls on bpd and how that affected my relationships, when i think back to it i can tell everyone ive ever been in relationship with, they were my FP so maybe i did love them? but i know i was also obsessed like.... listen looking back on younger me clueless to what bpd even was, having a mental breakdown in middleschool cuz yr online girlfriend made matching icons with HER AND HER FRIENDS FURSONAS..... like genuinely i was SO CRUSHED i thought it was over and done and i was like what about all that we had!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO DRAMATIC OKAY... i dont blame younger me cuz he couldnt have known but like... the signs have always been there KSFS im a lot more. managed now, at least i try my best to be and from what i can tell in my 'recent' relationship adventures, one of them i was ONLY obsessed with for a little while cuz he gave me attention even tho he sucked a little and then the obsession like.. faded. it was over and i said goodbye and that was that (which. IK IT SOUNDS AWFUL but it was one of those sexual interest things and outside of that attention, he was very manipulative and honestly a little rude so. i did the right thing idk why i keep losing the relationship lottery)
i guess i just get nervous about that happening again, but like. im slowly realizing i can be obsessed with someone yes, but i can also love them. i think i spent a while there like.. discrediting any of the love i felt for anyone because it was accompanied with obsession, but thats not true!! i did love them, i loved her and i loved him and it all like. idk its a lie, ive been lying to myself and saying im only capable of brutal obsession when its not true, i can love too. i love all the time!!!!! i love my pets i love my friends like. im a lover!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is honestly the first time im really realizing that tbh but. its the truth even if theres a lot of bitterness and anger and pain inside of me, there is also love
i think my problem is i just dont understand romantic relationship? like on an autism level cuz to me like. whats the difference between a partner and a friend? LIKE GENUINELY cuz im about as affectionate with a friend as how i should be with a partner SO WHERES THE LINE? to me there just is no line like idk i really cant see it! i think if yr dating someone, they SHOULD be yr friend because what................. like how could you get with someone whos not yr friend already yknow what i mean where did you find that guy!!!! and where has he BEEEN put him back bro.....
and even then i think i hear a lot of people describe their relationships as like 'dating their best friend' yes im sure but that just makes it murkier like. i think that romance isnt real guys i think its made up and its just a word, theres this like. this elevation of romantic love in comparison to platonic love and i do not understand why because its the same thing for me? i love my friends just as hard as id love a partner because thats what they DESERVE, so like idk i think in my head i dont see it either way its just love? the lines are too blurry for me to process so i just disregard them completely, somethin like that.
interesting to think about but it. like no one else feels that way so its very. if i did have a partner, could i give them what they need? i could love them til the very end, but like. what do they want from me............... like is there some unspoken rules that i need to have spoken to me or something, is it wrong for me to love my friends like that? is it wrong for me to love my partner like that? like i genuinely cant tell. i know people say ohh when you fall in love its this connection youve never had before its so special and new and different from yr other relationships and to that??? you must just not have very close friends!!! id do anything for my friends id lay my life down for them id eat them out id DO ORGANIZED CRIME AND BECOME A MAFIA BOSS i let them PEER PRESSURE ME INTO DRUGS AND ALCOHOL (lie), id go out on FRIEND DATES BASICALLY its so cute we all go out together and just hang around and shop and eat together like i love it and i would sit in their beds and just. be quiet because we dont need to be talking !!!!!!!!!!! ill sleep with them ill let them touch me even which says a lot cuz i REALLY dont like to be touched!!!!!! its love so deep it makes my brain fuzzy like im giggling right now teehee i love all my friends so much i give every single one of them a little kiss
my POINT IS i jsut dont see the need for like. the labels i guess? because to me there is no difference between romantic and platonic love, its all just LOVE i think thats whats made me feel so. STRANGE all the time, everyone always describes sparks and shit and i just dont understand cuz i spark with everyone i love, i wouldnt love them if i didnt!!!!!! grining
so am i aromantic? i do not know because i dont believe in romantic love/???? like. i dont think its that im lacking romantic attraction i think its just that romantic attraction and platonic attraction are the same thing for me basically like its just RAW LOVE AND ADORATION and i can extend that to anyone
OKAY i know this is so long this is literally me just. im like self mediating myself rn okay im HELPING MYSELF UNDERSTAND ME BETTER cuz i really have no idea whats going on at all
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pandasized-crevice · 2 years
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MY FRESH JUST WATCHED KINNPORSCHE EP8 THOUGHTS
I PROBABLY FORGOT SOME STUFF I NORMALLY TYPE THIS ON MY LAPTOP WHILE I WATCH THE EP BUT RN I JUST HAVE MY PHONE SO ONWARDS WE SCOOT
THEY ARE SO FUCKKMG CUTE PLEAAE LOOK AT THEM
Last night was incredible😏😏
Porsche kissing kinns forehead?YES PLEAse
Me watching them:🥺🥺💖
Oh lord someone’s here
Kinn you asshole!
Pete sweetie…….
A whole thing of bread?nice not obvious product placement yall💀
THE THUMBS UP AHAHA
kinn…..beckoning Porsche….with his finger…..?I’m going to be totally normal about this (this is a lie)
THERE HE GOES
Side note;who eats plain bread for breakfast?not even toasted?!NO JELLY
Bread eating should not be hot…
And yet here we are…..
Kinn and Porsche wearing the others sock can be something so personal
Oh okay so it’s like showing them as days go by
THE FOOT SCENE WE WIN!!!!!!!
Jesus CHRIST ON THE LITTLE TABLE YOU GUYS!?
Punishment….sir ken that’s what’s going on….
Big rn “god I wish that was me”
NOT THE BUTTONS LORD
TO THE WINDOOOOOW TO THE WALL!!!!!!
They are so horny for each other
And I don’t blame them
Jom and Tem!!YOK HELLO QUEEN
Aw Porsche is unsure since kinns his first boyfriend 🥺valid valid
Heartbroken you say??i fucking wonder why🤨⏱🕰⏰
Look at him wanting to go on a date with kinn!!!HE IS TRYING SO HARD
so those aren’t Porsches clothes??!?
Both of them being unused to their relationship is so fucking SCRUMPTIOUS im glad they’re showing it
Me watching kinnporsche be cute:🥰🥺🥰
Me knowing they’re giving us so much fluff cuz angst is coming:🕴🏻😶☹️
Ik they’re a hot ass couple but cafe patrons MIND YALLS BUSSNIES
Aw Porsche don’t let go☹️
Kinn grabbing Porsches hand again YES GOOD
there’s a pig!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!nice
Porsche is so dedicated to making this date perfect please
Porsche being the so that takes pictures before eating and kinn being the so who goes along with it is so fuxking true
Where tf did porsche have that camera?up his ass?
