#i feel more brewing up

[spinnysocks]

there's hope for me yet.

tracing & reference

#i'm proud of this <3 #it's an important message #There's Hope For Me Yet #i think i need to make a tag for canine art now #i feel more brewing up #art #coyote art #canine art #coyote kin #canine kin #coyote #canine #otherkin #otherkin art #therian art #hope #hope art #canine art streak #-> my new tag for it lol #my art #spinnysocks

[fictionadventurer]

How did Treasure Planet manage to come up with the greatest aesthetic in all human history? Victorian elegance plus space-age flair, with just enough dirt and grime and wear and tear to make it feel real? A combination of traditional and computer animation that perfectly embodies the movie's blend of old and futuristic? How does it get any better than that?

#treasure planet #turned it on on a whim #because sylvia's lovers put me in the mood for sailing ship vibes #and it turns out it fits in really well with the north and south space opera i've been thinking about again #it's really hard for me not to give thornton a giant beautiful space sailing ship #(no you can't do it! the point is that they're industrial and purely functional!) #also i've got another post brewing about how treasure planet is an excellent boy's adventure coming-of-age story #and we need more of those because i feel like the genre doesn't exist in the same way these days #but i'm not sure i could say what i mean without getting folks up in arms #so i'm keeping it to the tags

[bbnibini]

I find it so painfully heartbreaking that Solomon just...laughs off all the derision, the name-calling, and possibly even did "evil" things on purpose because it's expected of him at this point. (He had not always been like this as Thirteen pointed out before). There was a time when he was "innocent". When his soul sparkled. When it resembled the kind of soul everyone in these god forsaken (pun intended with spite) three realms seemed to associate with the ever loved MC. He's just...worryingly carefree. And because he's like that, he feels even more of a tragic character to me.

Sometimes it even seems that he himself would seemingly make up excuses on why he's hated. Oh, it's because I'm a sorcerer this. I might have won a war against Devildom single-handedly this. I have forgotten. But maybe, I did something bad, that. Hon, you were doing that to SURVIVE. You don't have to be a faultless person to deserve compassion. You don't have to be MC to deserve to be loved.

#rant #the more i play and read about nb solomon the more it feels like he's a worst case scenario foil to MC #and it's ridiculous maybe to feel this way but seeing how everyone dotes on mc and just panders to them without question no matter #especially with meaner dialogues #make me dislike the mc to some extent #what good will raising up one character do in exchange of dehumanising another? #i couldn't put a finger on this feeling before #but i think that's also why im so burnt out with this game #the more everyone loves me as the mc the more it becomes so apparent how unfairly solomon was treated #and how everyone ESPECIALLY HIM just rolls with it #sweetie please be angry. please complain. please hate me in some way #but no he just keeps loving and supporting the mc #in game in fandom this man can't catch a break #wanna gatekeep him fr /s #this has just been brewing in my mind for a while. i don't really wanna hear discourse or arguments that's why i put it in the tags #I just need a place to vent my frustrations with this game #obey me #obey me nightbringer #obey me solomon #spoiler mention #he's imperfect and flawed as all humans are and he deserves to be loved irregardless

[squuote]

Realized how often the Narrator anthropomorphizes things in the Ultra Deluxe in order to encourage or bait Stanley. Which is so much different than how he was in the past endings, specifically the apartment ending. The way he now refers to all the different quotable and memorable objects in the game as Stanley’s friends.

There’s just something about the way the Narrator does at least deeply try to relate to Stanley’s need as a human, understanding more that we are sociable creatures. Giving us the bucket as something to cherish and playing along with the notion (despite getting very obviously upset when Stanley gets too attached to the bucket and then tries to break down that narrative). The attempt made to actually reach out to Stanley in a human-like way.

I don’t know where I’m going with this but the attempt at connection through the similar actions of a person or something like that. Acknowledgement of human needs, even if it's more or less the bare minimum effort.

