#sorry i got weirdly passionate for a bit

[housecow]

i have a lot of cute ideas

my feeder travels a lot—he’s lucky enough to have a job that can take him all over the world. his cow, however, cannot really follow.

i outgrew a regular plane seat sometime after 300lbs. we discovered that after a particularly fruitful trip to spain; although eating our way through each city racked up a lot of steps, the funnel sessions and late night snacking really did me in. neither of us were really surprised that my hips just didn’t quite fit. rather, i could tell it was all he could think about the entire way back. his hand on my soft thigh, slightly clenched and almost possessive… the way his eyes flickered to mine and there was this look.

our trips together became rarer but neither of us minded. as i’d grown, a lot of what we used to do together faded. i couldn’t keep up on the hikes, biking was out of the question, and even the long walks we enjoyed wound up split by breaks so i could catch my breath.

throughout it all, however, my feeder just grew more enthusiastic. he’d tell me he was so proud after we made it back to the hotel each night. his hands would massage my softened shoulders, he’d hold the shake to my lips, and he’d coo into my ear, “it’s okay, i won’t make you do this again,” “there’s a buffet tomorrow morning,” or, “you can really feel how fat we’ve made you now, right?”

i’d melt with whatever he said and he’d fill me up, every way i needed. funnels and shakes, expansive platters of pastries… him inside me, i’m so full and he’s telling me how good i’m doing for him, my belly touching the bed while he’s breeding me…

neither of us minded when we had to do things separately. he’d be off on a trip, sending me photos of the views and the food (“wish i could be feeding you these!”), and i’d return the gesture. belly pics, selfies of my fatass planted on the couch working on the last bit of the gallon of ice cream that was supposed to last the week, meal ideas and articles and excitement about all he’s getting to experience.

the best part, however, is when he’d get back. over the longer trips i’d have settled in a bit too much. nothing was overly dirty, of course, but the fridge was overstocked with takeout. i’d finished almost everything and move on to whatever was next, absentmindedly leaving behind remnants of everything i’d made my way through. the trash would be full of boxes and candy wrappers, vegetable skins and soda cans, too. and he'd be able to see what it all did to me.

i was bigger every time he came back. it wasn’t too obvious, maybe just a pound or two, but it was enough to excite him. he’d admire the way i had to focus and gather momentum to heave myself out of the car, how my belly hang hit my thighs just enough to make a sound when i tried to move quickly, and how he could always count on me to gorge myself while i missed him.

he never made a comment though. but every time before he left the pantry would be replenished—zebra cakes, brownies, chips, pasta, sauce, boxed mac n cheese, everything he could think of would be left there for me.

he once said, “i won’t let a moment pass where you can’t reach for something to eat,” and it was true. a candy bowl mysteriously appeared on the coffee table one day, each time i reached the bottom it’d be refilled. the mini fridge side table was “cute and functional,” he reasoned, as he showed me where the sodas and premade shakes were going. i’d thank him, a soft kiss and several grateful expressions, before admitting that i was relieved at having one less trip to the kitchen now when i was settled in.

and he’d just smile. enabling a cow like me is easy, he just has to set the food out. i know what to do.

#feedism. #feeder/feedee #feedee. #feedism writing #sorry i got weirdly passionate for a bit

[continuousmeowing]

Girls will take a nap at eight pm, have an extremely realistic dream about the apocalypse, and wake up at midnigjtb with absolutely no thoughts except “what the actual fuck”

#been having a lot of apocalypse dreams lately #specifically zombie ones. which sucks because zombies are the worst. #but i mean?? they’re getting less alarming at least?? #i did run into a religious cult in my dreams last night though! #they would go around and leave the undead inside peoples homes & encampments #cause the living needed to repent for their sins or whatever #it was fun!! it was a bit disturbing!! I got the hell away from there very fast!! #i also failed miderably at driving #but it wasn’t as bad as the nightmares I have about crashing the car so. win!!! #i also ran into somebody listening to high noon over Camelot on CD #so I obviously went to say hello #and i may have rambled a bit #anyways they kind of just ignored me :( #it made me sad #also also also I had to hide from a zombie in a shitty school cabinet!! worst expirience ever!! would not reccomend!! #my lover died. and then like then years later my encampment starts having major issues. because why not. #“we DONT need an electric fence” they said. “an electric fence will be detrimental to the encampment” they said. #and then the encampment got fucking DESTROYED. because of our shitty fence. #sorry sorry im weirdly passionate about this world I dreamt of. #i need to go sleep now. I’m eepy.

[dazaisdior]

𝐉𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐘 𝐈𝐒 𝐀 𝐁𝐈𝐓𝐂𝐇!

featuring — dazai osamu, y/l/n y/n

summary — dazai has many favorite things about you that he loves—making you jealous is one of his favorites.

warnings — dazai x gn!reader [uses they/them pronouns], jealousy (dazai flirts with the waitress at the cafe), suggestive, established relationship, kunikida is a bit of a father figure to reader, reader works at the ada, slightly insecure!reader, self indulgent <3

messages from the galaxy — did i stop watching bsd for a period of time bc i got jealous dazai was flirting with sm ppl? err.. yes. i just get insecure okay idk what’s wrong with me, anyways enjoy my lovelies <3

there’s many qualities to you that dazai loves—your smile, the glint in your eyes when you ramble about your passions, the way you jump and cheer whenever you beat him in a video game. but one of his favorites has to be seeing you jealous.

“would you be interested in a double suicide?” he asked the waitress flirtatiously. his hand caressed hers as his eyes trailed to you. you averted eye contact, not wanting him to see you in such a state—his favorite state.

huffing, you slumped in your seat, spinning the straw in your drink around. “dazai’s pissing me off again.” kunikida glared daggers into him, knowing just how he was making you feel. and he hated it.

when you first joined the agency, kunikida cared for you and almost took you under his wing. he knew you stuck close to dazai, arriving at the same time as him, and he only wanted the best for you.

so, when dazai was acting like an idiot and hurting your feelings, he had to do something about it.

kunikida abruptly got up and sped over to osamu in a heartbeat, dragging him outside. you were a bit startled by the sudden action, but were too drained to ponder over it.

“you idiot! you have a perfect partner in there waiting for you and you’re over here flirting with a waitress!” kunikida yelled, making passerby glance at him weirdly. “i only wanted to make them jealous,” dazai said, pouting.

“and you thought flirting with another woman was a good idea?!” “woah, slow down. i always treat them right in the end.” osamu winked, causing doppo to have a disgusted expression. “stop this nonsense, do you have any idea how this makes them feel? clear this out with your lover, or i would advise them to find a new one.”

pulling his finger away from his face, kunikida entered the cafe again, leaving dazai standing in shock. he had no idea how much his flirting affected you. in the end, he only did it for you. it was always you. he did everything for you.

this man would drop to his ones in front of everyone and beg for your forgiveness. but, he had another idea in mind, one that’ll make you feel like the only person in the world that matters to him, because you were.

he darted into the cafe, walking over and grabbing your hand, abruptly pulling you out of the booth. “dazai, what—” you were confused and caught off guard. one minute he was flirting with someone other than you and the next he was dragging you down the street like he was the jealous one.

he had dragged you all the way to your shared home, pushing you against the door and kissing you roughly. when you felt his hand trail between your legs, you stopped him. “osamu, why would you do that?” you said breathlessly, tears threatening to spill.

“i’m sorry, love. i didn’t know you felt this way. i was only trying to rile you up. you know i’d do anything for you. come on baby, let me show you just how much i’d do for you.”

kurolumiis productions, 2024

#[☆] galactic works #dazai osamu #bsd #bsd dazai osamu #dazai bsd #bsd dazai #dazai x reader #dazai osamu bsd #dazai angst #dazai fluff #bungou stray dogs dazai #dazai x gn!reader #dazai x you #dazai x y/n

[ystrike1]

Third Ending - By Cho Bom (9/10)

A good and realistic modern yandere. Now that's a dangerous combination. The only weak point in this story was how pointless the "conflicts" at the end felt. This couple is well established and mutually in love. The yandere part stems from being repressed, which is a realistic source for abnormal behavior. Being openly gay can be hard, but of course true love is worth it!

Suh Yoonseul doesn't think anything is wrong. He's hot. He's got a great job. He's got money. People admire him. He's dated around five women seriously. He's no cheater. The relationships just fizzled out after a couple years, because he's not passionate enough. Suh Yoonseul is a kind, chill guy. The kind of guy that lets the girl go when her eyes start drifting. The kind of guy that goes with the flow, because life is good. He's got lots of friends. He's a green flag.

Life is...

Sometimes he has bad dreams about a guy who confessed to him back in high school. These dreams ruin his day. When he has them his perfect life is marred by tripping, bumbling, stumbling and no sleep.

His occasional nightmares about Kang Jun don't let him sleep a wink.

Kang Jun was an aspiring young baker who just so happened to be gay. Kang Jun was quiet. Suh Yoonseul did not know him. They weren't friends. Kang Jun decided to confess because high school was about to end. He had to tell Suh Yoonseul. Why?

Well.

His crush on Suh Yoonseul lasted from middle school ALL THE WAY THROUGH HIGH SCHOOL.

Kang Jun recognized that his pining was unhealthy, and he decided to confess so he could let Suh Yoonseul go.

He chose the wrong day. His confession happened right when Suh Yoonseul was having a bad day, so he ruined Kang Jun's sweet crush.

I'm going to paraphrase, because it's crushing:

"I don't know you. This is weird. You made me special lemon cookies but whatever. I'm not eating them because they could be laced with something. You’re a creep."

His harsh rejection almost destroyed Kang Jun. He almost gave up on his pastry chef dream because of it.

They meet. Kang Jun works at his sisters bakery. Suh Yoonseul feels sorry and he feels....funny? He wants Kang Jun to forgive him. His feelings are oddly complicated. He's such a chill guy.....until he remembers Kang Jun.

Kang Jun was never, ever a creep. He's a very pure guy who isn't very sexual. His crush on Suh Yoonseul often feels very Demisexual. Sure, he likes Suh Yoonseul's face BUT he never tried to date afterwards. He seems to have little interest in sex and relationships. Suh Yoonseul was the exception.

Suh Yoonseul is most likely closet bi with a preference for women. Kang Jun just wins out because well...he's a great guy!

Suh Yoonseul gets jealous for the first time because of Kang Jun. He doesn't even notice that he's turning into a bit of a monster. He thinks he wants to be friends with Kang Jun. He starts going to the bakery literally every day. Even if it's a waste of money or he doesn't want bread. When he remembers Kang Jun he can't focus.

It grows slowly.

He starts using his looks.

He goes to a fancy hairdresser to impress the baker he rejected before.

At this point he still thinks he just wants friendship....but his friends begin to suspect he's gay.

It grows a little more.

Suh Yoonseul starts being more selfish.