THE FUCKING PHOTO MONTAGE P L E A S E MY HEART
Kinn is so fuxking cute kissing on Porsche?I CANNOT HANDLE
KINN GIVING PORSCHE A PHONE JUST FOR CALLING HIM? W O W
TAWAN🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🚨🚨🚨
Bro why is tawan literally this 🕴🏻🧍🏻
THIS SCENE TOO OMG
Them running around the place is so fucking precious
Kinn just looking at Porsche like THAT my heart has melted
UNDERWATER KISS YALL SEE THAT😮
Quitting smoking you say?
Pete pete pete pete pete💖💖💖
KINN PORSCHE CANT SEXT YOU RN HES ON THE CLOCK
PORSCHE LOOK OUT🚨🧍🏻🗣
well no one said Porsche was an artist…..
These fools sneaking into kinns room please dumb and dumber
Why is Porsche ostrich😭💀
Which celebrity did kinn sleep with LET US SEE PORSCHE 👁👁
ITA THE PICTURE 🗣🗣🗣🧍🏻
Porsche is giving Wei wuxian after he makes wen Ning leave YALL KNOW YALL SEE IT
“If it’s this guy I need the other gun” HELLO?HELLO H E. L L O
Porsche is so cute apo you god amongst men🙌👏👏
DAMN KINN HOWS MY BOY SUPPOSED TO HIDE THESE HICKIES
oh pete….never change
Oh we giving merit i see
Aw Porsche thinks tawan is a ghost 💀😭we know he’s scared of that shit
TANKHUN BELOVED YAY
always with the kdramas he’s just like me
THE MAKEUP💀 That seems so fun actually I wanna do that with my friends
POL PLEASE JESUS CHRIST
tankhun kicking Porsche out 💀harsh but had to be done hes so jumpy
Not Porsche calling kinn cuz he’s scared💀
kinn heard No clothes and he said SAY LESS🏃🏃🏃
WHYD KINN CATXH IT IN HIS MOUTH SIR💀
Oh we talking about 🧍🏻🕴🏻
Anytime porsche says love,in love with kinn,I gain eyebrows
Fuck tawan fr🗣🗣
Kinns face when Porsche pulls out the picture 💀
Tell him porsche tf you still have it sir🤨porsche is JIST LIKE ME FR
Aw they’re doing the merit thing together love that
NO SIR WE DONT NEED A BIGGER ONE THANKS
UM fuck yall🚨🧍🏻🗣
So tawan was just wondering around like that for days?you couldn’t changed or something?
I JUST REMEMBERED THE KIMCHAY STUFF SHIT
so Kim thinks Porsches parents were killed alright same
Kim please no jokes 💀
wasted too much time🤨CHAY IS NOT A WASTE OF TIME YOU WHORE
ANSWER THE PHONE KIM😶👊👊
BABY CHAY!!!
Since Kim showed up to Chays house uninvited it’s only fair that chay do it as well
I.love.chay.SO.MUCH
THE LOVE SONG PLEQAW CHAY😭😭
Kim get ready for me to rock your shit sir it’s coming I AM COMING🕴🏻🚨
Okay the preview,I hate that they’re putting it at the very freaking end damn: YAY THEY PUT HIM IN THE CELL!!! That’d better not be kinn going to see tawan while he’s in the bath…(predicting it now that it’s vegas PLEASE DONT LET IT BE KINN) (SHIT I REWATXHED IT AND I THINK ITS KINN I SEE A RING😭TF YOU DOING THERE KINN)tawan if you don’t shut the fuck up😶👊👊
Y’all I watched this whole ep in a car with my family I need to pterodactyl screech about it so bad😭😭
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compassionatekiller · 2 years
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🗣👋 /hi there
Plot and AU Ideas
Perspective Flip
As ever, let us start with the obvious one: it is decided during that fateful Captains meeting that Unohana should be sent to find Kensei instead of Rose. Thus, Unohana turns into a Visored, and Rose spends the next century thinking he'd lost all of his friends in a single night. Having her life saved by Urahara puts Unohana in a difficult spot; she's eternally grateful that he did that for her, but that's the problem. Her loyalty to Yamamoto has not wavered, despite her exile, but she now feels a similar loyalty to Urahara, and she cannot lie to herself by pretending that those two loyalty could never clash. In addition, because she is still loyal to Yamamoto even after everything, she's never able to fully connect with the other Visored, not like they're able to connect with each other. So after Aizen's defeated and the Vizoreds are offered their old positions back, Unohana leaps at the opportunity, followed more slowly by the other canon returnees. Thus, Rose suddenly has his oldest and closest friends back (even if some of them would take a bit more effort to meet than others), while Unohana has to readjust to everything that's changed in the past century (the only century of the Gotei 13's history she never personally witnessed).
Lost but not Alone
Okay, I lied; this is the most obvious one. The premise of this AU is exactly the same as the previous one, except instead of Rose, Unohana is replacing Love. As in the previous AU, Unohana's loyalty to Yamamoto prevents her from fully adopting the Visored's stated creed of "Fuck Soul Society, We'll Fight For Ourselves." That being said, she is still a dedicated caretaker through and through, and does her damndest to support her fellow exiles in all of their efforts. As a side note, she also took the longest of all of them to subdue her inner hollow; her instinctual side was always much stronger than most, after all. All of this to say that Unohana and Rose have spent 100 years living in a warehouse together, with Unohana doing her best to aid the others despite her hang-ups.
Historical Fantasy AU
Rose is a high-ranking member of Totally-Not-European nobility, a patron and true connoisseur of the arts. This includes the martial arts, which is how he and a foreign dignitary from Totally-Not-Japan named Unohana first meet. Rose's fellow nobility look down their noses at this foreign wench, but as it happens, Totally-Not-Europe has a rich history of settling disputes via duels. Unohana takes advantage of this and quickly demonstrates herself to be completely unbeatable in a one-on-one fight. However, while this is how Rose and Unohana meet, they don't truly connect until Unohana shows herself to also have some skill as a physician when she treats a minor noble and close associate of Rose's named Kira. From there, Unohana and Rose form a sort of friendship, one that disregards origin, but is also deeply frowned upon by the other Totally-Not-European elite.
