#we haven’t talked in AGES !! ;;

[rumble-aint-a-rumble-without-me]

ALSO THESE ARENT REQUESTS IM JUST THINKING 😨😨😨😨

I just feel like I haven’t talked to you in ages 😞

YES I KNOW THAT WASNT DIRECTED AT YOU MY BAD BRO

#dillo’s replies #lunarfleur #we haven’t talked in ages #totally missed you bro

[star-mum]

Made a big girl choice and now I’ll let anxiety consume me

#i hope this turns out well #we haven’t talked in ages #but suddenly not being able to reach them even if I wanted to was terrifying : D

[mishaesque]

in honour of my first “supernatural is trending” day since coming back to tumblr (it’s been less than a week) I dedicated today to a mental health downwards spiral by reading up on cockles conspiracies

#did I mention I have an important assignment due Friday that I haven’t started #but I gotta prioritise and straddlegate comes first #balls deep in the shipping swamp #didn’t have shipping middle aged actors I’ve known about for a decade on my 2024 bingo card yet here we are #lmao does anyone still read tags or am I just talking to myself #spn #supernatural #misha collins #dean winchester #jensen ackles #destiel #castiel #cockles #jenmish #nesnej #cr8 #straddlegate

[softly-sinning]

girlfriend is coming home today!! i’m literally so excited but at the same time i’ve misbehaved the past couple weeks (read: we had agreed that i wasn’t gonna cum until she got back and i didn’t listen… like 5 or 6 times at least) and i know she’s not gonna forget about it cause she already promised a punishment of some sort so hopefully it’s something good 🥰

#i was talking to her this morning #and i think she might tie me up somehow #which is new but ahhhhh #i’m obsessed #it’s not actually new #but we haven’t really done it much #just discussed it ages ago #so i’m very very excited #idk what else she’ll do tho #cause no way that’s all #i’m not scared #but i’m a little apprehensive #oh well hehe #yolo #wlw nsft #lesbian #lesbian ns/fw #lesbian nsft #sapphic nsft #wlw ns/fw #wlw

[twinstxrs]

thinking about how gorgug + kristen perceive both their own deaths & each other’s, and how that impacts their relationship. bc i feel like freshman year kristen was too caught up in her newfound knowledge of the nature of her own god to truly clock & process gorgug’s internal revulsion of where he went after he died, & freshman year gorgug wasn’t familiar enough with the complexities of other people to truly lock onto the sorrow buried within the chaos of kristen’s upward/downward/sideways spiral until she was seemingly on the other side of it. & i wonder if they’ve ever really talked about it (unlikely), or if they’ve just cracked very few jokes that didn’t land and decided to never quite do the work & dig through that part of their relationship. but there’s a kinship there; kristen specifically singles out gorgug to tell him she died again, and gorgug apologizes that he wasn’t there with her this time. gorgug takes one of the finger bones off kristen’s newly/long-time decayed corpse to have an anchor to something in the world. despite the fact that they were in different places after death, having been together during it means everything.

anyways what i’m trying to say is i think they should talk about it.

#thinking WAY too hard about a comedy dnd show when half these moments are played for laughs #dimension 20 #fantasy high #kristen applebees #gorgug thistlespring #me & the bestie when we both die a horrible death at age 14 & don’t know how to talk about it #me & the bestie when you said you thought you went to hell & i called it embarassing due to the culture of religious shame i grew up with #me & the bestie when death transformed me loudly with reckless abandon & death stole something from you you’ll never speak about #me & the bestie when i focus so much on what i gained to avoid what i lost and you quietly internalize your loss & cannot find the gain #when i died i asked for knowledge. when you died you cried wordlessly. i do not know which one of us is more broken. #kristengorgug my repressed besties #ok i’m done now but if ally & zac ever played a scene like this seriously i’d lose my fucking mind fr #sorry if this is like indecipherable but after fhsy they’re so clearly the two most repressed bad kids & that fascinates me #(in my opinion) #fabian still up there in 3rd place tho boy u r GAYYY u like MENNNNN #btw if any of this is wrong shhhh i haven’t done my pre-fhjy rewatch yet this is all from memory

[giuliettacapuleti]

Szabó P. Szilveszter and Vagó Zsuszi in Rebecca: A Manderley-ház asszonya

#posting bc i feel like i haven’t been posting a lot here lately and this has been sitting in my drafts forever #ok but can we talk about how tentative and respectful his Maxim is ??? #other actors go full on tonsil hockey #but in the book it’s implied it’s her first kiss !!!!! #theyre probably my favorite pair #and part of that is because he actually seems older than her #not even necessarily the actors real ages but the way the dynamic is #maybe when I’m not super lazy I’ll make a whole post about it #ANYWAY #szabó p. szilveszter #vagó zsuszi #rebecca the musical #rebecca das musical #Rebecca A Manderley-ház asszonya

[togenabi]

reading a childhood friends au made me think about that time in first grade,, a kid consistently called me names back then. it got worse when he got the idea to call me the name of a famous actress bc she has the same first name.