#the stanley parable #there’s just something about the change in the narrator as a character through the various editions of the game #how he acts in the original mod vs how he acts in the ultra deluxe #again this falls all the way into my whole the narrator acting more human as time goes on #and stanley becomes less human as time goes on concept i got brewing in my head at all times #sorry I’m always so chatty about this game btw I feel like I may be too annoying with it #if I am plz know that I’m sorry for it. fixation’s insane with this one #the stanley parable ultra deluxe #<- technically ig #edit: edited it just a smidge hehe #my friend brought up a good point and I wanted to add it :-)

[b4kuch1n]

siren

#bakuspecial #cw: nudity #cw: body horror #monster #siren! I think. they're bird to me #I think this has been brewing since that stream mim did of drawing dnd monsters only from official text description #and when the official art for the sirens were shown I was like. oh thats just a woman with wings #lmao like. granted. its an official dnd book available for all audience. you cant make it too Bad To Look At #(I do not agree with this but it wasnt about me. if its about me its gonna be about very few people lmao) #but yeah. after that I got slightly too into the idea of putting more bird into birdwoman #but I also do genuinely love monsters that are Rearranged Human Parts so. I couldnt commit too much to the bird scales Im so sorry #I wanted the fleshiness. the feel. textural experience of holding her hands and being like oh that's a human #even when ur eyes tell u otherwise. mmm #...I looked to my right as I was typing these tags and saw. the fucked up pikmin I tried to sculpt the other day along with the pin #and got startled #its so. its so fucked up. gods. dusty white naked grainy parsnip #I used to have that one doll I butchered wanting to customize in a box next to me and thats way less upsetting than this. man #its perfect actually I will never throw this thing away. anyways #now. now I go to bed. its sleep time for the baku #have a good night lads! you CAN have it both way easily you just need a big bat

[cali]

darkraiiiiii

#art #i was brewing up a complicated picture in my head too many factors intermingling and i put a requirement on myself that i would need to #feel a certain mood to create said picture cuz only then would it feel good and true but it was an impossible to achieve mood #and it made me miserable for a week i went to bed as soon as possible everyday to skip to the next one but today i woke up at 2am #and thought well maybe i should just draw something simple that i like it doesnt have to be high concept #so its just darkrai!!!! cuz its such a cooly! and its made out of shapes ive enjoyed drawing recently #smoking fire plumelike stuff u kno... #and i got to try out the spraypaint thing again cuz there was stuff i realized i coulda done better after the red 3 head hybrid pic #so i wanted to do it again. do u like these- with the spraypaint rendering? i will make more of them no matter what u say #but im about to go to bed now. i started the pic at 11am and finished at 8pm so 9hrs spent?! well the stenciling takes a long while in pain #i did the spraying in ms paint again and then composited it in paint net like usually. #also im typing much because the combination of coffee (which i try to make special and rare for me so it hits more cutely) #+ the euphoria that drawing gives me makes me talkative. but now.- ! im tired !! goodnight #pokemon #darkrai

[lackadaisy-headcanon-supply-unit]

I'm so glad I found your account! You guys are very talented <33

I know canonically Mortdecai isn't, uh, amazing with kids but what if a Marigold members daughter started hanging around the building (like Ivy did when she was younger) and she reminded Mortdecai of one of his sisters (Esthers moodiness or Roses cheeriness)? I'd love some headcanons about the scenario^^

I wasn't going to write this until later but I absolutely had to jump ahead of schedule and write this because it nagged at my mind almost all week. You even started an AU for the other mods and I, anon. This little idea is so tasty and adfghfgferhrj

You are the biggest brain and I hope you don't mind that me and Iphiko (and maybe even Rory!) had a little taste of this drink ourselves first. Different bottle, don't worry, we haven't touched any of what's in your hand right now

Also thank you so much for your kind words! I'm really glad you guys are enjoying these things (as if the inbox flooding wasn't proof enough), it makes us Lackadaisy Moonshiners so happy and gives me an excuse to keep writing. You're all awesome!

At first, it almost stings. He still remembers Ivy, after all; her wandering around following Viktor or whoever caught her eye whenever she could. It was cute. Adorable, even.

But Mordecai seems to be the target of this little beast's attention. And no amount of waving her off, gently pushing her away with his foot or annoyed threats will get her to pick someone else.

