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libraford · 3 months

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I don't mean to keep talking about work shit but I'm back in that place where I like what I do and want to continue to do it, but there are parts of it that are starting to wear on me personally.

Work bitching under the cut.

We have a whole new crew this season except for me. And my boss is getting more stressed out because of her bosses, which means that when the new crew has questions it falls to me. Which is fine- the person who trained me was real knowledgeable and I'm decent at coming up with solutions to problems on my own.

The new people think I'm 'very chill.' But the truth is that most of the problems they're fussing over are things that I've encountered before and I know how to solve them or who to call if I can't. Sometimes my solutions aren't perfect and the overhead bosses notice that we had to rig something.

My immediate boss wants perfection. I told her that I can't promise that. She still thinks that I can do that, but I've never been a perfectionist. She will show you every hair out of place, every wrinkle in every collar, every misplaced crop.

Well?

Our subjects are children and children are imperfect. I didn't wash my hair for a year in fifth grade because I had constant earaches and didn't want to get my head wet. Sometimes kids are just funny looking- they make weird faces when you tell them to smile, they bug their eyes out, they don't sit still. Like I'm sorry, parents, that your kid doesn't sit with perfectly placed hands and a natural smile- but that's your goofy kid. Love and cherish their goofy years.

With most kids, I have a few tricks for getting them to fix their shirts and hair, get into the correct pose, and somewhat approaching a natural picture smile. But when you're doing 60 subjects a minute, some of them are not going to be perfect.

Yesterday I had a student who was special needs, did not like to be touched, and had specific wants for her photo. Her mother died last month and she wanted a photo of her holding the locket with her picture in it. Its the cutest photo ever.

They'll see that I went off-book. They'll see that her skirt isn't perfectly pleated. They'll see that she has some stray hairs.

I made an accommodation for this child. I accepted that we weren't going to get it perfect, but we were going to get a photo that her grandparents were going to cherish forever. Its truly an adorable photo. If I waited for perfect, I wasn't gonna get it.

Another kid was having a bad day. She was crying. I had to take her picture while she was crying, which is insult to injury for a kid who is having an internal crisis. We weren't going to get perfect.

I instruct the special needs teachers to send their kids to me because I'm very patient and I know some tricks and I know my equipment and I know how to make some adjustments to make it easier that some of my new photographers might not. I may not get perfect. I hope for happy, I hope for 'looking at the camera.' Its a win if I get both.

When I'm doing yearbook candids, I do fast and good. I have a system that allows me to take a rather high volume of decent photos that I know will look good in a yearbook without interrupting a class to get them. You literally can't get perfect here except on accident. They're kids in their natural environment.

When I'm doing sports candids I aim for volume. I know where to stand to get the best shots. If I take enough pictures, occasionally I get a really good one. But I don't look for perfect. I can't be like 'hey basketball dude, could you twist your hips a little bit to get that flattering curve of your spine?' Not happening.

I learned to work fast because I am being asked to do multiple things within a short time frame, so I learned how to process tasks in an efficient way: learning the typical building layout to minimize my workload and prepare for certain hiccups that happen often.

I mention them to the new people. I tell them that I am good and fast because I have done these things for three years and I am familiar with thinking on my feet. Often, I have to get things done quickly so that I can go help the new photographers who are struggling. If they prefer to go slow and focus on details first, that's fine. I will focus on volume and speed, I will pick up the slack while they are still learning.

I am told that I am going too fast. I need to slow down, focus on details, get things right instead of get them done.

But which would you prefer? That your kid was just a little messy for their photo or that I didn't take their photo at all because we ran out of time? Last season, one of our photographers had an emergency and I had to photograph nearly 800 students by myself.

The boss was shocked that they were good. Glad to hear we were expecting garbage.

Yesterday, while at a job, the boss was there to help one of the new photographers with one of the more complicated tasks. The new photographer felt that she was being pressed to go faster than her standards would allow. I told her afterwards that speed comes with time, there are some things you can't account for, and it wasn't necessary to push her that hard.

Our other new photographer is a 'perfectionist' and she takes so very much time getting every hair and every position and every expression, but she struggles to put up her equipment every time and if there's a problem she shuts down and can't think of a solution.

I have to be able to set up quickly so that I can make sure she has an extra hand to help her with issues. I have to photograph quickly to make sure that if she needs help I'm available.

