#wish adhd was real

[muppetfreak]

Mr. Riordan, it is truly a pleasure getting to experience your second draft.

#seriously tho what an amazing thing for an author #to get to revisit your series years later #and get to make all the tweaks now that you know exactly where the story is going #to go back with your theme crystalized in your head and say 'ok now this time on purpose!' #kiddo and I are enjoying the PJO series immensely #love demigods #wish adhd was real #now excuse me while I add 9 billion tags #percy jackson #pjo tv show #pjo #rick riordan #percy jackson and the olympians #disney+ #pjo series #percy jackson tv show #does this need to be tagged as a spoiler? I don't feel like it does #the suggested hashtag being spelled wrong is just *chefs kiss* #love that for us #anyway if this needs another tag tell me

[suppotato123]

BREAKING NEWS: Sad emo gay boy is upset that his boyfriend is hot.

BREAKING BREAKING NEWS: Sad emo gay boy doesn’t know how to flirt.

#gay memes #lgbtqplus #gay mlm #the sun and the star #nico di angelo #will solace #solangelo #i wish gay people were real #percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #funny #gay boys #demigods #memes #actually adhd #adhd #actually neurodivergent #bookblr

[fishy--friend]

I have a normal kin list

Featuring @clownpalette's silly cannibal rabbit

#gravity falls #bill cipher #dipper pines #transcendence au #bipper is too silly goofy #bipper #bipper pines #mabel pines #man bipper is so cool i wish masochists were real #autism creature #adhd creature #flat dreams #liam cipher

[arowrath]

school is like Yeah we know youre in a title 9 investigation and its taking up 90% of ur brainpower UNfortunately you have to do assignments. like Well what if i Dont Want to.

#text #i need to email my professors . honestly i might just tell my psych professor like #hey girl im so fucking sorry about the essay um. you see my essay about ptsd hasbeen hindered by my real actual ptsd #and i thought i could get it done once my case was over but my case isnt over and idk if it will even be by the end of the semester atp #so basically i banked it on being less stressed at the end of the semester but that didnt happen so now im extra stressed and my essay isnt #done and im sorry. and thats SO EMBARASSING but i have to do it #bc i need her to know I Am Trying and it is just. reallt really hard #and i was iut of my adhd meds for a mo th and. fuck man i wish it was easier #when are they making it easier doe anyone know #neg #🗒️

[doomstonee]

Those are the eyes of a kid that has no thoughts in his brain

#god I wish Italians were real #/j of course #little mac #punch out wii #punch out #traditional art #there is no way Little Mac doesn’t have adhd just look at him #the little shit is 17 of course he’s gonna have mcfucking acne #honestly I think he’s cuter with the acne

[tiredstressedemotionalmess]

me, every night for the past three weeks: oh im feelin good rn! and i had a good day today!! im definitely not gonna lie awake filled with anxiety and dread over my future tonight :D

me, lying in bed 20 minutes later looping famous last words: by talos this cant be happening

#its like im fine literally all day qnd then i start to get ready for bed and the Dread sets in #like its an actual physical feeling in my stomach and i just suddenly out of nowhere have to hold myself back from crying #i literally go from perfectly happy to on the verge of tears in an INSTANT and idk whats causing uty #it #like i know broadly ehat the causes are but idk whats causing the specific switch at night #am i tired?? is it just bc im tired??? bc its not consistently at the same time and most of the time i dont *feel* tired #or is it just like. i knoe im going to bed so i know im gonna be alone with my thoughts and so they all come and hit me at once??? #idk idk idk i just know i hate it and i want it to stop i want everything to fucking stop #id say i need a minute to breathe but really ive been using the past four months as my minute to breathe & thats part of the fucking problem #because ive been putting this all off for so long bc its so overwhelming but now theres so much igotta do and theres real tangible deadlines #so i cant keep putting it off but i DO and its just making it all even more overwhelming and my parents arent fucking helping #but its not even their fault because im chosing not to talk to them about this bc talking to them about it makes it all real #and i dont want it to be real yet im not fucking ready for it to be real yet i just need a goddamn minute TO FUCKING BREATHE #i wish i could freeze time and just give myself a day where none of this matters #actually a days not long enough i think i need like. two weeks. two weeks for me to get my shit together where none of this bullshit exists #and i can just do whatever i want and not have to think about deadlines and decisions and the fact that this is all ive wanted since the #7th fucking grade and now that its actually here i cant fucking stomach the thought of it being real because im a goddamn coward who cant #fucking commit to anything or get themself to DO anything and i know its not really my fault bc i probably have adhd and i get #knocked off my ass with a migraine every ither fucking day but i still feel like i should be more prepared for this than i am #and im not prepared and im not ready and i cant get myself ready because i cant do things like this myself because i dont really want to be #doing them at all #like sure! the bitch can write a 400+ page fanfiction no fucking problem!! they can find time for that but a college essay?? even finding #schools to apply too???? dont be fucking ridiculous they cant even get half an app done in the time it takes them to write a two 6k chapters #delete later

