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I'm so sorry, I just saw this today!
Thank you soo much, I really appreciate that!! đ„° This makes me so happy, sending love and hugs your way, too đ€đ
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Protecting stars of astrology:
These are just observations on certain placements, not saying the opposite about others đ”âđ« okay enjoy.
âDesde el dĂa en que nacĂ, traigo la estrella que llevo. Ya que a nadie se la debo y solo me protege a miâ
- RosalĂa, A PalĂ©
Translates toâŠ
âSince the day I was born, I carry the star that I have. I know that I donât owe it to anyone and it only protects meâ
ur karma:
- right off the bat, Saturn ruled people. Itâs kind of a double edged sword cause these peopleâs karma is insane đ but girl. The people who fuck with them really end up miserable like. Iâve seen it first hand
Itâs already been said that where Saturn is in the chart is where people who fuck with you get their karma. Hereâs my advice: under no circumstance fuck with someone with the Saturn in the 5th, 12th, 1st house. You want no happiness? No mental stability? An identity crisis? Didnât think so. Saturn ruled people usually have people try to harm them and then they disappear off the face of the earth itâs insane. Itâs like the universe says letâs get rid of them to the point where like even the Saturn ruled person will forget đ like bitch you no longer exist.
- I wish grand trines were spoken about a lot more on here because they are really important. These people are very talented and if they work on their talents they can get very far. But thatâs for another post đ
Grand trines are associated with divine protection but to help you and myself I will give some examples. Chloe Bailey has a Star of David in her chart. Bro. Nobody is touching her as much as people talk online. They stay watching her but they have no access to her. (Regardless of placements known that nobody can touch you donât play with međ€š). Another example đ”âđ« bro have yâall seen BTS members charts, 4 out of 7 with grand trines. And their debut chart has a water grand trine. They are literally that Nicki Minaj (another person with a grand trine whoâs career has survived lots of scrutiny) quote âyou canât get rid of me bitch, IM NOT GOING NOWHEREâ. Really quickly, they also have their Saturn in Pisces or AquariusâŠthe Internet babes, fanbases. Do it need to say more??
- letâs also talk about Jupiter. this planet is about expansion and luck so u already know:
People with this planet well aspected, meaning no hard aspects in sightâŠâŠâŠ.yâall Iâm jealous. You guys are lucky like just beyond. Things will work out for these people and itâs like well how did that happen bro like this story doesnât add up. Itâs just them I guess đ„ł that luck is extended to when mfs try to play them.
- 12th and 8th house placements difficult sometimes but here we go:
12th house people tend to find peace working with their spiritual self. Remember this is all about what is hidden, what we canât see. These people have their guides protecting them even if they are not aware, they have a strong presence. They have a spiritual team working in their favor, they just have to catch the hints đ”âđ« eighth house people just their ass beat all the time huh. The lessons they get are tough but they are eventually rewarded when they cut off that friend thatâs not really a friend cause they canât show love without insulting u 24/7 so why u keep them around????? answerâŠQUICKLY
Made that short to talk about Pisces (Jupiter):
BRO never in my life would I fuck with a Pisces. Look, most of the time these people are divinely connected, no matter their culture, whoever protects them takes their job seriously đđ they be so quiet too while that one person who was talking shit about them is in shambles. Them fishes are built different. I wish I knew more Pisces people. PLEASE TELL ME ABOUT THIS LIKE WHAT IS IT??
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*Enderman noises*
Hey yall, I wrote a Ranboo fanfic and thought Iâd post the link on here so its with all the other things that I write and show random people on the internet!
*Enderman noises* (1918 words) by nika_write_snow
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Ranboo & Phil Watson (Video Blogging RPF)
Characters: Ranboo (Video Blogging RPF), Phil Watson (Video Blogging RPF), Clay | Dream (Video Blogging RPF), TommyInnit (Video Blogging RPF)
Additional Tags: Mentioned Clay | Dream (Video Blogging RPF), Mentioned TommyInnit (Video Blogging RPF), Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Dadza, Enderman Hybrid Ranboo (Video Blogging RPF), Winged Phil Watson (Video Blogging RPF), Angst, Fluff and Angst, Fluff, Panic Attacks
Summary:
Ranboo finds out he has one of Tommys disks, Philza notices the ruined property value and parents the scared enderboy.
"here is the ao3 link, tell me if it doesnt work or something.
Summary:
Ranboo finds out he has one of Tommys disks, Philza notices the ruined property value and parents the scared enderboy.
Or
What I wished happened after Ranboo found the disk, with Dadza because I have Parent Issues (yup, its not just one of them, hahahahahahahahaha)
Characters:
Ranboo
Philza
Content Warnings:
Panic attacks
Mild injury
That's all I think, but if I missed one please tell me so I can fix it!
Under the cut is the full work, remember, Reblogs fuel the writing braincell!
Purple particles buzzed around Ranboo, his body also vibrating as his breath sped up and his brain grew foggy. This happens sometimes, when things got really bad, and Ranboos memory really started to slip, or he was just straight up panicking. The half enderman boy was sat shaking in front of an open chest surrounded by dug up dirt and soft looking snowflakes that bit at Ranboos skin. He was staring blankly at the green disk in the chest, making vwoops and crackly noises each time the reality of his situation hit him. The enderman hybrid shook his head, making more aggressive enderman noises for a second, then tried to take a deep breath.
âYou're ok, You're ok. Dream isn't here right now. Dream canât-â
âI have cat. I have one of Tommys discs. I have one of THE DISCS. Dream gave ME one of THE DISCS? Why? Why would Dream do that? Why would he trust me with something that gave him so much control over Tommy? What did I do?â
âYou didn't do anything, you would have written it down in your memory book, you wouldâve, wouldn't you?â
âWould I? I didn't write down that I blew up the community house, but I definitely did that, right? I mean, I had that tnt, it must have been me. I just didn't write it down cause I didn't want to remember. What else am I forgetting? What else did I do that was so bad that I didn't even write it down? What else did I want to forget about? What else-â
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Philza was looking through chests looking for glass. The honey farm had broken again, and he needed bottles to fix it.
âThis chest system is still scuffed from Tommy, that gremlin child really doesn't know organization does he.â Phil shook his wings in exasperation. He was still looking for the glass when he heard the sounds of an upset enderman. Confused why Edward was so riled up, Phil looked over at the enderman sat awkwardly in a boat, the mobs limbs too long to fit inside. Phil only got more concerned when he saw that Edward was only making small, concerned vwoops after the more aggressive noises, head was turned to look out the window towards Ranboos shack.Â
Phil followed the endermans gaze to look at Ranboos shack through the window and sucked in a breath. What used to be a snowy lawn in front of Ranboos makeshift base was now a big hole of messily dug up dirt. Phil could see Ranboos figure, looking eerily small for his actual towering height, hunched over in front of a small chest, a shovel shimmering on the ground next to him. But what concerned Phil the most were the enderman noises coming from the area. Phil had heard Ranboo make some enderman noises before when he talked to Edward, and a couple in passing to himself, he'd never seen such loud scared crackles and vibrating noises from him before. Another small worried vwoop from Edward grounded Phil enough to realize that this kid probably needed help. Phil grabbed his coat and wrapped it awkwardly around his wings before he rushed out the door and headed to where Ranboo was.Â
As Phil approached, he could clearly see the cloud of purple particles around Ranboo, who appeared to be shaking, no, vibrating. His suit was wet from the melted snow, and plastered to his body, and Phil flinched remembering how much water could hurt enderman. His hair was also soaking, the white and black strands dripping. There was an indent where his crown would usually be, but Phil could see the red and green jewel encrusted golden band a couple blocks away, in one of the deeper areas of the damage. Phils footsteps slowed the closer he got to the dug up lawn, trying not to scare the kid with heavy footsteps on snow.Â
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Ranboo was trying to breath. âIn, out, in, out, in, out, in, out, in- Does it even matter?â He understood better now why he might have wanted to forget. It would be easier to not remember the chest or its contents, âTraitorâ, Dreams voice in his head, his panic room. But the thought of forgetting and then finding out what he'd done when his friends, âAre they my friends?â, found out what he had done filled his body with terror and caused his eyes to well up with tears. It felt familiar. âWhy does it feel familiar?â The air around Ranboo felt like it was vibrating with the enderman hybrid and the particles that circled around him, and the glitchy noises started getting louder.
âStop thinking, stop, STOP, STOP THINKING.â Ranboo let out the enderman equivalent of a scream, and then winced as he felt tears fall down the sides of his face, leaving burning trails of pain.
âHey, Mate, you okay?â Ranboo jolted at Phils soft voice, a small surprised vwoop coming out.Â
âOh, Oh, um, yeahâ Ranboo said quickly, hastily trying to close the chest in front of him, but accidentally slamming the lid on his thumb as his shaky hands fumbled with it. âIm fine, I was just uhâŠ..â He trailed off, not having a good explanation for the mess that he made other than the truth. And he couldn't tell Phil that. âBut you can! You should, so you stop betraying everyone.â
âMhmâŠâ Phil hummed skeptically as he looked at the chaos, but decided not to press. He looked back at Ranboo, who was shakily trying to stand up, but then had to sit back down, his body too exhausted and painful. Ranboo looked up for a second, locking eyes with the winged man standing cautiously in front of him. He realized his mistake too late, and was too exhausted to stop the instinctual reaction. He felt his jaw fall and the air begin to buzz intensely all over again. He felt defensive beyond reason, like he always did when he lost control while making eye contact. Luckily, Phil noticed Ranboo tense up and saw his jaw fall, showing off purple glowing teeth like spikes and looked down, breaking eye contact. His gaze found the black and white mask Ranboo usually had covering his mouth was on the ground next to them, soaked and abandoned.
