#she paid attention

[whitedahlia13]

You see, there are all these memories and I can’t seem to forget the hunger in your eyes the way they devoured me. And it’s you, I want to keep looking at and it’s you, whose eyes I want on me. This love is still burning and I am lost inside these memories. You are all I see.

-N.R. Hart, You are all I see

#stydia #stiles and lydia #stiles #lydia martin #teen wolf #6a #stydia through the years #stydia and words #beautiful words #you are all I see #poetry #nr hart #poem #I won't I won't #memories #love #she listened to him #she paid attention #she remembered #the connection that tore open a rift in space and time #that's my otp #remember I love queue

[autisticandroids]

FAMINE: That's one deep, dark nothing you've got there, Dean.

[youtube with closed captions]

dean and his father. dean and his family. dean and how bad it is.

(via @closetoyou1970)

#spn #vid #mind the warnings on this one for real #woe! fruit of my rewatch be upon ye. #pallas calls this my 'deangirl coming out vid' which honestly. true. but those who paid attention know i've always been a deangirl. #also. after this no more deanwinchester rilo kiley amvs I Pwomise #anyway. i'm not gonna give a full commentary here but a big reason why i chose this song is that the narrator #is essentially dismissing her own problems and instead watching the problems of someone else #and i kind of wanted to play with that theme. this is the parallels show so let's do some parallels. lots of things happen to characters #that are Like Dean somehow. either in personality or circumstance. that we know or can infer happen to him. but we don't see it bc it's #not sayable. not speakable. so like for an easy one. we see meg being tortured in caged heat. she also talks about apprenticing under #alastair just like dean. so i show her being tortured [in a way that is sexualized and demon-specific] and reacting how she does #because i invite the audience to imagine or interpret that this has also happened to dean at some point. we just don't see it #so there are many dean parallels in this video. some obvious. some subtle but textual. some products of my twisted mind. but that's the way #i am using them to make my argument. #oh also: dean voice sam's eyes going black is JUST like when he used to fight with dad and wouldn't listen to me when i told him not to. #i guess also the point is that because it's unsayable. dean can't say it. dean can't even acknowledge it. and so it bleeds through #into everything in his life #that's why it's important that the song narrator doesn't take her own problems seriously. dean doesn't either.

[inthiskingdomwewillendure]

Eowyns armor in 4k

#lotr #eowyn #lotredit #lord of the rings #miranda otto #4k #armor #perioddramaedit #periodcostume #woman in armor #costume design #shame on me i never paid attention to this armor before #i always thought that it was just some stuff she grabbed in haste #but it looks awesome #all the details with the horses #and her sword #don't get me started on her helmet it's exquisite metalwork #even the chainmail is beautiful #the only thing that looks cheap is her cloack but that's okay because she has to sell the part of the low soldier in disguise #rotk #the return of the king

[marshmallow-bg3]

When you can't keep your hands off your sibling's favorite things in their absence.

#baldur's gate 3 #the dark urge #enver gortash #orin the red #no srsly why so touchy #never paid attention to it #she won't stop touching him #someone sedate her #my edits

[constarlations]

Pokémon Timeskip Series: Champion Dawn 🌸❄️

Known as Sinnoh’s Ice Queen, Dawn is best known for her intimidating yet caring nature. She’s fierce and calculating, never leaving any room for error especially when it comes to battling. On her off days you can find her in the contest hall, a hobby she picked up from her mother, or in the Battle Frontier/Pokémon Lab to catch up with her best friends. It is said she was recently engaged to a certain johto boy (Ethan. It’s Ethan.) however they will not publicly revealed their plans for the wedding as of yet

Made a timeskip adult champion Dawn design a while back! It’s still my favorite of my timeskip series hehehe I hope you enjoy!

