#luv me joly

[lewisvinga]

karma | pierre gasly x fem! reader

summary; after changing the lyrics to a song during a concert, fans speculate who it might be until a shocking hard launch

fc; yunjin huh

warnings; none (?)

notes; requested !

masterlist !

liked by yourbestfriend, username, and 1,849,278 others!

yourusername: thank u sm nyc 🍎🩷such an overwhelming luv n support from my fans, ily all❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

username: BEST SINGER ITW

username: my goat

username: the orange hair 😍

username: mother is mothering

username: no one talking abt the lyric change in karma?????

yourbestfriend: when ur bff is the most talented singer >>>>

yourusername: when ur bff is the most talented designer >>>

username: 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍🥰🥰🥰🥰😍

username: the orange hair n the green outfit, she ate

username: ok but who is the guy in the race car, y/n?? WHOOOOO

liked by pierregasly, yourbestfriend, and 2,002,0297 others!

yourusername: me n my vroom vroom boy❤️‍🩹🏎️

tagged; pierregasly

pierregasly: ma jolie fille🥰 [my pretty girl] liked by yourusername !

pierregasly: i love you❤️

yourusername: n i love you💗💗

username: PIERRE GASLY???

username: omg it was pierre?????

username: imagine being pierre and going on twitter to see ppl saying that your gf is dating one of your closest friends 😭😭😭

username: i am not complaing tbh

username: we lost her to a vroom vroom boy 🕊️🕊️🕊️

yourbestfriend: can your vroom vroom boy hook me up w paddock passes????

yourusername: cmere vroom vroom boy pierregasly

pierregasly: i got you 🫡

liked by yourusername, charles_leclerc, and 1,504,038 others!

pierregasly: karma is my cute orange haired girlfriend🍊🧡

tagged; yourusername

yourusername: BF🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

yourusername: i luv u my vroom vroom boy 😣💗

pierregasly: & i luv u my orange girl 🧡

yourusername: yo we’re cute

pierregasly: duh💅

username: i’m living for this

username: now that i’m thinking abt it, they really are perfect for each other😣

username: my fave singer n fave driver, I AM WINNING🙏🙏

charles_leclerc: now people know that i am NOT dating y/n

pierregasly: yes you’re not.

yourusername: my french bff🤞🤞

#formula one x reader #f1 x reader #f1 smau #f1 imagine #formula one imagines #formula one scenarios #f1 scenario #formula one social media au #formula one imagine #f1 scenarios #pierre gasly x reader #pierre gasly smau #pierre gasly social media au #pierre gasly scenarios

[adoresope]

work on you (S,F) @rendaze

Welcome home, cheater (S,F) @chateautae

boobs (S) @hongjoongscafe

Heatwave series (A,S,F) @curly-bangtan

it’s sweet (F) @here2bbtstrash

interview (S) @yoongis-black-grilfriend

Good for me (smut,fluff) @icedmatchatae

Friend zone (smut,fluff) @kxxkiecxre

you want to break up bc of insecurities (angst,fluff) @7ndipity

stripper (smut) @badbtssmut

lace and luxury (S) @kooktrash

embarrassed (angst,fluff) @katnisspeetaprim

what are you doing big bro? (S) @sour-ggrapess

Stamina (Smut) @frmisnow

Teachers pet (S) @euaphoric

V-day special (S) @explicit-tae

Wanna stream a porno (Smut) @gimmethatagustd

Cherry-pick (Smut) @jeonsbabygirlsworld

Drunken moments (Smut) @starbandit

Distraction (smut) @lovecoree

What you need (Smut) @strvngeweather

Hey you (smut) @thatoneoverlyhornybitch

Summer heat (F, S) @taestefully-in-luv

Half of my Heart (F, S) @more-than-fluff

Hearts for dinner (S) @euphoricfilter

As thunder rolls (S) @jungkookstatts

Obsessed (S) @arcanealora

Jolie amoureuse (S) @psfortune

Honey (S) @lovelyglares

[ratcore00]

WTB BJD WISHLIST

Here's my WTB Bjd wishlist for second hand! PLEASE ONLY MESSAGE ME IF YOU ACCEPT LAYAWAYS!! I live in Portugal and i only buy legit bjds. If you have any more inquiries, let me know!

Merry doll round Zuri (preferably darker skin tones)

willing to pay: 700€

Lillycat Cerise Dolls Kitty Jolie (preferably Antique pink and Sunny peach)

willing to pay: 650€

Villitunes Mizuki & Mimichu (any color)

willing to pay: 300€

RAP1993 Anie (strawberry or almond)

willing to pay: 600€

Culur Theory An & Ery (any color)

willing to pay: 700€

DOLLMORE Zaoll Basic Luv (any color)

willing to pay: 500€

SMART DOLL Felicity (tea or cinnamon) & Anomaly Zombie (blue skin) & Oceana (cinnamon or cocoa)

willing to pay: 700€

Angelphilia Kaede, Sizuka, Emma (soft or hard skin, any skin tone)

willing to pay: 700€

Kinoko Juice Haine (any color)

willing to pay: 200€

#doll photography #doll #dolls #aesthetic #doll collection #kidcore #bjd #ball jointed doll #kinoko juice #angelphilia #wtb bjd #wts bjd #bjd collection #merrydollround #culur #culur theory #dollmore #zaoll luv #culur ery #merry doll round #rap1993 #artist bjd

[mila-no-tblr]

The Ghost Bride, ep05

Another episode of being in love with Kuang Tian's visuals ♥

Un épisode de plus à tomber visuellement amoureuse de Kuang Tian ♥

The boy loves his axe so much, aw ♥

Aw il aime tellement sa hâche ♥

To be clear though, I'm in love with the actor's looks, but as far as characters go, I'm very much into Chris Wu's (and also crushing on Chris Wu, but then again, that's nothing new), and shipping him with Li Lan (the female lead, Huang Pei Jia) af u_u

Je précise quand même: je suis très amoureuse de la gueule de l'acteur, mais niveau persos, je suis clairement à fond sur celui de Chris Wu (et sur Chris Wu, mais c'est rien de nouveau, ça) et le shippe carrément avec Lilan (l'héroïne, Huang Pei Jia) u_u

I luv them ♥

More pretty things (to me anyway):

Plus de jolies choses (à mes yeux, en tout cas):

The gifs are more spoilery (I think) from here on.

Les gifs contiennent plus de spoilers (je pense) à partir d'ici.

#The ghost bride #Tw drama #drama #Huang Pei Jia #Chris Wu #Kuang Tian #Modified colours gifs #InsertingAMilaHashtagJustSoIcanFindMyGifsAgain

[baekhvuns]

Ok I saw the full trailer to Rocky aur Rani ki Prem kahani and...it's ok...funny tho IT IS maybe it's just my humour but when he starts living with Rani's family and sees portrait of an old man and is like "GRANDFATHER!!" broo it was rabindranath tagore 😭😭😭😭 tht was so funny im-

As a genz kid, i didn't experience Amitabh Bachchan as a fon but ik he was superior, i mean he was the first one. But but but but.... srk...SHAHRUKH KHAN IS THE DON FOR ME OK? Well see how ranveer works out tho

Ur right, what better person could pull of the role of Angeline jolie? OUR AISHHH!!

