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hopemikaelsongf · 2 months
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You have no idea the sacrifices that were made to put you on that throne.
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animekpop15 · 25 days
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nyangnyang chaos 🐱🐱
I have been a little sick so I didn’t complete the chapter for ‘is this happiness’. I’ll try to complete it soon. Today I had a little idea so wrote something. It’s fluff. Not edited.
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“Yoo!” He announced too loudly behind you.
“AH! minhooo stop.” You push him back.
“You move like a cat. I can never tell you’re behind me.”
“Scared you, didn’t I?” Minho smirks playfully.
“You’re so juvenile hm.” You say with a chuckle.
“Oh yeah? What about you? I remember what you did yesterday.” Minho raised his eyebrows at you.
“Stop hmpf..that’s not how I normally behave…” you pout.
“When she hugged him, you were pouting like a child.” He confronts you with the truth and laughs.
“…No…no….just had a stomach ache..minho…I don’t care who hugs him.” You say rolling your eyes and trying to defend yourself.
“Okay sure sureeee. Have you checked his outfit tody?”
“No I didn’t. Minho pls sit down so that I can finish doing your makeup for today’s stage.” You urge him to the chair.
“All right all right.” Minho sits down while you fix his hair and do makeup.
Minho looks in the mirror and notices felix entering the room. He is doing stretches before the performance starts. Your eyes automatically travel to him but your try to not focus on him.
“Ohh yongbok…he’s only wearing a jacket today …nothing underneath hmm.” Minho says
Damn right…nothing underneath ooof…you think
Minho looks at your dreamy expression and his mind starts churning. “I know what you’re imagining.”
“Huh I’m not!” You snap out of your imagination, laugh in embrassment and playfully hit him on the shoulder. you both start laughing. “You’re too much minho.”
Felix looks at you and minho having a laugh.
He notices minho pulling your arm close to him that you used for playfully hitting him.
“Ohhhhhhhhhh someone is jealous” Seungmin says to Felix.
“Whaaat? I don’t give a fuck.” Felix tries to act casual and turns his direction away from you and minho.
“Oh my god, felix!” Seungmin exclaimed.
“What?” Felix asked worried.
“I knew they were playful but they’re kissing right now!” Seungmin says with a shocked expression.
“WHAT?” Felix says in panic and turns around to see minho is giving a flying kiss to Han.
Seungmin bursts into laughter at felix’s reaction.
“I……I …need to go work on something.” Felix tries to hide his embarrassment and tries to get out of this situation.
Minho sees Felix going out of the room and calls out to him. “Yongbokaa~”
Felix can’t ignore his hyung. “Yes hyung?” Minho gets up from the chair. “Nice outfit.”
“Thanks” Felix smiles. You watched them two.
“Minho I’m not yet done with your hair. Come sit in the chair. ” You softly say.
Minho suddenly steps closer and completely unbuttons felix’s jacket and starts smirking.
Watching what happened in front of you, you eyes automatically notice his torso and the scissors from your hands drops startling you.
“I…uh excuse me..” you leave the room.
“Hyung why would you …” Felix says.
“Yongbok go get her already.” Minho interrupts him.
Felix without overthinking runs behind you.
Felix catches up to you “yn heyy don’t run from me.” He softly says to you
You love his soft voice and look at him.
He moves closer…”did you like it?”
You gasp…”Felix..”
“You don’t like it?”
“…I…I do…” you unabashedly admit.
He brings your hands and places them on his chest. You heart starts racing.
“Felix….” You feel shy.
Felix smiles a little and takes off his jacket completely.
You don’t know where to look and you don’t know what to say so you just blush and look away.
“Y/nn I love how you blush for me.” He comes close and gives you a quick and gentle peck.
You can’t help but smile.
“Yongbok our turn is coming, you can continue your romance later.”
“Come to my changing room after the performance gets over.” He kisses you again and leaves.
You can’t wait for the performance to get over.
“Say thank you.” Minho suddenly says from behind you to startle you.
“AH Minho not again.”
“Well good luck for the performance boy.” You say and walk back to the makeup room.
Minho notices your happy expression created because of the development between you and Felix. If he can’t have your love, at least he can let you have the love you want and watch you be happy. That’s enough for him.
“Should I also create a scenario so that you confess?” Seungmin asks.
Minho looks at him and smiles softly.
“Don’t fuck up today’s performance.”
And they get ready to perform.
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Hello!
I bring brain rot to you once more! Imagine Clorinde being the one to find the notebook from the death seeking creator and just how many of them are her name.
Being the "vanguard" of Fontaine's military of sorts, it's her primary duty to deal with stuff like executions and stuff, so she tends to be the one sent out whenever there is Impostor sightings!
Also, imagine she was also the creator's favorite (she is mine for sureeee... aside from the buttons doing Celestia's work, ofc-), so maybe she finds that in the notes at first! Here is a little concept of what it could look like.
"I met Clorinde today. She was prettier than she looks in game! The graphics didn't do her enough justice at all... but she killed me, too. She did it without hesitation, and I... I thought she would trust me. I put hours into her build and player her for days, I spent thousands just to make sure she was perfect... and she hates me. Just like everyone else
Maybe there is something wrong with me..."
And finally, imagine that the creator didn't know of the whole Impostor deal until a couple hundred deaths later, so they thought there was something actually wrong with them instead of the whole impostor au stuff.
For some fluff, maybe she tries to be the one to bring food and like comfort towards the creator as they heal, and try to build the trust they had on her, and like she's wholesome about taking care of her and like she slowly falls in love with them as time goes on and stuff :3 (maybe becomes yandere too, you never know~)
Anyways that's it for me for now! Have a good day, fwen!
🍌anon
Ohhhh that is GOOD!!!!
So for the Cloride stuff I don't got much too add, I genuinely love it! I'm not too familiar with her character (I know them better once they become playable) but I can see this happening 100%! And honestly she probably would be asked to be the creator's bodyguard since she was/is Furina's.
Also yes yandere, Death Seeking au very much will always end in yandere even with the wholesome mental healing because the fact that these guys would be obsessed to the point of killing those who looked like the creator (very much something I would see as something The Primordial One and Celestia put as a rule in order to make sure creator can't come back at full power) means they were never gonna be normal lovers.
But oh oh that bit about creator not knowing. You my friend brought up such a nice idea honestly. That would severally fuck up creator's mentally GOD. The confusion, the hurt, it would be so much more intense due to them having no clue as to why. They probably wouldn't be able to comprehend it at all once the truth got out and the characters tried to reason with them.
Like wdym you only were killing me to worship me?? Wdym there's a creator? Yeah that's the Primordial One. Hold up what are you stopping? No don't stop! It was getting fun! Don't take the only purpose I have away from me!
That is so deliciously fucked, full course meal of mental anguish and trauma.
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cleverhyuck · 3 years
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helloooooo <33 can i request for 10 and 24 + jeno or jaemin ? :3 - anon
a/n : i’m assuming you want smut — sorry this is a little late too !— thank you for your request !! 💘
* smut begins on page divider !!
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“don’t test me”
“stop being a bitch”
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warnings : outdoor sex , degrading , quickie , marking ( hickeys ) , mentions of pregnancy , light choking , creampie , raw ( use protection ^.^ )
wc : royal!au , why is this so long
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annual balls are a thing. men and women from all over dress up at talk about who knows what. their children mingle around, looking for friends, competitors, significant others, it’s a routine.
in the kingdom, you’ve been going to monthly balls. meeting people of all kinds. some men try to be your husband and some women try to gossip around you.
you don’t mind, of course. the attention is nice, but it’s what you get for being the daughter of the king.
your first encounter with prince!jeno was interesting to say the least. accidentally spitting your drink onto him from laughing at prince chenle’s joke. both of your eyes go wide as you ruined his white blazer with your red fruit punch, splattered all over.
“it looks like he’s been murdered !!” prince chenle points. the other princes; renjun, jaemin, and jisung laugh. prince jeno froze, this has never happened to him ever.
you rush to find napkins ( more like a maid ) and try to clean it. all five of you headed back to the maid quarters to find extra clothes. “i’m sorry” is what you say the whole entire time while cleaning and moving.
in the quarter, prince jeno sends you an eye smile. something about it comforts you, it makes you feel better about what happened.
“seriously princess, don’t worry.” he chuckles and takes off the jacket. some of it is on his button up so he takes that off too, revealing his nice six pack.
your eyes go wide (again) and you can only stare at his chest. prince renjun has to shake you to get your own head out of the gutter. you and prince jeno both blush and you turn away, afraid to make another embarrassing moment.
prince jisung walks next to you and pats your back. “don’t worry princess, at least we all got closer now! let’s drop the formalities.” you look up at him with rosy cheeks and smile.
turning around and holding out a hand you re-introduce yourself. “hi i’m y/n. nice to meet you all.”
over the months you all grew closer together. you met another boy, haechan. he wasn’t at the first party but said he lived it through renjun’s text messages.
you and jeno were especially close. people made dating rumors over you, but you two were just friends.
friends that kiss.
friends that make-out sometimes, friends that have seen each other naked, friends that have snuck out to kiss…
call it friends with benefits, call it being close, jeno preferred to call it “no labels”
even so, jeno was always protective. never letting you talk to another prince for too long, having his hand around your waist most times.
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as another ball was announced, you decided to have some fun with jeno. a beautiful soft pink dress with a longer than normal thigh slit. the collars of the dress laid on your shoulders, revealing most of your top chest. you looked beautiful. stunning.
this would sure rile him up.
as the guests arrived you welcomed them with hugs and side kisses. once the group arrived, you went for jisung instead of jeno.
pulling him into a hug, you say “i missed you sungie, christ you’ve grown taller too!” you look at him. he smiles and rubs the back of his neck. “thanks noona, but it’s only been a few weeks since i last saw you!”
“a few weeks too long, let’s hang out sometime soon jisung. ride horses on thursday?” you suggest to him. “you bet” he replies.
“ahem.”
turning you see the boys and jeno. “are you guys jealous i didn’t talk to you yet??” you fake whine. chenle shrugs. “why don’t you ask your boyfriend?”
“he’s not my-”
“im not her-”
chenle looks at you both. “yeah, sureeee” before leaving to find other guests. jaemin pats jeno’s back while renjun pats yours.
haechan moves you and jeno closer by your shoulders and shakes his head. “good luck.” is all he says to the both of you before walking past you.
“so..” you say, not making eye contact. jeno eyes you up and down before leaning in close to your ear. “don’t test me, princess”
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the party is going pretty well. jeno and his stares never leave you though. you dance with haechan most of the time. laughing and giggling over whatever while jeno looks like he’s about to break the champagne glass.
haechan totally understands your want to tease jeno and helps you tremendously with that. it’s not like jeno would take you away from the haechan, right? in the dance, you two start doing every extra moves. the crowd backs up a bit and watches you two.
graceful steps and spins have everyone enticed. as it comes to an end, haechan spins you and lifts one of your legs up, he holds onto your lower thigh, revealing the dangerous slit.
as the crowd applauses, you look over at jeno. i swear to god he has the most evil look on his face u cant even explain.
you smile to yourself and move off of haechan, whispering a slight thank you before heading over to where jeno was standing.
