#do not tell me about edge of time

[cannedmuffins]

Wanting to make an oc to ship with Miguel I also decided he needed a Black Cat in his own universe.

(Also there’s layers of shipping involved in this because Spider-Man x Black Cat is one of my fav ships with Peter and the Batman/Catwoman like dynamic is just 🤌)

#do not tell me about edge of time #i know there was a black cat clone in 2099 in that game #cannedmuffins #oc #my art #miguel o'hara #miguel x reader #miguel x oc #miguel o hara x reader #miguel o hara x oc #spiderman x black cat #black cat #spiderverse oc #spiderverse #spider man #spiderman x oc

[stairset]

I think the portrayal of Spider-Man 2099 in Across the Spider-Verse is in-character in that aside from like Shattered Dimensions he's always been portrayed as a bit of an asshole who slips into anti-hero territory at times and generally has a "needs of the many over the needs of the few" mindset and given his specific circumstances in the movie it's not unreasonable to think he could take the actions he does. However it does kinda suck that since like 99% of moviegoers had no idea who he was before the movie came out their first impression of him is when he's in an antagonistic role and people think "antagonist" and "villain" are synonyms so now I'm gonna have to listen to people who've never read a comic saying he's a villain or isn't a real Spider-Man for the rest of time or at least until he inevitably changes his mind in the third one.

#hell you don't even need to read a comic just look up a let's play of spider-man edge of time you'll get what i mean #but yeah i saw a post that was like #''the first movie had a joke about how spider-man doesn't wear a cape and miguel has a cape they did that to show he's not spider-man'' #as if he hasn't had that cape since his creation 30 fucking years ago #he's not even the only spider-man to have one. spider-man unlimited is also a thing that exists. #even the first movie had that call-back joke where they see the peter from miles's universe had a suit with a cape #these movies have a lot of little details with deeper meanings but the cape thing just isn't one of them sorry #but yeah. play edge of time or find it on youtube it's good. #shattered dimensions is also good but miguel's personality in that game is closer to peter's for some reason #so edge of time is better for getting a feel of what he's usually like #but yeah i do think spider-verse miguel was probably more straightforwardly heroic like other versions before the whole dead family thing #and i think he and the rest of the spider society are just genuinely misguided about how the whole canon event thing works #cause like george and gwen don't die in every universe peter doesn't get the symbiote in every universe #even uncle ben doesn't die in every universe #but miguel THINKS those things always happen. that's why he got the others to believe it cause he genuinely believes it himself #and i think they all take comfort in the idea that these bad things that happen to them happen for a reason #i know that's josh keaton's interpretation for why spectacular peter joined and i don't disagree with it #that's also why i disagree with people saying that miles is The Only True Spider-Man There just cause he was the first to outright reject it #look me in the fucking eye and tell me spectacular peter and insomniac peter don't understand what it means to be spider-man #or actually don't cause i'll bitch slap you into next week if you do #miguel o'hara #marvel #shut up tristan

[coquelicoq]

i am such a clown. decided to make stickers for my siblings even though i have ZERO design skills or knowledge of any programs that allow you to rotate text except for powerpoint. so i made them in powerpoint. (this took, mmmm, maybe 6-8 hours btw.) then had to find a website that would print and mail these stickers to me. no i don't want 50 stickers. i want one circle sticker and one rectangle sticker. oh that's not an option anybody wants to give me? okay then i guess i will buy 16 circle stickers (the least offered) and 50 rectangle stickers (the least offered. why not 16 also? a mystery). one of the designs is for my sibling's band, so if they like it theoretically they could use the stickers as merch or something lol. but i'm not holding my breath, on account of the aforementioned lack of design skills. i get away with a lot among my family because they're all so willing to react to my questionable creations with aww look, she Tried! but that probably doesn't work for strangers who are fans of my sibling's band. so i guess they will just have 49 extra stickers that they can idk stick to streetlight poles or something. not my problem.

