#this is a terrible time to post a set

[lover-of-mine]

There's nothing left here, all our best years are behind. What a brutal way to die but you choose it every time...

#911 #buddie #911edit #buddieedit #911 on fox #911 fox #911 abc #evanbuckleyedit #eddiediazedit #my edit #otp: you don't need to pretend with me #usercam #at this point i should have a cemetery tag lol #i need a gracie tag dont I? #and a pining eddie tag #this is a terrible time to post a set #but like #ive been doing this for hours #i just want it posted #this was harder than i expected #like ooof #anyway have this #flashing tw #911verse #evan buckley #eddie diaz

[edandstede]

ed and stede would not fuck izzy hope this helps <3

#stop making me see stizzy and edizzy and fucking steddyhands they all suck shit #even if you weren’t shipping ed with his abuser and stede with the man who tried killing him multiple times #it just straight up is a terrible set of pairings #izzy would literally hatecrime you for it. he’s calling you slurs from beyond the grave for suggesting he’d fuck stede #and as for ed. the show told you all you need to know on that front #bro was repulsed and i cannae blame him. ‘i have love for you’ ‘LMAO GROSS’ #anyway this is a hater post go fuck yourselves #quill to paper

[trappper-johnathan]

#hawkeye pierce #mash #m*a*s*h #i am having a Difficult Time at work today so im finally posting this set #turns out having a major clearance event during back to school week is Terrible because customers dont know how to not destroy everything 👍 #my section has been completely RENT ASUNDER ರ⁠_⁠ರ #anyway hes JUST like me for real <333 #tw sui ideation

[skitskatdacat63]

Tradition vs Modernity vs Comradery

+ context & lore:

In the first drawing, Fernando is wearing a capote de paseo, which is what bullfighters wear before the match begins, as seen below:

In the second, Seb is shouting the very familiar "Olé" which is shouted by the crowd to praise the matador. He's a little brat, so of course he's yelling it for himself, but he did get many 💐

The third(which was a random sketch I had that I didn't think I'd finish tonight, so ignore if its messy) has very important context to me. Before going to the final act and killing the bull, matadors dedicate their montera(hat)(and symbolically: their kill) to a a specific person in the audience(or just the public as a whole.) Seb and Fernando are finally in the same color! Seb is bowing!!! And Fernando is honoring Seb!!!! Also ignore that I drew Seb's post-retirement hair. Though, maybe this drawing is supposed to represent Fernando making a dedication to his now-gone rival 😔(Seb: stop telling people im dead!)

Now, some more lore :D

So I talked about this in my last matador post but I'll expand more. I think it's very funny to characterize Fernando in this au as this fun-hating traditionalist. Because you have to understand; he's only this way when it comes to Seb. Because you absolutely KNOW he was doing silly, unserious shit back when he was younger. But absolutely god forbid Seb do anything silly.

It's very ironic because there literally is a part in the third act of a bull fight where it's basically encouraged to be a bit silly. This is a tad morbid, but basically right before they deliver the killing blow, some show their mastery over the bull by doing some superfluous action(ex. kissing the bull, kneeling in front of the bull.) There's some guy who literally would lean on the bull and mime taking a call. But anyways, Seb would def do this. I've not been able to draw it exactly how I want, but he would bend down and do his little bull horn symbol and mime charging at the bull. (Fernando, trying to make up reasons to hate Seb: oh my god, look at this blatant disrespect, look how he is disrespecting the bull, I cannot believe how rude this boy is!)