The Savoys are enamored with the little bugger. Serafine started calling her "Bébé Couteau" (Baby Knife) after being allowed to teach her some knife tricks (why Asa let them put a knife in the hands of a kitten, Mordecai will never know) and Nico picked up the habit of startling the little girl by picking her up and spinning with her...Which slowly evolved into throwing her across the bloody bar into Serafine's arms after an accident that resulted in the kitten getting yeeted by a distracted Nico (apparently she loved it (and to Serafine's credit, she ran like Hell to catch her); so it's not exactly safe but it's okay??)

Several speakeasy attendees mistake her to be Mordecai's kitten since she's always hanging around him (and especially so if she's a Tuxedo cat). It probably doesn't help that he loudly objects to the twins throwing the kitten back and forth like a football and has even ripped her out of their arms once or twice

They also (correctly) assume that he calls the shots when it comes to her. If she's making trouble or is heading somewhere that she shouldn't be, someone has to work up the courage to tell that ferocious shadow of Asa's. It's him, the queen cat that looks like she's constantly considering stabbing you or the heartthrob at the bar vicious son of a bitch who always looks like he knows that he's better than you

It's an unspoken rule between the three that Mordecai's word is law when it comes to the kitten. He hates this and is sure that they just use this as another excuse to tease him.

Asa scares the Hell out of the poor little thing. He tried greeting her once and she burst into tears and ran to Mordecai so he could protect her. The twins thought this was hysterical: the kitten adores the ground Mordecai walks on, laughs at Serafine's threats and thinks Nico throwing her at a soft target as hard as he can is the bee's knees; but Asa Sweet-the big fat cat with the softest features out of all of them-scares the living daylights out of her.

Mordecai thinks the kitten has a good judge of character sometimes. If it wasn't for her love of the chaotic duo he'd say that out loud

They brought the kitten along to a "meeting" once when she were sick with a fever. She cried when Mordecai left the car and Serafine refused to leave until she was comforted or at least sleeping, so (after some arguing and sweet-talking) Mordecai went back for her. When he didn't leave the vehicle for a few minutes, the Savoys went on without him.

They came back to find him reading a book, the kitten snuggled up against his side and sound asleep tucked under his coat and arm. The soft look in Morde's eye told Nico that maybe this wasn't the time to be teasing him.

This didn't stop Serafine. Mordecai hasn't heard the end of that event. (Asa also gave him some Hell for leaving the twins to do the dirty work, but Serafine and Nico shut him down pretty quickly-they found whatever crate he wanted, no witnesses are around to tell the tale, the job was done just fine and the kitten needed him more than they did. Shut up, Mr. Sweet.)

Whoever's daughter the kitten is, they'd better learn to deal with Mordecai becoming her guardian angel of death. If she doesn't have a parent and just wandered in somehow, she's gonna end up with something better: an aunt that'll teach her to kill and how to stay strong, an uncle that'll toss her around like a hot potato and teach her to be fearless and another uncle that'll pretend to not care for her until someone looks at her the wrong way.

Mordecai, Serafine and Nico. Probably the worst-fitting cats to be any kind of parental figures, yet ones that will guard a mutually-adopted kitten until their final breaths-whether they'll admit to it or not.

#🖋 mod ille #Mordecai Heller #Serafine Savoy #Nicodeme Savoy #Headcanon Home Brew #headcanon #Lackadaisy #Feel free to ask any of us for more because I adore this concept so much you have no idea #Anyone asking for a continuation will get it on the house if I pick it up

[ylissebian]

caught up this week right in time for the start of season 5… we’re so back

#i missed this show so bad it’s unreal #if u were concerned yes rita is describing riverdale plot points and YES they are one hundred percent accurate (source: me im an expert) #frankly rita would fucking adore riverdale. the world should embrace this more #anyhow. falling back into old hyperfixations is what the summer is for innit ^_^ and its nice to draw better than 2020 me could. we have fun #the penumbra podcast #tpp #jupeter #juno steel #peter nureyev #rita (tpp) #buddy aurinko #vespa ilkay #jet sikuliaq #god i stopped listening somewhere when s3 was coming out cause school was too much at the time... relistening made me tear up #feels good feels organic feels like i missed juno steel so bad and didn’t even realize tili had him back #nureyev voice do you think these louboutins are too flashy for a kombucha brewing #<- real line from riverdale. rita could attest to that. i know this in my heart

[brawlmetaknight]

The whole metapeach dynamic is actually quite interesting! Can't wait to see more :)

I'm glad you think so! :D I have so much smash lore/headcanons about them but I have yet to compile any of it into something cohesive lol. I swear this ship just started because they were my mains, my peach is actually way better than my mk though so whenever he'd get whupped she would take over and win the set without even really trying. she thinks smash bros is all fun and games while mk is deadly serious about it, so they're a really amusing team. it was over for me when I started putting little bits of personality like that into it.

