#i feel devastated

[scvrletstrange]

Me rn searching for Thor x reader, Mighty Thor x reader and Valkyrie x reader fics to pretend we're all doing fine and happy together

#thor odinson #marvel #thor love and thunder #lady thor #mighty thor #thor x reader #mighty thor x reader #valkyrie x reader #valkyrie #mcu #marvel fanfiction #jane foster #i feel devastated

[catgirlcommie]

new episode of akiba maid war.... oh my god

#akiba maid war #i feel devastated

[quillyfied]

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#brb just gotta. just gotta. #just gotta lay facedown for a while. #Ned from try guys cheating on his wife with an employee. hecking. unbelievable. #i should go to sleep I haven’t been actively watching TG content since the start of the pandemic #but the amount of times I’ve watched their older stuff to feel better is…it’s a lot #i feel devastated #so I can only imagine what the people actually in this situation feel like #good on the remaining guys for not tolerating that or trying to sugarcoat it #what is it about the entertainment industry that makes wife guys think making their personal lives their brand is going to work out? #like you made your marriage your job. congrats. that’s not gonna backfire or anything #that’s not going to put stress and a sense of performance on the relationship at all #an inordinate amount of men in entertainment who don’t put their marriages front and center have a hard enough time staying faithful #so it seems #ugh I’m bummed. just really liked the TG dynamic #i know the remaining guys are gonna need support after this upset but idk man I don’t think I can watch them anymore #not for a while anyway

[pelmeniforeveryday]

Я отмечаю 5-й год своего блога Tumblr! 🥳

Venting...just venting and whining

5 years. 5 long years. I can't even remember the certain reason why I started to blog on Tumblr. I wanted to do something personal, be a part of something, contribute to whatever it is.

At that time I was 16. It seemed to me like a have a lot ahead of me. A whole life. I was utterly naive as I didn't see obvious things. And at that time I had hope.

I know, it may sound fancy, but whatever. I had dreams, but they haven't come true. Maybe because of me. I don't really know. Now I want to take them from someone else, the way mine were taken from me.

I wished I would be at least attractive. Maybe average, or a bit better. I didn't completely realize that I wasn't like my other classmates, either of my naivety or stupidity. Or I was unwilling to realize it. I've recently seen a photo of my class, taken when we were exactly all 15 — 16. Finally I see that among other girls I'm an unattractive one. It sounds childish, but what I really want is to feel attractive. I want to be that bitchy high school bimbo which is loved or worshipped by everyone at school. I want to be adored. Even if it's considered egoistic.

I remember that I wanted to practice my English with native speakers. But here I haven't succeeded as well. It's getting more obvious that I'm just incapable of talking to people and maintaining friendship. I'm aloof, nonchalant, and in my heart of hearts I completely comprehend that I simply don't want to interect with people at all. I'm just built this way.

There were also academic aims, creative, personal. I don't want to utter a word about them.

My friend abandoned me, I left someone — isn't it just ordinary life challenges? This all will happen again to every person on this planet.

My blog makes me feel like there's something missing. In me, maybe. Especially after a long time after I had stopped posting things. It reminds me of all things I haven't managed to do

I don't even like pelmeni that much

#5 year tumblrversary #tumblr milestone #vent #I'm pathetic and i want everyone to see me like this #maybe I'll delete it later #i feel devastated #an old and ill woman is talking

[suntails]

the weight of family and the pull of gravity

#those are song lyrics listen im running out of dramatic one liners to use as captions HGFJKD #i like the DRAMA!! the DEVASTATION!!!! if it doesnt feel fitting to the emotional weight i feel then i will DISINTEGRATE ON THE SPOT #the pic looks more saturated as i post it than it does in photoshop so hmmmgh not sure how the balance will be? c'est la vie it's j for me #u can rip those fuckign birds from my cold dead hands. i wont give them up. sleepie made fun of me for my bird motifs BUT I LIKE THEM #I NEEDED THEM FOR THE COMP IT GGRGAGAHAHHH #twst #twisted wonderland #twst silver #silver vanrouge #twst spoilers #ch 7 spoilers #oh yea i wanna make an animatic to that song once ch7 is done. maybe.. i fucking HATE making animatics but its SOOOOO SILVER #blame lettie its her fault #suntails

[patsmassivekeychain]

Ok more coherent thoughts now. I can already see how this ending is probably going to be divisive and to an extent I understand why. Before it aired, I wasn't keen on the idea of the show ending like this. People don't like endings where the found family go their separate ways, except that isn't really what's happening here. And I think the way they did it was perfect.