âHow about you come into Technos house with me so we can get you dried up, Ok?â Phil was still looking at the ground, and couldn't see if Ranboo was calmer now, but he felt the buzzing particles in the air fade significantly at his quiet words. Phil dared to glance back at the soaking white and black kid, and relaxed when he saw Ranboo was also looking down, more out of exhaustion than anything, but definitely more calm now. His jaw was back where it usually was, and he was no longer vibrating intensely.Â
âOk, here, let me pick up your crown and mask, and then we can head back to the house.â When he had put the 2 items away he held out his hand to Ranboo who took it carefully, almost as if he was afraid it would be snatched back. But it wasn't, and Phil helped Ranboo stand up, and started to lead the boy through the snow, leaving the chest behind them. Ranboo leaned against the significantly shorter man next to him, stumbling through the snow, his brain foggy from the pain and fear. Philza felt him shaking slightly, and nearly pulled away, worried that the enderman hybrid was panicking again. Almost immediately he realized that Ranboo was just shivering from the cold, being in a soaking wet suit surrounded by snow was going to make nearly anyone freezing cold, Enderman hybrids being no exception. Phil freed one of his wings from his coat and wrapped it around the kid to warm him up, not caring that he would have to deal with wet feathers later.
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When they reached the house Phil got Ranboo a spare bed, which the boy flopped gratefully down on. Phil chuckled quietly for a second before grabbing a set of antarctic empire style clothes and placing them on the bed.
âDonât go to sleep yet mate, you need to change out of those wet clothes so you don't hurt yourself anymore.â Ranboo slowly nodded as he sat back up and ran his shivering hands over the soft material of the clothes. Phil started towards the stairs, then looked back for a second.
âI'll be right back with something warm for you to drink so you can warm up quicker, and a health pot or 2 so we can take care of the water damage. Once you're done with that you can sleep, Ok?â Ranboo mumbled something that Phil took as an agreement, and headed the stairs.
Ranboo changed into the fuzzy clothes as quick as his shivering, tired body would let him, too tired to question why the clothes fit him perfectly despite the fact that he towered over Phil, Techno, and Tommy too. He sat back down before his legs could give out again and sighed, feeling himself getting warmer.Â
His eyes were beginning to fall closed when he heard Phils foot footsteps and looked over to Philza, who was holding a steaming mug in one hand, and a health potion in the other. He also had a towel draped over his arm. Phil handed the enderman hybrid the health potion first, which he drank quickly, and then the towel. Ranboo just wrapped it around his head, too tired to put anymore effort into drying his hair. The bed shifted slightly as Phil sat down on the bed, maneuvering his wings around so he could give Ranboo space. Ranboo took the mug of what he could now tell was hot chocolate and began to take small, experimental sips.Â
After a bit he pulled his knees up to his chest and leaned against Phils body, still taking small sips of his drink. Phil smiled at the boy and slowly wrapped his wings around them both, hoping it would help warm up Ranboo faster. When the enderman hybrid was done with his drink he closed his eyes and let his head rest on Phils shoulder, letting out a small sigh before he fell asleep. Phil didn't move for a bit, only moving his hand to carefully take the mug out of the others hand, and he settled down for a while, just thinking about the day's whole ordeal. Questions filled his brain. âWhy did Ranboo dig up all that area so messily? What was even in that chest, and why was he so obviously scared of me seeing it? Why was he so scared?â Phil tried his best to just brush them off, he would ask Ranboo another day, when he was more calm, and feeling better.Â
Some time had passed by now, and Philzas wings were beginning to cramp, so he gently laid the boy down on the bed, and carefully threw a thick blanket over him. Ranboo looked very peaceful in this moment, small vwoops coming out occasionally, but he didn't sound distressed. Phil smiled for a second before he grabbed the pile of wet clothes and took them upstairs to get washed and dried with the mask. Ranboo felt safe and warm for the first time in a long time, and he was content, dreaming about defeating a dragon with a steak or something, snuggled under the warm blanket. Who knows, dreams are weird.
Thank you for reading! If you got to this point I wish you the most amazing day, thank you!
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hcs of the gang being quarantined in one big house together maybe?? đ„ș lub ur writing
i lub u, anon!!đ„ș sorry this took forever!
GeneralÂ
Oh my godddddddddd
They had to stop doing movie nights because there was too much fightingÂ
They tried to set it up such that everyone got a turn to pick a movie but there were still complaints
Now, movies are viewed at random and the policy is thatÂ
1. The TV is first come first serve
2. You have to announce when youâre using it
3. Anyone is allowed to join youÂ
This has stemmed into multiple people shouting âIM WATCHING _____â at random times
And yes, people will try to hide the remote (mostly Sean)
If they can find it, that is
The lines between public and private property have been blurred. Everything must be labeled or there is a chance someone will take itÂ
You can risk it, but itâs not recommended since theyâre all dudes and will most likely eat anythingÂ
And even with your name on a box of graham crackers, thereâs still a chance someone will stick their hand it in and steal a few
All the dudes walk around in their Long Johns like itâs not awkward
They have to do their own laundry so everyone is missing socks
Or they have extras
And wet laundry is constantly being left on the ground if itâs unattended and someone needs the washerÂ
Arthur
This dude double dipsÂ
He licks the spoon and puts it back in, tooÂ
Gets yelled at a lot for this, but never remembers to stop
Everybody is afraid to touch all of the dips now because of thisÂ
And Hosea has to start buying separate ones just for Arthur
Heâs the one who takes 3 hour bathsÂ
I imagine that thereâs multiple bathrooms in the house but not enough for everyone so there are definitely times when people are like âWTF, Arthur youâre still in there?â or âWhereâs Arthur?âÂ
Usually itâs Charles or John because they donât mind sharing a bathroom with each otherÂ
Cue Arthur having accidentally fallen asleep in the tubÂ
But yea heâs just chilling in there, otherwise
Started the quarantine off by trying to fix up the house⊠But immediately got lazy
Thereâs probably a number of things he keeps saying that heâll âget to, eventuallyâ
The only reason Dutch hasnât called someone is because itâs a PANDEMIC
Technologically challengedÂ
Barely knows how to turn on the TV and still uses an iPhone 5 that has pretty much stopped working
John has given up trying to explain how to make things fullscreen on YouTube
Because of this, probably spends most of his time wandering around the yard and reading or journaling
Tilly even bought him some scrapbooking supplies, which heâs been trying to useÂ
Little washi tapes and highlighters because she knows it canât get too complicated too fastÂ
She also makes him an Instagram account so he can take photos or post art
But figuring out how it works is a losing battle, and he never remembers to use it, anywayÂ
âI think we should get a petâÂ
Everyone: âArthur... Do we look like we take care of ourselves?Â
If anyone tries to talk about how annoying the quarantine is, starts ranting about people who refuse to take it seriously
And the conversation ends up spiraling into him blaming capitalism for everything
JohnÂ
Every other meal he eats is a peanut butter and jelly sandwich or Doritos
He does that thing where he wraps a bowl or plate in plastic wrap so he doesnât have to wash itÂ
Doesnât clean up after himself
Leaves used tissues, slimy butter knives with PB on them, and crusty socks laying aroundÂ
Unluckiest of them allÂ
His snacks get taken the most, the bathroom is always occupied when he needs it, never gets to use the TV, his laundry is always moved, etc.Â
Always ends up using the bathroom when thereâs no toilet paper
Texts Arthur for help and then makes an announcement in the group chat about âcommon courtesyâÂ
Nobody replies
His texts are full of messages to Abigail that all say the same thing
âHelp.â + âPlease come get meâ + âI hate it hereâ
Theyâre all left on read except for the occasional response asking if he needs anything from Target
The list he sends back is like four paragraphs long and itâs all dumb stuffÂ
Heâs like âFaceTime me when you get there, I wanna go shopping tooâ
Doesnât even really want to leave the house for necessities, so he has to do stuff like water down his soaps or steal other peopleâs toiletries just to prolong how often he needs to go shopping for himself
Heâs the one using Irish Spring from the dollar store mixed with water or a block of orange Dial soap that hasnât been touched in five yearsÂ
Charles tries to throw away an empty hand soap and John is like âTHEREâS STILL SOAP IN THERE LOOKâ *mixes water with it*Â
Steals razors and ShampooÂ
Thinks conditioner is âunnecessaryâ and âdoesnât do anythingâÂ
Complains about being bored but doesnât bother to do the things people that people offer
CharlesÂ
Voluntarily becomes a recluseÂ
Not because he wants to but because everyone else is too annoying to deal withÂ
Heâs forced to start using the internet and when heâs not on the computer heâs trying to block out the noise of the 8 other men he lives with just livingÂ
Going on walks is his other hobby
Also probably buys one of those adult coloring books to color
