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punkscowardschampions · 1 year

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Bea & Fraze Pt.5

Fraze: [I would feel bad for you Ro getting bossed about but I don’t hen, sucks to suck, love that it’s may atm sometime so we have the freedom to say that the weather isn’t entirely horrid]

Bea: [you love it, you nerd, then once y’all are done you can vibe ‘til your bathtime moment so that’s as much sorted as you can, good weather freedom is always helpful, tis true]

Bea: how is he?

Fraze: Ears are still 🐘

Fraze: how are you?

Bea: have your father to thank for that

Bea: same as always, of course, why?

Fraze: why am I asking? ‘Cause I give a shit, same as always

Bea: cute

Bea: what are you doing after, are you going back out?

Fraze: do you wanna?

Bea: maybe

Bea: if they’re staying in

Fraze: get your swim team bezzie to keep him busy for us

Bea: if I thought her reaction would be to go out and find something or someone to do herself

Bea: you know it’ll be a lot of staying in bed moping at first

Fraze: long as she’s out of our way, don’t matter with what

Bea: she’ll be jealous, if she reckons we’re getting too close, it’ll be all the snide comments

Fraze: nothing you can’t handle

Bea: I’m not worried for myself, just if she’s overheard and any of it rings true

Fraze: come on, nobody cares what she’s got to say, it’s been fuck all but bullshit for ages

Bea: yeah as long as we don’t give her anything to actually see or hear herself

Fraze: and we’re not gonna, so it’s fine, don’t worry

Bea: yeah, alright

Fraze: Where you taking me then?

Bea: oh, so you get… however long, to plan and I get no time at all

Fraze: you don’t need none, you’re the smart one

Bea: there’s no need for flattery, cheater, won’t change the massive advantage you gave yourself

Fraze: your unfair advantage is I’d go anywhere, even school, to be with you

Bea: if that’s the bar

Bea: slightly insulting but again, you said it so nicely

Fraze: I was gonna say I’d walk over broken glass, that’s honestly the bar, but it’s full on when you’re trying to think

Bea: [whatever year Ro is in rn] homework is SO challenging

Bea: I’ll not make you prove it

Fraze: you know I’ve got nothing left to prove

Bea: I know how distracting that is to my thoughts

Fraze: yeah

Bea: I don’t mind being distracted, when it’s you

Fraze: you need distracting, you become a headcase when I don’t

Bea: why do you always call me that

Fraze: it’s true, I’ve never met someone as wound up who hasn’t properly gone to bits

Bea: considering the comparison there is your sister, that’s not an achievement

Fraze: exactly, it’s nothing to be proud of

Bea: ha

Fraze: but stick with me, kid

Fraze: I won’t have no reason to call you a headcase no more

Bea: stick to yourself, boy

Fraze: don’t start rowing with us

Bea: I’m not starting anything

Fraze: good

Bea: bye

Fraze: your loss, babe

Bea: Super convincing

Fraze: your mind’s made up already, like

Bea: no shit

Fraze: what would I waste my time, and yours, for then?

Bea: just waste it being a dick so I don’t want to go anywhere with you

Bea: if that’s your priority, have fun, like I said

Fraze: I wasn’t, you’re being oversensitive and jumping down my throat now you’ve sat down with them and had tea

Bea: can’t be oversensitive if I don’t care

Fraze: who do you reckon you’re convincing of what with that?

Bea: I can think of plenty of ways to fill my time, I don’t need any help

Fraze: go ahead, I’ll stop offering none

Bea: we’re both busy, there’s no need to carry this on

Fraze: [leave that unanswered like the petty bitch you are lol]

Bea: [one way to get y’all to chill for a sec lmao, would you like to do the JoeRay side of this, like, what y’all are up to ‘cos of the Amber Heard etc, we could do, as we’re here]

Fraze: [we can do, we might need to just make sure we’re on the same page re vibes cos all we’ve done is that gig convo and nothing since but I’m down to]

Bea: [yeah and that was 2 years ago, so fair lol, just a suggestion, we can keep bazing if you’d rather, don’t mind either way tbh]

Fraze: [it makes sense to do that side of this too rn I just don’t wanna assume shit about the entire 2 years that you’re then like um wtf lol]

Bea: [i kinda forgot that skip was quite that big ngl, and I’d probably need to reread too]

Fraze: [when we did the baze convo this has jumped off of they were gonna be a couple and suicide pact it for those 2 years which isn’t the energy now so, we can just stick with baze for now if you want, that’ll be easier]

Bea: [forget my lil detour there then, back to these hoes and at least you can take now to go have your own bath before all the gross kids come through and get that bathroom filthy, ‘cos you haven’t had time yet and no one else will wanna so early]

Fraze: [meanwhile you go back out and find your friends until you have to be back in properly for curfew whatever time that is, stay out of her way]

Bea: [ahh to be a teen and have stupid lil arguments, at least there’s truly plenty you can be doing, even if you are silently seething whilst you do it and he’s out and about gallivanting, scheme some more with this hoe for Joseph, if nothing else]

Fraze: [pissed all over our cute spring vibes we were just talking about, rude bitches, thankfully joeray don’t care about personal hygiene because Joe’s too gross and Ray’s too depressed so you won’t have to fight to have your own shower when you get back and then you can go to your room because nobody’s expecting any different by that o clock]

Bea: [oh lads, the mess, the drama]

Fraze: [catch him trying to just mindlessly game or mindlessly watch tv as if this is any other boring night though cos what else are you gonna do, stop being stubborn and resolve this? Of course not]

Bea: Who was out?

Fraze: Why do you care?

Bea: ‘cos it’s relevant

Fraze: no it ain’t

Bea: it is too

Fraze: now you ain’t too busy you reckon it is, don’t mean it is

Bea: I was talking to [the bitch] and she said her cousin is [one of his mates who may or may not have been there]

Bea: that’s all

Fraze: that’s nothing to do with me

Bea: you’re really being helpful

Bea: I thought this was our plan

Fraze: you don’t need my help

Bea: I need to know what he’s like, I don’t know him

Fraze: he’s her cousin not her ex, he’s got fuck all to do with this

Bea: yeah but she wants to take me with on their first date and obviously I can’t just be there tagging along, Joe isn’t that stupid

Fraze: nor am I, you can fuck off if you reckon I’m gonna matchmake you and one of my mates

Bea: it’s not as if it’s real, I just need to know if it’ll be entirely intolerable

Fraze: you heard us, fuck off

Bea: 🙄 be like that

Fraze: how the fuck else do you expect me to be?

Fraze: he’ll chat enough real bullshit whatever happens and I’ll have to do him in, which’ll be real enough too

Bea: it’s just hanging out

Fraze: I can’t be no clearer about this

Bea: if your friend is a liar that’s your problem

Bea: I don’t need permission to go if I want to

Fraze: it’s his, and he won’t be a mate of mine if he goes anywhere with you

Bea: because that’s not obvious as fuck

Fraze: I have been this whole time, why the fuck would I care or stop now?

