#i don’t deserve yall

[pinktrashgoblin]

HOLY SHIT WE HIT 500 FOLLOWERS HOW????? THANK Y’ALL SO MUCH THIS IS WILD!!

never thought my stupid little AU would get to where it is! but I’m not mad

anyways, if y’all remember when I did art trades a while back, I’m gonna do them again!

how this works is simple: put your tumblr username in the Google form below, and after a week I’ll collect the submitted names and randomly pick five to trade with.

if you’ve already traded with me before, please don’t enter! Also note that I am working on a separate trade at the moment, which will be posted separately from the others, and likely beforehand as well.

Again, thank y’all so much! Y’all are the best, your support means the world to me <3

#jsab #just shapes and beats #jsab art #jsab au #tumblr milestone #500 followers #jsab broken melodies #jsab comic #jsab bmau #UGH #this means so much to me #thanks y'all #i love y’all/p #why are y’all so nice #i don’t deserve yall #LOVE ALL OF YOU!! #AUGHHHHH #PETTING YOUR HEADS

[alizachan]

…don’t comfort me this is just my selfish needs I…really don’t deserve 

I just want a hajime x reader where he comforts the reader..

Mostly cause i’m here feeling like a waste of money, space and a failure..no one in my family gives a shit about my feelings just how I look like..they just want to do what they want me to do…

I just want someone who cares about who I am and doesn’t like me due to it…

#just… #I don’t deserve yall #i don’t deserve hajime… #I’m not good enough to fit in

[comradekatara]

so on a scale of aang (killing is always wrong) to katara (killing is a statement) to sokka (killing is a tool), where would the rest of the gaang + ozais angels go?

toph is hard to pin down because she’s the only character who ever actually kills people outside of the context of war. and i don’t know if she even realizes what she did, because she’s 12 and the adrenaline rush of discovering that you can actually metalbend probably supersedes any logical reasoning in that moment, but like, she did just leave two guys to die a gruesome death in a metal box. so i do think it’s more nuanced that simply saying, “to toph, killing is fun and flirty,” but like, there is a not insignificant part of her that will gladly kill as a means of asserting her power over others and individual autonomy, and has no compunctions about killing those who threaten her autonomy specifically, as it is such an acute point of trauma for her. but also, she’s twelve so like, she’ll probably develop a more nuanced approach to that quandary as she ages.

zuko’s stance on killing is mostly that he’s happy to outsource that violence and then take credit for it as long as he personally doesn’t have to get his hands dirty. like he’ll hire an assassin but won’t bring himself to admit that “end them” means “kill them,” or he’ll threaten to kill zhao and then try to save his life at the last minute. he wants aang to kill his dad but would never actually kill ozai himself, just as he wants katara to kill yon rha, but would never actually kill ozai himself. and i’m sure zuko thinks this is all because he’s a coward who simply lacks the capacity to be ruthless and effective (like sokka), but actually it’s symptomatic of zuko’s greatest quality, which is his inherent sensitivity, his queasy stomach for violence, his predisposition for gentleness, the fact that he actually struggles to deny his own inclinations and simply submit himself to a logic of brutal death and destruction. he thinks it makes him weak, but the fact that he actually has a desire to do the right thing and be a good person despite it all is truly his greatest strength.

azula is always operating from a place of survival because it was impressed to her from a very young age that she exists in a world that is unforgivingly cruel, and it is kill or be killed. she does not want to die (which is quite possibly one of her greatest points of deviation from sokka, but i digress) so she wholeheartedly submits herself to this logic, and unlike zuko, who struggles to erode his own humanity even under the threat of violence, azula is very good at becoming something “monstrous” (her words) out of fear, can contort herself into any shape necessary as long as the threat is tangible enough. so obviously azula approaches killing in the same way sokka does, no surprise there. murder is a tool to achieve her ends, to ensure her own safety and survival. it is simply a mechanism of war. but unlike sokka’s view of it, she also believes that the strong kill the weak because the weak deserve to die, and that logic she inherited from ozai.

we never see suki actively kill anyone, but she does threaten to feed sokka to the unagi, so like, even if she is (probably) joking, i don’t think suki is flat out against killing. i think she’ll kill if she absolutely has to, but would also prefer not to because she clearly values and holds a deep appreciation for life. but also, whenever there is a gap in our textual understanding of suki, i usually just fill it in by being like wwkd (what would kyoshi do), so maybe that’s why i just said. who knows

mai always makes an effort to never actually stab people with her blades, but rather pin them in place. that said, whether this is because a Y-7 cartoon simply isn’t allowed to depict blood or if it’s because mai is genuinely that attuned to not seriously hurting the people she throws knives at, i’m not entirely sure. i like to think that mai doesn’t actually want to hurt people, because like zuko, she is naturally inclined towards sensitivity and gentleness, but i think there’s also a part of her that would lock people in a metal box if she could. i think the best way to summarize mai is thus, excitement is valuable (including the heat of battle), but killing is unpleasant.