Also there's something to be said about how the matador shows mastery over the bull by kissing it or bowing to it...and Seb is technically the bull in this au and Fernando is the matador. There's just this unfortunate level of weird power inbalance that still lingers even though their rivalry is over and can't be affected anymore. There was no succinct answer about who truly was better because Seb was forced out of it. So there's always gonna be this level of "is he just pitying me? Is he just mocking me? Is he just patronizing me?" on Seb's part whenever Fernando praises him or makes dedications to him. And Fernando's always going to be haunted by the fact that there's no answer to who is truly better because he'll never know if Seb had reached his full potential or not. Anyways, they also have nasty sex while wearing their costumes and do weird bull/matador roleplay :)

#god do not ask me at what time i am writing this post #its genuinely so bad and terrible 😭 #i meant to only draw the first two but remembered i had the sketch of the third one #and thought hey might as well finish it!! at a uhhhhh already late hour #BUT HEY I DREW THEM ALL AND I LIKEY SO :) #third one is a bit messy tho cause im still not 100% on what i want their 'aston' era clothes to look like #but good enough for [undisclosed hour] so yes hello please take more matador au :) #was just pondering drawing more chibis bcs ive made more aus since those chibi sets i drew #and now have these so :) yayyy matadorsssss :D #but anyways the joke of this post is that whole modernity vs tradition meme so hope that makes sense :) #its super late and my brain is lacking comprehensive thought so i hope this all makes sense #catie.art. #f1 #formula 1 #sebastian vettel #fernando alonso #vettonso #matador au

[fruitydiaz]

all i've ever wanted is to make something fucking last

anywhere with you - maggie rogers

#al gifs #911 on fox #buddie #scheduled #me: i’m gonna ease back into making gif sets :) #me: *makes 45 gifs for one set* #okay. #time for my giffing play by plays: #i forgot how to color. it was very scary. #really proud of the blending in some of these. if i could post the searchers gif by itself i would but alas it is too short #eddie’s panic attack from defend in place is so critical but also my arch nemesis because it’s horrible to gif #it’s night time there’s flashing emergency lights the fire engine reflects light. terrible. horrible. hate. #really got into the swing of things around the s3 gif and then immediately lost it by the end of s4 #i could’ve put a million scenes into the s5 gif but a lot of them required blending and i’m TIRED #not even completely happy with the ones i chose but it is what it is #could this have been shorter? no. i had to commit to the artistic vision that’s been haunting me all week #in conclusion: they are in love

[happypeachsludgeflower]

“No beta we die like men” and thank god they’re dead

#no beta we die like men #and sometimes you can *tell* #there are just some fics that you read and go ‘yea this one needed some quality time with a second set of eye balls #I respect that someone took the time to write and post a fic (especially when I never have) #but sometimes I can only stare in horrified awe at the truely terrible grammar error present in My Immortal level fics #ao3 funny #ao3 author #fanfic stuff #ao3 tags #ao3 fanfic #memes #tumblr memes #funny memes #meme #fanfiction #fanfiction woes #fanfic

[anxiously-sidequesting]

To me personally malistaire is the funniest and most pathetic villain wizard101 has ever had AND I MEAN THAT SINCERELY!!! Between doomed children who have been manipulated, groomed, and isolated into becoming products of their environments, someone scorned who has been punished unfairly by having your biological heart torn out your chest and turning your children and all of reality against you to satiate their own ego, a nonhuman entity so powerful and so clueless they unintentionally threaten the lives of everyone around them, Malistaire FELL DOWN BRO. Like yeah you're bitchless now. You and me both. Get in line. Everyone in this room is bitchless. We are ALL living that ✨💅🏾💃🕺 Single Life™. You are a middle-aged man. Cope