Kang Jun starts to hope for love...because Suh Yoonseul is being so persistent....so weirdly persistent its almost crazy.

Kang Jun thinks it's normal love.

The question comes up, and Suh Yoonseul REJECTS HIM AGAIN BECAUSE HE DOESN'T WANT TO LOSE KANG JUN.

They quickly became best friends and Kang Jun makes him super happy. He's not sure if he wants to give love a chance.

Kang Jun decides to cut him off.

Suh Yoonseul is too weird. Too affectionate. Too cold. Unwilling to commit and yet always stalking him at the same time. Kang Jun attempts to cut him off for the sake of his own mental health.

There's a drunken kiss. Kang Jun realizes he just can't be friends with his crush. It's too painful.

Kang Jun is a really soft guy, but at this point Suh Yoonseul has rejected him painfully twice.

The bakery is moving. His sister bought a bigger building.

Kang Jun doesn't tell Suh Yoonseul about the move.

Kang Jun also lies and says he will hang out with Suh Yoonseul on his birthday. Suh Yoonseul cancels all of his other plans, and he plans a big date. A big expensive one. He even gets his car washed, and Kang Jun stands him up.

He stands in front of the abandoned bakery for hours, until he hears someone screaming his name.

Kang Jun is just too nice.

They start dating right when Suh Yoonseul becomes noticeably obsessed.

....

Season two is mostly pointless fluff. Kind of a boring read. Season 1 is an absolute banger though, and you have to read part two if you want to see them happy.

#yandere #male yandere #yandere male #yandere boy #recommendations #recs #rec #recommended #webtoon #yaoi #Third Ending

[elliesmistress]

W/n; I cried way too hard making this

Sorry if the grammar is off I couldn't be bothered fixing it. 3.1K words

WARNINGS: This does have intense topics about PTSD, Trauma, etc. Please read at your own risk and all of these are just my OPINION.

Let’s talk about trauma! Before I get into this I will say this; I am not a phycologist, nor do I have proper training, this is a subject I am very passionate about and something I have studied under my own terms/things I’ve learnt from previous therapy sessions and group meetings :) 

Ellie’s trauma and my opinion on it.

The first thing we will discuss is the “window of tolerance” (something I learned in therap) . Everyone has got a window of how much they can tolerate during a stressful situation or a situation with a lot of emotions. If someone is in a  “hyperarousal” state that person can become aggressive, agitated, hyper vigilant, or have risky and destructive behavior, this is what we call a “fight response”. If people are in a “hypo arousal” state this is when the person can become more depressed and anxious, getting put into a “freeze response”... 

Ellie’s life throughout part 1 of The Last of Us  - 

During the show we are met with Ellie and her mom, her mom had unfortunately been bitten and was killed soon after. This is where we are met with the first PTSD for Ellie. The first person she built “a bond” with is our mother, naturally we are very social creatures so not being able to build a bond with a parent will cause problems later on in life such as; having abandonment issues, having trouble to connect with other people because she has this fear that whoever she gets close with will die or leave her.

During the game we get to meet Marlene who was a close friend of Ellie’s mom, and had raised Ellie throughout her child-hood/early teenage-hood, this is where she got paired with Joel and Tess, in this scene is where you can see her “PSTD state” being triggered she didn’t want to go with Joel or Tess, because Marlene was someone who she created a strong bond with. Before we get introduced to Joel or Tess, Ellie had a friend called Riley who was someone she also created a bond with, Riley was someone who had joined the fireflies and escaped from FEDRA. Ellie had assumed that Riley had died from her random disappearance, Riley had then shown up to see Ellie and they went on an adventure together before Riley had left permanently to join the Fireflies, during this time Ellie had her first kiss with Riley and shared some very important moments with her. During this time infected had gotten to Ellie and Riley and bit Riley and Ellie, this was where we got to see the some-what first mentioning of Ellie’s immunity to the cordyceps-  During this time of Riley and Ellie being bitten Riley had told Ellie that they should “wait it out” and “go insane together” Ellie was immune, she didn’t know that and nor did Riley, the saddest thing about the first stages of infected (called runners) is that they are aware that they are infected but they aren’t able to control themselves, so Riley had gotten infected and started turning but Ellie wasn't turning, so with that being said Ellie would’ve had to kill Riley so she wouldn’t continue to turn- 

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Joel and Tess had taken Ellie as “cargo” but obviously they all had created a bond with each other, mainly Joel with Tess as they were very close with each other. We are then met with another problem, Tess had gotten bitten and was already starting to turn, Ellie figured it out pretty quickly after Tess was acting weirdly and obviously she had created a bond with Tess so she didn’t want her to leave them/die, this is when we are met with Ellie’s PTSD, the fear of people leaving her…. 

Sam and Henry, she is also met with Sam and Henry who are two brothers who they met in Pittsburgh; Sam and Ellie were similar in age so they had created a strong bond with each other. Sadly Sam had gotten bitten on their journey, Sam had asked Ellie “what are you afraid of” to which Ellie replied with “of ending up alone” this is when we saw Ellie in a more vulnerable state, her PTSD side showing through more. This is when we look back to her mom, Sam, Marlene and soon enough Sam, in the show Ellie had tried to give her blood to Sam trying to save him from the infection. In the game, Ellie wasn’t aware that he was infected until Henry had asked her to go get him so they could all have breakfast, Sam had tried to jump onto Ellie to “infect her” this is when Ellie’s flight or fight had kicked in and she was trying to get him off of her, Joel had tried to kill Sam but Henry had shot near him so he wasn’t able to…. Henry in the end shot Sam, obviously upset he had then killed himself. (they really meant it when they said the last of us) 

The next scene we will jump to is when Ellie and Joel had their argument about Ellie trying to run away, she had done this to avoid the pain of being abandoned again.  We are met with a somewhat angry Ellie who had found out that Joel wanted to get rid of her, yet again another trauma response to her previous traumatic experiences .

When Ellie had said “I’m not her you know?” that had really hit a spot for Joel because of his past traumatic experience of losing his daughter Sarah. “I’m sorry about your daughter Joel but I have lost people to” to which joel replies with “you have no idea what loss is” 

“Everyone I have cared for either died or left me, everyone fucking except for you” which is yet again another trauma response from losing her mom, Riley, Sam, Henry etc. From her point of view she is basically saying that she has somewhat formed a bond with Joel and doesn’t want him to leave, if he had left this would’ve caused some bigger problems for Ellie in her early developing stages of life.

I won’t get too much into the situation with David but a quick overview of what happened, David was someone who Ellie had met whilst trying to hunt because Joel had injured himself pretty badly and she was trying to keep him alive. David was a pedophile the easiest way to say it, during this time Ellie had gotten onto a machete and killed David, Joel then had to get her off because she was so stuck in this fight response in order to protect herself from David. 

It was definitely a big time for Ellie when Joel had gone to comfort her because she was in such a vulnerable state and because he was there for her it immediately strengthened their bond together. The next scene we will talk about from The Last of Us part 1 is the giraffe scene, this is where Joel had found a giraffe and encouraged Ellie to come say hi to it which also created a stronger bond with him because it was his father figure side coming out. Once Joel had taken Ellie out of the hospital he had continued to lie to her because he needed his heart to be fixed, so to protect her from the truth that they COULD’VE made a cure he lied and said that there was a lot of other immune people and that Ellie wasn’t the only one

The last of us Part 2 - Ellie’s story 

The beginning scenes we are met with Ellie listening to music and then Joel comes in to talk to her. Ellie had known from her gut and the way he was saying everything that he was lying but she also wanted the truth to come out.

Joel had played a song that is a song that Ellie will come back to a lot during her trauma and other experiences because it was him trying to continue to form a bond with her and he is basically now Ellie’s dad, so this is definitely something she will hold onto for a long time. 

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The next scene we jump to is when Joel is getting tortured by Abby and she sees this is when we see Ellie going into a dorsal/hyper-aroused  state and her fight and flight instincts kick in. Her first immediate reaction to this is to fight, Nora and the other guy pin her down so she isn’t able to move putting her into a more hypo-aroused state and the only thing she can do is to shake and scream, this is also a prime example of her attachments to Joel not once in her life did she ever beg, with David she would always insult/rile the other person up but when it came to Joel this was the only time that Ellie had actually ever begged someone to not do something. 

Once Abby has killed Joel (for all the people who have played the game) you can hear a lot of ringing and you're  not actually able to hear anything that the other people are saying. This is a good example of the parasympathetic nervous system, Ellie was being held down and her heart rate was increasing but the body knows you are at risk of having a heart attack so it’s the body's way of calming yourself down so that doesn’t happen. This is also when her freeze response hits, it’s definitely a prime example of the “fawn” response which is when your more in a people pleasing mindset and start to accept everything for what’s happened   , not to mention that this is also a PTSD response where her mind is reminding her body of what it felt like to lose somebody, her “abandonment trauma” even if he wasn’t intentionally trying to abandon her it’s still a traumatic response. 

We then see Ellie on her bed sitting down whilst Tommy is knocking at her door, this is a good example of being in a hypo-aroused state which is when her body started to shut down more, accepting everything that has happened, being super brain foggy and not being able to tell the difference between reality and dream (dissociation). Another thing to note is because Ellie wasn’t able to do anything in the situation of Joel’s death she definitely entered a freeze response which is where her entire nervous system decides “hey, let’s check out” and she won’t be able to process that trauma because she’s still grieving and is still in a hypo-aroused state. 

When Dina and Ellie go out across Seattle you will find a music store to which Ellie goes into and finds a guitar and starts to play the song that Joel had played to her in the beginning of the game, this is the closest thing she has to Joel still. This is what we call “resourcing”. Dina had found out that Ellie was immune and one of her responses was that “I can’t make you immune either” This is a statement that Ellie has a lot of guilt over because she isn’t able to make Dina immune. 

Ellie had found another guitar and went straight to that for resourcing a way to feel closer to Joel. 

Ellie’s 15th birthday 

This is another very special moment for Ellie which is where she and Joel spend time together on her birthday. Ellie had found a rocket-ship simulator in a museum and her and Joel go into it and Joel pulls out a music tape which was yet again another very important moment for her as she felt super close to Joel and was in a relaxed mindset 

Ellie had stumbled across a painting that has the fireflies symbol on it saying “LIARS” this is another cool example of how trauma can leak into the best memories we’ve had. 

Finding and Killing Nora

This is another scene where she had some-what turned into Joel, with Ellie being in a hyper-aroused state. Where she was agitated, aggressive and wanted to hurt the person who had helped kill Joel. The scene after she had killed Nora and she was outside the building Dina and Jesse where in, she was shaking which was her flight response kicking in, she was getting ready to run away from danger to protect herself. Dina had looked after Ellie still very shaken up and crying, we hear that Ellie says “I don’t want to lose you” she genuinely meant it and she was definitely very guilty about what has happened so far, another really big bonding scene for Dina and Ellie. 