Like Athur, Charles hogs the bathroomÂ
Itâs not as bad as Arthur since heâs not in the tub for the whole time but he really will spend an hour getting ready in the morning for absolutely no reasonÂ
If anyone asks about it he just tells them that since theyâre in quarantine thereâs no reason to rushÂ
But he does get yelled at if thereâs no other bathrooms availableÂ
Becomes a self-care connoisseurÂ
Walks around in a bathrobe and face mask just to try and achieve some sort of zenÂ
Literally the only one who doesnât walk around half naked
Besides Hosea, the one of the only guys who tries to wake up on time and eat three healthy meals a dayÂ
The house is entirely dark and heâs eating toast while Hosea makes coffeeÂ
Itâs awkward, not because theyâre weird about each other but because no one else is awake and itâs quiet for onceÂ
Dutch is the third person up and Charles leaves the kitchen by the time heâs aroundÂ
Gave up trying to do the dishes and only cleans what he uses
Sometimes if he feels like being nice heâll do Arthurâs dishes, tooÂ
But only if he gets something back in return, like Arthur doing his laundry or something
The only one who changes his bedsheets on the regular
Him and Kieran are the only ones trusted by Hosea to leave the house safelyÂ
MicahÂ
Everyone is surprised Micah isnât dead yet
Everyone is constantly fed up with him for something or for just being irritatingÂ
And try to ignore him for the most part, which is hard
Tries to defends himself with âWell, you donât have to bother me if you donât want toâÂ
Doesnât clean up after himself, either
John leaves more mess, but Micah does worse stuffÂ
While John just leaves his dirty peanut butter knives around, Micah does stuff like forget to put the mayo back in the fridge, leave the bread bag out and open, forgets to bring his used dishes to the dishwasher, throws his trash in other peopleâs trash cans, leaves his wet laundry in the dryer, etc.Â
If itâs annoying and gross, he does itÂ
And tries to eat food that other people have made for themselves or donât want to share with himÂ
Dutch is the only one who shares with him willingly
Does not pick up his hair from the bottom of the shower
And doesnât clean the sink after he shaves
Honestly, I doubt any of the drains in the house work properly because so much shaving goes onÂ
Itâs honestly surprising to everyone that he takes the quarantine seriouslyÂ
Accuses people of being sick even though all of them have barely left the houseâŠÂ
Wears a mask inside when heâs feeling saltyÂ
He doesnât even care about the mask, itâs just to make people feel gross and bad about themselves
Besides Sean, heâs always trying to hog the TV
And everything he watches is annoying, pretentious, or both
Complains about there being ânothing to watchâ despite always having something on and refusing to stop
Tries to smoke inside and literally always get busted for it
Even if other people are doing it too, heâs the one who doesnât even bother to be by a window when he does it
His room is always off limitsÂ
If you need something from him you need to knock and wait in the doorway
Also does the âYouâre too close⊠Step back, pleaseâ thing
And if anyone gets mad, says itâs a pandemic and heâs just trying to be SAFE
Mostly does this to feel powerful
Turns in to Uncle Jr. with all the complaining and berating he does
Uncle is honestly offended
Hosea
The only person allowed to do the shoppingÂ
He gave up trying to give people lists because the groceries they came back with were never rightÂ
Either too few, too many, not the right stuff... You name itÂ
See here for more
Thatâs why, despite being the oldest, heâs the one who goes grocery shopping for meals twice a weekÂ
Refuses to buy alcohol because of incidents that theyâve had
Canât stop people from sneaking it, though
Similar to Dutch in that he gets annoyed when people oversleep, but because its quarantine, he tries to not mention it, and at the worst, gets passive aggressiveÂ
Tries to make a chore chart for people to follow but it gets ignored
He ends up having to force people to do things by reminding them constantlyÂ
Heâs the one who starts opening peopleâs doors in the morning and turning on the lights
Makes everybody start eating on paper plates with plastic silverware because heâs tired of trying to make people use the dishwasherÂ
Arthur doesnât know how, John doesnât put his plates in the right place, Charles refuses to since no one else contributes to keeping it neat, Micah doesnât even know they have one, Kieran also canât fill it correctly...Â
Basically, itâs too much for Hosea to handleÂ
His dinners are all Costco pre-made meals that can be made quicklyÂ
Frozen lasagna and prepackaged salad type stuffÂ
Heâs the guy who falls asleep on the couch sitting up while watching TV and if you try to talk to him he says âIâm awakeâ without opening his eyes
And if heâs using it, donât even think about suggesting to change the channelÂ
The answer is and always will be no
Even when heâs not really paying attention
And itâs either on the History Channel or Discovery Channel
Always complaining about how cold his feet are
Doesnât let anyone touch the thermostat
Heâs an in real life Elf on the Shelf
DutchÂ
If anyone, and I mean anyone starts sleeping in, he gets in a really pissy moodÂ
âWhile Iâm up, doing work for you, youâre sitting in bed being lazy!!!â and âWhat do you mean you donât understand why! Why should I have to tell you why wasting the day is annoying to all those who are working!âÂ
Even despite this, he canât actually change the fact that no one wakes up on time
And itâs not like the work heâs doing for them is very important
Heâs the one who thinks that a pandemic is the perfect time to be or do something useful
Eat healthy, write a book, pump iron⊠Anything
And when people complain about being useless heâs like âYou have all this free time!!!1! Stop complaining!!! You can do anything!!!âÂ
And if heâs doing something he considers useful, yells at people who try to bother himÂ
Arthur: âHosea wanted to know-â
Dutch: *doing sit ups* âCANâT YOU SEE IâM BUSY?âÂ
When itâs his turn to cook dinner, heâs making 8 boxes of Trader Joeâs mac and cheese in a huge pot and calling a meal
Literally the only meal no one complains aboutÂ
He wonât clean the pot when itâs finished, though
Literally just cooks and leaves it out for someone else to deal with
Another self-care aficionadoÂ
Also walks around in a bathrobe and face maskÂ
Heâs worse than Charles though, because while Charles wears pants... Dutch will be booty ass naked under hisÂ
Also keeps trying to make homemade masks and scrubs and walks around in those, tooÂ
Heâs like âThis is a good one, I can tell alreadyâÂ
Everyone: âDutch... is that... mayo... in your hair?â
Annoyingly good at monopoly
Does not invite Molly over and gets yelled at over FaceTime
Cue everyone eavesdropping on their arguments
Goes on power walks
Yells at people when they listen to loud music with swear wordsÂ
Honestly, always yelling at people
âCan somebody get me my slippers? Arthur? John? Hosea? AnYoNe!!!â
KieranÂ
Spends the least time in the bathroom because heâs afraid of getting yelled atÂ
Does everything in five minute incrementsÂ
Except for showers, when he allows himself ten minutes
BarelyÂ
Most of what he eats is just microwave popcorn and shredded cheese
Heâs the one asking people if they want to go on âfamily walksâ with him
Literally no one joins himÂ
Also tries to play board games with everyone
This goes a little better at least because Hosea will sometimes play and if heâs there, a few people will definitely joinÂ
Very bad at monopoly
The most conscious about wearing a maskÂ
The others wear them but Kieran is the one who wears double masks, gloves, and carries around FebreezeÂ
Also will get mad if anyone forgets their âsafety equipmentâÂ
Or if theyâre within six feet of him in public
Props to him though for staying healthyÂ
Iâve mentioned this before, but... Spends most of his time playing games on a big tablet wearing headphones
Candy Crush and FarmVille and Words with Friends and stuff like that
Though all of his internet friends are weird old ladies he doesnât knowÂ
Everyone is mad at him for sending non-stop game notifications, too
Hosea is the only one who responds to any of themÂ
Heâll never admit this, though
Also tries to start doing arts and craftsÂ
Mary-Beth started telling him about the various crafts sheâs been doing, so heâs started trying to follow along, tooÂ
Things like crocheting or popsicle stick artÂ
His stuff all looks bad, but heâs just happy to be doing it
And to be FaceTiming Mary-Beth
When he gets to choose a movie, heâs picking a âfamily-friendlyâ movie like Inside Out or Lilo and StitchÂ
Everyone starts out being mad but they all end up watching the whole thing without complainingÂ
Heated debates ensue, tooÂ
For example, like about whether Flynn shouldâve cut Repunzelâs hair in TangledÂ
âYOUâRE GONNA LOOK AT ME AND TELL ME THAT IâM WRONG?âÂ
Charles + Arthur vs. Dutch + Bill
Makes meatloaf or Hamburger Helper like once a week
Theyâre basically the only thing he knows how to makeÂ
Sides with Arthur when he suggests getting a pet
Wears a SnuggieÂ
Doesnât change his socksÂ
Javier
Plays his own music very loudly and wonât turn it off or down if you askÂ
Either that or heâs practicing guitarÂ
Itâs not really that bad but when you canât escape it.... People get madÂ
The only saving grace is that the singing is usually in Spanish so itâs not as bothersome
The door to his room is always closed
Refuses to open it
To talk to him, you have to knock and then heâll exit
Dutch is the only one allowed in and he thinks Javierâs rules about entering are creepy so never does it
Javier cooks his own food and wonât share
Only makes enough for exactly one person so even if he wanted to, thereâs not enough
Eats dinner in his room to prevent people from bothering him or asking for some
However, he has the biggest stash of quarantine snacksâŠÂ
No one knows where he gets them
