#everytime i met him i was filled with joy

[ganondoodle]

in all honesty, im feeling a bit burned out on totk, the more i think about it the more i dislike its story and lore, i dont know what to make of it it being so loved by everyone else makes me feel like theres something wrong about me :/ gonna try and take a step back from it all

#ganondoodles talks #i also feel kinda dumb #bc i feel like im both not reading as much into everything as smarter people can #but also am trying to look into it all too deep #like i know nintendy made the game with lots of love and care but i #i cant help but sometiems even feel outright insulted by some of the choices they made #like the continuity problems with botw #man i loved botw so much and i feel kinda stepped on for caring so much about it #is this whats it always like when a new thing for your hyperfixation releases? #its happened with multiple of my past interests... #if i wrote an more about it i just feel like im being hateful - which im not trying to be #i just feel like -fuck me for caring this much- #part of why i was hyped about totk was bc i thought theres gonna be lore and design stuff i can use for my fanworks #but honestly i feel like i dont want to use anything of it #i know usually when you feel like you are the only one feeling like that you are not #but still i feel like im the only one that thinks this game is so .... weirdly disconnected #...almost like spinoff dare i say #nothing fits together #..... i miss koga #everytime i met him i was filled with joy #:(

[livelaughloveloak]

𓂅 WISHUROSES ⊰ 🎡

𖦹 pairing : earth1610!miles morales x reader

𖦹 summary : random scenarios and headcanons of miles as your boyfriend

𖦹 author's note : y'all I'm literally running out of ideas so I would appreciate it if you guys sent me some requests 😭 btw this isn't proofread

you and him definitely have a snapstreak but it was on accident. he randomly snapped you and you'd snap him back on a daily so now you two are just stuck with a 200+ snapstreak.

he bought you a Polaroid camera for your birthday and you ended up using up most of the film on him.

you have the pictures up on the board hanging up in your room

HE'S A COMPLETE SWEET HEARTTTT through actions or through text he'll show his love for you either way.

you pulled back from the tight hug miles pulled you into and looked up at his face. "miles you have that smug look on your face again." you poked his cheek and laughed. miles gasped and was quick to defend himself although he was in fact smiling like an idiot. "I do not!!"

if he's not busy with spiderman business, school, family problems, or hanging out with you then he's busy texting you instead.

he might go to an advanced private school but he refuses to write sentences properly.

you'd receive messages from him like these

inaminit

whaddup

nuhuh

luv u

wya?

he'll abuse the living hell out of emojis when texting you

"yup 😎😎😎😎😎😎💪💪💪"

"wdym no ☹️☹️😒😒🤨🤨🤨"

omw Mami 😋😋😋🤟🏿🤟🏿🤟🏿🤟🏿🤟🏿🤟🏿

he'll ask you for help when it's washday for his hair. his scalp is sensitive so you make sure to be extra careful

he has your contact saved as mi alma. one time his mom saw the contact name pop up on his phone and questioned him about it. he freaked out and started blabbering nonsense

he tells you stories about his adventures when his uncle aaron was still alive.

he has a picture of you as his wallpaper and a pic of you guys together as his lockscreen

he draws you two matching pfps

will definitely give you a new drawing everytime he can

was sweating bullets when he finally revealed to you that he was spiderman.

the pressure was quickly lifted off of his shoulders once you said that you accepted him and understood.

he's still scared that you'd be his canon event and swears he'll never let you die

"even if I have to destroy this universe as long as you're alive I'll be alright." you pinched his cheek and smiled. "don't be silly miles" a groan escaped his mouth as you giggled. "mami stopppp I'm being serious right now."

he let's you win in games just to see you happy but if it's basketball he's not gonna hold back 😭🙏

has his face buried in your neck while sleeping. he says it's because "I'm cold and you just happen to be warm" but yet again it's the middle of summer.

will be jumping up and down our of joy when you bought him new Jordans for his birthday

he has a bracelet with your name engraved into it and he wears it proudly

his phone album is filled with pictures of you. you and him fight eachother whenever you catch him trying to take a candid 0.5 picture of you

he 100% calls you "my heart"

says the most old man type of comebacks when playfully arguing with you

"yeah well you can go kick rocks!!"

"boohoo buckaroo"

"too bad so sad"

"nuh uh" or in other times "yuh huh"

"whatever pal"

"listen here buddy"

you two wear matching pajamas when you have sleepovers

don't get me started on this man and saying the "rizz" jokes...

"rizzanator is what I am"

"let's have a rizz off"

"call me the rizzmaster"

he'll airdrop you the most random memes and burst out laughing when seeing your reaction

he gifted you a promise ring with both of your initials engraved into it as an anniversary gift

miles won you a teddy bear in a fair and now you both call it your "child"

don't expect to get a warning because miles will randomly FaceTime you out of nowhere.

he'd give you a spiderman suit so you could match with him

when you first met his mom she liked you without hesitation and asked to take a picture with you. she made miles take the picture 😭

overall a sweet guy and will give you the princess treatment you deserve!!

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July 4, 2023 | All rights reserved to @livelaughloveloak • Do not repost, reupload, translate, modify, or claim any of my work as your own. ✮

art in the polaroids are made by purpletunabread on twitter and koscribbls on instagram

#miles morales imagine #miles morales x you #miles morales x y/n #miles morales x reader #atsv imagines #atsv #atsv miles #earth 1610 #across the spiderverse fic #across the spiderverse #miles morales

[berryhobii]

Pure(knj x reader) a drabble

Pairing: NonIdol!Kim Namjoon x black!female!reader

Warnings: established relationship, Smut(18+ but I don’t control what you consume), slight corruption kink, car sex, unprotected sex, reverse cowgirl, mentions of multiple orgasms, mentions of dom/sub relationship, slight praise kink, begging, mentions of pet play, Namjoon has tattoos because YES, He’s also obsessed with reader in a sweet way, Namjoon’s a tease, reader’s whiny and a good girl

A/N: Hi everyone! This is just a little Drabble I thought of last night. Hope you enjoy!

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His little slut.

That’s how he’d describe you. Especially with how you were bouncing on his cock in the backseat of his BMW.

Just how did he change this innocent little angel into a cock hungry whore that only had eyes for him? He guessed it just came with dating you. Don’t get him wrong, he didn’t pressure you into sex and he certainly didn’t expect it from you. Being able to take you out and see you smile was enough for him; he fell a little more in love everytime you met and now he was deep. In both your guts and in love. It was the best of both worlds. He’s never felt this way about anyone before and only you could make his cock harden this way, only you could make him feel so loved and well taken care of. He doesn’t think he could ever feel this way about anyone else.

Why would he? You were absolutely perfect.

Reason 236: you could ride his cock for hours.

His large tattooed hand slapped down on your jiggling ass, a moan coming from your throat at the sting of pain. But you loved it so much.

Your back was arched, body laying on the center console, the leather heated up against your sweaty skin despite the AC being on. Both of your manicured hands were gripping the headrests of the seats; good thing you sprung for a shorter set this week because your nails could have broken from how hard you were holding on. It didn’t matter though. Namjoon would pay for a new set. Hell, he’d buy you a personal salon if you wanted it.

Namjoon was admiring the view; your ass bouncing, the curve of your back, how your squelching pussy was leaving a wet ring around the base of his cock. Thank god for birth control. He’s only worn a condom with you 4 times. Eventually, you got tired of it and went to get a birth control insert. While Namjoon would never shame a woman for wanting to use protection, he could have jumped for joy when you told him you were on birth control. He ravaged your body like a man starved that first night, not stopping until your legs were shaking and you were begging him to stop.

