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journalsofanaesthete · 2 days

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I really love the idea of romanticising life but not in a way perceived on social media where it all feels like a compulsion of looking cute, clicking cute pictures and loving things. Honestly romanticising doesn't mean any of that, it's not about loving things forcefully but about appreciating things. It's about finding beauty in the chaos and celebrating it instead of waiting for a perfect moment or a perfect place. The idea of romanticising life is more about finding moments of peace in your daily life instead of wishing to escape your life. It could be you just drinking a cup of coffee on a morning but without any anxiety in your gut, it could be the colourful sky at the time of sunset, it could be you journaling in your cute diary, it could be the whispers of gentle breeze, it could be a mere look at the sky. Romanticism saves people by actually filling people up with so much of gratitude for everything and everyone.

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whatsleftofdishaa · 1 month

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If you could change one thing about yourself then what would it be?

One thing I could change about myself?? simple, my height. I am too short so I would want to be taller.

no wait, I would want to change the texture of my hair. Its too frizzy, I want it to be smoother and straighter.

wait sorry again but this is it, I would like to change my teeth. They are all zigzag and I really don't like how they look when I laugh.

okay I swear this is finally it, I would want my face to be symmetrical because whenever I click pictures my one eye looks smaller than the other.

Shit no...this one yess this one it's................honestly this is all false.

If I could change one thing about myself, honestly....I would want to forget all the trauma that I have ever gotten in my life. I would want to forget all the negative and mean things people have said to me on my face or behind my back that I obviously found out about. I would want my brain to stop overthinking. I would want to forget what anxiety feels like. I would want to forget the feeling of breathlessness you get in the middle of a panic attack when you are trying to stand but you keep falling because you can't find something to hold on. I would want to stop my brain from comparing myself with the people I see on social media. I just wish I would have been more kind to my teenage self.

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shyam-kariya · 1 month

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BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out <33

To my desiblr family

@biharanbitch @aahanna @moonhymnss @aapki-shayara @hi-avathisside @pyaari-aurat @wizardcherryblossom @kabhi-kabhi-aditya @shadowseductress @talesinmyhead040122 @maintohthakgayibhaishaab @main-hun-hi-nahin-iss-duniya-ki @happyliving-blog @khudkifavourite @unhingedperson @alhad-si-simran @magic-shopp @hehehuhuhihi @nipsyyy @journalsofanaesthete @mishrisugar @anarkali-disco-chali @intellectual6666 @dillegaikudigujaratni @humapkehaikaun @kanha-sakhi @bluesuitcrusade @manincaffeine @vibewithhana @udankhatolaa @iluv4my @iluvthesky @saturnspeaksss @bandi-siddhi-sadi-si @vomentallyunstableladka @thatbrownchic @i-am-just-a-girli @whatsleftofdishaa @oldersiblingcurse @premika-hu @paisa-gaadi-mehenga-ghar @kyayarpriyanka @yourmomsahira @idk-anything-tbh @g0j0s @taurusmoon2008 @sweaters-n-socks @aurkitnarulaoge @linesandlattes @nainasfuneral

aur baki sare mutuals kyunki isse zyada mein tag nahi kar sakta. But you all are in my heart. Love you all and sending you hugs

अब सब आए है तो चाय पी कर ही जाना ♡

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shadowseductress · 1 month

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BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out <33

To all my mutuals <3

@pralayy @thatstolenpayal @aayien-baigan @laacfaze @journalsofanaesthete @intellectual6666 @manincaffeine @alhad-si-simran @talesinmyhead040122 @guywholovestowrite @mmwiddc @ihateyouvishal @kabhi-kabhi-aditya @nirmoh @shyam-kariya @sufiiiiiiii @mad-who-ra @maintohthakgayibhaishaab @main-hun-hi-nahin-iss-duniya-ki @thecaffeinatedresearcher @the-monologues @thesolitarysoul @theparadoxart @chandnihumai @aahanna @aapki-shayara @aapka-shayar @budugu @paisa-gaadi-mehenga-ghar @desii-tumbllr-dot-com @18shadesofmay @raviqw1290 @wohjosubahjaldiuthtahai @numpypandas @yahvii @moonhymnss @flageblcili @kanha-sakhi @mishrisugar @oh-munda-kukkad-kamaal-da @magic-coffee @seedhe-pahad-se @kyayarpriyanka @happilynervouswerewolfsworld @touch-mee-nott @hectorfrombritain @chaandkideewani @re-is-back-in-black @biharanbitch @kabsuriii

#mutuals

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anarkali-disco-chali · 2 months

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aaj kal mza nai ata Tumblr pe 😢 pehle kuch aur he bat thi

@alhad-maharani @om-is-not-ok @yarr-om @letmescreamwhatifeel @journalsofanaesthete @mera-mann-kehne-laga @sukhee-gulab-ke-phool @priiisdope @bigdi-hui-aulaad sb toh offline he rehte ho

