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spteez · 19 days
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may the fourth be with you:3c
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disabledhedgehogs · 6 months
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hmm... been thinking about how i want the tagging system for this blog to work. i think it would be a good idea to tag specific disabilities/disorders as well as mobility aids so if people come on this blog wanting to see highly specific content they can find it. but also ive seen disabled people say they don't like fandom stuff being posted in disability related tags which i can totally understand i can remember instances where ive looked up a specific disability on here and was greeted with x reader fanfiction and got pissed off. i don't wanna be That Guy you know ..
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padparadschaaa · 9 months
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i want to give elbert a little kiss on the forehead so bad he deserves to be cherished and loved properly
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zuala-bear · 11 months
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So- im finally able to play this one game-and did that one quest-
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vivanightcity · 4 months
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hmmm
beard or no beard?
Beard is more Ivan. No beard is more lil guy and cutesy for the doll.
(Also ignore the hair, i don't cut it to size until i'm sure what i want to do with it, and im not yet)
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arolesbianism · 5 months
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Impulsively read the most recent Kanade story and oh boy. Hooo boy. Thoughts and feelings
#rat rambles#sekai posting#I almost cried like five times godddddd I love kanade so much its insane#ok so. lets start with the positives#I am so fucking happy that they finally did an event like this. kanade has been in desperate need of any kind of character arc progression#and generally I rly like how kanade is written in this event!#I loved watching her just like. think to herself.#and I loved watching baby kanade be scary but also very adorable and the fact that she self taught herself cordes is sooo delightful#it also is yet again more insight into how kanade became the person she is today and also a wonderful look into how kanade views these#time and time again when kanade thinks about being happy and being loved its when her mom was alive#but its not just abt her mom being alive its also about her dad being so genuinely happy#its about her dad taking care of her and comforting her and being happy and it's just!! aughhh!!!!#I love that kanade doesnt just forgive herself just like that. she still blames herself so much and deals with self loathing.#butttt. that sorta leaves me to my nitpicks. I rly wish someone would just hug this kid and tell her its not her fault so that I can feel#secure in the sekai writers not actually buying the idea that its in any way kanade's fault#like it is in no way her fault that her dad formed an inferiority complex around his teenage daughter.#Im not saying its his fault either Im saying its no ones fault#they get close in this event to saying that tbf so Im not like pessimistic again its a nitpick#and the other thing is that Im not quite a fan of the conclusion but not in any huge way#just in a god this better be another step in a much longer character arc sorta thing#also Im trying to make my peace with the song to save mafuyu thing since I know theyre never dropping it#but god its so hard when it feels like the only satisfying way to do it is in a slow burn where at the end mafuyu realizes the slow burn#basically yknow how at the beginning mafuyu was upset at the prospect of kanades music only saving them a little?#I want them to realize that all of these little steps forward Did save them#that even if one song couldnt fix everything the fact that all of these songs have been there to help guide them did so much for them#I want the song that 'saves' them to be a song that makes them realize they Were saved#they survived. theyre living. and they want to keep living.#I want the penultimate kanade song to be a song of realization#oh also other negative no singing baby kanade worst event /j
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mydearesthrry · 21 days
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i loveddd the musician reader blurb 🥹🥹 would loveee to see more
a/n: I LOVED WRITING IT THANK U FOR THIS ANON. enjoy my babies <3 i have an fc for musician!yn x har and its gonna be gracie abrams :p
warnings: nonesies, fluff!!
“hey, h?” Y/N called from her spot on the sofa, her laptop on her lap as she scrolled through the files for her next project, entitled five seconds flat.
“yeah, baby?” he shouted back, his footsteps soon following his words as he walked through their house, sitting next to Y/N when he arrived. “whats wrong?”
“um, to be honest, i- i don’t even really know. i just think something’s missing from here,” she sighed, running a hand through her hair. “like, i love it so far, but it’s missing something. i think it’s missing it’s ‘overarching love’ song. which is really stupid because this album has so many love songs.”
“not really.” he replied simply, shrugging and looking at her.
“what do you mean? there’s tons!”
“really? like what? go through the tracklist, baby.”
she rolled her eyes, mumbling a ‘fine!’, before pulling up the tracklist. “see! um, all my ghosts, what a shame? kinda?”
“exactly.” he stated, giggling at his wife.
“you’re so annoying. can you help me? please?”
he scoffs playfully, “as if i didn’t produce nearly the entire thing f’you, but sure.”