And getting him to share is like trying to do a drug deal, but heâs not against it as long as he gets something in returnÂ
He didnât personally cook all these snacks so the rules are differentÂ
His room is full of scented candles to make it smell better since the whole house kinda smells like BoyÂ
Buys a gamer chair at the start of quarantineÂ
Claims itâs more comfortable than the office chair that Dutch and Hosea chose for everyone
Everyone is jealous
Wears fuzzy pajama pants onlyÂ
Sean
Sean is the one sleeping in
Never sleeps in his bed and just falls asleep wherever, basically
Usually the couch
Because heâs always snoozing, heâs the one who watches the most TV
Micah claims this isnât âfair,â despite doing the same thing
And even if heâs not watching TV, heâs just using the couch to watch Tik Toks full volumeÂ
Tries to make his own Tik Toks, but they either stink or no one wants to participate
Constantly having people get mad at him for recording themÂ
Stopped wearing clothes the moment quarantine started
Always in a tank top and his underpantsÂ
Itâs kinda weirdÂ
People cared at first but by now they canât be bothered to complain since theyâreÂ
1. Used to itÂ
2. Probably start doing the same thing
Leaves his laundry laying around
Also wonât share anything heâs eatingÂ
Gets mad when people steal food
Doesnât address anyone in particular though, just walks around yelling about how ânobody has the common decency not to stealâÂ
Has food delivered almost every other dayÂ
No one knows where heâs getting the money from, either
Everyone think itâs a waste
Mostly because he doesnât share, but also because all hell broke loose when Hosea found out about an expense called âdelivery feesâÂ
Also has a stick up his ass about wasting foodÂ
Started yelling about this randomly, tooÂ
If he canât force someone else to finish leftovers, he forces himself to finish themÂ
Probably gets caught watching a certain type of nasty video a lot
Lowkey it probably happens to everybody at least once
Yells at anti-maskersÂ
Tries to wrestle the other boys and gets his ass handed to him
Bill
Possessive of everythingÂ
Usually heâs not this bad but being cooped up with a bunch of thieves and liars doesnât make him confident that his Circus Animal cookies will last very longÂ
Doesnât share anything and very adamant about making sure thereâs labels on things so nothing gets mixed up
Also makes his own space in the fridge with tapeÂ
BILLâS SPACE DO NOT TOUCHÂ
And will start yelling in anything is movedÂ
Not as bad as Sean though because he only cares about his own stuff
The whole thing is super hypocritical though, because he definitely steals other peopleâs stuff
If he gets caught, claims âitâs only fairâÂ
Hosea has to buy him soap because he wonât buy it himself
Definitely the one who learns how to make prison hooch with cranberry juice and yeast
And the one who eats all of the ice creamÂ
Even the nasty flavorsÂ
Wears the same clothes everyday because since heâs not working, âtheyâre not dirtyâÂ
They start getting holes in them, though
If anyone tries to suggest something for him to do, he gets mad and claims he âknows how to entertain himselfâ
Also constantly accusing people of being in his space or businessÂ
Ends up starting a ton of fights over this and then complaining about how mean everyone is to himÂ
Heâs not doing it on purpose, thoughÂ
Ends up buying some kind of gaming console to pass the time
If he buys an Xbox, he shares with the rest of the boys
If he buys a nintendo switch, he starts playing Animal Crossing and doesnât put it down for weeksÂ
Out of everyone⊠Heâs the one who takes the pandemic the least seriousÂ
He follows the rules because he doesnât want to be eaten alive by any of the boys, but he probably thought the virus was a hoax at firstÂ
He learned his lesson the first time he tried to go out without a mask and got locked in the car, though
Forgets to flush the toiletÂ
His room is dirty
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your pantherverse au is beautiful and now im obsessed with ryan sneaking round trying to surprise and prod âmrrrpsâ outta shane. fic would be adorable if your still open to pantherverse requests đ
i hope you like this, thank you for the prompt, itâs so hecking cute†also itâs mostly my friendâs @josemorningstarâs au tbh, i just help in with it. (heâs happy to answer asks about it too!)
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Ryan puts a finger to his lips, twisted into a grin, in a shushing motion, and then he taps the flip camera icon on his phone. Shaneâs frame from behind pops up on the screen, sitting on his office chair, legs crossed. Heâs editing a photo, probably for a thumbnail, and itâs one of those rare occasions when heâs so focused he doesnât even hear Ryan walk up behind him.
Ryan is moving slowly, putting one foot after the other with the ease of a predator, skilled in sneaking up on his prey. That is Shane and he does not suspect a thing. Perfect.
The footage shows Ryan reaching out, just as carefully, before going in quick, making contact with Shaneâs back, splaying out over the thin fabric of his shirt.
Ryan holds his breath as he does so and a heartbeat laterâ
Yeah, there it is. Shane jumps, a little sound escaping his lips, a sound that makes Ryanâs grin grow impossibly big. Itâs one of his favorites, heâd die happily hearing it.
Itâs a mrrp, a sound plenty of cats make when touched unexpectedly, but Ryanâs favorite is the one Shane does. So, of course, he tries to scare or surprise him as often as he possibly can.
He only puts it on Instagram because the whole experience of Shane making that noise is a blessing upon this world that needs to be shared. Well, not too often, Ryan would still like to keep most of the occasions he actually managed to surprise Shane into a mrrp to himself.
He stops recording after he zooms in on Shaneâs very much unamused expression, accompanied by Ryanâs belly laugh. He barely had time to pull his phone down and duck out of the way of one of the smaller Paddington plushes flying towards him. Another set of giggles bubble up from his chest before he realizes what Shane actually threw at him.
âHey, I got that from a fan, asshole!â He scoffs, going to pick poor little Paddington up and set him back on his desk carefully.
âThatâs what you get for being a dick,â Shane says, chin propped up in his palm, focusing on his laptop again. There is a flush high on his cheeks and Ryan, once again, canât contain his satisfied grin. Shane is blushing! Heâs blushing and heâs fucking sulking, at that!
Easily the best thing heâs seen all day and itâs only 10 AM.
âBut itâs so cute, Shane. Gotta share it with the fans!â
âItâs not fucking cute.â Shane murmurs. He sounds like heâs mad but Ryan catches a glimpse at the hint of a smile behind his fingers.
He knew he won immediately.
âI wonât post it if you donât want me to.â Ryan offers because heâs a good friend. And he also knows how sensitive Shane is about the sounds he makes, due to having broken meows in his cat form. Ryan personally thinks itâs the sweetest thing ever, but Shane is stubborn as hell.
âGo ahead,â Shane says, letting out an exasperated sigh as if heâd be doing a huge sacrifice. What a drama queen. âI suppose at the very least people will see just how gone you are over me.â
He adds, with a smug drawl to his voice, and it had the desired effect because Ryanâs stomach does a little flip. The one specific flip it got used to doing ever since theyâve started playfully flirting with each other, just tethering on the edge of too much or too dangerous. On the edge of their friendship, before it evolves into something more. More serious, romantic, sexual, just more.
Ryan is still trying to catch his breath after that whole interaction as he settles back in his chair, to edit and post the video on Instagram.
He wonders when they will finally say fuck it, and jump over that line between friendship and something more together.
Or, because itâs them, the Ghoulboys, when will one of them finally drag the other over that line?
The next time Ryan gets the urge to make Shane do that wonderful little noise is when theyâre filming the newest season of True Crime.
Theyâre about thirty minutes in and Ryan is reading his script, then coming to a pause to look at Shane and give him an opportunity to react. But Shane isnât really looking at him. In fact, heâs just staring right in front of him, so deep in thought, Ryan isnât sure heâs even in his body anymore.
Normally, Ryan would be concerned, and he is, to a degree, but he knows how hard Watcher has them working at the moment, the anxiety, that their whole company might be a flop. It had a toll on both theirs and Stevenâs mental health. Not to mention their sleep schedules.
So itâs not unusual Shane is zoning out, especially while Ryan is trying to talk about some pretty heavy murder case. Ryan does see an opportunity, however, to have a little fun with Shane not paying attention to him.
Everyone kind of just stopped, including TJ, but before he could say anything, ask Shane if heâs okay, Ryan is reaching out, pointer finger extended. He holds his breath, the corner of his lips already lifting into a huge grin and then his finger makes contact with the side of Shaneâs face.
And Shane jumps. He flinches more than Ryan had ever seen him, and heâd feel a little bad if it werenât for that âmrrpâ. Itâs so loud, is the thing and it makes Ryanâs heart sing in happiness.
He bursts out laughing, head thrown back and his whole body bowing into it. There is some laughter from the crew too, but Ryan is too busy looking at Shane, all bright smile and shining eyes, despite Shaneâs expression being pissed.
Ryan knows itâs not too serious, he has gotten used to that expression, with how much heâs been a brat lately, at every opportunity he gets, to get a reaction, anything out of Shane.
âVery funny, can we go back to the murked guy now?â Shane asks, trying and failing at covering up his embarrassment.