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sufiiiiiiii · 2 months

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Chand spam <3

Ye lo @journalsofanaesthete

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kabhi-kabhi-aditya · 1 month

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Chand jaisi kavitayen likhne vale ke liye chand ✨🌝

Haaayeeee, shukriyaaaa!! 🥺🫂🌻🫶🏼

kaafi pyaari tasveere h sari yaaaaar <333

@journalsofanaesthete Alizehhh you're the besttttt

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journalsofanaesthete · 2 months

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I think the best thing that our generation has normalised is having "online friends" . The bond created with these people is not based on their looks or their status but on the basis of their likes, their personalities, their favourite fandoms and their interests. You might have never shook hands or hugged them but still you are more comfortable telling them about your stupid mistakes and stupid jokes. The best thing about these friends is you don't have to meet them regularly to keep your friendship alive. And it's also the worst part not getting to meet them regularly or even once a week or once a month. From meeting them in the comment section of a meme to listening to their rants to updating them about our lives, online friends become our forever friends. It's a different kind of friendship but it's the cutest no pressure of any sort just two people sharing bits and pieces of their lives with each other and supporting each other.

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journalsofanaesthete · 4 months

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People don't look beautiful because of their looks. They look beautiful because of their perspectives and thoughts. They look beautiful because of the way they treat people, the way they talk about things, the way they care about their loved ones, the way they appreciate art, the way they share their stories and the way they listen to yours. They look beautiful because of the things they do, the songs they listen to, the movies they watch, the books they read and most importantly because of the things they say.

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journalsofanaesthete · 1 month

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Poetry is the only way for me to scream without making any noise.

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journalsofanaesthete · 2 months

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You probably don't believe this but there are a lot of people who silently adore and admire you. Who silently wish they could have your eyes, who silently love your hair, who silently like your smile, who silently desire to be as kind as you, who silently admire the light you bring along, who silently adore the way you talk and the way you think. They might shy away from saying this to you but the universe knows. Universe have heard things you haven't. And that's why universe has been kind to you because you have been kind to it's creations.

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journalsofanaesthete · 3 months

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I think the most purest form of love is praying for someone. It simply means that you are so important to me that I want my God to know about you. It's my way of telling my lord that in this mortal world there's this person I deeply love and care for, please look after them as well. Because when I won't be able to help you, my God will do that. It's like I have found a way to remember you and say your name even in the most intimate moment with my lord. So when someone tells you they are praying for you just be thankful. Afterall what else could be more deeper and purer than this kind of love?

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journalsofanaesthete · 3 months

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You are not just a person. There's a whole universe inside of you. A universe which is a collection of all the books you have read, all the stories you are to tell, all the sunsets you have admired, all the restless nights you have survived, all the compliments you have received, all the kindness you have given out, all the light and darkness you have seen, all the versions you have been, all the poems you have written and all the perspectives you have seen. You are a composition of the life you have lived and will live.

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journalsofanaesthete · 20 days

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The voices in my head aren't poetic anymore. they don't recite me poems on loneliness or anxiety while I lie on the floor staring at the ceiling thinking about the sins I own.

The voices in my head aren't my enemies anymore. They have become my friends. And for them I ignore the whole world, shutting the door from percluding anyone to meet the friends I admire and adore.

The voices in my head don't speak anymore they just scream, scream at the highest possible pitch they could. They are as loud as the waves of the ocean no matter how much far I stand from the shore but I can still hear the noise they make.

The voices in my head are killing me yet I don't feel any pain because all the emotions, all the human emotions are very long gone. All that resides here is silence, numbness and emptiness.

The voices in my head aren't anyone else but me, I'm the voices in my head. Standing midst of a graveyard infront of the corpse that's been burned to ashes, ashes consisting of parts of me and my shattered dreams. ~ dishaa

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journalsofanaesthete · 4 months

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We put so much stress on love at first sight but we don't talk much about " best friends at first meet ". Meeting someone for the first time and clicking with them so naturally that it feels like you guys have been best friends your whole life. Mere seconds ago you were just strangers but then you talked a little and discovered how guys have same pov's about a lot of stuff, and how you guys are actually like the best friends duo from your your favourite sitcoms or movies. And then all the awkwardness just fades away as if it was never there. These are the purest friendships where you didn't have to pretend to be someone else to become friends. Such friendships make you feel like you have come home.

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journalsofanaesthete · 3 months

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There are so many languages and so many words to describe our feelings and emotions but sometimes no language can convey what small gestures can. Leaving the last bite for them because they always want it, reading their favourite book or watching their favourite movie just so you guys could talk about it, leaving them notes just to remind how pretty they looked while they were busy doing something, doing their least favourite chore for them because they don't like doing it, making playlists for them. It all says I love you without actually saying I love you. I think it's beautiful conveying your feelings and emotions without using words because sometimes words are just words.

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