Alison has come in and completely turned these ghosts' unlives around. She's given them purpose, connections with the outside world and each other, and above all a lack of boredom. Boredom is one of the main existential challenges the ghosts face. Alison isn't abandoning them to what they had before she came - she's leaving them with the tools to actually live rather than just exist after her.

And she's not gone forever! Families don't have to live together to be family. She comes back and visit them regularly! Maybe it's just because I moved out from my parents' in the last few years and I'm back for Christmas, but her being a regular at the hotel, coming back and visiting them at least every Christmas (maybe more) was very moving to me. Just because she's moved out doesn't mean they're not still family.

Having it become a hotel is a nice bookend and I bet it's improved the ghosts' quality of unlife a lot. As I said, their biggest challenge has always been boredom. A hotel/golf course probably isn't at all boring. How many affairs do you think Julian has watched? It's perfect for them, with all the people coming and going. I bet they even stage the odd haunting for fun. A constant, varied existence is a great fate for them.

Ending the episode with the plague ghosts was PERFECT. Obviously, it was great to see them again and it was hilarious as they always are. But it struck me just how much this decision has improved their situation - they've gone from dingy cellar to sauna. And that's the analogy of how much things have improved for all the ghosts.

Change is scary. It's sad when things come to an end. But sometimes it's for the best. And an end doesn't always mean a closed door.

#bbc ghosts #ghosts spoilers #ik i said more coherent and then just wrote a blob of steam of consciousness #but this episode WAS sad and devastating #i hope this makes people feel a bit better about it #if at least one person feels better ill be happy

[sayheykid]

trying to figure out how to say this delicately. i do think that the pwhl is going to make some progress, and already the support for the league is showing how much of a market there is for women's sports even from a few years ago. but it's kind of been irking me to see so many posts that act like there has never been any arena for women's pro hockey before. like do you understand how many people — how many leagues!! — came before this to even make the pwhl a possibility. do you know how many people have fought tooth and nail for women's pro hockey for DECADES. i'm not saying don't support the league, but don't act like it's the perfect solution to a brand new issue

#idk i'm just thinking #how quickly people forget the outrage and devastation of the entirety of the phf being blindsided by the acquisition/merger #contracts erased. careers ended. lives uprooted. #yes women players are getting more money and more visibility! that's great! #but i can't support it wholeheartedly #i will support it because they've ensured it's the only option there is but it still feels kind of bad man #saw a post earlier that was like 'starting today. young girls will realize there's a future for them in pro hockey' #that's great! but it's not starting today! #it started with all the groundwork that's been happening for years and years and years #hockey #pwhl #phf

[faoluoo]

I hope she loves me too.

#guess who finished the game #i feel devastated (/pos) #disco elysium #de #klaasje amandou #miss oranje disco dancer #digtal art #fanart

[ahalliance]

crowley perhaps did the bravest thing in his 6000 years of existence and was greeted with his worst nightmare in return. i’m sooo incredibly normal

#good omens #good omens s2 spoilers #go2 spoilers #gos2 spoilers #good omens spoilers #good omens season 2 #i am . devastated #that’s the closest word to it #but fuck . phenomenal season and ending for making me feel so many shrimp emotions #jay rambles #shoutout to ineffable bureaucracy . real winners in all that #nina and maggie won too because now that theyre on the same page they’ll actually be able to develop a healthy relationship #unlike SOME OTHER PEOPLE #1k

[ayakashiz]

Reposting this from my twitter thread because it hasn't left my head (and adding a tiny bit more).

Seen so many questionable takes lately about the ivantill kiss, and I know everyone is allowed to have different opinions and interpretations but.

No, Ivan didn’t just pretend to kiss Till for the show. And no, he wasn't trying to make Till hate him either or trying to trigger him over his implied SA to snap him into action.