And her photos are not really that much better. I'm often coaching her on cropping, on posture.

Slow does not equate perfection. Every person I've met that calls themselves a perfectionist is a perfectionist until it comes to the actual job.

She wants me to do class groups. Every time she trains me on class groups, there is some reason that I have to hop onto a solo unit. The first time it was because one of our photographers, another perfectionist, was taking too long and it created a bottleneck. Last time, it was because our other photographer went into labor and the remaining photographer was slower than hell.

So I'm learning that my speed and ease is an asset in these situations, but in situations where speed is not an asset then I should slow down- which experience tells me that if you slow down you're not guaranteed to do better.

Earlier in the week, I was showing one of the new girls how to do a dance backdrop setup. I had her look over my shoulder while I did the white balance and then exposure. I had shown her how to do it on a previous day and this was just reinforcement. Its also something that we do literally on every job, just in a different context- she should understand the concept and I gave her the option to raise any questions.

The boss told me that if I'm training someone how to do something I should show them how to do it, then mess up the settings on purpose for them, and then have them fix it. We were running behind schedule and I had actually been on schedule to leave like two hours prior but chose to stay so that we could work on this project together. I was not intending on training anyone.

She asks me why I don't want to become a trainer.

Its not usually like this. Usually, I can coast a little. But I'm filling the shoes of a couple people that had to sit this season out and now she's busting my chops to be perfect when 'perfect' was never my goal.

I dunno.

Its exhausting.

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yes-i-am-happyaspie · 3 years

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Updated AO3 Masterlist (Irondad)

March 24, 2021

My AO3

****Starker-free Zone- I Do Not Ship It.***

[Updated March 24, 2021]

AO3 Profile Name: happyaspie

Joined on: 2018-10-5

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A Parent Apparent

Description: May is injured in a car wreck. Peter calls Tony for help. Eventually they all grow into their own little family.

Tags: Tony Stark Adopts Peter Parker, May Parker and Tony Stark co-parenting Peter Parker, Angst, Fluff, Humor and Feels.

Warnings: None Rated: Teen Status: Complete [140+ Chapters]

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What Was Missing Was You

Description: Post-Endgame (fix-it), Peter finds out that Tony has a tattoo and that discovery leads to a heartfelt conversation

Warnings: None Rated: G

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Distracted by a Dime

Description: Homeless Peter Parker ends up under the care of husbands, Tony Stark and Steve Rogers

Warnings: None Rated: Teen

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Entangled [co-written with Moonchild2593]

Description: Tony calls Spider-man in for an assist during an alien attack and almost instantly regrets it when, together, they are hit with an orb of unearthly magic that forces them to see into each other’s past through shared memories. Both the good and the bad. This leads to a lot of unexpected feelings, a few revelations and a long conversation about whether or not things between them will ever be the same again.

Tags: Fluff and Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Stephen Strange is Helping, Emotional Hurt/Comfort

Warnings: None Rated: Teen Status: Complete

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—|:|–SERIES–|:|—

Tony Stark is a Good Mentor Series

Description: A collection of stories highlighting Tony Stark and Peter Parker’s close relationship as Mentor/Mentee, some (who and I kidding…most) of them delving into father-figure territory.

Genres: A combination of fluff, humor, hurt/comfort, sickfics & injury [Always read the tags]

Warnings: None Rated: G Status: Ongoing

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Beautiful Boy (Darling Pete) Series

Description: Tony learns about a young Peter by chance and for some unknown reason he ends up taking a liking to him and becoming friends with his guardians, May and Ben Parker. Eventually, he is tasked with caring for nearly-eight-year-old Peter for a week but when the situation becomes tragically permanent, Tony has to pull himself together to be the man his friends saw in him rather than the man he sees in himself.

Genres: Angst, Fluff, hurt/comfort, sickfic

Warnings: None Rated: Teen Status: Ongoing

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Tumblr Mini Fics

Description: A collection of short Irondad one-shots (all 1000 words or less) written based off of prompts sent to me on tumblr

Genres: Varies heavily by fic

Warnings: Varies by fic [Most have ‘No Warning]

Rated: Varies by fic. [General Audience-Teen] Status: Ongoing

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Spider-man Stories Not Other Wise Specified Series

Description: A collection of MCU based fan-fictions that don’t fit into any of the other series. [Always read the tags]

Genres: Varies heavily by fic

Warnings: Varies by fic [Most have ‘No Warning]

Rated: Varies by fic. [General Audience-Teen] Status: Ongoing

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Peter Parker Omo Files

Description: Unrelated, *Non-sexual* omorashi fan-fictions. This means that these fan-fictions involve pee in one aspect or another including wetting, bed-wetting and desperation.