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#trainer dawn #pokemon #pokémon #dawn pokemon #Art #Ally draws stuff #pokemon timeskip #Wait I can ramble in the tags that’s fucking right #ok so her design was heavily inspired by Cynthia obviously carrying over the same sorta philosophy #She has a few references to the Pokémon she uses! The scrunchies on her wrist for example relating back to (Shiny) Mega Lopunny #Very proud of that Diamond and Pearl necklace btw while her skirt alt design comes with a jacket so it’s v platinum-esque #She has moon earrings if you zoom in closely along with her star clips! #I still like the triangle clips she has cause it’s a more shape but star clips are cool hella regal #I forgot Lucas wore a beret tbh 💀 but translating her hat to a beret was hella fun #also DP color scheme ofc but I changed it up a bit hehehe #her shoes are a reference to palkia in a way! I paid a dumb amount of attention to how Pokémon translates shoes… #But yeee she’s my favorite timeskip design by far along with my Lyra #I have this whole story I’m building up I hope to release one day hopefully aaaa #The Cherry Blossom in the Winter Snow………. #Oh yeah the engagement ring…… she and Ethan are engaged btw 😳 #pokemon dppt #pokemon bdsp #YUCK THERES A BDSP TAG NOOOOO gotta do it for the clout

[newtlesbian]

going further. franks child self was living in that one room with a strange weirdo boy he dreamed up but never really had. now his inner child isn’t alone anymore. he plays games with his real charlie in their terrible one room apartment. getting weird with it and being okay with being weird no matter what everyone on the outside might think. sharing a bed together to feel the comfort in being close to that

macs child self had charlie the whole time. inseparable. a package deal. the most genuine connection and comfort in both of their neglected tiny lives. not just because they were otherwise alone. decades later theyre not going anywhere. now their inner child rides bikes together they throw rocks at trains together they teach each other about the world just like they needed so desperately in old times

dennis’ child self never had charlie. not until highschool. but that was exactly when he experienced his csa. his inner child found charlie at the exact right moment. caught him when he fell. he got his child self back through charlie just as he lost feeling. and now what do the two of them do together? they go recreate memories and recapture lost youth with a mutual unspoken understanding of why

they all need charlie. relaxing into his genuine youthful energy lets them feel that way again.

#iasip #charlie kelly #:) the first one is the ‘playing together in this room all day’ from the last post i wanted to make it clearer #i wrote a part about dee but i decided its better to reblog with comment instead of one post #because this feels so good to me. so nice to think about him being uplifting. but not possible to ignore the darker aspects of his childhood #give you options #delicate. #im trying to be cautious #but you cant talk about the gang without dee and you cant talk about child selves without trauma. its not Honest not Authentic not Genuine #it does feel sad its kinda tough to touch on it. delicate yk yk #but she seeks charlies natural lack of ambition and a brother who doesnt push her to prop himself up #dees brother fought her and charlies sisters fought him. both cases about superiority. dee fights back charlie ignores #csa warning #kid selves #frank reynolds #bc theres no attention paid to him

[francy-sketches]

Oh we are reaching warriorcats level of discourse

#.txt #the discourse: dreamfyre loved rhaena more than helaena and would choose her in targ heaven #it’s a bigass dragon they can both fit #meanwhile vhagar in targ hell: holy shit two visenyas!!! #‘graystripe would choose his true love silverstream in starclan’ ‘umm no he’d choose millie bc they’ve been together longer’ #he would choose millie btw -_- like that’s his wife of 30 cat years he’s not gonna leave her for his college fling #he has two paws anyway #also they look the same he wouldn’t be able to distinguish them #justice for millie 😤 she got so much undeserved hate 😔 #’but she abused her daughter’ no she didn’t also blossomfall is annoying #or maybe she did I forgot #but as I remember it blossomfall was whining bc her mom paid more attention to her disabled sister #can’t believe I’m warriorcatsdiscoursing on main #it’s kind of embarrassing how much of these dumb cat books I remember #cursed with knowledge forever

[muninnhuginn]

kazakami really is about obligations all the way. whether to himself or his parents, he's decided he's had his time in the first two years having 'fun' and now it's time to focus. but, the thing is, most of his 'fun' is just ticking off some checklist of all things you'd expect to do in highschool (and the one sport he did actually like, he had to stop because of injury). so, does that really count? isn't that just fulfilling a role regardless of his own wants and needs?

anyway, now he's 100% focusing on his third year. despite how kazakami is hitting all the points in the checklist, how he's showing how he's meeting expectations, it's still not enough for his parents. he has the one hobby to himself, his interest in tokusatsu, which he's into enough to have his own figures and to know obscure trivia off by heart. and his parents are just... dismissive of it. "it's for children", they say, as they ignore their own child's needs.

no wonder kazakami never lets on more about his hobbies in school and only portrays himself as the outgoing model student, if this is how he's treated for showing his genuine interests.