I was abt sayy thhttt hum tum 😭😭😭 why don't they make movies like tht anymore?? WHYYYY?? I am telling u I had a HUGE CRUSH on shaheed when I first saw jab we met. He grew up fine, like fine fine BUT we need tht shaven era back! Period.

Namastey London😌😌😌, rab ne bna di Jodi, tere naal Love hogya, there r srsly so many more!!!

Ohmgggfksbsishwkwj i saw tht vid literally yesterday and i let out a demon screech!! Three words:- we need more.

https://www.instagram.com/reel/CtLQ5yONb3t/?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==

When...WHEN ARE WE GETTING ACTORTEEZ??? I need yunho as the main lead, seonghwa or san as the villain OMGGGG i would faint!

Its raining heavily today, which makes me so happy. I luv rain for some reason, ever since i was a kid and so i had to play tum se hi loud on the speakers 😀. Tht movie gv me one wish...to dance in the rain with the special someone. Ok maybe alone :'). But I just hv to!!!

i just watched the trailer and idk what to say ngl it seems slightly bland,,, no chemistry just feels like two ppl together but arijit’s voice as the ost >>> and not jaya bachan in her natural habitat 😭😭😭

i didn’t either! tho i did. watch it afterwards but srk’s don just made me think every others was bland,, EXACTLY HOW DO U DO THE DON WITHOUT THE DON??? at least a cameo??? ik ranveer does good villain roles so i am excited i just wish may b they would’ve gotten a separate movie for the don universe 🤷🏻‍♀️

RIGHT??? OUR AISH WOULD SLAY THAT ROLE I NEED HER BACK IN MOVIES SO BAD 😭😭😭 need thv to do a jab we met reprise, like do a drama based on that 😭😭 i guess we have yoona and junho for that

STOP SAN AS THE VILLAIN??? END ME !!!! END ME !!!! every time it rains that scene of kareena and shahid dancing in the rain plays in my head and manifesting it comes true 😭😭🤲🏻

#✉️ : ask #[ rosesapphiremysticalrose ]

[hits1000]

Top Songs of 1971 - Hits of 1971

Top Songs of 1971 - Hits of 1971 Top Songs of 1971 including: America - A Horse With No Name, Bee Gees - How Can You Mend A Broken Heart, Bill Withers - Ain't No Sunshine, Cher - Gypsys, Tramps & Thieves, Creedence Clearwater Revival - Have You Ever Seen The Rain and many more! Subscribe to our channel to see more of our content! 1. America - A Horse With No Name 2. Andrés Do Barro - Pandeirada 3. Bee Gees - How Can You Mend A Broken Heart 4. Bill Withers - Ain't No Sunshine 5. Cher - Gypsys, Tramps & Thieves 6. Chris Roberts - Ich bin verliebt in die Liebe 7. Clara Nunes - Ê Baiana 8. Creedence Clearwater Revival - Have You Ever Seen The Rain 9. Danyel Gérard - Butterfly 10. David Bowie – Life On Mars? 11. Demis Roussos - We Shall Dance 12. Diana Ross - I'm Still Waiting 13. Don McLean - American Pie 14. Elton John - Tiny Dancer 15. Esther Galil - Le Jour Se Lève 16. Gilbert Montagné - The Fool 17. Gordon Lightfoot - If You Could Read My Mind 18. Isaac Hayes - Never Can Say Goodbye 19. Iva Zanicchi - Un fiume amaro 20. Janis Joplin - Me and Bobby McGee 21. Joan Baez - Here's to You 22. Joan Baez - The Night They Drove Old Dixie Down 23. John Denver - Take Me Home, Country Roads 24. John Lennon - Imagine 25. Johnny Hallyday - Oh ma jolie Sarah 26. José Feliciano – Que Será 27. Led Zeppelin - Black Dog 28. Led Zeppelin - Rock And Roll 29. Led Zeppelin – Stairway To Heaven 30. Les Poppys - Non Non Rien N'a Changé 31. Lindisfarne - Meet Me On The Corner 32. Lobo - Me And You And A Dog Named Boo 33. Los Diablos - Fin De Semana 34. Lucio Battisti - Pensieri E Parole 35. Marvin Gaye – What’s Going On 36. Michel Delpech - Pour Un Flirt 37. Middle Of The Road - Chirpy Chirpy Cheep Cheep 38. Middle Of The Road - Soley, Soley 39. Mina - Amor mio 40. Mouth & MacNeal - How Do You Do 41. Mungo Jerry - Baby Jump 42. Neil Diamond - I Am... I Said 43. New World - Tom Tom Turnaround 44. Nicola Di Bari - Il Cuore È Uno Zingaro 45. Nino Bravo - Noelia 46. Paul Mccartney - Another day 47. Paul Revere & The Raiders - Indian Reservation 48. Peret - Borriquito 49. Pooh - Tanta Voglia Di Lei 50. Pop Tops - Mamy Blue 51. Ringo Starr - It Don't Come Easy 52. Roberto Carlos - Detalhes 53. Rod Stewart - Maggie May 54. Roy Black & Anita - Schön ist es auf der Welt zu sein 55. Séverine - Un Banc, Un Arbre, Une Rue 56. Sheila - Les Rois Mages 57. Slade - Coz I Luv You 58. T. Rex - Get It On 59. T. Rex - Hot Love 60. The Carpenters - Superstar 61. The Doors - Love Her Madly 62. The Doors – Riders On The Storm 63. The Grass Roots - Temptation Eyes 64. The Jackson 5 - Never Can Say Goodbye 65. The New Seekers - I'd Like To Teach The World To Sing 66. The Osmonds - One Bad Apple 67. The Rolling Stones - Brown Sugar 68. The Sweet - Co-Co 69. The Sweet - Funny Funny 70. The Tams - Hey Girl Don't Bother Me 71. The Temptations - Just My Imagination (Running Away With Me) 72. The Who - Baba O'Riley 73. The Who - Behind Blue Eyes 74. The Who - Won't Get Fooled Again 75. Three Dog Night - Joy to the World 76. Tom Jones - She's A Lady 77. Tonicha - Menina Do Alto Da Serra 78. Tony Christie - Is This The Way To Amarillo 79. Tony Ronald - Help (Ayúdame) 80. Uriah Heep - Lady In Black Related Searches: Greatest Hits of 1971, Best Jukebox 1971 Playlist, Late 1971 Non Stop , Top 1971 Non Stop, Mix 1971 Compilation, Best 1971 List, Late 1971 UK, Best 1971 Playlist, Best 1971 Non Stop, Best 1971 Video, Greatest 1971 Non Stop, Mix 1971 Playlist, Best Jukebox 1971 List, List of 1971 Mix, Top 1971 USA, Best Songs of 1971, Top Music 1971, Hits of 1971 Relate Hashtags: #songsof1971 #hits1971 #songs1971 #listof1971mix #hits1971 #bestsongs1971 #classic1971playlist #greatest1971nonstop #best1971list #best1971video #top1971mix #greatest1971video #mix1971playlist #top1971nonstop #mix1971compilation This Youtube channel does not receive any advertising income, we are very grateful for any Paypal donation, no matter how small, to continue making videos about the history of music. Link: https://www.paypal.com/donate/?hosted_button_id=HEHMNQ4E3T3ML https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3-7M-75RtH0

#80S Greatest Hits #Songs Of 1980S #Old Songs #80S Songs #80S Music Hits #80S Hits #80S Songs Playlist #Grea

[plsbyallmeans]

#Angelina Jolie #baby luv 🐰💖 #reminds me to watch her flicks soon!!

