#in which case 19

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours? #also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that! #unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

[unrelatedsideblog]

I find it a very funny scenario in which Sanji mutates(?) later in life and 124-ji would be like "Finally everything is as it should be. We can be real brothers.", but Sanji continues to fucking resent them lol

And they would be kinda confused because they would remember when they were young, before everything started to go off the scale, Sanji was so kind to them? and loving? little sunshine? so vulnerable? And that was good, brotherly, even if he wasn't the way he should be, but now that he's fixed and he's not like that anymore? He kinda avoids them? Doesn't want to spend time together? Curses on them not in playing/teasing way, they suppose??

They presume that this is not how real brothers should behave towards each other. Shouldn't this be fixed too?

(*Made with LateBloomer!Sanji in mind but may work with "canon" I guess)

#shitpost #late bloomer sanji au #anyway I have two variations of this AU #this one is for ver in which Judge yoinks Sanji from Zeff before he had a chance to meet Strawhats #bros are like 17-19 yo in there #shitty doodles #one piece #one piece manga #one piece anime #tw kys joke #cw kys joke #just to be safe #I keep those little ideas just in case they develop #but they never do so just have those halfcooked doodles lmao #vinsmoke sanji #vinsmoke ichiji #vinsmoke niji #vinsmoke yonji #vinsmoke brothers

[mixelation]

Once again I am Posting to give you all a friendly reminder that most popular Covid-19 posts on this site contain some level of misinfo. Common types of misinfo include:

"heard from a friend of a friend" medical advice, including "twitter thread of things a nurse told me" or "opinion of a random unverified doctor on social media"-- NEVER follow this type of health advice without checking with proper sources first

anecdotal data provided as fact

misunderstandings or misrepresentations of what disease agencies like the CDC are doing, should be doing, or what it would even be possible for them to do

assigning numbers and statistics to things OP just made up. this ranges from saying something like "only 2% of people mask" to mean "anecdotally i see only a very small number of people masking in my community"* but the actual number is misleading to seem to seem like a real statistic.... leading all the way to people just making numbers up

overly dramatic language**

assigning moral values to things which have no moral weight (e.g., "I haven't gotten covid because I'm a good person who....")

misrepresenting the conclusions of current research. this one is tricky because you'd think linking a study in a high-tier medical journal would be a good source, but I frequently see the following mistakes: overly definitive language, including asserting causation when causation has not been established, or claiming a single study definitively has definitely proven something; not understanding appropriate extrapolations from a study's design (something that happens to cell in a petri dish is NOT definitive of what happens in a body); incorrect biological conclusions/assumptions, or else oversimplification that loses nuance; cherrypicking studies. Remember that Covid-19 is still a very new disease and the research is still evolving. A study that seems extremely important in one year might turn out to be bunk later, not because the study was poorly designed, but because we were missing key info. There is a lot we simply do not know and cannot know and we need to careful of our language when reporting on it.

just straight up made-up facts

Please keep this in mind if you choose to interact with a covid-19 post. Remember to click through on any sources to verify them, to be wary of a lack of verifiable information, and that a post making you feel overly emotional is a sign to double-check the facts and message.

*Clarification: assigning an estimated number to things you see is an innocent rhetorical device in terms of informal communication, which is what tumblr is for. I say things like this in casual conversation too. It only becomes an issue when whatever post is mass reblogged. I'm not saying don't post like this..... I'm saying know to recognize this in things you choose to interact with.

**Again, emotive language is fine for blogging. It's a natural part of human communication, and I do it too. I'm not criticizing that. I'm warning you to be aware of it as a potentially misleading rhetorical device before you hit reblog.

#brought to you by a post claiming measle infections are on the raise bc covid nukes your immune system #and makes you susceptible to measles again i guess? #except if you look it up the rise in measles cases is mainly driven by lower vaccination rates #which IS linked the covid-19 in that lockdown lead to people missing vaccines #ripping my hair out etc

[adhdandcomics]

combatting the anxiety from taking a covid test by viewing it as more of a, “am i going to buy splatoon yet or not yet?” magic 8 ball fortune

#2 roommates down and the end is coming for me i fear. #but alas such is the way the cookie doth crumble. #anyway its kinda working. #covid #covidー19 #covid test #in case u block those tags which i Totally Get #text #update: no splatoon for cecil #yet…

[princemonday]

what are your guys thoughts on batboys ages?