Bea: do you think no one is going to ask me out in the next 5 years, like?

Fraze: none of my mates are gonna be doing the asking, not unless they wanna get beaten up

Fraze: other cunts you’ll say no to and long as they take that, we won’t have a problem

Bea: not if it’s somewhere I wanna go

Fraze: I’ll take you the places you wanna go

Bea: when you aren’t pissing off out in a mood

Fraze: when you ain’t too busy to bother with me

Bea: ‘cos that’s what happened

Fraze: What happened is I pointed out you was a headcase before and even though you’ve as good as admitted it’s true when we’re not together, instead of, you turned back into one

Bea: you just don’t want to say sorry because you believe your own bullshit

Fraze: I’ve got nothing to say it for ‘cause I ain’t sorry

Fraze: I started the day chucking [his short lived gf] and you’re ending it talking about hanging out with [his mate]

Fraze: I dunno what else there is for us to chat about if you can’t see how fucked that is

Bea: I said I’d hang out with him to help tear apart your fucking freaky brother and sister, not that I was gonna go get off with him just for fun

Fraze: she’s older than you she don’t need your fucking backup, her and him can just hang out, without you near either of ‘em

Bea: so you tell her, seeing as that’s what you do, tell everyone what to do

Fraze: yeah, I’m the cunt ‘cause you can’t let me have 1 good day with you from start to finish

Bea: well I’m a headcase, right, what do you expect

Fraze: nothing now, do what the fuck you want, Bea

Bea: gee, thanks

Fraze: [don’t reply boy, you’re too angry, just leave it]

Bea: Why are you acting like you’re dumb?

Fraze: Why can’t you shut up?

Bea: you’re incapable of sorting anything

Fraze: I’ve already said everything I’m gonna say on the subject, it ain’t my fault you’re incapable of accepting that

Bea: no one else called me a headcase and then expected me to want to fuck them

Fraze: Jesus Christ, I said you used to be, it’s you who’s acting like one again now

Bea: you said I am one without you, you think you’re that fucking special

Fraze: you are, same as I do shit I ain’t proud of without you, it don’t mean either of us are special

Bea: blaming me for you acting like a moron would be about right…

Fraze: I’m not blaming you, you’re my motive but I still did it

Bea: that’s no better but you’re trying

Bea: and you ruined the day, not me

Fraze: I can’t make nothing better with only words, who the fuck do you think I am?

Bea: nice try but that’s not getting you out of anything

Fraze: I don’t want out of anything

Bea: so act like you like me

Fraze: I fucking love you, you know that

Bea: they aren’t the same thing

Fraze: no shit, and I don’t like you loads when you’re on about dating my mates

Bea: I didn’t say I’d date your mates

Fraze: yeah you did

Bea: I said she wanted to force me to go bowling or some shit with her and her cousin, ‘cos she did

Fraze: don’t, you said if you wanna go somewhere with that cunt you’re going, end of

Bea: because you can’t tell me what to do, not because I want to go anywhere with him

Fraze: ‘cause you’re a hypocrite, you ruined my birthday when she kissed me, before fuck all had happened between us, but I ain’t allowed to have an opinion about what you’re doing or beat up any lads who ask you out, after today’s happened

Bea: I didn’t do anything to ruin your birthday, I just didn’t sit there and watch it happen

Bea: you have friends, can’t I have friends too

Fraze: you left, that ruined it for me

Fraze: and ‘course, but he don’t wanna be your friend, babe

Bea: you couldn’t exactly refuse her, that’s going to happen

Bea: no one knows about us, there’s fuck all to respect

Fraze: we’ve gotta treat each other with respect, I don’t care about no fucker else or what happens out there

Bea: then stop calling us it, I don’t like it

Fraze: I’ll stop, I swear

Bea: okay, that’s all I’m asking

Fraze: you can ask for more, I can’t refuse you

Bea: shouldn’t it be your turn to ask for something?

Fraze: I’ve already said don’t go out with him, I’m not asking, I’m telling you

Fraze: whether you like it, and me, or you don’t

Bea: I was never going to

Fraze: then we don’t need to fall out about it, that’s all I want

Bea: it’s not like I said he liked me, she just thought she was doing me a favour setting me up with someone right back

Fraze: it don’t have to be said, he ain’t gay, he’d have to be a headcase worse than I’ve ever called you not to like you

Bea: so I can only be friends with girls then?

Fraze: there’s gay lads, like I said

Bea: 😏 you’re ridiculous

Fraze: I ain’t hanging ‘round with no girls and you’d hate it if I was

Bea: girls don’t like me

Fraze: and? I don’t like none of my mates, they’re boring cunts and you’re not, I only wanna be with you

Bea: you shouldn’t have gone out

Fraze: I do shit I shouldn’t without you, remember

Bea: I missed you, I had to go downstairs and watch telly with them just for something to do after I’d done all the homework I had

Fraze: fucking hell, that I’m sorry for then

Bea: yeah, you should be

Fraze: I am, I’ll show you when you let me

Bea: I hate having to make you wait

Fraze: don’t then, nobody’s checking who’s behind what closed bedroom door

Bea: it’s the principle of the thing

Fraze: you want your apology, don’t you?

Fraze: come and get it

Bea: you’ll have to swear that you won’t think you can get away with whatever you like, if I do

Fraze: on my life

Bea: alright, hold on

Fraze: I can’t exactly tell you to hurry the fuck up, like

Bea: no, true

Bea: but I want to look good

Fraze: you always look good

Bea: not after that dinner, not if I don’t burn some of it off

Fraze: I’ll help you, but trust me, you’ve never looked bad since I’ve known you

Fraze: first thing in the morning, last at night, piss wet through from the shit weather, it don’t matter

Bea: that’s been with my clothes on

Fraze: I’ll turn the light off if you want

Bea: no, I’m not insecure like that

Fraze: you’ve got too much to be confident about

Bea: I want to see you, properly

Fraze: I’ve missed you too

Bea: swear that too, so I know you weren’t just having a laugh the whole time you were out

Fraze: I was miserable, you can ask [the mate she was gonna go out with lol lol], I’ll swear it on his life when you do, while he’s still got one

Bea: bold to let me message him, like

Fraze: nah, I trust you and I’d be having more of a laugh getting to hurt him than I did out earlier if he’s not to be trusted

Bea: sure he is, she’s the mental one with the ideas

Fraze: I ain’t gonna repeat myself over how irresistible I know you are

Bea: like you need the excuse to fight anyone

Fraze: I don’t just fight cunts for fun, I’m not west like her

Fraze: but no shit I’d do it for you, as often as I had to

Bea: you don’t have to, I told you

Bea: I only want you

Fraze: I’ll only ever want you, no matter what, long as I live

Bea: don’t be mad about it, I’m better than anyone else you could want

Fraze: I’m made up about it, I’ll show you I am as well as

Bea: I can’t stand how good-looking you are

Fraze: don’t be mad about it, it’s all yours, for you

Bea: I won’t say it makes me crazy so soon after but

Fraze: I won’t call you a hypocrite again neither, whatever you say

Bea: I think maybe you could hold my hand and no one’d notice, next time

Fraze: How long have you been thinking it?