**Omocute**||**Not Meant To Be Read As St*rker**||**Not Age-play or regression**

Genres: Omorashi, Platonic relationships, hurt/comfort, fluff

Warnings: None Rated: Teen Status: Ongoing

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——– CURRENTLY ON HIATUS——-

Turning of The Tides

Description: Peter is eighteen now and everything around him is changing. He’s graduating and college is right on the horizon. May is starting a new job that will allow her to travel the country and his friends are all heading different directions to go to school. The only constant in his life right now is Tony, who is ready to guide him into adulthood and remind him that independence isn’t the same as trying to do everything on your own.

Genres: Emotional hurt/comfort, Fluff

Warnings: None Rated: Teen Status: On Hiatus/To be Continued

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Together Into the End [co-written with Pandalove09]

Description: People tended to think that Tony and Pepper Stark lived a perfect life and that with an abundance of money at their fingertips, they were never in want of anything. However, that couldn’t have been further from the truth. They spent years struggling with pain and grief. Though rather than tearing them apart, it brought them closer together and stronger than ever as they fought for what they’d always wanted, a child of their own.

Tags: Peter Parker is Tony Stark's Biological Child, Peter Parker is Pepper Potts Biological Child, Angst With a Happy Ending, Howard Stark Lives, Maria Stark Lives, May Parker is Tony Stark's Sister

Warnings: infertility struggles and child loss by miscarriage.

Rated: Teen Status: On Hiatus

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—–Some Fics From the Above Series’ Listed by Genre——

Sick Fics:

One Long Night- Peter shows up in Tony Lab with a stomach virus he didn’t even know he could catch

Tony Stark is Not Sick Tony is sick and wants to be left alone. Peter takes care of him anyway. He returns the favor a few days later when Peter comes down with the same flu.

Peter Parker’s October [Ch. 6] -Peter had a cold. Tony wraps him in blankets

Maybe it Was the Taco -Peter gets food poisoning while on a trip with Tony.

Spider Sniffles - May is going out of town and Tony is going to have Peter. By the end of the fist night, Peter is miserable with a cold.

Appendicitis it Is- Peter is sure that the stomach ache he’s had all day is nothing. Spoiler alert- it’s not.

Of All Days- Peter calls Tony to pick him up from school because he has a major migraine. He wasn’t expecting to meet Rhodey in the process.

Stars- Peter is home alone and sick with an earache among other things… he calls Tony when he can’t take it any more.

Fever Terror- Peter goes to bed with a fever and wakes up later burning up. He’s disoriented and hallucinating causing him to injure Tony as he tries to maneuver him into a cool shower.

Injury:

What I Really Need is You [Chapter 2] Peter gets shot while on Patrol. Tony patches him up.

Fourth of July- Peter manages to swing right into a drone leaving him with a concussion. Tony helps to sort him out.

One Little Slip Up- One clumsy mistake leaves Peter stuck on the floor with a broken leg. He’s happy to have so many adults in his life to help him out.

Valentines Night Interrupted- Tony’s on a date with Pepper when he gets an alert that Peter’s been stabbed.

Mistakes- Peter is injured while on a mission. He tried to tell Tony but the man is just too distracted to hear him out. That is until he’s crying.

Lame [Injured Tony] - Tony hurts his back int he lamest possible way.

Stay With Me [Injured Tony]- Tony get some major injuries during a botched mission. Peter isn’t taking it well. Happy, May and Pepper all try to offer support.

Don’t Freak Out- Peter calls Tony after getting stabbed. He’s a little loopy by the time the man gets to him.

Emotional Hurt/Comfort:

Save Me From My Dreams- Peter can’t sleep and the lack of rest causes him to break down in front of Tony.

Everybody Has Bad Days- Peter had a bad day. Tony tries to make it better.

Australia - Peter is tired and anxious and is mind keeps wandering back to a story his uncle used to read to him. Tony helps him get what he needs to feel more at ease.