“okay, so i’m thinking of a poem that i wrote a long time ago called lame, and i wanna work on that. it was right before i told you i loved you.”
after cracking open y/n’s journal and flipping through the pages, they had finally had a song.
“fucking finally, holy shit!” she shouted, clapping as she collapsed on harry who laid sprawled on the couch.
“y’still gotta record it, m’precious wife,” he giggled. “and find a feature. since we decided that’s what we’re doing, f’some reason.”
“fuck my life,” she groaned, twisting in her spot to attach her cheek to his chest, hair fanning out around her and nearly tickling his nose. “why can’t you do it with me?”
“no.”
“harry,”
“no.”
“harry!”
“no, dude!”
“harry,” his wife stressed, holding the ‘y’. “pretty please? i’ll do that thing you like with my mouth?” she offered, knowing he wouldn’t refuse that.
“oh my god, fine! but this is the first and last collab im doing!” he grumbled exasperatedly.
“thank you, oh my god!” she squealed, running over to him and jumping, legs wrapping around his legs and her arms crossing around his neck.
“whatever. better hold up your end of the bargain.” he rolled his eyes, his hypocritical hands coming down to rest on her waist.
she grinned, jumping down from him and placing her hands on his chest. blinking up at him owlishly, she ran her hands down his torso and murmured, “i plan to, handsome. i’ll even start right now.”
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yourinstagram: took a tiny break and ended up at long pond with my beautiful producer husband <3. u have to wait to hear what we made there,,, butttt….. HATE TO BE LAME FT HARRY STYLES IS OUT NOWWWWW LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU
pinned yourinstagram: ps our faces when we cant figure out a chord progression 😭😭😭
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> scuderiaferrari: charles_leclerc we can confirm 🫡
> yourinstagram: scuderiaferrari OMGGGGG MI FAMIGLIAAAAAA LOVE U
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> yourinstagram: landonorris get podium this weekend and u can celebrate for us 🤗🤗🤗
billieeilish: crying again i love you guys
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niallhoran: Gnomeo and Juliet back and better than ever!
> harrystyles: Rude.
madisonbeer: ur literally perfect in every way goddd i miss u guys so much
> yourinstagram: madisonbeer we miss u our precious daughter
harrystyles: We’re so cute. I love us.
harrystyles: I love you times infinity. It makes sense that you’ll probably be my first and last feature. H Xxxx
> yourinstagram: first and last but a few more right 🥹🥹
daylightyn: our parents!!!!!
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> yourinstagram: alex my love i miss u to bits
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> yourinstagram: oh my god kika i miss u so much its a problem
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harrystyles: HATE TO BE LAME. OUT NOW.
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yourinstagram: 🤭🤭🤭
yourinstagram: love youuuuuuu so muchsies
> harrystyles: I love you moresies. Xx
yourinstagram: ok look at us being models
yourinstagram: am i hyping u up enough
> harrystyles: yourinstagram Yes. Fueling my ego.
yourinstagram: my precious baby angel sugar cookie muffin pie <3 <3
> harrystyles: You’re insane.
user1: MORESIES??????? WTF
user2: he just said moresies yn is influencing him too much 😭😭😭
> yourinstagram: user2 its my job!!!! 😁😁
user3: they’re both on the writing credits they prob wrote it together 😭😭😭
oscarpiastri: dad!!!!!!!!
> harrystyles: No. ❤️
user4: harry calling yn insane is so funny like hes def heard worse
user5: i love them so bad oh my god
user6: I DIDNT KNOW HARRY AND THE F1 BOYS WERE FRIENDS
> user7: yes!!! yn’s sister was a mechanic for ferrari and is now lando’s race engineer so they all get along really well!
yourinstagram: sorry im back here again WE R SO CUTEEEEEE
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xketsuekix · 2 months
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YOURE BACK?????? I WAS ROTTING WHILE WAITING FOR YOI
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SORRY I LITERALLY BROKE MY ARM 💀
i wanna do some doodle requests and enstars mv ss redraws now that im healed butttt
i have some hiyori/kanata/rinne roomate doodles im finishing up with some rinikimayo thrown in [cough and a rinnemayo fan service]
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mangoposts · 5 months
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I’ve seen a lot of posts about the triplets being sober so I just wanted to share my input. For one, Chris will say things about drinking or smoking and they have to verify it is a joke. Idk maybe there's some truth to these jokes. Also, none of their friends are sober so it's hard to believe they are. Ik they said it doesn't bother them but I'm pretty sure Nick rebutted that statement a few podcasts ago. This makes me wonder why they continue to spend time with people who drink and smoke to have fun. it just doesn't make sense to me. Maybe theyre just trying to continue to push that agenda for their younger fans. Idk it's just hard to believe Chris hasn't smoked with Skies. I feel once they turn 21 all that sober stuff is going to be out the window.