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🗣👀 for the ask game
🗣 having an argument
With: 👀 forced proximity
Ari and Edward from Neon Glow in Gold Dust!
I’m not going to lie, I am suffering with writer’s block bigger than the sea, so this is not all that good, but I tried my best.
Ari had snapped at him, nothing all that new, he’s a snappy person. But with the sweat forming on his forehead and the way his lungs are closing up, Edward had just had enough. Being trapped in a room will do that to a person.
“Would it kill you to be a little less of an ass? I run around all day making your life easier, I don’t think you even notice!” And, before Ari could cut a word in, he decides to throw in a “-you barely know half the things I do for you, it’s insane that April is nicer to me than you are!”
He almost feels a little bad, because really April is not all that awful as a person. Deranged, yes, but not a bad person.
“I do notice,” Ari replied, back stiff and jaw clenched in the low lighting of their personal hell. “Do you want a handwritten thank-you card with that?”
“Do you even know how smart you would be if you stopped doing...” Edward gestures wildly towards him “...this every five minutes?” He is, of course, loosely referring to Ari’s penchant for sinking in on himself and throwing a pity party instead of actually helping.
“Do you know how smart you would be if you didn’t keep trying to make yourself less intelligent for my benefit?”
He spoke so quietly, through gritted teeth, but the words landed their punch on it’s own. The realisation settles in, sinking his heart down to the pits of his stomach.
“You knew?”
“I had my suspicions.” Ari looks down at his hands, at anywhere but Edward’s face, which has fallen into heartache.
“How long?”
“Does it m-”
“How long, Ari?” His voice aches with it.
“About a year and a half, give or take, I had a feeling but April essentially confirmed it an-”
“And you didn’t tell me? You didn’t think to let me down, o-or anything, you just let me sit here and-”
“I wasn’t trying to, I just couldn’t understand how to approach-”
“In any way!” Edward’s voice reaches a pitch that is embarassingly high, almost cracking in his annoyance “...I could have moved on that long ago?”
Ari doesn’t respond, a flicker of confusion on his face.
It infuriated him for reasons that aren’t really Ari’s fault, Edward will admit, because it hurt in ways that only unrequited love can hurt. He took a step back a moment, feeling the physical force of the other man’s ignorance in the pits of his stomach. As if he hadn’t spent enough of his life feeling unlovable, this is just salt in the wound.
He decides, perhaps wrongly, that he wasn’t having the grief, so he catalyses it into anger and steps up to a man over a foot taller than him with every intention to throw a punch. Or even just shove him a little, but the moment he moves, Ari catches his wrist and holds it gently, easing it by his side.
“I don’t understand,” he mutters “...you can move on?”
Edward blinks up at him. He opens his mouth to speak but honestly the confession that Ari has only ever loved a single person knocks him speechless. All these years that Ari and Neptune had been seperated, Ari’d never even thought of letting go of the heartache. “Did you never try?” He asks, instead.
“No, of course not.”
Ari’s hand burns where it touches his skin. Edward closes his eyes and takes a shaky breath in. It’s so hot in this room, he feels the desperate need for his inhaler, which, stupidly, he’d manage to leave behind the one time he might actually need it.
“I was waiting for you to tell me yourself,” Ari admits “...I didn’t know how to approach it, or how I felt about it and...I still don’t, I thought if I ignore it long enough, he’ll just tell me himself.”
“Okay,” Edward mutters. 
“Okay?”
“Ari, I love you,” he says the words like they’re a burden on him, exhaling them out of his lungs for the first time. When he looks at Ari, he’s poorly concealing his surprise, but honestly Edward is too tired to pry any further into that. “...and now I’m probably going to die in here with you, which is very romantic and all, but not at all what I wanted.”
“You’re not going to die in here,” Ari sighs, reaching up to unbutton his sweat-soaked shirt; Edward tries not to stare, perhaps with very little avail “...two of the most intelligent men in Arcadia are trapped in a locked room, so how do we get out?”
Edward takes a deep breath in, before he nods. “Okay, okay, let me see what I’ve got in my bag.”
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goldenguillotines · 2 years
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🗣 Travix + Kiwako
Wow.
"Cozy?"
Travix nervously fidgeted with the hem of his sweater.. Kiwakos arm had been slung over his shoulder the entire duration of their little 'hang out'... close enough for their legs to touch. The movie? Yeesh. this film was absolute trash. He never really was one for much films.. or series or anything like that. It was all noise. Too harsh and loud. Much preferred the noise to be from *someone* in front of him. At least he could sit and nod his head.. listening.. How could he focus right now!?
"Yeah.. I am hehe. Y𖤓ure warm Kiwa. Hard n-n𖤓t t𖤓 be.. hehe."
He could only muster a nervous smile. That signature 'heh' from the violet blood.. and that smirk.. God he wanted to kinda.. Kinda cover his growing blush on his face.. There was something incredibly endearing about him.. Something.... But those feelings were buried.. or were they?
"Not gonna lie.. This movie was recommended to me from Yaorri. She said you mentioned wanting to watch it.. After yknow.. I asked."
Kiwako huffed, clearly a little peeved over a detail Travix wasn't aware of- That he had to heckle the mutant blood into coughing up some detail so he could 'surprise' the deer boy.
"𖤓-𖤓h? Uhm.. Hahh.. Thats.That's.. kinda sweet 𖤓f y𖤓u.. trying t𖤓 include me like that.."
His hands continued to knead the bottom of his sweater.. sheepishly looking up at the seadweller.. before eyes darting away- a bit too intimidated to look him in the eyes.
"Pssh. It's really nothing. I mean. You've gone out of your way to include me.. and get me involved with our friends.. butttt if you wanna keep being cute and praise me.. I wouldn't mind~"
That sharp grin of his made his face burn... aaahhhhhhAAHHHHHHH... He huffed lightly jabbing his side. The violet huffed before laughing.
"D𖤓n't t-tease meee!"
His laugh was making him so.. So!! Flustered!! He was acting like he did when they were dating again! It was super embarrassing!! They both agreed.. but.. maybe.. Maybe Travix was the one applying too much to Kiwako's gestures.. This was just friendly time.. He enjoyed being close to his friends.. Siyona and Yaorri were always this close too when sitting next to him.. But why was it bothering him a little?
"Hehehe.. Not sorry I like messing with you. You're not a stick in the mud like the other two! It's fun!"