“Ah shit, don’t stop baby. I’m bout to nut.” He groaned, right hand coming across your your back to grab your left hip, encouraging you to bounce faster. That burning feeling in his own belly was building once again. You’ve already squeezed two orgasms out of him, this third one would probably be his strongest yet.

You weren’t planning on stopping, ass crashing into his thighs even harder, louder moans coming from your mouth. “J-Joonie! Feels so good!”

“My little love….you’re so gorgeous.” He said while running his hand up your back.

The praise went straight to your gut, walls tightening even more around his thick cock. He stretched you out so good, every vein and ridge hitting all of your sweet spots.

A few more bounces and you were screaming—he could feel the wetness hitting his lap. He tossed his head back, moaning as his own orgasm hit him out of nowhere. His hand gripped the back of your neck, forcing you all the way down on his cock and filling you up. Your entire body quaked in his hold, arms dropping behind you to smack at his spread legs as your orgasm overwhelmed you.

As you both came down from your highs, Namjoon patted you twice on the ass. “Show me, baby.”

Whimpering, you lifted off of his softening cock, leaning forward to stand the best you could on weak legs. You lifted your hands to grab your own ass, pulling your cheeks apart to give him a full view of your clenching pussy.

“Push it out.” He demanded, his voice sending a shiver through you.

Embarrassment bubbled in your tummy but your need to be his obedient girl overpowered that. You clenched, pushing his release out of your pussy—it dripped down slowly, his eyes glued to your pussy.

He brought his hands up, moving yours out of the way so he could grope at your ass. “Fuck, you’re sexy.” His thumb brushed over your puckered hole, ideas flooding his head. Should he get you a butt plug? Maybe something with a tail? And some cat ears. He’d make you meow and lick at his cock until you were begging for his cum. Hmmmm…

A little whine came from you, your hips wiggling back and forth to signal your impatience. You honestly hated downtime between orgasms. Namjoon would stop just to tease and admire you which you secretly loved but not at a time like this! He’s been gone for weeks handling work stuff which means you haven’t gotten off in weeks—a strict rule of no touching yourself keeping you in line. But now he was back and you just wanted as much of his cock as possible.

He rubbed at your ass, shushing you, “Patience, little love. Let me look at you.”

“Joonie, pleasssseee. I need your cock.”

If you could see the smirk on his face right now……and he could imagine the pout on your thick lips. Damn, he was getting hard again but he wanted to tease a little more.

“Yeah? Beg for it.”

And like the good girl you were, you did.

“Please please please. I need your cock in my pussy. I’ve missed it so so much. Please give it to me.”

“Hmmm. Well….” His finger poked at your clit before sliding up to slide into your hole, your walls tightening around his digit. “Since you asked so nicely.”

#bts #bts smut #bts fic #bts x black reader #namjoon smut #bts imagines #jimin smut #jungkook smut #seokjin smut #hoseok smut #yoongi smut #taehyung smut

[mistywaves98]

✧･ﾟ:* ->Bully! Xiao x Fem! Reader

✧･ﾟ:* ->¡Warnings!: Modern AU, Non con, dark themes, slight yandere, Dacryphilia, Edging turned to Overstimulation, Repitition of words, Dumbification, Forced stuff, Non consensual groping, Fingering, Degradation, I think that's it!

✧･ﾟ:* -> Week 3 of my 400 special! I tried to write some detailed descriptions but I don't think they came out well...hope you enjoy anyway!

✧･ﾟ:* Minor writing smut! DNI if uncomfy!

✧･ﾟ:* Reblogs are greatly appreciated!

He didn't really know why he disliked you so much. Was it because you were at the top of the class? Hmph, teacher's pet. Maybe it was because you had friends, but he was probably the only person in the school that didn't have any. Or perhaps it was the way you were so fucking perfect. Too perfect, everytime he looked at you he wanted to ruin you, to wipe that blinding smile of your face, to rip those expensive outfits you wore, to destroy your reputation among your classmates. But at the same time, he wanted to get close to you, to get to know you and eventually have you under him, squirming in pleasure as his cock plunges in an out of you. Such thought makes his heart flutter but then the actual sight of you makes him want to throw up.

So what does he do? Why make your live a living hell of course! Roughly shoving you against lockers whenever he passed next to you, refusing to help or lend you anything to you in class or in general, always making snide comments whenever you did something clumsy or stupid. His favourite was tripping you up in the cafeteria in front of everyone, seeing the tears flow down your face in humiliation as you look up at him briefly before running out filled him with a sick sense of joy.

Soon you'd find none of your friends wanted to speak to you, in fact, none of your classmates, especially the guys, wanted anything to do with you. Because guess what, a certain someone was spreading rumors about you being nothing but a slut who only gets close to guys to have sex with them and nothing you said could change their minds. And that certain someone just happens to be the only one that 'cares' about your existence. 'Caring' meaning the bullying the life out of you even more, and what was worse was that now everyone laughed with him whenever he decided to humiliate you, which seemed to be happening a lot ever since you've become a loner.

And just when you thought life couldn't get any worser, your teacher told you you'd be staying in the same dorm as him. Upon hearing those words your face dropped and your head snapped in his direction only to be met with a smile that sent feelings of dread down your spine. It was as bad as you expected it to be. He made you do all the chores, saying that unless you wanted him to ruin your life even more than he already has you can go ahead and try to defy him.

But the weird thing was that Xiao seemed to get rather, touchy ever since you became roommates with him. Sure you had your own room and bed to sleep in, but he would always force you to sleep with him instead. You didn't like the idea at all but there was nothing you could do to free yourself from the two arms secured firmly around your stomach and the more you struggled the more bone- crushing it became. But that wasn't even the worst part. Often he would randomly latch on to you and literally feel you up like if you were lovers. He was so smug when he did it too, knowing that you knew that if you told anyone, you'd really be in for it. It happened a lot when you were cleaning the dorm as well. You'd be on all fours, scrubbing the floor before you feel two hands cage you in and something hard press against your ass. You've told him many times to stop but he'd never listen, saying that if you didn't want it, why the fuck were you so wet?

It was a lovely Saturday morning...key word, was. It probably still be one if you weren't pinned to the floor on your back with your bully on top of you, fingers plunging in and out of your pussy like there was no tomorrow. Sweat covered your body and dropped down your face, everything felt too hot. You felt the knot in your stomach tighten and you were just about to release when you felt the movement in your pussy stop. You whined pathetically, tears staining your face once more as you were denied yet another orgasm for what felt like the 5th time tonight.

A chuckle came from the male above you,"Aww, do you wanna cum? I thought you didn't want that? Now you do? Maybe if you beg hard enough or maybe if I feel like it I can give you what I want, but personally, I simply can't get enough of you when you're like this." "P-please...please let me cum, I-I promise I'll be good." "Hmm....since I feel like it I'll let you cum, but next time I won't be so nice."

And then the fingers were once again shoved into your pussy, sloppily moving in and out until you felt the build up of another orgasm. Your back arched as you finally achieved that sweet, sweet release that you were kept from. Your legs spasmed and your tongue lolled out of your mouth as your juices coated the carpet beneath you. You tried to move, only to be pulled back down by Xiao who had a frown on his face,"Don't think you can just take your pleasure and then leave selfish slut."

You felt dread pooling in the pit of your stomach as you felt him press the head of his cock that was already soaked with pre cum against your entrance. With no warning, he snapped his hips forward, bottoming out instantly. Two fingers were immediately forced into your mouth to somewhat muffle your scream of pain. "Hmph. I thought I prepared you enough, but you're still as tight as ever. If I didn't know better, I'd still think you were a virgin." A smirk graced his features and you knew why.