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Defiffffffffnitely agree that once they’re 21 sum shit is gonna change 😭 I mean, there’s nothing wrong with drinking or smoking a bit so im not sure why people trip about it so much. If i were them and i had 12-16 year old fans i wouldn’t go out saying i get crossed every night either so i understand butttt i do think they have smoked a lil sum and drank a lil sum.. just me
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strawberri-uyu · 9 months
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seventeen x gn!reader as spanish music i adore maknae line ver!
genre: fluff, angst, idol!svt x reader, actor!yn, college!au, daycare worker dokyeom! and yn!
warnings: suggestive! (esp in mingyu's and chan's no smut!) miscommunication, situationships, breakups and implied relationships. jealous mingyu /hj
w/c: 3.7k (I AM SO SORRY HYUNG LINE IM NOT AN ANTI I PROMISE YALL.. i just got really excited writing part two for you all :') .. forgiveness please)
a/n: HELLO?!?!? over 100 notes on part one! i appreciate you all so much for all the love and support thus far! this is my apology to junhui and jihoon stans.. but i fear dino stans will hate me.. ANYWAYS please enjoy !! thank you to @fairybinie, @shuatic and @etherealyoungk for helping me as always <3
hyung line | maknae line
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dokyeom: cariño by the marias ♪ ༘ -> “cariño, eres un amor. cariño, pintas en color” -> dear, you are lovely. dear, you paint in color"
you and dokyeom, being child development majors, wanted experience working with children, which is how you found each other side by side in a daycare. you actually didn't have to do much searching as dokyeom was the one who introduced you to the job saying that another one of his friend’s applied a while back. at first, you found yourself having a hard time getting along with the younger crowd, but the kids attached themselves to dokyeom instantly. you were the stricter one of the two while seok was a bit nicer letting the kids do whatever they please. as the time went past you didn't exactly know how you and seok became so close with each other. he was just another guy on campus. you thought to yourself “when was it?” “when is our timeline?” wait our timeline… nevermind.. but maybe it was that time when he left a handprint on the back of your pants. or the time he took you out for dinner after a bad experience with one of the parents. it was moments like those that made you care for him. it got so bad that even your students caught on to your feelings and asked if the two of you were married when you showed up with flowers from him. it was like time moved slower in the daycare and it was just you and him. you promised yourself you wouldn’t fall in love with your coworker but you couldn't help yourself from falling for his charms. and now here you are as the day comes to a close at the daycare center you wait at the pick up at the front gate accompanied by the kids in your class.  
 “hahaha! teacher yn is it true you think mr.lee is cute?!” one child is heard screaming around. 
“i heard that from the other teacher mr.boo, that he saw the two of them kissing!!” another squealing child at the others. 
"wait- what are you kids even talking about? those are JUST rumors. mr.lee doesn't like me!" you tried to calm the panic in your voice from the five-year-olds convicting you of being involved with their precious mr.lee.
you continue to defend yourself against five year olds and as you frantically try to wave your hands in denial a voice from behind you causes the attention to shift. 
“hey, i’m not a big fan of rumors, kids. his voice said “butttt i wouldn’t mind if they were true” seokmin chuckled as he stood right behind you. his group of kids followed from behind. after hearing his response the kids couldn't help themselves with laughter and whispers, carefully watching you two as if they were watching a rom-com.
“S-SEOK- I MEAN MR. LEE!!!” you started stumbling on your words. “since, when did you-” you turned to face him, eyes wide-opened. You wouldn’t call yourself clumsy with your words, but with your feet that was a different story. 
you didn’t know how but you now had two left feet, tripping over yourself and lost your balance. to your luck there was a nice pair of strong arms to catch you. (a/n: okay me when)
“yn, you okay there? it looks like you’re a bit nervous, aren’t you?” he smiles while trying to keep hold of you. 
“ahaha .. thanks for catching me mr.lee” you skittishly answered.
“you’re very welcome and .. i wasn’t lying when i said i wouldn’t mind rumors being true.” 
“i don’t really.. mind either.” you didn’t know where the confidence came to say that but hey you’re glad it did.
“great i’ll pick you up at eight then!” he spoke out as an onslaught of cheers erupted from the children.