#i originally designed them on graph paper. with like a compass and everything #i learned something new today!! apparently you can curve a text box around a circle!!!!!! that saved me some time #this all came about because my sister was telling me how sad she was that she lost her water bottle because it had a sticker on it #that she had gotten from her travels. and i was like awesome i'll just make her a new one #girl what! you don't know how to do that!!! CLOWNNNNNN #also i don't actually know what the original sticker looked like lol which is probably for the best so i can't 1) plagiarize #or 2) compare my shoddy workmanship to that of an actual professional #i thought about commissioning an actual graphic designer to do this but i quickly got overwhelmed with logistics #and it's so close to christmas i didn't really want to deal with the timeline issue #i really should have done this three months ago but of course i procrastinated #anyway. the website kept being like are you SURE you positioned that image correctly? #and i was like nope! but i don't know what else to do so let's just try it and see what happens :) #it looked fine in the preview. living on the edge over here. the extreme sport of sticker designing

[berryblooo]

Scaramona (as in the Harbinger, Scaramouche, and Mona) will always be the blueprint for the bickering, the clash of beliefs and worldviews, but more and more I come to love and appreciate Wandermona.

As the Wanderer, he’s now had to confront his previously held notions, to challenge his sense of self and his place in the world. He is discovering who he can be in this second chance he’s been given.

Mona’s story is still just beginning. Like Scaramouche, she has a very defined sense of self—genius astrologist, set on surpassing her master. I believe that also like Scaramouche, she will be forced to confront her worldviews when they are thrown back in her face (“The stars, the sky… it’s all a gigantic hoax. A lie.”) and have to redefine herself with this new knowledge.

Where Scaramona was about bickering and clashing ideals, I see Wandermona has an opportunity for discovery, reflection, overcoming. Traveling Teyvat together is one of my favorite headcanons (it’s almost a motif for me at this point) for them, and it suits Wandermona even more than Scaramona.

Mona and the Wanderer, trekking across the seven nations, sleeping under the stars, stopping by every bookstore and library to read, arguing about academics and the nature of fate and self-determination.

#scaramona #wandermona #this was all spurred by that gif of wanderer napping on a rock #I’m imagining Mona coming across him while making her way through Sumeru #she doesn’t remember him but he never forgot her or their encounter #he knows he should let her walk away but he finds excuses to accompany her #somehow someway they become travel companions (for a time it’s only temporary he tells himself) #he’s invested in her astrological research and what it can tell him about his own existence #eventually Mona remembers everything #it’s both exactly what he wanted and what he feared #Mona is hurt she is betrayed she is furious she is heartbroken #you lied to me #you deceived me #I didn’t #this is who I am #how was I supposed to tell you? #where do they go from here? they are at the edges of the world and the moon feels closer and more tangible than the rest of Teyvat #it’s just him and her and the scattered pieces of who they are #so slowly and painstakingly they work together to put them together to form a more complete picture

[trans-axolotl]

so hot out. fainted twice already today! chugged a gatorade. trying to do things but i think the rest of the day will be for lying on the floor. trying not to get lost in my brain but this place is full of ghosts and i am haunted. just going to hold. until i leave tomorrow night.

#personal #vent #don't know what to tag this as tbh #abuse tw #have been more psychotic this week then in a long time #almost every day i have been hallucinating angels. talking to some of them #anyway. apparently this is the city i go to if i want to talk to angels. #have been mostly holding it together but i can tell that the edges #are leaking. i can't read long paragraphs right now because the angels have so much commentary #i drove past the place where i first started doing survival sw and one of the angels told me that she is furious with god for trapping her #and i cannot write or think until the angels are quieter. i cannot remember things about myself right now. it's hot and i'm melting and #the angels talking is new. usually they just spend time in electrical lines and pigeons. and such. and i know they're there #i don't mind them too much but i would like to be able to read without them critiquing the analysis LMFAO

[cinewhore]

Me losing my anonymity to my neighbor after hitting the floor with my broomstick handle - I’ve incited a possible war.