And well, Ryan could point out how heâs been the one zoning out, but it has no use, Shane is annoyed already, and Ryan does know not to go too far sometimes. Heâll make it up to him later by buying him lunch or something.
âSure thing, big guy.â He says instead, shooting him one last smile, full of warmth and fondness and it might improve Shaneâs mood just a little.
Itâs going to be another story for Instagram, and then it will remain a video on Ryanâs phone, sitting there for ages, for him to hit up sometimes and smile about, ear to ear. Show Shane, maybe, as theyâre chilling together at Ryanâs, or Shaneâs, maybe their own apartment together at that point.
Fuck, theyâve only been officially a Thing for a few days and Ryan is already daydreaming about their future, years down the line. Well, can anyone put the blame on him, really? When Shane is sleeping next to him like that, so unbothered, beautiful in the setting sun that filters through the planeâs tiny window.
His face is smooth, and Ryan has the weirdest urge to kiss his nose, or the small cluster of freckles right above his right eyelashes, or Shaneâs slightly parted lips, huffing little breaths of air. He thinks it may be the honeymoon phase of their relationship, all of it being so new. Ryan is simply overwhelmed with the fact that he could do all of that now, and more if he so pleases. On the other hand, he doesnât think he will ever stop being giddy about that. Or how soft Shane looks when heâs sleeping.
Ryan took a picture of him before he started recording too, itâs easily one of his favorite photos of Shane. And then, because Ryan Bergara is an insufferable little shit who has to entertain himself on the boring plane ride, he figured he might as well try to make Shane do that sound again.
The very first time he shared it with the internet in the form of that office video everyone loved it. So, Shaneâs little cat noise had been high demand, people kept tweeting and commenting and yelling at him absolutely everywhere to upload another one of those videos.
And well, who is Ryan Bergara to deny them?
He raises the phone higher, to frame Shane perfectly, and carefully removes his hand from where it was resting, on top of Shaneâs. Luckily, he didnât react to that.
Ryan takes a few minutes, to think about how heâd like to approach it. Simply touching Shane has been done, he should do something more original.
He could poke his nose. Or tickle his neck. Ryan hums and his gaze happens to drift over to Shaneâs hair. He could just bury his hand in his hair like he would with a catâs fur.
He starts recording again, and the mic picks up his amused little chuckle.
âPart two for you folks, here we go.â He announces in a hushed tone before carefully reaching out to bury his fingers into Shaneâs oh so soft locks, carding through it, maybe way too lovingly for it to be taken as a friendly gesture.
And then, there it is.
Shane lets out Ryanâs favorite noise and Ryan is fucking overjoyed. Up until Shane full-on tilts his head into Ryanâs hand as he lets out an enthusiastic purr, and Ryan forgets to breathe.
âOhmygod.â
The words are punched out of his lung, in one breath, smushed together, and when Ryan would listen back to his voice later he would realize how in awe and disgustingly in love he sounded just then.
And he wouldnât have it any other way.
He ends the video, almost abruptly. His other is still brushing through Shaneâs hair, subconsciously, scratching at his scalp with gentle fingers. He feels Shane shudder and then brown, sleepy eyes are blinking back at him. Shaneâs purrs go quiet but it reverberates through his chest ever so slightly. Ryan can feel it when his hand drops onto Shaneâs nape, tangling into the long strands of hair there too, pulling just a bit, just to feel Shane shudder again, hear the soft growl coming from the back of his throat.
âStop it, youâre gonna make me horny.â He murmurs and Ryan wheezes, but complies. Reluctantly.
âDid you just take a video of me, by the way?â Shane asks, rubbing a hand down his face, tired. Ryan feels it too, the exhaustion as he looks at his friend, business partner, boyfriend. Theyâve really been through an awful lot these months, with Watcher, currently shooting the new season of Supernatural.
But they could always take a nap together.
âYeah, but donât worry about it. Weâll talk about it later. Go back to sleep, big guy.â Ryan tells him quietly, pocketing his phone and well, who is Shane to say no to that?
So he does, slipping as far down his seat as his Sasquatch legs would allow him, so he can rest his cheek against Ryanâs shoulder, using him as an impromptu pillow. Ryan does not complain at all.
They would talk about the video, later, when they would be in their hotel room.
Well, it isnât much of a talk at all, itâs more of Shane watching the video while Ryan worries his bottom lip between his teeth. He shouldnât even be nervous. Heâd understand if the video would end up in his drafts for a few months still, years even.
Then Shane looked up at him, with that incredibly annoying, unreadable expression on his face, before leaning in to press a kiss to Ryanâs cheek. âItâs cute, you should post it.â
Thatâs all he says, in the most nonchalant way possible and Ryan would like to hit him a little bit for that.
Regardless, the video ends up uploaded onto his feed instead, because it deserves to be there, not just for a day, but for a good while, to mark the beginning of a new chapter of sorts.
It deserves a caption just as monumental, so there are no misunderstandings or a flood of questions later on.
ryanbergara: Part 2 of annoying the boyfriend đ
Ryan wakes to the sunshine burning his eyes, still feeling as sleepy when he and Shane went to bed last night as he checks his phone. Itâs way too early in the morning for either of them to be awake.
And yet, here they are. Here is Shane, turned in a way that Ryan can see the expanse of his back Ryan loves to admire. He sweeps his gaze over his favorite freckles on Shaneâs back and the dip of his waist disappearing under the covers. The sunlight drapes over Shaneâs back invitingly, making it seem warm, soft and kissable.
He kissed all those freckles many times, and he still canât get enough of the sight of them, not even so many years later.
He still canât get enough of waking up next to Shane, seeing him first thing in the morning. Ryanâs heart flutters every time, he simply cannot help it.
There is a faint light coming from the other side of Shane, bouncing off of his hair, suggesting heâs on his phone.
And that wonât do, Ryan is awake and he needs attention.
He moves, swiftly fitting himself behind Shane, with one strong arm wrapping around his waist under the covers securely.
âMrrp!â
The sound lets something loose in Ryan and he melts behind Shane, his hold tightening around him has Shane complaining in the form of a groan.
Ryan doesnât care one bit though, heâs purring loudly now, much deeper and powerful than Shaneâs purrs normally are, considering heâs a panther. It must reverberate through Shaneâs whole body because he relaxes, pressed into Ryanâs chest and head falling back on Ryanâs shoulder.
His hand finds Ryanâs, long fingers curling around his, lacing together and knocking their matching silver rings together in the process.
âYouâre crushing me, dumbass.â Shane laughs, quietly, fondly, in contrast to his words.
âMhm, donât care.â Ryan hums, pressing a chaste kiss on Shaneâs shoulder and hugging him even closer, to prove a point.
âSure you donât. Go on, suffocate your poor husband if thatâs what I deserve! For being your faithful lover for years andââ Shane cuts himself off with another groan of complaint, attempting to turn out of Ryanâs arms when he has the audacity to wheeze into Shaneâs neck.
Yeah, Ryan wouldnât have it any other way.
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My first âim tired of koreaâ edgepost
Listen im on mobile and i cant put a read more so im sorry you can skip this.
I must be close to my period or something because this situation is not a big deal?? Its really not and its sort of funny i guess, that im reacting so dramatically. Like i bet youll laugh and roll your eyes because you have bigger problems and i have such a wonderful opportunity and you wish you were me and im being a petulant brat or something
But listen its 1:30am here. And like okay i have two roommates and one is nice and one is weird but the nice one just??? Like i dont know? This SHOULDNT be a big deal. But t is SUCH A BIG DEAL.
Sometimes before she gets into bed. She will turn off the AC because she is cold.
When this happens, i do not sleep that night. Because its hot as FUCK and also because it is both eternally too quiet and immensly loud. All i can hear is us breathing, the scrape of skin on the mattresses. The sound of my own heartbeat hammering because of all the other terrible terrible sounds. The ac is nice and loud and makes it okay but when its off its so fucking quiet.
Ive tried to talk to nice roommate about it. But like she literally is so bad at english i couldnt express how necessary the ac was for me. I also sort of think that if i couldve, she wouldnt have cared. She likes to sleep without her blanket on. Shes also very thin so im sure she gets cold easily? But literally ive told herâor at least tried to tell herâto take my blanket if shes cold at night. Because i need the noise. And the cold tbh.
But she did it tonight. And like listen. I was SO CLOSE to being asleep. SO close. The only reason i was not asleep was because of fucking nice roommate!!! She was being so loud getting ready for bed. And then she finally turned the light off. And the ac. And then i couldnt sleep and im so tired.
And idk. I just want to be home in my own bed? By myself. With my family. I have a 2 year old sister, you know. Shes really something. Shes so cute and funny. Ill be gone so long that i think shell forget me. She already doesnt say my name anymore when i facetime her. I feel like i shoukd never have come here. How could i have been so selfish?
Theres a friend who i sometimes try to talk to about this, but... i dont think she follows me on here i hope she never sees this because shes wonderful and great but. Shes going through a really tough time right now (like tougher than i can even describe to you) and it seems that every time i need help shes on the verge of a breakdown. I dont blame her. In her situation i wouldve just.. died i think. But shes the only one i have that i thought i could talk to. I dont just tell my feelings to anyone you knkw? Well you dont know, because im spilling my feelings on the internet to a bunch of strangers who dont care but i want you to knkw that i hate this. I hate that the only people i can even confide in dont even know me. I just, you know i felt lonely in america tbh but here sometimes i feel like. A ghost. Everyone i love is forgetting about me.