[joliebean]

check in tag ✌🏻

I was tagged by @simlishaccent thanks luv 💕

why did you choose your url?

I studied French in my uni. Jolie is pretty in French. I added ‘bean’ to make it sound cuter. Yeah, I thought I was so innovative when I came up with my username.

how long have you been on tumblr?

In July it will be 7 years. Also I had a personal blog before that, I think I’ve learnt about tumblr in 2012 during my ~Dragon Age~ phase.

do you have a queue tag?

I do, but I barely use it.

why did you start your blog in the first place?

At first I was just lurking around and looking for CC. 🙈 This blog was planned to be just an archive with reblogged CC posts. Then I wanted to share the interior shots I’ve made so others could see it too. At some point I decided to do a CAS challenge, it was fun and it helped me to gain my first followers and to meet new friends. I still have some sims I’ve made for that challenge saved in my Library.

why did you choose your profile picture/icon?

It’s one of my models. I rotate my models on my profile pics from time to time.

why did you choose your header?

I really need to change it but I’m so lazy and have no idea what I want there. I like the gif I’ve made with falling snow. It’s serene and beautiful.

what’s your post with the most notes?

I’m not surprised. I have an updated version of this dress, check it out.

how many mutuals do you have?

133 if I counted it right.

how many followers do you have?

33160 gorgeous gorgeous angels 💗

how many people do you follow?

191 beautiful people 🔥

have you ever made a shit post?

...once or twice 👀

how often do you use tumblr each day?

I open it a few times per week to check my notes and messages to see if there is anything I need to respond to and also to check the new posts on my dash. 💗

did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? who won?

I try to avoid drama at all cost, life is too short to spend it on online arguments. However, sometimes you can not escape it. I wasn’t proud of myself when I let my emotions take over. There cannot be a ‘winner’ because such arguments only leave the taste of resentment and frustration for both persons afterwards.

how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this’ posts?

It depends on a post. I don’t want to clutter my blog with non-sims stuff too much since it’s my escape from reality and safe space. I reblog more different stuff on twitter tho.

do you like tag games?

Not really my cup of tea 🤭 Sometimes when I’m in the mood I play them if I don’t forget I was tagged.

do you like ask games?

Same as the previous question.

which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

Is it even a thing? It’s 2022 not 2012. 😔✌

do you have a crush on a mutual?

I want @ice-creamforbreakfast to be my sugar mommy. 💔

Tagging (feel free to skip ofc): @ice-creamforbreakfast @servegrilledcheese @haledela @lesyasun @its-adrienpastel @moonfi @zeussim @harinezumi-sims @aladdin-the-simmer

#tag thing #non-sims #check in tag

[skitsoulmaty]

umbrella [ jjk] | part one

genre(s): angst, a little bit of fluff, strangers lovers au

pairings: jeon jeongguk x reader

word count: this is the first part & it contains 900ish words 

warnings: heartbreak, hell of angst, mental illness, a bit of violence (not in this part tho but its gun be there in the upcoming parts), one sided love kinda ?? death, blood, mentions of hospitals.

synopsis: jungkook is still in luv with his ex lover but in the rain that day he meets a girl coated with stardust. 

taglist: aaa i dont really have anyone to tag :(( if u want to be added to my taglist, just send an ask or dm me ^-^

note: this is my first series & my first post on here so im quite nervous but i hope it goes well ahahah :(( english isnt my first language so i hope u can ignore grammatical errors, if u find one 🤍 u can try listening to ghosting by txt while reading this. but yes pls enjoy this it took me a lot of time to word it <3

this is a work of fiction. any resemblance to actual people or events is purely coincidental.  © sakura, 2021.

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it was one of the gone-wrong picnic days. the day had brought a sky of granite-grey clouds ruffling in ripples, indicating it was about to invite a street of colourful umbrellas to blossom.

and then it did. it came with its heaven given soundtrack, as a million soul fragments in a chorus. together they brought such a soothing sound, a natural melody every bit as beautiful as a mother's soulful hum. the pearl-like drops washed every hue into a strong and soulful vibrancy.

crystal clear raindrops hit the stony ground as water seeped inside the jarred ground to mitigate the brittle dried up earth from the harshly flaring brilliant rays of that scorching sphere of fire. the droplets paused on the surface before being engulfed into the soil. it turned dark like molasses under the glossy strands of grass.

but it was not that tranquillizing for jeongguk.

the world resembled his emotions with his darkened over-clouded heart. the raindrops came falling down just like his tears. he was on the street, alone, and the only one who did not have an umbrella.

with every splash that touched the boy's skin, his jacket gave up on keeping his body dry. water began to soak the bottom of his pale blue jeans, deepening the denim to a stronger hue, and bringing his timberlands to a glossy water-shine. he breathed in the pouring rain as it dampened his dishevelled locks.

he wandered amidst a harmonious choir of raindrops. water poured over his skin so vigorously that it felt as if he was in the flow of a river rather than a rain shower. he could not seem to figure out if he had a lot of thoughts or none at all. everything looked dusky, dull and grey. a nostalgic sensation had crawled in and washed over him when he saw the rain-washed street. it gripped his emotions with might, suffocating him.

he missed her.

jeongguk was like a wilting flower. he was weak, broken, and delicate. deprived of affection and slowly crumbling down.

he studied the way water would pour down in soft cascades, the vibrant image of a summer storm and liked how the very sound could create a sense of silence without loneliness.

they had to fall, he thought. they had no alternative. they had no escape. nowhere, but down on the rugged, solid surface. they had to face their destiny, what the future had in store for them. after they descended, the drops vanished between a billion others. they were not seen anymore, like their value had dissolved after that very moment. they were gone.

maybe he should feel glad; glad that his lifeline was longer. but he wasn't. all his happiness had been sucked when she left. it had been a year, yet his heart still grieved and yearned for her.

the bitterly raw wind swooshed by, pulling him away from his thoughts. some youngsters' laughter was heard faintly from a distance. the world around him was unaffected by his suffering. untouched and unbothered by the agony that he is experiencing.

perhaps he was hallucinating, or his vision was fuzzy, but for a second he thought someone was observing him.

"hey there, boy. you look so miserable that someone might mistake you for the male version of oizys!" it was the voice of some girl. it was the kind of deep voice that is so very easy to fall in love with, that auditory caramel.

(oizys was the ancient greek goddess of grief & anxiety.)

jeongguk felt enticed to the voice as if it were a magnet. he finally looked up desirous to know who that velvety voice belonged to.

his eyes fell onto were her lips. they were coral and looked soft even in the dark rain, curved up in a smile. then the rest of her face. it would be an understatement to say that he was allured. she had extremely fine, sculpted features. her silvery grey eyes glittered in the gloom, glinting with hope and curiosity. her smile, flawless and delicate. her face was luminescent, a gentle glow. she had the appearance of soul fire sparking against the ice.

she was clad in a white hoodie reaching down till mid thigh with the hood over her touseled brunette hair. her milky appearance made her stand distinctly against the faded surroundings. in the cold mini storm she stood firm.

her innocent aura drew him in.

the mystery girl snapped closed her umbrella, releasing a gravity-defying plume of small droplets. she pulled down her hood and shook her hair to gain some life back into her flattened locks which slowly got drenched.

she noticed that he had looked at her. she pouted when there was no response from jeongguk. “oh i'm really sorry. i didn’t mean to offend you. i should not have joked about that,” she paused and opened her umbrella again, and this time put it over his head, preventing the raindrops from hitting his skin.

she tilted her head and continued, “but, joli garçon, did you really think the rain could mask your tears?”