#in my head...dick is 30 jay is 23 tim is maybe 19/20 and damian is 14 #this is my case.. #dick was 18 when he became nightwing. giving maybe a year of leeway before jay became robin at 12 that would make them 7 years apart #jay died at 15 so again giving like...idk 2/3 years between his death and tim becoming robin at 14 that makes them 3 years apart at most #then damian is canonically 14 #so dick is 30 jay is 23 tim is 19/20 and damian is 14 #im aware that newer canon puts jay and dick a lot closer to 3/4 years apart so dick would be alot younger #but i choose to go off of jason becoming robin at 12 so i can imagine the gen z vs millenial convos between dick and the others #bruce would be around 45 for me...somedays more like 50 #which would make him about 24 when he adopted dick #so....idk #feel free to argue with me #batfam #batfamily #batboys #bruce wayne #batman #dc #nightwing #dick grayson #robin #red hood #jason todd #red robin #tim drake #damian wayne #dc comics #...💌 #...🦇

[starlooove]

No bc how do u simultaneously ship chaipunk and chaiflower but then turn around and have an issue with punkflower bc of ages YOU MADE UP like

#no bc the whole age discourse is so stupid #like i got called a proshipper for liking punkflower when first of all I read comics #and second hobie literally has no age #like 3 different niggas from the movie said 3 different things #and me personally idc which interpretation u follow if ur a movie only #like for example I don’t like hobie getting sexualized bc I see him as 16 bc I read comics and he’s a teen there #but if u see him as 19 bc u saw the movie #I’ll privately think ur weird and all but I’m not gonna hold it against u bc u ONLY saw the movie #that’s ur frame of reference #and the three niggas diff opinions #were 16 19 or up to interpretation #which is why it gets me so pressed when niggas are like X director said 19 #like yeah but Y director said 16 and Z director said u decide so what now #like i LOVE that ppl are ready to call out shit like that yknow #i just think this circumstance ain’t it bc it is literally based on u and how you’ve interacted with the media #everyone keeps comparing it to genshins traveler but even then everyone has the exact same information to go off of #thats not to be said in this case bc if I start talking about shit from the comics a movie only is gonna look at me crazy #and i don’t say movie only derogatorily btw it’s just a fact #no that pissed me off #AND WHEN I SAID I WASNT PROSHIP THEY SAID MY DEFENSIVENESS MADE IT TRUE LIKE BESOFR #anyways the weirdest part to me was that the movie DID imply something between gwen and hobie #like whether it was happening or not there was very much a basis for miles’ jealousy being set up #and if u rlly think hobie is that much older it’s weird to me idk #and i feel like a lot of y’all aren’t being honest and just wanna sexualize him #despite the whole pub things the common consensus is 19 which is like minimum to not make u look creepy #and if someone tried to ship hobie with an adult yall would KNOW it’s weird despite being in ur late 20s and making i wanna rude edits #and again that’s just private thoughts based on my interpretation which I know isn’t factual bc the creators literally can’t make up their #-minds #and PSA Im perfectly fine with being wrong if hobie is solidly confirmed to be an adult in the movie I just think there’s nothing solidly #for or against it as of now so fighting forreal over it is stupid. can’t wait till y’all ignore him again 😭

[mayasdeluca]

Danielle Savre & Stefania Spampinato - Instagram Live (11/10/22)

#danielle savre #stefania spampinato #station19edit #station 19 cast #danielle x stefania #mine #they are so ❤️❤️ #im gonna need them to go live again soon if marina is gonna be angsty all season #which its looking like thats gonna be the case D:

[alethiometry]

for my own peace of mind i may need to stop reading r/yellowjackets jfc. in just a single post i have seen people theorize that

javi is still alive bc he found an underground hot spring / javi found civilization and saved the girls

jackie's dream actually happened bc she wouldn't have dreamed of the dead hunter

laura lee survived the plane exploding bc we never saw a body

#yellowjackets #i am BEGGING people to have some goddamn media literacy oh my god #javi never being found is the most satisfying narrative from a tragedy perspective imo #hunter guy was in jackies dream bc hes foreboding as hell and she KNEW in her last moments that she was dying #laura lee literally exploded on screen lol #like are we stupid. are we literally stupid. #also savior javi theory is so fucking dumb. doomcoming was like month 4 or 5 out of 19 #he would have needed to find civilization so fucking quick to still be alive. doesnt make sense that it would still have taken that long #to find everyone else. esp bc if search and rescue knew the area javi was found it would have significantly narrowed down the search radius #the only reason javi MIGHT still be alive AT THE TIME OF 2x01 is bc we need to continue establishing that lotties visions are believable #but i go back and forth on whether that matters bc the important thing is that she is charismatic and compassionate and inspires hope #which are a more solid groundwork for her development into a cult leader #in any case i dont think javi is going to be rescued #if im wrong ill happily eat a rabbit or whatever

[kyouka-supremacy]

I miss the early chapters Harukawa style that made Akutagawa look like he came straight from a Tim Burton stop motion movie 😔

#I have a curse it's called liking early manga art styles much more than their latter selves 😔😔😔 #It was the same with t/p/n... In both bsd and t/p/n the early chapters art style looked so peculiar and unique– #and in both cases it fit //a lot// the vibes of their respective manga #With bsd being this kind of elegant and simple art style that perfectly matched the detective aesthetic– #and t/p/n having this crowded and haunting style that was fitted for showing breathtaking expression in the horror scenes– #while also feeling perfectly in place for the heartwarming family moments #And in the last chapters... The art is still gorgeus don't get me wrong and it's also probably more aesthetically pleasing for both #But they just lack their original uniqueness that made them so distinctive and instead just look much more on brand? #Like the art had been influenced by other manga artists– which is probably true and that made them become much more average #And like it's okay it's fine!! Again they also look even prettier this way. #It's just that I miss what made me fall in love with the uniqueness of the art style to begin with (╥﹏╥) #Thinking about early manga art style Dazai aaaaaaahhh c'mon he was no match #ryūnosuke akutagawa #bsd #bungou stray dogs #mine #q. #19/05/22 #Actually samples in reblogs

[mormorando]

female leg hair is genuinely so pretty i have no idea how men ever managed to convince so many people it's like. not inherently pretty and fitting for where it grows.

#same goes for armpit hair and pussy hair ofc but it's specifically leg hair that i'm thinking about rn #because i had an argument with my mother #who is. like . a feminist in a 'You must work to always be independent of a man.' way and in many meaningful ways actually #but extremely conservative about very surface level things #like beauty and femininity #mine #i do think i prefer that approach than 'liberated' girls with Grl Pwr tattoos but bending over backwards for men at the same time #in long term relationships or living off men. etc #like i prefer the politics of someone who shaves and even shames people for not shaving but also lives an essentially separatist lifestyle #than the other way around #so i mostly try to reason with her #it doesn't really work #not much #and she's a little more radical in some other cases like with lgbt rights #which is extremely funny bc my sister is an out lesbian #and i on the other hand came out so long ago she must have blamed it on my age #like at 13 i guess #and since then i've stayed single so like. the topic was literally forgotten. and i'm fine with that. but my sister came out at like. 19. #and now my mother actually vents to her gay daughter about. the gayness of her other daugh #like it's literally hysterical #and i just nod politely. occasionally i ask her a question like 'wait. so if it was a trend/publicity stunt. then what would you do if it #didn't pass for her when the trend was over in many years? and she. like. had a wife?' #just to like. feel out what she Actually doesn't accept. she never gives me a clear answer though. oh well. and i never reveal whose side #i'm really on #it is so fun. like actually so fun. i look so straight but act so gay i can infiltrate any space and leave them confused.

[sisididis]

Almost every day for the past week or so I've been telling myself "tomorrow I'll go magnolia blossom hunting, tomorrow I'll go magnolia blossom hunting" and it's been one week and I still haven't gone magnolia blossom hunting. I'll just have to go tomorrow after work.