#this post is lighthearted btw JELAJWODJTU i aint actually mad #but like...... malistaire as a villain is kinda mid though im sorry. IM SORRY ill take the L opinion if i have to #its one thing if he lost his wife to unfair systematic negligence or thru someone else's doings or smth but. no she just got sick bro 😐 #HWMSNFLEKSDIDOA EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE I WILL GIVW A BAD OPINION AND THIS IS ONE OF THEM. i cant be right ALL the time /j #like if i dont focus on malistaire's motives and just his ACTIONS he seems super metal #but then he does ALLLLL of that heinous shit because his wife died. like thats absolutely very sad but damn get a grip #(fandom starts breaking in my windows and drags me out into the street) IM SORRY IM SORRY LOOK ITS JUST NOT MY CUP OF TEA #ive never been invested in those Mr. Freeze types of villains where a person they love dies due to normal circumstances- #and they go fucking BERSERK. they LOSE IT. they go like “well okay fuck the entire world i guess nothing matters” and then kill people #LIKE IF IT'S DONE IN A CERTAIN WAY I CAN BE INVESTED but more often than not to me? its just kind of funny #like “okay damn there was only ONE person keeping you from being a national criminal? okay” #and you know what? thats a mood actually. thats a mood #without my cat i probanly would have become the president by now #for some reason its a little diff for me if its like a child you lost and idk why #like if malistaire lost a kid instead of his wife id probably be more inclined to feel bad and thats terribly fucked up JSLSJSJSJ #you know what its also bias because in some shape or form i relate to all the other villains. morganthe and duncan especially #whereas in malitsaire's case i have never been married. which i mean doesnt stop me from tryna be more synpathetic i guess but im just not #ONCE AGAIN FEEL VERY BAD FOR HIM AND SULVIA. like losing someone to sickness or any reason really is a serious thing #but in terms of a fictional setting with fictional characters where one of them decides to commit genocide over it? 🧍 like okay boo u do u #i will gladly give up my mantle for the “most reasonable opinions” guy in the fandom foe this one. i deserve it #wizard101 #w101 #wiz101 #text posts #malistaire drake

[chilapis]

Last post before I crash and no-one hears from me until I return from my first final the morrow’s eve (a changed man no doubt) but there’ll never be anything funnier to me than consistently being viewed as a composed and calm saviour by peers while I’m, actively and uncontrollably losing it.

#not said sarcastically or as a vent by the way I genuinely find it so terribly amusing. you think I have it together ? aw <3 you fool. #i’ve been pacing around my room like a starving lion since the past week in whatever free time i’ve had. #and i keep getting people in my messages begging me for last minute help ? which is endearing but. i’m hanging on for dear life myself #helping isn’t foreign to me; i have 4 (?) people in my class who almost exclusively refer to me as ma’am and even refer to me as a teacher. #but helping last minute is so. deeply chaotic. #and I have this issue with me where having others around me makes me immediately drop into a ‘role’ of sorts? #i’ll be freaking out but then someone else starts freaking out around me and my immediate response is to just. #hey. we are going to make it out of this. it’s easy as pie. do you see me worried? no right? <- on the verge of hyperventilating #there’s this one guy in particular who got so excited to find out we have the exact same examination set-up tomorrow. #i gave him like basic pointers and i don’t think i’ve ever been thanked so earnestly and desperately in my life. #i remember during mocks my friends would message me what I wrote in questions and then they’d immediately go oh thank Fuck. #they’d literally just act like they’re absolutely going to pass now just because we had points ​in common. #as if i’m some sort of fucked up correct answer sheet incarnate. #it’s genuinely really sweet to me though; like i’m not posting this ranting or such. #having so much faith in another to the point that you can put yourself completely at ease says. alot i think. #and i’m glad i can be that person for so many. #and I feel like it helps me in a way too because i become so concerned with others that I forget to drown myself in my worries. #i forget that I’m worried because there are others to care about and console and help. so i suppose they help me in a way as well. #but also who is going to be that person for ME. who is going to console ME. im going fucking neurotic /jest #<- woman with ego issues & control issues who would rather die than accept help. #sigh. oh well. I’m sure we’ll do just fine. cannot wait #🥀🍷 — colloquy.

[lover-of-mine]

Talk some sense to me...

#911edit #buddieedit #911 on fox #911 fox #911 #buddie #evanbuckleyedit #eddiediazedit #otp: you don't need to pretend with me #my edit #this is a terrible time to post a set but honestly who cares #yo this has been in my mind for a while #and i keep telling myself i need to do more overlays #now we're here #spkaoskaoskaos #i was very careful with this set for some reason #yeah anyway #i should go to bed #evan buckley #eddie diaz

[ghost-of-you]