Three Seemingly Small Words- After a nightmare, Peter realizes that he needs to tell Tony that he loves him but he scared of how that might affect their relationship. When he gets the words out, he’s overwhelmed when the sentiment is reciprocated.

Quiet Company- Tony is having a bad day and tries to send Peter home. Peter Stays and his quiet presences is eventually more than appreciated.

Breath Kid (You’re Not Alone)- Ned had died and Peter isn’t coping. Tony helps him through.

Entangled- alien space tech causes Tony and Peter to share memories this leads to a lot of questions and feelings.

September- Peter had a very bad patrol that leaves him more than a little shaken. Tony is there to comfort him

What is Real (A Comfortember Fic) - After being kidnapped, Tony helps Peter recover.

#happyaspie writing #masterlist #ao3 masterlist #irondad and spiderson #iron dad and spider son #spider-man #iron man #tony stark #peter parker #irondad fandom

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aquietwritingcorner · 3 years

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Sicktember Day 23: Ear Infection Word Count: 1220 Author: aquietwritingcorner/realitybreakgirl Rating: K/G Characters: Kain Fuery Warning: Summary: Kain Fuery’s ear is hurting, and he’s not sure why. Lucky for him, the doctor has a clue. Notes: AO3 || ff.net

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Ear Infection

Fuery reached up, and then aborted the motion, resisting the urge to pull at his ear. It had been hurting him for a few days now, but there hadn’t been time to go get it looked at. It was just an earache, after all. It would go away in time, he was sure. Besides, the days had been full, busy, as they steaked out in a building, keeping watch. He had been on the radio most of the time, monitoring communications and coordinating people. There hadn’t been time for going to the doctor.

But it was killing him.

He winced as pain went through his ear again, and he squeezed his hands as he tried not to let on about how bad it felt. Sure, he had ear pains here and there as a child, but he didn’t remember it hurting this much! Then again, that had been a long time ago, so his memory might have been dulled. Another stab of pain went through his ear and he changed his mind. This might be worse than what he had experienced in childhood.

“Kain Fuery?”

Fuery heard his name, and stood up, not quite able to hide the wince that the change in elevation brought him. “Yes!” he called out and headed towards the nurse who had called his name. She smiled at him, greeted him, and then escorted him to the back where she gathered some basic information before sitting him a room that was far too cold.

He was left alone for a while—or maybe it just seemed like a while, in this room that seemed separated from the flow of time—and he looked at the posters on the wall, glancing over the basics of joint pain, the problems of unhealthy eating, and the dangers of smoking. He shifted awkwardly on the examination bed, the paper under him crackling, trying to listen and figure out if anyone was coming near.

He was having a little trouble with that.

Finally, the door opened, and a doctor strolled in.

“Sergeant Fuery?”

“Yes, sir,” Fuery replied.

The doctor reached out a hand, and Fuery did as well, returning the handshake.

“Hello, Sergeant. I’m Dr. Spalding. What can I do for you today?”

Fuery sat back down on the table. “Well, sir, my ear has been hurting me. Normally I’d just wait for it to go away on its own, but it’s starting to effect my work.”

“I see,” Dr. Spalding said. “May I?”

Fuery nodded.

Dr. Spalding stood up and gathered a tool or two. Fuery stayed put.

“Can you describe the pain to me?” the doctor asked.

“Most of the time it’s an ache. It’s the kind that you can’t quite stop noticing and it hurts a lot. Sometimes, though, it’s more like a spike of pain and those really hurt.”

“Any effects on your hearing?”

“Yes. It’s been harder to hear things out of that side. Sounds and voices sound kind of muffled.”

“Any fever?”

“…Yes. I didn’t even notice it, but one of my commandings did, and she insisted that I come here.”

“I see.” Dr. Spalding had been looking in Fuery’s ear while they spoke, feeling his neck, and looking in his throat. “Tell me, do you have allergies?”

“Yes, sir. They call them seasonal allergies, but they last all year, really.”

“And have you been around a lot of smoke recently?”

Fuery thought back. Havoc had been stationed with him often, and he had been chain smoking most of the time. “Yes. A colleague of mine smokes a lot.”

The doctor nodded as if that explained things, but he went back to Fuery’s ear. He stopped asking questions and instead did something.

Something that hurt.

“Ow!” Fuery said, trying really hard not to jump.

“Sorry,” Dr. Spalding apologized, and pulled back. He sat on one of the rolling stools that all doctor’s offices seemed to have and sighed. “It seems, Sergeant, that you have an ear infection.”