“let’s go.” is all he says before grabbing you, practically yanking you outside.
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* “stop being a bitch” he says as he manhandles you onto a tree.
“i wasn’t being or acting like anything.” you say. he scoffs and yanks the shoulder straps down your elbow, revealing your strapless bra.
“jeno!” you squeal at him. you quickly ㅡ cover your breasts by crossing your arms but he grabs them and holds them behind the tree.
“stop squirming” he says as hestarts kissing over your chest. jeno leaves miscellaneous hickeys all over and the only thing you can do is throw your head back and moan.
“let’s hurry this up.”
pushing up your dress he parts your underwear and pushes two fingers in. you hiss at his urgency but soon you’re dripping down his knuckles.
moans and whimpers erode from you and jeno smiles at that. before you can cum on his fingers he takes them out and pushes them into your mouth.
“suck.”
as you do, he uses his other hand to loosen his pants. pulling out his member, he strokes it. your legs subconsciously move and he takes his fingers out of your mouth.
“you like watching me stroke myself?” jeno questions. you shyly nod. “fuck.” he whispers. “you’re gonna be the death of me.”
as he aligns with your entrance, you are preparing for the girth that is jeno’s cock. he teases at your slit before pushing in.
you immediately clench around him and moan into his ear. he slowly moves back out before sending a deep thrust into you. “harder..please” you whimper in his ear.
you wrap your arms around his neck as he is pistoning inside of you. your boobs jiggle at the harshness of his thrusts and you soon feel close.
“jeno i’m, i-i’m” you mutter out. he understands and goes harder and faster. “you like that?” he leans in your ear.
“you like being treated like a little slut?”
as your eyes go wide the feeling inside of you bursts. you cum on his cock and moan a little too loudly. the tightness inside you causes jeno to cum as well, the spurts of his cum fills your insides.
as he pulls out, jeno kisses your forehead. he helps you clean up and look like you haven’t had the best fuck of your life.
right as you two walk back inside to the party he looks at you.
“you know i love you right?” he asks.
“i love you too jeno.”
send me a prompt!
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smallstoriesiwrite · 3 years
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The Dragon and her Knight
a/n: before I start this. This will be my first time writing a short story that I thought of. So please help with feedback!as well! its very long! its been awhile since i wrote something like years so please bear with me! remember yall are loved!
Tenya x Female!reader 
“We will be family day tomorrow remember tell all your family to come so we can all get to know each other.” Aizawa said
All the class groans
“Hey I'm just the messenger. Principle Nezu requested it for Class 1-A. So please bring your families. And I understand if some can’t make it. But please request they come. Okay class is over for today. Remember to call to see if they are coming and that it’s all day. Class dismiss”
Everyone started packing up when Shoji approached Y/N.
“Hey y/n you excited for tomorrow?”
“Honestly Sho I am. You will get to see my 3 older siblings and my parents again! They are always so busy with the agency we never see eachother.my father is even taking the day off.”
“That’s amazing! I would love to meet your parents again!”
You smile remembering how Shoji met your parents when you fell ill during Flu season and your family came and visited you while Shoji took care of you.
While walking towards the door someone bumped into you hard as you fell to the floor.
“Y/N?! Are you okay?” Shoji asked while helping you up
“Yeah Im fine sho now who the fuck bumped into me that hard ?”
“I must have not seen you there L/N. I figured because you're not up to my level?” Iida said.
“Guess who still hasn't learned how to fix that cursing problem you have L/N? Even as kids you used to curse like a sailor. You really have no manners do you?”
Smirking you said
“I may have a cursing problem Iida. But god knows I don’t have a stick up my ass now do I? And from what I hear you're just mad from your actions.”
“Now why would I be mad?”
“My family is all coming tomorrow and your precious rich daddy can’t take a day off of work now could he?” You say tauntingly
“For your information all my family is coming along tomorrow as well. Even my brother.”
“Ah the laid back Iida is coming too! Wow must be an accomplishment?! Here let me give you the pity award” You say sarcastically
Tenya growled and walked away while saying
“See your family tomorrow L/N. Tomorrow will be an interesting day.”
You rolled your eyes and walked to your dorm with Shoji.
“Tell me why again you and Tenya are always at each other’s throats about y’all’s family’s? “ Shoji says
“You see love. Me and Iida grew up together and were the best of friends. We did everything together from helping both of our older brothers with their suits to eating family dinners together. “ you say while arriving at your dorm and unlocking it
“Our older brothers were best of friends and so did my sister and brother got along with Iidas older brother. We were always neck in neck in school and Quirk power. Until one day my older brother Kyo (I’m just gonna name the siblings and if that’s your name I’m so sorry😭) was top of his class and was beating Iidas brother in both hero work and school wise. It was never more than a friendly rivalry between them but our families took it seriously. Iidas family found out that Kyo was excelling faster than Tensie. And surely enough my brother graduated top of his class and knowing how to control his quirk.”
Going into your dorm you set your backpack down and Shoji did the same. Starting to change into normal clothes while shoji did as well. It was so common for shoji left clothes because he always slept over.
While changing you continued
“So when graduation came along both of our families decided to have dinner with each other before having our own big parties  separately. While eating dinner at Kyos and Tensies favorite restaurant our families started to compare our brother's work and every time they tried to one up each other until finally Iidas' family said “You know what? Our sons don’t need to hang out with your kind. We are better than you all and our Agency and money proves it. You don’t have enough money to raise 4 Children! Ha you guys are low lives we will never associate with again.” According to Kyo, Athena and Laxus
Tensie defended us and tried to apologize but it didn’t slide with my parents. We left and ever since we have been rivals. We were never the richest like them. We worked for our big agency. My father and Kyo run the Agency.
It has been a rivalry between us as well. That’s why I study for long hours and as well practice my Quirk with Kyo Athena and Laxus when they come around to visit or present. They all graduated top number one. I want to do that as well.
Iida is just a reminder from my past that tamiles like them exist. They are born into riches while we work for ours. I can never forgive his family for what they said to mine. You know how much I love them. My family is everything to me. We might have arguments and disagreements about my future and the agency but at the end of the day they are my headache to deal with and honestly I don’t mind.” You say smiling and looking at Shoji
“But you do remember that time you lost a dare and kissed Tenya that one night I thought for sure you were over this rivalry. I swear every time I bring it up-“
You cut him off by throwing a pillow at him
“STOPPPPPP WE DON'T TALK ABOUT IT! IT WAS A STUPID DARE IT MEANT NOTHING!!!”
He laughs and says
“SUREEEE you came back a squealing mess and so unsure of your feelings that night to my room.”
I sighed and looked at the grown
“You know I can’t love him. My family wouldn’t approve and you know they are my world.”
“But n/n you need to realize that it’s your future. And your love. You love him don’t you.”
Sadly nodding
“I do. But he hates me. He doesn’t see me as a potential lover. He sees me as a rival he needs to crush because his family says so. My family wanted me to have that mentality as well. But for the love of fuck we held hands growing up and he gave me flowers because he thought it would go pretty un my hair.”
You say while walking to a small box of memories and pulling up photos of Tenya and you as children and dried flowers you pressed.
“I’ll just love from afar Sho.”
He nods and pulls you into a warm hug.
“Remember bestie I’m here for you. Anytime anywhere and if I have to knock some sense into Iida when he’s mean to you. Even if I don’t like hitting my classmates I will do it for you.”
Hugging tighter you said
“Thank you really bestie thank you.”
“Now let’s get to studying. We need to review for next week's test. But we can listen to music and dance around as well.” You said smiling while pulling away from the hug
Shoji nods and grabs his work while you turn up the music.
——time skip to next day brought to you by my raging headache and wanting to eat as well my spelling errors———————-
“Hey y’all made it!” You said running towards your family
“Hell yeah we did we miss your stupid face!” Laxus said while hugging you
“Haha I miss your dumb face as well.”
You said while pulling away from the hug
“Hi mom hi dad “ you said smiling and hugging both
“Hi my love, how are you? Are you eating well? Not forcing yourself too much are you? And Shoji, where is he?” Mom said in a hurry
“Women, she will never understand you. Calm down, I'm sure they are fine. Right love?” Dad says
“Yes dad I am, don't worry mom I’m okay I’m healthy and breathing no I’m not giving myself too much and Shoji is just with his parents In his room before we meet up in class for the activities.” I say while looking over to see Athena and Kyo walking our way.
“Tell me again you sleep deprived child why are we here again? Family day was eject a thing back when we went to school” Kyo said while leaning into a hug
“Nice to see you too Kyo and I don’t know honestly. Guess to get closer. Dawg we've been through so much shit together as a class I think In principle eyes we need to like to know each other on a deep level I guess.” You say while pulling away
“Well beats me honestly it gives us time to relax with you and spend time with our small child we raised now come here and give your sister a hug.” Athena said while giving you a bone crushing hug
“Look at her now she was Bitching the whole way saying she was hungry and didn’t want to relive her U.A. memories. Now she’s hugging you.” Kyo said while wrapping his arm around Laxus.
We all laughed when we heard
“I see you still have a cursing problem L/N. You haven’t changed since U.A.” Tenie said
“Well you see Engine arms we love to keep it real with the family and no filter who do we need to please with our manners? Now you can just simply ignore our “vulgar language”now can you?” Kyo said tauntingly
There was a dead silent between them when Tensie said
“I’m just fucking with you Kyo. How you been, haven’t seen you in months brother.” Tensie said while hugging Kyo laughing.
“I’ve been good! traveling to America for hero work and Singapore. How are you?”
“Even since the accident I’ve been in my wheelchair but I’m still helloing the old man with work at the agency. Mister and Misses L/n hope you guys are well. “ Tensie said
My parents simply nodded there head with a straight face
“The Devil Dragon herself. How are controlling your powers going?” Tensie said to me
“I’ve gotten better. Athena has shown me ways to control them better and so has Laxus and Kyo at times.”
“Now that’s good! I say take better points from Athena. They don’t give her that name for nothing. Now do they?” Tensie says flirty to Athena like who simply rolled her eyes and said
“ in your dreams Iida” while smirking
“Ah so I’ll dream of it tonight.” Tensie said and laughed
Which left Athena a blushing mess
Before Tensie can talk again I hear
“Son, why did you wander off again?! We told you to meet us at the Classroom.”  Mister Iida said while approaching us
“Yeah Tensie, we thought you got lost?” Tenya said as well
“I'm a fine father. I was just saying hello to Kyo and his family. And how could I get lost Tenya I came here to school. I can only go so far with my wheelchair.” Tensie said
Our family locked eyes and said
“Ah The L/N family I’m so surprised they let you children come to this school after your first son.” Mister Iida said
“Well I have you know Iida, my daughter and Son graduated top number one in their class as well. And our last daughter is not too far behind. I hear from Eraser that she’s number one in her class. And her Quirk is more lasting and controlling than anyone’s” my father said while stepping up
“You see Tenya isn’t too far behind and I’m positive he will beat your daughter. And her devil form.” Mister Iida said while giving me a side eye
I rolled my eyes and grabbed my dads hand
“Come on dad. Let’s go do the activities and see around.”