The hospital scene where Ellie runs away and leaves Joel a note During this scene we get to see Ellie figuring out the truth and that Joel has been lying to her, even though she KNEW he was lying she was trying to get him to admit it. 

“You don’t get to leave me a goddamn note” which is something that Joel says, Ellie then pushes him away because she’s angry and isn’t okay with the situation because she has been trying to get Joel to talk to her for so long and admit the truth. There was definitely a lot of anger and guilt on Ellie’s side because she was probably thinking about what COULD’VE happened to the world if she was given the chance to be used to help make a vaccine 

When she killed Owen and Mel

This was definitely a big trauma response to when she had lost Joel going into that hyper-aroused state, fawn response and guilt, she had killed Mel who was pregnant, she was definitely thinking about Dina in that moment because Dina was pregnant and not only that but it’s also because she had killed a pregnant women (nobody likes her anyways so it doesn’t matter) and an unborn baby we see Ellie not being able to breathe correctly and the ringing in her ears again.

When Abby is about to kill Dina

This is definitely more on Abby's side of the story which is something we’ll get into if you guys want me to write up about Abby’s side of the story, Abby had been put into a flight or fight response and Ellie had said “she’s pregnant” to which Abby replied back with “good” and then Lev joins in and says “Abby” abby then looks up at Lev and Lev isn’t accepting of the situation so she pushes Dina away and chooses to let them go.

When Ellie has the panic attack at the farm

When Ellie tries to get the sheep into the barn and the lamb knocks over the farming tools we see a very faint flashback to an image of Joel getting tortured which immediately puts Ellie into a “hyper-arousal” state, she immediately starts to hyperventilate. The door closes and Ellie is immediately met with the ringing in her ears again the same ringing she heard when Joel died and killed Mel, she tried to run down the stairs and get to Joel, but the door was locked. This is a great example of what a PTSD flashback can be like, when she heard the lamb knock over those tools her mind brought her back to the traumatic experience of Joel’s death.

Now for the best part, when Ellie finds Abby tied up- Ellie’s original plan was to kill Abby and or Lev because she’s in so much pain and she’s still grieving- Throughout the game if you go into her drawing book you see that she isn’t able to draw Joel’s eyes anymore because she has “forgotten” what they look like… When Ellie sees Abby picking up Lev you can see that Ellie is then starting to realize that Abby is “Joel” and Lev is “Ellie” you can see in her eyes that she doesn’t want to kill and she is starting to forgive, when we get the last fight scene we are then met with another slight PTSD flashback of when Ellie sees the blood on her T-shirt, she immediately goes into a fight response and wants to hurt Abby for what she’s done. Ellie is starting to kill Abby by this point and we are then met with another slight flashback of Joel, with the same ringing in her ears, she was starting to go into a dissociative state again. Ellie knew at this point that if she didn’t let Abby go she probably would’ve lost Joel forever so she decided to let her go. When Ellie says “go, just take him” I don’t think she was talking about Lev in this situation but taking Joel with her so the pain will stop. 

When Ellie arrives back at the farm it is shown that Dina isn’t there anymore, she immediately goes back to the guitar for resourcing and helps her nervous system calm down. The ending of the game we are met with another flash back with Joel and Ellie talking, to her this probably would’ve put some peace to her grieving still, at the very end we can see that Ellie puts Joel’s guitar down and in my opinion for Ellie this is her going; “Okay, what I’m doing isn’t working. Fighting my way out of the situation isn’t working, it’s not helping me, it’s not helping anyone. I need to let you go” and so she let him go. 

In regards, I have not yet done Abby’s side of her PTSD but I will get into that if anyone would like me to and I’ll reupload it as Abby’s side and Ellies side- For anyone still wondering I do think Ellie was in the wrong, Abby had let her and Tommy live because she didn’t want to be like Joel, she didn’t want to be worse than Joel. Instead of Ellie staying and learning how to deal with her trauma she tried to get revenge on the person who had hurt her most (Abby) Ellie had killed around 150 people throughout Seattle to try to get to Abby, this is why when people have severe PTSD like Ellie it affects relationships like with Dina, Dina left in results to Ellie not working through her PTSD. Ellie had chosen revenge over Dina which is a massive sign of her PTSD and not being in a great headspace- Although, I do feel really bad for Dina, unfortunately there isn’t a lot about Dina’s backstory etc. But from what I can gather from the game Dina was constantly in a “fawn-state” where she agreed with everything Ellie had said/done because she didn’t want her to leave or whatever. 

Ellie was in the wrong, Abby wasn’t :)   

MY SINCERE APOLOGIES TO ANYONE WHO WAS SOBBING THROUGH THIS I WAS TOO BUT IT NEEDED TO BE TALKED ABOUT

I will tag people in the comments coz it's not working for some reason rn

#ellie imagine #ellie williams #ellie tlou #ellie williams smut #ellie williams x you #ellie x fem reader #the last of us #joel miller #joel and ellie #trauma #ptsd

[ahomeinthestars-wishrewrite]

Hey all! Sorry to post something that isn’t the reference sheets again, but I’ve noticed some hate and misinfo going around and even got a snarky + hateful Anon myself (which I’ve deleted, I don’t want it being physically on my blog to drain me of my creative spirit)

But! For the sake of calming my own Paranoia I wanted to try and clear some things up!

I’ve seen folks bring up the concept art of Star being a young Sabino being thrown around as a way to frame Wish Rewriters who write Starsha as creeps. But if you read the full page, it clearly states that was ONE of MULTIPLE concepts they played around with.

Theres even more concepts than just the ones mentioned above! Multiple different forms, human, not human, child, teen, adult, animal, abstract…

But most importantly for this post— There’s concept art of Star as a Peter Pan - esque character who is not related to Asha and (based off appearance) is close to her age.

While the art book (from what I’ve read of it) doesn’t posit they were going to be romantic, it’s not a crime to play with that in a rewrite. It’s not morally reprehensible just because they had more than one idea for Star. And it’s certainly not fair to the artists or does justice to the concept art if you only ever drag it out to bring others down (this goes for both Canon Movie Fans AND Rewriters, of course. But I’m specifically talking about Canon Movie Fans who only bring up the Sabino Star concept art to cause drama in this instance)

Anywho, that’s all! I don’t want to spark drama, and I certainly don’t want this blog to become full of it. So don’t expect posts like this often please! I just wanted to post this to try and clear some air around the fandom a bit. Its really disheartening to see some much negativity thrown around.

Whether you like the movie, dislike the movie, prefer the concepts, hate the concepts … We’re all here because we have a passion for Wish, aren’t we? Is it not enough that we all get something wonderful out of this movie, regardless of if it was a new creative outfit or not? Is it not sort of weirdly wonderful that Wish has inspired others to create and dream and write and make art?

Remember to be kind to each other, that you don’t need a moral reason to dislike something, that the block button is not reserved for just bots and bigots, and that at the end of the day- None of the concept art is canon!

Also. If it needed to be said: If you ship incest or pedophilla, you aren’t welcome here! That’s all!

#Disney Wish #Wish 2023 #Wish Rewrite #Wish Asha #Wish Star #Wish Sabino #Also btw. if anyone ever does write a rewrite with Sabino Star I’d love to read it! #it’s such a cool concept! it’s a shame it only ever gets brought up to bring other fans down

[aita-blorbos]

(tma oc ask content warning for canon typical levels of buried fuckery)

am i the asshole for driving away my friend?

hey reddit . im posting from a throwaway bc i dont want people connecting this to my work (though i doubt youve heard of me anyways) but i think i messed up terribly and i want to know if this is something i can still fix

also sidenote sorry if my grammar or punctuation or word choice or anything of that sort are poor. i have not been sleeping well for some time

i (19m) am a video game developer. its been my passion for years now and i am currently in uni studying computer games development and programming and level design . although i have considered dropping out but thats a point for later . i post on itch io and such and sometimes i make flash games but idk if anyone reading this has played a single one

its been a bit of a hard time for me, if im being honest. i really like games and i really liked making them but i dont think im very good at programming or art or level design or any of the other things that go into the process of making a game . at least a profitable and fun one .

so i ended up coming to this computer science study group in the hopes maybe someone could teach me to be better at programming. and i met this girl. i dont know exactly how old she is, but i want to say she was maybe two or three years ahead of me in her schooling, so probably about 22. anyways lets call her E

E was studying pure computer science and wanted to do it at a high level . so of course she was pretty good at helping me with my really rudimentary programming stuff . and she was friendly and funny and we liked hanging out so we ended up being good friends . she actually complimented my games, once i got them to function, and said my pixel art was cute . my point is we were close . maybe we wouldn’t have been so close if we had anyone else, but i was still new and she was pretty lonely .

really shortly after i met her though i started having fucked up dreams. ok that’s not entirely accurate because i had been having fucked up dreams on occasion for a while . but they got worse and she showed up in them. it was all me locking her in stairwells hitting her over the head and piling earth over her body filling her mouth with mud and cement. terrible things

so i stopped sleeping. i tried not to at least. im pretty sure most uni kids pull all nighters. i know i did even when i was younger. but i wasnt studying for exams or whatever. i was just trying and trying to force myself awake and i started to lose it a bit. my grip on things. it felt like i was sleepwalking through classes and even like i was dreaming when i was awake. id nod off for a moment in a lecture and id feel dirt caked on my hands under my fingernails. and no matter how much i scrubbed and how much i knew with my eyes it wasnt there it just. refused to come off . and it felt like her blood

i don’t remember how we got on the topic but i remember she told me how she always worried a little bit about being trapped . like claustrophobia of a flavor that shows itself in locked doors and thick walls and collapsing underground stations. that made me feel even more odd about the whole thing . of course i felt awful about hurting her but that part of it was like a joke i didn’t get

and then weirdly enough i got really into nineties 3D games. they have these skyboxes that make it really obvious they’re not actually infinite . and i thought that was kind of interesting in context. like the whole world is a box you’re in so why worry so much about if the stairwell door will lock behind you

i kind of started thinking that was something i would like to replicate with my art . like if i put all my issues into one game they would be out of my brain and gone . maybe it could even be pleasant without the whole preying on my friends terror thing

so now we get to the part of the story where i fear i really really messed up . i made this game . and honestly i dont remember the development very well . sleep deprivation is a dreadful thing . i remember again and again while i was making it kind of coming to my senses not knowing where i was and finding massive parts of the game that i didnt remember making at all.

it was set in a stairwell but i dont remember buying or making the models for the door . there was a really weird kind of way the game functioned with an infinite path going up but how that functioned i couldnt tell you . and i dont remember composing the audio or where i might have downloaded it from except that i never liked to listen to it for very long . i dont know why i kept it in the game

i always showed my games to E but i really wanted her to see this one in particular. so she came by my flat and played it and then i remember she just glared at me . there was something to the look she gave me . it was like she was completely horrified and was trying to pretend she was just angry instead

she hasnt spoken to me since . and i think i fucked up . i knew it was playing at her issues and i think maybe i even made it at least subconsciously to pry at them. like the same part of me with dirt under my fingernails was also sitting there typing away on that keyboard .

but at the same time its just a game . and im better at programming now too . like something just clicked there

honestly though development lately has been weird. its been hard trying to go back to the old sort of pixel art platformers and shoot em ups and that kind of thing i used to make. every time i open any program its like im just staring at it and imagining skyboxes. putting it all in a box imprisoning every world i make that kind of thing. like i said earlier ive been considering dropping out. but i dont know. i think id need to sleep on it

i still have weird fucked up dreams but E isnt in them anymore . i dont know where shes gone . i think maybe my idea worked somehow and i did transfer all that shit to my art . and then that just all went right to her . but i dont know if i like that idea or hate it

anyways reddit am i the asshole?