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mingyu: ⋆🎧✮ yo no soy celoso by bad bunny “yo no yo no soy celoso, ¿pero quién e' ese cabrón? dime quién e' ese cabrón. tranquila, no soy psycho. no vo’a hacer un papelón, pero auch, mi corazón” -> "i'm not jealous, but who ‘s that bastard? tell me who 's that bastard? easy, i’m not a psycho. i ain't gonna make a fool out of myself, but ouch, my heart”
when you and mingyu started dating you would compare him to a puppy. he was energetic, excited, and playful with you. and he always wanted to be by your side all the time. this was hard though as mingyu was a well established idol. and when you two finally got together, mingyu was needy… and i mean NEEDY. he always wants you to pamper him with love and attention but you thought it was time he put in the work as well. so you hatched a plan with some of the guys and on the days just like this one. you managed to sneak off to the group practice and bring them food. upon greeting everyone, handing out food and avoiding mingyu’s several attempts of flirting with you. with a quick motion you signaled to the boys to start the mission. unaware and infatuated with you as usual. mingyu didn’t really notice anything odd, it was like any other day you visited. yeah you were close to the others but it wasn’t anything to get upset about at least that's what he thought. until.. strike one was when you asked for an intimate lesson with junhui offering him to teach you one of their dances. mingyu just brushed it aside thinking to himself, “hey i’m a dancer too, yn we could always have a session together?” strike two was when you innocently went over to jihoon and got a bit too touchy with his hyung’s arms. mingyu became pouty as he leaned against the wall of the practice room. “does yn not like my arms anymore?!” and finally strike three was with the head rub from wonwoo. it wasn’t that special or anything but that was his job not wonwoo’s. something sparked in mingyu’s head as he grabbed your arm and ran outside of the practice room with you.
“yah yn what the hell was that?!” mingyu demands to try and understand. as he drags you out of the room releasing his grip when the two of you are alone. the idol has always been a bit loud but hearing his voice like that wasn’t the response you had wished for, he was a bit hurt now.
“m-mingyu it was just a little teasing, nothing else!” trying to defend yourself on thin ice was harder than you thought it’d be
“really yn, i'm not blind i can see you in there practically throwing yourself on the others like that!??” 
“mingyu listen to me, it was only to get you jealo-” as the sound of mingyu’s hand slamming on the wall a few inches away from your face. as you feel weak in the knees shrinking down as he isolates the both of you against the cold wall outside of the practice room.
and through the corner of your eyes, you could see some pairs of eyes peeking through the door. as you tried to hold your composure to smile, this was all just a little joke.
“no you listen here yn..” mingyu deepened his tone while he moved in, enclosing the space between you two.
“i- im listening..” you mustered out unaware of how you were going to get yourself out of this predicament. 
“yn, you drive me crazy and i can’t control myself.. i just want you to pay attention to me and only me. don’t go talking to the guys too much” you finally give in to mingyu’s little antic and lean into his chest looking up at him. “hmm.. im hearing you out mingyu promise but where’s my attenti-” you started to complain as he cuts you off pressing his lips onto yours. 
as he breaks from the kiss he looks down at you and smirks “there you go yn satisfied?”
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minghao: ♪ ༘⋆ te extraño by xtreme “mira cómo estoy sufriendo. me quemo por dentro por sentir tu amor” -> “look how i’m suffering, i am burning inside for your love”
as a new couple there's always so many ups and downs. so many people telling you and minghao what you guys shouldn’t and should be doing. and that because of the differences between the two of you and him. that it wouldn’t work out in the end but against the odds you two opposites still managed to find some common ground. how you two lovebirds managed to cross paths was  through bumping into him at a museum. and as the story goes “apparently” you had stepped on his very expensive shoes and he had some nice comments to say about your outfit. that’s not how you remember it happening but that’s for another day. a few months into the dating period the band’s tour season had started soon, and while you managed to keep yourself together through delusions and winning a fancall with minghao. (more like begging seungcheol to rig the odds) minghao was not faring as well, the timing just never lined up with his free days and you had your own business going on. minghao was a bit fed up at this point, missing you to an extreme that he had never experienced before. as cheesy as this sounds, you were such an important part of his life now. and all your teasing him over the phone wasn’t making this any easier on him. so he took it upon himself to catch you off game, and surprise you at your job with a bouquet of flowers and some gifts. opening up the cafe doors to greet customers but instead greeted with the sight of your boyfriend. and as much as you put on the facade that you were fine, telling your coworkers that you were the stronger one in the relationship seeing him physically was a whole different story. at the ring of the bell the two of you greeted each other with a kiss.
“myungho .. i’m sorry i can’t keep this up, it’s been so hard.” hiccup you managed to choke out as you couldn’t help the tears falling down your cheeks.