#5sos #5sosedit #michael clifford #my edit #soooooo #this was not why i turned my computer on and this is actually a terrible time to post a set #but hey he exists and my brain goes brrrrrr #id let him ruin my life and id say thank you after #like for real i blacked out for a second #jesus fucking christ im down so bad #i kinda wanna say more shit but that would be inappropriate #like straight up what the fuck i dont know how to feel anymore] #the arms up #the to the moon peaking through #the blue shirt #did you see him???? are you seeing this??? #remember when i said that i wanted that budapest calum set to be my legacy #i changed my mind #i want this one #this is the most important set ive ever made #he is the love of my life and i don't care #yeah #anyway love a good reminder that i can swerve all i want but he still owns my ass aoskaoskaoskoaks #im gonna stop talking in the tags i feel like I'm about to reach the tag limit #im sorry to anyone that clicked see more on this #mc #5 seconds of summer #myedit

[blatantlyhidden]

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#tw trauma #venting #i know it's been over two years now and i should probably stop thinking/talking about this #but i can't get over how my ex behaved towards me despite knowing my past and trauma #how he kept pushing my boundaries and making me feel bad for even setting them despite very well KNOWING my reasons #like this dude KNEW about my past and STILL behaved this way #how he wanted me to “get help for my issues” but only as a disguise to get what HE wants #telling me that if i didn't get a therapist within the next year he'd break up #i forced myself to do things i never wanted and now deeply regret #i set a boundary and could watch it being ignored weeks later #when i broke up with him he wished terrible things for me and told me to fuck myself #and even after that he kept on trykng to contact me on every possiblr social media months after #last time he contacted me was in july this year.....we broke up OVER 2 YEARS AGO #i'm glad i left but i have so much unresolved shit that i just cannot let it go #like that shit sits deep #this is so much oversharing i'm so sorry #will probably regret posting this and delete but i had to get it out #can't keep annoying my friends with this #again sorry

[aria0fgold]

Thinking more about the kind of story The Cursing of Château Castle is. I forgot to add in that post I made the description of the "general story" of it but I think the bookcases in the Castle-Loving One's house is lined with that book and Siffrin describes it as "a story where bad things happen to good people" when he originally thought it was romance because of Mirabelle being a big romance fan.

I'm specifically thinking about the fact that Issue #48 is the most hated one out of 87. If we think about this some more, the book's length per issue is possibly short, estimatedly around a 1 hour to 2 hours read. Considering how Mira was able to read Issue #87 in ten minutes, it could be that she's a fast reader or it could also be that she skimmed through some parts of it. Either way, it was possible to read it in ten minutes and still be able to get the gist of it, so each issue isn't very long.

Pierre-Jacques-Erneste betrayed the party in Issue #51, it's only just two issues After whatever happened in 48, so it's very possible that some Heavy stuff happened in #48 that could be where some foreshadowing about his betrayal in the future took place. There might've even be a big argument that happened in it, or someone's life got endangered and it was because of something that Pierre-Jacques-Erneste in a "innocent" manner but too innocently suspicious for the readers and some characters in that story to see that there's something wrong but not Too obviously shown for it to still be a "What a twist!" moment.

It also seems like whatever took place in Issue #51 could possibly be a tense moment from the "What a turn of events!!!" so stuff happening in it might've been a big event after another which makes it all the more exciting. Issue #48 might've set up some stuff for that which made it be the one and only issue out of 87 to have sucked so bad no one liked it.

#aria rants #what do i even tag these posts as... its not even spoilers cuz im talking bout an entirely separate #story from the actual story of the game. like im out here analyzing what lil crumbs i got #i rlly do believe that 48 sucked not cuz its rlly bad but cuz the contents are just Terrible #like terrible in a way where its like unfulfilling cuz stuff happened in it that wasnt even addressed #and it seemed to be a series that updates during a certain time. mightve even be a monthly/bi-monthly update #so that added to the disappointed of the readers cuz imagine waiting for That long #and then you get wtv mess happened in 48? id be disappointed too. but not so much cuz #it still connects to the story in a way that mightve set up wtv happened in 51 nicely

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

what are the chances my dad (known music nerd especially when it comes to bass) would be aware of any of the context or lore around Dark Alley