#aita #am i the asshole #unreality

[borathae]

Chapter 6

HOSEOK BITCH STOP GRANDMA???? THATS A STRETCH AND KNOWING U ARE AN ANCIENT BEING, DAMN I-

Hoseok stumbles, colliding with Seokjin’s chest. ofc he laughs with his entire body FUCK I MISS HIM WTF NAH NOPE WE WONT CRY WE MUST STAY FOCUSED BROTHER

JIN U BETRAYED ME??? HOW COULD YOU

Seokjin pleads, giving you the biggest puppy eyes that man hates aegyo on command, but watch his ass do aegyo on command if its on run bts tasks 😭 ik he will be the most supportive one if you told bts you are selling feet pics

who calls their fraternity Alpha? What kind of superiority complex do they have?” 💯fr

What are you? Secret vampires or something?” um

So mysterious”, Hoseok says, ok ig

“that man can be an asshole.” WHAT DO U MEAN MY KITTY IS AN ASSHOLE????

dig his metaphorical fangs into your neck and drain you of your metaphorical blood WHAT DOES THAT MEAN??? (ik what it means, but 👀👀)

at least she got her sleep and is stress free now, i guess thats a win

JAMAL CHILL?? OOH JIN TELL EM SIS, WHATS HIS PROBLEM?

they are quaking with the desire to punch each other’s faces in. BE LESBIAN, PROBLEM SOLVED YEEHAW

Without me? homie really said that with his whole chest

It’s one of those activities you like to call terribly boring." ??? sir ??

also u know what, i will make it unboring for you real quick, lets go on a pirate ship, that will make u scream

dont judge my man yall, he was giving birth to lie on the pirate ship

WHAT DID TAE TELL HIM???? JAMAL SMILED AT ME??? his moodswings be like ➡️⬅️⬆️⬇️↗️↘️↙️↖️↕️↔️🔄️↪️↩️⤴️⤵️🔃

joon asks me out to study AAAAAAH 😩

holding his arm before you giggle into it. *twitching eyes WHY SHE GOTTA LIVE MY DREAM AAH BUTTER TAE THOSE ARMSS 🤤😋

“Oh you’re still here?” Taehyung asks STOP HE IS SOO SASSY, GIVE THAT MAN LONG NAILS

making Taehyung chuckle.......... one of his weirdly dishonest ones. tae when jin forces him to laugh at puns (that still makes me cackle)

He is a self-centred peacock PEACOCK DAMN GURL

“Violence is never the answer IT IS THE SOLUTION

ok sorry tae, back to serious mode, IS THAT FORESHADOW TO HIS PAST(mentioned in drabbles)

we are going swing dancing today UWUW

I can’t dance. What if I make a fool of myself?” I CANT DANCE EITHER, LETS GET MARRIED we can swing dance together for shits and giggles and get drunk in each other's laughter and smile, kissing passionately as if we are still in high school.

(omg that was so romantic, lemme just copy that)

did i tell you i still love the way he talks, its so coquette, in a manly way

I am a terrible student. i got exams in a month i have barely studied 😃😭

time does really fly fr it does, you wish it went fast, but when you think back, you wish you could live in that moment one more time

“cake is quite the delicacy oof the fanciness

ah yes old stuff *sighs in delight and coziness

There is fog in the air. It got stuck on the rooftops of the houses. Like a perfect gradient it makes them disappear into a grey nothingness. if this scene was on tv, what color light would it have?? (background lights you know) i was thinking of yellow, since we are talking about antiques

“I guess…” you look out the window for quite some time to think of an answer. You look at the perfectly polished stones of the sidewalk. You watch how the rain builds little rivers in the nooks and crannies. And that is when you get your answer. and the lights slowly becomes cool and blue (blue for calm, unity and stability)

thats a nice perspective of history but for the love of god, i cant stay awake or mentally present during it 😭

With your cheeks burning up like crazy and a big smile on your face you look out of the window again. A swing song comes on the radio, Taehyung turns it louder the tiniest bit. AND THE LIGHTS TURN PINK

“N-no? I-I’m alright”, you stutter. we can see that

Taehyung gets a few (probably painful) steps on his toes, but he doesn’t say anything. MASOCHIST ALERT 😭

stop flattering me im shyyyyy *shakes booty like jimin

this is so cute bye im soo single

“this was like in the movies! Do it again!” SHE IS SOO CUTE UWUW MOVE TAE SHE IS MINE *hits the gym so i can yeet tae out of the way and carry her

HE DID IT AGAIN HEEEHEEEEHEHHE

“Okay but that throwing thing you did? You can’t just do that without training first. Also why are you so strong? It’s inhuman really.” SAY IT SIS

I just think you are beyond precious”BYE IM GONE

Why do an elderly lady and Taehyung know each to such extent that they are hugging as if they were two old friends reuniting? dont overthink, they are just besties, um they met on a idk metro yeah

“it’s been so many years and yet you still look the same. While look at me”, OBVIOUSLY ITS SUS

Perhaps I should have taken the offer back then.” 👀👀

“What offer?” um the plastic surgery offer, anti aging laser. HERBS YEAH IT WAS THE HERBS, SHE MISSED OUT ON AN HERBAL MASSAGE

No way! That’s splendid! Just what you dreamt of!” they are such cute besties pls

It is hard not to choke on your olive, not when your body is burning up like that. i choked on air

How is it?” WHY IS THIS SOO HOT STOP DONT FOLD THAT FAST BITCH NA UH *also folds like a lawn chair in a sec

Taehyung gets off the barstool and closes the distance between you and him. SIR MY MENTAL HEALTH???

you stutter, knees buckling slightly as he helps you stand up. SLIGHTLY???? u mean buckling like a trying on heels

You haven’t told anyone ever but in your dreams you always pictured your prince charming to be good with elderly people and kids. Not that you would tell anyone your stupid fantasies, but you really did picture him like that. we all do, tae is a prince charming *sighs in high standards

“I think you gave that lady proper heart palpitations fr, i got so giddy just reading

And so full of life”, 👀👀👀as opposed to what sir???

Taehyung seems properly flustered for a moment, eyes flitting downwards and blinking rapidly. YES WE GOT THE CUTIE PIE FLUSTERED YEEHAW THIS IS A WIN FOR THE GAYS AND UNGAYS (i love to use this in sentences unrelated to sexuality)

quite sad to think that we are looking at something which has died thousands of years ago ... Well if you say it like that mood sis

it is nice to know that we can look at the past when we look at the stars?” waaaah im in love with her

I always thought of them as a reminder of death”, “or rather hell.” AYO??👀👀

they are still burning bright. Mustn’t it be such a burden to never get to rest?” ooh

*starts playing love maze

“Then you mess up, you mustn’t worry about mistakes you haven’t even made yet” i will try to remember this all the time

because right now I am thinking that this lamp is also alone, surrounded by darkness and thick fog and it should feel so terribly lonely and yet here it is, outshining both of them." 

HOW DO U WRITE THIS WELL?? LEAVE US SOME TALENT CRUMBS

People normally aren’t happy when they are around you and finally experiencing it feels so good.  WHO HURT YOU POOKIE??? IM COMING WITH MY FRYING PAN

this is soo cute i cant, the writing, them, the lamp and the stars gosh, i feel so giddy i wanna spin around the lamppost like a simp does in music videos

Yes darling” Taehyung whispers and there is obvious seduction in his voice. OHO HO HO I SEE U NAUGHTY BOI

this was a cute chapter im gonna sleep soo good with idk grass and unicorns in my dreams

HOSEOK BITCH STOP GRANDMA???? THATS A STRETCH AND KNOWING U ARE AN ANCIENT BEING, DAMN I-

lmoaoao he is so mean for no reason fajsdfja I love him JFAJDFJ

Hoseok stumbles, colliding with Seokjin’s chest. ofc he laughs with his entire body FUCK I MISS HIM WTF NAH NOPE WE WONT CRY WE MUST STAY FOCUSED BROTHER

LISTEN I MISS HIM TOO OMFG I'M IN PAIN

Seokjin pleads, giving you the biggest puppy eyes that man hates aegyo on command, but watch his ass do aegyo on command if its on run bts tasks 😭 ik he will be the most supportive one if you told bts you are selling feet pics

I miss him so much 😭 BUT ALSO LESS THAN A MONTH TILL HE IS BACK OMGMGMG (the most supportive for feet pics would be Tae though change my mind. you can't.)

who calls their fraternity Alpha? What kind of superiority complex do they have?” 💯fr

no but it will ALL MAKE SENSE LIKE LIKE LIEK LIEKEKE LIKEKE

“that man can be an asshole.” WHAT DO U MEAN MY KITTY IS AN ASSHOLE????

the foreshADOWINGNNG (i said too much)

dig his metaphorical fangs into your neck and drain you of your metaphorical blood WHAT DOES THAT MEAN??? (ik what it means, but 👀👀)

HELLOOOOOOOOOO

Without me? homie really said that with his whole chest

THE JEALOUSY of this man LIKE

It’s one of those activities you like to call terribly boring." ??? sir ??

i love their sass fr fjadsjf

WHAT DID TAE TELL HIM???? JAMAL SMILED AT ME??? his moodswings be like ➡️⬅️⬆️⬇️↗️↘️↙️↖️↕️↔️🔄️↪️↩️⤴️⤵️🔃

perhaps something with her metaphorical blood HELLOO

joon asks me out to study AAAAAAH 😩

AAAH (scared)

holding his arm before you giggle into it. *twitching eyes WHY SHE GOTTA LIVE MY DREAM AAH BUTTER TAE THOSE ARMSS 🤤😋

when this video dropped I lost IT

ok sorry tae, back to serious mode, IS THAT FORESHADOW TO HIS PAST(mentioned in drabbles)

mhmhmmhmh

time does really fly fr it does, you wish it went fast, but when you think back, you wish you could live in that moment one more time