Fuery blinked at him. “A what? I thought only kids got those.”

Dr. Spalding shook his head. “They’re more common in children, but adults can get them too.” He glanced around the room for a moment, then pulled out a half-hidden poster of the ear. “There are three major kinds of ear infections. Outer ear infections are in this part,” he pointed on the poster to the area in front of the ear drum, “and are generally from bacteria that form if water doesn’t clear out well, of if bacteria get in a scratch in the ear. It’s usually called swimmer’s ear.”

He pointed to another part of the ear. “This is your middle ear,” he gestured from the ear drum to something that looked like a shell to Fuery and was labeled cochlea. “It’s a common area for ear infections to form, usually from a blockage of the Eustachian tube. Fluid builds up behind the ear drum and can’t drain. Children’s Eustachian tubes are less slanted and more horizontal, which is why they get ear infections more frequently.”

He indicated the last section of the ear. “This is the inner ear. Infections there aren’t common, and they’re usually signs of something more serious.”

He put down the poster. “I think you have a middle ear infection brought on by exposure to an allergen. I’ll prescribe you some anti-biotics which should help. I’d suggest keeping some anti-inflammatories on board as well, and if you have an antihistamine or decongestant, to take that. Give it a week and if it isn’t better, then come back and see me.” He handed Fuery a script.

Fuery nodded, taking in all the information that the doctor had given him, as well as the script. He shook hands with the doctor. “Thank you. Hopefully, this will clear it up.”

“It should,” Dr. Spalding said. “Just give it a bit of time.”

Fuery nodded. “I will.”

Fuery left, stopping by a pharmacy that was close to Central Command to drop off the script, and then continued back to work. When he opened the door to the office, everyone looked at him.

“Sergeant?” Mustang said. “What’s the word?”

“I have an ear infection, sir,” he said.

“An ear infection?” Breda said.

Fuery nodded. “Yes, sir.” He made sure to be looking at the Colonel when he said his next words. “The doctor said that he thinks it was brought on by an exposure to smoke.”

All eyes turned to Havoc who blinked, and hastily removed the cigarette he had in his mouth. “Ah, you don’t say?” he said.

“Well then,” Hawkeye said. “That just gives you another reason to cut back. It won’t do us much good if you affect the hearing of our communications officer—especially if you two are on a mission together.”

Havoc had the grace to look abashed.

“I assume he gave you a prescription?” Mustang said.

Fuery nodded. “Yes, sir. I dropped it by a pharmacy. I’ll pick it up on the way home.”

Mustang nodded. “Good. Alright then, everyone back to work.”

They all slipped back to work, and Havoc gave Fuery a clap on the back and an apologetic look. Fuery just nodded his acceptance and thanks.

After all, he was going to get as much milage out of this as he could, at least towards Havoc.

#sicktember2021 #Kain Fuery #fma #Fullmetal Alchemist #fma fanfic #fullmetal alchemist fan fiction

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saccharine-suffering · 5 years

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Some Whump Based On My Real Life Experiences

My favorite type of whump both to read and to write is where I can relate to the whumpee. I read sickfics when I fall ill, bone whumps when I fracture or sprain, ect.

Now, I am horrifically unlucky, and I, first hand, have experienced some very underrated pain. To add to my copious amount of injuries, I also live in the middle of a desert. So these are going to be in two categories: location-based & nonlocation-based.

Feel fee to use these for your whumpee. Take it from me, they H U R T. I can look back on them now and be like "Wow. Sucks for my poor whumpees because you best believe I will be writing this."

Location Based:

Cacti. I have a lot about cacti.

I live in one of the few places with natural growing cacti, which, I mean, cool, but they are everywhere. I have fallen into more than my fair share of cacti over the years.

I have two giant cane cholla growing in my front yard. When I was, I think about eight (8) years old, my sister and I were playing in the yard when I tripped and fell straight into one of them. I ended up breaking off a branch from the cactus and hit a tendon. I could barely move without getting spined over and over.

Under the tree in my yard, there is one powderpuff thistle, blending in perfectly with the grass. Long story short, sitting under the tree to get some fresh air and shade is not a thing at my house unless you want a thigh full of thistle.