ty lee has actively refined a technique that makes her extremely dangerous without ever actually having to cause long-lasting damage to someone physically (psychologically is another story). yet another W for ty lee air nomad heritage theory, but i digress. ty lee is smart enough that she never actually has to be personally responsible and culpable for killing anyone ever, but she is also submitting to and enabling the violence of an empire for the sake of her own survival, so it’s not like she’s not complicit either. so to ty lee, killing is also a tool, but one she personally doesn’t need to employ, which is a comfort to her.

iroh (technically you didn’t ask about him but he’s fascinating so i can’t just leave him out) used to view killing as a tool, and now views it as an inviolable taboo because it took him like over 50 years to recognize the inherent value of human life and the grief of losing a loved one. so it’s not that he grew up in a “kill or be killed world” that fostered his need to kill to ensure his survival, but simply that he grew up in paradigm that dictated that “killing is the path to attaining glory” and he was good at killing, and thus glorious. but then he experienced the consequences of that worldview firsthand, and had to completely recalibrate his own logic of conquest and domination. and so now he’s still capable of violence in equal measure, but is less willing to exercise it for purely shallow, destructive reasons. yay..??

jet actually does think that killing is fun and flirty. anyone who disagrees with him deserves to die because he is simply right about everything. sokka? closet fire nation sympathizer, obviously. guy he met on a boat who said “hey im not really interested in joining your child militia”? well he’s probably the prince of the fucking fire nation (okay he was right about that one but he had no way of knowing it so). he watched the rough rhinos burn down his house and murder his family with a smile on their faces, and a part of him that day calcified and decided that the only way to truly reclaim his power was to beat them at his own game. so he does everything in his power to control the people he can, to control his narrative, to refine his logic in a way that makes him the uncontested hero no matter what. but in truth, it’s quite simple: he wants power because he has none.

haru exists somewhere between “killing is a statement” and “killing is a tool.” killing is a tool because it functions as a statement. killing is a statement because it functions as a tool. violent resistance is necessary by any means necessary, but you know, in a nice way. he’s basically just the model of the “good” colonized subject who fights for collective liberation instead of personal empowerment, so it makes sense that he’s introduced before jet as like the emblem of what katara should do (how she should fight, what she would fight for) versus what she shouldn’t. which is like, perhaps a simplistic reduction of “good” vs “bad” methods of resistance into “our noble collective action” vs “their senseless terrorism,” but like. lol. what can you do

#turtles-alltheway-down #asks #analysis #toph #zuko #azula #suki #mai #ty lee #iroh #jet #haru #put the main three who matter here above and then the rest below the cut #sometimes i forget that zuko is a good character bc yall are so annoying about him…. but then i remember #i also need to talk about more at length about how azula rationalizes that the weak deserve to die thru ozai for MULTIPLE interconnected #reasons that I didn’t have time to get into here #and also just azula’s relationship to ozai in general #but im putting off actually writing that bc it is. genuinely devastating and i don’t wanna #anyway!!

[seraphicalsuccubus]

well. it’s officially ‘I like your tats’ weather. aka the bane of every tattooed girl’s existence 🙃

#my Instacart shopper was the girl’s boyfriend instead of her just using her profile to do the shopping #and he literally sat here and fucking hit on me and tried to get me to tell him about my tattoos and told me how good they look and #I shit you not said ‘damn lil mama you got some ink huh? I bet you look real good without them clothes’ #because my nipple tattoos were peeking out of my tank top …… #like you have a whole ass woman at home get the fuck outta my face with that shit ugh #I wish I had a way to contact her about how sleazy her fucking man is being to random customers while using her profile like #she deserves to know he’s fuckin scum and hitting on random women he delivers shit to #god I fucking hate scummy and cheating men like y’all don’t even know what it means to be faithful clearly #so many of yall motherfuckers get ‘loyalty’ and ‘devotion’ shitty ass script fuckin tattoos and clearly don’t even know what the words mean

[raelle-writing]

The DFF fandom on Twitter has gotten out of control.

Since Saturday, I have been called an abuse apologist, a r*pe apologist, a bully, a child, a shit person, stupid, shortsighted, mean, etc. as well been told to seek therapy.

Why?

Because I like Jin.

