So I finally beat cancer!! I lost everything to that sickness. My confidence, my identity, my interest in everything, my spark and my will to live. Honestly at one point I was not sure if I could pull through, because chemo did not only kill the cancer but it killed everything else a little as well. Now I`m working on myself and focusing on finding back to the old me. Rehabilitation is hard, especially when living on my own. But I get so much help and support from friends and family so I think I will be just fine.
It's summer in Norway now and me and my friends are enjoying it as much as we can. I am finally able to go out and meet new people, go to the beach, parties and girls nights. I am finally free 💖
I have gone through stages with my younger self. For the longest time, even recently, I’d look back and feel ashamed of her. I wish she had handled things differently. I wish she’d had more of a backbone. I wish she could have seen her worth. I just wish she had different, but now I know that she did the best she could and she is the reason I am here now. So, thank you, younger me. I wouldn’t have made it without you. I wouldn’t have learned all that I’ve learned had you done anything differently. You carried me through our darkest times and now I’m going to show you it was all worth it. I’m going to do my best to make sure we are never ashamed of us again. _________________________________________ Side note: This is why we don’t let people steal our energy and disturb our peace anymore. The girls we used to be and the women we fought to become deserve better. _________________________________________ #tothegirlioncewas #myyoungerself #tothegirliusedtobe #rebel #rebelwithacause #selfcare #selflove #loveyourself #growth #growthmindset #healing #healingjourney #workinprogress #workingonme #workingonmyself #proudofmyself #choosehappy #forgiveness (at Westminster, Maryland) https://www.instagram.com/p/CovGBHuJG6m/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
I've grown accustomed to a certain way of life. I've grown into a routine. My new journey is this: maintaining it, improving it and bettering myself, all while doing it on my own. I knew I was going to enjoy proving people wrong, just didn't think it be this exciting. ❤️🩹💪 #workingonmyself #humblewarrior #onedayatatime https://www.instagram.com/p/ClJDdhNudrbnKZXDxhI8TFy3qpLC02hNEXYB140/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
Don't blame me, love made me crazy If it doesn't, you ain't doin' it right 🤔 . Toda la vida he escuchado frases como esta, volverse loc@ de amor, de un amor desesperado, intenso, alocado, y durante muchos años creí que era así…y me llevó a relaciones que mamma mia, lo mismo daba anotarme como voluntaria de torturas, no me mal entiendan, de todas las personas de mi vida me llevo algo bonito y un aprendizaje…pero aguanté tanto con esta idea de: es que el amor es así, ¡JA! Estoy rota, y sé que las personas rotas lastiman a los demás, por lo que llevo mucho tiempo pegando pedacitos para que el día de mañana sea alguien que llene a quienes me rodean de amor, y sobre todo a mí misma ♥️ ojalá cada vez seamos todos mas conscientes de lo mucho que tenemos de mejorar antes de tirarnos de cabeza a una relación (no importa de que tipo) porque no es necesario que seamos perfectos, pero que al menos intentemos controlar a nuestros demonios para no arrastrar a los demás a nuestro infierno Les amo, de verdad 🥰 Espero muy pronto terminar de entender que el amor no enloquece, el amor no duele, el amor sana y da paz, pero primero tiene que haber paz en nosotros ☮️ . . . #workonyourself #workingonmyself #workingonmeforme #selfawareness #selfacceptance #selfcare #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #mentalwellness #mentalhealthtips #selflove #selflovejourney #selflovetips #selflovery #selfloveclub #selfloveaffirmations https://www.instagram.com/p/Cgr4YzHLBFr/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
𝗣𝗨𝗧𝗧𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗠𝗬 𝗖𝗟𝗢𝗨𝗗𝗦 𝗜𝗡 𝗧𝗛𝗘𝗥𝗘 𝗣𝗟𝗔𝗖𝗘.. She Started taking her clouds and diagnosing them and putting them into their right place. Fixing and reorganizing to create harmony. Inner harmony. She dismembered the clouds and analyzed them. When is it too much? So many tears evaporated and made clouds rumble and tumble with winds blowing and turning. Reading, contemplating, reorganizing, understanding and placing priorities. Trying to keep myself in the present and not the future or the past. Forgiving herself. Knowing and understanding that she did things out of a place of love. The judgement of others are not her problem. If they liked her or not wasn’t Hers to decipher. She lived under her rules, she lived with her heart in her hands, and loved blindly. Happy Monday guys! Healing is a thrill!!!! Take the time to heal yourself and the relationship with YOU! Xoxo From Miami! Lara #laraalcantara #laraalcantaraphotography #arristavenezolana #cosasbuenasvienen #trabajandoenmi #workingonmyself #artistUBS #artistartbasel #photographerinny #upandcomingphotographer #photographystories (at Miami, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/CgcWekElSAY/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
..it is only failing if you choose to NOT get back up. Find your inner strength. Get back up. You are stronger than you think, braver than you know and your special light is needed now more than ever. No matter how many times you fall. Get back up. YOU are needed in the world. You've got this. everydayconfidencecoaching #todayIwill #Iwill #IcanIwillIdid #dailystep #itisachoice #everydayconfidence #selflove #personaldevelopment #selfimprovement #workingonme #workingonmyself #selfhelp #smallsteps #awakening #lightworker #intuitivecoach #getup #failing #fall7getup8 #getbackup #notafailure https://www.instagram.com/p/CeRFWjvI969/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
Be the best version of you. #bestversionofyou #bestversionofme #workingonme #workingonmyself #bestversion https://www.instagram.com/p/Cdiv09hIzyl/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=