YES THIS OMFG the most painful thing ever 😭

ALSO I love how you thought of different colours during the scene <3 I love this energy heheh <3

Taehyung gets a few (probably painful) steps on his toes, but he doesn’t say anything. MASOCHIST ALERT 😭

there are no lies to be found here tbfh

“this was like in the movies! Do it again!” SHE IS SOO CUTE UWUW MOVE TAE SHE IS MINE *hits the gym so i can yeet tae out of the way and carry her

NO BUT THANK YOU i LOVE HER SO MUCH she is so cute frrr

“it’s been so many years and yet you still look the same. While look at me”, OBVIOUSLY ITS SUS

it IS

lmaooao you losing it over Tae existing is so me fr

it is nice to know that we can look at the past when we look at the stars?” waaaah im in love with her

me fr

I always thought of them as a reminder of death”, “or rather hell.” AYO??👀👀

THE FORESHADOWING GOES CRAZY FR ps: i forgot the stars and photography part during this chapter and now im <3 holy moly they were so cute together in the beginning im so soft

People normally aren’t happy when they are around you and finally experiencing it feels so good.  WHO HURT YOU POOKIE??? IM COMING WITH MY FRYING PAN

NO BUT FR

this is soo cute i cant, the writing, them, the lamp and the stars gosh, i feel so giddy i wanna spin around the lamppost like a simp does in music videos

I'M HAPPY YOU LOVED IT SO MUCH HEHEHE 💜💜

#asks: sanguis alpha #asks #minusback #tw: long post

[beauty-and-passion]

FSS3: Season 2 finale - Part 3

This is the third part of my take on Sanders Sides season 3 (affectionately called Fanders Sides season 3).

Updates every Monday, Wednesday and Friday.

HERE is the explanation of the project

HERE is the introductory post

HERE is the previous part

HERE the AO3 link to read this part

As said in the introductory post, Fanders Sides Season 3 (season 2 finale included) could have triggering themes/scenes. Please keep that in mind before reading.

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Thomas gets up and walks around: he is in a forest, the sun is shining and he has no idea how he ended up in this place. He doesn’t even know where is this place.

A noise gets his attention and he turns around, only to face a huge, dark figure. He falls on his back, caught by surprise. But then, a second look makes him realize that the dark figure is a man on a horse.

He asks this guy who he is and the man lifts his hat: it’s Nico.

Thomas is very surprised: what is Nico doing there? And where is “there”?

Nico kindly teases him with a “Why shouldn’t I be there?”, then holds out a hand and invites Thomas to get on the horse with him.

For a second, Thomas ponders the whole thing: the situation is a little bit weird, but if Nico is so carefree about it, why should Thomas worry? So he shrugs and gets on the horse with Nico.

They ride for a while, laugh and have fun. They reach a small town and Nico goes straight towards the nearest library. He needs a book, he explains to Thomas.

Once they enter the library, Thomas immediately notices Logan behind the counter: he wears a shirt and a vest and, when Nico asks him for a few books, Logan goes in the back to take them.

When Logan comes back, Thomas asks him what’s happening, why is he here and where is “here”, but Logan does not reply. He doesn’t even look at Thomas. His eyes are lost, looking at something far away and yet, he moves with the confidence of someone fully lucid.

He puts the books in front of Nico, who gets very excited about them. He immediately tells Thomas about his favorite poets and leaves through the books to find some poems. Thomas tries to get Logan’s attention, but he goes in the back again.

Nico asks Thomas if he’s listening: is he annoyed by his words, perhaps? Oh, sorry, Nico just got so excited and wanted to share his passions with Thomas…

Thomas immediately reassures Nico: he isn’t bored at all. On the contrary, he would like to listen to him more.

And so Nico keeps talking, while he slowly accompanies Thomas out of the library. Thomas is so focused on him, he doesn’t even notice the entire place completely disappeared.

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Nico and Thomas are walking down the street, until they reach the town square. Right in the middle of the square, a guy is playing the guitar. Once they get closer, Thomas recognizes him: it’s Virgil.

He tries to get his attention, but Virgil has the same empty look Logan had. But unlike Logan, Virgil seems to notice their presence and he gives them a distraught smile.

Virgil talks to them in a weirdly sleepy tone: they are a beautiful couple, he says. He wants to play something for them.

And so, he lowers his head and starts playing a soft ballad. Thomas tries to get closer and talk to him, but Nico grabs his hand and asks him if he can have this dance.

Of course Thomas accepts, even though he admits he doesn’t know how to dance. Nico reassures him: he should just follow him, it won’t be too hard.

They slowly dance together, exchanging soft smiles and a little laugh every time Thomas almost trips on his feet. When the song ends, they are very close and, in the romantic atmosphere, they both lean for a kiss. Nico closes his eyes, Thomas does the same.

And then, someone screams and Thomas’ eyes snap open, just in time to see a cloaked figure on a black horse storm into the town square. People scream and run away, trying to escape the sudden danger, so Thomas and Nico do the same.

They run towards the end of the square, when Thomas turns around: the black horse is galloping toward them. He warns Nico about it and he turns as well: the horse is getting too close, it will reach them soon.

Nico looks at Thomas, stops his run and pushes Thomas away from the danger. Thomas can just scream “No, Nico!” once: the horse reaches Nico, the dark knight grabs him and they escape toward the end of the town.

Thomas gets up and tries to chase the kidnapper, but the dark horse is too fast and its black figure is getting further away. Thomas stops, panting, tears in his eyes.

A familiar voice suddenly calls him: he barely manages to turn around, before someone grabs him and puts him on a new horse.

Thomas turns around to see who got him: it’s Roman and he’s riding a white horse. Thomas asks him what the heck is going on, to which Roman replies that he has no idea and he is as confused as Thomas. He was minding his own business when chaos ensued: what happened with that black knight?

Thomas explains that he was in the town square with Nico, then the knight appeared and kidnapped him. They should save Nico!

That’s enough for Roman: he urges his white horse into a run after the unknown knight.

Thomas asks him “Since when do you know how to ride a horse?”, to which Roman replies that, you know, prince, of course he knows how to ride a horse. But that’s not important: what’s important is rescuing Nico now.

They reach a small castle and enter. They leave the horse, Roman draws his sword and asks Thomas to stay behind him. They walk cautiously, looking around, but the rooms are all empty.

After going through a couple rooms, they reach the throne room. Aside from the tall walls and windows, there are only three things: a long staircase leading to a single throne, Nico chained on the floor close to the throne and the black knight on the staircase, his sword raised towards Nico.

Thomas and Roman approach, Roman screams to get the knight’s attention and Thomas orders them to give Nico back.

The cloaked knight ignores them both: they reach the throne, sword pointed at Nico. Nico screams for Thomas’ help, Thomas gets closer.

But before he can put a foot on the stairs, the black knight lowers their hood, revealing a human and serpentine face. Janus’ serpentine face.

Thomas is speechless. He asks Janus what does that mean. But Janus does not reply: his face is emotionless, his lips tight. His gaze turns to Nico, who calls Thomas’ name in a pleading way.

Janus lifts his sword again. Thomas asks him to stop, orders him to free Nico, pretends an answer.

But Janus does not reply: his sword lowers and pierces through Nico’s chest, drawing blood out of him.

Thomas screams. Nico leans towards him, one arm raised, Thomas’ name on his lips, before falling to the ground in a puddle of blood.

Thomas falls to his knees as well, crying and screaming. Roman, behind him, screams as well, shocked. Janus, his black cloak splashed with red, sits on the throne, his arms on the armrests. His expression is still emotionless, while he looks at Thomas and Roman with an unfazed expression.

Rage builds inside Thomas, he gets up and screams at Janus: why, why did he do this? What did Nico ever do to him? Why? Thomas wants an answer now!

But Janus still does not reply.

And this is when something clicks in Thomas’ mind. He called Logan and asked him questions, but got no reply. He tried to get Virgil’s attention and got no reply. And now, Janus is giving him no reply as well. Since he woke up in that field, no one answered his questions.

No one, except for Roman.

Thomas turns around: he looks at Roman from head to toe, still shocked by the sudden revelation. He asks him what does that mean.

Roman is confused: what is Thomas talking about? Why is he asking him that question? He should ask Janus! He just killed Nico! He’s the one who should give them an explanation!

Thomas shakes his head. None of this is real. That guy is not Nico. This is just a big, romantic, heroic fantasy. And Thomas is not under the influence of it anymore. So why are you doing all of this, Roman?

Roman pushes Thomas to the ground, his sword raised. Out of the corner of his eye, Thomas sees Janus getting up from the throne and only now he realizes Janus isn’t moving slowly because he’s under the influence of Roman’s fantasy: his arms and legs are shaking because he’s fighting an invisible force that is holding him back.

Thomas orders Roman to stop that immediately and free Janus. Roman is shocked: freeing him? After what he did?!

With a wave of his hand, Thomas ends up against the wall of the room. Roman starts climbing the staircase.

He gave Thomas a chance, he says. His eyes glow, his words are bitter. He showed Thomas how wonderful Nico is, how precious their time together is, and how dangerous Janus can be. He is evil. He is the enemy. He is doing everything to take Nico away from you, he says. He’s using his tricks and charms to convince you to ditch Nico and be alone forever.

Thomas tries to get up, but an invisible force pushes him down: he tries to fight against it, but he cannot overcome it. He orders Roman to stop, but Roman keeps climbing the stairs.

And even though he just showed Janus’ true colors, Roman keeps saying, Thomas still doesn’t recognize him as the villain he is. Even after Roman made it so clear, Thomas is still on Janus’ side.

Roman reaches the throne. Janus falls to his knees, pushed down by that same invisible force. Roman raises his sword again.

Only he saw past the charms of the snake, he says. Only he has been able to recognize the villain. Only he can save Thomas from evil. And so he will. He will destroy the villain and bring peace back.

Thomas tells him it’s wrong, this is all wrong, he’s doing wrong!

But Roman turns around and smiles: it’s a furious, crazy smile.

He is a prince, he reminds Thomas. And princes always do the right thing.

Janus manages to raise his head and looks at Thomas: despite his whole body shaking from the effort to oppose that invisible force, he keeps looking at Thomas.

With a shiver of horror, Thomas realizes he will be the last thing Janus sees.

He screams “NO!”, while Roman’s blade falls in a blow directed at Janus’ head.

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NO END CARD

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AUTHOR’S NOTE

I just love Roman being insane <3

Okay, let’s start from the beginning: why is Roman insane? Because he deserves it as as treat and I cannot imagine another Side who is strong and desperate enough to try to kill a Side to get rid of what he sees as a danger.

Why a heroic, princey fantasy to prove his point? You already got your answer, you’re welcome.