#i was not mchaving it last night #I’m already on edge and last night flared my anxiety up really bad #legit had the shakes because i was so upset at how fucking loud they were #and all my landlord will do is ask if she’s fucking to which she responds no #and then she keeps doing it! #it’s like if i asked if she’s chewing gum #and she’ll look me in my eye and say no while blowing a bubble #and my landlord won’t do anything about it #so I’ll just take matters into my own hands #and if that mean’s embarrassing her and knocking on the floor every time i hear them so be it #the only thing my landlord can do is tell me to move lol #but I’m tired of being plowed over #i will be a bitch about this #I’m spending my fucking money to be here and i can’t just pick up and move #like i legit just moved here! #this girl will not be rewarded for her actions by me moving #i will make everyone uncomfortable #even as we speak they are going at it #why do you think I’m up at this ungodly hour?

[bonestrouslingbones]

you know what. im gonna just go balls to the wall with spoilers for a second because FUCK this guy it doesnt actually matter that much since idk if i'll actually do anything else with him

so my current plan for edge's brother is the exiled queen ending. the people revolt against queen toriel at some point and he goes with her back to the ruins

and the thing is as much as he hurt edge, edge still really wants some sort of relationship with him. he just can't force those feelings down, even after Everything during and after atbb, after extensive therapy and learning to live for himself and whatnot, he really really wishes he could have his big brother back.

so here i am trying to figure out if he should just be written out of the story entirely and never acknowledged again, which tbh was the full original plan, or if i should actually have the two interact again at some point bc now that plan feels a little cheap

because tbh even as much as i hate him and as much of a piece of shit abuser he is, idk if i really want edge's brother to be such a one-dimensional concept of a villain? i dont like doing that kinda thing

and like obviously him and edge will never be on good terms and all that physical, emotional, financial and whatever else abuse will never become just water under the bridge because that would be dumb as hell

but what if they just had a conversation every now and then. maybe just through the ruins door, probably stilted and awkward and probably always initiated by edge, but what if it was anything at all

man idk. is there even any need to humanize abusers .... but also . if im gonna go the route that im planning with fluff rn it feels Weird leaving this guy as such a caricature . idk idk

#babe wake up its time for the 2:30 am bonestrouslingbones rant about skeletons #god you can tell how much This Ain't About Him atbb is when i only have 2 sanses with names and y'all only know one of them #and for the record this guy is not either of them #obviously still not gonna do the ship thing because stretch's brother is still pretty solidly dead #and also because stretch's brother would very much kill edge's brother i think #but this whole thing made me realize idk if i wanna leave him as such a flat character. so fuck both of them actually

[caffeinatedopossum]

Suddenly realizing I've had seizures before :0 but this was just the first one where someone who knew what it was was there to witness it (my girlfriend)

That's so cool and definitely not terrifying /s

#for context i dont spasm uncontrollably like people imagine seizures #i think from the outside it probably just looks like im having a bunch of tics and staring intently and being unresponsive #but then afterwards i end up being really confused and disoriented and forgetful #so its been very easy to forget about the seizures i had in the past because i didnt remember them #until just recently when i was like 'huh that felt familiar-' #from my perspective though its like uh idk its really weird #its a bit different every time but just in general #i tend to be unresponsive even if i can tell whats happening around me #i cant talk or control what my body is doing but i know what part is moving (usually jerkinv my head or arms) #my muscles feel either really rigid or really lax #and then my vision gets so weird #everything is sparkly like colorful static and the edges of my vision gets really dark #and there's intermittent flashes of lights or floating shadows #it feels like im extremely focused and very spaced out at the same time #i keep describing it like my brain is smashing all the buttons at once cause thats what it feels like #its also kinda similar to the feeling of being electrocuted? but i dont think many of you will know what that feels like #hopefully you wont at least #i just happen to #its like a weird buzzing just under your skin that doesnt exactly hurt but doesnt exactly not hurt either #it would be like the pain of a constantly tightened muscle- not painful at first but like strenuous to endure ? #and thdn painful if it stays like that or gets worse #i feel like im not allowed to say i had a seizure because i cant go to doctors about it so i cant get diagnosed >_< #but the thing is not bei g diagnosed isnt gonna stop me from having them #yay denial /j #im hoping theyre just dissociative seizures because god i cannot deal with epilepsy on top of everything else rn #and also because i cant see doctors right now sooo #god im exhausted and scared but i feel like those words dont even measure up to how im doing right now #i dont know. im just enduring #thats all i can really do i think #but i hope i dont have to much longer...