I was so upset that I cried about it, but my nanny said, “what’s the problem? that actress is pretty.” and I had my aha! moment. I wouldn’t be bothered the next time he called me that name because I had something to counter him with.

but when I told him that, he just said, “yeah I know. that’s my point” 😭 my poor child self bluescreened istg

#♡—belle screams into the void #he gave me candy and we made bracelets out of flowers #no we didn't end up together #but i cherish those memories a lot #we haven’t talked in ages but I hope he’s doing well

[roses-and-elixir]

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#its so interesting to see what ppls reactions are when you open up and tell them your struggling #like ive had ppl ignore me #some ppl telling me im overthinking/over reacting and shud just suck it up and its always like this #like got told yday i was whining too much #like bruh this is giving me chest pain from the anxiety and i just wanted to talk about my struggles i haven’t felt this bad in ages #every morning im like here we go again or im like ok today i feel try not to be honest and complain bc no one wants to hear it

[moodyhaaze]

AHHHH

he’s so fucking adorable

LOOK AT HIM ! SUCH A HANDSOME WITTLE GUY !

the lucifer plush is fully funded and releasing in october / november !! i can’t wait to have him in my grasp (つ﹏⊂)

i’m gonna chew on his skrunkly little feet :)

#˗ˏˋ moody talks obey me ˊˎ˗ #˗ˏˋ moodys lucifer brain rot ˊˎ˗ #literally haven’t been so excited for something in AGES #i will have my baby girl soon #obey me lucifer #obey me merch #om lucifer #obey me shall we date #obey me! shall we date? #obey me nightbringer #obey me! #om swd #swd om #lucifer avatar of pride #lucifer obey me

[collectivecloseness]

Is Kurt Kunkle a virgin y/n

Not after I’m done with him...

Lmao, but most definitely. He’s probably at least kissed before, ya know maybe not a ton, but I’ll give him that.

(18+ under line)

He’s not super new to sex or anything though! Kurt watches porn! He definitely does that! And he jacks off quite a bit. So yeah! Th-There’s that... He might know one or two very specific sex things you haven’t heard of, but he also probably thinks some of what he’s learnt from porn is the way to go, like how to eat pussy, except when you tell him to just be himself, Kurt is so wowed and proud at how much that advice genuinely works! For once in his life. Because being such a simpy, pussy hungry, dreamily in love with you, needy, subby, whimpering, orally fixated, and just innately passionate guy, when he gets the gift of being able to eat you out, you’ve never had an experience like that in your life.

He’s drooling everywhere, his soft tongue is moving so fast and in so many different ways, he’s kissing all over you down there, he’s trying to drink up your cum, Kurt is genuinely so so happy and grateful and needy to just eat you out, it’s all he wants to do. He will whimper against you and slobber and beg you as he just goes wild, being driven by his instincts, and so happy and needy with where he is, it gets you off even more just watching him, because it’s so fucking obvious how much Kurt loves this.

He won’t even want to stop when his dick’s about to explode for the second time in his pants, and probably going to make him collapse from the immense strain, Kurt needs to keep his face buried in your pussy and keep tasting you and keep making you feel so good! He wants to taste your cum, hear you moaning his name, feel your warm cunt and your thighs around him, smell your scent that always drives him wild, and just look up at you from where he is and see how much he’s doing a good job making you feel good 💖

#missed talking abt this guy feel like we haven’t in ages :) #Kurt Kunkle/reader #citrussy #Kurt Kunkle #Kurt Kunkle thoughts #spree 2020 #anon #ask #cc chats

[someonewhogotanaccount]

Been a long time, KitCat :DD

Hi!