As soon as you admitted you hadn't had sex yet, Xiao pounced on you like a predator would do to its prey. Him being the first one to touch you like this was an opportunity he wasn't going to let slip by. He took so much delight in corrupting your inexperienced self and he didn't bother to hide it.

You were brought out of your reminiscing when he began to move. His thrusts were so fast and filled with so much force your body rocked back and forth. It wasn't long before you knew he was getting close to orgasming, you could tell from the way he slowed down a bit, but managed to hit somewhere deep inside of you. You whimpered as he bit into your neck hard, your hands flew to weakly grasp his sweaty hair as he sucked on the blood the trickled out of the wound.

When he was satisfied with the mark he made, he licked a long stripe from the hickey to right under your jaw. He pressed a few light kisses to the area, removing his fingers before connecting both of your lips in a hungry kiss. Teeth clacked against each other and his tongue dove into your mouth, exploring every inch of it.

Suddenly there was an explosion of warmth in your lower region and you realized he had finally came, but the determined look on his face told you that he wouldn't be stopping anytime soon.

And for what felt like hours, orgasm after orgasm was pulled from your abused cunt, you clawed at the floor mindlessly feeling your brain turn to mush everytime you came. Your face was downright laughable, to Xiao anyway. You looked so fucked out and he loved it. He loved the way your legs twitched and spasmed even when you weren't cumming, he loved how you couldn't even form a coherent sentence, he loved how broken and worn down you looked in front of him.

And in the end, no one would ever guess Xiao was doing such things, to you especially, not with the way he seemed to completely despise you when in public, if only they saw what went on behind closed doors...

#✧･ﾟ:* meena's memorable moments! ✧･ﾟ:* #smut #x reader smut #genshin smut #genshin impact smut #genshin impact x reader smut #xiao smut #xiao x reader smut #tw noncon

[kairismess]

OMGOMG KAIRI DOING AN EVENT I'M EXCITED!!! 🎉🎉🎉

could i ask for a hinata shoyo waiter who you met first when entering the cafe, and everytime you visit it (like 3 times a week) he always coincidentally greets you everytime & serves you! but you didn't come for a week so he got sad & when you did come he got all excited and noticed how you got a small glow up (like he noticed your manicured nails, your freshly cut hair that was just a small trim and things like that (〜￣▽￣)〜)

PLEASEPLESAPLSPLS 人(_ _*)

(also is this long?! like you can costumize to make it short if you're in a burnout dwdw (;ﾞ°´ω°´))

his favorite customer.

☕ kairi's mini event day 002.

main event. req here. masterlist.

"welcome to our cafe!" his chipper voice would echo throughout the walls of the quaint little shop, surprising a few patrons, but he never quite paid them heed the way he did with you. of course he appreciated each and every customer that came by the cafe, loved every second of serving each patron, enjoyed seeing the smiles on their faces–but he always felt differently towards you.

could be called a gut feeling, a sort of excited reaction to you coming by three times a week just to get your usual fix of your favorite delicacies they had to offer. hinata always made you smile, laugh, and enjoy your order a hundred times more with that wonderful, sparkling energy he has.

though when a whole week passed and you hadn't come, he started to seem a lot more de-energized. he didn't have the usual pep in his step, his eyes seemed a little duller, and he'd constantly look over to the doors, hoping that the next time he hears the bell ring by the doorway, you would appear. but such miracles didn't happen–until today.

"oh! w-welcome back!" hinata exclaimed when he saw you, his refill of coffee for the customer he was tending to overflowing, and him profusely apologizing after realizing his blunder. not even 10 seconds in, and hinata's making you flustered and grin again at his goofiness and enthusiasm to serve you.

as the tangerine haired man handed you a menu, beaming brightly as you carded through the pages, he noticed a few changes about you that he couldn't get his mind nor tear his eyes away from. "ooh... your nails look pretty! i love what you did with them. and your hair... looks gorgeous! i'm really liking your new style; and... is that a new necklace?" he asked you curiously, leaning close to you to get a better look at the charm.

a growing heat across your cheeks came about when you heard hinata compliment you here and there, and much more so when he moved closer to you. after you stuttered out what you hoped would be your response to him, his sunset colored eyes widened, and he moved away from you in the blink of an eye. he shyly chuckled and backed away a bit, hoping he didn't creep you out. "heh, um... sorry..." he muttered, about to leave.

"i never expected my favorite waiter here to notice so many of the little changes to me... it's flattering, i must say." you murmur with a grin, making hinata stop in his tracks and turn to look at you, his face reddening like a tomato, and his lips curving into a flustered smile. "i-i'm your favorite?" he asked you, his joy filling to the brim as he rejoices internally; his favorite customer called him their favorite waiter... wow.

#hinata shoyo #shoyo hinata #hinata x reader #shoyo hinata x reader #haikyuu #haikyuu!! #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu fanfiction #haikyuu x y/n #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu x you #haikyuu fluff #haikyuu x gender neutral reader #haikyuu x gn!reader #haikyuu scenarios #hq #hq x reader #hq imagines #hq fluff #hq fanfiction #hq fanfic #haikyuu drabbles #shoyo x reader #msby hinata

[bowandcurtsey]

Hi! Just saw your requests open post and squealed. Could I please get headcanons of Fuegoleon falling in love with an extremely beautiful woman and how he goes about courting her?

Hi sweetie!! Thank you for waiting so long (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)

I hope you're still here and get to read this request! Hope 2024 would be filled with nothing but amazing things <3

My last piece of work in 2023 hehe! Here's some gentleman Fue for you Anony!

Characters: Furgoleon Vermillion x f! reader tw: unchecked works

When he first saw you, he was so mesmerised by your beauty that he started blushing.

Fuegoleon, the captain of the crimson lion was usually an eloquent man. But he started to stutter around you and found himself not being sure of what to say.

He actually thought of many ways to talk to you a little more but he couldn't think right at that moment.

When you both parted way, Fue found himself thinking about you all the time. He just couldn't shake you out of his head. He was mentally slapping himself so many times in the day everytime he thought about how awkward he was when he first met you.

He had to come up with an excuse to meet you again. He just had to.

And guess what? he organised an entire event for the village you stayed in, just so that he could see you again.

Did he have any plans when he met you again? no.

So he arranged a charity event in your village (and a few other villages as well for cover up of course), and he was there in person every single day.

And when he met you again, he goes tripping over his tongue again. It's like you're his kryptonite and his brain malfunctions when you meet.

Thank the heavens you spoke to him a little, else he'd won't get over himself again that night. You volunteered to help out at the charity event and of course he agreed without any hesitation.

In the next few days, he would bring you breakfast or some snacks, or water - anything that could increase his chance of coming to interact with you.

Slowly he would start to make more casual small talks and ask a little more personal questions.

As he interacted with you, he fell harder in love, not only because of your physical features, but also your inner beauty. Every time you laughed, he found himself smiling as well.

On the fifth and last day of the village charity event, fue found himself in low spirits. He thought about extending the event, but as a magic knight, he knew that there were other villages waiting on the help too. He had to move on to the next village tomorrow.

He brought you a small little bouquet of flowers. "as thanks to helping us out" he spoke in a low and quiet voice, but internally he was freaking out.

The smile on your face was everything to him. He would never forget the sparkle in your eyes and the rosy tint on your cheeks. But what you said next was even more unforgettable.

Because it would be the start of everything you had with Fue.