#my entries #unless i work overtime again #in which case the sun sets at 19:30 so it should be fine

[arionawrites]

1. it’s my 24th birthday today, so my goal of being published by the time i’m 25 is now a one year looming monster, but i never specified what kind of published and am currently looking in various literary magazines that are recommended for writers who have yet to be published, so i’m surprisingly confident that i can make it work? and tbh even if whatever i write isn’t officially published before my 25th birthday, if i have someone in the process of being published then i’ll be happy!! no matter what though, i’m gonna try to be proud of myself for at least giving it my best shot!!

2. i honestly love that my birthday is on the ides of march because the ides of march meme shitposting is only a thing on tumblr but it also being my birthday makes it easier to like. be excited about the ides of march outside of tumblr. like even in person i can be like “it’s my birthday! i’m an ides of march babe (:” and if someone is like oh what’s that? or if they say something along the lines of oh like julius caesar? i can be like yep!! and even if it’s a small thing outside of tumblr it brings me immense enjoyment and amusement being able to bring it up off of tumblr

3. transportation situation has been very rough since june 2023 when i totalled my car, my gap insurance are being assholes and i ended up putting my foot down on the phone with them yesterday which i’m pretty proud of because i am NOT a confrontational person (something i’ve been working on this past year, so seeing some improvement with my ability to hold my ground and not be a pushover yesterday was very cool!!) i was told i’d get a response from them by friday next week no matter what, and if i don’t then friday of next week i will continue to wreak havoc upon them. but my moms car which i’ve been using since my accident broke down yesterday, hopefully it’s fixable but my parents were saying it might be done for, so trying to think of how i’m gonna get to work next week is kind of stressing me out lmao, but for now i’m just gonna focus on enjoying my birthday the best i can because i don’t want to start off being 24 with an overwhelming anxiety for something that won’t be a potential issue until monday. plus i already messaged my boss today to let her know that i’m going to do everything i can to make it work out but just so she’s in the loop and knows of the potential of me not being able to make my morning shifts (one of my coworkers said she’s more than happy to give me a ride for our afternoon shifts which does help relieve some of the stress!) and i told her i’d let her know for sure sunday so that if necessary she can have time to figure out someone to fill in for me in the mornings!

overall: life is weird and i ended being 23 yesterday with a shitty situation but a positive outlook and i am going to enjoy my first day of being 24 no matter what because honestly i fucking earned it. happy friday everyone, i hope it’s a good day for you and me both!

#aritalks #i did cry a little bit when i first woke up because i dont really know what to do about work and also i hate not having a car i can use #not only because of the work aspect but also getting my license when i was 18 gave me a freedom i didn’t have before #and i don’t like having to rely on other people just to like go to the fucking store or something yk #but then my best friend/roommate messaged me happy birthday and i was like fuck it! today is going to be a good day! #the stressful uncertainties can wait until tomorrow #also one of my best friends who hasn’t said happy birthday to me the past two years #(not intentionally im p sure they were just busy on my birthdays the past two years #and then had that moment of ‘oh shit i didnt send a message fuck i think its too late now’ which i totally get bc anxiety things yk) #was one of the first people to message me happy birthday!! #i’m also hoping to still be able to go see my mom and then stay the night at my dads tonight #so i can see both my parents and also my baby siblings for my birthday #my dads working today but after he texted happy birthday i sent him a text asking if he thinks we could still make it work #my mom is asleep still i think (she called me at midnight and left a voicemail singing happy birthday!! but her sleep schedule has been all #over the place recently so i’m waiting until 11:30 to call her which is in like 30 mins) #but she said something yesterday about driving out to me to give me a hug and also bring me my diabetes stuff that got delivered #(her house is my mailing address because i know it’s not going to change bc it’s my great grandparents house that she’s partially inhereting #when my great grandpa dies but since i have moved out of my dads my address has changed twice and i didnt have a mailbox at my last place so #just for the sake of consistency and not having to worry about important shit getting sent to the wrong address i’ve had her house as my #mailing address since i moved out of my dads at 19) #so i think i’m gonna ask her if she can just pick me up instead so i can go to her house w her and hang out with her #and hopefully my dad will be able to at least stop by with my siblings so i can see them too #i’d like to stay the night with them but if we can’t make it happen then i can also stay the night w my mom and hopefully tomorrow figure #out the car situation. might have to rent a car for a week if i can afford it? best case scenario is my moms car can be fixed but i still #dont know whats wrong with it ik there are two potential problems and one is fixable the other is not #the fixable one would cost like $150-$400 to fix depending on if we get a used part or a new one #if its $150-$200 ish i can probably afford to pay for the whole thing or at least most of it #but if its more than that hopefully my dad or one of my family members can help #and i can just pay them back in like $50 increments with my next few paychecks #just realized i said i wouldnt worry abt the car thing today and also i think im at tag limit to i’ll stop now lmao xoxo gossip girl ❤️