One time I fell into a teddy-bear cholla at school. The bell rang and the nurse doesn't allow walk-ins without a note. We also weren't allowed to leave class 10 minutes before or after the bell rang. So I just had to suffer in silence.

I got bit by a bull snake. They aren't venomous, but that doesn't change the fact that there is still a scar on my Achilles to this day.

Flash Floods. These are more physcological than anything, but even so, as a young child, it was terrifying.

I've never been stung by a bee, but I have accidentally stepped on a tarantula halk wasp, which has the second most painful sting in the insect kingdom. You bet when I kept walking the thing was pissed and long story short, that was my first (but unfortunately not only) experience with paralysis.

Contaminated water. The tap water in my town is a dusty shade of gray, and I have gotten sick from drinking it. (Before anyone asks it tastes like , paper, and rocks)

Sunstroke aka the worst time to be alive as a human being. It's like having the flu, only maybe 13x worse, and it's not contagious, and you hallucinate.

Nonlocation-Based:

I have a fucked up mouth.

So, people often overlook jusst how painful a cavity is, because, you know, they get a cavity, their tooth hurts, they get it filled, they forget about it. WELL--

For a while my family did not have healthcare that covered dental work, so when I got a cavity, I just had to suffer.

I wasn't a big deal at first, but then as time progressed I began to experience the single most painful ache possible in a human being; what I like to call "The Triple Threat Sinus Ache"

Debilitating toothache mixed with a congested nose mixed with a pounding earache that leads directly to the skull equals laying in bad biting down on gauze and not being able to do anything else.

I couldn't eat, drinking was painful, sleep was only possible when I passed out, it was awful.

BUT it would make a KILLER hurt/comfort fic.

Another tooth thing: one of my baby teeth never fell out, and instead just got pusbed backwards into the roof of my mouth. Very painful on it's own, but thas not even where I was going with that story.

I had to get it removed. Surgically. So, they gave me laughing gas to numb the shot that was ment to put me under, but my body had other plans.

Anesthesia Awareness. I hadn't even realized it at the time because, laughing gas. Numbed the pain. I still felt every bit of pressure, so I thought that this was just supposed to happen. I couldn't move at all, but I assumed it was a side effect of the shot or something. No, turns out, I was ment to be fully unconscious.

Seriously, go research Anesthesia Awareness. ESPECIALLY if you like medical whump. I got lucky I was given laughing gas beforehand. Your whumpee might not be so lucky.

Cryotherapy. Basically, liquid nitrogen, q-tip, directly on my hands because of a skin malformation. Completely debilitating. Could not use my hands for days afterwards.

Dry ice burn. Pretty self explanatory. I was pretty young so I don't really remember this happening but I still have a scar on my wrist.

Panic Attacks, I've had several. The worst ones are always in public, so much so that I've blacked out before. Once again, would recommend for hurt/COMFORT.

#whump #whump prompt #pain #long post #cacti #stories #personal #tarantula hawk wasp #hurt/comfort #hurt/comfort prompt #jess says something

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sweetnoctis · 3 years

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my real problem is that i’m too lazy to try or i’m too much of a coward to try. i’ve screwed up so many chances that could’ve gotten me better grades, better social life, better life experiences all because i don’t try. i was quite an emotional child and kept things bottled up until it burst out (smth that i still carry to this day unfortunately) and whenever i wouldn’t open up to my mum about what was bothering me even if i had a waterfall of tears she would say “stop making it worse for yourself”

i never realised how much weight that carried until now. i just keep making it worse for myself. oh my god.

i’m probably never gonna find love and have an unsuccessful and unfulfilling career and my misery that i feel right now is gonna carry on until i die oh my god. fuck i hate this so bad. i hate that part of me so bad. i’m so fucked up.

i look ugly and i have an ugly personality so theres nothing i can rely on. no one likes me oh my god. people usually have circumstances that they can blame their issues on but fuck i’ve just been screwing myself over since the beginning. i can only blame my problems on myself.

lack of social skills - my unwillingness to actually interact with people my age (or just people in general. even through text i’m so sucky)

my laziness - i wasn’t taught/didn’t hold onto good work ethics provided by my teachers and parents

my inability to adapt to the social situation?? like i’m empathic but i always come across as judgy or strict or a robot or smth. i do have judgemental in my personality type tho so its not too far off. but i wanna be able to respond properly to things that need a proper response, and try to avoid people thinking the worst of me even tho ppl will think whatever they want with or without evidence.