Bea: since dinner time when no one barely looked our way

Fraze: I could touch you loads

Bea: loads is optimistic, how quiet do you think I can be

Fraze: I’d bet on as quiet as you have to so I don’t need to stop

Bea: and what if I want to touch you?

Fraze: I ain’t worried about being loud

Bea: that’s not fair, or nice 🥺

Fraze: I’ll go redder than you though, probably

Fraze: I dunno what I’m meant to do for it

Bea: going red? Pretend you’re choking, she might take it as a pisstake though

Fraze: I’d be going blue then

Bea: not sure I can get away with that much at the table

Fraze: not sure I can telling her the food is a pisstake and tea’s loads better when you make it, have to keep that secret for us for now

Bea: I’ll make you [his fave thing] next time they’re out

Fraze: yeah?

Bea: not about to be a housewife for you but yeah, ‘course

Fraze: swear you don’t know nothing when no gardens on our street or the others near us have fuck all flowers left in ‘em

Bea: no one goes in my room, the evidence will be for my eyes only

Fraze: When are you gonna come into my room?

Bea: [do show up because you just wanna work out to deal with some of your adrenaline, not to the point of feeling sweaty and gross and defeating your purpose lol, knock so he knows its you but barely because do not need to alert anyone else]

Fraze: [not this boy dropping to his knees on this floor the second she’s through the door and it’s closed to eat her out like it’s his job by way of an extra af apology, god bless]

Bea: [god bless indeed, no one is more shocked than this girl but we meant that we’d missed you and we would’ve just from dinner before the fall out so that frustration has us climbing this door lowkey]

Fraze: [mhmm, feelings were sky high anyway and then only got higher after y’all argued, so could not be doing more to show her how sorry he is and everything else he feels right here and right now, thank god we can say his tv is on once again for the background noise you need here]

Bea: [make some attempt to get towards his bed because can’t deal with standing for this right now but lowkey just falling into his desk chair like that’s going to have to do because can’t stop you or ask you to move us, obviously]

Fraze: [love that for y’all, and that he can really make the most of the fact she is now sitting by being even more extra with all of this, including how he’s moving her in this chair]

Bea: [it’s quite the mood anyway so no one is complaining about it here and now, just here running our hands through your hair so intensely because biggest of feelings]

Fraze: [like, you might feel like you’re gonna fall off this chair with how feral he’s being but don’t worry he won’t let you, there’s another mood in itself in how tightly his hands are holding her when they are not getting themselves directly involved in the antics]

Bea: [putting your hands on top of his when they’re holding you, as if you’re comparing but also practising holding hands for the table ‘I’m sorry’ as something you can barely get out but very intentionally do]

Fraze: [we all know he’d lose his mind if he thought about her hands and the contrast between y’all’s in any way, as would I, so stay focused please, shaking his head when she says soz cos don’t need to but also to do the most with the movement of it and what he’s up to, including getting his nose involved in like a nuzzling eskimo kiss type of way because peeps be about that sometimes]

Bea: [we’re clearly about it and letting you know by clenching ourselves around you there, taking one hand back to put it over our mouth so we stay quiet]

Fraze: [he’s about putting his hand over her mouth too so everyone is having a lovely time, and about time too honestly lads, you could’ve been doing this so much earlier if you hadn’t had a domestic]

Bea: [sometimes you gotta, clearly, life is too stressful right now in all the other ways, something has to give, but right now we are only dying in the best ways]

Fraze: [mhmm, and unlike me who would sob, y’all actually do love having an argument so it’s fine really, you’re welcome for this enthusiastic af making up they are already doing rn and where it’s gonna lead to, I’m loling at the fact this chair is probably making more noise than she is with how well they are both doing at keeping her quiet rn cos desk chairs be like that, but at least you can throw this gal on the bed and keep going from there if you get fed up of it cos that’ll be another mood in itself]

Bea: [for real lmao, so squeaky, rolling all over the place too, get yourselves on this bed, taking the clothes we still had on, off, because not needed right now, thank you and got to show you we’re not insecure with you looking at us]

Fraze: [thank god she isn’t because he will be taking a minute to LOOK at her really intensely before he’s right back at it at krispy kreme cos simply MUST]

Bea: [not saying you’re not blushing but you’d already be flushed, just casually touching your nips when he’s watching you, making eye contact back ofc]

Fraze: [dying about it and biting his lip in the moment but taking it like an instruction after when he’s back at his feral antics cos doing the most but can always do more]

Bea: [moaning his name and pushing your body into him instinctively, not even sorry you did that at full volume because it had to be done]

Fraze: [GRABBING her boobs so roughly as instinctively when she moans his name plus giving her the most dramatic lovebite ever that lowkey puts the inner thigh one he did before to shame in comparison, sorry to that man]

Bea: [when you’re so about it you’re immediately hitting him with the ‘fuck me’ and using your own hands to keep his where they are]

Fraze: [using that boob hold to manoeuvre so he can position himself so his whole body is on top of hers and she can feel how about it he was and is, despite the stylish pjs/loungewear he’s still wearing, if it wasn’t obvious enough by the fact he’s doing his own quiet as always but very !! moan]

Bea: [the frustrated pleading noise that you are muffling, pressing your face into the skin that has just been placed in your reach, grazing your teeth against him, being restrained here whilst you’re GRABBING his thigh in return, roughly where he just bit yours and dangerously close to where he was purposely directing your attention]

Fraze: [we love to see this !! because same honestly, and the fact we can use that thigh grab to get out of his clothes because a necessary next step for y’all actually getting to do this finally, I doubt you have a top on knowing you as it’s not winter so we’re getting there and I’m sure when you knew this was on the cards you put your stolen contraception within reach so you can grab that by just reaching, putting it in her mouth for no reason whatsoever except you’re living for all her muffled sounds and clearly you just wanna see if opening and putting this condom on with her mouth is something she’s gonna attempt]

Bea: [just watching him get underdressed because so far from a novelty that has worn off at this point, conveying even more !! with our eyes, shaking our head at you putting this condom in our mouth because such a boy ‘you wanna be safe or not?’ teasingly as you take this out of your mouth and give him a playful shove because remember them always being like do NOT open the wrapper with your teeth in case you rip it]

Fraze: [obviously y’all do or else you would’ve hooked up earlier without anything and run that gauntlet, so have a little playfight about it for fun as if you’re challenging her like can’t you do it oh okay but ultimately don’t go through with it because tbf it would be an unnecessary risk at this point nobody’s wrong, do it properly because you’re both too !! to be messing around for long you’ve simply gotta have this first ever hookup and asap]

Bea: [just here like boy you know I can because have already given you head ‘I’ve got nothing to prove neither’ but there’s some hesitation in that, however slight, because sex feels like a bigger deal despite the fact it’s literally just another thing y’all can do and isn’t any more real than what you’ve been doing, ‘cos, you know, society]