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yes that was it for the first part,,,, it certainly isnt as good as some of authors here but i tried jdhjsjhsj the second part is coming soon :) pls reblog it would mean a lot !! <3

#jungkook #angst #jungkook angst #bangtan #bts #jeongguk angst #jungkookangst #jungkook drabbles #jungkook x reader #jungkook x reader angst #jungkook strangers to lovers #jungkook heatbreak #jungkook bf #bts angst #rain #umbrella #jungkook rain

[possession1981]

Instead of a drag I request you describe Hui's smile in each of your gifs 👀

well hey there anon i can’t believe you requested this but i shall oblige. 

let’s go in order row by row. starting from 1a, which is literally heartache-inducing. he truly looks full bimbo in this one. like, he looks like he’s a girl in a club whose crush just said something supposedly funny and he doesn’t really get it but he will make sure to giggle because if you laugh at a guy’s jokes he’ll feel confident and be attracted to you, obviously. but he’s also tryna look lowkey hot while laughing. not too obvious though, just enough to catch the guy’s attention. 

1b is so devastating. he’s giving like. 4-year-old levels of pure innocence in this one like i just wanna pinch his cheeks it’s so fucking ADORABLE STOPPPPPPPPP

1c literally halted me in my progress for like 10 minutes because i was truly, truly agonised. like, first of all orange hui has always had the deepest impact on my life but there’s something about that close mouthed smile he’s giving in that moment that really just gives such extreme milf vibes but like.... movie milf. like milf played by angelina jolie type shit. it’s literally a little bit nauseating like how is a person ALLOWED to look like that???? 

2a is just so comforting. like i feel like if i was having a bad day and he smiled that smile at me i would literally just cry because i’d feel such immense relief like maybe things CAN work out in the end. 

2b is insane. like that’s the kind of smile a young keanu reeves would pull and the casting director would not hesitate to offer him whatever part he offered despite his OBVIOUSLY lacking acting skills. sexy. androgynous. up for anything. 

2c is such a big goofy happy grin like okay nerd i know you love your members with all your heart like do you want me to CRY, nerd?!

3a is pure hui that’s the quintessential hui-smile. him just pondering how to do a “despicable smile” for like a full minute and just finding himself so amusing he can’t help but break into a full sunlight smile. he looks like a little dork and he IS and that’s why he’s LOVELY. 

3b.... no thoughts, head empty, only hui. i don’t even know how to delve into this because all the serotonin is making my brain go beep-bop-beep

3c is giving mischief! giving charming androgynous lesbian in your class at uni who gives you their FULL attention whenever you speak and you’re left wondering... what does it MEAN!

this was fun hope you come back with more questions that make me sound like an idiot on the internet luv <3  for anyone who hasn’t seen the post referenced, this is it

#hui #pentagon #Anonymous #p

[wildermouse]

Any good Lesbian movie/tv show recommendations

oh  yes.basically i go through periods where i’ll watch as many lesbian movies as i can in like 2 days and i’ll watch the same ones like 5 times but still not remember the plot at all or how it ends or anything about it so like i’ve seen way more than this but these are what i somewhat remember:

movies:

imagine me & you is a staple

so is i can’t think straight

gia!!!!! angelina jolie!!!!!

^ same thing but girl, interrupted (not really very gay but there’s moments)

fingersmith holy SHIT

the handmaiden is fingersmith but asian

elisa & marcela was so good and please don’t let the fact that it’s not english and is in black & white put you off - it’s worth it!!

girl trash: all night long it’s a musical!! and it’s great, and it stars spashley from south of nowhere which is at the top of the tv show list

disobedience was alright

fried green tomatoes 

all about e bc mandahla rose is 👌🏼

thelma & louise

loving annabelle is one of my favs

bloomington is similar to ^ but some parts i like more, some less

tell it to the bees was cute and also a period drama so bonus

can’t remember elena undone if i’m honest but i’m pretty sure it was good lol

same with the world unseen but i think i like that one more?

lost & delirious is good i think? piper perabo is the true lesbian icon

i always love my summer of love until i remember how it ends (but that’s most of them)

same with liz in september fuck that fucking movie :(((( (but still watch it)

shows:

south of nowhere!!!! early 2000′s one tree hill (which also dabbles in wlw for a brief moment) type show it’s so fuckin good watch it

skins series (season) 3 & 4

the 100…….. i’ll forever be pissed the fuck off at this show but it also contains one of my favourite wlw couples of all time and it’s a fantastic concept for a show and is filmed near me so i gotta still shout it out i guessss

orange is the new black

wynonna earp i’m attracted to all of the main women in this show and i should probably actually finish it oops

lost girl goes back & forth between gay and not gay but the gay parts are fantastic and i loved this show so much when it first started

the l word of course

and the real l word

sense 8

orphan black luv my cosima

grey’s anatomy 

the fosters

glee.. was my life for many years and brittana honestly paved the way for soooo many young wlw of our generation

can’t remember much of lip service but i think i liked most of it.. i’ll have to rewatch soon

feminin/feminin is a cute gay af french show

rookie blue has some gays and for a cop show it’s spectacular imo

faking it 

everything sucks

chasing life also has some gays but that’s not part of the main plot, it’s still a great show and i’ve rewatched it a few times

buffy the vampire slayer obv

black mirror but specifically the san junipero episode (it needs it’s own series honestly)

there are sooo many wlw couples on tv now it’s wild, just the difference in what.. 5 years? though there aren’t many starring wlw or specifically about wlw.

also, many movies & shows don’t end happily for wlw, especially the older ones. i think wlw having a happy ending wasn’t much of an option back then, at least not in the media. we weren’t as accepted as we are now, and things are still changing so that’s good. regardless of how many gay women are killed off or left for a man, many of the movies are still wonderful up until that point, so don’t write them off. it was a problem and still is, but people spoke up about it after the incident with the 100 and people are more aware of how harmful that is.

i’ll add to this if i remember more!

