#notes for myself

[zippyzstuff]

#mental health memes #mental health #mental health matters #mental health awareness #self care reminder #self care #notes for myself #note to self

[hanafubukki]

So it seems that not only can Fellow’s UM paralyze you with a root mask, it can also cast an illusion magic of his choosing…

Oh…oh I like this very, very much.

This gets the writing ideas in my head going.

Just the potential with that alone???

Yesssss

The potential angst and the fluff…the heartbreak and possible healing….hehehe

The fury?? Too???

(Wondering if it’s an actual illusion they see and touch/fight?? Or could it be a “dream”? Both scenarios has so much potential, I’m gleefully rubbing my hands together 😈)

(If we went darker, imagine being stuck as a puppet?? In this “dream”, is this a blessing or a curse because of the puppet state??)

[also!! It’s interesting because Fellow’s UM magic is “dream” based, especially considering book 7 and all the ‘dream’ aspects of it, I wonder what other hints/lore they are laying]

#hanas thoughts #writing prompts #prompts #notes for myself

[oreoambitions]

The actual worst imposter syndrome of my life so far is knowing that I *can* bear weight on the ankle but should be using crutches as instructed anyway because it really *hurts* to bear weight on the ankle, and then feeling like a liar for accepting help because I know my coach would have expected me to suck it up

anyway high performance sports really messes you up and if the doctor says "use both crutches until after you can bear weight without pain, and then for 3 more days after that" then you should do that

also the "without pain" part is important

#notes for myself #oreo rambles

[stillfrownyclownlol]

I'll go back to the dog eventually

#i talk into the void #notes for myself

[dreadfaeriejack]

IT happened. I was alone, considering my recent bowel movements, and UNironically said 'its the smoothies, innit' TO MYSELF. Out Loud. I am not Bri'ish.

#lmao #life #notes for myself #language #social media #waxing philosophical #bit sad innit #innit

[ficklyficing]

On the Other Hand AU (title? Maybe?) notes to keep track and spread

Cariana is for sure Arcane Archer, just like Kyborg.

Gave her the Druidcraft cantrip, instead of Prestidigitation which Kyborg had.

for the AU timeline, they are level 8, so Cariana going to have three types of Arcane Shots, Piercing, Grasping and Enfeebling Arrow for herself.

Giving her two feats as well, want for sure one to be Piercer but debating on the second one to be different or maybe Gift of the Chromatic Dragon as well. Not Lucky. It doesn’t fit her like Kyborg. Also debating on Wood Elf Magic or maybe Gift of the other dragon feats like Metallic or Gem.

Cariana is kind of going to be like the big sister of the group. Like she wants to give the others cover and look out for these younger boys. Teases them as well, noggies and such but will punch anyone that dares mess with them.

Kydron is a Rogue/Fighter multi-class, still an archer fight style but going with I think the Assassin Rogue subclass.

The biggest debate is how many levels of each. I know I’m not actually playing but just for flavor and what skills I can use for the storytelling lol.

Kydron isn't going to be Kyforge. He will have arms on both side of his body, not just one side.

Still not sure on the title or not. Want to finish chap 1 before posting anything.

Also for other characters, small hints of changes to this universe.

Bart - Bard still, but thinking of embracing the pirate part of his background and going with the subclass of College of Sword.

Mudd - He does have a pet but it's not Gumbo, I know sad, but different choices. Debating on owl, hyena, ferret, or fox...

GumGum - He gets adopted and has a loving Mama and gets a big family

#tales from the stinky dragon #stinky dragon pod #notes for myself #On the other hand au

[jhogarcia80]

When reality hits you so hard that it makes your heart turn into bits of pieces.

Today I just realize my worth, it rips my heart so bad that it bleeds so much…

I cannot contain the pain inside.

I blame myself for going this far to this kind of Life.

Before, I thought it would be easy but I guess its started to sink in.

The pain that no one can compare.

Silently at my loudest cry.

Maybe just maybe, I am to suffer all my Life…

All I want is just to be cared of and be truly loved..

But it seems suffering is my Life to be…

I just wanted to be alone when no one knows me and that I could cry and shout my heart out…

Maybe this is the path of Life that I choose to walk with..