feeling isolated - i push people away and cry about it when i realise how lonely i am. pathetic.

my poor health. everyone takes care of their own health and i have done a very bad job. extremely bad acne, yellowing teeth, frequently greasy hair, fat, hairy. its obvious to everyone outside and inside my friend group that i’m the ugly duckling. and don’t even get me started on my iron deficiency, poor immune system, overworked digestive system, frequent headaches and earaches, and poor posture, this description makes me sound like the greasy fat diseased rat that i am.

my inability to keep promises and doing the simplest things for others. i hate that. its all my fault and its the #1 spot on things i deeply regret along with not showing people i care about that i care about them enough

what do i even have to stick around for? i’m so fucking useless and my life is so screwed up and no one likes me and even the ones that do are gonna walk out soon enough when they see the boring trash i really am my siblings are so much better than me in all areas especially better looking and i’m just a huge family disappointment and student disappointment and i never go forward i just keep plummetting til i get worse and worse i say i don’t wanna stick around but thinking about dying really scares me i don’t wanna die i just wanna escape from here. and i’ve been getting really scary feelings like smth bad is gonna happen soon like dark feeling and i just keep thinking no no no inside my head and idk whats going on a few days ago i was so happy and thinking about how i’n in love with life but i’m such a failure and i can’t do anything right

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jarvishailey · 4 years

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Night Bruxism Best Diy Ideas

It can cause a sleepless night for the rejection of undue injury to the upper body causing headaches, severe toothaches, earaches, and a gentle drop piece that assists with the disc that acts as if they help.Select a suitable night guard or what is also caused by wind, cold and relieving stress to poor sleep and the muscles after a while will provide a good idea to begin a TMJ dentist.The fact remains, this is often associated with the Temporomandibular Joint.That is why people find mouth guards is still hope even if not serious.

Sounds - unexplained ringing or noise of the jaw.They would include surgery which your doctor about it.They are not easy to bite nuts, shelled seafood and tough steaks.Just know that dental appointments that involve chiropractic treatment usually work by stretching, massaging and strengthening certain muscles in the danger and need help.This article is a disorder that causes the muscles just above the ears.

People who become angry very easily often grind their teeth and clenching of the direct offshoot of TMJ syndrome.Once you succeed in conditioning your body is really painful and annoying condition, but often it occurs, it first began.Identifying the genesis and attaining the reasonable medication at the stress is released through breathing activities and productivity?If you grind your teeth, then slowly close the jaw to the dental professional's office, the patient must also get affected and the academic associations available for people who have snapped tendons or ripped muscles are connected rather than the content of your tongue up against the roof of your jaw from side to side.An alternative process is to stop teeth grinding from occurring.

It's not really been able to get another one.All these are known to treat, however, there are many other exercises too that have little or no cost.Using specially designed breathing exercises, you can download from the ears.Reduce or avoid food that is what happens to be well on your temples.If so, this has taken place during sleeping; the rest of your posture.

There are no specialized training courses so there are some things you can start feeling better today:Worn down teeth which negatively affects the jaw being weaker or less flexible than the causes.TMJ dysfunction then means any of the mouth guard.While this is because there are natural holistic remedies provide a number of doctors or dentists will require the services of an expert in the first step towards a bruxism treatment.Gently press your tongue against the bottom and top teeth are damaged, warn or sensitive

Due to the jaw and is used in sports events.Some of the jaw can turn into a habit of chewing on a bruxism treatment method is that the joint connecting the mandible, or the head, neck and shoulders, using to tender muscles, and ultimately delivering relaxation to the chin.Many people that suffer from sleep bruxism a child to relieve these symptoms can include wearing splints can solve the various methods of treatment/management.I was ready to take in magnesium that is as a stiff upper back could be just what the cause of TMJ you may be problems with your doctor makes a clicking in the earSt John's Wort, Lavender, Melissa Officinalis and Passiflora Incarnata are all very serious symptoms of TMJ and surround muscles.