You’re right, I was suuuuuuper busy lately and it probably won’t become better soon, so not so much tumblr for me ig 🤷‍♀️. How are you? Did anything interesting happen while I wasn’t around? Or something funny? ;)

#ask #thanks for the ask #hiiiiii #yeah we haven’t talked in ages #school‘s kicking my ass hehe #;)

[heartpascal]

every so often i reread all of your if the door wasn't shut series, just because it's my literal favorite thing i've ever read <3

i always love thinking about the what ifs because the whole series is so so good as you wrote it and you just put so many things into it that open up so many other thoughts and it just hits every single good spot in my brain

and i always think back to those posts you made about what if it was the reader instead joel in part two, because that was such an awesome and devastating thought. but today i was thinking about it and i was thinking what if it was still joel, and what would the reader look like after that, you know? like how would she deal with that for herself, and also how would she feel about tommy and ellie leaving? OR would she have gone too? i don't think she would have, but that's just me. i'm just very stuck on thinking about what the reader's relationships with ellie and tommy would look like during and after part two

okay i feel like i said a lot of nothing😭 but i just wanted to share my half baked thoughts about how much i love that series and all your writing

anon !!!! this is so so kind oh my god hello ??? thank you!!! that series is very near and dear to me, and honestly i’m super glad i paused where i did. and left it so open because it leads to things like this!!! this series is as much your guys’ as it is mine this way !!! also please please always share your half baked thoughts or ANY thoughts i love love love to hear them :’)

but i would LOVE to talk about this. so MAJOR spoilers for tlou part two below the cut!

OKAY so if it WAS still joel, i agree, i don’t think the reader would have gone either!

her relationship with joel was never going to be the same, no matter what he said or did, that’s fact! we know this! but after joel dies, i honestly think r would feel guilty. i mean, this guy practically raised her for years. she loves him. and she can’t help but hate herself for the resentment she always felt towards him through those years. she was valid in feeling that way, obviously, but she feels guilty over it nonetheless.

i sometimes think about what if it had been her instead of or alongside ellie who found joel in that basement. i think she wouldve wanted revenge on those people, but i don’t think she would’ve been able to go and get it. maybe if she was there, the likelihood would absolutely have been higher for her just up and leaving like ellie and tommy did, but i don’t think she could bring herself to do that to maria or jesse - and that’s because of joel. she doesn’t ever want to do to them what he did to her, and so she would probably be able to stay.

would she have hated herself for it? maybe. would she have thought about the people who killed him for the rest of her life? absolutely. would she have felt guilty forever for letting them get away? without a doubt.

i think ellie leaving, reader would understand. she would feel the same compulsion ellie did, but reader had always had less fight in her compared to ellie.

but tommy? tommy leaving jackson? nope. she’d go mad. she would go insane at him. joel lived the rest of his days regretting leaving her behind at jackson, and tommy knew that. so why would he leave her? and after seeing the damage joel leaving did to her? it would upset her to an extent i can’t even explain. AND it would easily have maria kicking him out, throwing her wedding ring in his face the moment he returned, even with his injuries.

now, there are two scenarios here. jesse goes after ellie, we know this. what would reader do?

first scenario, and what i think is possibly more likely, she would go with him. now hear me out, ok, i know this doesn’t go with what i’ve previously said, but this is jesse. this is her best friend. she’s had to save his ass before, and god knows how guilty she felt about that. so what if something happened to him out there? she would never forgive herself. so, she would talk to maria. she would have a conversation. and when she would come back, she’d be back with jesse, or maybe, not at all. because i don’t think reader would handle abby killing joel and jesse. i don’t think she’d give abby the choice of letting her live or not. it would be abby or the reader, and that would be it. but in all honesty, i love r and i think she could save jesse because i am delusional and that is too much angst even for me 😇

second scenario, she would stay behind. there are zero ways that jesse would leave without telling her. ZERO. but i think there could be a world where the reader just wouldn’t be able to leave jackson, that old fear from back when she was travelling with joel and ellie could come back full force, and hadn’t she already lost enough? i think in this scenario, jesse might just convince her to stay. i think he would enlist maria’s help, too. they’re probably the only ones who could convince the reader of anything. now, if reader didn’t go, we know what happens. jesse wouldn’t come back. i don’t think she’d be able to forgive tommy, ellie or dina for that. even though she knows it wasn’t exactly their fault, there would be resentment there that she just couldn’t shake. after all, jesse left for them, right? because they couldn’t let go of the exact thing that got joel killed. the only thing i think would stop r going full no contact with them would be jj. there would be no world where she would let jesse’s son grow up without being involved. just no way. and you better know she’d be visiting jj every damn weekend to tell him stories of his dad. and in this situation, i think that after ellie would leave dina, dina would go to the reader. they would raise jj together, because she would never turn her back on that kid. never. and dina knew that.

so, all in all, she’d resent them. she’d understand them to a certain extent, but i don’t think she would be able to go after abby like they did.

during part two, she would have a far better relationship with joel than ellie did anyway, and therefore a better understanding of him. don’t get me wrong, it still wouldn’t be great, but it was something. she would be able to see that joel wouldn’t want this for them, for any of them. he felt guilty enough for everything he had done, everything he had put them through, and he certainly wouldn’t want them losing everything to avenge him. he just wouldn’t.

basically - there are a whole lot of ways this situation could go, and i think you guys could think of even more. there’s no set ending for this series, which is one of my favourite things about it. we can all think of our own endings for it, and i love that :’)

also, i think the fact it could go just about any way just emphasis that she is human!!! humans are not always predictable, and they do not always deal with things the same way. and given that a very present theme throughout the games is being human and what that means and how it shows and how you stay human even in incredible situations is just :’) pretty cool idk

but hey if you ever want me to try and write a certain scenario, i could give it a go! no promises though!!!