"would you guys need an extra helping hand in the other villages? I would love to volunteer"

WELL WELL WELL

it is safe to say he almost jumped in joy at that moment. But he had to maintain his composure else he'd risk looking like a total dork in front of you.

Now he would find himself having lunch with you daily. Bringing you water, breakfast and snacks are just the norm now.

Some days he'd even ferry you to and fro the village so you wouldn't even need to travel yourself. Because it's "the least I should do!"

Every week when you ended the charity event with a village, he brings you a brand new bouquet of flowers "as thanks" and they get bigger and bigger in size.

You guys chat about more personal things and share more stories now. He's starting to get comfy with you.

By now, the entire Crimson Lion knows that Fue is trying to court you. The dissing he gets from Leo and Mereo is UNIMAGINABLE. Soon, mimosa and kirsch knows about it too and they tease him about it as well. Poor Fue.

But nothing is going to stop his determination of courting you.

How could you resist a fine, charming man like Fue anyway? You knew you were starting to catch feelings as well.

Fue is not the time to spend lavish amount of money on you during the courting stage. He believes the best way to show his sincerity is through his actions.

Chivalry is Fue's middle name, so do expect a lot of opening doors, pulling out chairs, lending you a hand on simple tasks, helping you hold your dresses, etc.

After ALL the charity event at the different village (which spread across 6 weeks in total), Fue finally mustered up the courage to ask you out for dinner. The rest was history.

#black clover headcanons #black clover imagine #black clover x reader #black clover scenarios #black clover fanfiction #black clover imagines #fuegoleon imagine #fuegoleon headcanons #fuegoleon vermillion x reader #fuegoleon x reader #fuegoleon vermillion hc

[kneelingshadowsalome]

"Angel. You feel like… like it's my birthday."

STOP WHAT IF the reader just starts to like, bake her own cake for him everytime on his birthday and the cake would be covered in edible flowers , his favorite flowers, maybe celebrate his little birthday somewhere secluded and they share little kisses after like omgondidbg (and omgonssk little flowers on his hood)

And why do i feel like his favorite color was red, black, anything that reminds him of violence and any color that is a resemblance of his childhood ,because fighting is the only thing that could distract him from his own mental problems and violent fantasies, and after he met her, his favorite colors changed into ones that remind her (and himself) the most, white symbolizes her innocence and the vast difference of how they both perceive the world, and green symbolizes moving on from some things? He may not move on from his violent tendencies, but maybe he doesn't always need to hold on those painful memories alone, maybe he doesn't need to come back to his room alone with his own sick and twisted world, maybe he can share some of it with her.

maybe thats why kö had a slight dislike of her wearing a black dress :p

Gahh what a message! You know I love you, right??

This birthday idea is so so sweet 😭💞 I know these two cuckoos would have the sweetest moments together. Can totally see them having a birthday picnic under the spring/summer trees (for some reason I'm convinced König's birthday is in May–June. Probably June, yandere König is a Leo sun & Scorpio rising I just know it lmao)

But look, now that you brought up colors I just have to start rambling again... (I'm sorry I'm a rambler)

I was supposed to share this in an author's note but never did so I'll share it now: the dresses symbolize the reader's mindset and reflect her stages of initiation. So:

Yellow = joy, optimism, curiosity, sunshine

Multi/flowers = femininity, fertility, sexual awakening, birds and bees, seduction

White = innocence, purity, hope, coldness, emptiness

Black = otherworld, power, darkness, grief, rebellion

Red = blood: the color of life, death, aggression and (re)birth. ("Birth is through blood")

And yes, König craves the innocence, purity, the angelic aura of the reader. She's like a drug to him when she's outside, dressed in those summery sweet colors, catching some air and watching the sun & the clouds (all the while he walks "underground", in darkness and in filth, watches the world through a black hood).

She reminds him of memories he doesn't even have (if that makes sense). She also reminds him of a certain memory he does have & which is filled with peace and light: the day he enlisted and celebrated by having a few beers. Apple trees were in full bloom and he was so at peace because he was in control now: he was in charge. He could finally leave his childhood home mainly filled with memories of abuse (I'm guessing not only his abuse but his mother's as well).

The evening was filled with the soft light of an early sunset and he thought those cute white blossoms were the most beautiful thing he had ever seen. It was a brief experience of what paradise might look and feel like before the army and fighting and war became his second home. But as you said about the colors red & black: he likes them, they're what he's good at, but it's not very cheerful or soothing!

When he first saw the reader she instantly reminded him of those cute apple blossoms and the paradise he never really got to taste. And even if his angel "fell" in the end, König adores both sides of her (the "blood-red woman" and the "apple blossom girl"). After all, there's two sides to him as well: the lonely boy who wants to protect the innocent... and the vengeful, grown man who wants to drown the world in blood and bury himself inside a woman to get at least some comfort.

And listen, I'm so glad you noticed the "dislike for the black dress" moment... Because it's there for a reason! König absolutely does not want her descending to the blackness he knows so well. His Engel might look good in red, but she doesn't belong in the ultimate darkness. It's kind of bittersweet how König wants to save her from that by taking the blame for her crime in the end (because he already knows he can bear the dark).

I don't know if this sounds gibberish but I just love to add symbols and metaphors in my stories... and I'm so happy you noticed there's a thing with colors going on 💋

& König needs that birthday cake, he needs those flowers and he needs to see her angel in a white dress and they both need to stop fucking around and go touch the grass 🤍💗

"maybe he doesn't need to always hold on those painful memories alone, maybe he doesn't need to come back to his room alone with his own sick and twisted world, maybe he can share some of it with her" -> look, I'm crying... 😭😭😭

#answered #könig backstory #just friends fic #esoteric rambling about colors

[star-suh]

If you have requests open is it alright if I could request a jungwoo x top male reader? with the plot based off a verse in a song (if not that's alright!) "Oh yeah, let’s make today our secret Mixed with the rain, our love song is spreading Show me more, your light, all right Stay in me, all night Until the very last moment, stay next to me"

kim jungwoo x male reader

singin' in the rain

cw: top m! reader, bttm jungwoo, cockwarming, passionate sex attempt, fluff attempt, idol au, secret relationship, 3rd person pov, little dialogues.

an: thanks to my bestie @revluvzen for helping me writing this ilysm ♡ and i hope you like this anon, tried to include the lyrics on the fic as much as my mind could.

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everyone knew how good jungwoo and y/n's friendship was, one of the strongest in the idol industry, they are like soulmates but no one knew they were more than that. they have a secret relationship, love filled the air everytime their eyes met and little imaginary hearts float around their heads, they're fools in love. 

it was a rainy night, both lovebirds were on bed kissing each other, showing how much they love each other by just connecting their lips but things escalated quickly, y/n's hands running through jungwoo's silky skin feeling his abs, caressing his waist and every part of his perfect body, "you are so hot, you know that right?" asked y/n, jungwoo laughed "of course, you tell me that everyday dumbo" they kept kissing while discarding all their clothes.

y/n guide jungwoo to straddle him and guide his cock to jungwoo's entrance sliding little by little all his member until he's finally deep inside jungwoo. y/n started to thrust enjoying how jungwoo's ass is so tight, he feels like jungwoo doesn't want to let go of him."c'mon let me hear that pretty voice of yours" demanded y/n while kissing jungwoo's neck, the latter complied filling the room with his moans followed by y/n's. their moans was their love song, showing how much they enjoy being with each other, how much they love each other. jungwoo rode y/n's cock as if there's no tomorrow he wanted to feel y/n inside him wanted to show him how much he wants and loves y/n. 