#luckily he's managed to find the one crowd that would legit not judge him for his hobbies. #skip to loafer #skip and loafer #stl manga spoilers #but ye kazakami is v relatable in how he ends up feeling ashamed for being enthusiastic about something that doesn't fit the mold #simply because he's been demeaned for it in the past. it's a common theme in this series but it's a common theme irl so. #he's internalised a lot of it too. he's 'had his fun' (what fun) so now he needs to buckle down and try harder (bc it's not enough) #also also. the way kazakami's mum is like “oh those dolls?” she hasn't even bothered to learn what they are before shipping them off to som #dolls vs figures isn't some obscure trivia. it's something you'd pick up fairly easily if you just paid attention. which she clearly hasn't

[kindheartedgummybears]

I SAW AN OPPORTUNITY AND I TOOK IT

BRUH WHY IS THE QUALITY SO SHIT IT LOOKED SO GOOD WHEN I WAS ACTUALLY MAKING IT💀🙏

anyways @ssssatoru and @screamwhore wanted an @ so😍😍

#maybe if Valentina paid attention to the sub she would've passed her test with flying colors😍😍 #“you'll make it so long as you keep your head🥰🥰” #*3 seconds later* #“I know this dreaaam of lifeee is never endingggg🎶🎶🎶” #IF SOMEONE GETS THAT THEN🛐🛐🛐 #Saw #Saw X #Billy The Puppet #Valentina Saw #Valentina Saw X

[sinfuego]

Tbh, nothing has made me sympathize more with Kipperlilly Copperkettle than her anger issues.

Cause anger is an emotion we feel when we're missing something. When we need something and can't get it. It's a balm to make us feel better when things don't go our way.

When things aren't fair.

#d20 #dimension 20 #d20 fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #d20 spoilers #fhjy #fantasy high spoilers #of course just cause you feel like things are unfair doesnt mean they actually are #and the reason why its an anger issue is cause the anger has befome detrimental #its warped from being somethjng to comfort you when you feel powerless to a tool you use against others when you fedl slighted #part of why anger issues are so hard to overcome is cause of how good it feels in the moment #even if you feel terrible guilt afterwards #the catharsis of releasing anger can be such a relief #that you dont even realise youve started looking for reasons to be angry #youre listing things that are terrible with the world just so you can feel better by getting angry at them #things like capitalism and people who bullied you and how your boss is a terrible racist #things that everyone can get angry over #until they get more personal and warps your judgment #“my boss called a group of immigrant a bunch of racial slurs” “his secretary was there too she can back me up” #“when i brought it up with her she says she wasnt payjng attention or something” “shes peobably racist too and thats why he hired her” #it becomes easier to make jumps like that instead of giving people the benefit of the doubt #easier to justify your anger with the smallest slights #until youre yelling at a pedestrian whe. you almost ran them over #“sure it was a red light but they shouldve paid attention and seen me coming too” #anyways this is all to say kipperlilly probably has some issues to deal with #idk if shes actually behind this plot or if shes being manipulated #doesmt stop her from being a total dick tho #but it does make me a little more sympathetic to her

[inalandofsadclowns]

"So where are my flowers?"

"I heard Morgana got some. Is she the only one to receive a token of your affections?"

would you stop being so selfish and not demand his attention for like one second? because while you're away in the clouds thinking you two are having a sparkly moment, the only tension merlin is feeling is over not getting exposed for treason. come on he's obviously not even processing your words right now, he's too busy finding the druids and helping your sister HE'S NOT.WITH.YOU

#if arthur spent less energy on being jealous of morgana and paid more attention to her indentity crisis instead #she might not have turned evil and 2012 would have been a pleasant christmas #bbc merlin #merthur #mergana #merlin #arthur pendragon #morgana pendragon #morgana #enough you're going in the queue #no i don't really blame arthur but he was so missing the point in that episodes like get your priorities straight

[whitedahlia13]

I am trying to find you/me/ the thing that can only exist between us give it a name a shape perhaps.