I wanted a whole heart to care for me not a halfway heart that hurts me..

#80s #best friends #monsteryoucreated #missing you #pastel #retro #sad but true #secret love song #cats #nature #notes for me #notes for myself #notes for my love

[fluff-0ff]

Things I learned today working on my second fic!

Have three columns when planning chronology of simultaneous events. For example, in an enemies-to-lovers fic: | Nation A | Nation B | Characters’ Relationship |

It is perfectly acceptable to combine your multitude of WIP ideas into one fic. (But you will need to “eat your baby” and discard something if it doesn’t work.)

If stuck, conjure up a mental image encapsulating the scene and write your way forward and back from it.

Obsess over your chapter when editing, then put it down for a week, then revisit and revise. Rinse and repeat.

For character interactions, test to make sure their body language represents their state of mind to ensure ya DON’T just reach for the easiest, bland mannerism.

Fanfiction has the unique privilege of building off gorgeous prebuilt worlds and characters and histories. Use that.

It is perfect acceptable to write irreverently. You’ve been told that is you at your best. Chin up.

#writing advice #writing #ao3 writer #notes for myself #second fic #plot progression #drafting

[shattered-sparks]

Main problem is in order to work I focus on that project for a bit (Either for a while or intel it is done) so fix this get temp projects done now, then move onto other stuff

#notes for myself

[quinndvm]

will probably be working on Saeturn for a little bit…need a break from Blacklotus for now :/

#Notes for myself #I need to work on their 3 year career with 130 something songs #what type of mass production is that #Like excuse me I didn’t even notice how many song s they really had until I counted their discography #No but really #like a comeback every second month

[zippyzstuff]

#mental health #mental health memes #memes #mental health matters #mental health awareness #self care reminder #self care #note to self #notes for myself #notes to myself

[aleskael]

Note to self #1

It's okay, you deserve to rest. Opening tabs and tabs in search of job offers and advice with a sore heart is not the solution. Try to breath, relax a little bit and rest. Tomorrow will be a new day, maybe a beautiful one. You can start there.

I'll try to add some practices I like with this kind of post, just to remind myself how far I've come.

#notes for myself #thumbnail #sketch #I need to go to sleep #digital art

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours? #also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that! #unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

[dendrochronologies]

maya angelou saying the funniest thing anyone has ever said about editing, which i can never let myself forget EVER AGAIN [x]

#OK. YOU'RE RIGHT. SO WHAT? DON'T EVER MENTION THIS TO ME AGAIN. IF YOU DO I WILL NEVER SPEAK TO YOU AGAIN. #i used to think about this interview all the tiiiiime i can't believe i let myself lose track of it!!!!!!! #maya angelou #FAVE #editing #*r #god i've read this a thousand times and i still laugh every time it's so GOOD #'OK. YOU'RE RIGHT. SO WHAT. DON'T EVER MENTION THIS TO ME AGAIN' #notifications are off for this besties 💗 #i will eventually turn reblogs back on but 20k notes overnight was a little too much pls slow down ✋️ #also pls do not follow me unless you are desperately in love with me. i can't make silly little personal posts with so many of you here!!!!

[ficklyficing]

Alright, wrote the prologue to my new story, should start writing the first chapter.

*stares at the screen*

*turns away to avoid it*

I think I’m going to make dnd sheets for the main guys plus Cariana to see what I’m playing with in this universe verse the normal one. Up to level 8 cause that is what they are at the point I want to crash things together at.

Cariana is for sure going to be an fighter archer but Kydron is going to be more rogue with maybe a couple fighter levels.

After all, I also want to switch things around so the main Interns aren’t going to be the same subclass in this new universe. Also more different backgrounds and happenings.

What’s the fun in universe crossing if all the characters are the same!?

God, I wish I knew their starting stats…

Also, ‘On the Other Hand’ for a title? Or something with an arm pun fitting better?

#tales from the stinky dragon #stinky dragon pod #notes for myself

[jhogarcia80]

Cut off memory lanes for us to move forward with our lives….

#80s #best friends #monsteryoucreated #sad but true #missing you #pastel #secret love song #nature #cats #retro #notes #notes for myself #notes for me #i miss you #i miss him