y/n kissed jungwoo everywhere, whispering sweet nothings to his ear while drilling his partner's ass, never forgetting to tell jungwoo how much he loves him. finally y/n and jungwoo came together on the bottom's chest and abdomen. y/n went to search for wipes to clean jungwoo's body "stay with me, all night.. please" asked jungwoo to y/n who complied sliding his member inside jungwoo then hugging him, being the big spoon, "i'm always gonna be next to you, no matter what love" rold y/n to jungwoo who smiled at him, y/n caressed his check and kissed him. both went to sleep, smiles adorning their faces showing how happy they are being together, it is like they were born to be together, well… they're soulmates after all, ones who have the joy of having found each other in this vast and big world… 

#jungwoo x male reader #kim jungwoo x male reader #male reader #kpop x male reader smut #kpop x male reader #male reader smut #nct 127 #nct x male reader #nct 127 x male reader #nct smut

[rumunstelle]

HIIIII! I saw your requests are open and I just wanna ask if you could do a pillow talk with Shu Yamino x Reader with a reincarnation curse? I feel l like it would be a cute and wholesome dynamic with a bit of angst. Take your time and feel free to go crazy over the plot!

~ 🌕🌸

Eternal Promises

Warning : Slight Angst

Summary : You and Shu were gifted with reincarnation, you've heard people say it was a gift. But, its more of a curse than anything. Everytime you have to experience death over and over and over again. Yet, when you and Shu realize you both had the same curse. You 2 decided to spend your lives together literally

(AN : In this case, people who get reincarnated are born with a specific facial feature in every life they have to live. For Shu it's his ahoge, and for you it's a strand of hair, and you can choose the color of that strand of hair :>>)

As you stood under the soft glow of the streetlamp, waiting, the familiar flutter of anticipation stirred within you. Each lifetime brought you and Shu have been bound by a mysterious curse of reincarnation, blending moments of joy with the ache of inevitable separation

Shu emerged from the café across the street, his smile lighting up the evening. His eyes, warm and knowing, met yours, melting the years away

"Eyyy, there you are" he said, his voice as comforting as a well-worn melody "It's a pleasure to meet you again, Shu" you replied, feeling the weight of centuries in those simple words

Walking together through the quiet park, leaves crunching underfoot, Shu took your hand, his touch a reminder of past lifetimes spent together and those yet to come

"Every time we meet, it's like filling in a missing piece" he said quietly, squeezing your hand "Does it scare you? Knowing we have to part again?" You nodded, the truth heavy on your heart. "It does"

But each moment with you is worth it Shu stopped, his gaze intense. With this you returned the gaze and told him "Let's promise, then. In every life, no matter what, we find each other. We make it count"

"Promise" he agreed, this simple pledge was your rebellion against fate, a commitment to make every short-lived reunion last a lifetime in memories

As dawn approached, casting a soft light on your goodbye, Shu held you close "Until next time" he whispered, hope coloring his tone

"Until next time"

You echoed, knowing that whatever the curse demanded, your souls would always find their way back to each other

(A few years later...)

You wake up in a new body, looking at yourself in the mirror with a sigh, going to your closet to get dressed

Stepping out, you went to go to school. And yet again, you were reincarnated

...

While walking to school you spotted a familiar boy with a yellowish ahoge "Ah, there you are, Shu" you said walking up to him "It's nice to see you again, (Y/n)" He said smiling down at you, noticing the (color) strand in your hair, realizing its you

Finally, you found eachother once again. Yet, it gets tiring having to reincarnate over and over again. Atleast, your able to spend your life... Er... Lives with someone going through the same pain as you...

(AN : Sorry, it's not very angsty, pero I hope it was atleast good. Also thank you for all the support!!)

#luxiem x reader #nijisanji x reader #nijisanji #vtuber x reader #nijisanji fics #nijisanji fluff #luxiem imagines #luxiem fluff #nijisanji imagines #luxiem #shu x reader #shu yamino x reader #shu yamino #luxiem fics #luxiem scenarios #luxiem reactions #nijisanji fanfics #Rumun_A&YSR

[sublygod]

Trying to finish up on some of these so I can start new projects-

Johnny cage- Kangaroo

Energetic beyond belief-

You and him met at a movie premiere- surprisingly it wasn’t one of his movies!

He just happened to be invited to the movie premiere and you tagged along with your friends.

During the movie your friend expressed that she wanted to go sit somewhere else with her boyfriend from the spot you planned to sit in.

That led you to be all alone which you felt sorta sad about but you just brushed it off.

You noticed someone sat down next to you and it took you a while to notice it was Johnny-

What gave it away was his sharp claws and feet.

You quickly looked and were surprised- Johnny cage- the hybrid Hollywood star- sat next to you!

You were surprised but then it changed to confusion.

Why was he sitting next to you? Did he do it for a reason? Was he just sitting down in an empty spot? Did he see you were all alone and decided to sit with you because of that?

I guess you’ll just have to talk to him to find out.

Though as you went to speak he spoke up. He asked you about the movie and where your friends were.

You explained that they moved spots because they didn’t like this spot you picked.

He laughed a little and let his sunglasses fall down his nose slightly before he told you that it looked like he’d be your new movie partner.

You and him got to talking as people started to fill the room.

To your shock- YOU TWO HIT IT OFF!

You thought you were in some sort of hallmark movie or something.

Super Hollywood star sits next to you during a movie and then you two start to click.

It felt so weird and it made you feel so many things.

By the end of the night you two had exchanged numbers and went your separate ways.

The next day you woke up to some simple text. He had just texted you to clarify that he got the right number and that you remembered him.

After checking that it was one of your days off from work you texted him back and you two went back and forth all day.

You two grew close and soon started to go out together.

Though it was a hustle everytime- being swarmed by his fans, getting asked if you two were dating, and of course the unfortunate mega fans who would try and separate you two.

Johnny always showed off his hybrid abilities to you-

How high he could jump.

How far he could jump.

How fast he was.

How strong he was as well- that’s definitely a big one.

He would always invite you over to his house to work out and just hangout.

Though one day..it evolved into more.

You two were working out and Johnny said he wasn’t feeling very well and wanted to cut the workout short.

You turned to notice that his face had gone red and he was sitting down bouncing his leg.

You thought he might’ve gotten a fever or something so you hurried to check on him.

When you got close he sorta pulled away and you felt bad.

Maybe something from his kangaroo genes was making him not feel so well.

You sighed and then stepped back and out of the corner of your eye you could see that Johnny looked sad.

He then stood up and then loudly confess his feelings!

He sounded and looked like some teenager boy- it was pretty funny and you couldn’t help but giggle

He was speechless as your giggle- he had heard it many times but right now it sounded so..heavenly.

His ears fell down thinking that you were laughing at him and going to reject him but they quickly shot back up when he heard you accept his feelings.

He quite literally jumped for joy- he lunged at you and enveloped you in a hug.

You two started dating but kept it quiet. Johnny knew you didn’t like all the cameras in your face and constant harassment so he thought ahead of stuff and when he invited you to stuff he always made sure you either showed up early before anyone or went in through the back door.

After a couple of months you two started to get intimate. It was a little awkward with the whole kangaroo dick but you two made it work-

You often found yourself in either a mating press with his cock buried deep in you. He used his strength and stamina to power through everything.

You and Johnny had to often shop for beds- because of his powerful leg strength and determination. By the end of your passionate love making either the bed would be too close to breaking or actually broken.

You also found yourself littered in scratches and cuts because of his nails. A sign that you’re his.