“Okay love let’s go.” He said not even saying nothing to the Iidas while I spoke up to Tenya
“Keep your father on a damn leash or i'll send him to a nursing home.” While bumping into him harshly
[time skip]
After a day of fun activities and hanging out with Shoji and his parents everyone decided to meet up in class to have the introduction part over with.
While everyone introduced their family my name came up.
“Y/n your turn “ Aizawa said
While dragging my parents and siblings up there I said
“Hey guys you know me Y/N I am the youngest of 4. There is my brother Kyo you may know as “The Fire Dragon” he is the oldest. Then there is Athena who y’all may know as “The Wind Dragon” who is second oldest. Then there is Laxus who you may know as “The Thunder dragon” and lastly me who happens to be “the devil dragon” us 4 beautiful babies came from our mother Lilac and our father Ivan. Together we all run Dragon Slayer Industry. Any questions?”
Someone spoke up and said
“Why does your name end with dragon?”
Kyo spoke up and said
“When we activate our Quirk our facial features slowly change into a dragon form. We saw that in the patterns of myself maturing into my Quirk along with everyone. You see, our cheek has scales at times when we use our quirk and Wings as well but only if we are fully using our powers. It differs for Y/N tho. Due to the fact her transformation is more lengthy and more levels towards her dragon form. She posses our strongest form of Dragon Slayer which is Devil power.”
I looked down and smiled when my dad speaks up
“She’s the youngest of our 4 children but we love her as much as we love our 3 eldest. They all happen to be our pride and Joy of Dragon Slayer industry.”
We all look up and dad and he gave us a soft smile
After everyone introduces their families and explains their quirks, Principle Nezu stands on Aizawas shoulder and speaks.
“All of the Families and students meet up in the common room of The dorm we are having karaoke night with the families!”
Me and Athena locked eyes and smiled
While Kyo and Laxus groaned and sat their heads on both mine and Athena's shoulders.
“Awwww what’s wrong Lawx? You don’t wanna perform?” I say while scratching his head
“No, because we don’t sing well, you and Thena always sing better than us.” He mumbled into my shoulder
“I mean that’s true but we know our old school songs don’t we Laxus?” Kyo said optimistically while wrapping his arms around Athena's neck
“You guys legit screamed Drivers License with me and Y/n when it came out. What makes y’all think y’all can’t sing?” Athena says while getting up and following the crowd to the common room.
“Did you really sign the driver's license with your sister Kyo?” Tensie said while his family behind him
“Hell yeah I did. It’s manly to scream with your sisters in the car about a breakup song. And I love them too much as well.” Kyo said proudly
“AWWWWWW you love us?!” Me and Athena gushed
“Shut up you guys” kyo says while pushing us
We both laughed and look at tensie
“What song are you planning to sing?” Athena asked
“Well hopefully a duet with my brother but if not if you want I can do a duet with you?” Tensie said
Athena blushed and mumbled
“Yeah sure.”
I smiled and quickly looked at Tenya who was just smiling at his brother and kept quite along with his parents.
“Are y’all planning to all sing together at least one song? “ Tensie ask us
“HELL YEAH WE ARE! “Laxus yelled happily
“We already have a song in mind. We relate to it too much so we might sing that one!”
We all nodded in agreement and arrived at the common room. It was big enough for the karaoke machine that was hooked to the t.v.
We all sat down Iidas family not far from us and Shoji's family right near us. Me and Shoji smiled and shared snacks while everyone performed.
So many performances went on From Sero and Ojiro performing
To me and my siblings
To Tensie and Tenya
Me and Shoji as well
And even Tensie and Athena
To even Bakugo surprisingly
Everything was coming to a end when Mina requested After her song finish
“I request Y/N and Iida do a song together to close it off!”
“WHAT?!” Tenya and I screamed
“Yes, that would be an amazing idea!!!” My sister stated
“We second that!” My brothers and Tensie said
All the class started agreeing and even there parents while I looked back at mine and Tenyas parents
“Love. It’s all up to you, we won't be mad at you if you do.” My mom stated
My father was about to say something when kyo covers his mouth
“Go sis. It’s okay. Right old man.” He said forcefully
I sighed and got up and said
“Well are we doing this or not engine legs?”
Tenya nodded and got up as well while we headed to the small stage and we looked at eachother and sighed.
“What song are we gonna do?” Tenya asked quietly
“Well I don’t know we can pick random-“ before I can finish the sentence Tensie and Athena walked up and said
“We already have a song in mind. Here this one” Tensie pointed to “Beauty and the Beast and before you say no one we won’t let you leave so do it good” Athena said smiling and walk off with Tensie
“Let’s get this over with Engine legs. I'm sleepy.” I say while pressing play
The music starts
I sing
Tale as old as time
True as it can be
Barely even friends
Then somebody bends
Unexpectedly
I look at Tenya and he smiled and turned to me
Just a little change
Small to say the least
Both a little scared
Neither one prepared
Both of us at the same while looking at each other
Beauty and the Beast
Ever just the same
Ever a surprise
Ever as before
And ever just as sure
As the sun will rise
Ever just the same
Tenya singed and looked into the crowd
And ever a surprise
Both while Turning to the crowd
Ever as before
While I sing sweetly
And ever just as sure
As the song goes on we became more emotional and more one with the song
Both looking into eachothers eyes and singed
Bitter-sweet and strange
Finding you can change
Learning you were wrong
We scooted closer together
While still singing Tenya puts his hand on my cheek which makes me melt Into his hands and forget anyone was watching. I felt that the world stopped while looking into his blue beautiful eyes.
Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the Beast
Beauty and...
Beauty and the Beast
Singing the last note, Tenya pulled me into a kiss.
It wasn’t a dominant kiss, it was more of a passionate and tender kiss.
Happily kissing back we sadly pulled back for air and realized we were around people.
I turn to see my siblings clapping and jumping around and my mom's smiling face and my dad's soft stern look.
To Tensie clapping and hugging Athena and Iidas parents' shock.
Finally I pulled away from Tenyas grip when I felt being pulled off the stage by Tenya. Dragging me to an empty room.
“Wait Iida what are you doing? Dude let me go” I say while struggling to get out his grip when finally we stopped in an empty study room.
“I'm sorry I pulled you away. It was too much commotion for me to speak to you in private.” Tenya says while looking down
“Why did you kiss me?”
He stayed silent
“Tenya, why did you kiss me?” I say softly
He chuckles and says softly
“I haven’t heard you say my name in years. I forget how smoothly it came off your lips.”
Smiling sadly I grabbed his face and looked at him.
“Huh yeah it’s been awhile hasn’t it. But really why did you kiss me? I understand if it was in the moment and not meant-“
“Wait, you think I didn’t mean it?!” Tenya says with panic in his eyes
“Well with the rivalry and the mean comments and just brutal training against each other  at times I would never think you would like me or even kiss me.”
“I understand where you're coming from but I need to assure you that I do care for you. Even after the stupid and inconsiderate comments my parents said years ago. I never stopped caring for you. This rivalry is so dumb. if I see Tensie falling in love with Athena. Why can't I do the same.” Tenya says
“Wait, you love me?”
“I always have. Since the day we met when Kyo and Tensie had a group project and you came over with Kyo to my house. I remember your beautiful c/e looking so afraid and didn’t want to leave Kyo’s lap because you only knew him. And while I tried to persuade you to come and play with me in the garden I remembered I overheard your mom say your favorite flower was f/f and lucky for us we had it in the garden. I begged my mother to cut the smallest flower there was.” He smiles and continues
“I grabbed the flower carefully and ran back to Tensei's room where you and Kyo were. I sat next to Kyo and I saw your eyes light up in the sight of the flower. I asked if I can put it in your hair and you nodded and I said-“
“It looks beautiful. If you come outside with me we can make a beautiful flower crown for a princess like you.” We say in sink
“You remembered” I say softly
“I always have.” Tenya said
“What do we do now? We both like each other and just want to be happy with each other. Without our parents at our throats.” I say
“Come.” Tenya says while holding my hand
We both ran to the common room and saw nobody and I looked to see that both of our family’s were in my dorm room. I tugged Tenya and pointed to my family. He quickly dragged me with him and while we approached our families we heard our fathers argue.
“If your daughter hadn't come to this school Tenya would be number one!”
“Oh please that is so not true and you know that. Your son wouldn’t be number one even if my own daughter wasn’t here. She got so many recommendations to come here like Endeavor's child!”
While they argued I see our mothers knock on my door
“Y/n sweetie please open the door. We know you're in there with Tenya.” My mom says
“Y/n its okay me and your mother are not mad. Tenya please convince Y/n to open the door.” Tenyas mom said
I see on the floor crouching down my brothers and sister along with Tensie who seemed to be calling our phones. And I remember I left my phone on my bed.
“Mom, I'm right here.” I say
I see my family look at me and Tenya holding hands.
“Oh thank god. We thought you locked yourself in your room.” Athena said while getting up and hugging me
“Oh no I just left my phone on my bed. I just talked to Tenya for a bit and we want to talk to y’all actually.” I say while looking at my family and his.
“And before we go into my room. Please stop the fucking arguing this rivalry is gettin old. Of who’s better or not. Both of you men are reaching an old age, stop arguing and act normal. I will not tolerate it in my room. If y’all do I will spray you with my spray bottle that has water. Got it?” I say while unlocking my door
They nod and all pile into my room.
My siblings sat on my bed with Tensie next to them.
My parents and Tenyas parents sat on the couch I had.
After everyone settled in Tenya spoke
“I understand that this rivalry has affected me and y/n in many ways you wouldn’t understand. From me and Tensie losing our best friends to hating the idea of them succeeding. Tensie matured and became friends again with the y/n family and hell even fell in love with Athena. I always respect you father because you always knew better for me but this is my time to choose and I choose to be friends and more with Y/n.”
“I understand dad that you don’t like me associating with the family who made fun of us because of our wealth and status. And god knows I'm still upset but it was never Tenyas nor Tensei's words. Even misses Idas words. And I know it gives you rage and anger seeing with the son of the man who made fun of us. But dad. Im old enough to choose who to associate with. I know mom is okay with it. But I want you to be okay with this as well. I'm not asking you to forgive them this instant. But please work with Tenya and Tensie they are trying to make amends.” I say with tears in my eyes
“Father. I love her.”
‘Dad I love him.”