“yn you, don’t know how difficult it’s been without you,” minghao responded, cusping your face. 
“myungho” hiccup “i missed you so much, please don’t leave me anymore” you pleaded crying into his hands.
“yn what am i going to do with you.” minghao sighed as he held back his own tears. wiping your cheek with his hands. 
all the tears you tried to suppress inside, kept pouring down your face. it had been too much for the both of it was like the world wanted the two of you together. 
you couldn’t form a response besides nodding in agreement and sobbing out i love you, i miss you and the ongoing repeat of his name.  
“y’know, i just look for your face in every pretty thing i see. in the flowers i brought, the porcelain tea cups. i guess it’s just me seeking some semblance of you to comfort me.” he couldn’t help smiling even when the tears fell.
it felt like the two of you were the only people in the world. but you weren't (a/n: get back to work yn) as a voice snapped you both into reality. “erm sorry to bother but i was wondering if i could get my coffee like right now?!”
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seungkwan: sabor a mi by luis miguel ⋆🎧✮ “si negaras mi presencia en tu vivir. bastaría con abrazarte y conversar. tanta vida yo te di, que por fuerza tienes ya, sabor a mí” -> “if you were to deny my presence in your life. a hug and a conversation would be enough. i gave you so much life, that by force you now have, the taste of me”
as a rookie idol group you prepared yourself for almost anything. it was for your group in the long run. whether it’s an embarrassing moment on stage, your members embarrassing you on camera, or dropping the camera on a live show. you needed to have the mental fortitude to keep up your mean and silent image the company pushed on you. even throughout many different activities such as variety programs, advertisements and award shows, the persona is active while the real you is pushed to the side. something did change when you met seungkwan though. it was only a few months after your first comeback that you and kwannie met on a variety show. your manager said it was “something about putting rookies and their senior idols together” and while you were hesitant at first your group members begged you to join the program. you really needed the exposure for your upcoming comeback and your team was hoping for their first win soon especially after the way the debut went. fast forward to the start of filming and you are accompanied  by many new and household names in the industry. to your surprise you were partnered up with seungkwan of seventeen. while you tried to keep up the facade, the natural charisma and humor of the veteran idol had you breaking character more than you would like to admit. and seungkwan understood the life of a rookie idol and wanted to provide you some screen time with your real personality being showcased. his quick comebacks and sassy personality paired with you firing back on an equal level had the other idols immersed and the directors very pleased. you would say filming with seungkwan was just a good opportunity and that was all  but you couldn’t help yourself to feel your heart jump a bit. the comments that mentioned the chemistry between you and seungkwan throughout filming. the way his eyes followed you throughout the show, the energy and supportive spirit throughout the challenges you two participated in. you couldn’t stop the butterflies in your stomach, and a few days after filming was done, you received a notification that somebody had “accidentally” liked a photo of you on his instagram and a direct message from none other than the man himself.
coming home from a long day of practice you laid in your dorm scrolling through your social media as you were greeted to the noise of your ringtone. 
ring ring ring 
you stared at the caller id unsure if this was a prank or not, before you finally answered.  “hello? seungkwan? what’s up?” you question genuinely confused due to how late he decided to call you. 
“yn, hi! it’s boo seungkwan erm.. i’m sorry that I'm calling this late but i was wondering if you wanted to hangout sometime?” you could overhear some voices in the background and the sounds of seungkwan moving around. 
“err- do we need to reshoot some scenes or did you need me for something?” 
“no!!  y-you did great during the show but i uh..” seungkwan tried clearing his throat, to ease his nerves. “this is just me asking…that i’d like to get to know you more off camera.” 
“i also…missed your beautiful face” he adds with a blush on his face. 
you couldn’t help the smile escaping your lips as you responded “of course seungkwan, i would love that….and i missed yours too”  
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vernon: ⊹♡🎶 corazon sin cara by prince royce “y el corazón no tiene cara, y te prometo que lo nuestro, nunca va a terminar” -> “and the heart has no face, and i promise that our thing is never going to end”
you had finally made your first big break! as an actor in the industry for a few months now things weren’t looking the best for you. only minor roles for one episode or scene or just filming as a background extra with no lines. your manager surprised you with good news! you were to be casted in a romance drama as the main lead. you were confident enough that you would finish this project with no issues. but the only problem was when you found out that you were working with an idol did shake you off your game a bit, just enough to make you sweat. during the first round of filming you weren’t too aware of the idol you were going to film with just their role. you two were filming as a pair of high school students who are in a weird romantic situation, your manager told you it was something similar to the k-drama twenty-first century girl. vernon was a simple yet emotional guy underneath that intimidating exterior was a genuine person who cared for the success of the drama and the hardworking people making it happen. while you both shared the same thoughts of wanting the success of the drama, filming wasn’t the best. you two weren’t the most.. natural there was this awkwardness in the air and the on camera chemistry was nowhere to be found. the casting director and the staff really fought for the both of you to keep your roles. so what better way to develop some chemistry than to go on fake dates… and in the end it worked out for the best. you two managed to find your balance in and off camera together. 