#wlw #lesbian #gay #lesbian movies #wlw movies #Anonymous

[ellevante]

Yooo Les Mis for the fandom ask set 001?:D

001 | Send me a fandom and I will tell you my:

Favorite character: feuilly and enjolras

Least Favorite character: I don’t really have one…yeah, wow that’s really funny because in my other fandoms I have at least one character who I have a strong dislike for but even the “worst” ppl in les mis have a viewpoint that’s worth exploring just for a moment

5 Favorite ships (canon or non-canon): I luv any ami/enjolras ship

Character I find most attractive: feuilly and enjolras

Character I would marry: fantine

Character I would be best friends with: bossuet

a random thought: can’t believe I’m back wow…it’s been a long 5 year absence

An unpopular opinion: kinda wished there were more ppl from my shitposty corner of the internet joining in or w one foot in so we could think about stuff like R doing messy kfc mukbangs and meditating on how hot “bahorels bara tits” would look like in a waistcoat that’s 3 sizes too small…but also. I think I can think about that kind of stuff w most of my friends here

My Canon OTP: amis/enjolras and valvert, also joly/bossuet/musichetta

My Non-canon OTP: me/the paris sewers

Most Badass Character: éponine

Most Epic Villain: the paris sewers

Pairing I am not a fan of: haven’t really thought about this 

Character I feel the writers screwed up (in one way or another): none but damn I wished enjolras got more content like maybe a spinoff 1500 pg novel about his daily life that would be cute 

Favourite Friendship: les amis but also courfeyrac and marius is cute

Character I most identify with: bahorel

Character I wish I could be: feuilly and maybe hot manga javert

#asks #clown content tbh

[booiisms-blog]

⭐️ one for ian and ⭐️ one for cadri

◦ ∘ ○ ✿  ▏   HEADCANON FOR @dalishfreckles

Mary is bad at being a functional adult, but she’s a pretty devoted significant other. Which means, she tends to remember to sleep and take better care of herself around Ian, because he draws her out of her mentalscape. That being said, he 100% has to still drag her out of her lab whining about how she has just one more thing to write down ian please—–

◦ ∘ ○ ✿  ▏   HEADCANON FOR @cadashsmash

( bonus for thedas verse )

Mary is loud, kind, and soft to her core. But, it has been advised not to play her in cards. At all. Rumors start spreading that the young apostate is to be avoided in games at all costs. When Cadri takes it upon herself to find out why —- it’s very apparent. Mary cheats. She talks a lot and distracts her opponent… and takes advantage. Oops. So much for innocent flower mage.

#meme: headcanons #cadashsmash #✪ 『 will the circle be unbroken 』 ( mainverse ) #☁ 『 daughter of the wild & wilderness 』 ( dragon age ) #luv me joly #dalishfreckles

[dameangelina]

i luv how im 22 years old nd my mum still buys me a angelina jolie calendar for xmas each year

[jaceyourself]

End of Year Wrap-Up 24/12/2018

Happy Merry to all you readers!

I’ve had a great year but all us music fans have had an even better one! Streaming services mean that now more than ever we can experience the musical output from all corners of the globe (though overwhelmingly the English-speaking parts of it) to understand different points of view, learn of the goings on in other parts of the world and most importantly indulge ourselves in a bit of a boogie. All the moods, genres and feels you could think of are out there, so over the holiday period perhaps try and listen to something new. Who knows it might break the tension with that younger/older relative round the xmas table when you find they also happen to like k-pop/jazz-funk/grindcore or at the very least you can bicker about the tragedy of the current album charts (Greatest Showman: 21 weeks!). To aid you in your quest for knowledge/excitement/small-talk I have spent almost 30 minutes curating a best-of for both albums and singles in the year of 2018. 

(NB even with my album-a-day policy, there’s no way I can get through everything I want to within the 365, so if your fave appears ignored, let it be known that I probably haven’t heard it yet. The full list of everything I’ve listened to this year is at the bottom)

So in no particular order:

Albums 

Jinx Lennon- Grow A Pair!!!

The Beths- Future Me Hates Me

The Pistol Annies- Interstate Gospel

Travis Scott- ASTROWORLD

Mount Eerie- Now Only

Cardi B- Invasion of Privacy

The 1975- A Brief Inquiry Into Online Relationships

The Aces- When My Heart Felt Volcanic

Singles

Confidence Man- Out The Window

Cardi B- I Like It

Janelle Monae ft. Grimes- Pynk

Lori McKenna- People Get Old

SOPHIE- Immaterial

Marie Davidson- Work It

Car Seat Headrest- Stop Smoking (We Love You)

BLACKPINK- AS IF IT’S YOUR LAST

The 1975- It’s Not Living (If It’s Not With You)

https://open.spotify.com/user/jaceyourself/playlist/1kFex3QLVv0l3cCqjVC6dT?si=_GqTJXrOSoSXYaMC9ra_lg

Have a great festive period and I’ll see you in 2019 :D

2018 Albums what I listened to

Floating Points- Reflections – Mojave Desert

James Elkington- Wintres Woma

Miguel- War & Leisure

Ride- Weather Diaries

Sidney Gish- No Dogs Allowed

Emperor X- The Orlando Sentinel, Oversleepers International

Broken Social Scene- Hug of Thunder

MC5- Kick Out The Jams (Live)

Public Service Broadcasting- Every Valley

JJ Doom- Key to the Kuffs

HAIM- Something To Tell You

Camila Cabello- Camila

Sheer Mag- Need To Feel Your Love

Taylor Swift- reputation

Shabazz Palaces- Quazarz vs The Jealous Machines

This Is The Kit- Moonshine Freeze

Japanese Breakfast- Soft Sounds From Another Planet

Tune-Yards- I can feel you creep into my private life

Jupiter & Okwess- Kin Sonic

Various Artists- The Passion Of Charlie Parker

Waxahatchee- Out In The Storm, Great Thunder

Offa Rex- The Queen Of Hearts

Dizzee Rascal- Raskit

Alvvays- Antisocialites

Childhood- Universal High

Marmozets- Knowing What You Know Now

Declan McKenna- What Do You Think About the Car?

Paul Heaton- Crooked Calypso

Lana Del Rey- Lust For Life

Charles Lloyd New Quartet- Passin’ Thru (Live)

Rip Rig & Panic- Circa Rip Rig + Panic

Avey Tare- Eucalyptus

Justin Timberlake- Man Of The Woods

Rio Mira- Marimba del Pacifico

Oddisee- The Iceberg

Aimee Mann- Mental Illness

Katie Von Schleicher- Shitty Hits

Arcade Fire- Everything Now

Girl Ray- Earl Grey

Ezra Furman- Transangelic Exodus

Randy Newman- Dark Matter

Dead Cross- Dead Cross

Chronixx- Chronology

Mondo Cozmo- Plastic Soul

Kesha- Rainbow

Lal & Mike Waterson- Bright Phoebus

Steve Reich- Pulse / Quartet

Orchestra Baobab- Tribute to Ndiouga Dieng

Ratboy- SCUM

Prince- Dirty Mind, Controversy, 1999, Purple Rain, Parade, Sign ‘O’ The Times

Stanley Cowell- No Illusions

Oneohtrix Point Never- Good Time Original Motion Picture Soundtrack

Downtown Boys- Cost Of Living

Screaming Females- All At Once

Rob Luft- Riser

Sibusile Xaba- Open Letter To Adoniah

Jen Cloher- Jen Cloher

Everything Everything- Fever Dream

Grizzly Bear- Painted Ruins

Bob’s Burgers- The Bob’s Burgers Music Album

Superorganism- Superorganism

Maren Morris- HERO

Courtney Marie Andrews- Honest Life, May Your Kindness Remain

Stefflon Don- Real Ting Mixtape

Ghostpoet- Dark Days + Canapés

Young Fathers- White Men Are Black Men Too, Cocoa Sugar

Queens Of The Stone Age- Songs For The Deaf

Thurst- Cut to the Chafe

John Moreland- Big Bad Luv

Aruan Ortiz- Cub(an)ism [Piano Solo]