We say together
Our father look at us and each other and sighed
“Darling I will try for you.” My dad says
“ I will as well.” Tenyas father said
I smiled and ran to hug my parents.
“Thank you really thank you” I say crying
My parents hugged me back and kissed my forehead
My sister pulled me from my parents grasp and threw me to my brothers who hugged me
“Look at this little devil dragon growing up it was just like yesterday you told us to shut the fuck up.” Laxus said
“If you dont let me breathe ill make sure you don’t have children you fucking dick” I say struggling to breath
When they let me go I see Tensie and Athena hold hands having there cute couple moment
I smiled and walk over to my record player and put the disc vinyl of Cage the elephant and
“Cigarettes Daydreams” played
I look to see my father dance with my mom
As well with Tenyas parents
With our siblings singing
Distracted in the moment i hear
“Can I have this dance” Tenya says
I smiled and slowly danced with him
“ We will make this work. I promise.” Tenya says
“We better. I know I didn’t kiss you as a dare for nothing.” I say while looking up at him
“I remember that kiss. You ran off to Shoji's room while I stood shocked and eventually went back to my dorm and overthink the kiss.”
We both laughed and that’s when I sing
“Soft speak”
“with a mean streak” Tenya singed
“Nearly brought me to my knees” we said softly as we danced to the rest of the song
Do do do do do do You can drive all night Looking for answers in the pouring rain You wanna find peace of mind Looking for the answer If we could find a reason, a reason to change Looking for the answer If you could find a reason, a reason to stay Standing in the pouring rain
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studiopoprocks · 5 years
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Fluff alphabet with Hawks??? Yes please
Hawks/Keigo Takami Fluff Alphabet
*in adudible screatching* Hawks/Keigo Takami is probably my favourite character in the whole BNHA universe!🧡❤️🧡❤️
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A - Affection (How do they show how much they care in their day to day lives)
Hawks would say that he’s really into extacagent things, like adventurous anniversaries, and getting you the same number of roses at the age you are for your birthday. But that’s cuz he doesn’t realize how amazing he is in everyday life. He thinks about you constantly, which always leads to a text on your well being of some sort. Sometimes he’ll even fly over to your work during his break just to see you. On the off chance he has a day off without you, he’ll bring you lunch, then follow you throughout work like a lost chicken puppy.
B - Before (How did they act before the relationship/ what was the relationship like?)
Hawks had always been a tease, so he flirted left right and center. Unknowingly to you, he had stopped flirting with everyone else except you. He seemed the exact same from when you were kids, but when a coworker pointed it out that’s when you started up. It was only competitive flirting until you two started dating. Afterwards it seemed like all his flirting turned into normal compliments, and went so much deeper then his old ones.
C - Comfort (How they act when their S/O is sad)
You try your best to be strong around hawks, he’s dealing with so much that you don’t want to be a burndon. So the first time he notices your sad, it’s a big shock. ‘Hey, don’t cry’ he’s so quite that you’d bearly noticed him come in. He’d just hug you, burring your head in his chest as he uses his wings to rub your back. He won’t pressure you to talk, mostly because his mind is racing, trying to figure out what happened. The next few days, he’s so lovely dovy just because he wants you to having something good in everyday.
D - Dawn (What are mornings like?)
You tend to wake up in a curtain of wings. It’s definitely your favourite way to start off the day, as you lazily brush your fingers through the red feathers. They are surprisingly warm, so you usually have to manoeuvre the blankets off of you somehow. By this point Hawks would already be awake, but he’d pretend to be asleep so you two could keep cuddling. Then you both need to rush out of bed, because you spent too much time laying there instead of getting ready. Just like every other day
E - Embarrassed (How does their S/O make them flustered? How do they return the favour?)
You’d bet money that Hawks goal in life was to embarrass you. He especially likes to do it when you’re not expecting it, like last month at the hero gala: He introduced you as his ‘love dove’ to everyone, then proceeded to comment on how cute your red face was. However, you were the one laughing when you pretended to whisper, and instead kissed him right infront of Endeavor.
F - First date (Were did you go and what did you do for your first date together)
Your first date was more like a competition. ‘Aww did ya miss me?’ ‘You wish. You’re the clingly one Hawks.’ ‘Sureeee, if I was your boyfriend, you’d have a hard time staying away.’ ‘I’d be a way better girlfriend then you!’ ‘Wanna bet?’ ‘Oh it’s on bird brain’ and this you too spent the next couple hours doing super classic dates. Going for coffee, a horror movie, and going out to eat afterwards. Needless to say, you both won.
G - Gentle (How Gentle are they with their S/O? Or do they like to rough house with them?)
Hawks won’t hurt you, but he won’t treat you like you’re made of glass either. Most of the time, he’s very soft with you, aside from the rougher kisses. However he’s developing this evil thing where he’ll throw you up in the air as your flying with him. It’s never for too long, but you screamed so loud that another pro came to check up on you too.
H - Habit (What do they repeatally do in the relationship?)
We all know Kei’s wings are strong. But Hawks has this habit of wrapping his wings around you, and not letting you go. So being unable to deal with the strength of his wings, you’re kinda stuck. The worst is when he’ll fall asleep like that, and you’re in desperate need to use the washroom or something, and you. Can’t. Move. You’ve talked to him about it before, but you’d be lying if you said you didn’t enjoy the hugs.
I - Intreating (What do they find fascinating about their S/O? And vise versa?)
He loves how interested you always are. As curious as a kitten he likes to say, before caving and telling you all about his day. For some reason you find his day facingating, and just how he lives his life. Hawks never understood it, but he loves the way you listen so intently to his stories, and give your own opinions. Especially on your borderline conspiracy theories on the LOV.
J - Jealousy (How easily do they get jealous, and how do they deal with it)
Honestly Hawks doesn’t get jealous, he fully trusts you and he doesn’t want to be an overbearing boyfriend. He does however, get self conscious when you seem to be enjoying another mans company. So expect him to give you his famous hug from behind, and quite a bit more attention then usual. He’ll talk very politely with you and the other guy, he just wants to be in the picture, beside you.
K - Knick Knack (A random momento they still have from their S/O)
You had found a cute pair of bird earrings, that sat ontop of a little red heart. You had to buy them right away! But instead of wearing them like you were supposed to, you turned them into little pins. It was simple, you just replaced the backs. Hawks almost cried when you game him one. He called it you, and you had him. You never see him wearing it, but he keeps it in his pocket, pinned to the back as to never loose it.
L - Location (Favourite place to go on dates)
Anywhere high up, duh. It’s nice and relaxing, and neither of you have to deal with fans. 9 out of 10 dates you’re above the clouds at some point. The other ones are you two going out to KFC, or anywhere with gooood chicken. But by far his favourite dates, is going to this family run chicken place, then heading on top of his agency’s building, and having a picnic while looking at the clouds.
M - Movie (What cliché movie trope has actually happened in the relationship?)
Childhood friends to lovers. Keigo and you were kinda friends when you were little, he liked to tease you a lot, but he never took it too far. But like all cliches, you two had been split up around the beginning of middle school, and only reunited once he was the number 2 hero. You could tell right away that it was him, because the first thing once he saw you was a flirtatious joke.
N - Nickname (What do they call their S/O?)
What He calls his S/O:
‘Love Dove’
‘Chicky poo’ What can I say, he loves his bird puns
‘Cutie’ likes to use this one in interviews
What his S/O calls him:
‘Kei’ confuses everyone because not many people know his name
‘Undercooked chicken nugget’ this comes up a lot more often then you’d realize.
‘Loveable goof’
O - On Cloud Nine (How they act when they are in love/ Is it obvious to everyone around them?)
This boy wears his heart on his sleeve. Of course at the beginning of your relationship, he had to act as though you two barely every talk. However there were many people who speculated you two because of how so dam obvious he was. He won’t realize how close he is, or how long he’ll be staring for, but once you mention it he goes stone cold. It’s kinda scary how quickly he can hid his feelings.
P - PDA (Do they like showing off their s/o, or are a little shy to kiss in public)
Your relationship had to be under wraps, as much as it broke Kei’s heart. If he could tell the whole world, he would. You both however, do end up going public after one of his fans starts bad mouthing you, and he shuts them up by kissing you right infront of everyone. Now he’ll talk about you any chance he gets, especially in interviews.
Q - Quirk (A random ability they have, that’s helpful in a relationship)
Due to his goofy nature, he can always make you smile. Of course if you want him to, he’ll listen to your problems with open ears. However sometimes you’re just in a funk, and he’s the guy to bring you out of it. From puns, to tickling, to complimenting you, nothing is off the table. He hates seeing you sad, but being the thing that makes you smile always warms his heart.
R - Rearly (Something they love to do, but it doesn’t happen often)
Absolute favourite thing in the world is when you preen his feathers for him. It basically feels like a more intimate massage, and is probably the most relaxed he will ever be. You always cover every inch, making sure every feather is cared for and properly in place. Sadly it takes so long, and really tires your arms out. So Hawks only gets this special treat on holidays or if he’s had a particularly rough day.
S - Special (Something that only them and their S/O do together)
Late night flights. When ever one of you needs a break, you dress in comfy cloths and jump out at window. Hawks will fly you above the clouds, and casually fly as you two talk together about whatever is on your mind. Anything from heart felt conversations, to jokes, to full out make out session. It’s a special thing you do for eachother, that high up in the clouds, there are no distractions, and no stress, only eachother.
T - Together (How often do they spend time with their S/O?)
Even through so much of his time is taken up by hero work, or dealing with the LOV, he still somehow manages to make lots of time for you. It’s likely because he skips out on a lot of his hero duties, or Dabi doesn’t want to listen to the boy rant about how he misses you. It’s actually really sweet that he makes sure to spend at least a little bit of time everyday with you.
U - United (In which way does the relationship become a whole? Marriage?)
Hawks likes to put up a front, he has to for the public. In the beginning of your relationship, he found he was even doing that with you. You knew something was up, and just wanted him to come to you in his time of need. It will be hard, but once he knows you genuinely love him, flaws and all, you’re relationship will sky rocket. He won’t keep any secrets, and will never put up a front for you, you could see through that anyways.
V - Value (What do they treasure the most in their relationship?)
Definitely the Truth and Honesty. He’s finally found someone who he can be 100% himself with, without the fear of being judged or ridiculed. Around you he can lower his guard, and the walls built around his heart. He honestly never thought he’d find someone like you, but now that he has, hell amber let you go.
W - Wish (What do they hope will come from the relationship?)
Keigo just wants a happy life with you. He wants to grow old, and not have to deal with the stress of hero work. He’s had to prioritize all of the world, but honesty he doesn’t want that weight, if he could choose, he wants to prioritize your relationship. He’s dreamt of being one of those old couples who still go on coffee shop dates, and brings flowers for eachother. But for now, he just has to wish.