Yeah.. Fun.. That's all it was.. and should be. Just some fun. After all, he wasn't sure he could handle the heart attack that was having a crush in red on TWO trolls.. A nightmare is what that would result in.. and he certainly wasn't going to entertain the thought of catching some red feels for his best friend again.
"Maybe I-I sh𖤓uld be a stick in the mud t𖤓𖤓! I'll-I'll.. smack ya like Ya𖤓rii w𖤓uld!!"
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Hey hey hey author chan here before we get started I just want to let you know of a few things I AM Changing some of the lyrics for plot Purposes also all the characters go to school at Tokyo again plot Purposes also i have a second account i posted about it already it's called Luna Songbird with a pic of semi okay formalities out the way start the story
As shoyo was going to the airport to return to Japan the friends he made in brazil came to see him off
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His Brazilian friends:🎶Sigue andando el camino por toda su vida Respira...🎶
Shoyo smiles as he walked to his boarding gate As he did so he said
Shoyo: 🗣 Breathe
He could still hear his friends only faintly now as they said
His Brazilian friends:🎶Y si pierdes mis huellas que dios te bendiga Respira.🎶
Which translates to And if you lose my tracks, God bless you. Breathe.
After A long flight Shoyo has returned back from Brazil he is walking the streets he use to know they seem familiar but at the same time different he knows these are the streets he grew up in just at the top of the mountain these are the same streets he childhood friends live on yet why does it feel different Sho started to walk while seeing people that he knows he waves sheepishly
Shoyo: 🎶This is my street I smile at the faces I've known all my life They regard me with pride And everyone's sweet They say, "You're going places!" So how can I say that while I was away I had so much to hide!🎶
Oikawa who just came back himself ran upto him and hugged him then said
Oikawa: welcome home sunshine
Sho smiled and carried on walking Oikawa's words echoed and lingered in his head
Shoyo:🎶 Hey guys, it's me! The biggest disappointment you know.” The kid couldn't hack it he's back and he's walkin' real slow Welcome home (underline welcome home) Just breathe...🎶
Oikawa: 🎶Sigue andando el camino por toda su vida Respira...🎶
Kita: 🎶Y si pierdes mis huellas que dios te bendiga Respira...🎶
I then saw Kenma he ran and hugged me and he asked me
Kenma: why you back so soon you had what another year
Shoyo: i know ken i time out before going back to do my last exams
(Lie but what can i say to my best friend i dropped out because what i was searched and And my room mate was racist and i just couldn't hack the comments i was getting) kenma then interrupted my thoughts
Kenma: hey i heard you're now famous in brazil Ninja sho
Shoyo: haha yeah 😅
Kenma: well there's kuroo see you later at our old hang out spot
Shoyo: sure will
Kuroo: hey chibi chan welcome home
Shoyo: hey Kuroo san good to be home
I start walking again i passed a kid playing music on a boombox
Shoyo: 🎶 As the radio plays old forgotten boleros I think of the days when this city was mine I remember the praise🎶
He saw his old middle school friends and waved as he walked when someone ran and hugged him from behind and said in a whispered voice only sho could hear
????: Ay, te adoro, te quiero,” welcome home sunshine
Which translates to Oh, I adore you, I love you,"
Sho turned around and hugged the person Before sharing a tender kiss
Shoyo: good to be home I missed you Jiro
Kenjiro smiled and grabbed sho's hand as they kept walking as they were walking hand in hand to meet sho parents sho sang
Sho: 🎶The neighborhood waved, and Said, “Shoyo, be brave and You're gonna be fine!And maybe it's me But it all seems like lifetimes ago🎶
Shirabu looked at him in a questioning and confused way as everyone sho knew walked up to him hugged him and said
Everyone: 🎶Te adoro Te quiero Respira! Respira🎶
Which translates to I adore you I love you Breathe! Breathe!
Sho: 🎶So what do I say to these faces that I used to know? “Hey, I'm home🎶
Sho saw Kita's grandma who use to babysit him she came up to him and hugged him she was fluent in spanish and Portuguese so thinking sho is more accustom to Spanish now she spoke to him in Spanish
Grandma kita: Mira shoyo
Translates to look shoyo
Sho: Hola Abuela Kita san
Grandma kita: no me importa el
Translates to I don't care about him Which sho took that as a sign and said
Sho: They're not worried about me
Everyone:¡Si él hace el grado!
Shirabu looked at the people speaking in Spanish wondering what they are saying he only learn a little
Sho: 🎶I am the one who made it out! The one who always made the grade But maybe I should have just stayed home...🎶
Shirabu: but why sunshine when you are making everyone proud
Shoyo’s thoughts 💭 yeah that's me a real crowd please at the end of the day am i making me happy anwser no but i will just smile for you jiro for my parents and for them
As sho thought that he looked at everyone then he started to have flashbacks of when his life was simpler as he did so he sang again
Shoyo: 🎶When I was a child I stayed wide awake Climbed to the highest place On every fire escape Restless to climb🎶
Shirabu: I remember you telling me that it was you and your childhood friends i never understood why
Shoyo : 🎶I got every scholarship Saved every Yen The first to go to college How do I tell them why I'm coming back home? With my eyes on the horizon. Just me and the Tokyo Tower, asking, "Gee Shoyo, what'll you be?"🎶
Shirabu: my strong independent fantasic clever boyfriend maybe even husband
Shoyo: flattery will get you everywhere Jiro
They carried on walking and sho carried on singing
Shoyo: 🎶Straighten the spine Smile for the neighbors Everything's fine Everything's cool The standard reply: “Lots of tests, lots of papers.” Smile, wave goodbye And pray to the sky, oh, god.. And what will my parents say?🎶
Shirabu: just tell them and your brothers the truth Hajime and Hisashi will understand
Everyone:🎶Shoyo..🎶
Shoyo: 🎶Can I go in there and say🎶
Everyone:🎶Shoyo..🎶
Shoyo: 🎶“I know that I'm letting you down..”🎶
Grandma Kita came back to Shoyo seeing he was closed to a panic attack so she tried to calm him down Before he went to his parents shirabu hugged him and said
Shirabu: 🎶Just breathe...🎶
he then saw his childhood friends the miya twins and suna
Sho: Hey come here
Suna: bestie when did you get back
Shoyo: last night I am glad to be back honestly i missed you especially you Jiro
Osamu: We missed you too
Atsumu: We missed you too
Suna: We missed you too
Shirabu: We missed you too
Mr Iwaizumi: Sunshine!!!