A lot of your guys work out sessions end in sex as well but you don’t need to worry because you’re not working out in a public gym-

He’s also possessive when taking you to events- he will size up the guy who’s been following you all night. Arms in front of him, flexing, hissing and growling-

You have to calm him down and apologize before shuffling away.

He's also not a big meat eater due to his kangaroo genes. He’s most active during dusk and dawn and take little naps in the evenings.

Long story short- you end up with like three kids who all love their dad-

#mortal kombat #mortal kombat 1 #mortal kombat men #mortal kombat x reader #mk1 x reader #mortal kombat smut #mk johnny cage

[bqu1nns]

intermittently - brian q.

my first fan fic ever!! [clap] [clap] in this fanfic, brian is a minor, 16-17 years old???? and the reader is a minor as well so no freaky stuff!!! leave comments on how i can improve PLEASEEE i love ya bye bye !

word count : 713

january 29th 1992

“i think i love you”, brian says to you, as the confession echoes through the late winter air. his words are pouring out more than he would have hoped. his gaze remained focused on your eyes only, observing your reaction with a mixture of embarrassment and uncertainty. 

he is certainly not the type of highschool teenager to get all shy and nervous around other people but whenever he was around you, brian's demeanor shifted in your presence. he became a gentle and caring soul, a stark contrast to his usual self. from the first day you stepped into high school, he took it upon himself to ensure your well-being, guiding you through the hallways and making sure you found your classes.

the place of confession, in all honesty, isn't ideal. but, it does hold sentimental value – just right outside the back doors of your highschool that had witnessed countless moments between the two of you. from accidental hand touches in the cafeteria line, exchanging silly faces in the hallway and sharing lunches by the football field, this place held a trove of shared memories.

 you always thought to yourself that it was impossible to ever get bored of him. brian had a knack of turning uncomfortable moments into wholesome jokes, gently caressing your shoulder in hopes of making you feel better. everytime he leaves those innocent touches against your skin, you can't help but blush, trying to change the subject as quickly as possible. 

with the help of the cold january breeze nipping against your neck, you snap back to reality. the very boy that you've liked for a year just said the words that you've spent nights fantasizing and giggling against your pillow about. the soft wind tousled his soft brown hair, revealing his furrowed eyebrows, still awaiting for an answer while you were daydreaming.  

a subtle tension lingers in the air between the two of you, like a red string tied to the both of you. brian senses that you felt contemplated in the moment, took a step back, and let you figure out what you were going to say next. he places his hands over his face in complete embarrassment, letting out a nervous laugh and says, “look, i didn't mean to put you on the spot or anything. i just wanted to let you know how i feel for you since i've been sensing some things have changed between the two of us.” 

god! hes sickeningly sweet.

“i.. i never would have expected this,” you say, trying to control your heart from jumping out of your chest. you finally look up to brian to see how beautiful he looks. the winter sun had casted a soft glow on his face, accentuating the sincerity of his brown eyes. 

i wanna kiss him. badly. 

brian, who can't stop smiling, stood in front of you, softly brushing the hair from your face with his fingers. his hands then moved down to your jacket, anxiously playing with the zipper. the awkward silence was filled with unspoken emotions. 

“you know, brian,” you begin softly, “this might sound crazy but, i've been trying to muster those words for the longest time myself.” his lips part gently, waiting to hear what you’ll say next. 

“i love you,” you confessed. his eyes, wide with surprise and joy, met yours, and the entire atmosphere shifted. brian’s mittens, warm against your gentle skin, cupped your cheek. “i've been waiting to hear those words for so long,” brian whispered against your forehead, pressing a kiss against it. 

a moment of hesitation flows through the both of you as your bodies are close against one another. everything is silent except for the sound of the two sounds of breathing and giggles leaving the both of you. he leans in closer to your face, merely inches away. without any needed words, both of your lips met in a kiss. 

you finally feel the lips you've been wanting to kiss ever since the day he lended you his coat when you were feeling a “bit cold”. since the day he held you gently in his arms as you cried in his arms. since the day he “accidentally” kissed your cheek when you accomplished something that you've been wanting. 

since forever. 

#brian quinn #impractical jokers #brian quinn x reader #brian quinn x female reader #brian quinn x female oc #impractical jokers fanfiction #joe gatto #james murray #sal vulcano #fanfic #ao3 fanfic #should i post this on ao3? #my writing<3 #tell em steve dave #podcast #kevin smith #clerks

[sanchoi21]

Intoxicating Violet

Fyodor Dostoyevsky bsd x reader

Waring: Its just comfort fic but may not be directly connected to the story line. It's only fluff but a bit mature. Image is from manga but eyes are painted by me.

You didn't know what to do, you were enchanted by him. From the smallest action he did for you, till his talks, his voice, or his ebony smooth hair, and ofcourse his enchanting violet eyes, you loved it all.

When the first time you two met, he was there standing alone in rain, with nothing shielding him from the divine showers of sky. Many people passed by him, but no one paid any heed. He looked sad, almost broken or perhaps lost in deep thought. You don't know what took over you, but you rushed towards him and shielded him with your red umbrella. After feeling the stoppage of downpour on his head, he lifted his gaze on you, those amethyst eyes, captivating yoi then and there. It was a unique colour, and you had never seen such beautiful eyes in your entire lifetime, but something dark and unsettling clouded those jewels. He blankly stared at you for a moment before asking, "Why? Why bother??" You couldn't help but feel a blush creep up your cheeks after hearing his deep voice, as if he wasn't handsome enough already. You simply replied, "I just wanted to, can't have you soak in rain, you might get sick." To tour reply he just chuckled a little and thanked you for your kindness, asking for your name.

And soon just like that, one meeting lead to another and he couldn't help but feel a lingering warmth everytime you two were together, initially he didn't realise what was this feeling, until one day when he saw you bleeding to death because someone had stabbed you thinking that you were the one who made them suffer, not knowing that they had got the wrong person.

As Fyodor saw you bleeding and unconscious, he couldn't help but panic to what might happen next, he needed you alive, he can't see you die not after all the deaths of his close ones he had experienced throughout the years. His mind was foggy as he waited for docter to treat you, he knew he had to take revenge on whoever hurted you like this, but his brain just wasn't functioning, he couldn't even figure out simple facts about the suspect which he can do in seconds on other normal days. He breathed a sigh of relief when doctor said that you are out of danger and that was the moment he realised, just how much you ate up his mind and thoughts, till the point to make him malfunction like that. His tough facade always crumpled when it came to you.

Days passed and he soon proposed you to marriage which you gladly agreed. After getting married life was good, infact felt like heaven, being beside Fyodor every single day filled you with joy. The only thing you didn't notice was that you never once got out of that house alone as he always insisted on following you just in case any trouble occurs. You didn't notice how one by one the people who hurt you, used to simply disappear from your life. You didn't notice how much deep you had fallen in love with him, till the point that maybe one day he might ask you to shot yourself, which you would do if he wanted. Being so much intoxicated by him, maybe wasn't good, but you didn't mind. You didn't mind his killings when he had shared about his work life and ultimate goal for those to you, you just wanted him safe. You really didn't care if he was a Devil disguised as an Angel, because only you knew that deep down he really was an Angel, a Lord who portrays himself as evil in order to lead people on the right path. Though his actions might be pure evil, but you knew the reasons behind those.