Fraze: [‘course you don’t’ could sound sarcastic but is actually entirely sincere in this moment because she doesn’t and we love her, we all know he’s nervous too gal even though like my boo said it’s no different than the other feral antics y’all have gotten up to today and we’re not gonna do either of you dirty by having it suck in any way, expressing it for him via how he’s lowkey not hardcore struggling, but not putting this condom on in a pro and smug way, because important to highlight he’s feeling the same way]

Bea: [meanwhile taking off whatever clothes remained on you to show how unnervous you are about this all because you don’t want to be nervous for your own sake or the point of it being off-putting for him because you still wanna do this and there’s no way to make that clearer ‘it’s no big deal’ sounding as casual as those words are but the way we’re smiling slightly at you as we catch your eyes is not at all]

Fraze: [a nod which it is not at all clear if it’s directed at her clothes removal like yeah I still wanna do this too/okay we’re really doing this vibes, or at her nbd comment casualness or at the way she was not at all casual at the end there, but we all know how he really feels about all of this lol, the boy is incapable of being casual when he can be drama and peak romance, hence pulling her into him so there’s like no gap between them again at all while maintaining intense eye contact]

Bea: [the dramatic intake of breath as he closes that gap, as if you had to, to make room and make the closeness even moreso, meaning you’re kissing him without breathing here, closing your eyes with this kiss]

Fraze: [it goes without saying that kiss is EVERYTHING and would be even if the hookup wasn’t being instigated during it, as her eye close because it’s less nerve wracking obvs if y’all aren’t LOOKING at each other this first initial moment, I get that, meanwhile shoutout to his adorable noise like OH this is how this feels/is gonna feel because didn’t know what to really expect here]

Bea: [your own noise that is facilitated by the breath out as your body accepts his, making room and fitting together like it’s this exact science, attempting to look at him without him noticing which is obviously impossible with this proximity but that’s the coyness we’re bringing to it, having to check what it feels like for you, as if we can gauge that from this sound and your face alone]

Fraze: [this boy on the other hand is incapable of being coy so when he inevitably feels her looking at him, LOOKING back with everything he has, so !!, at the same time as moving her hair so there isn’t even a trace of it near her face so that he can study hers in its entirety as he starts going for this, because not gonna hold back or be in any way tentative now that we’re here and doing this, not that bitch and his nerves have obvs immediately vanished because of how his feels already so gotta do more and make it even better]

Bea: [‘Jesus fucking Christ’ just in case it was not obvious how close to coming undone we already are for all the reasons here and now, gripping onto his hand that is resting on our face because we have to, using the leverage to move involuntarily against you]

Fraze: [both deliberately and involuntarily doing the absolute most because egged on by every single one of her reactions, no notes, his other hand gripping her boob again for that throwback to earlier, using his mouth too so that his own noises in response are muffled because he clearly feels like he’s being loud cos of how !!! he is rn]

Bea: [we’re likewise focusing a lot of energy on being quiet whilst not killing the vibe in our own head, which obviously involves lots of kissing him all over and giving lovebites when needed to really stfu]

Fraze: [proud of you lads because it is something you have to be aware of while not letting that vibe die, he can and will also push her face into the pillows/duvet again if she’s being too loud, even if that requires some position switch ups to do, y’all are into it and you’ll be into the different sensations of said switch ups so]

Bea: [got your whole lives to try out all the things but you can definitely do some basic switch-ups here and now and appreciate the difference in the visuals and the feelings of, also we know for a fact basically that JoeRay are not subtle so lbr, you tell on us we tell on you lmao so you don’t have to be mimes about it for their benefit, just not the noisiest for the others]

Fraze: [mhmm, it’s only the younger kids you give a shit about here, unlike joeray the rude hoes who care about nobody but themselves, I’m sure they are being way more inconsiderate with whatever they’re doing than y’all will ever be so you don’t have to worry too much, which is good because as you get more feral and closer to losing it you’ll care less about being quiet/be less capable of it so, and I am gonna need him to fully moan her name the way she did his earlier when they were doing their feral antics prior to these, it’s important to me because he’s so quiet usually, I gotta show how !! this first time do be]

Bea: [Ray is literally telling Ali all sorts so the least of anyone’s worries, not that y’all know that but still, it’s the uncomfortable truth we all know to some degree but are not addressing; here and now with y’all though, the most dramatic reaction to him moaning your name, which really means rewarding him for it with going harder fully like !! yes, tell me more]

Fraze: [ofc dropping ily as well then, no less !! only more so if anything because as per egged on by her reaction and the fact that he can’t help but match it by doing more himself meaning they are both only getting closer and closing to losing it]

Bea: [here working ourselves up into a frenzy, not consciously deciding to do anything to further this but just naturally finding your way to it because it’s necessary at this point, of course we’re saying our own ily back, no hesitation or holding back on our own !!]

Fraze: [likewise being more extra in return because of how much her ILY back got to him, not as an actual conscious effort on his part either, just out here frantic because the depths of our feelings nbd]

Bea: [gonna have to let you die here, not even being able to warn him about it because it’s just happening and we can’t control that, holding onto you in every way possible]

Fraze: [at least you can do your own jfc at the way she’s cumming so hard and so uncontrollably before how that feels inevitably sets him off because how could it not as obvs his is as dramatic, out here grunting and gasping for breath in equal measure, excuse us everyone]

Bea: [back to just watching him again because could not find him any more attractive, doing all you can to catch your breath whilst that still feels impossible because of how hard you’re clinging onto him ‘fuck!’ as if you are genuinely surprised because feeling like that simultaneously was over before you knew it and you’ve been doing this your entire life]

Fraze: [soz that he won’t be helping the situation with how hard he’s holding onto her too, until he’s fully DEAD and pulls back slightly to try and catch his own breath + let her catch hers + look at her not as close up af because we all know she looks incredible rn in the aftermath of all that ‘I know, yeah’ because hard same gal, reaching over to grab a cherry drop which are still on his bedside table and feeding her it because neither of you can yet move enough to have the cliche post sex ciggy and that’s the next best thing]

Bea: [doing the hottest of hot lols because the way those words sounded so casual but you could not feel further from casual right now if you tried, raising your brows like oh, you know, yeah? ‘Of course you do’ so sincerely because we want you to have that kind of confidence always]

Fraze: [catch his boy touching her eyebrows so gently when she raises them, softly pushing them down in a yeah I do kind of manner before/as she can verbalise that she knows he does, a smile then much like the one she did when she caught his eye pre-hookup as if they are sharing a secret here]

Bea: [reaching for this bag of sweets to get him one too, as if you’re shutting him up but really you also want him to share in this moment]

Fraze: [my boo says have a sweet and maybe you’ll calm down and she’s so right for that, for me it’s the way he pulls her in as close as she was before when she’s back with that sweet like okay enough distance between us even though it was only a second]

Bea: [shamelessly cuddling here without making a thing about it but we all know that’s what you’re doing ‘your bed is comfy’ as an excuse for how long you’re blatantly going to spend here tonight]

Fraze: [making her more comfy in said bed, lowkey tucking her in here lol but with the same energy of not making a thing about it, just as if he’s like oh you haven’t seen nothing yet gal, shamelessly manoeuvring her and cuddling her back respectively]

Bea: [going with it like you got no other reason to be here like oh yeah, finally lol, but touching his face so softly as a non-verbal you okay?]