X - XOXO (Favourite types of kisses and hugs)
Hawks adores hugging you from behind, while his wing encase you together. It makes him feel like he’s protecting you, and that you’ll never disappear. This position also traps you in his assault on your face. He’ll kiss any part of your face as long as it’s in his reach. Forehead, cheek, nose, mouth, he loves them all. He’s such a goof.
Y - Yearning (How do they cope when they're missing their partner?)
With how busy Hawks is, he takes being away from you very well. It’s almost to the point where you feel like he doesn’t care that much. However all those negative thoughts melt away the second you step foot into your shared apartment. No matter how many times you’ve told him not to fly in the house, he always zips right to you. Picking you up and half cuddling you, half flying you to a comfortable spot.
Z - Zeal (Will they go great lengths for the sake of the relationship? What kind?)
Like I said, he wants to grow old with you. He’s even physically told you that he’ll live for you, and keep doing his best for you both. Of course he’s lazy and if you ask him to get you a drink when your closer, no way. But if you asked him get you something when you’re actually upset, or in pain in some way, he will fly anywhere in the world at a drop of the hat.
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wildthought12 · 5 years
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Ghost (Part 1)
Description: It was everything from his shaggy hair, to his touches, to the way he held that camera of his: everything about him left you fascinated.
A/N: This is my first time writing so please be kind! - Thank You!
The moment you step foot outside of the airport the sun was beaming down your face.  A smile appears on your face; you are finally back home in, Los Angeles.  All the honking and traffic snap you out of your train of thoughts; it was the two things that you did not miss while being away.  There were a lot of cars not to your surprise as you are scanning behind your black Ray-Ban sunglasses for your mother.  
"Y/N."
"Y/N, OVER HERE!"
Your eyes found your mother who is waving like a crazy person to catch your attention.  A laugh escapes your lips as you dragged your two heavy luggage towards your mother black BMW X5.  "Hi, Mother dearest," you said with a big smile, you were happy to see your mom after all three months has passed since you last saw her.  Your mother walked over to the back of the car to helped you put your luggage into the trunk.  "It's nice to have you back brat," she said as she gave you a tight hug and made you laugh.  "I bet Dad and Tommy are driving you crazy." She nodded her head and laugh, "you have no idea, and I'm sick of being in the middle of your father and your brother argument."
Both of you laugh as you enter the car and your mother started to drive.  "What can they possibly be arguing about now? The two of them doesn't even live in the same house anymore." You shook your head at the thought of what reasons can you father and little brother be arguing than again those two never see eye to eye.  "The usual you know about school and how he can't make money playing games to post on youtube forever." You rolled your eyes, "oh god, Dad needs to let Tommy live his own life, and he is actually making good money with his games."
"I know, I tell your Dad that all the time but you know how he is," you nod knowing how you Dad always wanted things to go a specific way.  "Dad needs to learn to be less annoying.  As long as Tommy and I are making money and bills are pay than let us live." You said as it reminded you of how your dad always said he wish you went to school for education instead of human service. Even though you made a career for yourself as a caseworker, he wanted you to be a teacher, but obviously, it was not something you wanted for yourself.
"What are you going to do now?"
You let out a sigh now that you are back home you need to find a job since you quit your last one to go on your adventure. "Start applies for jobs, I guess," you shrugged since you weren't too sure if you want to go back to that career path.  Being away from home changed the way you saw things.  "Y/N, what do you mean you guess? You need to make money," your mother said with a stern tone.  "Gosh, mom I know that, don't worried I have a good amount in my saving to keep me afloat for a couple more months." The one thing that you did listen to your dad about is saving as much as you can which is why you were able to be gone for three months.  The one thing you are better than your brother at is being independent.
"Home sweet home," a smile made its way to your face when your eyes landed on your apartment.  The plus side to living in that apartment is your parents owe it, so they were kind about the price.  "I'll see you and dad later, mom," you said then gave her a wink. "I better get a gift from you, Y/N, you were gone for three months."  That made you burst out laughing, "Don't worry, I got you something from each country." You gave her a thumb up; you made sure to grab your family and friends something from each country in SouthEast Asia that you were able to step foot in.
The moment you settle in you stare up at the ceiling and thought about what you are going to do when you see him again.  It’s not like you can hide from him forever, yes Los Angeles is a big city, but at the same time, it was small as well.  Not to mention your little brother Tommy ran in the same crowd because of Youtube.  And not just that but Natalie is also one of your close friends. The two of you met back in college, you were a couple of years older than her but the both of you hit it off in Animal science class; that you decided to take as a free elected because of how easy everyone said it was.
You grabbed your phone and decided to text your friends including Natalie.  You did tell her that you would text her the moment you landed and settled in your apartment.
‘Hey, Bitch I’m back from Asia!’
It didn’t take long for Natalie to text you back which surprises you since the time is two in the Afternoon.  Usually, she was busy doing errands for him than again there is no such thing about regular time with a job like that.
‘What the fuck Bitch you told you would be back next week not today.’ You laugh as you read her text, the two of you friendship is like that with swearing at one another.
Y/N: I lied because I knew you would try to pick me up from the airport.
Natalie: No shit, I haven’t seen your ass in three months.  
Just as you are about to reply she decided to call you on facetime, "Oh my god why didn't you tell me you, bitch? I would have taken time off to pick your ass up because I FUCKING MISS YOU." Natalie shouted the last part which made you laugh.  You shook your head, "because I didn't want you to take the day off of work because god knows your boss needs you all the time." You smile because you know how important she is to him.  Natalie rolled her eyes, "David would have given me the day off," she pouted because she did miss you.  The sound of his name made you feel weird, "Shoot his ass would have come with me to pick you up too.  David miss your ass too," she said with a smile, and luckily she didn't catch you pout at the sound of his name.  "That is why I didn't tell you because I did not want to bother his busy ass."
Natalie rolled her eyes, "big deal it would have taken only an hour." She said as you watch her walk around the house as you are in bed talking.  "DAVID, Y/N IS BACK HOME THAT BITCH LIED TO ME," Natalie shouted and before you can say anything she passed her phone to David.  The one person you did not want to see just yet.
"Y/N," he said surprise looking like a Deer caught in headlight while you felt yourself stop breathing for a second.  It didn't take you long to snap out of it as you remember Natalie is there and she knows nothing.  Putting on the best fake smile of your life, you waved and said, "What is up Dude." You did your best to sound like your usual self in front of Natalie.  A smile found a way to David's face, "Welcome back to America."
"THANKS!"
You watched as Natalie shook her head, "Can you believe this bitch lied to me?" She said to David, and he shook his head and laughed, "Y/N didn't want to see you Natalie get the hint, gosh." You watch as he did his best to act normal around Natalie, "Please she loves me."
You smiled at Natalie and nodded, "I did, but I figure I would give myself a week to adjust to the timezone before I saw you."
Natalie shook her head, "No bitch I'm going to see you today." She said as she turns to David, his eyes never leaving the facetime.  "David, can I take a few hours off to see, Y/N?"
"You can take the rest of the day off, Natalie," David said and an excited Natalie squeal.  "Hopefully I see you soon, Y/N," he said as you nodded, "sureeee thing dude!" It was a lied you did not want to see, David Dobrik at all.
TBC        
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wavykidruahl · 7 years
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IM BORED SO I ANSWERED THEM ALL
1. You woke up naked next to the last person you texted, what would you say? Lmaoooo YIKESSSS 
2. What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed? Nothing. That person doesn’t exist 
3. If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care? Yes, if it was anything but weed
4. Is your last name longer than six letters? Yes 
5. Was your last kiss drunk or sober? Non existent
6. Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up? Yes all the freaking time. 
7. What does your last received text say? That’s tbh my type of fail 
8. How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?  00000000000.0000
9. Where was your last kiss at? In my dreams 
10. When is the last time you saw your sister?  Like a week ago   
11. What do you drink in the morning? Water 💦💦
12. Where did you sleep last night? In my bed with no heat on 
 13. Do you think relationships are hard? Nope, I mean I wouldn’t know. But I think they are like having a best friend.
14. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you? I don’t think I did anything stupid enough. 
15. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, any problems? Nope. I’d me in the room by my self. 🙋🏽
16. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy? Rainy ☔️️☔️️
17. Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you?  Nope.
18. Are you wearing jeans,sweatpants,or pajama pants? Jeans but I’m about to put on sweatpants 😝
19. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now? If we are being honest, probably not. 
20. Does anyone like you? If someone does,please tell me. 
21. Have you ever kissed someone with a name that starts with an S? Nope. 
22. Is the last person you kissed gay? Wtf kind of question 
23. Is there a person you CANNOT stand? There’s a couple of them in my school. 🙄 
24. Have you ever considered getting a tattoo? Yeah, a couple smallish ones 
 25. In the past week have you cried? Yeah 🙃 
26. What breed was the last dog you saw?  Great Dane 
27. Do you dry off in the shower or out of the shower? depends on how cold it is
28. Have you ever kissed a football player? I wish…..
29. Do you think you’re old? Nah
30. Do you like text messaging? Absolutely, I can only talk on the phone with my mom and people i’m really close with so….. just my mom😂
31. What type of day are you having? Lazy one 
32. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced? nah, everyone and their mom where i live has one.
33. Do you prefer warm or cold weather? colllllddddd for sureeee❄️
34. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you? Justin drew bieber
35. Would you prefer a relationship or a fling? Relationship. I’m too invested for a fling.
36. Are you a simple or complicated person? A weird mix of both.
37. What song are you listening to? Silence 
38. When you say you’re sorry do you mean it? eh
39. Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you? nope
40. What made you start liking the person you like now? His fucking smile bro, its so cute 😫. I could legit just stare at it for hours and hours. (I’m not talking about justin)
41. When did you last receive a text message? 1 hour ago
42. What is wrong with you right now? If i could tell you i would 😬
43. How well do you know the last female you texted? Not that well
44. Does anyone disgust you? Lets not 
45. Would you date someone right now if they asked? Depends on who but most likely not.
46. Are you in a good mood right now? eh
47. Who was the last person you talked to in person? My mom
48. What color shirt are you wearing? Blue
49. Has someone recently told you something you didn’t want to hear? People don’t tell me anything 
50. Anyone you’re giving up on? Several actually at the moment. 
51. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for? LMAO yep. Sure do. 52. Have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t? I’ve done it. 
53. Do you like rain? YES. Pluviophile here 👈🏽
54. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks? Nope. As long as it’s not affecting their health. 
55. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them? Bro every crush I’ve had ever. 
56. Do you like to cuddle? I wouldn’t know but probably 
57. Are you shy? Yeah. 
58. Do you get along with girls? I don’t get along with people. 
59. Have you dated the person you texted last? Nah. 
60. What do you carry with you at all times? My bus pass, my phone and my braces rubber bands 
61. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you? Nahhhhh not I. 