His touch was like fire on your heated skin, it's just like moth being attracted to the flame and going close to it, not knowing that one day it might be the reason for its death. You were the moth and he was the flame, despite being burned by him and his cold nature sometimes, you just couldn't get away. You were fully aware of the danger this man possessed but he was too sweet to get away from. He was like a drug to you, a drug which might harm you but feels just so good that you can never let go until you die. What can you do but just recieve love as he showered you with it, he never once hurted you or so he thought, but for him you were that flame for which he would sacrifice his everything, even himself. And who are you to deny the love of the Devil, when he was so sweet to you?

When one day he said that this might be the last time you see him, if he died, losing to Dazai, you broke down crying saying that, "Kill me first, it's better than seeing you die." To which he chuckled softly and pulled you close, patting your head, "Do you trust me?" Ofcourse you did, it was out of question but you still nodded. "Then till I come back, don't leave this house, don't believe if people tell you I died, I'll return back to you, I promise." Saying this he left, months passed which felt like millenniums, all these days you were alone, you felt empty inside still worried about him, but as he returned home, just as promised, though a bit injured, you hugged him tight never wanting to let go as he smiled down upon you.

This was your love, the love that you yearned for, just you didn't know that you will get it from such a dangerous man, but who are you to complain, when you will be cherishing it forever, just like he cherishes you.

#Fyodor x reader #fyodor dostoyevsky bsd x reader #Fyodor bsd x reader #Bsd x reader #boungo stray dogs #Comfort #fyodor dostoyevsky bsd #Bsd #Stray dogs Fyodor

[definitelynotshouting]

 (he can't say it's excitement, because he isn't actually keen to die– but it's something. A bit like hope, a lot like loss, in the shape of grief and threaded, ultimately, with desperate relief)

this sentence means everything to me, it is so

im speechless, what can i say? it's written so. it's so descriptive. it's so simple for such a complex feeling. it hits me in my lungs in a way different but similar to whenever im re-reading the little prince and especially the part when the geograph describes the boy's rose ephemeral

shouting, what are you doing to me? /pos

[asks continued past readmore]

He appears at what this world's spawn must be. It's a lovely place– all lush trees and flowing water, meadowgrass filling the air with the heady scent of spring. After so long in darkness, it makes his eyes burn with the adjustment, his senses flooding him with a deluge of new information. Grian trembles, curling his hands into fists, and begins to walk, following the vague trail that this server's owner has left for him to follow.

the same little princes rose anon

your writing is so amazing actually, like ive already thought so from the moment i met you but now im stopping and thinking back and taking it in anew.

your writing i mean, the way you describe things is so unique and high level and your words bring some kind of satisfaction trailing behind them

it is a joy to read i love how you interlace inner emotions with world building together like braids

if your writing was a braid it would be full of sunshine and pretty flowers, while the hair remains lustrous and royal and golden :)

Somewhere in front of him, Mumbo actually swears. The rapid rustle of cloth is his only warning before hands are on either side of his face, lifting his head and grazing into his hairline. "Grian?" Mumbo's voice is sharp. "Hey now, you– come on, open your eyes, alright? Don't be a spoon about this, please. You're not– come on. Eyes open. Grian, listen to me."

you are so sick for this, nobody even died and yet im shedding tears. that is mumbo. that is mumbo and he's horrified for grian. i love you - 🥀

your writing is so amazing i wish there was a compliment boost section, where someone could chip in to let those 1000 people absolutely gut wrenched, staring into their ceiling processing, madly in love with your writing unleash their inner demons by reminding you that you're amazing and there is no one else like you on this earth, and you mean so much to random people <3

- 🥀

Another rustle to his right: "Grian," another voice pipes up, and Grian's heart does that funny, agonizing flip again, because Scar's voice is shaking in a way he hasn't heard before. He sounds scared. "Grian, hey– hey. Look at me?" Grian looks at him, struggling to focus, the fog clouding his mind in one thick blanket. He's unfairly lovely with this backdrop of stars, and his face is pale too. "Grian, what are these?"

scratch that you deserve the thousands of soldiers marching into your dm's as if loverboys just send out by their wifes into the heart of the battle, dutifully complimenting you complimenting you and complimenting you, you deserve to open your mail to so many letters they will explode and cover your entire lawn and it will so much worse than the chicken/dragon pranktastrophy grian himself will blush, and doc will perish.

(they'll bury him in a chicken onesie) - 🥀

your writing is so intricate actually, binge drinked the whole fic and I have to say I'm so impressed with your Pearl characterisation

good nutritions my lovely spinning yoyo girl, she's shaped like those vitamin gummies you want to stick a handful into your mouth as a kid

also there is something so? distinct about the way the work passes through chapters. it feels as if everytime im switching onto the next one the theatre room curtains close, just to reopen to a different scene.

it feels like it takes moments, and weeks at the same time- the passing between the scenes. like if Grian breathed one moment and he was here, and then he breathed next one and he was...

still here? how long has passed between those moments? time seems to not hold much meaning here, like it runs on it's own rules despite anything.

maybe it was as long as it takes for an update, that's how much time has passed since one meeting till next one, maybe it's been a milisecond. - 🥀

ANON HOLY SHIT A WHOLEASS LIVEBLOG AND MULTIPLE COMPLIMENTS THROWN INTO MY ASKBOX????? OH MY GODS /POS THANK YOU SO MUCH THESE ARE SUCH LOVELY AND KIND WORDS IM GOING NUTS!!!!!!

Oh my gods the Little Prince comparison is making me INSANE thats like one of the highest compliments i could possibly receive i think, i love that book it fully changed my brain chemistry as a kid. Ive written things before that have drawn on that as thematic source material but to receive it on something i wasnt even intentionally trying to emulate makes me feel like all my insides got turned into bubbles. Ohmygods!!!! Holy shit!!!!

Also all these things you have to say about my writing being unique and just ;;;;;; wtf /pos this is so sweet to say, holy shit what do i do with all these compliments?!? Thank you so much, this is the most lovely ask ive gotten in a while and thats saying something bc ive been getting a TON of really nice people in my inbox lately. Im just so touched by what youve said here and how free you are with your praise-- it means a lot to me truly. Also ngl slightly stunned (/pos) at your comment about meaning so much to random people-- i guess its easy to forget that people dont just pay attention to the story that i post, but also to the person sitting behind the screen actually writing it. Its hard to conceptualize making such a personal impact on strangers when im not directly talking to them, but man im gonna be sitting on that comment for a WHILE just turning it over in my brain.

I am INCREDIBLY glad you like the fic, and especially Pearl's characterization. Tbh i have my friend @/cosmic-nopedog to thank for that one-- he was a big reason why i chose to give her such a meaty role, and he helped me come up with some of the emotional plot for her to begin with. I honestly think Pearl's role here is one of my absolute favorites in the entire story, and i cant wait to write more of it out :DDD

As for the time aspect, i do admit some of that probably has to do with the fact that i generally only update once a month 😭😭😭😭 but also, i really like episodic chapters!!! I sorta view scenes as film reels in my head, so i often write them accordingly, and im a real big stickler for ending chapters in a way that rounds them off satisfyingly. I tried explaining this to my partner about a month ago, but yknow how songs typically end on that one closing note to mark that theyre over??? Thats the sort of beat i always try to emulate when im finishing a chapter off. I just really personally find it satisfying to tie each chapter up individually, only to introduce a new "episode" in the next one so each one feels fairly complete and like it could almost stand alone. This is just a personal preference, though, and is likely influenced by all the specific books i read growing up <- almost exclusively read 70s fantasy novels 😂😂😂 either way, im really glad you like it and think its unique!!! These messages were so sweet to receive, i am sending you Beams rose anon, i hope youre having an AMAZING DAY and thank you so so much for making mine❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

#shouting speaks #asks #hunger au #compliments #GODS. WAAHHHH #THIS IS SO NICE #rose anon i am beaming only the nicest and freshest vibes your way #also i hope you dont mind i chose to compile this into one post!!!! i wanted to make sure i didnt spam my followers SKJDSJDJJD #txt

[thoughts-in-20s]

Called to serve and not Called to suffer.