[violetdisasterzone]

the absolute drought of nuance present in comment sections on tiktok will never cease to surprise me. just when I think I've seen the worst of it and blocked enough of the right people, I'll stumble into a post that appears to have summoned an entire army of righteous echo chamber commenters to make me question my sanity. why is critical thinking so hard for people

#the post that sent me over the edge this time was about #2ha #and judging based on the way these people were talking #they were not the age to be reading that #but age aside some stuff isn't going to be your cup of tea #it is okay to not like certain tropes or story elements or whatever #the solution is really easy actually: DON'T READ IT #and don't enter the spaces of the people who DO enjoy it just to tell them it's weird and gross #dark fiction is going to be dark. it's on the tin #it's fine to not like it. it's fine to be grossed out. it's fine to avoid it #but you don't need to “call out” people for having different tastes in fiction #erha #meatbun doesn't eat meat #husky and his white cat shizun

[toubledrouble]

I have very strong opinions about how and why blades of glory are actually better than the cutting edge series, both cinematically and plot-wise, but I'm not sure if tumblr is ready to hear that

#blades of glory #the cutting edge #see it didnt even offer up the tag does the fandom even exist? #i am willing to make a powerpoint explaining my opinions btw. if you want me to #figure skating #hey people who actually had skates on at least once in their life please tell me you agree #i used to skate. mostly hockey bc of my dad but I was super into figure skating and wanted to do that instead buut I fucked up my hip joint #lmao that is a story for another time #but anyways #as someone who knows how to skate + knows stuff about figure skating + adores it i must say that series was underwhelming at best

[fairyreblogs]

man i dont know why (i have theories but hold on) but the fandoms Ive been in on the internet have been a little meaner these last few years. like i dont get nice comments on my fics anymore. i get ones with no reading comprehension or i get angry ones or i get ones that are enthusiastic and delighted but instead of any decorum they are like. aggressive in their delight. usually just a demand for more content. something has definitely changed in how people in fandoms interact with one another. my theories are just like. younger generations more comfortable with the internet not being as polite as older people on the internet are combined with quarantine kinda ruining a lot of peoples ability to interact socially (mine was ruined too to be fair). but like lately ive been in search of a fandom thats not the markiplier fandom that is nice to me and not aggressively-enthusiastic-weird (but i might take this too) and its kinda hard to find one. i dont know if i just dont have interests that align with happy communities, or what.

#markiplier fandom nice to me forever and ever. #sometimes they get me on edge when they demand i update and dont even say like 'nice fic i liked this' they just say 'update' #but thats literally like the meanest fan ive met so 👍 #fnaf fandom is interesting. you definitely gotta treat them the way you want to be treated or theyre not gonna be nice #unfortunately this means you cant joke too much with them. #uh. moment of truth. percy jackson fandom kinda mean. ok they are mean. no kinda. also no reading comprehension #definitely a fandom that bonds by choosing something to nitpick and hate together. which sucks if you liked that thing they chosen that wee #my little corner of the xmen fandom has actually gotten nicer as time goes on. but also more obsessed with details and accuracy #but my corner of the xmen fandom was still nice enough that i adore them even if i havent been in it in ages #marvel is very so-so depending on where you are in the fandom but its such a large fanbase it is what it is. normal #witcher fandom from my experience has been pretty chill but i havent done much as a content creator for them to really know #d:be human is. decent. unfortunately a lot of outside hate there that it kinda outweighs how polite the fans are #star wars.... well. if you find your niche good for you! nice people. but if you get too generalized with your niche. rip #sw fandom when you study mando'a or dai bendu: hai X3 !! #sw fandom when you get too generalized and talk 'prequel vs sequel': die #vent #this is funny because i was really nice about this sw comment. but its generalized. which means someone will tell me to die. #why do i know this? because ive made this comment about the sw fandom before. =_=