Fraze: [putting his hand over hers on his face as softly both to let her know he is okay and to non-verbally does his own check in because gotta, reminds me of when they were in the house and she first touched his cheek and then he put his there to let her know it was okay to touch him more, I loves it, only leaving his hand there for a sec but then doing his kissing each one of her knuckles individually thing once his has moved, still as soft but extra in how much attention he’s lavishing on each knuckle despite being a quick kiss each time]

Bea: [‘you’re so romantic’ which could be a pisstake but it is not because he is, not soz, we said what we said, brushing our fingertips over his lips after he’s kissed each of our knuckles]

Fraze: [‘you’ve gotta be romanced’ with total conviction because it’s giving the same energy as when he said she should be seen in full colour and she knocks him the fuck out, kissing her on the cheek in the exact same spot where she touched his]

Bea: [‘you’ve got to be the one that does it’ with as much conviction because no other romance will do, thank you, resting our head in the space between his shoulder and neck, giving him soft smooches there too]

Fraze: [putting his arm around her in a v protective manner like I would kill anybody else, because he would and that’s not just a threat he’s not carrying out, pulling her even closer with that move ‘you’re the one for me, end of’ no notes]

Bea: [making a small happy noise ‘cos we’re about it, obviously ‘I’m okay with that’ said like luckily for you and your end of but we truly are, there is no one else on the radar]

Fraze: [kissing her SO hard in a you better be type of way but also because he truly is thrilled as well]

Bea: [grinning into this kiss because we’re both living and we know it]

Fraze: [turning it into an absolute makeout sesh, of course, because y’all are living and you can]

Bea: [focus your energy into this, even though you feel in no way recovered yet, you cannot resist him ever]

Fraze: [god bless y’all, we had to creatively cockblock you from hooking up all day long so I can’t blame you if you wanna do this again already despite the blatant lack of recovery time, live your dreams]

Bea: [idk how many condoms you managed to procure but that’s your only limit right now huns lol]

Fraze: [I hope you managed to steal plenty because how frustrating otherwise lol imagine]

Bea: [I feel like the packs have at least 10 in, to like, idk, 30, standard, maybe I’m talking out my ass but that’s what I have in mind and you can’t be using more than that in a single night so we’ll be fine]

Fraze: [mhmm, even if it happened to be a friday and you haven’t got school tomorrow you still are gonna exhaust yourselves and need to sleep at some point]

Bea: [should I post this bit, feels like a good place to stop it?]

Fraze: [I was gonna say the same cos we know what the vibe is for the rest of the night and it’s on 20 pages anyway, it’s a decent stopping point and place to leave them for now]

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foulbearobservation · 1 year

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re: your tags, glad to hear the duretti bit was amusing, (curious though, was it the straight flag or the ph*lic symbol bit?) i wasn’t going to include him originally but then i had a metaphorical lightning strike moment ala duretti (albeit his was very literal) when i thought of what to out for his section

on mary, yes exactly she’s that meme, her not caring for nonbinary as a label is a bit complicated, because of stuff like finding a lot of the labels or terms used to talk about nonbinary experiences clunky or ill fitting (i,e a lot of people who are neither transmasc or transfemme being labeled transneutral regardless of if they actually present that way and/or id as such) and the frequent erasure of nonbinary people of color in too many chunks of communities, but mainly and mostly yeah it’s just that meme, i have a job i don’t need to worry about it rn, who cares

on adriel, idk? i just thought the vrigins were so that the fbc would like unlock a new steam achievement or the demon possession of vrigins would theoretically be extra powerful, human sacrifices, and/or adriel was like “what do you have there?” FBC with virgins they’re planning to do magic rituals with: a smoothie adriel: y’know what i’m not even gonna ask, carry on

thirdly it’s so cool to see a columbo fan, i didn’t realize before seeing your columbo posts th there was an actual fandom for the show beyond a good chunk of boomers, and having grown up watching it whenever my dad would play episodes, seeing posts have kicked off a good bout of nostalgia

but also mainly having watched it as a kid whenever my dad would play it means i don’t really have good memory of many episodes or anything, but i still wanna get back/get into it so what episodes would you say are the best and/or recommend?

obsessed with me getting the author's notes for this post 😭😭

the columbo of it all,,,, I love columbo. I love my lil detective. there's sooo many good episodes, here's an inconclusive list of my faves (since I haven't watched all of columbo, I'm only midway thru season 7 rn)

season 1:

murder by the book: any time jack cassidy is in a columbo episode you just KNOW it's gonna be good. the whole mystery gets undone by a horny grocery store clerk. I am not kidding. (also fun fact steven spielberg directed this one!)

lady in waiting: this woman is UNHINGED she is a GENIUS she is an IDIOT I hate her I love her she is EVERYTHING TO ME, DO YOU UNDERSTAND? she's the original evil girlboss

season 2: season 2 has like nothing but good episodes tbh you can't go wrong with a season 2 episode

etude in black: is so cleverly done, I love it I love it I love it.

dagger of the mind: is literally just macbeth. the shakespeare of it all is absurd I love it. the blocking of the final scene where it's the murderers with wax statues in mourning behind them like an actual greek chorus. it's insane. I'm obsessed with it. that's CINEMATOGRAPHY BABES

a stitch in crime: this one has leonard nimoy in it, which should be reason enough for you to watch it.

the most dangerous match: were you obsessed with chess the musical in highschool? this is for you.

double shock: columbo becomes the heartthrob of housewives everywhere after he appears on a cooking show. again, I am not kidding.

season 3: again, all hits! no flops!!

any old port in a storm: wine maker has intense homoerotic tension with columbo. columbo is a lil flattered by it.

publish or perish: jack cassidy. need I say more?

swan song: johnny cash is in this one!!

season 4: from here on out, ymmv

negative reaction: dick van dyke plays a very fun killer!

troubled waters: the BEST murder scene on columbo hands down

season 5: there's a rumor I think that this was supposed to be the last season, so they took some wild swings.

forgotten lady: the way this one resolves made me cry! one of the top columbo episodes of all time!!

now you see him: !JACK! CASSIDY! seriously this is one of my other top columbo eps of all time

last salute to the commodore: the last ep of columbo at the time. very self indulgent. it's so funny.

season 6:

old fashioned murder: I think the most clever murderer we've had? the end scene where he does the ultimate kindness of telling her family that he was lying. god. that gets me. lieutenant firstname columbo ur my best boy

season 7:

murder under glass: OH it's a tasty episode.

make me a perfect murder: I know she did a murder but I think the murder she did was justified like she deserved to go apeshit just this once.