62. Do you think you can last in a relationship for five months? I can last 5 years 
63. Think back to October, were you in a relationship? i’ve never been in a relationship 
64. The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute? Omfg yes
65. Did anything “cute” happen in the last week? Nope. I wish 
66. How old are the last three people you kissed? Square root of -1. lol get it? because they’re imaginary…. math joke 😂😂😂
67. Would you rather pay to get your nails done or do them yourself? myself, why pay for them to peel off when i can get them to peel for free.
68. Which do you like better- Zebra print or leopard print? Neither 
69. Do you have any stickers on your car?  I don’t have a car yet, and if I did I wouldn’t have stickers on it. 
70. Would you rather listen to Luke Bryan or Lil Wayne? lil Wayne 😋 
71. Blackberry, Anroid, or iPhone?  iPhone 📱 
72. When’s the last time you had pizza from Pizza Hut? I don’t think I ever had pizza from there, but I want to try it 
73. Do you like diet soda? It’s alright 
74. What color are the walls in your room? Purple 
75. Are you 16 or older?Sí
76. Do you watch Pretty Little Liars? Yas it’s one my favorite shows even when it annoys me 
77. Do you have a job? Yes sir 
78. What are your initials? JB, legit guys 
79. Did you ever have braces? Yup currently. #braceface 
80. Are you from the south?  North 
81. What does your last status on facebook say?  YASSS my girl is 17 !!!
82. Do you still talk to the first person you ever kissed? if that person is in my dreams then yes? 
83. Are you closer to your mom or your dad?  Mí Madre 
84. Have you ever done cheerleading or gymnastics?  Nope too fat for that 😭
85. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters? Straight out of Compton 
86. Do you smoke?  Nahhh
87. Would you rather wear heels or flip flops? neither, more of a sneakers person.
88. Is your phone touch screen? yep
89. Do you normally wear your hair straight or curly? Curly 
90. Have you ever snuck out of your house? nah, i like my life.
91. Would you rather swim in a river, lake, or pool? Pool
92. Have you ever made out in a car? lmaooo nope
93. …Had sex in a car? Nah fam
94. Are you single or in a relationship? single as a the last pringle in the can that you can’t reach.
95. What were you doing last night at midnight? Sleep 96. When’s the last time you saw fireworks? Fourth of July
97. Do you like the camera on your phone? Yup iPhone 6s Plus
98. Have you ever had a friend with benefits? nahhhhhhh.
99. Have you ever passed out from drinking? Nah. Drinking kills brain cells.
100. Are you friends with people on facebook that you actually hate? Nope.
101. Have you ever had a pregnancy scare?  LMAOOO boys don’t like me enough for that.
102. Name your favorite Kesha song: That one song.
103. Do you have any tan lines right now? Nope. I stay indoors on Tumblr
104. Would you ever wear cowboy boots with shorts? No do I look like Hanna Montana
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Convalescence Pt.7
Wednesday 29th June 2017.
“How is Twin A?” Owen asked as he looked at  x-rays and MRIs with Meredith.
“He’s doing consults, but no surgeries yet,” she replied. “How’s Twin B?”
“She mopes a lot, still, and she doesn’t really talk to me much unless it’s important. Or in therapy,” Owen explained, squinting and moving closer to one of the MRIs, “But she is walking around by herself now.” Ever since Amelia had named Derek ‘Twin A’, he and Meredith were now calling the Shepherd duo ‘Twin A’ and ‘Twin B’. “There’s a small tumour on his liver for sure, by the way,” he added, pointing at one of the scans.
“Do you still have the stay at home nurse?” Meredith inquired, looking at the scan he’d pointed at.
Owen laughed. “I don’t have any more patience to put out money searching for nurses that Amelia will eventually scare off with her antics. The neighbours check on her occasionally and sometimes they cook for us; that’s as far as I can go with monitoring her while I’m here working.”
“That’s nice of them,” she said, “But overall, everything is okay?”
Owen sighed and smiled a little, thinking of the kiss they shared yesterday in the hall. “Everything’s-”
“Hunt,” Bailey called as she entered the room, almost crashing into the doorframe, with Arizona right behind, “We need you in the ER. Now.”
Owen looked between Bailey and Arizona, a little baffled by the sudden urgency. “What’s in the ER that Kepner can’t handle?”
Bailey stayed silent, unsure if she should say who was there before he got down.
“Amelia’s in the ER,” Arizona answered for her.
It took him all but two seconds to push past them and sprint out the room.
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When he came into the trauma room, it was complete uproar. Derek, Callie, Jackson, April, Richard, Stephanie and Maggie all crowded around the doctor, running various physical tests, overwhelming the tiny neurosurgeon.
“I just fell in the kitchen,” Amelia groaned as Derek shone his penlight in her eyes,
“She fell down the stairs,” Ryan corrected from the corner of the room, holding hands with Jo, who was holding Rosie.
Owen walked over to the little boy and kneeled to his level, his eyes already watering in fear. “Ryan, what happened?”
“It’s my fault she tripped down the big stairs,” Ryan explained with tears in his eyes, tattling on Amelia, “I called 911 like you taught me to, Mr. Owen. Am I in trouble?” He never showed emotions or feelings of fear unless it related to her, so Owen knew it must’ve been a pretty hard fall.
“Derek, I said I’m fine,” Amelia insisted once more, beginning to lose her patience the more she was being touched. She could feel someone touching her injured leg, another person poking at her back and everyone else was just crowding her, so close they were probably breathing the carbon dioxide that left her lungs. She understood they were concerned, but this was bordering on too much; she was losing her cool very quickly.
“You’re not fine, Amy,” Derek said as he checked her motor functions by making her squeeze his fingers, “Your eyes are dilated.”
“Does this hurt?” Callie asked, putting pressure on a part of her foot.
“OW!” Amelia yelped, pulling her foot back reflexively, “What the hell are you-”
“Okay, stop,” Owen exclaimed, making everyone freeze, “Everybody get out.”
“I still have checks to do,” Derek complained.
“So do I,” both Jackson and Callie said in unison.
“Everyone out,” he repeated in a louder voice, opening the door to usher everyone out, “Leave, now.” Reluctantly and slowly, everyone left, leaving Amelia and Owen alone in the room.
“Follow my finger,” he commanded her, moving his finger across her vision. He then shone his pen light in her eyes, which were, in fact, more dilated than normal. “Any nausea, dizziness or light-headedness?”
“Owen, I’m fine, it was nothing.”
“On top of your pupils showing that you’re clearly not fine, your son tattled on you,” Owen notified her as he searched her face and head for any cuts or bruises, “He said you fell down the ‘big’ stairs, so don’t lie to me. Nausea, dizziness or light-headedness; answer.”
Amelia sighed. “Nausea.”
“Pain?” he asked.
“My back and my ribs,” she responded.
“You know the drill,” he teased, offering a small smile. Amelia rolled her eyes and took off her shirt. “So, how did this happen?”
“Ryan left a stupid toy on the stairs,” she grumbled, “and it’s hard to keep your balance in a big and bulky and annoying air cast. Not to mention very hard to walk on- ow.”
“Sorry,” he apologised, “Your spine incision is a little inflamed, but reasonably so; you fell down a flight of steps.”
“The air cast wanted me to fall down the stairs,” Amelia continued, “It’s out to get me.”
Owen chuckled softly, finding her humour endearing. He hadn’t heard her talk like this in a while.
“Are you laughing at me?” she accused in a high pitch voice, making him laugh even more. “It’s not funny!” Owen snorted, laughing more at her reaction than her previous joke. “I could have died,” she exaggerated.
He stood up and stared at her, an amused smile on his face. “Sureeee.”
“Oh shut up,” she snapped, a smile making its way onto her face.
“You need to take off your bra,” he informed her.
“Of course I do,” she sighed, unclasping her bra and holding the cups to her chest. Owen rubbed his thumb across the incision on her ribs.
“Was this always red like this?” he asked, not knowing much about the wound; this was the first time he was seeing the full extent of her scars from the accident.
Amelia looked down at the scar. “No.”
“Well, it isn’t too bad,” he mused, searching the surrounding area for more bruises, “but I think I’m seeing something higher up.”
“Higher up?” she reiterated, hoping for clarification.
“Up, up,” Owen tried to clarify without saying the word, his face red.
Amelia looked down at him and noticed the embarrassed look on his face. “Oh…you mean on my boob.”
“And your arm is kind of blocking me from seeing it properly,” he added, “Do you mind if I hold the cup and you lift your arm?”
“You better not try to cop a feel,” she warned him, letting his hand slip under hers. She lifted her arm and waited for him to finish, her face getting redder with every second.
As Owen looked at the bruise, he could feel her heart thumping hard under his hand. It was weird that they were being so weird about this; they’d seen each other naked more times than they could count. They showered naked and slept naked, they even swam naked once, so it shouldn’t have been so weird.
“Okay, done,” Owen said, clasping her bra for her, “Looks like it’ll heal in a couple days.”
“I think I’m gonna throw up.”
“Relax, it’s not that bad,” he said, standing in front of her now, “The bruise shouldn’t leave a-”
“No, Owen,” she said, covering her mouth, “I really think I’m going to-” She lurched forward and gagged, puking all over him and herself.
“Okay,” Owen murmured, staring down at his now vomit stained lab coat and scrubs, “Maybe you do have a concussion.”