#BUT IT DIDN'T END THERE....because i remembered the unwavering chivalry event in smash 4 and got validated by an actually canon dynamic lol #then THAT spun into going back to sse and really acknowledging things like when he saved her and zelda from the cages with snake and lucari #and her just waltzing around in the halberd and not being intimidated by any of the cannonfire and explosions lmao it's so good #also her relationship with kirby in smash is adorable and potentially involves mk by proxy? #idk i just feel like there's a lot you can brew up with them and it's fun lol #ANYWAY GEEZ #sobbing because everyone has been so cool and nice #i will definitely have more art bless u #asks #metapeach

[dukeofriven]

This Pride I want us all to take a minute to reflect on those brave but forgotten queer souls who worked on The Epilogues and Homestuck 2 with the goal of seeing Homestuck with queer content 'done right' and fucked it up so much worse than anyone thought humanly possible.

#they fucked up so bad I challenge you to find five fans in 2023 who still consider anything they did canon #even by the incredibly loose standards of Homestuck - a webcomic about how canon as a concept is meaningless #the webcomic whose entire driving philosophy is 'anything can be canon' #'anything can be canon' except very specifically these things which are absolutely not no way in hell #let's take only the elements of The Epilogues that people despised and double-down on them that's a risk that'll pay off #Barty's Brew-Ha-Ha is more a part of Homestuck canon in fandom consciousness than Homestuck 2 and I'm the only person who's ever watched it #Homestuck 2 the DmC: Devil May Cry 2013 of webcomics #who were these souls? #literally impossible to know #for none now live who remember them #homestuck #queer #Pride #coming back to add to the notes here that their very premise was wrong #homestuck in some sense is a journey of a straight cis author into a queer nonbinary persona and I find it faintly... #repugnant that this obvious journey was considered flawed because it didn't meet the standards we thought were iron-clad in 2019 #which is why H2 is less that four years old but feels sp dated compared to Homestuck classic #absolute hubris #and frankly kind of awful taht Hussie wasn't thought 'queer enough' to tell a queer story correctly

[laniidae-passerine]

permanently associated the song ‘espresso’ with pushing daisies in my mind because of the lyrics

#I feel like I’m on drugs this song drives me up the wall #got me thinking about them (olive snook and her homeopathic remedy making machine fixing loverboy) 24/7 more than I already did #‘​that morning coffee brewed it for ya one touch and I brand newed it for ya’ #he literally! fixed! the! espresso! machine! for HER!!!!!!! #‘I'm working late 'cause I'm a singer’ alone in the shop singing hopeless devoted by herself???? #‘my honey bee come and get this pollen’ okay admittedly more of a chuck line but STILL!!!! massive association with the show #‘too bad your ex don't do it for ya walked in and dream came trued it for ya’ HER FANTASY ABOUT HIM COMING BACK???? #sorry I’m literally obsessed with them and this song isn’t helping #the way he constantly helped and supported her when everyone ignored her and leaned on her with their own problems???? #ugh. why did we never get that third fucking episode!!!!!!! THE ROMANCE OF IT ALLLLLLL #collapsed on the floor they gotta sweep me away #pushing daisies

[tvrningout]

good morning beans and buds! i’m running on four hours of sleep, but at least i’m home and not at work!! let’s get a lil writing done 💜

#i feel like if you blew on me i would fall over but it’s fine we’re gonna drink some coffee and perk up! #asdgh #gonna try to make it through more stuff i owe but i might work on icons for chiyo bc i really might #go through with that fc change… it pains me a lil but :’ )) i really think it might suit her more as an adult #changing her appearance so much and distancing herself from her youth and the problems she had? yeah 💜 #still having the same problems from her youth in actuality? yeah 💜 #asdgh alright hope the day is kinda to y’all! i’m gonna brew a heckin’ big cup of coffee #get ready to ramble | ooc

[rinofwater]

So was anyone gonna tell me that too much caffeine can worsen depression or was I supposed to figure that out for myself after sipping too much 'self-loathing bastard' juice?