Mount Eerie- Now Only

The War On Drugs- A Deeper Understanding

Various Artists- Pop Makossa

Liane Carroll- The Right to Love

Fickle Friends- You Are Someone Else

Nadine Shah- Holiday Destination

Various Artists- Howsla

George Ezra- Staying at Tamara’s

The Doors- The Doors

Filthy Friends- Invitation

Susanne Sundfør- Music For People In Trouble

LCD Soundsystem- LCD Soundsystem, Sound of Silver, American Dream

Mogwai- Every Country’s Sun

Kacey Musgraves- Golden Hour

The National- High Violet, Sleep Well Beast

The Klezmatics- Wonder Wheel

Hercules & Love Affair- Omnion

Mount Kimbie- Love What Survives

The Aces- When My Heart Felt Volcanic

Matthew Bourne- Isotach

Finished- Cum Inside Me Bro

Forced Into Femininity- I’m Making Progress

Heron Oblivion- Heron Oblivion

Hamell On Trial- TACKLE BOX

Confidence Man- Confident Music For Confident People

Swet Shop Boys- Cashmere

Princess Nokia- 1992 Deluxe, A Girl Cried Red

Steely Dan- The Royal Scam, Aja

King Gizzard & The Lizard Wizard- Nonagon Infinity

Sparks- Hippopotamus

J. Cole- KOD

Fat Tony- Macgregor Park

L’Orange and Jeremiah Jae- The Night Took Us In Like Family

Little Simz- Stillness In Wonderland

Lady Leshurr- Queen’s Speech

RAY BLK- Durt

Brand New- Science Fiction

Janelle Monae- Dirty Computer

Rolling Blackouts Coastal Fever- Talk Tight

Fred Thomas- Changer

Myra Davies- Sirens

Laraaji- Sun Gong

The Killers- Wonderful Wonderful

Descendents- Milo Goes To College

Frank Turner- Be More Kind

The Horrors- V

Moses Sumney- Aromanticism

Arctic Monkeys- Whatever People…, AM, Tranquility Base Hotel & Casino

Oxbow- Thin Black Duke

Dee Byrne’s Entropi- Moment Frozen

Mike Stern- Trip

The Vampires- The Vampires Meet Lionel Loueke

Gogol Bordello- Gypsy Punks: Underdog World Strike, Super Taranta!, Seekers And Finders

Umphrey’s McGee- Zonkey

Hard Working Americans- We’re All in This Together

Courtney Barnett- Tell Me How You Really Feel

Jllin- Black Origami

Various Artists- Rough Guide to the Music of West Africa

Wolf Alice- Visions Of A Life

The Young’uns- Strangers

Fever Ray- Fever Ray, Plunge

CHVRCHES- Love Is Dead

Oumou Sangaré- Oumou, Mogoya

Charlotte Gainsbourg- Rest

Daniel Avery- Song For Alpha

Daphni- Joli Mai

Kanye West- ye

Cécile McLorin Salvant- Dreams and Daggers

Trio Da Kali, Kronos Quartet- Ladilikan

Kelela- Take Me Apart

Bob Dylan- The Times.., Another.., Bringing.., Highway.., Blond.., John.., Nashville.., New.., Blood..

Lily Allen- Alright(,) Still, It’s Not Me(,) It’s You, Sheezus, No Shame

Fanfare Ciocarlia- 20

Wolf Parade- Cry Cry Cry

SOPHIE- OIL OF EVERY PEARL’S UN-INSIDES

Zara McFarlane- Arise

St. Vincent- MASSEDUCTION

Margo Price- All American Made

Bebe Rexha- Expectations

Motörhead- Under Cöver

Orchestre Les Mangelepa- Last Band Standing

Drake- Scorpion

Various Artists- Gentle Giants: The Songs Of Don Williams

Noga Erez- Off The Radar

Baxter Dury- Prince of Tears

John Maus- Screen Memories

Lankum- Between the Earth and Sky

Shamir- Revelations

Years & Years- Palo Santo

Converge- The Dusk In Us

Canzoniere Grecanico Salentino- Canzoniere

Fred Hersch- Open Book

A. Savage- Thawing Dawn

Big Thief- Capacity

Kelly Clarkson- Meaning Of Life

Dirty Projectors- Lamp Lit Prose

Robt Sarazin Blake- Recitative

Shed Seven- Instant Pleasures

Spinning Coin- Permo

Call Super- Arpo

Laura Perrudin- Poisons & antidotes

Ellen Andrea Wang- Blank Out

Lori McKenna- The Tree

Wu-Tang Clan- Enter The Wu-Tang (36 Chambers)

Lee Ronaldo- Electric Trim

Deer Tick- Vol. 2

The Paranoid Style- Underworld U.S.A.

Youssou N’Dour- Set, Joko- From Village To Town, Nothing’s In Vain, Seeni Valeurs

Gaika- BASIC VOLUME

Kasai Allstars- Around Felicite

Carly Rae Jepsen- Emotion

Noel Gallagher’s High Flying Birds- Who Built The Moon?

Anna Ternheim- All the Way to Rio

U2- Songs of Experience

Mônica Vasconcelos- The São Paulo Tapes

Travis Scott- ASTROWORLD

Nabihah Iqbal- Weighing of the Heart

Van Morrison- Versatile

Jim James- Tribute to 2

Criolo- Espiral de Ilusão

Maciej Obara Quartet- Unloved

N.E.R.D- NO ONE EVER REALLY DIES

The Beths- Future Me Hates Me

Maryam Saleh- Lekhfa

Naomi Bedford- Songs My Ruiner Gave to Me

Jens Lekman- Night Over Kortedala

The Spirit of the Beehive- pleasure suck

Tom Rogerson- Finding Shore

Paul Jacobs- Pictures(,) Movies and Apartments

Ariana Grande- sweetener

Rina Sawayama- RINA

Marcel Khalife- Andalusia of Love

Gunter Hampel- Bounce (Live at Theater Gütersloh)

BAYNK- Someone’s EP

Omar Souleyman- To Syria(,) With Love

Blood Orange- Negro Swan

Open Mike Eagle- Brick Body Kids Still Daydream

First Aid Kit- Ruins

Shame- Songs of Praise

Homeboy Sandman- Veins

Playboi Carti- Playboi Carti

Eminem- Kamikaze

Troye Sivan- Blue Neighbourhood, BLOOM

Joey Bada$$- ALL AMERIKKKAN BADA$$

Priests- Nothing Feels Natural

Rhiannon Giddens- Freedom Highway

King Krule- The OOZ

Django Django- Marble Skies

Bon Iver- For Emma(,) Forever Ago

Calexico- The Thread That Keeps Us

Mary Gauthier- Rifles & Rosary Beads

Hookworms- Microshift

Aphex Twin- Collapse EP

Rae Morris- Someone Out There

Field Music- Open Here

Rhye- Blood

Shopping- The Official Body

MGMT- Little Dark Age

Christine and the Queens- Chris

Alela Diane- Cusp

Sonic Youth- Sister

Brigid Mae Power- The Two Worlds

Deafheaven- Sunbather

Various Artists- American Epic: The Collection Disc 1, 2, 3

Rich Krueger- Life Ain’t That Long

Lil Wayne- Tha Carter V

Modern Mal- The Misanthrope Family Album

Rejjie Snow- Dear Annie

U.S. Girls- In a Poem Unlimited

The Orielles- Silver Dollar Moment

Tal National- Tantabara

Marie Davidson- Working Class Woman

Superchunk- What a Time to Be Alive

Brandi Carlile- By The Way(,) I Forgive You

Car Seat Headrest- Twin Fantasy

Loma- Loma

Quavo- QUAVO HUNCHO

Marlon Williams- Make Way For Love

Nipsey Hussle- Victory Lap

Insecure Men- Insecure Men

Kendrick Lamar- Black Panther

Rapsody- Lalia’s Wisdom

Khalid- Suncity

Tracey Thorn- Record

Anna von Hausswolff- Dead Magic

Jinx Lennon- Grow a Pair!!!