cameras rolling 
as the rainfall embraces you and vernon for the climax of the drama. the two of you are standing in the middle of the campus’s baseball field as you proceed to read your character’s line. “.. so it wasn’t just a dare.. did you actually end up falling for me that night..” 
“tell me i’m not just another one of those stupid.. lovestruck people.. p-please” you managed to spit out as your kept getting your real emotions caught with your character’s.
he cupped your face and let out a big sigh.. “and if i said i fell for you that night.. would you let me hold you for the night?” at this point you couldn’t distinguish acting for reality. your emotions were at their peak and you just went with your gut. afterwards you pushed yourself into his arms and you could feel his warmth as he held you in his. 
“and cut!” the director shouted out “that was an unscripted moment but hey we could work with it” as the cameras stopped rolling and the two of you stood still you felt a pull at your arm and heard a whisper in your ear. 
“you know.. i wouldn’t mind taking you on a real date after this yn.”
“oh and by the way.. your lips tasted sweet” (a/n: me when.. when will i get told this .. i use the fenty lip oil for a reason..) 
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chan: ⤹˚˖♬୭ quién lo diría by nicole zignago & lagos “que yo hace poco no sabía si olvidarte. por otra parte, yo sé que todavía. tengo pegada esta manía de pensarte” ->  “recently i didn't know whether to forget you, on the other hand, i know that still. i have this habit of thinking about you”
college student lee chan.. just need to be honest with you. it's simple that he wanted to be more than whatever you two had going on. he had his share of flings and situationships before and just like the others he promised you. that it will be nothing more than friends with benefits. and when you were done that was it, and he agreed for the most part to this arrangement. telling himself he could be mature about this one, to not catch feelings. but some small part of himself was sure that you felt the same way. at least that’s what he assumed. it was because of the way you brightened up his life, the influence on chan made something in him change. he caught feelings. so his friends kept egging him on to confess to you under the cherry blossom tree. chan practiced in his dorm mirror for about twenty times he needed to get this confession done right. perfect almost.. but everything was far from perfect. the gloom took over the sky, the trees lacking their pink hues, and you.. holding the hand over another. you looked radiant even in this melancholy you caught his attention. even in a crowded arena you always could.. chan fell … his head was spinning, he wanted to run to you, it was supposed to be his hand that should have been enveloped with yours.. and as much as it hurt he knew. he couldn’t do anything, it wasn't your fault he knew you would eventually fall for somebody else. a playwright would call him the other woman. if he would have just expressed his feelings sooner he wouldn't have ended up being the second lead in this drama. he cried that night, lee chan had always been the heartbreaker but never the heartbroken until now… he needed to do something and fast. 
you had gotten off a call with your current partner, walking through the halls of the university as you felt a light pull at your wrist turning around to the source. “c-channie you scared me!?”
“why didn’t you just tap me on the shoulder or tell me it was you?” you shared your general surprise at the male student standing in front of you.
he sighed before opening his mouth “what do you not want me around any more?” out of all the things you thought he would say that wasn’t on your bucket list. 
“chan.. that’s not what’s happening here we had an agreement.. you know better than anyone in this type of relationship a friends with benefits” you sounded off, this is not the person chan fell in love with. he was under the impression you’d be understanding of his feelings or at least what he was implying.
“that one of us would end up alone in the end… it’s a special bond, something intimate, but it’s also fragile as hell.” you pull your wrist away from his grip taking a few steps away from him. 
“yn .. i can’t do this anymore, i didn't know i could never value intimacy, our time together.. until i saw you with someone other than me…. “ the desperation in his voice matched the neediness of his stare. the stare that would haunt you till the end of time. 
“chan..” you cupped his face “i’m sorry but i moved on.. and it’s time you should do the same.”
“n-no i-” and then came his tears .. and then came the rain.. 
“maybe in another time we were destined to be together channie… but this time i wasn’t the one...” you gently wrapped your arms around his torso for the last time. and disappeared as fast as the downpour came. 