#personal #ive been deep in my feels the last few days #and ive been sitting here like where the fuck is this even coming from i cut out all the stressors hello #am i just predisposed to hate myself forever??? #no #ive been having too much cold brew #and i know this because i wake up today with an obnoxious ass headache as if im having caffeine withdrawals #even though i had a latte yesterday just not the cold brew #the cold brew thats got waaaaaaaay more caffeine per serving than the latte (and i usually end up having about two servings in one go) #and you know what? the self-loathing bastard energy just aint slapping today somehow #just the damn headache and some vague queasiness #(and annoyance at how my new curtains for my room are doing a piss poor job of staving off the evil hate orb but that's a different thing) #and its like okay i know caffeine can worsen anxiety and it can have the opposite expected effect for folks with adhd #is there a link with depression too? #studies say...yeah there might be a link especially if youre already predisposed to it #so uh #yeah today i learned i guess #i need to take that snide self-deprecating remark off my sideblog too...whoops

[dykethang]

ok so i just actually can't take SSRIs even if i'm on lithium, this is good to know 👍 i'm going off the SSRI again because in the span of 2 days it's made me agitated and high energy which is a Warning. and i could just be having a weird day but i'm not risking it and my psych's advice anyway is if i get like this on an antidepressant to stop it immediately + start antipsychotics if needbe

#cat meows #man i cannot be like this i ACTUALLY don't want mania for once #cause i just feel wound up and agitated and i'm a horrible annoyance and blight and pest when manic #like just awful to be around and i exhaust everyone around me trying to keep up with whatever i'm on about #i'd rather be so depressed i want to [redacted] than so agitated i want to [redacted] #i'm also significantly more likely to harm myself if i'm manic and especially if it's a mixed episode brewing #so. just. no antidepressant back to square one maybe i'll try stick out bupropion again lol

[aria0fgold]

I've been searching up a lot about caramel and honestly, my search history is giving "fan of caramel" but no, I just wanna figure something out about isat.

#aria rants #im neutral to caramel rlly. i like it in small amounts cuz its too sweet for my throat for me to like more #anyway yea this has smth to do with the scent and just the overall decision of why ''burnt sugar'' specifically? #its been eating at my brain ever since it was brought up in isat. i feel like i got a theory brewing but i cant form the thoughts yet

[dutybcrne]

There's got to be something said about Kaeya just completely throwing the notion of Crepus' legacy in Diluc's face straight up only because Diluc tried to tell him to drink responsibly.

#☆ ┆ ( .ooc. ); #//Rewatching things and I #//Bruh; that was SO out of pocket and for what. LUC WASN'T EVEN BEING MEAN ABT IT #//Venti's story quest; that's what I'm in particular mulling over rn #//I just find it a little funny #//They had absolutely NO relevance in that quest save to show adults don't have imaginary friends #//And yet Kae just does That. Was it a kneejerk reaction? Tryna rile Luc up on purpose?? WHY he do it??? #//And what gets me more is Luc's reaction to it #//Mans doesn't even get really annoyed or anything; just confused and exasperated #//Like maybe he Does agree; does feel like he did throw away Crepus' legacy in getting rid of those things & their old home #//But unlike Kae; he's not all that hung up abt them; prolly knowing it was good for helping him move on #//He gets a lil huffy when Kae brings up the vase tho gsvhff #//Y'know; the ugly af vase Kae gave him when he brought back his vision in the manhwa? #//That; I find so funny #//So getting accused of faulting Crepus' legacy is whatever; but Kae tryna see if Luc treats him/his gifts as disposable too is a No #//hdbgdjg #//THAT'S where he draws the line??? #//And then Luc has the NERVE to get Annoyed when Kae doesn't wanna stay for dinner in Ballads & Brews; like b r uh #//The fucken communication issues on these two clowns; I swear