As someone who has an anxiety disorder and issues with low blood sugar, I KNOW that after a car crash, talking to eldritch gods, and literally almost getting shot, once the adrenaline wore off Peter Spankoffski had the panic attack/low blood sugar spiral (low blood sugar causes a panic attack which makes blood sugar tank or vice versa) of his LIFE. That poor boy went through it that night.
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AUSTRALIA 2023; 📸: Simon Galloway
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I miss the life series. All of them, sm.
SOOOO, I decided I'd finally sit myself down and design all life series Scar's... These designs will probably change and vary, but I this is my main concept for the life series with Scar's outfits in mind.
If you have any questions for the designs, feel free to ask. :D
CLOSE UP!!
(If you have tumblr on dark mode, im so sorry <3)
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Aaron Minyard is a dick yes but he’s a dick because he’s a scared ex-addict kid who’s desperately clawing at anything he can to be “normal” and not a Fox™.
Date the sweet cheerleader who also wants to be a doctor, get the 4.0 gpa, become a surgeon, Stay Away From The Foxes because association means he’s damaged and he’s Not Damaged anymore and definitely don’t talk to the therapist because that means he needs help which he Does Not Need. Keep the appearance of the “normal Minyard”.
He grew up in an abusive home with an addict mother who made him into an addict. Keeping up the normal appearance has been the name of the game his entire life, it’s second nature. Don’t let anyone suspect anything. Being apart of the Foxes comes with a reputation and that scares Aaron, it threatens a rickety appearance he’s oh so carefully built to protect himself from others (and mostly himself tbh).
Being an asshole and outwardly a dick is his trauma response. It’s the result of his refusal to process and come to terms with his past. He’s a dick to others because he’s the biggest dick to himself.
(Me personally, I also think his homophobia comes from a place of internalized shame and homophobia. Once again, he grew up with it drilled into him that he Needs to be “normal” and put together and I assume he probably also grew up religious ((his uncles a homophobic pastor who boarder line hates his own son)). Aaron grew up seeing how Nicky was treated for being openly gay. If he started having any thoughts about being anything other than straight, his first response would be anger and shame that’s expressed outwardly.)
His response to his internal shame and anger is to lash outwards at others rather than process it. (which isn’t an excuse, I just don’t think he’s an asshole because he’s an asshole at his core but because he carries a lot of shame.)
I think him rooming with Matt is what would really help him improve his ability to process his shit. (Along with more joint therapy with Bee and Andrew). Seeing Matt, another ex addict, who is fiercely kind and protective of the Foxes, who’s unashamed of his past and how it affects him now would be an eye opener for Aaron. His past doesn’t define him but it’s not something he can deny either.
Matt helps him see the Foxes as a group who has overcome their struggles. Who are helping eachother continue to over come their struggles. And he slowly starts to realize he can let them in and he can accept his past and still be successful and have the life he wants. And start to process and change the way he reacts the way he does.
(And process his not straight thoughts bc bi Aaron is real in my heart)
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Okay so I love aro Scar and I'm aroace but also I like kissing people as like. A stim if that makes sense. All over the face like cartoons
Imagine Scar doing that to 1) deliberately fluster his adoring redstoners for the lolz, and 2) because it's just like. Silly fun. He could use one of those lipsticks that transfer a lot to leave actual cartoon kiss marks. Imagine the comedy
ABSOLUTELY YES. SCAR LOVES GIVING PEOPLE KISSES.
If he needs you to shut up he WILL kiss all over your face to shut you up. The hermits usually get too flustered to continue JFKGFKGKE
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