And im here in a room with no ac. Nothing to block the sound of my crying from my still awake roommates except my own pathetic attempts at holding my breath.
I want to go home. I just want to go home
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KNOWING YOUR PARTNER WELL MAKES WRITING TOGETHER A LOT EASIER. TAG THIS WITH THE PEOPLE YOU WANT TO GET TO KNOW BETTER.
Tagged by: no one cause fuck that noise @hanafudafistsâ âcause im a hot single in her area
Tagging: anyone who hasnât done it
( BASICS )
Name: Bunny
Age: 24
Preferred Pronouns: She/Her
Zodiac Sign: Aries bitch im mean
Taken or Single: my ass married n tied down. i took an arrow to the knee and i dont mind (most of the time)
Three Facts: 1. Iâm a computer science major cause i taught myself coding at 14. 2. I really love potato salad... like a lot...... gimmie all of it. (actually dont cause i only like my grandmaâs and sometimes my mommaâs) 3. Iâm a vat of useless facts and skills
( EXPERIENCE )
How long? (months/years): fuckin 14 years dog. all the way back to them runescape days
Platforms youâve used?: Runescape, chat rooms, random forums, my own forums, pen and paper, penpals, LiveJournal, and Tumblr. Im probably forgetting some
Worst experience: Â Plenty. Worst one was here on tumblr where my partner and i were literally stalked and staff did absolutely nothing about it.
Best experience: Â All the people Iâve met and loved and care for. I miss all the ones I used to interact with.
( MUSE PREFERENCES )
Female or Male: Im pretty even, honestly. But Tumblr really interacts with male muses more than female.
Original or Canon: BOTH
Favourite Face: I dont really use faceclaims but ill post my sasori icons
Least Favourite Face: Â I have literally never used this for anything... not even crack purposes
Multi or Single: Multi-muse, multi-ship
( WRITING PREFERENCES )
Fluff, angst or smut: I am Angst Queen ok. Iâve been wars over the stuff. I love love love it. Make me bleed. Make me cry. Make me come into your ims or discord and scream my head off. I want to do the same for you so u better yell at me. Iâm ok at fluff i guess. Â Also.... I want to get better at smut.Â
Plots or memes: plot plot plot plot i love them ideas gimmie all of them. Memes are for a warm up/change of pace from the in-depth plots.
Long or short replies: long shit
Best time to write: either late morning or late night. Gimmie coffee and a reliable internet connection and i may churn something out.
Are you like your muse(s)?: Nothing like Sasori, honestly, except natural redheads. I relate to Deidaraâs anger. I relate to Kakashiâs love of dogs and general laziness. I really feel Itachiâs quietness and retraction from the world
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Exam Lifehacks: When You Still Have a Month Left
i know lot of people did this before, but i like the visual poster so yeah here yo go, with my kind of words tho:
Music is Instrumental
most of us like to listen to music while studying, when some people dont. but let me tell you, it helped me a lot to get focus on what im studying. you could choose yourself the genre(s) you like because this is super subjective. i personally dont like slow music, yes all those ambient and classical also video game soundtracks! (even the video game soundtracks are upbeat ha still no.) ive tried it before but it ended up with my head upside my books and im in the dreamland yall. in the picture it suggests you to choose between these genres:
- downtempo
- post rock
- ambient
- classical
- instrumental hiphop
- video game soundtracks
- movie scores
- deep house
but here you go all iâll give you my personal choice of playlist while studying! (spotify only)
Punk Goes Pop Vol. 1-6
Hardstyle Baby
Zoedic 2017Â
A Sudden Rainstorm (yes i love hearing the sound of a rain! imagining the smell of the road when its raining~ how lovely)
Pomodoro Technique
this technique is basically everywhere. but i dont really use this pomodoro since im such an unplanned person (i do get rest whenever i want lol) but iâll try this technique more! ive read lot of masterposts said it works! so i guess i dont really have to explain what is this technique.
Distraction Apps
Forest: Stay Focused, Be Present
personally my fav because theres still the whitelists i really need to, like LINE and Browser. and its cute omg who doesnt like to plant a tree?
SelfControl
block spesific websites for up to 24 hours; unfortunately Mac user only.
Cold Turkey
âCold turkeyâ describes the abrupt cessation of a substance dependence and the resulting unpleasant experience, as opposed to gradually easing the process through reduction over time or by using replacement medication. hah lol nah thats a wikipedia description lol sorry im such an awkward;( yeah it blocks spesific websites for a scheduled time, this app? offers lot of features.
Freedom
it prevents from using internet at all. paid but theres a free trial.
i dont really know the others since the only thing i use for this is Forest, yay to Forest *cheers*!
The Seinfeld X Technique
its basically just dont break the habits challenge! with all the x-s in your calendar or bullet journal or monthly spread or everything you want to! which you use for studying.
Light Exercise
wow? do anyone really exercise while studying? oh god⊠how (ok this makes nonsense)
but hereâs what the pic tells to do while studying (dont do all choose one i know you dont have thousand legs and thousand arms)
- treadmill
- stationary bike
- chair squats
- abdominal lifts
- trapezius squeeze
- bicep curls
goodluck if you trying this method ok i dont have any idea what those things are lol (sorry another nonsense)
Change of Scenery
⊠Many study skills courses insist that students find a specific place, a study room or a quiet corner of the library, to take their work. The research finds just the opposite. In one classic 1978 experiment, psychologists found that college students who studied a list of 40 vocabulary words in two different rooms - one windowless and cluttered, the other modern, with a view on a courtyard - did far better on a test than students who studied the words twice, in the same room. Later studies have confirmed the finding, for a variety of topics.
The brain makes subtle associations between what it is studying and the background sensations it has at the time, the authors say, regardless of whether those perceptions are conscious. It colors the terms of the Versailles Treaty with the wasted fluorescent glow of the dorm study room, say; or the elements of the Marshall Plan with the jade-curtain shade of the willow tree in the backyard. Forcing the brain to make multiple associations with the same material may, in effect, give that information more neural scaffolding.
âWhat we think is happening here is that, when the outside context is varied, the information is enriched, and this slows down forgetting,â said Dr. Bjork, the senior author of the two-room experiment.
GODNESS i sound so smart lol nah i dont know how to explain so i search that for yall, source is here. but the warning is unbelievably true! do not study on that comfort zone because it brings you to your lovely neverland aka sleep, i usually sit on a woody chair or just sit on the floor (but sometimes in bed too but this require much willing to study.)
â-thank you for reading this! i hope it helps somehow, i love yall
oh andâŠ
picture creds.
anyway this masterpost is made because i just hit 100 followers! well actually 106 only in 2 days yall are so wonderful
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hollow, my OT wants me to go into private hospital inpatient for PTSD. i've previously suffered psychiatric abuse in the public system and hospitals really scare me. i think i remember you go through private, so can you tell me any encouraging things about private hospital? or warnings i guess if there aren't encouraging things to say. can you take your phone with you and still have the internet? being isolated was terrible. sorry if this is an invasive question i'm just scared.
hey no, its fine psych hospital review website here if you wanted to check out patient feedback for where youâre looking to go. just keep in mind that itâs new so i dont think it has a very comprehensive list yet.
ive (thankfully) never been in a public mental health hospital but a lot of the ppl in my ward have been and from what they say there is an enormous difference between the two, at least in Australia.
it also makes a difference if youâre involuntary or not. if you go into a private hospital voluntarily, youâre not being kept there against ur will and you have access to a lot more freedoms like day leave. They have to put procedures in place to take those away and make you involuntary and thats in the event of a crisis. But if youâre a voluntary patient you can choose the duration of your stay (they will have reccomendations but thats different) and they cant keep you if you dont want to be there any more.
I can only tell you about my experiences with the hospital I go to, since im fortunate enough to not have to had moved around a lot. My psychiatrist at the time referred me to a really good one first off.Â
Wifi depends on hospital to hospital. The first few times I was in there was no ward wifi, but they didnât take your phone or your laptop or any internet dongle things you brought in. You could use data and the rooms had landline phones and you could make free local calls whenever you wanted. The hospital I am in has wifi now and Iâve noticed most of the private hospitals Iâve been to for surgery in the last two years now have patient wifi where they didnât before.they may take your charging cables since theyâre a hanging risk, (mine bases it on your case)Â but some places iâve visited friends in also let you coil them up and zip tie them so theyâre no longer a big string.Â
Being isolated is going to be bad for your mental health so they tend to encourage visitors, day leave on the weekends and for you to interact with other patients, where I go there are art groups, music groups, gym, walking and some other stuff as well as the mental health workshops we do as part of group therapy.
As for advice, first i would reccomend trying to get a single room if you have PTSD. You donât want to share with a stranger. Where I go they donât make our ward share bc its a disaster, but they do have double rooms so i think its an option or was an option in the general wards.
