#if I have to suffer

[crinkle-eyed-boo]

Seven and a half years later I’m still like why the FUCK are the vocals for “Home” produced like a call and response between Louis and Harry????

It’s like they are fucking reassuring each other with Louis’ sweet and soothing “I’ll make this feel like home” and Harry soaring in with that confident “Baby, we COULD be enough,” I mean HONESTLY who the fuck allowed that and what am I supposed to do with that??? WHY.

#he did that #they did that #if I have to suffer #so do you

[arksna]

Just read one of the most beautiful fanfics I’ve ever read in the Kingdom of Heaven fandom. The plot, writing, characterizations, and the emotions made me put my phone down either in grief or delight, but I would immediately pick it back up. Only few fanfics have managed to move me this much and bring me close to tears.

So because I am now in grief and I cannot suffer alone, I present Song of a Peacebringer by Mercury Gray on fanficton.net

Trying to escape a life with no prospects, a young woman sets sail for the Holy Land not knowing what she will find there. Armed with her brother Gregory's advice and a modicum of courage, Audemande of Vinceaux tries to make the most of Jerusalem.

#kingdom of heaven #baldwin iv #if i have to suffer #so do you. #but fr this fanfic is great #its complete too

[phoenix--flying]

me when in my canon au austin comes to chb after botl and therefore lee never met him but austin know so much about lee because hes heard story after story about his older brother

austin knows so much about lee and lee will never get to know austin

#me acting like i didnt do this TO MYSELF #this is MY AU #I CHOOSE WHAT HAPPENS #AND I DID IT MYSELF #i also have this headcanon that annabeth added a lil memorial thing on olympus with statues of the counselors #so im just imagining austin staring at the statue of lee and wondering what it would be like to meet him #wondering if lee would like him #if lee would be proud of him #he never met lee but he /knows/ how much him and his opinion meant to SO MANY of his siblings #so it matters to him #also again prompted by the fucking #“You don't know me. But I know you.” #tik tok trend bc i got another video on my fyp while i was in my feels #IF I HAVE TO SUFFER #SO DO YOU #austin lake #lee fletcher #pjo #phoenix rambles #phoenix headcanons

[ellayuki]

29122022 - Fairy Tail

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"Come on, drink a bit more. It'll do you good, keep you hydrated," Mira says, pushing the glass of cool water to Lucy's feverish lips.

Lucy drinks, a sip, and then another, her throat hurting and also being soothed at the same time. "Ugh," she mumbles. "I hate being sick."

"She's gonna be fine, right?" Over Mira's shoulder, Lucy can just see Natsu's fretful frown. Remembers, if only just vaguely, his panic when he'd walked in a while ago and found her nearly delirious with fever. "It's just like last time and she's gonna be fine tomorrow, right?"

Mira smiles, a knowing glint in her eyes when she looks down at Lucy, before throwing a quick glance over her shoulder at Natsu. "She'll be fine if she takes it easy and we manage to break her fever, yes. Don't worry, Natsu."

"If you say so." Natsu sounds unconvinced.

Mira's smile turns soft. Lucy's face, already uncomfortably hot, grows even hotter. "I'll be fine, Natsu," she says, avoiding Mira's eyes as she wriggles a hand out from beneath her blanket. She holds it out to him.

Natsu grabs it before either of them can so much as blinks. "You better be."

#fairy tail #lucy heartfilia #natsu dragneel #mirajane strauss #nalu #by moi #fic #my fic #2022 fic #ftfic #guess who managed to catch a cold (i hope to god it's just a cold) for the first time in nearly 3 years #i hate feeling feverish and getting the damn chills #so as always #if i have to suffer #lucy has to suffer too

[froginninjago]

Day 51:

I think this one is self explanatory

#lego ninjago #frogs 365 day challenge #ninjago lloyd #if I have to suffer #so does he #really low quality #for obvious reasons

[zumbieve]

I thought of a Reigen & Sans swap au. And. Now i wanna draw it.

#undertale #undertale au #sans ut #sans undertale #sans au #mob psycho 100 #mob psycho 100 au #reigen arataka #reigen arataka mp100 #mp100 au #Zumbie talk #listen #I couldn’t handle it living rent free in my head #if i have to suffer #then so do you

[codenamejudas]

He is....house cleaning. Feels like the least he can do and he's less likely to set anything ablaze with cotton cloths and window cleaner. The steady work is helping keep his mind and hands occupied.

#musings #If I have to suffer #So does judas XD #Except he's kind of enjoying it

[ofmakoeyes]

@floralcetra / aeris gainsborough

∗ 1oo﹕ sender  has  just  died ,  receiver  finds  out .( time for the feeeels ) non-verbal prompts

This isn't how it was supposed to go. Things were supposed to be different this time, even if he couldn't place how he knew that, or why there had been a first time. Yet visions of her mixed with reality, a shimmering incandescent green creeping at the edge of his sight, pulling and tugging his consciousness in all directions.

It didn't change anything. Aeris laid lifelessly in his arms, blood flowing freely from her wound, cold lips parted as the color drained them, but Cloud couldn't let her go. Wouldn' t let her go. Not again. He squeezed her to him, willing her to live, to breathe, to laugh...to cry...to get angry...