[the-casbah-way]

very impossible to find the balance between "i want my friends to be able to talk to me about their problems and tell me when they're struggling" and "i am extremely emotionally fragile at the moment because i'm doing very badly and talking about very heavy topics especially with no warning is not something i feel capable of dealing with right now because i'm on the verge of a violent mental breakdown"

#i guess i need to find a way of telling people that i'm in that headspace in the first place #because i probably seem completely fine #but i can't tell people those things unless they explicitly invite me to do so first #so i'm assuming everyone just looks at me and goes yeah you seem fine so i can unload all this heavy stuff on you and you'll be able to cop #but unfortunately. i cannot and i feel guilty about it #but i already have way more bad days than good and when i have to hear people talking about like #very intense personal trauma and suicide and shit #it throws me off for the rest of the day and i go nonverbal until i can go straight home and sob until i fall asleep #and that is not an exaggeration it keeps happening to me with multiple different people #i don't want anyone to feel like they have to pretend around me in any way #but i also don't know how to cope with hearing intense things like this when i'm on a knife's edge mentally all the time #and i cannot afford to keep cutting my days so much shorter when i should be working #and also like when people DO talk to me about these things it's like #it's good they can get it off their chest #but now i'm holding onto all of the stuff they've just told me as well as the stuff i was already secretly holding onto about my own life #and now i have to go home alone with nowhere to put any of it because i don't have anyone to talk to #i've had people tell me this is therapeutic to talk about this stuff #but it's not for me because i'm not talking i'm just listening and then being overwhelmed and triggered and upset about it all #and most of it probably boils down to the fact that i cannot express my own feelings or tell people my boundaries #in situations this sensitive because it's so like. precarious and awkward #but i'm like i can't deal with it all the time it's too much

[faultsofyouth]

It's fucked up that the sober population straight up ignores how a huge portion of addicts have chronic illnesses

#was thinking about my stepdad and his plethora of health issues and how they shape his life #and then i thought about sewercentipede and Then i thought about the huge population of bipolar people who are alcoholics #and then after all that i thought about a convo i had with a straight edge friend who was like 'using illegal drugs Should result in jail #time because they could just Not do those drugs. they do it just for fun' #like i understand where he is coming from but i literally think he is wrong af. #i think the people who do drugs (esp hard drugs) recreationally are outnumbered 2 to 1 by people who #are self medicating with illegal drugs. i think most people totally ignore how chronic illnesses #and severe mental illnesses can hurt you on a profound level and because they dont know about that suffering #they do not understand the urge to numb that pain. and people have no sympathy for what they dont understand #lately im so bothered by people who share their opinions with me about complicated issues but clearly havent ever done any research on them #everyone thinks their opinion is so smart and special and no one is studying #especially not studying human behavior. most people think that socialization and political topics are a fucking joke #with 0 relevance to their personal lives. like no one is ever going to be truly informed about All the things #and i know i certainly am not but it is so annoying to speak with people who make no effort at all to learn about a subject #before they try and tell people the business about it. like that guy. his only understanding of drug use #comes from his own relationship to alcohol. but he was not an alcoholic he was just a perv who decided to go christian #like its so egotistical to assume that your experience and emotions can apply to everyone and yet he is not the only guy i know #who has no interest in any perspective other than his own but thinks his perspective is well informed #im sure women piss me off with this behavior too its just that atm i can only think of examples of men acting like this

[raeathnos]

.