I think the whole point of the scene (confirmed by the creators) is Ivan finally breaking his mask of perfection and control and giving in to his messy, all consuming feelings, being selfish for once.

Yes, by the end before the strangling starts, he appears more clear headed and now focused on the objective of manipulating the score. But he doesn't really look at it until AFTER he starts strangling Till.

The kiss itself wasn't part of the strategy, or at least not entirely something calculated. Ivan could have skipped the kiss and strangled Till right away and gotten the same result.

The fact that he kissed him AGAIN after he started strangling him, more softly and 'personal', almost like a goodbye or an apology (whether for his selfishness or for their past), tells me he wanted it.

I think a last selfish act doesn't diminish the love he had for Till, it just shows the tragedy of ALNST. Ivan is only human after all. And no matter what kind of mask he built for himself and what illusion of control he had over his life, when faced with the real, imminent possibility of losing Till, he crumbled and did something unexpected.

I have more to say about the Ivan and Sua parallels and how he finally understands her in the Confession comic etc etc but I think I've yapped enough.

I just don't like it when people try to mold the narrative because they're uncomfortable with an unconsensual kiss. It's meant to be painful and heartwrenching, a reflection on Ivan's one sided-feelings and his desperation at the moment —to be seen for the first (and last) time, to not be left behind, to convey his emotions in the only way he could when being seconds away from death.

After all the team confirmed that Ivan is clumsy with emotions and only knows to convey them in 'childish' ways (the nuzzling against his face, the picking fights with Till and teasing him).

I think some people like to think of the kiss as something purely calculated and selfless because it makes it more 'palatable', but in my opinion this take washes out Ivan's character and the flaws that make him just as human, vulnerable and complex as the rest of the cast. He was willing to throw away his life and his perfect image because he wanted something that badly.

#ivantill #alnst #alien stage #someone on twitter added a very good point that the kiss not being premeditated works in ivan's favor because it humanises him and i agree #till has always been the one to bring out the most messy human side of him #the one he was utterly unable to pretend to be prince charming around #i just have SO MANY FEELINGS about this scene in general #also Qmeng and team seem very proud of her kiss drawing abilities and i think she'd be devastated if she read ppl saying he was just #playing pretend asdf #i think ivan not looking like he was enjoying it had less to do with it being calculated and more to do with him understanding the one-side #nature of his love and the gravity of the situation they were in

[transjudas]

And it better be just my size

#gerard way #gerardwayedit #gerard gender archives #mcr #mcredit #my chemical romance #userkam #i have devastating feelings about this person y'all #they've come so far

[choccy-milky]

ok settle down anon cw: my face🗿

😍😍😍JUMPSCARE😍😍😍 this pic of me cracks me up so much because i look like that creature from aoi oni LMFAOO ok but heres a non crackhead pic of me i took today upon waking up at 5pm and before washing my face like the nocturnal disaster that i am

u can tell that i cut my own hair bc look at that stray piece hanging down and how uneven it is LMAOOO i aint payin someone like 70 bucks for a haircut THEYRE A SCAM!! I CAN DO IT MYSELF🤺🤺🤺

also since we're on the topic i posted these on twitter but if u dont have twitter and didnt see them I WANNA SHOW THEM OFF AGAIN BC THIS DRESS IS SO CUTE

its from miss patina if anyone is curious😩 i have so many of their dresses which i highly recommend and UGH....the feminine urge to draw clora in every single one of them is SO STRONG....im also a hermit and barely ever go outside so fully expect one day that im just gonna post ALL my dresses just so that i can show them off to someone LMAOO🥰🥰

#i have 3 fashion styles which is goth / academia / and animal crossing character LMAOO #i either wanna feel dainty and cute OR i wanna dress like ness from earthbound/a middle school boy with a baseball cap. my 2 wolves #i just turned 28 in april but i still look the same way i did in highscool LMAO it doesnt help that im 5ft. the gremlin energy is STRONG #i even bought an apple themed overall dress from the childrens place LOOL and also bought a matching one for my 4yo niece #the nice thing about being child-sized is u can buy child clothes for cheaper LMFAO 2 of my fav casual dresses are from gap kids BHAHAHA #DONT U JUDGE ME!!!! #ask #also i need it known im wearing a panda onesie in the first pic i LIVE in that thing....but im at my moms and dont have it rn😭😭devastated😭