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mazzystar24 · 21 days
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Bestie im worried again, like I’m glad Eddie looked proud/supportive of Buck for the kiss, but I can’t shake the feeling that they’re going to continue on with that and just have him be “supportive best friend” even though that would make no sense after how he was acting at the party.
I feel like they keep luring us in with subtext and setting up plots, just to flip the script completely and rip the rug out… like they did in ep 4 with building up the fact that Buck wanted Eddie’s attention the whole episode and then suddenly out of the blue…. it wasn’t Eddie’s attention he wanted?
None of it is making sense to me, and I’m scared they’re doing what other network programs always do and are just baiting us with the ship most of us want when they’re just going to leave us with something rushed snd watered down that has had like zero buildup or foreshadowing… like Buck’s sudden devotion and interest in Tommy came entirely out of left field and it feels so weird to me thst they’re keeping him here because it just doesn’t make sense.
Hey bestie!
I wouldn’t worry babe like it makes sense for him to be supportive even if they do go the buddie route, like he loves loves loves him, so the fact that he saw him not a week ago awkwardly lie to HIM and doubt himself sm he asked “is that weird” when coming out to him and now seeing him happy and carefree and coming out in the most buck way imaginable? No matter what he may feel or whether he realised it or whatever else, he’d be feeling enormous amounts of pride because that is his best friend and someone he truly loves regardless of anything else
As for episode four I think the fact that Eddie is SO heavily embedded in the episode was so hopeful for us, like the man’s name being used hit a record high in that episode istg😭😭 (saw someone say it’s the bechdel test except try not to talk about Eddie edition and that is the funniest and truest thing😭😭)
Like before 7x04 came out even and people were speculating bucktommy being a thing I was saying that the second they make one of them queer I would feel more sure that buddie canon is coming or is rather more definitely on the table and nothing I’ve seen since has changed my mind tbh
As for buck being suddenly devoted to Tommy, buck falls hard and fast like we know this about him so it makes sense I’m not saying that like oh yeah he’s in love with him and yada yada butttt he is enjoying his time and this new relationship and that’s good to see. Like the audience is meant to kinda feel what Buck feels so every scene with that relationship gives you that new relationship energy where it can go either way you know?
Anyways I’m yapping but the point is I honestly think that things have been looking up for buddie fans and I would be cautiously optimistic 🫡
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nightmareishomophobic · 3 months
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ill be honest but..im a fan of nightmare butttt... *Throws a Grilled squid at nightmare* EAT YA OCTOPUSSS! >:3
you killed his cousin, dude
(honestly wouldn't mind if you killed my cousin lmao)
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my. h/awks snzcanons under the cut okay ! these have been brewing in my phone notes for a little while and ive been steadily adding to it sooo yeah :) this is to tide you over while i procrastinate finishing my fic. expect part two probably (d/abi coming soon)
also!!! pls pls pls share your own d/abih/awks snzcanons with me <3 im collecting them
- hawks’ wings reflexively like. splay out when he snzs but hes sooo embarrassed by that so to counter it he closes his wings around himself (when he actually feels it coming. surprise snz is a whole other story) which is!! so cute!!
- mentioned in a post before butttt when hes at home hawks paces around the room fanning his face just. desperately when he needs to snz (like why does it always take so long to come out) he just cant keep still
- hawks’ colds are always sooooohohoooo sneezy like he just cant catch a break from it. he’ll snz like five times back to back without a pause and as soon as he thinks hes done he’s gearing up AGAIN
- not allergic to much but hawks’ hayfever is absolutely awful. all through spring and half of summer he’s unbearably itchy and with a tingle in his nose that never seems to leave, no matter how many times he sneezes
- hawks is super sensitive to physical touch though- like physically tickling his nose with a finger or a FEATHER. or something
- stifler by habit, and he can do it hands-free (HASHTAG CANON!!!). however during a fit, he can easily start off stifling but very fast do the sneezes become entirely too difficult to contain
- his number one tell for when hes sick is that he talks so much less. becomes so subdued and reserved which is a crazy contrast to how much he usually just waffles
- this one is probably overly. indulgent. but i like to think his nose is very pliable okay. AM I GETTING TOO HORNY HERE…… anyway yeah it probably squishes a lot when he rubs at it. im so normal
- nose scruncher!! at any given moment right. particularly strong smell? nose scrunched. trying not to sneeze? nose scrunched. trying TO sneeze?? nose. scrunched. hes a nose scruncher
- sometimes he deliberately flexes his muscles like. crosses his arms over in front of his face when he sneezes and deliberately flexes because he knows it annoys dabi (bro editing this post rn LMAOO this one is so funny)
- never has cold or allergy medication in his apartment he just firms it until dabi either forces him to buy some or buys it for him. maybe he has a really bad hayfever day at one point and dabi is like have you tried taking medication for that you havent stopped sneezing all day and hawks is like theres MEDICATION for this?????