#I will never fail to understand my parents logic #tarp blew off my husband’s broken down car yesterday #they waited until it was dark out to tell him #there’s a forest out back and so my husband rightfully tells them that that’s not 100% safe he’ll do it in the morning #he forgets which like okay #but then they don’t say anything to him and instead say something to me at 10pm as I’m about to go to bed #and get huffy when I tell them that’s not safe one of us will do it in the morning #‘we told him that yesterday and he didn’t do it and now you’re not either’ #yeah because we live at the edge of a forest and I’m not going out on the poorly lit back street at night #also like this is the first I’m hearing of this so like #idk they wanted it done yesterday and I’m only just hearing of it now idk what they expected #also like people forget sometimes my husband isn’t purposefully not putting the tarp back #‘he should have done it when it was still light out’ yeah but he forgot #and while I appreciate them reminding about it #it’s not helpful that they’re giving me attitude about something I’m only just learning about #and it’s not helpful that they’ve been upset about it all day and choose not to say anything until 10pm once again #idk what kind of fucking weird logic they run on #but they pull this crap all the time and I’m tired #it’s not even a big deal tbh and they’re blowing it up and making us sound lazy and ungrateful and I’m just #it’s his car if anything he’ll get a ticket not them #like chill tf out #not putting the tarp back is a character flaw apparently #pls stop

[lannisterdaddyissues]

MAR MALEWIFEBILLCAGE HAVE YOU SEEN THE NEWS??? According to IMDB there are rumors that TC will appear as Cage in a follow up movie to Edge of Tomorrow?????????

MY DEAR FELLOW I HAVE INDEED HEARD THE NEWS!!!!!!!!! unfortunately these rumors have been floating around for ages i think and i don't know how likely it is that they won't fall through 😭😭 i know tc and mcq really want to do it and emily blunt said they had an amazing script but like. i really can't imagine how they could improve upon the first film and i have my reservations about a sequel 😭 i don't really think the film NEEDS one but. if the script is as good as they all say it is. and if there's a chance to see my failwife on screen again. i will milk christopher mcquarrie for all he is worth. give him back to me GIVE HIM BACK

#i love u for running to tell me this immediately #the most overt declaration of everlasting friendship anyone could ever give me is running to tell me edge of tomorrow news #so i can know before anyone else does LMAO #i believe mcq was recently asked about eot 2 btw and he said he would be up for it and just has to be told to do it #(i am telepathically screaming into his mind) #but that “too much time has passed for his initial idea to work” ?? whatever that means #i do have. Many Fears. but if eot2 ever gets greenlit you KNOW i'll be its most delusional fan and cheerleader #ask #reply #interropunct #mutual #thank u bestie for the news ilyyy <3

[give-soup-please]

yes, i'm a college student. yes, i drink caffeine. yes, it gives me anxiety and the shakes and makes me think my friends hate me. yes, it gives me muscle cramps because i hold all the tension in my body.

will i stop?

nah.

#this is meant to come off as lighthearted and not dramatic #i use caffeine as a clutch a lot to get through student life #this shit is like dark magic sometimes #'yes- you shall receive the energy you so desperately crave. but at a high cost' #'you shall be cursed to live a half life if you drink this- palpable fear- nausea- racing thoughts- a potential mania episode-' #'wh- WHAT DO YOU MEAN HALF THE CAN IS ALREADY GONE?' #'jesus christ...' #no but even the smallest amount of caffeine can push me over the edge- and i do my damndest to stay away from it most days #being up til six in the morning scrambling around cleaning my apartment while dancing to music is not fun after the first time #i have received so many lectures from friends and family about not drinking it #every time i tell a friend what i'm up to they groan #but i have so much work to get done #reading an average of two books a week is not easy #i wish there was something else i could use as a safe stimulant #ugh #oh well