[woah-uhuh-uhuh-uhuh]

How can you post so many works with such lovely quality so frequently, How do you manage not getting burnt out, are you magic

thank you thank you tysm it's because I have just a HORRIBLE case of hyperfocus adhd actually??? ldksfsklf i say im gonna do a low commitment doodle request and then the second i pick up the pen i am sucked in to the alternate universe monkey typewriter dimension where nothing matters except drawing more bmc fanart

fr though I *am* kind of terrified i'll get burnt out eventually, but right now my life mostly revolves around bmc and i'm happy with that so most things i do in my free time just gravitate towards jeremy heere i guess OTL

#fr though thanks ;_; #sdfjlkdsjf #posts #ask #the adhd part is real though actually i am completely unable to manage time atm #so this is just what i do instead of. homework. or. making it to class on time #but god do i wish 'fandom contributor' was a job title #i would never truly work i can say that much

[the-halfling-prince]

Me: what I'm totally neurotypical idk what you're talking about-

The the little annoying voice inside my head that I argue with for fun: Remember that summer after eighth grade where you watched How to Train Your Dragon four times every single day for two months and by the time summer was over you could quote the entire goddamn movie by heart?

Me: what that didn't- This is Berk, it's twelve days north of hopeless and a few degrees south of freezing to death. It is located solidly on the meridian of mis-

#I wish I was exaggerating #But no I watched that movie four times a day for the entire summer #And now I'm trans so idk #Maybe the pipeline is real #Not the point of the post tho #The point is #I either have adhd or autism (maybe both idk my mum won't let me get diagnosed because stupid reasons I don't feel like getting into rn) #and I should've seen the signs before now #Also I really fucking like how to train your dragon #Hiccup was the first fictional character that I really saw myself and my struggles in #Okay wait actually I lied there was like one day I didn't watch the movie because a season of race to the edge came out and I had to watch #it all in one day #at least i think so #That might've been the summer before tho those years all kinds blend together #my posts #aberdeen talks #so sorry to the people scrolling through the Httyd tag that has to see this #But I'm tagging it so #how to train your dragon

[branchedman]

goal for this weekend is to acquire a notebook of a size convenient enough for me to reach for it every time i think "oh i should look into [thing]" (approx. 10 bajillion times a day if today is anything to go by 🙄) and write it down in there instead of picking up my phone and immediately derailing myself from whatever i was doing instead. and then at the end of the day when i have my designated non-work screen time i will go through it and get to have the satisfaction of checking off items on a list. surely this behavior will integrate into my life seamlessly and i will have no trouble maintaining it whatsoever 👍

#(guy who will do anything to corral its adhd except get a diagnosis and a prescription that apparently won't even be fillled #so who's the real smart one now huh?) #please wish me luck bc it is DIRE. i mean obvs there are good days & bad but today was extremely bad #partly inspired by hlp's project this year to cut down on her browsing & shopping behaviors during the weekdays highly rec her channel btw #where will this go

[quillyfied]

Having had many boredom-induced (my dad’s boredom, to be clear) long talks with my dad during long road trips now, I think the posts (that are important!!) talking about how “the adults in my life as a child weren’t paying attention to my obvious mental illness/struggles” are missing a key point of the puzzle.

Yes, sometimes it’s adults not paying attention. More likely, it’s adults who have no idea what to look for because what you have wasn’t a “thing” when they were growing up (yes it was, but strides have been made to recognize and treat mental disorders since then and past ignorance isn’t necessarily their fault but future ignorance after being told/educated about the issue sure is).