Second would be bring everything and anything you think of as a comfort. soft things, pillows, plush toys, terrariums, fairy lights if youâre allowed cords or LED candles if u arenât, colourful bedspreads, art supplies, books, a variety of nice soaps and body washes to make showering a bit more bearable.Call them up before u go with a list of things ur planning on bringing and ask if ur allowed, or get a visitor to drop things like plants and decorations off after u have arrived.Itâs really distressing for me to return to my room after a heavy session with my psychiatrist and it doesnât look like home. I canât feel safe or wind down when its a stark white hospital room. Â And iâve found that decorating my space helps claim it as mine and kind of carve out a little area of calm when u might not have too much privacy.Â
You might want to get noise cancelling headphones so u can sleep, or check out this white noise app because the nurses will have to check on you anywhere from every 15 mins to every 2 hours, and hearing them come in can stress a lot of people out even tho they try to be quiet in the night.Â
the other thing i would do is bring a journal and record everything that happens. Most of my experiences have been good, but sometimes u get fuckery just like in every other place. Iâm particularly succeptible to gaslighting, and my dissociation makes it hard to keep track of memories, so every time something goes wrong or I have an altercation with anyone I record it in case it turns into a pattern and I need my notes.
I also write daily diary entries because iâve found i tend to forget what has happened in hospital when iâm out, and what happens from visit to visit, since we do a lot of trauma work and it freaks my brain out. Itâs important to be able to remember what we have worked on and what revelations iâve made and what advice iâve been given so I write it all down in a book every time i go.
good luck
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Im crying in the school bathroom rn I seriously love wonho so much I'm in pain why is he my ideal guy in every way he's so amazing and handsome and sweet but whO CARES BEVause he don't kno me haha am I right
big mood all the time im always in pain bc he rly................ doesnât KNOW i would let him shave off my eyebrows if he wanted 2
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I wouldn't even care if wonho was a high maintenance boyf tbh I'd just sit and comb his hair all day and tell him he's pretty
hdjkfh this was so long ago but i think i was mostly kidding abt him being a high maintenance bf... like he would do so much giving? but i guess the only thing heâd need is constant reassurance that his s/o loves him imo jfdhgjk... i also think heâd b someone who either doesnât settle down ever or does it very late in his life!
annie đčliterary queen â€ïž literally crowned with a laurel wreath! not be drum attic but this midsummer nights monsta au is so!!!! give me sistar as the four star crossed lovers then drag me to h*ll and give me this doctor faustus au i'm itching for with kihyun as faustus and k.will as mephistopheles bc i love to watch my faves s*ffer but don't let me rip until i get my much ado about nothing au with the entire cast of starship ent and a lil cameo from giriboy!
(in refence to this monsta x as shakespearean archetypes ask!) fjdshgkjs shh i lov u... why is k will as mephistopheles so Accurate esp no.mercy k will lmao. um u should write all of these? in fact if... if anyone has mx literary aus.... hmu...... iâll n*t
another thing about that incident is that it seems like the fan doesn't think Changkyun and Jooheon undersood them?? (an extension i guess they assumed they don't understand english very well) and that's pretty problematic. it seems to me that when they didn't respond the fan assumed they didn't understand and kept repeating it, as a joke. but they literally did That to the two with the most proficient english in the group... it's rly a mess all around. it's disrespectful through and through
(in relation to that gross âd*ddyâ incident from a while ago) ik i feel like some intl fans think korea is a land completely culturally and linguistically alienated/divorced from the rest of the world or something and while cultural relativism is real to some extent... the idea that koreans are completely unaware of ~outside~ things is deeply racist. like mostly white ppl think that diasphoric poc are completely Different from them? when my mum went to the states 15 years ago some ppl literally asked her if there were newspapers in china lol...
i just randomly thought of monsta x as sesame street characters mostly bc i wanna see kihyun and wonho duke it out as bert and ernie (kihyun w/ the waste paper bin on his head and wonho asking 'where's the waste paper bin' and kihyun saying 'ask me that again and look into my eyes') and also minhyuk being elmo tbh...
JKGHKJDF PLEASe!!!! when will something like this b photoshopped... minhyuk as elmo is... spot on... i remember once elmo appeared on a now-discontinued late night talk show program i used to watch when i was in primary school and he was like âelmo likes wasabi, thatâs why elmo has no eyebrowsâ and idk why ive never been able to forget this????? very lmh. also this made me think of a monsta x muppets au n minhyuk is the pic of ass-gape kermit.... next post of mine will b monsta x as kermit reaction pics
Hyungkyun is such an under appreciated ship. Like, they just get each other so well? Why do people overlook it. ă
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Do you have a moment that made you ship them? How would you describe their dynamic?
itâs bc theyâre intp x intj they donât rly... Understand each other with minimal effort/real communication lmao itâs very efficient. both quiet lil darlings who arenât emotionally That Open but enjoy their own little space together sometimes?? their dynamic is like... theyâre weird in different ways but theyâre v chill together. u can tell hyungwon is super fond of changkyun like he has this Expression when ck does anything at all.... i think these two rly love each otherâs personalities bc theyâre both kind/gentle/peaceful types and their overall ?? vibe is just highly compatible... theyâre absolute darlings... v soft together... i canât think of a favourite moment but i rly rly love their birthday messages for each other last year like changkyunâs message for hyungwon was like âur rly cool bruh ur rly such a great personâ and hyungwonâs message for changkyun was rly... just him obviously doting on him n finding him cute jksfdhg i lov them a lot :(
soyou: i know how to make hair pretty :))) knetz: dirty fckn iljin why can't she be out there being being PRODUCTIVE in society by having babies and learning how to be a good wife for her future husband ://// smh how dare she be successful now when i'm stuck doing what society wants me to do but also anonymously attacking ppl i don't personally know on the internet bc THATS respectable the irony of ugly knetz is so transparent
The whole thing about Knetz and wonho's "scandalous" past reminded me of something. As a PSA to those people who are so insistent and pushy that idols aren't allowed to have sex/date/be anything but straight: Fuck all of you. You do not own these people, and if you really cared about them you'd be happy if they were happy. Like tbh, if anyone that famous and busy could also balance out a relationship at the same time, I'd be so happy for them. It really bugs me how all idols are supposed (1/2)(2/2) have this squeaky clean innocent image where they have to look and act a certain way and have these stupid fucking dating bans because once they don't meet up to that image their success suffers. Idols already give up so much privacy, and the last thing they need is millions of people scrutinizing every little thing they do. I don't even know where I started this rant from, but basically, GIVE IDOLS PRIVACY AND DONT JUDGE THEM FOR THEIR PASTS OR FOR BEING IN RELATIONSHIPS OR WHATEVER
yeth ty for highlighting the gross obsession w purity and productivity (like the first anon said -- a very confucian sort of ideal)... i donât rly have anything else to add here i think. also i would fight for soyou i fact i would fight lmh who said she was his ideal type in no.mercy era... sheâs rly one of my faves and the way she was slandered for the hairdressing thing was one of the most ridiculous things knets ever did lmao honestly yuk
u a kihyun stan nowđđđ
im a @fhizâ stan itâs the same thing tbh
ahh so i saw your tags on that jh gifset! as one of the few jh stans (or maybe there are way more than i think there are lol) i rly love his "reversal charm." he has a lot of what i lack as a person: a strong presence and a lot of confidence! i respect him so much as a person alth i rag on him a lot LMAO. sorry if this is a bit long winded but i just rly wanted to put this out there ;;
this is rly cute i lov hearing ppl talk abt their faves lovingly it rly... Heals Me. i think itâs strange how underappreciated jooheon is in this fandom especially bc heâs usually the one who catches ur eye first bc heâs so hyped by starship as being a one-in-a-million talented rapper u know? and he rly shines in mvs and no.mercy but............. y does he have the least fansites jkfhdg ?? youâre v right abt the reversal charm thing but i feel like sometimes itâs very overdone like... on lots of shows heâs asked to do aegyo when rly he should be asked to... idk... rap or dance or something?? i actually think jooheon is the most serious member of monsta x sometimes bc he seems to have a sense that heâs.. the pillar of mx if that makes sense? and thatâs why heâs always pushing himself and working tirelessly like he feels very Responsible for this group, more than anyone else. idk if that makes sense!!! i love him and i want him to... unwind a bit bc sometimes he looks so stressed and tired but he still feels the need to pretend to be energetic like my heart rly hurts for him :/ this got so emo im sry i do rly love to hear that u respect him sm i love jooheon stans :(
i can see what u mean about jooheon being 1 of the most masculine. (iirc u also talked abt kihyun being that in a post a while ago) like with his face and his physique he really is striking; his body=like that slim,upside-down Y that you'd learn to draw men w/ in Anatomy 101 , but i think.. ,--not that u asked, but,, i think the jury's still out on if he's comfortable w his masculinity with the way he acts feminine lyk misogynistic comedians Can sound like dead ringers for women,? idk & i take +
(not sure if there was a 2nd part to this? thereâs nothing else in my inbox so iâm sry if there was and tumblr ate it) yeth i think i meant that his demeanor is the most ~~masculine~~ whereas i think kihyun is still the most... idk... mature-masculine?? if tht makes sense, and i definitely agree w u on that second point! i didnât think of that at the time but now that i... do... think abt it... ur right and also the way he comes back from it by putting on the >swag demeanor again in an attempt to polarise it is definitely a bit đđđ he probably doesnât want to risk his Manly Rapper Image for real u kno? that said itâs ingrained in kpop that behaving cute --> âgirlyâ entails that sort of âcomedicâ high-pitched voice + compact body language etc.... like iâm not condoning that ofc but i definitely think itâs broader than this particular case! :/ hm
maybe i'd be doing better in school if i could major in kihyunology ;~; i stan him but i def think we still don't know much about him even after all this time after debut. especially when i look at him compared to wonho who wears his heart on his sleeve (bless him i love wonho sm, gotta protect this bun at all costs!!)...but ya it just makes me wanna learn more about him like who is the real kihyun??