and that's all the columbo I've watched! as with all the media I recommend, I can provide links / a google drive folder because I do so love sharing media

#sorry for talking about columbo he's just my special little guy #no but fr I think a lot of writers and my mutuals especially would like columbo because it's not a whodunnit crime it's a howcatchem #it's all about the little ways a crime can fall apart it's so good #please watch columbo this is my final message

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the1975attheirverybest · 1 year

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Hi I am so sorry for dumping things on you but you talk about mental health on here quite a lot and I’m just having such an awful time lately, it’s getting really hard to get out of bed again and keep up with basic hygiene and I used to just cope by imagining that I could just talk to matty about it and now I can’t help but feel like he would be disgusted by me in my current state so there’s that and just reaching out to friends feels like a chore and makes me feel like I’m being a burden. I’m so sorry this is incoherent and I’m so sorry I’m just rambling in your asks but finding coping mechanisms is getting so hard. Im really sorry if this has made you uncomfortable, feel free to delete it if it has, I really mean it

Hello, my dear 💝

I want to say thank you so much for reaching out. It means a lot to me to have these sometimes difficult conversations on here, so I appreciate your vulnerability. Especially because I know from personal experience how hard it is to open up and not feel like you’re going to annoy people and stuff.

You can always come on here and vent to me, alright?

Also, I wanna point out that Matty MOST DEFINITELY WOULDN’T be disgusted with you! I bet he has experienced this first hand. What you describe here are very common symptoms of depression. Ones that I (and so many people I know) struggle with as well. Hygiene and appetite are the first things to take a hit for me, when my depression worsens. I bet Matty has felt it too. I mean, from Nothing Revealed/ Everything Denied, I’m guessing yeah he knows what that’s like. Which, I think, would make him uniquely equipped at understanding and helping you through it. It’s always easier to talk to someone who knows what it’s like.

Take care of yourself, alright, hun? 💗 this means doing what you can, when you can, and without judgment. None of that telling yourself that you’re bad or incapable or a loser because you can’t get your health and environment in control rn. None of it is true. You’re battling a real illness. The equivalent of carrying heavy rocks, strapped to your shoulders at all times. Do you think that it would be easy for the average person to cook, clean, go out and about, if they had several tons of rocks attached to them all day everyday? Mental illness is PHYSICALLY and emotionally draining. Be patient with yourself and remember that you’ll get better soon. It’ll pass. I promise.

Wanna hear from you again soon! Please keep me posted on how you’re doing. Even if you’re not doing any better. I would like to know, please. I’ll be thinking of you and sending you all my love.

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fangirls-just-want-to-have-fun · 2 years

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My Thoughts That No One Asked For on Dancing With The Stars season 31 ep. 8: Halloween Week!

Taken down in very real time

(get comfy I have a lot of feelings)

okay honestly tho Tyra is kinda slaying

DEREK’S LOOK HELLO??? 🤩

Oh I just KNOW Shangela and Gleb are gonna eat this up (update: they ate that shit up)

DANIEL AND BRITT LOOK SO GOOD AAHHHH

I’m gonna say this right now if Vinny Guadagnino does not go home tonight I’m gonna lose my shit (update: I have lost my shit)

20 seconds in and Jordin is ALREADY slaying love that for her

WELL HI THERE CARRIE ANN 🤩

Hell yeah four nines for Jordin!!!

Mark back injury?? 🥺

I actually think Charli’s dance was well scored it wasn’t perfect but it was AMAZING

DANIEL AND BRITT YES YES YES IM SO READY

I’m sorry they’re doing a PASO DOBLE?? Oh god I’m nervous

Oh yay! They slayed!!!

They’re the FIRST paso doble this season???? Oh my GOD

I’m terrified you guys (if you can’t tell they’re my favorites and I am PRAYING they do not go home)

YES TWO NINES FOR DANIEL!!!!

Okay these little segments where Derek breaks down the dances are like one of my favorite parts

Derek and Bruno have one of the single greatest dynamics ever, I swear

Okay but Shangela and Gleb just absolutely SMASHED THAT are you KIDDING

*to Derek* “Ooh, I’ve always wanted to be in your dreams!” SHANGELA SPEAKING FOR THE PEOPLE

Tens for Shangela…? 👀

TENS FOR SHANGELA PERFECT SCORE BITCHES 🙌🏻 AAAAHHHHHHHH

Trevor having absolutely NO reaction to the spider was HYSTERICAL

Jordan’s little “Hi!” when Sasha tried to scare her was SO funny I’m sorry

Koko I love you but Vinny you are testing me

WHY DO YOU ALL KEEP VOTING FOR HIM HE’S BAD

“Nice guys finish last. Literally.” dude I want to like you so bad but you are making it so hard

I’m sorry but Daniel and Britt’s paso doble was LEAGUES better then theirs

Okay but it is NOT Koko’s fault that Vinny is just NOT a good dancer I will start yelling if anyone blames her choreo (judges you are on thin fucking ice with me rn)

WHY DOES EVERYONE LIKE HIM AM I MISSING SOMETHING WHAT

Like the dance was NOT GOOD Y’ALL

If one more person starts saying “I don’t have any dance experience 🥺” I’m gonna go insane

There is no WAY he’s getting out of the bottom two tonight

Okay I’m gonna be honest Heidi D’amelio is kind of starting to get on my nerves

I cannot BELIEVE they got away with using the song “I wanna be your slave” on DANCING WITH THE STARS

“Bondage becomes you. Me too actually. Tie me up, tie me down, put me there. I’ll do it.” BRUNO PLS THIS IS ON DISNEY PLUS

Okay the rope thing was very confusing I didn’t get it I really think it was kind of pointless but that’s just me

NO WHY THE TEN

Ugh I’m sorry Gabby Windey is like my least favorite right behind Vinny I’m sorry I don’t like her she’s so irritating

It’s nice to see Alan back though (but fr my man keeps getting the WORST partners #GiveAlanBerstenAnActuallyNicePartner2023)

I HATE THAT SHE’S SO GOOD GODDAMNIT I don’t like her but I have to admit she’s an AMAZING dancer it’s infuriating

Every time Gabby claps for herself I lose two months of my life

Derek’s got puns for DAYS I live for it

I know I should be paying attention to Gabby’s interview or whatever but if Daniel and Britt are on screen I am ALWAYS staring at them at any given moment

“I’m scared of taxes.” Wayne Brady you are so real

Witney and Wayne slaying!!!! We love to see it!!!