What about the horses and all these scenes? Well, Mr. Sanders said this season finale is “a production” so I suppose that spending money on horses, training, a stuntman who plays Janus/Roman on a horse, backdrops for a small city/plaza, costumes and a competent editor qualifies as “a production”. And I think it’s still something in the realm of human possibilities - with good editing skills and competent experts working on it.

What about the blood? Roman is the same guy who slays dragons for fun and enjoys long duels on the beach, of course he would use everything to convince Thomas he’s right - even killing Nico in front of his eyes and forcing all Sides to take part in this plan.

Last but not least: why no end card? Because we need a huge cliffhanger. We need to suffer. Otherwise, would this be a real season finale?

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[redheadloverr]

Relationship tropes w/ Genshin Boys

Dainsleif, Aether, Childe x gn!reader

idea inspired by miss.livai on tiktok!

content; fluff, angst, gore

A/N i wrote Dain and Aether’s parts months ago and just finished writing Childe’s today so I’m sorry if they seem less passionate!

Sun + moon

Dainsleif

“You are like the sun. You burn passionately, you shine brightly, you light peoples worlds up. I am the moon. I hide in darkness, I shine only on those who’ll allow me to. We are so vastly different, yet so alike.”

You met Dainsleif through the traveler, Dainsleif came off as cold hearted, he looked as if he were annoyed 24/7. However, the more you two adventured, the more he opened up. You came to realize he wasn’t as cold and mean as he seemed.

You two were like complete opposites though, he was closed off, cold, you were bright, open to everyone. You let everyone in, he was reserved. From an outsiders point of view, you two were total opposites.

You knew the truth, however. He was a softie, he cared for others so much, he observed people every chance he’d get. You were no different. The only difference is that you’d actually talk to said people, Dainsleif was always too afraid to talk to others. Dainsleif knew others looked at him weirdly so he never approached them.

You were different though, he felt safe with you. You were one of the few people he let in. You two grew close quickly, he didn’t understand his feelings but you did. You knew you liked him from the minute you saw him, he liked you from day one as well but he never knew. He never had such strong feelings before, he didn’t understand why he was so overprotective of you and not others like the traveler.

He told you about these feelings he had hoping you’d help him understand why he was acting this way and you just blushed. You couldn’t believe what he was saying, he liked you… the same way you liked him. You told Dainsleif what these romantic feelings were, he didn’t deny it. “Maybe I do want to spend the rest of my life with you. Will you allow me to?”

His eagerness and willingness to want to be with you forever made you blush a bright pink. secretly, he loved seeing you be a blushing mess. you would shove your face into your hands or occasionally, which is his absolute favorite, you would shove your face into his chest. he loved being with you and seeing expressions only he could see. 

though you two liked each other the same way, you didn’t start dating immediately. You two took a bit more time to get to know each other aka Dain wanted to ask you out properly. It didnt take long though, took about two weeks.

You guys have been inseparable since, you two were always seen together and when you two weren’t, people questioned where the other was. You were his sunshine and he was your moonlight. You two shined together, without the other you wouldn’t shine as brightly in your own ways. That’s what everyone loves about you two.

BLOOD, ANGST, DEATH WARNING!

Lovers to enemies

Aether

You met Aether through the adventures guild, you were commissioned with him to show him into one of the caves he offered to help clear out. You were strong but he still wanted to make sure you were safe so he protected you.

You two were commissioned together a lot more often and became really good friends. Though he traveled all throughout tyvet, he always came back to mondstadt to see you and catch up with you. “You’ve gotten so much stronger since the last time we talked, Y/N!”

Soon, he changed. He started coming around less often, started ignoring your text and calls, you even asked around and people said he started looking grumpy. You went as far as to go to inazuma to see him.

When you got to inazuma, you saw him with other people such as Ayaka, Yoimiya, Ayato, Thoma, and Sayu. A part of you felt, jealous. You two weren’t exclusive but you thought he liked you. You watched them for a bit before his friends signaled to him saying someone was watching all of them, he turned around to see you, you couldn’t hide around the corner in time. He excused himself from them and went to you.

“What are you doing in inazuma, Y/N?” he didn’t even look happy to see you. it hurt. “I got worried so I came looking for you.” you said softly, waiting for him to tell you to return to mondstadt. he smiled and chuckled instead. “Sorry i haven’t been back in a while, i’ve been working for the Raiden Shogun for a bit here. I’m so glad you came, though it was most likely dangerous, I’m glad to see you here!” he gave you another smile. it looked so genuine. you couldn’t help but smile back.

He introduced you to his friends as his partner. HIS PARTNER! One of his friends looked disappointed, like she was saying “oh.. so you do have a partner..” But you were just over the moon hearing him call you his partner. Later on, you asked him about it. “Ah sorry, I guess I forgot to confess my love towards you when we talked earlier. I love you, Y/N, please go out with me!” he said it so calmly but you knew his heart was beating really fast. “Of course silly! I’d be honored to be your partner!”

You stayed in Inazuma for another week before returning, Aether escorted you and spent two days with you in your home. You knew he had to go back soon, though. It broke you, you felt like you just got him back and he was leaving already. “I’ll be back as soon as I can, I love you, I’ll text you every moment I get my love.” He kissed you both on your lips and forehead, and then went off. You both looked so sad without each other, or so that’s what everyone saw.

Soon though, things changed. Aether was good about texted you or letting you know before hand if he was gonna be busy. It stopped one day. You went back to the whole spamming him and asking if he was alright. No response from him. Spam calls, text, you even went as far as to call the adventures guild in inazuma to hear updates about him. You stopped one day, the day you realized it was over. You didn’t want to admit it because aether was so good to you before he left you again. There was no point, you were done, he was done, why drag it on?

“Aether, I don’t know what’s going on with you but i’m sorry. I cant do this anymore. You never return my calls, You never respond to my text. I don’t know why, but I’m tired of waiting for the answer. If you’re back in mondstadt, we can talk about it. Until then, I guess this is goodbye. Thank you for everything, I’ll always love you.” You sent the message with tears in your eyes and you deleted his number.

No response. Neither a phone call or text. “So it is over, huh.” Just as you said that, your door bell rang. You weren’t expecting anyone, who could it be. “Coming!” You open the door and your heart dropped. It was Aether, he… came back for you? No, stop it. He didn’t reply for a reason. It was over, Don’t go back to it.

“Im sorry.” Was his first words. He didn’t look at you the entire time though, he just looked at the ground. “I know I messed up, I’m not begging for you back either. I don’t think i’m good enough for that. I just hope you know I genuinely did love you and I still do. I hope you find someone who treats you the way you deserve to be treated.” And he left. He didn’t even let you reply. He just… left.

You stopped thinking about him, and then… a commission. “In Inazuma some chaos has occurred and apparently it’s Aether. Go check it out please, i’ve sent everyone else over there too. Now go.” You’ve never ran faster to your horse.

True enough, it was Aether. He wasn’t himself. he was… evil. What the hell happened to him. “We have to kill him before he kills everyone in Inazuma!” Someone screamed and everyone seemed to agree. You couldn’t breathe. Kill… Aether? how did it get like this… why did it get like this. Before you could think, he took off. Everyone ran after him trying to kill him. You stayed there shocked. Soon enough, you dragged yourself along with the crowd. One by one they fell. Every single one. Until it was you.

“Ah, if it isn’t the love of my life!” His voice was so… evil. It wasn’t Aether. “Why… what happened… why did you leave me. WHY DID THIS HAPPEN AETHER?” you screamed. he laughed. all he did was laugh. Tears fell down your cheeks. “It’s pointless, hun. You’ll die to me, You’re nowhere near as strong as me anymore!” “Kill me then.” He snapped out of it for a second. “Kill… You?” he asked quietly. “Kill me. Do it. End me. I don’t want to live knowing I let this happen to you. I don’t want to live knowing I can’t save you anymore.” He got.. mad. He rushed at you, slammed you by your throat to a wall behind you.

You coughed but you didn’t wanna seem weak. Suddenly, he snapped. He let go of your throat and put his hand in his hair, almost ripping it out. “Run, Y/N! I don’t want to hurt you.. please… you’re the only thing i’ve ever loved… RUN.” But you didn’t. You stayed. You hugged him. You cried. “I cant. I’m sorry Aether. Just kill me. Please. I don’t want to live without you. Please.. KILL ME ALREADY!” You screamed. Suddenly, you lost your breathe. “I’m so sorry Y/N. I’ll always love you. I’m sorry it has to end like this. I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry I-“ he started but you replaced his words with a kiss. A deep and lovingly kiss. It reminded you of how much you loved him and reminded you you wouldn’t be able to live without him. You bleed out in his arms. The more blood, the more you started collapsing and falling onto him. Your last moments alive, he was repeating how sorry he was, he told you he’d see you soon, he said he’d treat you better in the after life. all you could do was just kiss him and wipe his tears away. “I love you.” You said as you closed your eyes and died in his arms.

Right person, wrong situation

Childe

You two were destined to destroy from the minute you two met. You two were chaotic and would give the traveler a headache anytime the two of you were commissioned with them. You two soon became the bestest of friends. The two of you were never meant to meet, you met by total coincidence, but it was the best mistake to have ever happened to the two of you. You gave him chaotic ideas to fuel his ever chaotic personality. You were more than happy being his partner in crime, being able to inspire him to be his inner chaotic self. A part of you was happy to be able to see a side of him no one else really saw, but soon it made you feel a weird way.

Tartaglia would give everyone the cold sholder and a death glare but you, he looked at you the same way he’d look at his siblings. It felt nice, it was warm, you felt special. You soon became doubtful, however, you werent sure if he did this on purpose or not, you were scared what made you feel so special meant nothing to him. You weren’t sure how he felt, but if he hadn’t felt the same way you have started to feel for him, you don’t know what you’d do. He never gave you any signs of wanting romance in his life, you didn’t even know if he was single or not. You hadn’t known anything when it came to romance and him. It made you wonder a bit.

“Childe, can I ask you a question?” “Shoot.” You two were sitting on the top of a hill in Liyue, you haven’t spoken to him in a month due to him being out working for the fatui. You had to get it out of him tonight, you had to ask if he felt the same way you did. “I’ve been thinking about this for a while now. I like you, Ajax. I don’t know how you feel about me but I just wanted you to know how I felt before you left for another commission out of Liyue.” You turned to look at him with a smile. “Y/N….” “It’s okay, I understand if you don’t feel the same way-“ “It’s not that. I do like you, I just don’t want to put your life in danger. My work is very dangerous and you… I don’t want anything to happen to you. I want to keep you safe.” “I know how to defend myself, Ajax. You don’t have to worry about me, I promise.” He was still worried and you knew he was, but he couldn’t help but smile. “Then, will you be my partner, Y/N?” “I thought you’d never ask.”