[maddy-ferguson]

i wish the internet had never learned the term prefrontal cortex because people use it to make 25 the new 18 which is so strange

#like is 17-19 predatory no and it's stupid to say you have to wait until midnight on the younger person's birthday to be in contact with #them even if you're only 366 days apart. and now people are like someone who's 20 can still be taken advantage of which yes obviously but #they're like it's because their brain is not done yet. at 24 you are a baby and at 25 you're a grown woman. but actually not really because #chris evans married someone who's 26 but that's close to 25 so she's not old enough. her brain has only been done for five minutes so it's #actually terrible that they're together. like there's saying that young adults are still vulnerable and...young and then there's pushing #the idea that women are just little girls forever lmao. #and it's just so weird that people use the brain thing so much i can't say why exactly but it rubs me the wrong way #i'm not saying this because i'm only 22 and people who say that would talk about me like i'm 14 because i wouldn't even date anyone who's #significantly older than me or anyone who's like under 20. but yeah😭 #and i'm not even saying that the phenomenon of men always dating younger and women always dating older (even if it's just like 2 years) #and not vice versa isn't worth examining i'm literally a sociology student i'll be the first to say everything's interesting. but like #what's the end goal here #even in more extreme cases when a 25-year-old woman marries someone 40 years her senior i'm always like well i would never do that #but what are you random person on the internet gonna do. #and the thing is there's always potential power dynamics like you would have to be dating yourself to avoid it and even then #and like i say: brf slt

[dykekakashi]

sometimes i feel bad that i "can't" cook but then i remember that a good portion of my generation in the US lives almost exclusively off trader joe's frozen meals. and then i feel better about my rice potatoes veggies and tofu

#i am trying to get better but time lmao! also money! #why do recipes always call for like 19 different ingredients #i also hate SUPER salty stuff in most cases it will trigger a headache #or stuff w like heavy whipping cream or smth which cancels out like 60% of pasta recipes #so it's a ton of work to find stuff i like ugh

[cqcandchill]

i've been rewatching the mota eps the day after they drop just to let everything really sink in but i don't think i have the strength to make it through ep 3 again. jokes on me for not reading the book(s) bc everyone knew it was coming apparently but jesus h christ!

it's one thing to intellectually understand bomber command (RAF and commonwealth) had casualty rates anywhere from 44% to 59% (USAAF was around 15%) but it's another thing to see it represented in front of you

#this is my atonement for writing an atrocious paper about bomber command when i was 19 #which has haunted me for 11 years now #mota spoilers #just in case

[kingmaximusboltagon]

i keep trying to figure out the ages of the main family members and then remembering ohhh right none of this matters because of the timescale. these ages will be inaccurate in like six months.

#lockjaw is 30? ish? bb is 30ish?? max is 28ish?? #everyone else is probably younger than 30 but older than 25 #which also. none of these ages make sense w ahura and luna being teenagers. and ahura has GOT to be like 19 by now surely if not in his 20s #ahura can only be 16+ if medusa has him when shes like. 14. which she OBVIOUSLY didnt!!! #absolute worst case scenario. medusa had him in her mid 20s. thats the only way the timeline can even begin to make sense #oh sliding timescale you are enemy of mine #also dont the inhumans live like 200 years b4 old age is an issue?? cant the main group just be in their 90s and 100s and be fine?? #or is that retconned. i swear that was a thing. is there an explanation for max being 5000 in that alt royals timeline?? i cant remember 😔 #look either luna and ahura are young children or medusa bb and crystal are older than 30!!! only options!!! #inhumans #blackagar boltagon #maximus boltagon #medusalith amaquelin #lockjaw inhumans #royal family