Trevor Donovan you know I love you but I’m really praying you do NOT do well to keep Daniel and Britt out of the bottom two

(That being said I have no idea HOW he ended up in the bottom two last week)

Oh fuck it looks like their dance is gonna be really good oh god oh fuck

Motherfucker like ten seconds in I’m already crying

FUCK THAT WAS REALLY GOOD

I’m sorry no one touch me the parallel between this week’s “How do you feel about dancing?” “I guess I love it!” and week 1’s “You love dance!!” I’m crying

Ten for Trevor…? 👀

Trevor shouting out the singer 🙌🏻

TENS FOR TREVOR AAAHHHHHH GOOD FOR HIM

But oh god oh fuck Daniel and Britt are in the bottom two I’m fucking panicking guys I don’t think I’ll be able to handle them going home

PRAYING this team dance goes well for them 😭 🙏🏻

Trevor doing ASL applause to show he chose Daniel I’m 😭

“I definitely don’t want to be the weak link.” Heidi my love I hate to tell you but you were literally chosen last idk what to tell you

Alright I’m not gonna lie Team Wicked’s doing pretty good so far

Okay damn that was pretty good

Team Scream I’m praying for y’all fr

Not referencing anything specific but my girl Koko Iwasaki has been fighting for her LIFE in every single episode like this is her first season as a pro could y’all like let her BREATHE??

“What was your strategy?” He literally just picked the best dancers what do you mean what was his strategy

Okay 33/40 for Team Wicked PRAYING for nines across the board for Team Scream 😭

GET OUT THEYRE DOING THE SIGN FOR SCREAM I’m gonna cry they’re so real for that

HEADS WILL ROLL??? OH HELL FUCKIN YEAH

All of them working hard cause they wanna keep Trevor in the competition 🥺

OKAY THIS IS A SLAY OH GOD

not to be biased but Daniel and Britt’s solo section >>>>>

CHARLI AS THE KILLER SLAY!!

They better be getting MINIMUM nines across the board

DANIEL GETTING A CALLOUT I’M YELLING AND CRYING RN 😭 🙌🏻

I’m sorry but they are CLEARLY the superior dance team if they don’t win I’m suing

Len’s callout to the hair makeup and costume department!!! 🙌🏻 🙌🏻 🙌🏻

I don’t know why but there’s something so adorable about Charli calling Britt “Brittany” like it seems like Charli just respects her so much

“Well, Tyra-“ okay Trevor is absolutely growing on me

39 FOR TEAM SCREAM BABY!!!!!

Mark taking the blame for the misstep 🥺

THE SECOND CALLOUT TO THE HAIR MAKEUP AND COSTUME CREW WE LOVE TO SEE IT 👏🏼 👏🏼 👏🏼

Okay Vinny is literally at the bottom if he doesn’t go home I swear

DANIEL AND BRITT ROCKETING UP TO 4TH WE LOVE IT!!!!! 🙌🏻

DANIEL AND BRITT BEING THE FIRST COUPLE TO GO HOME YES PLEASE!!!

HOW IN THE FUCK ARE VINNY AND KOKO STILL HERE MOTHERFUCKER

If Jordin Sparks goes home I’m gonna scream (update: I screamed)

THANK YOU DEREK AND BRUNO

Len pls I’m begging please pick Jordan

NO LEN WHY FUCK

Screaming and crying on the floor rn Jordin sparks you own my heart I’ll miss you 💕😭

Anyways closing thoughts on all the dancers in no particular order:

Yay Daniel and Britt are still here!!! Absolutely in love with these two and I hope they go even farther!! (And then I hope they get married or smth cause goddamn)

Little upset that Heidi is still around, she’s kinda falling out of my favor I’m not gonna lie

I cannot fucking BELIEVE that Vinny is still on the show America what the fuck are you doing

Not gonna lie Trevor is really growing on me I love him and Emma a lot and I would love to see them go far

TENS FOR SHANGELA!!! WHAT MORE IS THERE TO SAY?? (All I need now is a ten for Daniel and I’ll be happy)

I’m gonna miss Jordin and her like actual sibling relationship with Brandon so much 😭

Nothing really new from Charli, she’s still kickin ass and she’s also really growing on me (I didn’t like her all that much before DWTS but like I said, she’s growing on me)

Gabby is still really irritating to me I’m sorry I know she’s a good dancer but like I really don’t like her

It’s nice to see Wayne climbing his way back up from last week!

Looking forward to 90’s week!!!

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doitytoity · 2 years

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8.20

I just had a deep thought based on the attached tweet and really felt called out by that. Like why entertain anyone when I’m not feeling it…? Like I get if I am feeling it but WHEN IM NOT…? Like why would I go cuddle with someone. Honestly energetically that’s so not me. Not with Jonny not with anyone. I shouldn’t be willing to just canoodle with any old body. Why would I reach back out if you ghosted like we’re grown why do I need to check on you?

I was playing just as much of a game. I gotta leave that guy alone lol like I need to spend a ton of time alone like why would I want a relationship of any kind so bad lmao

It honestly just felt like I was being spiritually blocked from fully receiving that message like I’ve had two waves of my high intensifying to not get that message across. It’s clear I need to know this because my thumbs feel heavy and idk if it’s magnetism to the energy of the message trying to get out or if something’s trying to hold me back. My thighs are tingling randomly.

Like gene told me to find someone to lean on and take care of me and like yeah that sounds great but why would I do that purely to survive. But that sounds so unfulfilling like it sounds like hell like if I don’t KNOW AND LOVE who I’m doing it for. So the issue is not being open to the idea of jonny but rather not open to however he’s operating. Like I’m not standing on the same line as him energetically

He seems like another galen type. Like hoping I’ll change my mind. He knows I’m not gonna fuck him so he’ll try and if he’s not gonna get it, he’s gone. Like Balthazaar!!!!! Dude what if that wasn’t his real name that would be wild

But like what is the deal where I’m trying to reel someone in like I dead need to let it go. Let all of it go until I feel different. Like not try at all. Like at all at all. Like legitimately take a break from VIEWING MEN AS POTENTIAL PARTNERS because I get carried away in the daydream. Like almost playing with manifestation unconsciously. Which is dangerous lol energetically

I wonder what goes on on his side though like why did he have to go through all that. It feels like a cosmic test for sure but I wanna know if it was one in his head at all or is he just mindlessly horrible?? Does he know he’s doing it?

I’m just as guilty though I’m realizing. I’m so glad I didn’t send that long ass message lol it wasn’t that serious

Fuck I am so glad he didn’t follow through the other night. I wonder when I’ll next hear from him. I would be pleasantly surprised if he never texted me again. Like at this point. I’m glad I found out! It’s really not that deep on his end, it’s my end that counts. Why do I allow myself to get lost in that daydream to the point of believing the illusion. Like a crash course in manifesting. There we go that’s the sentence I’ve been looking for! I’m just like out here saying I wanted him to take care of me and right after, we had that type of conversation. Then he basically was like “if she’s really tryna live that life she better come around and FUCK” like im also seeing his hope that I would also double text him to prove Im really interested and hoping that if he pulls this weird shit I’ll finally say that I wanna fuck him SO THAT WE WILL FINALLY HAVE A CHANCE TO HANG OUT. Like uh Im not that desperate to chill with you if that’s how it is. And the not watching my story is just icing on the galen cake. Same game.

It is a game. Energetically. I feel like that’s a very big thing for me rn is being aware of energy. Like I kinda stood up to Vanessa to let her know she made me feel hella weird the other day when she wouldn’t let go of the “meet new people” thing.