yeah okay thats all. i thought i had more than this but apparently not ! hope you enjoyed and i hope theyre coherent
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omgwhatchloe · 8 months
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time for a big fat rant about something no one but me cares about butttt:
why do SOME red dead redemption 2 fans (mostly tiktok fanboys if im being honest) have such problems with admitting other games are good too…like yes red dead redemption 2 is good, its one of my favourite games but no its definitely not the greatest of all time. like yes the story is absolutely fantastic and im obsessed with a certain character in it (cough cough sean) but at the same time *sighs and points* lenny is literally levitating over a seat, abigail just screamed at me to get her son back when hes sat playing two feet away from her and bill just evaporated into thin air soooooo….it’s definitely not without its flaws. and im not saying other games dont have flaws at all, im just saying their fans have a lot better time accepting it than SOME rdr2 fans
and honestly i swear to god if i watch another joel miller edit and then open the comments to see it flooded with rdr2 fanboys going “arthur solos” “just give arthur a golfclub” “arthur>>” i might cry. because it makes all rdr2 fans look bad to other fandoms, and all it says is “we dont like it when other people appreciate other fictional characters” and im not even going to get into a debate about whether joel beats arthur or arthur beats joel, because no one will ever come to an agreement in this whole argument.
i absolutely love red dead redemption 2, i have the most hours on it, im obsessed with it, but the fanbase (not you guys you guys are awesome) really make me question…whether i want to be involved in it or not.
anyway thats just my little rant about stuff thats been driving me crazy anyways bye!!
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doublesuicidelover · 3 months
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yahooooo~
Welll hello there you beautiful peopleeee~!!!!
To take away from Kunikida's OBNOXIOUS and LOUD yelling 🙄 ive decided to make this ultra mega secretttt blog~!!!
if any pretty ladies or men want to commit a double suicide with me my dms are alwayyyyssss open!!
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yes this is Blueberry again...yes this is my 6th blog keepin it real tho- this blog is really for my stress relief where i can be a silly little clown (Same as my Sako blog) butttt
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HI!!! Im Blue!! i also run the blogs @crabisnasty1234 @chazukelover5105 @the-biggest-odasaku-man-fan @stupidprincesknight and @33tomatoes is my main blog!!!
Ships are totally fine!!! as long as they're legal and just dm me if theres anything specific!!!
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heartstringsduet · 4 months
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not anon but im here to ask some swiftie related questions! :)
do you have a favorite album/song? (i know that's a hard question!)
how long have you been a fan of hers? (not asking because of swiftie elitism, I just find it interesting seeing fans who have been here the whole time or more recently, or whenever!)
p.s. i hope you don't think this is weird for me to say but i think about the art you made of tarlos in their eras outfits a lot. it's so cute and reminds me of last summer when i went :')
Hi Rachel <33 Thanks for asking! Do I ever get tired of talking about Taylor Swift? NEVER. do you have a favorite album/song? It isss a hard question but I think we all have albums we are sentimentally tied to above others. Like, I remember going to the store and buying Speak Now when it came out in the middle of a school day in the lunch break. That will always be special to me. Butttt. Folklore hit me like a train. Literally, because I first listened to it on a train ride home from the sea, on a vacation that was really tough on me because every vacation is a little challenging for me because of mental health. Back then, it was worse though and I cried on this old rickety train that Germany still uses for some reason, as 'this is me trying' came on and I boped to Betty and I was transformed on an overcast, summer trainride, exiting a new person lol. favorite song: basic bitch alarm but All Too Well (10 min) How long have I been a fan of hers?
Love your phrasing here. I also try not to be super obnoxious in my answer but I've liked her since Fearless era, which back then made me justtt about a teenager that could pine about her crush while listening to Love Story lol. I 'discovered' her music through a Twilight fanvideo...I have always been an obsessed bitch. All in on anything I like a lot, so this woman has had a chokehold on me for more than half my life now. Thank god I chose her as my fave singer. Who else is this lucky with how much music they get so consistently being part of their life too? How about you? And also, THANK YOU SO MUCH. Makes me so happy you like my art. I hope you had an amazing time at the Eras concert!! I can't wait to finally see it this year.
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