#I’m really tired yall #I’m only out here doing scene analyses and stuff #I never said that I think Jin has done nothing wrong #I just don’t think he deserves the hate he’s been subjected to #considering he reacts like pretty much every normal person would in his situation #arguably better because many people would be more like Fluke than Jin #he makes mistakes but he’s also a kid #and I don’t think I deserve to be raked across the coals for having some nuance in how I view him #dead friend forever #dff the series #dff

[sillyboycam]

Hey..

Um.

You already know what’s up.

—————

I just really wanted to post something, and I’m pretty content with how they look. I could definitely do more but life is catching up to me and I’m not doing well rn lol. I probably will do an actual background and their proton packs! Since it looks kind of silly without them, they still have the straps on that are attached to… Nothing. But you didn’t notice that. So, ya.

Anyways, I think they’re really neat. I love them.

Prob gonna watch Ghostbusters tomorrow anyways

Sorry if this is giving you crazy whiplash :,3

Enjoy

Love ya

ALSO DON’T BE WEIRD THEY WERE FIGHTING STAY PUFT

Art is by me ———————> @sillyboycam <3

#fanart #digital art #i love them #i love them sm #they make me sick #they’re so silly #egon spengler #raymond stantz #stantzler #if you don’t like stanztler that’s okay!! Very acceptable as well #they could just be like the best of friends #which they are #<333 #ghostbusters #ghostbusters 2 #they deserved the world and I stand by that #I know none of yall will be weird JUST SAYING ok love u

[grayisblogging]

season 10 daryl >>>

#daryl brainrot has been so bad to me lately i can’t even sit down to watch the show bc i need to be there so bad like yall don’t get it #really been trying to keep this to myself but i can’t help it anymore #i deserve to be in that show man put me in that universe that’s my FAMILYYYYYY #save me long haired fictional man SAVE MEEEEEE #daryl dixon #twd #mine

[thief-of-eggs]

u guys r writing essays. this is. embarrassing. sorry u can't handle someone saying ur writing is ooc. hope u guys like. deal with the insecurity sometime.

I am defending my work against silly gooses like you who keep coming here throwing hands.

You may not know this, but it’s very unneeded and unwanted to have someone come alllll the way to someone’s tumblr account from ao3 just to tell them they don’t like the writing.

This is my blog and I don’t want stuff like that on here. And the fact that you’re engaging too is equally “embarrassing” for you. Sorry you didn’t like seeing an author stand up for herself? Like damn💀

It’s not insecurity- it’s frustration that the time and effort I put into a piece is thrown out the window with stuff like this. I do not write for OP, and having my work critiqued like it’s something OP paid for is irritating.

Also, this whole thing poses great food for important discussions to have in fandom- like how fanfic writers are treated like content creators, and expected to cater to everyone’s wishes. So yeah, we are sending essays. This is a loaded topic.

#egg answers #yall are so silly i may just take my inbox feature away #some of yall don’t deserve it #hazbin hotel #fanfic #fanfiction #ao3

[anartisticdreamer0]

i don’t think i have a place to comment on the situation happening right now, due to me being a white hispanic (us) American, but i want to make something clear.

Racism and xenophobia should NOT be allowed or tolerated anywhere near this community and if you don’t agree you’re the problem.

Brazilians, French and Koreans ALL deserve a place on this server and this community just as much English speakers and hispanics.

To all who have experienced hate from the QSMP community, I am so sorry that you had to deal with that and I am so sorry if it and this situation in particular has made you want to leave this community, won’t lie I completely understand.

And to the rest of the community, we need to do better to make sure that we stop that behavior from continuing. I personally haven’t seen it here on Tumblr (not to say it isn’t here i just haven’t seen it or else i would say something) but I know it’s rampant on Twitter. I don’t have the bird app but many of you do, start there.

#qsmp #qsmp situation #qsmp serious #i don’t really know how to tag this #if yall have anything to tell me i should add lemme know #i wanted to make sure that this post isn’t /just/ about the situation #it’s about the overall state of the community #no one should be experiencing hate in this community. #I feel horrible for Cellbit #he deserves better <3

[pinktrashgoblin]

GENUINELY DON’T KNOW WHAT TO SAY

THANK Y’ALL SO MUCH VRJVNWTRTJRWVJTE

This is a huge milestone I never thought I’d reach, let alone within six months, thank y’all!

You’re all amazing istg ntrvjwerkvrwwmwjvtrwt

Thank you, your support means the world!