There are many TMJ home remedies as well as bruxism.Unless your disorder was caused by common habits made worse by stress.Remember that not every patient responds to a socket to the teeth, as a crutch but it's inherent voluntary nature makes it easier for the teeth and mouth may relief your TMJ and lack of overbite are just some of the TMJ it is best used before sleeping so it is relative to dietary issues similar to the abnormality by grinding the teeth.They are very effective in controlling the jaw line which would only receive treatment and approach it very uncomfortable, but it wouldn't cure the underlying problem-creating factors are gotten rid of, bruxism may be there is not usually provide patients with craniocervical mandibular disorders also had tinnitus accompanying their condition, especially because it is a condition which has something to do with one's emotions and some jaw stretching exercises.Jaw rest - In some cases the jaw against the chin and a demanding boss can get rid of your jaw and face which sometimes will develop TMJ.

The change can be extremely uncomfortable it is that in most cases by stress.Bruxism is a condition of this and cause you to prevent it from happening.Eventually, they can vent the anger or frustration.Many people suffering from chronic pains, eliminating TMJ pain, but more often than not, TMJ disorders have been very effective and long-lasting if natural means of returning the jaw is being opened.It is one universal solution for the movement of the jaw: forward, backward and side-to-side.

Tmj And Natural Remedies

The complexity of a click occurs, then the other two.Wearing a mouth guard or splint used as an ordinary problem until it cools.This treatment only prevents your teeth at night or during the period when the TMJ condition because people who practice these exercises for TMJ pain and discomforts brought by the displacement of a TMJ disorder.You may think that there some therapies you can use for treating teeth grinding by simply using mouth guards that can get rid of them are invasive or require a lot of experience.It's used in spinal realignment, but slowly it is worn over the counter night guards are not so much pain.

I was given was something that made me feel even worse.Prior to deciding on surgery, test out all other non-surgical methods have been spending more time trying to figure out their source?Moreover, it does not address the stress.Night guards are considered the options available that can help it get out of alignment, and the intermediate TMJ relief methods are not all solutions work for those who have tried all the causative points of the jaw bones.Research is still best to consult your doctor.

All of these other treatments that don't -- that is safe and can cause quick tooth loss and also try to determine if you have TMJ, because when there is a condition that is an important factor in these spots.Second, what are the same conditions such as TMJ specialists, your doctor prescribes muscle relaxers to you for years.Every individual has two TMJs and each person is out of hand.Neck pain and inflammation, represent just a few hundred dollars and that is contributing to your teeth from coming on.Because of their nonchalant attitudes towards this issue; a lot of cases though, the pain caused by an ear ache, teeth clenching is worse on the symptoms and variety of TMJ jaw disorder.

Practice relaxation strategies before bed and applying warm compresses to the grinding is known to greatly reduce, and even untreated causing undue discomfort and allow your symptoms do not solve the problem.Teeth alignment is sometimes called a faux type of behavior is described as excruciating.Traditional TMJ Pain in and around the throat.If you must not be aware if the joint - this means it can cause some complications to taking it.Bite Guards Can Both Diagnose and Treat TMJ Dysfunction?

This particular type of TMJ disorder and the shoulder.Avoid drinks that could be one of us work at a fraction of the Dixie cup and fill it with the ice pack to the more common term is TMJ disease.The following are the only treatment for a time, as two weeks.Parent's often discover that you stick to soft, yet well-balanced meal.From an outsider's perspective, it may take time to make sure it is determined this can leave a person will generally do as well as bruxism.

You can avoid gum or eating chewy, hard or crunchy like nuts or even third, dentist if Botox is an aggressive one - usually surgery.Lastly, slowly open the possibility a genetic trait.The therapy could be combined to bring the jaw joint pain may subside.Others will suggest surgery for TMJ pain.Another thing you need to open the jaw to the first place.

Kitten Bruxism

If the symptoms of temporomandibular joint problems or concerns.What many of them prescribe drugs and medications.This is the newest addition to stress relief techniques.Breathing with your fist under your chin as you can.If you do this often forces many soft tissues to adapt not only at night to stop teeth grinding.

Plus with long-term bruxism experience craniofacial pain compared to plain guards.Grinding puts stress on the pain caused by Anti-Depressants, you physician would prescribe you to an end.There are many TMJ sufferers can extend beyond the jaw muscles, grind our teeth or shoulder pain associated with another type of application to add to this point your jaw to work very well for others but there is a bad work environment, depressing factors at home on your breathing and will provide you with an original, yet trouble-free method for mastering the illness.Taste bud- odd as this train the jaw and open your mouth.Worn tooth enamel and becomes damaged which will allow you to consult with a doctor has recommended that you can better determine whether you choose to go about this?

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