[thealogie]

Sorry last thing on this but I think the funniest aspect of the s4 sherlock finale was the moffat told us they have been hinting at the ending the whole time and if you haven’t been paying attention hell mend you and all that. I’m sorry Mr Moffat you’re a genius and I was simply too stupid to see all the motifs pointing towards psychopath sister prison island dead dog boy

#it feels so good to laugh about this together. I was ready to laugh about it the moment the episode ended but people were (a) understandably #devastated or (b) devastated by coping through apple tree yard and insisting it was mean to deny apple tree yard. #but coping*

[coalitiongirl]

Regina cuts her off, her stomach roiling. “You talk about me with Henry?” Emma shrugs. “You come up sometimes. He really does care about you. And I think you care about him.” “You think?” Regina demands, and her fists tighten. “You think?” Emma turns away from her, focuses on Henry on his swing. Regina follows suit, letting the sight of him calm her. He’s going higher and higher, and he kicks off his shoes when he’s at the top of the swing, sending them flying across the playground. It’s so normal, so much like a scene from a year ago, before everything had fallen apart. “I wasn’t sure,” she says. “I didn’t know if you…if you saw him as something to have. Or if you really loved him.” Regina seethes. Something in her chest withers and dies. She’s furious. She isn’t hurt, because she will never give Emma Swan the power to hurt her again. “This town still stands only because Henry is inside of it. And you think that I don’t love him?” Emma doesn’t respond to the threat, which had been stupid and will set Regina’s time with Henry back again, she’s sure. “You didn’t kiss him. When he was…after he ate that turnover. You didn’t even try to kiss him awake.” Regina had sat in the hospital room and wept, had felt the world falling apart around her, and no, she had not kissed Henry as Emma had. How arrogant it is, to believe that a kiss can work magic. How privileged it is for the laws of the world to break only for you. “I am no Charming,” she spits. “I don’t get beautiful fairytales, and I don’t expect them. Forgive me for being a realist.” Emma is silent. When Regina turns, Emma is watching her again, and there is a lingering something in her eyes. Not quite pity, not quite sorrow. But understanding, and Regina hates seeing it more than anything else. Hates the way that her heart leaps, and the next few breaths hitch and don’t emerge right.

#i Cannot post fic before i finish the whole thing bc i don’t have regular fic writing time rn!!! #but i finished the first chapter of this and i just wanted to share a lil 🥺 #how do we feel about hanahaki with a devastating twist 🤔 #ANYWAY got a new assignment that’s gonna take over my life but this story won’t let go of me so i’ll be back!!! #swan queen #vintage s2 for y'all <3

[d0cshartens]

goddamn those boys really are geniuses

#boygenius #phoebe bridgers #julien baker #lucy dacus #side note i feel UNWELL #all boy genius knows is make the most emotionally devastating album of the century. and that’s all

[butterflysonnets]

absolutely insane that mike literally p a n i c k e d when will was like "well what about us?" because will wasn't even really making things gay he was honest to god just inquiring about the state of their estranged friendship and wondering why mike didn't make time to talk to him when they're supposed to be best friends but MIKE was the one having an aneurysm like "🏳️‍🌈⁉️ W H AT!!"

“WE'RE FRIENDS” “i know mike” “WE'RE!!! F R I E N D S!!” “right so why don't you call me — ” “I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND” “… that in no way answers my question"

#stranger things #byler #queer mike wheeler #mike acts gayer in this scene than will who is canonically gay is all i'm saying #and while we're at it... #what the fuck is the “it's not my fault you don't like girls” scene #the way mike is visibly devastated after will's like “yeah i did think we'd just hang out in your basement forever and it would be enough” #maybe because he realised he was forcing himself not to also feel like it was enough me thinks??? he was trying to be “normal”? #and then he immediately feels guilty and bikes in the goddamn rain to apologise like bitch what is this shit? the notebook? #meanwhile his girlfriend is fully mad at him and he's laying around eating chips and burping and laughing and complaining about women #and doing nothing to apologise to her LMAO???? #mike wheeler what are you doing king. the people want to know #anyway i'm once again deep in my queer mike theorising #don't let me down duffers i s2g #eve text