so fun let’s go!! im sorry if i forgot anyone but i love everyone 💗 also sorry if its not heartfelt, i had to redo this becoz my original one didn’t save 😭 im tired
@sainns — aka my wife!! i love her so much she’s my biggest supporter, like she supports ni-ki and i’s vv real relationship, just how i support annahoon…….. anyways. i mean it when i say i love her tho becoz she acc makes me happy when im sad and always knows the right thing to say, she makes me giggle and i hope she’s as happy talking to me as i am talking to her!! also she’s so HOTTTTT 🥵
@onlyjjong — MY LILI BAE!! i love when i check my inbox and it’s just u sending like 2939 asks hehe. i will never not love reading ur asks ur the sweetest person ever and always check in on me!! also ur stories r so good. u r my fav girl!!! (and jay’s im sure of it 🥰) ANYWAYS i hope we never ever ever stop talking bby becoz ilytoo much!!
@cupidhoons — first person i’ve wanted to be moots with on this app hehe!! she’s the cutest i love liz w my entire heart!!! she’s like the least mentally sane sunghoon stan and that’s saying a lot…….. anyways LOL. i love her as much as she love sunghoon 🥰🥰 ALSO SHES SO PRETTY??? like hello u could pull anyone u want 🤦♀️🤦♀️ smh. (u pulled me w ur face AND ur fics……)
@reichamii — BLYTHE AKA GFFF!! she’s so cute and sweet im so glad we became moots becoz like i love her basically. ALSO HER DTORIESS UGLLIEJSKSKAN IM IN LOVE she has magic hands (not ina weird way….) but everytime she writes she makes smth not even edgar allen poe can compete with sorry not sorry 😜 ALSO SHES SO LRETTY
@flwrstqr — first moot so ofc she’s special!! nini is so sweet so nice and so beautiful how can i Not love her like be so forreal everyone needs a friend like nini 💗 she’s so silly yet mature at the same time also her works r a piece of art!! if i had a dime for every second i stalked her page and thought of nini id be like rich LOL
@bywons — srubooooo!!!! ahhh my cutie pie she’s acc beautiful im sure, just as pretty as her themes!!! i want to kiss her like mwah mwah mwah 💋 how can anyone be as nice as sru?? they can’t sorry 😢 i love sru. also her stories r so cute i used to read them sm before making my own blog LOLLLL
@lcvclywon — MY DAY 1!!! my biggest hype girl; always first to comment on everything i post and i’ll adore her eternally for that♥️ i hope that im making her feel as loved as she makes me feel, becoz yuya deserved praise more than anyone 💗 yuyayuyayuay will u be my gf plzplzplz 💗 top 3 fav moots everrrr!!!
&& some other people im not vv close with but would love to get closer to!! — @okwonyo (so perfect n poised) | @wvnkoi (the maturest sweetest girl ever) | @atrirose (i love her! seems so sweet!)
“Bullseye is a fucking psycho who think it’s funny to make my days worse than they already are.” But at least he’s honest and has never tried to really hurt me. And Dex was… fine. I liked him.
“Kimiko is as sick as Aaron. I think she’s the worst of them all.” I feel disgusting around her, I hate her, hate her voice, hate her touch.
“Hecate… well, they fucking left, no point in thinking about them.” I miss them.
“Rumlow was weird. I never felt safe around him, big surprise, but he seemed to want me to feel safe with him? I can’t explain it.” I think he saw me more as a dog than a person.
“I know there were others, but they never really met me. They have to be a special kind of asshole for Aaron to let them see me.”
Tagged by the always talented @daffi-990 @thewolvesof1998 @giddyupbuck @weewootruck @wikiangela @jesuisici33 @spotsandsocks mwah! Thank you loves!
Writing has been… nonexistent this week. But I felt a lil spicy and decided to add something from honey when you call my name (prev snippet here) I’m not 100% happy with all of it but here we are.
Never in Eddie’s wildest dreams did he anticipate how desperate — how responsive — Buck would be just from kissing and barely anything else. He had hoped and imagined, but the sight before him is truly a gift.
How many times has he himself longed to take their casual touches and turn them into something else? Something more. Something he’s certain would be all consuming, that he would let devour him.
All Eddie knows right now is the citrus vanilla sunshine scent of Buck surrounding him. The way Buck tries to roll his hips even though he can’t because Eddie’s still got him pinned to the counter. Every twitch, gasp and whine is angelic and holy to Eddie’s ears. A chorus he aches to hear composed into a divine litany of pleasure, written in the key of Buck’s rasps and moans.