Ajax had another commission out of Liyue not long after you two started dating, it had barely been a week since he left and you already missed him. You’d usually sit on the same hill you confessed to him 2 or 3 nights a week, it was like your comfort place. Today was no different than those other days, you’d take your headphones and listen to music as you’d watch over the city of Liyue. You didn’t know when Ajax would be back but you couldn’t wait to be with him again. Suddenly, you felt a tap on your shoulder and when you turned around- “AJAX!” “Hi there lovely” you quickly got up to hug him, “I missed you, welcome back!” “I missed you too, I’m so glad to be back.” He kissed you, a genuine, loving, kiss.

Ajax didn’t go on commissions out of Liyue for a bit after that and it was wonderful. Having him around even if it was just at night meant the world to you. You two often spent your afternoons watching tv and cuddling up at home together. On weekends, you two would go visit his family every 2-3 months. Everything was going perfectly, he spoiled you like crazy and showed you off to everyone. He would sometimes slip and eve be call you his soon to be spouse. You thought everything was going perfectly, you two seemed so in love, you two were in love.

Like most lovely things, it came to an end. Ajax got commissioned out of Liyue more and more frequently and even with all the effort you put in, it wasn’t enough. You couldn’t get ahold of Ajax, you had no other option but to go find him. You knew it was dangerous, you vaguely knew the area he was commissioned to be in and you left not thinking clearly how badly it was going to be. You looked and looked for him, you couldn’t go back now, you were too far from home. There was no going back and you knew it, you had to figure out where Ajax has been one way or another. And soon enough you found your answer.

Ajax had gone completely insane, he went on a killing spree. This wasn’t the Ajax you knew, the Ajax you loved. Ajax was too far gone, you couldn’t recognize him and you doubt he could recognize himself. Even if you tried stopping him, he wouldn’t listen to you, you’d just end up being a sacrifice. At times like these, you wished he would’ve never gotten involved with the fatui, you wished he wouldn’t have to be apart of them, you wished he had it easier. Without thinking, you went up to him. “STOP. What is going on, what are you doing?” “You shouldn’t be here, Y/N.” His voice was empty, hallow. “This is why I haven’t been able to get a hold of you? What happened to us. What happened to you.” “This isn’t the time, Y/N. Get out of here before I-“ “BEFORE YOU WHAT? YOU KILL ME? IS THAT WHAT? DO IT THEN! KILL M-“ without being able to finish your sentence, you felt a sharp pain in your chest. “I’m sorry, Y/N, I promise you I am. I didn’t want to do this, I’m sorry, I’m so sorry.” Tears engulfed your eyes, the realization that your own lover just stabbed you started to set in. “Ajax…” you collapsed onto him bringing him down to the ground. Though he just stabbed you, he couldn’t let you fall to the floor like you were nothing.

as he starred into your teary eyes, he leaned over and kissed you. “I’m sorry it had to end this way…I love you.” Before dying, you saw him begin to cry. You held out your hand, it was too late. Your hand plopped onto his leg as you repeated back to him “I love you.”

after your death, Ajax was never able to find another lover. Your death left so much pain in his heart, he couldn’t find anyone to replace you. He didn’t want to replace you, he didn’t go a day without regretting his career choice. You both knew that this was bound to happen, you were waiting for the day to happen. He missed you everyday, he doesn’t live much longer after your death. He commits to the fatui until his final days. Even as he got stabbed and was left to bleed out, he felt so happy to be able to come back to you. He was so excited to be able to hold you again and not have to dread living without you. He couldn’t wait to die, he couldn’t wait to be free with you again.

#genshin impact #genshin impact x reader #genshin impact dainsleif #genshin dainsleif #dainsleif x reader #genshin impact aether #genshin aether #aether x reader #genshin impact tartaglia #genshin tartagalia #tartaglia x reader #genshin impact childe #genshin childe #childe x reader

[the-force-awakens]

Hey, Nym, are you okay? I'm so sorry someone was ableist with one of your (amazing) hcs 🥺 I'm here if you wanna talk about what happened. But no pressure ♡

I debated answering this one publicly. Debated answering this one at all. Because sure, for all my playful kvetching, my passionate rants about why the things I like are cool and people shouldn't be dicks about it, and my occasional relatable depression text post reblog, I don't get negative on here. It's kind of my thing, or at least I like to think it is. I love to think my brand on here is that weird, positive autistic girl who is completely obsessed with Poe Dameron, and I also like to think it's a well earned brand. You don't stay on this bullshit for three years if you're normal.

So yeah, debated answering it because I didn't want to post the honest answer, but honestly this is a shitty situation, and it's important, so I am: I'm not okay.

I won't go into details, because contrary to what some clowns may believe I don't vague post (oh, oops, guess I just did a little), or at least if I kind of do, it's usually vaguing behaviors I see spread across multiple parts of a fandom, but I will talk about what it's like to be disabled and in fandom. What it is like to be autistic and in fandom.

I'm on Tumblr because it's a space where I can have a little dragon hoard of my special interest. It's where I can infodump about it. It's a space where I don't have to mask (much). In 2020, I jumped feet first into a certain special interest because life was shit and it made me happy. For every shitty take, every negative opinion I was hit with, I threw out more positive creations. I wrote. I giffed. I meta-ed to my heart's content and I was so fucking happy.

Then it....became a thing. I don't mind, as previously mentioned, my brand being that girl weirdly obsessed with a fictional pilot who isn't that popular outside of his fanon ships from a trilogy that this website loathes with as many burning suns as I hate - I don't even know something I hate that much. Anyway, I didn't mind that. But suddenly I became a wikipedia search bar. And....for the first little while, I didn't mind. Because I got to infodump about him, and I don't get to infodump irl, and my friends had heard plenty. And besides, I liked helping people! I like pointing people in the right direction of things.

But like I said. It became a thing. People were comfortable dm-ing me questions, getting mad about the answers I had, and sending back their own headcanons to contradict them. I got praised a lot for....having a special interest and being passionate about that subject. It started to feel a little bit...weird. But then I started realizing that people mostly only talked to me when they needed information from me, and that felt. Awful. It made me feel used just a little bit, and I took a step back from fandom because of it and some other mental health issues I was having.

(apparently if you're autistic this means you're 'distant')

But I wanted to keep creating, because making stuff makes me happy, and I'm autistic and I want a space to be autistic, and don't always want to (I know it does not bother you, but still) bother my friends with it, because there's loads of other conversations to have.

Fandom is more isolated now, but I feel that more keenly as someone who is disabled and audhd. Characters I relate to are seen as villains and monsters in the fandom, or manipulators that pressure people into doing what they want, or arrogant assholes who really just need to be put in their place. I try my best to ignore it.

It's harder to ignore when a not-super popular headcanon you made out of comfort after dissing your abled a bit more and living through a fairly traumatic job experience (and ergo losing out on a job because no one believed you were disabled), gets taken and written in an explicitly ableist way that mimicks precisely the trauma you were seeking comfort from.

I don't know who fandom is for anymore, but it's certainly not for me.

#ask box #i-belong-to-the-stars #thank you love i appreciate the support. #negativity #fandom wank

[wandsandlightsabers]

Your Husband, Anakin

PART 1

Smut warning!!! This fanfic contains 18+ content. If you're a minor please don't interact!!

This first part is fluff and then part 2 is smut fyi <3

Your husband, Anakin Skywalker, loves you more than anything in the galaxy. You two got married in secret a while now on Naboo. As a Jedi it's strictly forbidden to be in love, having those types of feelings can be dangerous, but he never cared. The only thing he cares about is you. Maybe that was the dangerous thing that sent him to the dark side, maybe you were the one that ruined him. But it didn't matter. The only thing you cared about was each other. You hear Ani calling you in the distance "y/n?". "Yes my love?" You answer, weirdly you still get butterflies in your stomach everytime he calls, or is next to you, or... Your cheeks flush ; we'll think about that later. Ani approches you giving you a kiss on the forehead and says, "Hey baby, I missed you today", you giggle "I've been here the whole time!" You exclaim. "Maybe, but it doesn't count if you're not in my arms". He is so sweet, you think to yourself. You feel so lucky to have him. "Baby I was thinking, and given that today is our 6 month wedding anniversary I really want to treat you. I just want you to know and feel how much I care about you, how much I would do anything in the galaxy to keep you safe. You're the love of my life". Blushing, you lean over and give him a passionate kiss. You feel your soft lips pressing against his... That'll never get old. You both smile between kisses as you mutter I love yous. He finally gets up and walks to kitchen, lighting up candles and putting rose pedals on the floor in his path using the force. He may be on the dark side now, but he still has the nicest and most romantic heart. At least for you he does. Some time passes and the lights dim, you see his all of the sudden shirtless silhouette cooking a delicious smelling meal. "I love the view!" You call out. He turns to you and smiles, "well come and join me, the food is ready for you my beautiful wife". You sneak up behind him leaving a trail of kisses down his back as he sets the food on the table. He pulls out your chair for you to take a seat before going to his. You take a bite of his delicious masterpiece and say with your mouth full, "oh my god Ani, this is the best thing I've ever put in my mouth!". "Are you sure about that?" He says with an annoying smirk. His flirting methods have downgraded significantly since you've been married. You laugh and accidentally bite your tongue. "Ouch!" You exclaim. Your husband practically jumps out of his seat, "are you okay my love???" He says with fear in his voice. "Yes, I just bit my tongue there's no need to be dramatic, Ani" you joke. "I'm sorry, I know I can overreact I just can't fathom the thought of anything happening to you." You feel the genuine tone in his voice and sit on his lap, comforting him. "It's okay, I promise nothing is going to happen to me. Now come on let's continue the celebrations!" He smiles wearily "whatever you say princess."

THIS IS PART 1 PLEASE GO TO PART 2 FOR MORE SPICE (ITS WORTH IT I PROMISE)

#anakin #smut #spicy content #couple #anakin skywalker #so hot 🔥🔥🔥 #love #overprotective #star wars

[gloriadenton]

Sorry for being so out of the blue, but "to settle in a kingdom of sugar" is the most ephemeral 2k-ish words of any fic I've read (also, that title is weirdly badass). Is there perhaps any other Harryanthe fic you are working on or might start writing? Your descriptions are so on point for everything, plus you've got the characterizations down in a way that doesn't feel overly cruel to either Harrow or Ianthe but still feels "canon", so to speak.

I also wanted to thank you for writing a Harryanthe fic with a bit of a happy ending (I love macabre endings too, but still), and Ianthe's vivid descriptions of a Third House funeral will forever haunt my dreams!

HI HELLO THIS MADE MY WEEK. Thank you so much for your lovely message, it made me feel like I was ascending to the astral plane. I am a passionate Harryanthe Would Work Actually truther, so I'm really glad that worked for you! <3333

I do REALLY want to write more Harryanthe in the future; I have a couple of things I've been keeping notes for for a little while but I've been waiting for something to fully crystallize or to see a prompt that really focuses me (please send prompts if you like! I love to see them!).