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Not gunna lie (a sorta update turned long rambley and dissociative
Crap's been bad. Stressful and hard are the best ways to describe the last 3(?) ish months... It seems like just as everything gets back to "normal" something else comes up... The vast majority has been external stress and happenings. Now though, certain things are transferring to internal bs too and there's literally nothing anyone of us can do about it. Our probably lowest functioning alter in our section was apparently just starting to make sounds, from what I understand there wasn't really anything close to words but sounds alone are a big deal for her. Well somehow word of this got to a persecutor - I really am not comfortable naming anyone here...idk it's all really personal and still really fresh so, yeah, you guys understand... - anyway our persecutor got a hold of her and brought her back to the section over, which none of us /but/ this particular alter has access to (unless she brings you there herself.. obviously) which is REAL damn concerning bc she won't tell anyone - including my bf who she's got a good relationship/trust with (or at least it seems.. idk I'm really sketched out by this tbh) - why/ for what purpose she brought her over there, or anyyyy details surrounding it besides just "it's Otherside stuff, don't worry about it" or hella vague statements like that... (Otherside is the name of the section over from... us? Lol idk how to word it, I don't wanna say "main section" but like???? We literally just call the section we're all in "Inside", the whole of the inner space is called "inner world" like.. 'normal' to differentiate, even though it's super close.. basically we've never been able to agree on a name for our section) Anywayyyy the worry is abuse happening innerworld/ Otherside more specifically based on what we know of her and Otherside.. I'd have to check the dates cuz I'm not 100% positive, but I'm fairly sure this all lines up with some intense and sudden family stress that I don't plan on going into due to contents of it.. idk why I feel the need to explain myself... pretty sure anyone following me who bothers to read all this will probably understand how sensitive content can be difficult/ triggering for both the writer and reader.. this is a damn DID system blog for fucks sake. But point being I'm super concerned for what this could mean, especially as far as unraveling trauma, because tbh I've basically been avoiding that like the plague in therapy... like I'm a crazy curious person by nature, and I want to learn all there is to learn, but am also like a pro at deflecting emotion and (trying to remember how my therapist says it and failing apparently lol) - I legit give up on the end of this sentence I've been trying to figure out the words or even remember for the last like 5mins but I'm tired and starting to dissociate and ughhhhhhhhh....... this is annoying but I just really want to be able to finish my vent... So attempting to continue on... I'm like no good at accepting/ dealing with trauma or anything when presented with it - except occasionally when it's presented purely as fact and void of emotional backing, intent or charge.. lol - which is part of why my bf and I work so well together, were both lower empathy so we often step back and speak theoretically and non emotionally which works really well for us especially when problem solving and stuff. Ok but I've lost track of what I was trying to say again. But I'm keeping all this cuz it's helping me process I think so I can hopefully stop thinking myself in circles RIGHT ok trauma work.. yeah I'm scared shitless of it even though some sick part of me desperately wants to know... And pieces of things are starting to fall together a lot quicker than I would like all of a sudden and too many things are fitting logically together to come up with a most and more than likely scenario of early life events that was only really theorized by me until now and idk that I'm ready to accept this it's too damn much too quick like I had my ideas but I also kinda thought it was all bullshit and nothing would come of it and I'd just be a stupid and crazy young adult with differing issues than originally suspected but I think that's exactly the "cover up" if that makes any sense. It's my safety screen because I'm too much of a p*ssy to face up to any of it... Whelp... congratulations Tumblr... you've officially seen my thought process in writing as I slowly dwindle into dissociation and an existential crisis simultaneously... that's just great.... I'm not deleting any of this tho because I want the record of it tomorrow so I can get it down on paper or something... My therapist is gunna love this lol (like in the sense that she'll approve of me looking emotionally at events and such and communicating them.. at least I hope so?? Hi Stace!!!! lol it's me from the past!!! F*ckin trippy! K but seriously do you approve cuz now I'm paranoid and probs might cry but actually also probably not... just sayin) Guys Idk how to deal with this... imma be honest I'm freaking tf out by everything happening all around me. Like now I can't escape it regardless of where I go - not that that matters because amnesia is still being a regular bitch which I blame on the constant stress???? Does anyone else have that problem??? Amnesia getting worse while more stressed I mean, not just like switching more or something, specifically forgetting any switch. Cuz for a while communication was getting better and now it's gotten worse again.... Normal? Anyone?! ALSOooooooo I'm going through a phase of remembering my dreams right now and with all the stress (and how vivid they always are anyway) they've gotten extra weird and uncomfortable and are pulling ideas from like every corner of our waking life and meshing them together into confusing and jagged (that's not the word but the closest approximation I can make right now) dreammares... like they're not quite nightmares but they leave us with this sense of unease for sureeee... I could still hear the small child from my dream screaming for like 5mins after I woke up... (in the head, not like a hallucination) which leads me to believe it was possibly actually coming from somewhere inside but I don't really have a good way to confirm that and again with the whole curious bit a pussy thing I kinda don't wanna knowww.............. but I do but I really don't but I also do so like... fucking send help???/!!!?!?!?!? K I'm don't writing I'm a fucking mess and I can't tell my ceiling from a sea cave right now... -Jinxy
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Well well well…I’m back!
In case you forgot about me, I’m still here!
It’s been a long while since I last posted! It’s kind of nice to give my perfectionism a break from reading and re-reading my blogs over and over again to make sure my grammar is spot on.  I have quite a few pet peeves when it comes to grammar…but even I know I’m not perfect all the time. (Like you should know the difference between ‘their’ and ‘there’, ‘than’ and ‘then’ or ‘our’ and ‘are’…but I’ll still forgive you if you don’t :) haha)
To get to the point, ’cause you’re probably like “What has this girl been up to lately?”. Well my friends, I had a glorious, month long visit home! Our (Ryan and myself) departure was December 23; so up until that point I was listening to Christmas music as often as I could…and Ryan judged me majorly for this. We both needed to pack up the apartment we were living in (because we’re moving soon!!) and I had all the songs on repeat. Thankfully he put up with me and my insane Christmas cheer :D (and I love him even more for it).
China doesn’t really decorate around Christmas time, (well, the city we were in doesn’t) so I can still remember the feeling of  excitement I had to go home and see the Christmas tree my mom decorated, or just any decorations. Or to smell the homey Christmas candles….ahhhh. Also I was really pumped for all the snow! Weird right? Everyone seems to dread the snow, but I was welcoming it with open arms. In fact, just the other night I missed the sound of a snow plow going by. So strange…But the main reason for my excitement was just to be with my friends and family to celebrate the holidays. I mean that’s what the holidays are all about, right!?
Right?
Well, I feel like presents are such an expected thing around Christmas-time, or even for birthdays, anniversaries, Valentine’s Day…okay a lot of days. Kids (well most kids) aren’t afraid to show their expectations/excitement when it comes to presents. I personally remember a time when it was my 9th birthday (or around that..okay it was last year you guys! ahah kidding) and my parents got me a stuffed animal.  I didn’t want a stuffed animal…pshhh. I was too mature for that (meanwhile I tucked in all of my 7 stuffed animals into bed every night)….But I was definitely a child that loved gifts.
But as adults I feel like we hide it, as we often do our emotions. “Oh you didn’t have to get me anything!”. Meanwhile, if you have a birthday party and no one brings you a gift at all, are you slightly disappointed? Or lets say it’s your anniversary and your special someone doesn’t get you a gift. My guess is that your inner, immature self would be throwing a tantrum; if you had even a shred of hope that someone would bring you a gift. BUT if you’re like, an amazing human being and just cherish the company of others, kudos to you. You are awesome.
And this year, I’m joining that awesome club! I feel like this year I truly cared less about gifts. Seriously. This year I didn’t care what I got, or if I even got anything. I was truly happy to be home with friends and family to just spend my time with them (not that I didn’t appreciate the gifts I got!!). And I know you’re like “yeah sureeee she cares about her family this much”…
I DO. With all my heart I would do anything for every single one of them. They’re all a bit loud, fun, weird, and different…and sometimes a bit moody (okay that’s me on low sleep). But they’re all amazing (I guess I’ll put myself in that category as well…hehe..I mean blood relation you know, I have to have it too!). And boy was it nice to be home!! I arrived home safely, and Ryan, after having our flight delayed, rushing to his connection flight, only to have that delayed an hour, meanwhile having zero sleep on a 14 hour flight, reached Florida safe for his family holidays. For me, as usual, my arrival was on a Friday night pizza night, and my mom saw me at the door and welcomed me with a big hug. I walked in and saw my dad with our very close family friend (again, hugs all around), and I of course got to see my BABIES.
These two little ones…
They steal my heart every time. It melted my heart when they came to cuddle. I feel like they know who I am, but who really knows with cats. They definitely weren’t jumping up and down when they saw me, as most dogs do (they would run you over). But my cats behaved much like cats (surprise surprise) and did that cool cat walk like “Hey…what’s up? Come here often?” just to rub it in my face that I haven’t been around, making me feel bad for leaving them :(
I remember Ryan suggesting at one point to go to Toronto to meet up with friends, and I didn’t want to go because I wanted to spend as much time as possible at home. Even if no one was home because they had to do their regular day things, I just wanted to be at home and cuddle my cats….which I mean, judge me however you like (crazy cat lady, crazy animal lady), but I just wanted to smoosh them as much as possible. (We did end up going to Toronto by the way and it was a blast!)
So at this point you’re probably thinking “Okay, your entire time home did not involved just smooshing your cats…”
You’re right.Let me get to the more interesting parts of the holidays.
Florida New Years
This New Years was a big deal to me you guys. I feel like most New Years I end up staying in and watching the ball drop on TV with whoever else I’m celebrating with. Which, yes, it’s about the company and whatnot, BUT I seriously wanted to get out and do something fun for New Years….Okay last year I celebrated New Years in Thailand with some pretty awesome people (Ryan’s family), so that was amazing. But most new years I tend to spend indoors at my own fault. Sometimes you gotta make your own fun!
So, this year I did my research and figured out what Ryan and I could do in Florida. I booked us a hotel, a restaurant reservation, and mapped out where we would go afterwards. Perfect! We were not going to have a boring New Years.
My flight arrived in Florida the evening of December 30, and we drove to Fort Myers on the 31 to get to the hotel and get ready for our evening.
Views from the sky!
Here’s what the night looked like:
Followed by this:
And then this:
So we had our lovely dinner and we walked around Fort Myers to celebrate with everyone around. This was really cool because there were multiple streets shut down just for people to walk around, drink, and listen to the handful of bands dispersed throughout. As well, a part was sectioned off for the ball drop. All through the night we were able to order alcohol from the booths stationed outside, and that’s when Ryan noticed the Jell-O syringes. Yes…they were actually in a syringe!
I don’t remember exactly how many I had, but I remember hating the taste of them; but yet with peer pressure from Ryan I continued to have them anyway (notice the whipped cream on top; it wasn’t totally awful). I just remembering shuddering every time from the nasty flavour, and having to chase it with beer.
As the night went on, the streets got more crowded and I started feeling like I was back in China, but at this point I already had enough alcohol in me that I didn’t really care about my surroundings. Don’t worry, I didn’t do anything inappropriate! But when we were waiting for the ball to drop, which was blocked off by moveable fencing, there was an interesting security guard watching ‘his area’ (by moveable I mean someone has to physically move it…it can’t move on it’s own!). Ryan and I had our hands on the fence, just chatting away, minding our own business when the security guard comes over and tells us to take our hands off the bar. I didn’t realize a resting hand could do so much damage to a fence! We kept watching him and he continued to do this for anyone, even if they just rested their foot on it, or any body part for that matter. Well, I was feeling pretty rebellious so I kept my hand on their anyways. I showed you Mr. Security Guard!!
…and then he came over and pushed me, and Ryan got in a fight and that was the end of our evening.
Just kidding! But wouldn’t that be interesting!
That really was the extent of my rebelliousness though…nothing happened. (I know, why can’t I be more rebellious just for the purpose of this blog??)
Later on in the night more ‘fun’ people came out from wherever they were hiding. This included a group of super interestingly religious people;  they announced to everyone continuously via loud-speaker, that everyone around Fort Myers was going to hell. Just the kind of vibes people want around New Years right?! I remember seeing some people going up and trying to hug this one particular speaker, to try and show him some compassion. Instead he said “What are you doing, do not touch me, I said to not touch me. Please stop touching me. You’re all going to hell”. This guy was dead serious. Some others went up and explained their own religious views, but this group still put them down for going out and celebrating New Years Eve. I really had no idea religious people weren’t allowed to go out, drink or have fun. All I know is, I wont be joining that religious group (and I probably wouldn’t even be allowed!).