#like would it be super concerning for me to send it to him and go haha emo song but like I relate to it a lot :') #which I feel like saying that HERE is terribly concerning bc of the Lore (Pete post suicide attempt playing the demo to heychris #and the whole ''way too personal to play live'' thing) #but I don't mean it in a suicidal way at all I mean it in the ''looking in the mirror and not liking what you see'' way #like I suck most of the time. I'm negative and mean and it makes me SO angry that the main solution #is to focus on being grateful bc why should I be grateful when it feels like everything sucks?? #and then I blame other people for my own bad behavior and feelings bc I struggle to take responsibility without #trying to explain myself when really I just need to listen and learn from the people trying to help me #and I'm just so so pessimistic and I wish I wasn't. I know I'm a horrible person and my attitude sucks and I hate that #but the LAST thing I want is to die. I just want to be better!! immediately!!! I hate that it's such a slow process!! #I never see any progress!! I just make the same bad choices over and over and then resolve to change again and again #and it just doesn't get better!! I never learn!!! but I want to so so badly!!! #I want to be good and okay and not a jerk to people irl but I hate everything and everything sucks in my perception #and I want SO badly to change that. I don't want to die I want to live and be better!!!! #anyway. how many red flags would it set off if I sent my dad this song

[grymmdark]

you ever have a friend who you cannot stand being around because you care so much about them and they are so incredibly self destructive but you can't just like. stop being friends or not be around them because you're the only person who recognizes said self destructive behaviors and attempts to help them

#grymms spectacular fucking posts #no one else does anything bc its academic anxiety and people think thats a good thing because people like to act like school is the most #important thing ever even above peoples well-being #the anxiety actively sabotages her too cus she spends too much time worrying and not enough time actually studying or paying attention #and she has no hobbie sor anything as well #worst part is she has her heart set on going into the medical field. like girl no they will eat you alive in medical school you will NOT #make it. and her mom is an immigrant and a doctor and is telling her not to do that so you *know* it's a terrible idea

[akkivee]

now let us unite as one and seize peace through words

#this is vee speaking #file was so corrupted the csp support couldn’t save it so i’m posting this now 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #the set would have been so cool all together jsyk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #when i’m not feeling crushed i’ll get back on the other women but for now #isn’t otome delightfully terrifying?????? 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 #that face she makes in fpmtr manga when she sees jakurai’s ability brings me so much joy i’ve always wanted to draw it lol #she’s having a terrible time rn but i think world domination thru brainwashed subjugation #is an incredible feat don’t listen to rei and nemu ma’am be wrong but be wrong louder LOL #vee is arting

[nuvomica]

Fam like this has zero hate in it but how is gender affirming surgery any different from the ones you hate? It's literally purging the parts of your body that you or society can't accept and it's kind of just as devastating and sad. I agree with you that people should do whatever they want with their body but also like it's kind of awful to see someone suffer so much that they have to go to surgical solutions.

This is why it's so interesting to me!! And this post is super rambly with no clear answer because I'm me and I'm learning all the time!!!!!!

Your opinion is yours, but it is super interesting that upon the topic of surgery, your mind goes to 'purging the parts you hate'. Gender affirming surgeries aren't always 'cosmetic', aren't always found through suffering. Who am I to draw lines and cast aspersions? To me, it feels like as much of a grey area as most debates are, especially as I try to stay aware of my own inherent biases vs my personal issues with gender and appearance.

For example, breast surgeries. Done to combat cancer. Reductions because of back pain. Reductions for convenience. Implants for gender affirmation (for trans and cis ppl). Implants because of previous medical reductions. Or literally any number of reasons.

At what level is it 'okay' to get something done, if in my opinion, there is a level of 'not okay' at all? 'Okay' being a loose term as it is, because I certainly don't mean morally, but as a point of, say, condemning societal pressures on people. It would be presumptuous of me to ever look at something someone does for themself and say, "well that's not okay."

Is convenience a medical reasons or a cosmetic reason? Or is it neither. Is it that there is not enough clothing and aid out there for someone who is inconvenienced by large breast size? Is it that there isn't any clothing that fits cutely, that t-shirts stretch, that lingerie doesn't come in that size? Or is it inconvenient enough that it either causes their back to ache if they're too active for too long or with chronic pain that doesn't ease at all?