#ask #anonymous

[goatpaste]

Whats your fav jjba episode?

mAN.. thats really a hard one to awnser??

OK OK,,, if you will allow me i can probably pick a fav or two per part

i think my all time fav episode IS the rat hunting episode, its a DiU ep, its got rats, and its a cute silly ep with jotaro and josuke and jotaro almost dies in the funniest way he coulda so it kinda hits a lot of fav elements for me

BUT

Phantom Blood: honestly? its hard to say because i think the manga is better and the anime was weirdly segmented for eps. it kinda slumps in the middle for me

so i think I like the Youth with Dio ep, something about it is very fun to me...

Battle Tendency: OUGH so this ones hard because i think p solidly i loVE the first ep

i think Joseph at the start of Battle Tendecy carried the strongest best traits of Joseph that Araki kinda left behind, like being really nice and passionate about things that mattered even if it put himself in danger, as well as having a hair trigger fight response when it cames to ppl bothering him, or more importantly bothering the people he cares about.. they cut out a bit of him and erinas bestie stuff from the manga which is sO sad

but i think "New Yorks JoJo" captures my favirote snap shot of silly fun bastard joseph that i love that he lost, with so many funny antics and such and his FUCKIGN SIGHT WITH STRAIZO IS SOO GOOD

BUT if i didnt go with that, id had to go with the chariot fight ep, so kinda two eps as this spans over both with the "a True Warrior" and "A Warrior Returns to the Wind" WHICH THE LATER EP TITLE MAKES ME SOOO WEEPY GOOD LURD ILY WHAM

Stardust Crusaders: SO THIS ONE IS HARD BECAUSE ITS SO FUCKING LONG AND SO MANY CHUNKS OF STUFF SPAN 2 AND 3 PARTERS

but mmm probably one of the D'arby fights,,, its hard to pick my fav? they both are really iconic and their the ones i remember the best/most fondly out of all Stardust tbh

Diamond is Unbreakable: LIKE I SAID THIS IS PROBABLY THE RAT HUNTING EP ITS SO GOOD I LOVE IT SO MUCH LOL

i really think nearly every ep in DiU is really great, i think their all classic and i really dont have many i find a drag like i tend to in other parts. the yukako eps are really fun, LETS GO EAT ITALIAN FOOD IS A CLASSIC, THE INVISIBLE BABY EP, the intro ep for rohan are great just for the ending where josuke kills him <3, MIKITAKA EP!!! UGH a lot of good ones

but the rat hunting ep wins for me, for having a rat in it

Golden Wind:.. im so sorry this ones kinda easy only because.. i dont... really like golden wind as a whole

But its Spice Girl vs. Notorious B.I.G. i think its the best fight in the whole part and its a big reason i wish trish gotten to do more. i would KILL for a trish and bruno team up fight....

dont get me wrong i loVE a lot of other fights, Narancia and formaggio fight is fun, the secco fight is sO fun, i also love the greatful dead and Beach Boy fight

but 100% its the spice girl ep for me, i think its really fucking excellent

Stone Ocean: AGAIN A TOUGHY BECAUSE I REALLY DO LIKE ALL OF STONE OCEAN VERY MUCH

but fuck dude, i think just based off the top of my head, its either the gwess fight or the mcqueen fight. i think i just love how silly they are, the gwess and mcqueen are my poor little meow meows

BUT UGHHH the Limp Biskit episode really is a good one to man... i rEALLY loved watching that one with no prior knowledge

AND THE DRAGON DREAM EP, but tbh while i LOVE FF and Dragon Dream in there, the ep and fight itself are fine. the concept fine just a lil boring

and ofc i love the brando bro eps, and rikiels was probably my favirote.

sdjkghjkd i think i just really liked the sILLY ones

[frickinsleepdeprived]

This one's gonna be a bit outta left field - smash or pass with the Hashira + Demons (excluding the minors) and why XD only do this if you're comfortable!! No pressure!!

LMAO I am so comfortable with this weirdly enough let's fuckin gooooooooo-

......

Rengoku: Everyone's favorite hashira.... of course I'd smash LMAO. I just think that he's just uber attractive for absolutely no reason, the pretty hashira if you will. But of course that's not the only reason why I'd smash, I mean look at the guy. He's got a heart of gold, always looking out for his little brother and even his dad (although canonically he is a scum of the earth) not to mention we're close in age. Regardless though, 10/10 would absolutely smash.

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Sanemi: This one's a little hard to define for myself, I guess it'd depend on the situation but ultimately I'd say its 50/50. He seems a little rough in personality, which isn't a bad thing at all but man if that translates into sex I think I'm okay with not smashing unless I'm genuinely in the mood 😅

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Gyomei: He's too wholesome and too giving, despite the fact that he's blind. And yes while I find the man attractive in both physical regards and personality, I'm gonna have to pass. I couldn't bring myself to I'm sorryyyyyyy

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Obanai: okay, he hates women, definitely likes Mitsuri more than any other girl, and just overall hates people. I can definitely say that we're both alike in those regards. Not to mention he's also rather attractive AND CLOSE TO MY AGE- I would smash, definitely would. We've got too much in common for me to not want to lol

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Shinobu: No, absolutely would pass. I'm not saying that smashing a girl is a bad thing at all bc homophobia isn't my thing. But man she's just... I can't justify it other than she's just out of my league man I would never have a chance 😭

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Mitsuri: we're close in age, not to mention she's one hell of a girl all in looks, personality, and on the battlefield. But at the same time her relationship trauma and marriage interview trauma would probably hold her back and I don't want to make the poor girl uncomfortable. Mitsuri, love ya, but I'm gonna have to pass for your sake

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Giyuu: I meeeeeeaaaaaaannnnnn 👀👀👀👀 LMAO I'M SORRY BUT HAVE YOU SEEN THIS MAN????? 1000% would SMASH. Okay okay, he's been through a lot of loss and is rather antisocial, fine by me I'm kinda the same way. But at the same time I feel like if there was an establishment of a connection, I'd definitely go for it. But overall, yes, I'd smash lol

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Tengen: I would absolutely smash, but not for the reasons you'd think. This is a guy I'd actually feel safe having sex with. The way he cares for his wives I'm sure he'd give to anyone he has a one night stand or committed relationship with. Like yes, the flashiness and riches are a major plus, like yes please spoil me rotten, but do it with the care that you show me. And he'd do exactly that, so yes, I'd no doubt SMASH-

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Yoriichi: Smash. One hundred percent. I don't know why but his calm demeanor is just so ATTRACTIVE WTF- also he seems like the type to be a closeted freak IM SORRY BUT IT HAD TO BE SAID- But all that aside the answer is yes I'd smash 😅

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Kokushibo: um???? Is that a question????? 100% would SMASH despite how rough it might be, and this is only because HAVE YOU SEEN THE PHYSIQUE ON THAT DEMON LIKE HOLY FUCK YES P L E A S E-

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Akaza: I would but at the same time I wouldn't? Idk how I really feel about a happy-go-lucky demon all up in my stuff BUT I feel like if that were to translate into sex he'd probably be a pretty passionate partner. So yes, my decision is final, 50/50 on this one.

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Douma: I mean I would smash, but definitely not that often. He seems like he'd be a pretty passionate lover, much like Akaza, but ik mans could snap me in half like a stick with a smile on his face (as any other demon would). But I'd still smash lol

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Muzan: Michael Jackson who?? LMAO okay okay but in all seriousness I would smash, but this is STRICTLY if I was a demon. And only because this is the king of demons we're talking about and honestly, would I really be able to handle all of that as a human? But then again humans aren't immune to desire and I'd probably still smash if I were human lol. So yes, the answer is that I'd definitely smash.

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I have never been so open and honest on the internet ever LMAO but I hope you guys enjoyed this! Let me know what you want to see next!

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😳 Hottest Sonic Take?

ok definitely not my hottest sonic take but some things are best left unsaid. regardless uhhh one of them . at least in the realm of scourge fans specifically is that m*ghtourge as a ship SUCKS it SUCKS its HORRIBLE and i cant even begin to bring myself to apologize for it. like i dont feel sorry at all like you take away scourge's tacky sunglasses and you take away the tacky flame and then you make him into a smol uwu bean housewife for some godforsaken reason (namely because you dont understand the character even a little bit like this is top ten fundamental misunderstandings ever of all time) for your bad yaoi. im not even going to call it m/m its YAOI. then you ship him with .... mighty ? mighty, a guy who has 1) Standards 2) absolutely no relation to scourge even a little bit 3) NO DYNAMIC THERE TO EXPLORE. THERES NOTHING INTERESTING HERE. its literally. ok sonourge is onecest (its not like . problematic i guess its just really weird) and i am notably not a fan but at least theres something to EXPLORE. the amount of character assassination you would have to do to get that to work is truly incredible but with m*ghtourge its literally character assassination but for the worlds most boring cardboard box bland instant gratification fanon crappy yaoi GARBAGE. theres NOTHING interesting here and none of these people even want to write a scourge redemption arc anyways they literally just want to make everything he ever did not his fault because a) moebius lead poisoning or something, which weirdly enough does not apply to any of the other moebians except for scourge b) his daddy issues c) his trauma or d) some combination of the above. so basically "he was never evil to begin with he was just really sad and lonely 😌✨" which is literal trash like i dont even know where to begin on this one. look. im a huge fan of redemption arcs but this is neither a redemption nor an arc this is an EXCUSE HEEL-FACE TURN. ITS TRASH. ITS TRASH. OHHHHH ITS JUST GARBAGE i actually have way more i could say on this but i will spare you the rest . this got a little out of hand. oh well

🫡 Coldest Sonic Take?

i dont like surge and kit all that much im SORRYYYYYYYYYY im sorry but its TRUEEEEEEEE. literally they have been redeemed so much in my eyes by the passion for them of my dear mutuals bunnymajo and cartoonrival so we're back to "decidedly neutral" but like . im sorry its not even their fault theyre just .... okay because the thing with me is that when characters who i feel decidedly neutral on get super popular and nobody will ever shut up about how amazing and perfect and poor uwu bean they are ... this is the quickest path to get me to dislike them.

added on top of the fact that they were literally like the entire idw focus for a year AND people (non-archie fans, specifically,) kept . bafflingly. beyond all reason and comprehension. comparing surge to scourge (which i have already ummmm written about my opinions on) it just. im sorry guys 💔 theyre okay. theyre Fine. they just never really clicked with me and then people were super annoying about them and particularly annoying in the direction of archie sonic, a series which i am aggressively defensive over in the face of idw fans 😭

#ask game answers #authorleaandres #THANK YOUUUU also sorry for uh . getting on my soapbox a bit there. well its all true but still