When it got closer to midnight,  Ryan and I gathered with everyone else around the ball drop area. And as you might imagine New Years being between couples…well yeah it was darn cute. And if you’re single, you’d probably kiss that random stranger or hug a good friend…or all of the above if you’re really having a good time!
A really blurry photo shortly after midnight by the ball drop!
I however stuck with Ryan, and we continued to have a good time by going into a nearby bar. The place was huge, with lights flashing, people dancing and the music vibrating through the walls. I decided (like a kid) to follow the bright flashing lights upstairs. With alcohol in my system I tend to be a bit more curious than normal, and Ryan tagged along. Once we got upstairs, the room opened up to a less busy of a bar with several couches placed throughout, and people dancing to the music between them. I remember seeing the couch and was like “Oh that’s nice, I’ll just sit down for a bit”. I at that point hadn’t sat all evening and my feet were tired. Suddenly, a husky security guard comes over and says “This is VIP! Get out!”, and as we jump out of our seats we hear one of the guys from VIP say “No it’s okay, they can stay”. I should have figured out it was the VIP section before I sat down, based on the environment, but my situational awareness wasn’t the best. So Ryan and I were sitting there and this guy didn’t even tell us his name, he just said “Yeah I’m a football player. We’re all football players up here, and this is our section. But it’s cool if you want to stay”. My mind was at first like “Ooookay football player with no name”, and then thought “I know he wants us to be blown away by his sheer amazing-ness, but what’s his name again?”. In my mind, your name is more important than your occupation, but I think he thought opposite. So to make him feel more special, here was my reaction: “NO WAY! WOW. THAT IS SO COOL! Oh my gosh. This is crazy. No we should leave! We’re sooooo sorry”. In which case he was like “No, no you guys can say”. Then Ryan and I looked at each other and are like…crap, now we owe him/them something. We have to buy them all drinks, and I don’t know that we have that much money left! (I also don’t know if I can worship them that much longer…). So I asked some of the guys and girls around what they wanted and Ryan and I waited at the bar for a bartender when Ryan said,  “I just really want to get out of here”. Smart cookie Ryan is!  So, we literally bought zero drinks and just walked out of the building, not even saying goodbye to anyone.
Poor football players were probably wondering where their rum and coke’s were at!
At this point it was getting late and we decided to walk back to our hotel, which was about a 20 minute walk. We had stopped in at a gas station to pick up some food and refreshments and next thing you know, it’s morning and we were in the hotel. I was laying on the bed, on top of the covers with my clothes from the previous night on….we made it back to the hotel??
I turned over to make sure I made it back with Ryan, and saw him on the other  double bed. I tried get up to go to the bathroom but my head was pounding, and the room was spinning. I finally forced myself to the bathroom because my bladder couldn’t take it anymore, and as I was washing my hands I regretfully looked at myself in the mirror. You can use your imagination to picture how good I looked just then. (hint hint: amaaaaazing). I drank some water, and very, very slowly walked back to bed.
Checkout was at noon, so of course we needed to get out of the hotel, but I was in no state of wanting to live.
I tried to pack up some of my things when I had to suddenly run to the bathroom to puke….ugh. I tried again…and puke again. Then we made it to the checkout, I looked like a mess and didn’t even want to talk, so I let Ryan handle it. We decided to grab something at Dunkin’ Donuts before we drove back, but I couldn’t even look at food, or coffee…not even Ryan because the sun was reflecting off his magnificent white skin.
Ha! Just kidding. He’s no vampire. Anyways, Ryan ordered something at Dunkin’ Donuts and I sat there, slumped in my chair with my eyes closed, waiting, and hoping not to throw up again. After he was done, we made it to the car and Ryan pulled out of the parking spot when a wave of nausea hit me again. He pulled back in the spot and I quickly got out, thinking I was going to puke, but it was a false alarm. Thank goodness Ryan’s mom had the travel sickness bags in the car; what a smart lady! I got back in and took the bag out just in case, and ended up falling asleep. We finally got back to the condo, with no accidents in the car (yay!), but as I got out of the car and can you guess what happens next?! Yepp…I threw up again. Ryan left me to do my business each time because he couldn’t handle it, which I totally get! Who wants to see that. But the plus side of this situation is that Ryan complimented me on how quiet I am when I throw up. Sooooo I’ll add that to my resume!
Anyways, the whole day I felt like crap. I was willing myself to feel better because I saw how beautiful of a day it was. I just wanted to be out in the sun, and I only had a few days left in Florida! But no matter how hard I tried, I never did get to sit out in the sun that day. I made my New Years Resolution to never drink again (as if a year is that quick to get through)….but I’ve broken that promise several times since! But New Years was a blast with Ryan and SO memorable, and that’s all I really wanted. I would go back and do that again another year, just minus the Jell-O syringes. Bleh.
Me the day after New Years: recovering all day
I was able to get to the beach a few days, and was it ever nice!!
Post New Years Adventures
Pretty much every weekend after getting home from Florida, we spent staying up late and having fun. I have to say, Ryan did really well in this area. Ryan’s dad has this saying that nothing good happens after midnight; but I would say for Ryan that nothing good happens after 5am.
There was the one pizza night when everyone was over, being all loud and having a good time. One person we were extra happy to have around because he doesn’t make it to pizza nights as often anymore; my brotha from anotha motha, Eric. Actually though he is like another brother, since my family grew up with his just 2 houses down the road. Anyways, it was getting late and I was super tired that night so I decided to head to bed early. Ryan and Eric however stayed up until 6AM!! Like a little kid on Christmas morning, Ryan came into my room and excitedly woke me up to tell me that we’re going out for breakfast at 7am. They wanted to keep the day rolling, and I was their ride to breakfast. I negotiated with Ryan that 7:30 would be better, but when that time came around Ryan didn’t wake me up. 8:30 came around and still I heard nothing.  So I went downstairs to where the guys were last, and I see the them both sleeping away like little angels (okay maybe some snoring was involved). When they finally woke up they were both still drunk, and they knew breakfast was off, especially since Eric had to be somewhere for noon.
The next really fun time of Ryan waking me up was when he went out with my brother and his girlfriend to celebrate their friends birthday. (PS. do you notice this pattern of me not staying up late and drinking?? I learned something from New Years!) We had just gotten home from my grandma’s 80th birthday around midnight, and they were ready to party! Rico and Ryan had some shots before I dropped them off downtown, and I told them to text me if they needed a ride. I even stayed up late to wait for a text, but received no response. SO I got a lovely call at 5am, and I don’t even remember what Ryan said because I was pretty much still asleep. In my half asleep state, I went downstairs and saw Rico propping Ryan up and trying to open the door at the same time. I at first was like “Okay…they’re just really close now”. Then I finally, really woke up and because something about it didn’t look right. Finally Ryan bursts out “I broke my ankle!!” He’s drunk, and Rico’s giving me a smile like “Geez I dunno what happened…yeah it was stupid”. Confused with how he could possibly break his ankle, I respond “What?? Are you okay? What happened??”. I swear I didn’t hear the full story of what happened until the next day (I did not get much information out of the drunk Ryan).
Here’s the story:
Everyone goes out to the bar, has a great time, Ryan’s not drunk
Bar closes, everyone Uber’s to the birthday girls’ house, Ryan’s not drunk
Birthday girls’ family (and Rico’s girlfriends’ cousins) arrive, Ryan’s not drunk
The family brings out the real alcohol, people start dancing in the living room, Ryan’s drunk
Shots, shots, more shots, Ryan’s really drunk
Deep conversations, heart to hearts, still drunk
More shots….still really drunk
Time to go home, Rico and Ryan have the brilliant idea of walking..still drunk
What’s that Ryan see’s? A really tall shed you say?….still drunk
Ryan parkour’s to the top of the shed and proceeds to jump down (stupid, stupid idea…really drunk)
Ryan lands…and voila! He can’t really walk (maybe a bit more alert, but still drunk)
Rico somewhat carries Ryan home
Ryan calls Marisa
So yes, Ryan jumped off a very tall shed in a random person’s backyard, and seriously messed up his ankle. Rico said he was just walking along, and the next thing he knows Ryan brings out his inner monkey and is climbing on a fence towards a shed, gets onto the roof, and jumps off, landing flat on his feet. Okay there Mr. Hulk! (Except instead of him shattering the ground beneath him, the ground shatter him) Something in his ankle must have cracked, or fractured…we still don’t know. My biggest worry at the time was that we were leaving for China the next day and I was wondering how I would get him through the airport with all the luggage we had. Also I have yet to see any people in wheelchairs in China, and there was no way I could carry Ryan the whole way through.
If you’re wondering what’s up with Ryan’s ankle now, we still don’t really know. It was, and is still sometimes painful to watch him walk. On the day of our departure, my dad was able to find some crutches for Ryan to use. Thanks dad! I didn’t have to end up carrying Ryan after all!
Overall the trip home was a blast; we made the most of our days home and spent as much time with people we knew we wouldn’t see anytime soon. Going away has made me appreciate those important people in my life even more; I often randomly think of people from home and sometimes feel like crying! But crying from missing friends and family has subsided a lot, compared to when I initially got here. Sometimes I have the opposite reaction and feel like bursting out laughing, which is equally as funny. The longer I stay, the easier it gets.
Some other memories from my visit home:
Skiing at Blue Mountain with my dad and family friend
More cuddles
Going for a nice hike, full of smog-free air!
Got my Italian passport!!
Axe throwing competition
Being home always creates warm memories for me; I laugh uncontrollably at least once a day, and I feel surrounded by great people.  My brother, for example, has an awesome humour that can make me laugh non-stop for about 5 minutes from just a silly noise.
Which brings me to a 1.5 hr  Christmas Eve drive home from my grandparents; my brother was driving, and everyone else in the vehicle had been drinking. We listened to all sorts of music, had some good talks, and Rico did insanely good voice impressions of an old Japanese man, an Australian, and Hermione Granger from Harry Potter (pretty much just sounded like Mrs. Doubtfire). It was the Japanese man that got everyone in the car gasping for air; and I had to tell Rico to stop because I was concerned my sister was going to pass out. If we sound like an insanely happy family, I’d say for the most part, we are :D (We’re probably truly insane, but also happy at the same time) And I’m so glad Ryan has joined in on our crazy train; I remember when he first met everyone, his facial expression was like “What kind of water are these people drinking?!”
Anyways folks, as always, thanks for taking the time to read my blogs (even if they can be a tad long), and listening to how awesome the people in my life are. Going home is bound to create some good memories, but I’m also loving my life here in China. We’ve met some pretty cool people from America that will unfortunately be leaving us soon to go back home. However, this coincides well with Ryan and I moving to Chongqing within the next week or so! I’m SO excited to move. Until then, I hope you’re all enjoying your 2017 so far. If you’re not, come visit us in China, it’ll change the way you think!
Coming up: The move to Chongqing
Next trip:  Vietnam
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