Mes Iwaizumi: darling come here welcome home
Hisashi: Little bro
Hajime: Little bro
Everyone went in to the restaurant sho told his parents why he was really home early about how his roomMate accused him of stealing and how it has to be him because he was a foreigner plus he lost his motivation after all that even for volleyball even though he is famous and has the title of Ninja sho he also felt something was missing the shirabu spoke
Shirabu: I know you feel lost and confused but I meant whar I said as we were walking here so Iwaizumi Shoyo I want you to be my Husband will you marry me
Shoyo: will you get off the dirty floor if i say Yes
Shirabu: absolutely
Shoyo: then yes yes i will marry you
Shirabu sprung at him and kissed him despite have the worse experience in college coming home seemed to make up for it coming back to his friends family and his husband to be was what he was missing he was home home to stay
Sho: I'm home just breathe
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14 fe bru ar y 2023 Sdsy autocorrect being weird: SDSU stay.. was trying 2 type Tuesday 12:24 am pdt
they never mean anything they say unless it has to do with dying. Killing me. I anticipate dying pain abdomen stomachache? Piercing pain 12:25 am pdt see? I can’t though Bcz you’re not here.
A classmate of mine decided to collect people’s cell phones 📱 & put them up on a wall as a social experiment contest. Prize was a new phone 📱 if the last one. I have (1:18 am pdt gave) her mine for 2-3 days. I did not win. Then after I graduated 2009, she went on a camping ⛺️ trip & died in a car accident. She was a philosophy & art practice major. 12:29 am pdt
12:30 am pdt in Kroeber hall I think it was I was walking 🚶🏿‍♀️ through the halls & a guy who I didn’t see his face did a weird pivot in front of me, & I thought It was strange. Someone seemed to call (heart pain 12:32 am pdt heart ♥️) out to that guy “Amar!” Autocorrect: Brendan I A... ok. Amar is a familiar name to me. I hung out with someone named Amar. But I didn’t know this Amar. 12:34 am pdt so it caught my attention, too. 12:35 am pdt (#3 feels 12:35 am pdt & hot 🥵) if you recall, Amar Malik helped write ✍️ Stereo Hearts ♥️ so there’s that, too. Lots of coincidences. 12:37 am pdt
≈12:23 am pdt incubus was burning my back & pulling apart my hip bones 🦴😖😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭12:38 am pdt
12:39 am pdt I also found online in 2017 that Amar Malik reviewed cell phones 📱. A weird thing I also found on Wikipedia ≈2013/2014 forget when that he was originally a computer programming major. At Virginia tech? 12:41 am pdt some weird stuff was going on with my MacBook’s WiFi... weird. Also ≈2015/2016 I looked inside that laptop 👩🏻‍💻 & found some wet silver stuff... I don’t know where this wet silver stuff is coming from. I bought the laptop in 2007 & this was not a part of the laptop 👩🏻‍💻 that I usually looked at. 12:43 am pdt
going back to university... there was a day everyone’s projects were playing & on display & it’s near the end of the semester, in the gallery open to public. A tall thin brown skin young man was next to me wearing a bright red T-shirt. 12:45 am pdt
12:46 am pdt the lights of the room I think is off, w/ natural light 💡 filtering in through the hallway windows 🪟???? Right shin pain 😖😭😤🥵😤🥵😤🥵 12:47 am pdt my dvd 📀 of my project was playing & near the end I’m screaming in it & made a hole in the wall w/ a chair 🪑. The guy standing next to me yells out “she’s crazy! She’s really crazy!” & I almost say to him “I’m right here” but I don’t. I didn’t have enough confidence? To talk to this stranger? Often also I don’t feel like I can speak 🗣. 12:50 am pdt I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ if this guy is the same guy who pivoted in front of me at that other moment. I think I sometimes don’t have a very good visual face memory? 12:51 am pdt
beats 🎧 audio head phones are also (weird farting I don’t like 😩😖😭head right side temple stabbed pain 12:53 am pdt) I think incubus is going to kill me afterthis. In music video maroon 5 give a little more. 12:54 am pdt Steve LaMar & Steve LaMar 2 different guys? 12:55 am pdt Sierra LaMar’s dad.
1:18 am pdt I don’t like the way this is going with incubus I really don’t trust them. He’s going to tear me apart. I’m going to not have legs 🦵 soon. 1:19 am pdt or I will be dead soon. I’d rather die than live with out legs 🦵. I’ve been through enough misery/agony. 1:20 am pdt
6:59 am pdt diarrhea feeling when I wake up 🆙 a few mins ago. They really destroyed too much of my brain 🧠 it’s giving me anxiety.
7 am pdt I don’t see a happey ending. They really told me so. I am losing the ability to keep reality & emotions straight? Logic - ability to hold onto it? One thought 💭. They came clean to me, that everything is a manipulation tactic. 7:03 am pdt I’m guessing from now on they cannot hold onto the lie. Bcz they are probably going full force on killing me.
7:04 am pdt they had folded pages pages of my dictionary to tell me that I was going to be extremely damaged to win at near the end of last year - the fight to improve society - a martyr but I guess that should have been my hint that they’re lying 🤥 about being my husband & children 👶. They all manipulated me w/ showing me tears & puffy eyes 👀 as if they don’t have control over how damaged I become. They beat me up. If I ever point out something. 7:07 am pdt they are destroying me. 8 billion is a lot. Why keeps going up? They have capabilities to support a bigger population but they don’t want a bigger population. How many stars ⭐️ are there in the universie? Are we really alone in the universe? 7:09 am pdt
7:25 am pdt the question 🙋🏻‍♀️ is I guess as a beast w/ the head injury 🤕 who healed ??? Coming from the oven ocean 🌊.............. are you going to stand alone hidden in agony or out in the open for everyone to see so that you can really see that god is a liar 🤥 w/ no intentions of making society better????