And just as likely (DAD), it’s adults who grew up with the exact same symptoms, internalized their own weirdness as a personal defect rather than a treatable disorder (keeping in mind that for so, so, so long, these were NOT treatable disorders in the modern sense and the treatment was to institutionalize them if it got “bad” enough, and frankly still is but that’s another conversation), developed their own coping mechanisms, and now think the way you struggle and see the world is how “everyone” feels and acts and you need to toughen up a little and stop blaming your “mental illness” when everyone else struggles just as hard but does just fine (spoiler alert: while everyone does struggle, it hits different when you have a mental illness and no amount of being told “it’s okay, everyone struggles like this, you gotta let it motivate you, not paralyze you” will ever lead you to think anything other than “then wtf is so wrong with me that I CAN’T, i just CAN’T????” without better support and treatment if necessary).

#quilly has issues #like a dad with raging adhd who resents being told he has it #and doesn’t know what to do with the information anyway bc he’s made it this far on his own so might as well keep going #meanwhile I’m recontextualizing the anger that traumatized me as a child as overstimulation and depression and anxiety #just to get to the point where I can beat it into my own thick skull that it wasn’t my fault or anything either of us could help #especially not me the child at the time #sigh. just wish dad would also blame himself less for things he couldn’t control on a very real cosmic level too #and get some better coping mechanisms

[autism-connoisseur]

wow i cant believe yukichie invented butch/femme aut4adhd love!

#chie satonaka #yukiko amagi #yukichie #yukiko is autistic. chie has adhd. theyre both lesbians thank you for coming to my tedtalk #on that note souyo is also autism/adhd #AND KANNAO AS WELL #well no actually. kannao is aut4aut and t4t #i love persona 4 i wish neurodivergent queer people were real #is there anything more inherently queer than a group drifting together on a small town because they share something no one else understands

[suppotato123]

There are two wolves inside me: One is a lesbian with ADHD, and the other is a gay man with Autism. They’re fistfighting.

#actually adhd #adhd #actually neurodivergent #self diagnosed autism #funny #memes #bi ace #queer #lgbtqia memes #lbtqia #lgbtqplus #lgbtq community #i wish gay people were real #gay memes #gay jokes #gay people #two wolves #there are two wolves inside me

[clementine-kesh]

i hate the tiktok trend of playing a video of subway surfers or some other mindless bs side by side with an actual show or movie because that’s how i used to watch things until i took up knitting :(

#‘do you have adhd?’ good question! #honestly tho i think i’m just a high energy person cuz i can focus fine as long as i’m doing something with my hands #i’m like if a border collie wished to be a real boy

[passerinesoncaffeine]

What is this problem and how do I fucking fix it.

#Mmmmm how do I enjoy myself like a normal human being instead of feeling crushing guilt if I’m taking a break for my own sake #I have a love hate relationship with my brain and mental illness #OCD I could do without you leave me alone #I’d like to keep all the manias to a minimum tyvm #Honestly I wish I didn’t have to medicate my ADHD but it’s hit or miss if I can function averagely if I don’t #I don’t fucking know where the dissociation periods came from as a kid #(Actually I do. Fuck you anxiety.) #but now I get freaked out if lose track of time or feel too emotional or like the world isn’t real #Mmmmmmm I just wish I could enjoy things and find happiness in them like I used to though #Yk it’d be great if I could take care of myself too instead of promptly forgetting to do basic human needs #My cat KitKatniss is here though and she’s v excited to see me #Anyways sorry #rant #Delete later #probably #I did rewatch a lot of She-ra was nice

[systemrestart]

Renai♥Joshi-ka || Chapter 3

#morishima akiko #renai joshi-ka #office romance women's division #yuri #yuri manga #first link is to akiko's website second is the scanslators #sadly dont think its in print anymore in japan #still submitting requests for this to be published officially in english #wishing real bad i had both the skills and well being to make a video on Morishima Akiko #her yuri manga and her designs for/work on Yuri Kuma Arashi and also what shes shared #about her own personal experiences as both a mangaka with ADHD and being in the gay scene in japan #but a lot of stuff has never been translated or is spread across old early 2000's magazines ;;;;;

[kimgeas]

ngl I'm still debating if I want to accept the canon that Ed in s2 is such a dumb bitch💀.

Like you know I was thinking 'I love him but wow another whimsical neurodivergent coded male character with his weaponized competence (there is no such thing I made it up)' before all of this.

But.

#guess I should really be careful what I wish for #I mean as a fellow adhd dumb bitch I should have more tolerance #but nah #he's not real he's written by a straight white male #ofmd critical