Gwenno- Le Kov

Judas Priest- Stained Class, FIREPOWER

Robyn- Robyn, Body Talk, Honey

The Magic Gang- The Magic Gang

Essaie Pas- New Path

Bob Dylan and The Band- The Basement Tapes

The Decemberists- I’ll Be Your Girl

Pistol Annies- Interstate Gospel

BCUC- Emakhosini (Bantu Continua Uhuru Consciousness)

Jack White- Boarding House Reach

Yo La Tengo- There’s A Riot Going On

Sidi Touré- Toubalbero

Lil Peep- Come Over When You’re Sober(,) Pt. 2

The Breeders- All Nerve

The Vaccines- Combat Sports

CZARFACE- Czarface Meets Metal Face

Laurence Pike- Distant Early Warning

Chopteeth Afrofunk Big Band- Bone Reader

Leo Kalyan- The Edge

Hayley Kyoko- Expectations

Tristen- Sneaker Waves

Thelonious Monk- Les Liaisons Dangereuses

Brad Mehldau & Mark Guiliana- Mehliana: Taming The Dragon

Amy Rigby- Til The Wheels Fall Off, Little Fugitive, The Old Guys

BLACKPINK- BLACKPINK IN YOUR AREA

Rose Cousins- Natural Conclusion

Nora Jane Struthers- Champion

Lilly Hiatt- Trinity Lane

The Rolling Stones- The Rolling Stones, The Rolling Stones No. 2, Out of Our Heads, Aftermath

MAST- Thelonious Sphere Monk

The 1975- A Brief Inquiry Into Online Relationships

Jhene Aiko- Trip

Don Bryant- Don’t Give up on Love

EMA- Exile in the Outer Ring

Small Believer- Anna Tivel

Vera Sola- Shades

Cardi B- Invasion of Privacy

Darkthrone- A Blaze in the Northern Sky

Sarah Shook & the Disarmers- Years

Goat Girl- Goat Girl

Vic Mensa- HOOLIGANS

Unknown Mortal Orchestra- Sex & Food

Alasdair Roberts, Amble Scuse & David McGuiness- What News

Kali Uchis- Isolation

Wye Oak- The Louder I Call, the Faster It Runs

Migos- Culture II

Hinds- I Don’t Run

DRINKS- Hippo Lite

Alexis Taylor- Beautiful Thing

Jenny Wilson- EXORCISM

#music 2018 #music #best of #christmas

[enjwrites]

red

rating: T for swearing and mild emotional distress

word count: 2155

relationships: enjolras/grantaire

Enjolras tries to drive home. He gets about halfway there before tears well up in his eyes and he has to pull into a corner store’s parking lot. He shuts off his car and rests his head on the steering wheel as he tries to control his breathing.

He calls Combeferre.

“Enjolras? Wh- it’s three in the morning,” Combeferre says on the other line, voice raspy from sleep. “Are you okay?”

Enjolras takes in a deep breath before replying. “We fought.”

Courfeyrac chimes in, a little distant from the phone, it seems, but clear enough. “You two always fight.”

“I’m putting you on speaker,” Combeferre says.

“I know we always fight. We… I…” He takes in another breath, trying to focus on what he’s saying. “We didn’t really fight. I don’t think it was a real fight, anyway. He just…” And he chokes back a sob. His abdomen tightens and twists, though he doesn’t really notice; he can’t stop thinking of the uncertainty showing on Grantaire’s face - the hurt, the insecurity.

“I love him, guys.”

“We know.”

“He doesn’t.”

“Sure he does!” Courfeyrac’s voice lifts a few octaves. “Who else are you willing to get naked around?”

Combeferre shushes Courfeyrac. “Why do you think-”

“Because he... He said he loves me. And I fucking -” a choked sob, “I froze, god, I’m so fucking stupid.”

“So you froze, what’s the big deal -”

“He left, Courf. He got up and ran.” With a look of terror on his face.

“But you were at his apartment?”

“I have no fucking idea where he went, I checked the cafe and the bar, but he doesn’t wanna see me, I fucked it up, he thinks I’m -”

Combeferre shushes Enjolras, now. “Do you think you can come home? I’ll make some hot cocoa, and warm up that cake you liked so much.”

Not much of a phone conversation, Enjolras thinks, but agrees, and does his best to hold back tears as he drives back to the apartment he shares with Combeferre.

Combeferre is waiting with a blanket and a glass of cocoa, with a peppermint candy cane in it, and a place of warm cake on the coffee table.

“I froze,” Enjolras repeats. Combeferre lays a hand on his back comfortingly. Courfeyrac anxiously paces the living room.

“You froze. He ran.”

Enjolras hums. We’ve already been through this.

“He must have thought you were mad,” Combeferre says. His voice is soothingly even, that’s a talent of his - he can always manage to comfort Enjolras. “He jumps to conclusions, you know that. He must think you don’t feel the same -”

“God, I fucked it all up.”

“Try texting him?”

“I’d call him,” Courfeyrac interjects.

Combeferre nods. “Yeah, that, actually. What were you doing when he said it?”

“Cuddling, sort of? On the couch. We watched a movie.”

Enjolras, in all his anxiety, has already finished the cocoa and cake. Combeferre lets Enjolras rest his head on his shoulder. “I don’t think I could call him.”

Courfeyrac decidedly sits next to Enjolras on the couch, rubbing his shoulder sweetly - it’s been a while since Enj has needed this sort of comfort, but they fall into the rhythm quickly. “Enj, love, if I were you,” he sighs, “I’d give him his space. You know how stubborn he is.” Enjolras nods - once, Grantaire said, laughing, “I’m a Taurus, being stubborn is my job.” It was funny at the time. Enjolras can’t laugh, now. “You can text him. Let him know you’re not upset with him, tell him you were just shocked. He probably won’t read them, now, but he’ll read them later.”

Enjolras’s phone buzzes on the coffee table and Combeferre picks it up. “It’s from Bahorel,” He says, relieved, and shows Enjolras the screen.

Bahorel (3:47 AM): grantaire’s being an idiot rn

Another text comes in seconds later.

Bahorel (3:48 AM): listen dude i know he’s overreacting but… (Enjolras then opens his messages to see the full text.) you gotta let him know how you feel. i don’t know what happened but he’s freaking the fuck out

Bahorel (3:48 AM): he keeps saying you don’t love him and i know for damn sure that isn’t true

Bahorel (3:48 AM): just text him or something okay. he’s not mad i think he’s just sad

Bahorel (3:49 AM): luv you xx hope it works out

Enjolras huffs a little, wanting to smile at Bahorel’s instantly-nurturing nature.