#heartpascal says #anon this set me off on an absolute tangent oml #i haven’t been able to answer an ask like this in ages #the inspiration i felt #the thoughts i was having #SHEESH #THANK YOU!! #but also i really love getting asks like this :’) #and i really love just. brainstorming and thinking of different scenarios and ways things could go #anyways i apologise this went on for so long oh my god #itdws ask! #i really enjoyed this anyway #anon i love u so so much U ARE SO KIND AND SWEET #i am honestly very proud of this series #i’m so glad we can talk about it still :’) #tlou pt 2 #tlou pt 2 spoilers #tlou spoilers #tlou 2 spoilers #tlou two spoilers #tlou part 2 spoilers

[akkivee]

nobody asked but these are probably my favourite live looks hayama-san gave us lol

#vee queued to fill the void #FOLLOWED VERY VERY V E R Y CLOSELY BY HIS 7TH LIVE DAY ONE LOOK (MAX CUTE AND I WISH HIS SUKAJAN SHIRT WAS ON SALE TO THIS DAY) #AND HIS 8TH LIVE DAY 2 LOOK (BIASED BUT ALSO HE LOOKS GOOD IN GOLD AND HE WAS IN A SKIRT THAT HAD THIS RLY CUTE BELT BUCKLE ON HIS HIP) #are they in order?????? idk lol but maybe #my hayama brainrot has been on 💯 lately as we get closer to the next hangout stream and his return to it lol #it’s!!!!!!!!!!!!! been too long since i’ve seen his face in content i haven’t been looping for ages lmao #(what????? i got three new videos with him in it in the past two weeks and a very entertaining radio ft sakakihara-san???? idkwym lol 😌😌😌) #abema removed their bonus 6th live content effectively making it lost media i think and i’ve really depressed about it #it was so charming to listen to hayama-san’s voice just perpetually stuck on his kuukou baritone #since that was the first time he’d performed as kuukou for as long as he did and as intensely too (bat’s first kaigen 🥹🥹🥹) #like even takeuchi-san’s voice was going out towards the end of their interviews that’s how hard they went on that live #and sakakihara-san’s post live excitement for kaigen the way he happy clapped getting to talk about kaigen ABEMA I RLY DO HATE THIS #so i’m trying to make myself feel better by tag rambling about them lol #anyway that haircut for the 6th live was so inspired i miss his long hair era everyday and 💜💜💜 to the first time he wowed the entire world #(if you feel there’s some type of energy going into the 5th live shot i posted instead a more uniform shot with the others eh heh⭐️)

[transannabeth]

the people who are putting unfinished fanfic into ai to generate an ending vs me wandering around in a daze for several days coming up with hundreds of thousands of words of various endings. we are not the same.

#clearly you haven’t paced around your house talking yourself for HOURS about how a fic could end #OR CONTINUE!! what happens next!!!! that’s the fun this is my ENRICHMENT #i must walk around for ages talking to no one about stories what else am I meant to do #btw do not feed fanfic to ai ever?????? #if I ever find out someone did this to me block reported sued #sued how? idk but we better not find out #not pjo #chitter chatter

[helianthus21]

i just know that when he gets the opportunity, Han-seo is a super whiny little brother who insists on his bro time whenever Vin has been too busy to stay in touch for a couple of weeks

#helloo i love wine +tinto de verano #it's been a Day #vincenzo #jang han seo #his phone calls with Vin in if i may have Italy #where he's like we haven’t talked in ages #vin: ...we spoke yesterday #Han-seo: exactly! #mean everything to me

[attic-apparation]

saw the mary oliver “the way someone comes back but only a dream” and the next day had a dream about my ex 😐😑

#can’t blame it FULLY on her cause i was also reading my old journal #from after we were together! but i was reflecting on the relationship #sigh #i haven’t thought about him in ages so it was jarring #there were other people but we were talking about our clothes #stuff he gave me & stuff i was keeping & we weren’t .. arguing but we were going back and forth about who was keeping what #oh [redacted] #personal