It fits inside my palm like your cheek. It fits inside your chest like my breath and I am always trying

to find a way to hold it closer. I am always trying to remember what it’s called.

- Alex Klingenberg, The thing that exists between us

#stydia #stiles and lydia #lydia martin #stiles #teen wolf #6a #stydia and words #beautiful words #when you love someone #trying to find you #remember #that's one half of my otp #looking for her other half #she never stopped looking for him #she paid attention #she listened #she remembered #she brought him home #remember I love queue

[camellcat]

you ever realize you never properly learned how to say a character's name, so by the time you finally HEAR it, you have no idea who they're talking about? cause I feel like I keep doing this and it's very confusing to keep being corrected like that

#I have this habit of only reading the first few letters and then completely skimming over the rest of a name #which leads me to just. totally making it up #ko-she-key (koschei from doctor who) and tin-tall-gia (tintaglia from the rain wild chronicles) are my favorite names that I've fucked up #the funniest part is I only sometimes chose to recognize the mistake and fix it #I do not think those two will ever be pronounced correctly. I just. can't. that's who they are to me #plus soz but you're a liar if you're gonna tell me the way I say “ko-she-key” isn't an infinitely more fun way to pronounce it #even if it is... y'know... just not even the same name FFVJVFJ #I'm not tagging either media cause I mean whatever if you find it good for you but I NEEDED to show off how egregious those examples are #I'm being so fucking serious when I said I SKIM over these names. I didn't even know how to spell them I had to look it up #in fact I was so shocked about tintaglia I had to rewrite hers three separate times #I have never in my life paid any closer attention to these names and after this I will continue not doing so #they are “kosheci-said-with-a-hard-c-for-some-reason” and “tintalgia” to me thank you and goodnight #—:*after these messages we'll be righttttt back*:—

[revawake]

When you're raised by a violent man so you learn that being loved is violent. So when a boy gets violent with you, you understand that he must love you. Being loved is violent isn't it! That means loving is violent too!!

And if loving is violent too - (of course it is, remember how you had to point the gun at your father and you loved him?) - that means you love violently!

Feels bad. Compels me though.

#mistynat #yellowjackets #natalie scatorccio #misty quigley #i think nat and misty are similar in this way. #nat: being loved is violent bc that's what i'm used to. #misty: being loved is being needed and being paid attention. it doesn't matter if it's dangerous in fact maybe it's better if it is! #because the more intense their attention is toward you the more it must be love!!! #misty's 😍 at nat like “oooh so romantic the way she threatens me!!!! so sexy the way she's not breaking the cycle!!!!” #gun violence tw

[weirdcursedvaultkid]

since merula likes thoughtful gifts I’d like to share my hc that merulas develops a lil baby crush on mc ever since the Christmas sq where mc gifts she the song book

#and it goes downhill from there #I’m just imagining sad angry baby merula spending yet another Xmas alone her parents are in prison #her aunt doesn’t give her the time of day #she has no one to go home to #she doesn’t rly have friends bc well. she’s mean #and so she’s just studying she doesn’t care about this dumb holiday anyways #but she sees mc and their friends having a nice time and there’s a part of her that wants that 😔 #and then mc surprises her with a gift and it’s a songbook bc she likes to sing and it reminds her of her mother #it’s so thoughtful and nice and she can’t believe mc is being nice to her when she’s been terrible to them #and it’s like the first time in a while someone has truly paid attention to her and has seen her #and the lil baby crush starts from there and grows over time she’s doomed #she doesn’t know how to deal with it so she just gets MCs attention in the best way she knows how by bullying them lmao #aaaaand she’s prob in denial for a bit #ok I’m done #I wrote a whole fic in the tags #mella speaks

[13eyond13]

me telling my mom the other week that I think I'm kinda done with Death Note and actively blogging about it and then immediately going and buying the Death Note short stories book in front of her while we browsed a book store

#she did laugh at me to my face #and yes my parents know I have a DN blog but they don't know what site it's on or how to find it or anything lol #honestly though this is the constant mood for this fandom isn't it #it's like 'ok its been real but NOW I'm actually actually done' 🫡 *something instantly makes me not entirely stop thinking about it /leave* #also I barely paid attention to the godfather 1 and 2 when I watched them tbh but this quote is a classic nonetheless #p