Cradling her to him, Cloud curled his body around her body as if to protect her, one hand vainly attempts to stem the flow of blood. If there was enough pressure... if he had regained control of himself sooner... There were no tears, just a white-hot tingling sensation that gripped his entire body and left his mouth dry and his eyes burning.

"Your stupid plan doesn't mean a thing." Cloud grounded the words out on a tremor, muscles shaking as he holds Aeris tighter. "What about us? What are we supposed to do!?" The words ripped through his throat, quickly followed by a gut-wrenching sob as if they had been the only thing to keep his emotions in check.

This isn't how it was supposed to go...

The visions fade, Aeris's lifeless body coming into sharp focus, the incandescent green ebbing away, and there's a sinking feeling that this is how it always would go.

#ic #replies #floralcetra #LISTEN #IF I HAVE TO SUFFER #YOU'RE SUFFERING WITH ME #you asked for this *sobs*

[dxmonborn-a]

#&&. I can save you // Dean Winchester #if i have to suffer #y'all do as well #&&. don’t compare me to the rest of them // ooc #&&. it's called a burner phone // mobile #Youtube

[soul-matter]

Any Writer, period

#including me #if i have to suffer #then so do you

[spymeister]

He is laying on his back, trying to not die from the heat. Polys are things of dark and cool, wet and comfortable. This dry ass heat from the PIT ITSELF is trying to kill him.

He has his temperature regulation leggy up though- toes splayed. 

Ventilations are a little fast, attempting to cool his frame as well as he can with circulation. His helm is tilted back, visor offline- mouth open as he almost gasps.

#it's fuckin' hot here in Texas #if I have to suffer #Jazz has to suffer

[sweetdreamsbuck]

Mir, what the FUCK. You know that photoshoot summons me like an ancient spell, awakening a long-dormant demon from its cursed slumber. You didn't HAVE to tag me...I felt it in my fucking bones.

i don't understand the problem

i see long hair and a pink jacket and my cooch whispers micky

hope this helps xx

#shamevillain #if i have to suffer #so do you #if i need to rip him apart limb by limb and beat myself silly #soooo do you

[strangeracrossthestreet]

@mariyyum twitter post: Recipes that have been passed down to me by my Palestinian mother 🇵🇸, and I've had the honor of sharing them with all of you. #freepalestine

1: Cheese Manakeesh (cheese pies)

2: Homemade Hummus w/ chicken koufta

3: Msakhan (the National dish of Palestine)

4: Sfeeha (meet pies)

Follow her on: twitter instagram youtube tiktok and her own blog for more.

#I think beyond the death and suffering they are going through #we have to remember their culture and their lives as well. this is what they're fighting for #palestine #free palestine

[elliesbelle]

emily gwen, the creator of the sunset lesbian flag that we’ve come to commonly use, still continues to live in poverty.

multi-billion dollar companies have used their design and made profit from it, and yet they have not seen a cent for their creation.

i’ve been friends with emily for years, and i have not once seen them be financially stable the entire time. i’ve seen them homeless, unemployed, starving. right now, they need our help more than ever.

please consider donating to emily’s ko-fi, especially if you’ve used their design to create something and profited from it.

#emily’s finally found housing after couch surfing at friends’ places for months #they’ve got a lot of debt rn on top of bills and rent #rn they don’t have food in the house and they’re starving #they don’t deserve this at all they are so kind and i literally hate to see them suffering #please please pleaaase donate and reblog #they don’t ask for much but they deserve the world #mutual aid #crowdfunding #donation post #belle speaks

[noknowshame]

why is religious Christmas imagery all so joyful and pleasant? where is the inherent horror of the birth of Christ? A mother is handed her newborn child, wailing and innocent. Her hands come away sticky. Red. Simply by giving her son life she has already killed him. He is doomed from the beginning. Her love will not save him from suffering. Because the thing cradled in her arms is not a baby, it is a sacrifice: born amongst the other bleating animals whose blood will one day be spilled in the name of what demands it. the night is silent with anticipation. Mary, did you know? That your womb was also a grave?

#instant conversation enders for my multiple youth pastor cousins #don’t say it (I’m gonna say it) #The Child is The Price #but i mean come on #as someone who isn't actually even christian the real-life historical version of this is still cursed as fuck #i mean we know that jesus was a person who existed. whatever circumstances he was born in #its terrifyingly ominous to imagine being so unaware of the affect your child will have on the future of humanity #time itself will one day be counted around your birth of him #and all because he will suffer an excruciatingly painful death that you will not be able to prevent #not only that. but regardless of his or your intentions #regardless of whether there is a god #for millenea unfathomable millions will have blood spilled and will spill blood in his name #atrocities will be committed that you cannot even conceive of #and all on his and your behalf #you love your child. its beautiful. but there's horror in what you've done. because everyone else will love him too #and what's more dangerous than that?

[just-french-me-up]

this is a PSA for fic writers who haven't updated in a while :

there are fics out there I'm subscribed to that have gone double digit months without updating.

rest assured the moment those babies catapult an AO3 email my way i'm dropping from the face of the earth to sink my teeth into them

i'll wait, and so will your readers

#writing #writing nightmare #writeblr #writers #writer's problems #writing problems #fanfiction #fanfic #fanfic writers #this is a psa from me to me honestly #cause I have not abandoned my child #my brain is just suffering from my workload #mine