ANYONE who doesn’t help me, will be considered GUILTY of supporting human (pain. ! Brain 🧠 inside ow!) s*x trafficking. If Amar Malik & whoever knew him to be at UC Berkeley December 2008 doesn’t come forward & anyone who knows the voice did not originate in Holland doesn’t come forward. You will all be speculated to be guilty of supporting human s*x trafficking. Beats audio head set is alink. 7:30 am pdt & so am I. If you don’t come out with the truth, you will not be set free. You can do what the devil incubus wants or you can make this easy. 7:31 am pdt 7:32 am pdt
would you rather go down swinging alone or out in the open so we can show the world 🌎 what a liar god is? 7:32 am pdt
Joe, you need to stop hiding from. Me. 7:33 am pdt I believe you told Simon cowbell something & that’s why he’s like that now. L
7:43 am pdt 7:44 am pdt that includes you Instagram stop 🛑 suspending my account you’re hiding evidence from everyone. 7:44 am pdt
7:45 am pdt I saw on YouTube that heather hamptons real last name is heather lean ≈2013. Same last name as “Brendan” [email protected] 7:46 am pdt linked to the link
7:55 am pdt incubus will kill when he wants. Simon barely said a thing & he destroyed him. He was standing alone at the time? 7:55 am pdt
7:58 am pdt my head is burning 🔥 I guess no one will help me. So the world 🌎 will be always the same. I will be gone. But every one who could have spoken up 🆙 will most likely die too after I’m gone/dead. 8 am pdt
8:44 we can go down swinging punches tiger tiger together in public or die alone. 8:45 am pdt
8:46 am pdt I guess only
robots 🤖 are reading 📖 my tumblr 8:47 am pdt
9:44 am pdt guess I am crazy . No one’s going to help. No one cares. Everybody likes human trafficking. “Porn makes the world go round.” - incubus. Porn = s*x human trafficking? A component of? 🤔9:46 am pdt
guess we are really doomed to continue on like this forever. 9:48 am pdt I didn’t realize that we would be after all the brain 🧠 washing last year. Have to readjust again to the idea 💡 of a tortured painful life & death ☠️ again. Up 🆙 down up 🆙 down roller coaster 🎢 9:51 am pdt unfortunately.
tick tock autocorrect: tock to kill. 9:54 am pdt death ☠️ is enevitable. You think incubus is going to keep you? He’s interested in very young woman 👩🏻 for s*x only. That’s why he cheats. He likes them naïve. 9:56 am pdt
9:57 am pdt if you like old duck 🦆 d*ck 🍆who will dispose of you easy... 9:58 am pdt
probably only today I have left to live. 10:05 am pdt the way it’s going. After today it will probably no longer be possible to change anything. 10:06 am pdt time will be up. Written in stone. 10:07 am pdt
10:08 am pdt Scott once went w/ a bunch of his friends to the science 🧬 academy museum place? W/o his best friend J. J. Was so mad they went w/o him & (10:12 am pdt he was working), including J’s girlfriend who I think he recently married. They all took a picture together, w/ J’s girlfriend standing in front of Scott. What a great best friend. Forced nicolatian? Possibly. Not sure. Speculation. But maybe worth thinking about & keeping it in your memory. Own idea 💡 alluding to what the future holds & the present. 🎁 brain 🧠 acid & sandpaper pain. Scott I think 🤔 might have taken another young woman 👩🏼W/ them. I think her name was joanna something like Dunham? I forget. 10:14 am pdt my bRain 🧠- probably a bad omen. The accidental spelling. I guess a lot of guys like that sort of nicolatiam stuff including incubus Bcz it looks like he’s threatening me w/acid in my brain 🧠 again w/ accidental spelling w/ R capitalized = acid Rain 🌧 in brain 🧠😞 10:17 am pdt
I forget the name of the place probably San Francisco 10:17 am pdt I guess incubus thinks it is love to tell a middle age man to rape an 11 year old girl 👧. That’s incubus love. Never ending story. 10:19 am pdt
10:23 am pdt maybe in other situations it would b ok if you don’t already have a partial commitment to someone that’s meant as a trial run to marriage if it was a group date, but he’s king 🤴 david w/ a lot of power. Can’t say no in the land of nod. 10:23 am pdt helicopter 🚁 passing by. 10:25 am pdt
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Americas funniest home videos
Scott’s mural at a pizza 🍕 place
fuze? YouTube video
a clip from will Ferrell animated movie 🎥 in an interview show
I will look 👀 for urL of the fuze. I got ta go I think 💭 11:36 am pdt
11:57 am pdt can’t find it. /watch?v=v60lwuZczSk
might an i or an L not sure this is different that came up 🆙 in search 🔦. 11:59 am pdt coughing difficulty breathing pain skull 💀 brain 🧠 when coughing 12 pmpdt hot 🥵😤🥵😤
about 20 mins ago I started feeling greedy like I want all the money 💰 I’m the world 🌎 I’m greedy I’m greedy I’m greedy I’m greedy I’m greedy I’m greedy I feel wicked & cruel. Why? Bcz I saved money 💰 & didn’t share w/ my aunt & cousin? 😞 I didn’t kick them out. My mom did. I feel guilty though Bcz I gave her a hard time about hand washing, the way the trash was taken out, making a mess won the kitchen floor when they ate. It was a lot I thought I remembered at the time - for a second made me feel wicked about talking about it. That’s what a table and placemat is for. Eat on the table. Don’t let it fall on the floor. I vacuumed literally minutes b4 she came &!started eating then my cousin copied her soon after. At the time my aunt believed I was bad, & my mom sat w/ her in spark (12:15 pmpdt park) to talk to give her a second chance to convince her not to kick her out. I grew up having to be quiet & not interrupt her sleep 🛌. Whenever my mom woke up Bcz of a noise I produced she got very mad at me. My aunt & cousin didn’t seem to try to respect that at the time. My mom made excuses for them at first saying, I should really be up 🆙 at 7 am anyway. We were both in btwn jobs. & I think I was paying for 3/4 ? 2/3? Of the rent at the time. I think I remember admitting to my mom that I should not have been as hard about it to her as I was, that I should not have yelled at her? I think 🤔 I said that. But something really made my mom want to kick 🦵 her out. Was it me? Was it them? Was it something else? 12:14 pmpdt I was extra hard on her Bcz I was afraid to live together. I actually wasn’t comfortable with the idea 💡 but my mom said we had no choice? I should have been not as hard as I was. I think 🤔 though if she didn’t give me a hard time about some things like that I knew better about eating 🍽 the chocolate burnt hard rock cake, therefore it was wrong of me to complain about them being noisy at a time I was trying to catch up on sleep 🛌. Does brain 🧠 damage from getting punched in the top of the head. Does that make you more likely to not be able to control your cravings & eating impulses? 😱😰 🧟‍♀️🧟🧟‍♂️😱😤🥵😤🥵😤🥵🥺 I think I might have had a fear that she was going to walk all over me at some point. Is this unlikely? Unfounded? I should have not complained. They weren’t going to be around everyday. I probably should have just tolerated it. I wasn’t comfortable w/ the idea 💡 of living w/ them though Bcz of myself. Bcz I was too afraid of my past. Bcz I condemned myself. I guess she’s really mad at me for getting kicked out. Maybe if she was not noisy & didn’t intentionally interrupt my mom’s sleep 🛌 maybe we would have stayed together? Maybe my fears would have subsided & eased into the new living arrangement? Maybe? I feel like I am full of it at that thought 💭 but it probably could have worked out if we talked? We lived w/ each other periodically b4 & I did live at least once w/ a roommate in college for a year. It wasn’t easy but it wasn’t too difficult. Now I’m starting to feel like I am the problem again. We tried to be friends 😞. I am a problem. I feel wicked & cruel. 12:35 pmpdt
12:36 pmpdt my roommate suggested I live alone the next year. She was learning to be a counselor so I took her advice. She almost transferred out of our dorm but I convinced her to stay. When the year was over? I think she also started to get cold feet 🦶 about adjusting to different roommates. I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ if that meant that I was an ok roommate that she mayb was thinking she should have been my roommate again or if she wanted to live alone, too. We hung out a few times the next year & I met her new room mates. Autocorrect: knife kill. Behalf (head 12:47 pmpdt) cutting pain 12:42 pmpdt incubus wants me to stay quiet 🤐 on something important regarding someone I ran into @ university. Probably another fake out device that he’s going to claim if I reveal that it’s a form of double crossing even though he very rarely tells me anything. 22:44 12:44 pmpdt I don’t really believe his stories anymore though. 12:45 pmpdt I’m hesitant both ways.