“Baby.” The pet name falls effortlessly from Buck’s mouth. Eddie’s not even sure he realizes he said it. “Need- need you.”
Buck’s fingers curl around the hem of Eddie’s shirt, blunt nails scraping against the skin. Christ, Eddie could drop to his knees right now. But Buck deserves better. He deserves a hell of a lot more than a sloppy blow job in the kitchen. Eddie wants to show him precisely how desirable and wanted he is. How absurdly insane Eddie felt watching him kiss someone else.
I'm so looking forward to iroh and zuko properly talking and seeing irohs reaction to zuko being gay.
Like we all know he doesn't agree with the fire nation rn but how will he react?
Will he not support him cause sokkas a guy? Will he not support him because it's SOKKA? Will he accept him? Will he reveal he's known for years zuko was gay?
Especially with everything that happened with zhao, regarding to what jee said to bato on their date. (Which is a very understandable perspective, zuko just got out of this very sexually traumatising situation and almost immediately starts a relationship (his first relationship) with sokka, but then again it is a very unique situation)
One thing I love about some atla fics is how they portray the FNs thoughts on queerness, cause on one hand they were one of the only country's (I think) that treated men and women the same but then again it's also the fucking fire nation.
And I also think zukos whole canon arc can be very comparative to queerness,
His dads an asshole and after speaking out against him he throws him out, and zuko try's for 3 years to regain his father's love and acceptance, and then faced with the opportunity of regaining it takes it immediately regardless of who or what he may hurt (iroh, his own morals etc) but once he makes it back home realises how fucked up everything is and eventually confronts his dad and openly tells him he doesn't agree with him then runs aways.
I also wonder if iroh secretly knows jee is queer it doesn't seem that likely to me but it also is iroh so who knows.
<3
I do think Iroh’s reaction will be a big moment for not only the story but for Zuko’s character development. Right now, Zuko’s technically still a prisoner, holding himself there by assuming Iroh will not understand or judge him when in reality he’ll never know what his uncle is thinking until they TALK ABOUT IT. (Which the FN royal family is just sooo good at healthy communication I don’t understand why this is so hard for them lol?!)
I do agree that the suddenness of the relationship combined with the intensity from both zuko and Sokka is very alarming for people looking at it from the outside (I mean we all totally get it cause we were there but others are like uhhhh hmmmm ok this might be concerning) so I get them gossiping and wondering if this is truly real or what the fucks going on with those boys.
I love Zukos canon arc because there’s just so much about zukos story that can be relatable no matter who you are and I think that’s why he is a fan favorite (it doesn’t explain why we torture him the way we do but ehhhh it’s fine haha)
Hmmmmmm does iroh know Jees gay? Depends on how saucy those music nights got ;)
love you guys sm thanks for helping make opening night even more magical than it ever could have @tshifty @colorsinautumn @idsb @nowimhaunted @ofbetterbodies @loveaffairmaimyou @mythicalthing @folkloredeluxe @diamondseaside @friendlyneighborhoodpegacorn @aroundmyscars @quinnfebrey @likeadevils @ivylive @singlethread @fearlesstaylorsversion @loveisbraveandwild @likedaylighht
Alright you guys know we’re not the type to be shy about this type of stuff so I’m gonna yell it out for the dumbasses in the back who are ignoring or downplaying this situation:
NEX BENEDICT WAS MURDERED. IT WASN’T A FIGHT. HE WAS MURDERED IN COLD BLOOD BY A SYSTEM THAT WASN’T BUILT FOR PEOPLE LIKE HIM.
The media is erasing who he was. His name was Nex Benedict, not anything else. Friends have revealed he preferred he/him pronouns. He was an indigenous two-spirit person who had been bullied for a year, if not more.
Rest in power, Nex. We will never forget you, and we will keep fighting for you to at the very least have a peaceful grave. We will keep fighting for your identity, for the life you should’ve lived.
You could’ve been famous for another reason. Instead, people know who you are because you are dead. And we won’t rest until the decisions that led to your death haunt those who let you die forever.
And here is our Future Foundation line up for the V3 remnants au! It’s sorta rough lol, I needed to get it done for the animation so I just made up the outfits as I went lol
sappy new year post for my besties whom i love and appreciate with all my heart
yes i know i made a follow forever, but this post is dedicated to my close friends, the people who’ve made my 2022 with their jokes, support, conversations and love. love you all so much. thank you for making my year the best, and here’s to another year!!!