You (3:50 AM): I’m going to give him some space, get some sleep. I’ll text him in the morning. Tell him that. I know he probably doesn’t want a text from me right now.

Bahorel (3:50 AM): he may not think he does but he does. he’s starting to pass out so yeah text him in the morning x

Enjolras falls asleep on his couch, and wakes up late. His eyes hurt; they’re swollen, from crying last night. He has a text from almost every one of his friends - he expected this, because Bahorel doesn’t know how to keep his mouth shut, neither does Courfeyrac, so between the two of them, everyone had to find out.

Jehan (6:23 AM): I heard what happened. You should text him. I can help you with that.

Marius (7:31 AM): hey i hope ur feeling ok

Cosette (7:46 AM): Call me later we need to talk

Eponine (8:09 AM): i’ll fucking kill you if you don’t patch things up with him i swear to god

Feuilly (9:45 AM): I’m here if you need to talk buddy :(

Bossuet (10:32 AM): Hey r is here he says you hate him? Did you fight? :( Talk to him soon he looks like he’s been crying.

Joly (10:34 AM): Come get your mans we all have work

Musichetta (10:40 AM): I’m taking the boys to work, if R isn’t out of here by the time I get off tonight, you’re getting the death penalty. I love him, but you need to work shit out.

Musichetta (10:41 AM): I love you, too, jsyk. Stop being stupid. Talk to him.

Courf (11:04 AM): hehy i had to leave for work but i will interrogate you on my break you need to talk to r he loves you n  so do i you looked so sad. i hope ur feeling better. Gotta go in now love u xx

Combeferre (12:21 PM): You awake? I’m bringing burgers.

1-555-XXX-XXXX (12:42 PM): its gavroche i stole ur number off ponine i heard what happened im on the way to lunch rn so i cant talk but you better fucking talk to him

Gavroche (12:43 PM): u dont wanna get ur ass kicked by a teenager

Enjolras’s eyes water as he reads the next message.

R♥ (12:57 PM): hey sorry about last night. its cool if you wanna like . break up.  i thought we were there and i was wrong. im sorry.

He locks his phone and tosses it onto the couch next to him, resting his head in his hands, willing away tears. He feels a warmth and a depression in the couch on the other side; Combeferre comes bearing a cheeseburger and hand-cut fries. “From that gelato place on 6th you like so much. I got gelato, too, but you were still asleep when I got home.”

Enjolras takes the place graciously, and notices that there’s already a cool glass of water on the coffee table for him. Can you be alive and still be made a saint? Enjolras thinks, idly, as he chews. His phone buzzes, and on instinct, he looks down at it.

R♥ (1:17 PM): you there?

R♥ (1:18 PM): i know i fucked up but the silent treatment still kinda sucks

Enjolras sighs deeply and sets his plate on the table, picking up his phone.

You (1:18 PM): Yeah, I’m here. Sorry. I slept late. Give me a minute, to type up what I want to say, okay?

You (1:19 PM): And I’m not mad. You didn’t fuck up.

R♥ (1:20 PM): you can say that but it’s not gonna change my mind.

Another deep sigh, and at that point, Combeferre squeezes Enjolras’s shoulder gently, then stands and goes to his bedroom.

It takes a minute to type it all up. He’s sure his food is getting cold. He doesn’t care.

You (1:31 PM): I’m sorry. I’m so, so fucking sorry. I froze. I didn’t know what to do, because I’m an idiot, and I’ve never felt anything like this before, it’s new, and I’m not used to not knowing what to do. You know that. So I froze. I fucked up, so badly. You deserve so much more than that. Grantaire, I don’t hate you. I don’t dislike you. I can’t get mad at you, or at least I can’t stay mad, because every time I see your face, I lose my ability to form words, you’re so fucking beautiful in a way I can’t begin to describe. And then you open your stupid mouth and even though you piss me off a lot I can’t be mad that you said anything because your voice is like fucking velvet and you drive me nuts every second you speak because I want to kiss you but that’ll make you stop talking. Please don’t ever stop talking to me. Listening to you talk is like reading the most interesting book in the world; the Library of Alexandria pales in comparison. You always say I’m an angel, but I think you’re confused, you’re so gentle and kind, behind all that sarcasm and bitterness is a sweetheart who just wants to see people smile; I’ve seen the way you are around kids and sometimes that makes me think maybe I want kids, I want kids with you, because you’re so fucking sweet to them it hurts. You’re so fucking talented, I’ve never cared for art or music but yours makes me feel in a way that makes Monet and Bach look like pussies. Just as a note: I can’t tell you what to do, but if you ever cut your hair, I think I’ll die, because you have the most beautiful hair in the world and I want to spend the rest of my life playing with it. Your eyes are so incredible and I know you see me staring sometimes, but you never comment on it, because you’re amazing like that, and I fucking love you, Grantaire.

You (1:32 PM): I love you so fucking much, and I froze, and I hurt you, but I want you to know that I love you.

You (1:32 PM): I don’t want you to ever think I don’t love you.

You (1:32 PM): I love you.

You (1:33 PM): And I’m well aware I’ve just written you a full-length novel. Sorry haha

Enjolras sees Grantaire typing for a second, then the dots disappear. They reappear again, then disappear - this repeats a few times before Enjolras actually gets a message.

R♥ (1:35 PM): holy shit

R♥ (1:35 PM): just

R♥ (1:36 PM): you made me cry you shithead

R♥ (1:36 PM): can you like. come over? Combeferre’s home on his lunch break right

You (1:36 PM): Yeah, let me get dressed, first. Give me, like, half an hour and I’ll be there.

R♥ (1:37 PM): ok

R♥ (1:37 PM): i love you

R♥ (1:37 PM): aaAAA i’m still nervous about saying that!!!!!!!!!!

You (1:38 PM): :’) Cute. I love you too.

R♥ (1:38 PM): !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Enjolras gets dressed in a rush, throwing on a band tee and those black jeans that Grantaire loves.

He gets to Grantaire’s place in 15 minutes flat.

He doesn’t even really need to knock on the door - Grantaire swings it open and pulls him into the apartment, kissing him fiercely, pushing him against the wall.

Enjolras lays his hands on R’s hips, while R lands one hand on Enjolras’s chest, the other cupping his cheek, rubbing gentle circles with his thumb.

When Grantaire pulls away, he’s panting, his cheeks are rosy and his eyes are watering. He stares up at Enjolras; there’s a heartbreaking uncertainty behind those eyes - he waits for Enjolras to speak. Enjolras rests his forehead against Grantaire’s, taking his hands in his own. Blue eyes meet deep brown, and for a moment, Enjolras is enchanted. Back to business, he thinks.

“Grantaire.” Grantaire hums in response, and holds up on of Enjolras’s hands to kiss his fingers. “I love you.”

There’s a shaky exhale. Then R is pulling Enjolras impossibly tight, burying his head in Enj’s shoulder, quivering as he whispers, “I love you so fucking much.” Enjolras can’t help but smile as he presses a kiss to Grantaire’s neck.

Well, that’s the shortest fight we’ve ever had, Enjolras thinks.

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