12:51 pmpdt I’m hesitant both ways Bcz he hurt me a lot! 😭😭😭😭😵😵😵😵
1:15 pmpdt I still feel guilty. I feel Ike I’ve been greedy. Too greedy. Bcz of how I felt when I made specific decisions regarding money 💰? For example above. Maybe I should have been more giving. 1:17 pmpdt I had some things to consider though that really would have cut into my savings: student loan, maybe helping my mom more with paying off her credit cards should have been on the table - & I used that as reason to convince her to stay with me so we could share the cost in rent. 1:20 pmpdt also I thought a little about going to an Amen’s clinic but that was expensive & I wasn’t sure if I was brave enough. I also oddly became a little stingy while taking accounting classes - I didn’t buy something that I needed for class, I tried to do without it. 1:25 pmpdt (heart♥️ pain 1:25 pmpdt exhaling hot 🥵 air) 1:26 pmpdt 1:31 pmpdt strangely now at this moment I feel apathetic? Not caring? Greed w/o guilt. Now the guilt is creeping back in. Makes me question if I’m a good person or not. What’s real. Left shin pain. I feel worthy of disdain? My dad was a teacher 👨🏻‍🏫 & said he didn’t make a lot of money 💰 he had to think of ways to cut his expenses down. Sometimes he seemed to splurge on a few things. When he retired he moved to a cheaper place to live. 1:36 pmpdt I usually saved money he gave me until college. I bought an old car, used text books, & bought frozen dinners to take to school 🏫 (burning hot 🥵 legs 🦵) or ate in the cafeteria. Sometimes I starved myself & only ate snack bars. In high school 🏫 I gave my sister money for 2 middle school 🏫 yearbooks. 1:40 pmpdt sometimes I wore hand me downs in community college. 1:41 pmpdt I was greedy sometimes w/ food. 😓😵🥵🥵🥵🥵😭😭😭😤🥵😤🥵😤🥵 1:42 I feel like I failed a test. 1:43 pmpdt
2:06 pmpdt 2:07 I go round in circles repeatedly about a lot of thoughts 💭. Like, if there wasn’t a god, would I have done bad things? Would I go & do stuff? Am I extremely fake ? There are times I believe that I would. Now it feels I’m going insane from time to time. Trying to stay out of trouble. Fighting a lot of feelings that overwhelm me. Would I have caved otherwise if I didn’t think there would be consequences? Am I good or bad? I feelthat I am bad. My brain is wrecked so should I be hard on myself? I have put up with neglect & abuse. 2:12 pmpdt all I can say is I’m glad I didn’t go that far in bad deeds to others. & that I’m not a man. I hope I’m not a man.. is my vag real???? Or is it fabricated by god???? I once questioned whether I was born with a penis & no one wants to tell me. Sarah Silverman baby penis on my mind 2:15 pmpdt this feels dangerous to write ✍️ but I put context here. Will people forgive this???? 2:16 pmpdt
3:14 pmpdt I’m back down the roller coaster 🎢 again. I feel I’m fake. That I’m sacrificial lamb 🐑. Is the incubus so desparate to get rid of me that he would allow rape to happen? To trick me? Bcz incubus doesn’t care for people? So it’s my fault that rape happened? Such as a police 👮‍♀️ officer 👮‍♀️ needing a speeder to give tickets 🎫 to? The child was raped Bcz he needed to give me a job to do???? 😱😰 is this the only way he could think to get rid of me & maintain a façade that he’s fighting crime? Not originally what I was going to write ✍️ but I guess this is close to what I was thinking. I feel like I have a fairytale 🧚🏽‍♀️ land in my head but reality is bleaker now that I’m getting a glimpse of different feelings that god gives me. 😰reality is he’s going to kill me. Maybe he has (vag pain stings 3:22 pmpdt- feels like a sarcastic joke Bcz I ran away his way of calling me a p*ssy) run 🏃🏻‍♀️ out of patience so he’s giving me a dose of reality. 3:24 pmpdt I don’t feel happy in reality. 3:25 pmpdt this feels real, reality feels bleak. God is scary 😦. 3:26 pmpdt why would god make people do stuff like that? He really doesn’t care or love ❤️ specific people? Only some rich 🤑 people? Or does he not love ❤️ them either. This reason I thought 💭 a minute ago now I’m forgetting they took it away from me that god really likes to sacrifice & that nothing matters. 😱😰😨 3:29 this is extremely bleak. I don’t seem to have a chance at survival or recovery. He really enjoys being that way - cruel, wicked, greedy, deceitful, lecherous... 3:31 pmpdt this is awful 😞
3:32 pmpdt I have questioned what’s my true self. What is his true self & why does he do what he does? Now I question again but I remember reaching a similar conclusion years ago probably 2017/2018. Life is short. & so am I. 3:34 pmpdt I feel that I have bad luck. & I will soon be resting peace ☮️ peace ✌️. Faith why have any of it? Think it’s a device to mislead. 3:37 pmpdt I think the incubus has been stealing my food 🥺😖😭😤🥵😤🥵😤🥵😖😭😖😭😖😭😱😰 probably did it for years, especially when I had difficulty breathing. 3:39 pmpdt
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🗣 Finn
Send 🗣 to hear what my muse thinks of yours
Anthony has been an amazing friend from almost the first moment we met. He's quiet and thoughtful, he always thinks of me first and how he could help me. That annoys me sometimes I'm not going to lie... but he does it from the heart. I have the feeling sometimes that he wants more than just friendship... I mean, we did do a few things. I guess the future will have to figure that out for us... I have the feeling Anthony isn't honest with himself and his feelings.