What about those who get surgery on their tubes or uterus, not for 'medical' reasons, but for comfort? For taking control back? For (here it is again) convenience? For gender transitioning? How could I ever hate a surgery like that?

Meanwhile, in my personal view, seeing someone get a nose job for purely cosmetic reasons is sad to me. Why did they feel they have to do that? What sort of pressure have they face throughout their life to take them to that point? But what right do I have to judge? None, other than that I am a part of the same society that made them feel their nose was not acceptable. I do not have a broad, hooked, high bridged, or flat bridged nose, so what standing do I have to judge at all?

What about someone who loves plastic surgery as they love art? For whom body modification is a joy, or as I said before, is about control. Should I be pitying them? I don't, right up until they change something I personally view as 'sad' to change. Isn't that strange? Where did I find this moral high ground from which to look down and feel pity? What arbitrary measure have I developed for what parts of the body are 'sad' to alter?

I wouldn't go up to a stranger in public and say, "I'm so sorry you got your nose done." So why do I feel comfortable pitying the actress who had a face lift? (Rhetorical, I know the objectification of celebrities is a core reason here, but it serves my point).

It goes further. At what point is a surgery 'just' a body mod? Someone getting an ear piercing to combat headaches or allergies. Someone getting their ears or genitalia taken off so they just have a hole. Someone gets bottom surgery. Someone getting their earlobe pierced. Someone getting their eyebrows tattooed because theirs don't naturally suit their gender expression 'right'. Someone getting the name of a loved one on their arm. Someone getting laser hair removal. Someone getting their eyeball tattooed. Getting their incisors capped to points. Veneers. Tongue splits. Acrylic nails. My view is already biased by a Eurocentric upbringing and the conservative nature of my town, so.

With my own biases, I do feel a hate for buccal fat removal. I do feel a hate for cosmetic nose jobs. I do feel a hate for brow lifts. I do feel a hate for hair transplants. I won't deny that. You're right, I do feel shitty that gender is so ingrained in appearance and the value therein that trans ppl can feel so devastatingly unhappy about their own bodies. At the same time, I don't feel someone getting top or bottom surgery is 'wrong' in doing so, and I do not pity them.

Oh not to even bring up teeth. This debate starts all over again at teeth. Cosmetic, comfort, medical.

My original post and my continued thoughts are never a condemnation of the individual undergoing a surgery, only on the pressures of industry and society. It's my frustrations with sexism, racism, transphobia, and fatphobia.

Gender affirming surgeries happen all the time for cis people, including very invasive ones, and I just want to be extra aware of the hypocrisy and more intense scrutiny towards trans people getting similar surgeries, you know? Especially as someone who experiences dysmorphia but not gender dysphoria.

It just comes down to all these questions, and then further still down to personal philosophy. As is the case for most of my personal philosophies, I find it hard to make blanket statements set in stone, because there's always context. There's always further understanding to be gained, if not in my own, then in hearing of how others understand.

What right do I have to feel sad? To hate?

Where is the defining line between cosmetic, comfort, and medical, if there is one?

#tw body image #tw body modification #lmk if anything else needs to be tagged!!! #im always down to be taught more btw this is so so not something im set in stone on. as you can probably tell from my rambling #all questions zero answers #NOT TO MENTION THAT I SEE LEFT WING PEOPLE MOCK APPEARANCES ALL THE TIME #OH HES AGED TERRIBLY BECAUSE HE DOESNT STAY IN HIS LANE #OH HER EVIL WHITE PERSON LIPS #OH HER BOYFRIEND LOOKS LIKE A THUMB #SHUT!!!!! UP!!!!!! ur right some people deserve to be fucking bullied but bro u kmow when you go after appearances ur also hurting #unrelated people trynna live their lives but seeing how you and everyone else shits on someone with similar characteristics #i do it too i know i am trying to get better. just. jffjgidjjfkdkdjgjkfkrrjkdjf many thoughts on this subject #long post #enough that i should tag it i think