#jsab #jsab art #art #just shapes and beats #tumblr milestone #artists on tumblr #300 followers #WOAH! #thanks y'all #i love yall #i don’t deserve yall #jfewjvrewnvresnvrew

[mioakem]

Jason grace is literally “the archer” by taylor swift like he’s literally that song as a character but no one wants acknowledge it cause this fandom has a vendetta against my bbg for some reason 😞

#if Jason grace has no fans then I’m dead #but no like he literally is and I could go on for hours and hours abt it #but I’m stupid so I don’t know how to put it into words #Jason deserved the Percy treatment #sick and tired of yall hating Jason like that’s my husband ur talking abt #Jason grace #pjo #hoo #toa #percy jackon and the olympians #heroes of olympus #trials of Apollo #pjo hoo toa

[matty-bear]

how I feel after I spent the entire day writing part two of the matt fic instead of doing my hw :

#sturniolo triplets #nick sturniolo #chris sturniolo #matt sturniolo #azul talks ✮ #Larray #yall bold if you think ima do my hw while im literally on my death bed #That’s a joke im being dramatic I literally just have a bad cough #“I love behind dramatic because why would you ever deal with any emotion is a logical way ?” #learned that from my bf conan 🔥 #I will literally push out works for yall even if im on the brink of DEATH I love yall that much #I don’t deserve yall 😞 #Take my love please . <3

[timothylawrence]

crazy how you can make a post abt violent racism in a game and ppl will still say ‘it deserved game of the year tho’

#ewbie.txt #no I don’t think a game that treats it’s only black companion as trash deserves goty 🤷‍♀️ #not to mention the way it tries and fails to speak on racism within the fantasy world #yall are way too comfortable with racism in ur video games #esp fantasy ones #like you guys love to alienate nonwhite fans ….

[piratingconstellations]

joey batey did not lie JASKIER HOT GIRL SUMMERRRRR

#i know y’all don’t follow me for the witcher i’m sorry #SEASON 3 HAS WON ME BACK OVER!! #first of all. finally leaning into the found family theme #second of all. portraying geralt and yennefers relationship in a way that gives yennefer agency #third of all. YENNEFER FINALLY GETTING AGENCY AND CONTROL OVER HER LIFE YASSSS #AND FOURTH!! OF ALL!! #JASKIER MR. BUTTERCUP DANDELION SANDPIPER!! #a flip switched idc the wig slays. WIG #jaskier getting the praise he DESERVES #side note joey batey is just incredibly talented. amazing voice #jaskier getting to be a FUN UNCLE #HIS ROMANCE PLOT IS EVERYTHINNGGGG #like YAS give jaskier a weird offputting boyfriend!! #then take me here <— ARE YALL SEEING THIS?? #to be clear this is a bad show. it’s bad #HOWEVER I AM LIVINGGGG #the witcher #jaskier #joey batey i owe you my life. #stream the amazing devil

[onlylurkingreadingstuff]

Hey yall @moonyinpisces just dropped us a gift. Someone tell their instructors to give exams all the damn time if this is what end of semester brings us.

NSFW, obvi.

#yall. #YALLLL #humor and hotness #someone #this one took me out #as a college professor I don’t even deserve this #do the students know the professors live for the smutty fics #god bless grad students keep them safe and insane #good omens #crowley #aziraphale #ineffible idiots #good omens aziracrow #edinburgh minisode #that night in the graveyard #go2 #gomens 2 #aziracrow #good omens 2 #fic rec #good omens fic rec #and I do feel like Azi is a reputation girlie

[reamed]

ya know what I’m deciding not to give a shit if my job doesn’t like me missing work bcuz I’m in agonizing pain

#txt #it is what it is #fuck it we ball #like idk what else to do #and it really erks me that my boss thinks she has the right to tell me I need to go to the doctor #because bitch I’ve been all my life I’ve been misdiagnosed with stomach viruses utis and it’s never that #I’m not risking being misdiagnosed again. I’m waiting for my gyno appointment bcuz it has fucking everything to do with my period/reproduct #REPRODUCTIVE ORGANS #like hire more people if it’s such a loss when I’m gone ?????? #don’t fucking text me telling me that “As a mom I’d tell my kid to go to the doctor😇 as if my parents aren’t fully aware of the pain I’m in #and have been fully aware since I was 10 years old #I know what’s going on bitch I don’t need to waste money at a walk in clinic for them to tell me I have a uti or my stomach is just hurting #u think jus fucking about with this shit. no I plan for this every month. usually it’s not terrible. this month has been hell #there’s nothing I can do to avoid it. I take meds and they barely do anything #i deserve to rest bcuz I’ve been busting my ass this year and last through this pain #i can afford to miss a few days off work. sorry yall can’t #I’m sorry for ranting this had jus been an issue my whole life. they used to grill me as a kid at school for missing #and it reminds me of that so much and it makes me feel like a child again #being told It’s JuSt period CrAmpS just TakE medicine #meanwhile I’m literally puking from pain #meanwhile my insides feel like they are blistering and on fire and my lower body is being yanked to the floor #ok sowwy I’m gonna go cry about it now