@xxxlovedandlostxxx
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MY FRESH JUST WATCHED KINNPORSCHE EP13 THOUGHTS
oh this ep is full hour,i'm scared....
i got my bingo card lets see if I get anything
IMMEDIATELY SCREAMING
vegas calling pete sexy?(we been knew petes sexy)but to hear vegas say it
also pete doesn't have his bandages🤨
and he's holding petes hand i love that
be who you arrrrreeee
kinn take a good look at porsches face and tell me you believe he's okay😐
more hand holding🥰 i love hand holding🥰
yeah-thats a lie we hold grudges in this house🕴🏻
kinns so happy please🥺
PAPA WE CALL KORN PAPA NOW?!?!👁👁🫥
OOOOOOOH
you telling me vegas is watching a video so he can cook for pete
🚨SHIT ITS HIS DAD🚨
OOOOH TELL HIM VEGAS
WAIT DON'T
YALL SAW HOW HIS DAD FUCKING TURNED HIS RING TO SLAP VEGAS WHAT A WHORE😠
TELL US KINN WHAT SHOULD PORSCHE PUT IN HIS MOUTH😏😏😏
come on porsche tell him
DAMN YOU CHAN WE ALMOST GOT COMMUNICATION
Kinn i love you fr🫶
COME ON KINN YOU KNOW SOMETHING UP WITH HIM
pete my boy:(😭
im going to fucking cry PETE💔
pause: bible and build are so pretty
your life like this cuz your dads an asshole babe
NO STOP VEGAS
TANKHUN MY LOVE
TELL THEM BABE MAKE THEM SEE
NO PETE 🗣YOU WERE NEVER USELESS🗣
PETE NO WHAT THE FUCK GUYS😨
yall respect bible and build they are Acting their asses off rn thats TALENT🫅🫅
im so scared rn yall
OOH I SEE
OH SHIT
what is this girl.........
PAUSE: TANKHUN IK THIS IS A FUNERAL FIT BUT ITS GIVING 🫣😳
aw porsche rubbing kinns shoulder
tag yourself i'm pol crying
THE ATM BRO
PETE MADE IT BACK YES
arm and pol running away and porsche jumping on kinns back?i expect nothing less from those fools
porsche poking pete to see if he's real I love him
poor pete YALL SQUEEZING HIS WOUNDS GUYS
HIS BRUSIES STOP:(😭
pete still trying to smile💔he makes me so sad
hi kim
leave him alone kim
YUH BLOCK THAT MAN CHAY
rip the wik shrine☠️
STOP THE POLAROID
BRO HOW MANY DOES HE HAVE
time for kim to make a chay shrine
YEAH FUCK IT MEMORY CHAY
vegas crying,petes,crying,IM CRYING
porsche that was so fucking sus and obvious😐
don't just believe pete he’s going through it
AH HA kinn knows porsche isn't telling him something AND then this sus phone call? the misunderstandings are coming🕴🏻
aw tankhun loves pete he makes me soft
aw lord what's porsche doing
VEGAS?!
YES GET HIM PORSCHE👊👊👊
so he's asking vegas for help
OH HO VEGAS HAS SEEN PORSCHE'S MOM
porsche do not tell me you brought pete to vegas in exchange for info
porsche has been mafiaed yall🔫🔫
OH MY GOD
DAMN HEADBUTT
porsche wearing the suit jacket is throwing me off idk why
whom?
AYO THESE ARE PORSCHE'S PARENTS GRAVES
if kinn took them there to talk to porsches parents i WILL cry
welp im crying im SOBBING 😭😭😭
SHUT THE FUCK UP😦🚨😳 ITS THE POOL FUCKING SCENE NO WAY🚨
THE WAY I WAS GONNA PUT ON THE BINGO CARD POOL SCENE HAPPENS BUT I THOUGHT NAH NO WAY?!
IM NOT READY I NEED MY EARPHONES🏃🏃
YESSSSSSSSSSS KINN SAID I LOVE YOU TO PORSCHE🥰🙌 (which yes kinn has shown he loves porsche with his actions but him saying the 3 words to porsche is just chefs kiss😙)
porsche pinning kinns hands? 🥴girl BYE
deutache(correct spelling?idk her)bank we finally meet
porsche hun be careful don't fall outta the pool
SCREAMING but without...without the...🫠🫣
i love that they hug after 🫂❤️
porsche please you can trust kinn
shit yall SHIT
GODDAMN IT HE DID LEAVE
love you😊 bye
little baby chay hey girl
wait we taking chay?FOR WHY
this just makes it seem like they're running away😐
bro tankhun loves them he wants to go get them☹️❤️
HEY WHORE TELL US EVERYTHING😠🔫
FUCK THIS PORSCHE WITNESSED HIS PARENTS GET SHOT NOW HIS UNCLE?!
OH HE'S REMEMBERING YES
okay so korn & gun went to get porsche's mom but since she wouldn't leave/porsches dad was like fuck yall they killed them
SHIT IT'S KINN?
but why would he fucking shoot porsches uncle THAT MAKES NO SENSE WHO REALLY DID
PETE'S WITH KINN?!OH HO
H U H AHH PORSCHE WAIT WE NEED KORN TO TELL US THE TRUTH
SHE WAS YOUR W H A T😦🫥😧
AND I DIDNT EVEN GET A FUCKING BINGO DAMNIT
FUCK YALL THE FINALE IS GOING TO BE WILD IM READY YET TERRIFIED
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