Hello how was your week? This week was a little better than last week because we had to teach English again in school and we had seen little miracles. First I am just so happy to see Sister sand progressing she told us that she had read the Book of Mormon we gave her and that her favorite is in Alma 36:17-20 she also shared to us what she had felt while reading it. I really like how she's always willing to learn things, she even asked us about the Christmas activities we'll be doing in church, she said she'll try to go and I am even more excited for her. Second we have met brother earth during our English class he said he will try go every class and I consider this as a miracle because we don't have a lot of people coming to our class and this is also our way to invite others to learn about the gospel. Lastly we had our district council meeting in person for the first time, I consider this as miracle because it's hard to discuss about the things we can improve for the area and our plans online at the same time I am happy we are able to gather together before transfer day which is on December 15. I am grateful that even the work here is so hard we are able to still see miracles each week which only proves how the Lord is always there for us. I am thankful for the members here especially to Sister ganjanee, she is so kind and sweet everytime I try to talk to her with my broken thai, she always encourage me to just keep on trying because she said I will eventually get there and she never forgets to compliment me whenever I am able to complete a sentence which just makes me happy and she's also one of the reasons why I am striving so hard to become more better in the language. I remember a quote I've learned from the MTC "Stretch yourself to speak the language because you love the people". I like how this is so true, one thing I've realized in my almost one month here in the field is that you can't help the people if you don't understand them and no matter how inspiring or good your words are if the people can't understand you it doesn't make any difference at all. Everytime I study the scriptures and the language I always try to think about the people we are serving like how can I become a help for them and how can I help them to appreciate more the Greatest and Infinite Atonement of Jesus Christ as I do this I can feel how this calling has been a blessing for me because it had increased my capacity to love other people as myself. If you know me personally before I was called as a missionary you know how much I hate working under the heat of the sun and also doing biking not only because I am terrible at it but also because it's a tiring thing to do but missionary work taught me how to become selfless it had taught me that for every effort we do to help others to come unto Him brings us even more joy than what we feel if have stayed in our comfort zone. It brings me so much comfort that the Lord knows which area and companion can help us to be more patient and Christlike. This week I have been into Alma 29:10 "And behold, when I see many of my brethren truly penitent, and coming to the Lord their God, then is my soul filled with joy; then do I remember what the Lord has done for me, yea, even that he hath heard my prayer; yea, then do I remember his merciful arm which he extended towards me." This is exactly what I feel as I lose myself in this great cause and I am sure you'll feel the same too as you forget yourself, everyday I experience different struggles but I told myself If this how the Lord refines me I am even more willing to face it. Thank y'all for reaching out to me, see you next pday and take care.

[herdeardiaryy]

devotion 08

"My flesh and my heart faileth: but God is the strength of my heart, and my portion for ever."

Psalm 73:26

In times of challenges in life, i believe that it is also the time that we get more closer to God. Even the unbelievers call to Him, and that's great. I remember yesterday, when watching Favor Church's service on YouTube, Mr. James Aiton said that, "Unchurch people are more receptive to the supernatural power of God being poured than the church people, because they are desperate." and that even made me realized that, yeah, this is the point.

I didn't say that we have to leave church and become unchurch person but as a church person (like me), we need to have that kind of feeling to get more closer to Him. That even in good or bad things in life, we have to be desperate to the Lord.

so back to the verse.

Before, I really feel that the Lord is much nearer to me when I call unto Him in times of struggling. Because I thought that when I have problems, I should only call to Him. But I'm totally wrong. When I decided to open my heart and my mind and surrender everything to me, my point of view to Him even changed. That even in my great situation or not, God is always near. It is me who go farther when I thought I don't need Him.

I fail everytime, my heart, my mind, my body, and even my soul. I fail. But now that I learned how to surrender everything to God, I may have all this struggles and failures in life, but I have to count my blessings. I have to count what God has given me than to question myself about what happened.

He become my fortress in everything, I even made this blog just to remind myself how good He is in my life and my family's life. He is more than wonderful. He made me realized that not all the people you've met are forever besides you, that He is the God who stays. And I am more contented in things that I never appreciates before, my God made me do it.

Thank you Lord for your word.

This is my prayer:

"Father, my heart is filled with joy as I made this devotion right now. Thank you for the assurance Lord that you will never leave me and my family, thank you. God as I get close to You, always remind me to be faithful to You, and not to anything else. You are my fortress, oh God. Thank you for always giving me a reason to get up early and bond with You and my family. Thank you for changing me once again. I can't thank you enough for everything that you've done in my life and to my family. Always protect us from harm, God.

This I pray in the Mighty Name of Jesus, our Lord.

Amen."

Have a blessed monday everyone. God loves you.

love,

herdeardiaryy.

100723 | 08:58 AM (Saudi Time)

#devotion #SoundCloud

[danielophile]

the moment i saw this picture, i cried.

ㅡ the story of my fangirling life.

when i was in middle school, i met max changmin and g-dragon. my fangirling journey began with them both. they were filled my school time back then. yeah, sometimes i also talked about boys. but i talked about them more often. like everytime and everywhere. because of them, i truly have a memorable youth. till i entered a college, g-dragon was still there. be my number #1 hype boy.

then, when my two ults on military duty. kang daniel came and filled the empty space they left. my college life was better with him. i smiled a lot. i laughed a lot. i cried a little. and he made me appreciate life more. i was really grateful by his existence.

when i graduated and was unemployed, suddenly a big boy came into my life, and he was kim mingyu. he was there with me. keeping me sane and once again, i had a reason to keep going in my horibble time of life.

yes, since 2009 when i met max changmin and g-dragon, and now, i have kang daniel and kim mingyu in 2023. they were the one who accompanied me, and became my emotional support system. even their existence seemed unreal, yet they were the one who were still here. and i'm not sure what my life would be, if they were not in a part of my life.

i know, we can't depend our happiness on person, so i didn't do that, again. i did rely on people i know before, it ended up in many heartbreaking disappointments. but when i put it on my boys, it was clear that i lived my life well, far from being called a sad and gloomy girl.

but i'm kinda sad, because once it was crossed in my mind, if eveyone already has their person, when will i be? why do still i depend my happiness on them instead of a real person? will i ever have that person to be my happiness beside them? will there ever be someone else who brings me more joy than they did?

i'm upset and feel bad, because i suddenly forgot that i was and still am happy because of them. they're enough for me.

during my school years. max changmin and gdragon was there. bring a color to my life. and created an unforgetable teenage life.

back in college, the one who made my day the moment he posted something, the one who was there when i was at my lowest point, the one who helped me forget the awful and traumatized things that 'a jerk' made? yes, the one, that person, was kang daniel. not other kang.

and now, living my kinda-forced independent work life. there was mingyu who brightened my day, who made me find a work motivation and didn't let me feel lonely even though i was alone. it was mingyu.

of course, i always have Allah with me. Allah has always been there for me, since forever. but i also knew that Allah sent the four of them, each at a different time, to save me.

they are not just a phase for me, they are God's way to save me.

speaking of a picture above, if someday they asked me that question, maybe, that was my answer as well.

"mau kutemani sampe kapan?" "sampe nemu yang kaya kamu di real life"