i want to write a kihyun meta when i have time... i feel like i Get him a bit more these days but itâs also very hard to put into words bc u kno when u kinda sorta mb get some1 but itâs a feeling rather than anything conveniently expressable gkjdhfjk.... idk if anyone wants to send in some Kihyun Thoughts + Meta feel free! :>> i donât think heâs actually... as complex as we sometimes make him out to be lol like his behaviour is actually kind of predictable? more on his later
wait is the february comeback actually true? ugh i'm so conflicted cuz on one hand i'm excited if there's really gonna be a full length album, but i also think they need more rest but then there's the matter of getting their first win and idk i'm super psyched but i'm also worried that the boys are being overworked
i still feel like they had a comeback like yesterday lol like looking at their schedules stresses me out bc they do so much..... im glad wonho got to go to his mumâs cafe recently tho! all we can do is have faith in them rn and when itâs time... stream, buy things if ur able to, spread the news and the hype etc. i am definitely Worried abt some things like the competition theyâre up against but.... gotta have faith u kno... and i feel like all active idols are kind of... permanently worked very hard but i think currently only jooheon and shownu are a bit Overloaded. also has the date been confirmed yet... itâs february already...
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This is something I wanted to post on FB but didnt
Ya I know the ones that I would like to care dont seem to I'm sorry I'm so sensitive I'm sorry I'm so scared I'm sorry for not being more productive I'm sorry I am bad at keeping in contact I'm sorry that to you it seems I'm doing nothing about any of it well guess who sucked most of it all out of me all my damn confidence all my damn strength all my damn well everything that made me me I am sorry I'm so fucking broken but its gonna take so much longer to get all that back till then what you see isn't all of what's actually freaking happening and sorry for posting this but I'm sick and tired of holding back I don't care anymore that it will make me look bad but freaking damn it I'm working it out as much as I can as fast as I can I cant force it nor speed it up I wish I was strong enough to not of let him and so many others including myself to suck the life out of me and I'd sit here and just type all this out then just not post it but what good would that do I'm angry I'm depressed I'm sad and sometimes I still feel lonely even with people around I dont even have a support animal all I have is my current boyfriends warm shoulders to cry on I'm struggling to find help I really am but again I am trying it maybe as slow as a turtle or a sloth but it's my freaking process and I'm sick of holding all this crap back just to keep others happy and not having to hear my bullshit I'm just tired of the silence I'm sick of all the horrible words that anyone has said to me stick to my mind like a sponge I wish I can just ring it out I've tried so hard to forget it all just comes back in moments like this where I just had enough I really wish no one had to see my ugly side but everyone has one everyone cant always keep it together it just seems so much harder for me cause it doesn't always help just talking it out to someone random or someone who isnt the one I'd prefer to talk to about it all yet at the same time I dont wanna hurt anyone with my own words like I'm gonna do with posting this but I guess I'm going to anyways I dont know here I am 30 minutes in and still dont know if I'm gonna post this sighs maybe I wont cause I dont wanna hurt anyone but I'm hurting myself with not speaking up and I dont really know if this is the right thing to do I have to make a decision post or not to post also I could care less right now about grammar and punctuation it hurts my head trying and I've been dealing with really bad migraines and headaches sighs you can think what you want about me I know who I am more then anyone else and I'm much stronger then what I've been making it out to be I'm sticking to my truth and I'm changing constantly I dont see that as a bad thing I'm learning and growing so ya I'm constantly changing I have my up days and I have my down days I just wish I had way more time for myself then I do but again I'm trying and I dont know who's gonna see this im not gonna say any names so if you think this is directed at you ether it is or you think it is you have to figure out which it is I'm most likely gonna delete this after 24 hours though
Oh and anyone who thinks its childish to say it all out on the internet or doesn't like what I've said at all well you made me want to stay quiet I dont like hurting peoples feelings but I need to start standing up for myself
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makingmyselfstudy:
Mental illness is terrible and can make life really difficult, so Iâve compiled this masterpost to try and make things a little bit easier.
DISCLAIMER: Just because I find something helpful does not mean itâs best for you. Also, I am not a mental health professional.
TIPS FOR IN SCHOOL
See what learning support is available, and if possible find out what others have used. What, if any, extra support is available to you? You might be able to have extra time on exams or take them in a separate room if that would make things easier.
Also look into emotional support. If you have a competent counsellor/nurse/any kind of support worker in school, talk to them. That being said, I had an absolutely horrible experience with a school support worker, and itâs 100% okay to ignore the in school support offered if itâs not helpful or even bad for you. If you need to, seek support outside school and keep seeking until you find something thatâs right for you.
Talk to your teachers. Explaining that your mental health is not great, even only vaguely, can be really helpful in the future as it can make them more lenient with deadlines and more tolerant of absences for appointments or self care.
Speaking of absences, take days off if you need them. Email your teachers to find out what youâre missing and get notes from people in your classes to catch up on either during your day off or when you feel better. Your health should always come first.
Write down your homework and deadlines, either on your phone or in a diary of some kind. This should make it easier to keep track of what you need to be doing and stop you worrying about forgetting things as much.
If you feel like you want to be left alone, bring headphones. Find a quiet spot in the library and try to get some work done, and people should see the headphones as a sign you want to be left alone. If not, wanting to work in peace is a good enough reason to not want people coming over.
TIPS FOR STUDYING AT HOME
Write to do lists. If long lists stress you out, make multiple small lists based on the urgency of the task and ignore the non-urgent ones until your workload seems more manageable.
Work for as long as you feel comfortable and able to. If you can do two hours, great. If you canât even do five minutes, thatâs okay. As I said, your health is more important.
Iâm going to get a lot of gasps from this, but work in bed if getting up and working at your desk seems too overwhelming. If itâs a choice between not working or working in bed, bring your work into that pillow fort. Youâre accomplishing something, and donât let anyone tell you itâs not good enough.
Whether youâre in bed or not, make your workspace as comfortable and organised as you can. Studying is rarely fun, but making it as comfy as you can sometimes helps you gain the motivation to get it done, and organised spaces can help to decrease stress.
Listen to something calming while you work. I recommend making something with noisli or the Animal Crossing soundtrack.
Remember to take breaks. Donât push yourself until you canât work anymore or you have a breakdown, pace yourself.
MOTIVATION AND SELF CARE
Keep a record of what youâve done. Seeing all youâve accomplished can be a nice morale boost and help keep you from feeling too down. Having a studyblr or some kind of journal is a good way to do this. This can also help if you have problems with memory.
Donât sacrifice hobbies for school. If youâre mentally ill, finding something positive and fun is a rare thing. Cut down around busy times if you really have to, but donât let it go.
Find a healthy emotional outlet. This might be exercise, talking to friends, using a site like the thoughts room to vent, making, drawing or writing something, hitting a pillow or scribbling your anger and sadness away. It might be something I havenât thought of. Anything that deals head on with your emotions and doesnât hurt anyone is a good outlet.
Similarly, find distractions for when you donât want to deal with your emotions. Some of the above can also work as distractions, but so can pampering yourself, playing video games or app games, reading a book, listening to music, watching a film or TV show, going out somewhere you like, looking at pictures or videos of cute animals, cooking something, organising your space, or anything else thatâs not harmful and lets you escape your emotions for a while.
Try not to compare yourself to others. In studying or anything else, you do you. Try to focus on meeting your own needs rather than whether or not a popular blog has the same study techniques or self care routines as you.
Donât push yourself more than you can handle. Motivation is great, but if it leads to a mental breakdown, youâve gone too far. Try to be aware of how much you can manage realistically. I donât want to stop you giving 100%, but know what your 100% looks like and donât harm yourself trying to go further. Instead, try and slowly change how much your 100% is.
Sleep is important for your health and for the quality of your work. No one works well on three hours of sleep. If you have trouble getting to sleep, try some kind of familiar background noise. I recommend the Harry Potter audiobooks read by Stephen Fry because I am in fact a giant loser.
Listen to other mentally ill peopleâs tips and advice on coping to try and work out what strategies work best for you. Tumblr (and the internet in general) has a lot of resources, and hopefully Iâll be adding to some of those in the future with more specific posts.
SOME RESOURCES
MINDÂ â mental health charity, provides guides to a lot of different conditions and ways to cope.
Online Mental Health Support â a list of IM, chatroom, and email support options.
Worldwide Suicide Helplines â a list of phone numbers for multiple different countries.
Thatâs all I have for now, if you have any other suggestions feel free to let me know either here, through my ask box or through tagging me in a post!
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