Like I don’t usually do that. I don’t usually speak up for myself when my feelings are hurt by something and voicing that hurt my feelings. And now I can see how I neglect joel in that way a lot of times. Like I definitely don’t feel like he feels like he can talk to me about his feelings at all. Feel feel feel! Lol

Interesting. Everything is as it should be and I am going the right way. This feels disjointed… but okay.

I have a lot of work to do before I’ll feel ready. Because maybe a great person will stumble into my life or maybe I can just figure out why I don’t already feel like that great person myself. So like why take the chance of potentially feeling like I’m selling out just to gain a relationship with someone that I don’t feel like I know deeply and really click with — and I won’t do that because I entertain men who are not worth the time of day so that I won’t actually have to do any work AT ALL. Not self healing work (if I don’t want to! Because yeah that happens), not any actual practice of intimacy, no spiritual healing.

Because what will jonny really offer me besides an easier living situation basically just to blow him. He waters the goats for weed and he houses me to jack off essentially?? Like where is the actual ability to be intimate? And why even TALK like that if that’s how easy you’re gonna let everything go but omg I guess the same goes for me like why would I play along. Why would I entertain him. Just to test the waters I guess. Because it turns out it’s not a safe situation. In one way or another. It’s not what the universe wants or else we would’ve hung out lol it’s that simple like why am I even looking into it that hard like why does it matter

I need to get stoned more often. I feel like I can see things clearer. Like I get more in tune with reality and not the little scenarios I make up in my head like it knocks some sense back into me as far as introspection. Like fuck it if I do it while sober, it’s definitely acting as a signal to this mind of where I’m at energetically. Like if I let myself get caught in the daydream it almost is as if I’m trying to jump timelines forcefully like running into a brick wall instead of THROUGH the brick wall. Or running thru and I quickly realize it’s not where I want to be. Like the stay at home gf thing HAD TO BE PUT EVEN PLAYFULLY ON THE TABLE JUST TO SEE IF I WOULD JUMP AT THE STRAW AND ENERGETICALLY I DID. Like I invested some sick hope there and to me that is a warning sign because as soon as I got high I was like ew why am I even playing that grotesque game like it’s like eating a fucking snail like for what like why would I do that?? (Cut to me shrugging it off in France one day lol)

I manifested the conversation and it pointed to a deep psychological/spiritual wound. Why am I willing to accept being unfulfilled in order to be comfortable. Like let’s get real, this man was never going to follow through. But the DAYDREAM carried me away and an expectation formed and now it’s got me looking at it all types of twisted this just keeps going deeper and deeper

The fact of the matter is: I played the wrong game. A game that doesn’t feel good. Next time I won’t play that game. Neither party is inherently wrong or worthless because of it.

It’s just not a fit for many reasons and thank the universe we came to that now in this reality. Holy moly I’m so glad that’s not a path im going to go down. No games.

I cannot stray from the requirements. That’s how I’ll know it’s them, if they are all those things. I don’t want easy. I want quality and safety. I want the right person. The right soul.

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finelinevogue · 3 years

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Every time I look at this pic I am just imagining you and Harry are in New York and you guys are wating for you can to come and some fans took pic of you guys being the cutest couple 😩😩

okay i like this one!! my inbox is so full rn and i just wanna say i see everything, it’s just my inspiration comes a lot quicker for some rather than others, but i’m working on them slowly!! i promise <33

“Harry!”

You squealed as you accidentally bumped into another person as you ran down the stairs and through a corridor, back up some stairs, a left and a right so you could reach the platform for your train.

You were running really late. You and Harry were supposed to be at some fancy event for the release of a new Gucci line that Harry had campaigned in, but when Harry had seen you in your emerald sparkly dress he just couldn’t keep his hands to himself and had over-divulged in you. Now you were running through the New York subway, running for your train that was about to leave in 47 seconds if it was running on time. The only problem was that you were in black high heels, so it was impossible to run fast.

“Will you bloody hurry up woman!” Harry shouted back to you, running ahead to clear a path for you both. However, when he saw you and your heels were slowing, at the danger of breaking an ankle, he waited for you to catch up and swooped you up in to his arms. He ran for the both of you, you being cradled bridle style with your arms tightly around his shoulders and laughing as he ran as fast as he could. Your dress was blowing and you were worried you might flash someone.

“Harry oh my go— sorry!” You called out to a random man you accidentally took out with your legs.

“Fuck, we are actual twats.” Harry laughed as he rounded the corner to the platform.

“The train! Harry run!” You stressed, watching the doors about to close. Harry ran and pressed the button just in time. Someone on the other-side of the door was also pressing the button to help you get on.

The doors opened and Harry carried you both on safely.

“Thanks man!” Harry nodded to the guy who had helped you.

“No problem man. Are you okay?” The guy asked you, Harry now putting you down so you were standing.

“Oh yeah I just cannot run in heels!” You chuckled, pointing to your now scuffed shoes.

The train started moving and Harry caught your arm as you nearly went toppling over from lack of balance. Once you were both stood up you did a quick look at the train-line route and counted how many stops were made before yours; 4.

“You both don’t look dressed to be travelling on the sub.” The guy stated which made you both laugh, you rolling your eyes as you had been thinking the exact same thing.

“We are already late and New York traffic will mean we won’t show up until two weeks time. So the subway it was.” Harry explained, standing behind you with his arms draped loosely over your shoulders comfortably. You felt the warmth of his chest on you back, slightly sweaty from both the heat of the subway but also the running that you’d both just done. You brought one of your hands up to hold onto one of Harry’s, squeezing it just because you could.

“Y’both crazy.” The guy laughed.

“We know.” Harry laughed back, scrunching his nose and then coming to give you a kiss to the top of your head as the train came to a stop.

“Alright well this is my stop. Have a chill evening.” The guy waved you both and hopped off the train when the doors opened, leaving you to breathe a heavy sigh and lean back into Harry’s pressing back more. You bathed in his comforting smell of pine and vanilla.

A group of young people got on the train and stood opposite to you two. You looked over at them and noticed that they had noticed Harry, smiling and giggling to one another. You smiled to them, not wanting to draw more attention to the situation than safe. Harry squeezed your hand to let you know everything was okay and he wouldn’t let anything happen to you - if things did get crazy. One girl came up to you boldly.

“Hi Harry, could I get a photo with you please?” They asked, holding a disposable camera up as if to prompt that the photo would be taken on that instead of a normal phone. That was the way to Harry’s heart, you knew.

“‘Course, yeah.” Harry replied kindly, untangling himself from you and moving to the side to stand next to the girl. They’d handed the camera to another friend in their group so they could take the photo. Harry stood next to the girl, arm around their shoulder and smiling cheesily in his Gucci suit that made him look so goddamn handsome.

“Thank you so much.” The girl smiled.

“Do you want a group photo with him?” You asked the whole lot of them and they eagerly grinned, holding out the disposable camera to you as they thanked you. Harry bent over at the front of the group, holding up a peace sign and opening his mouth in a wide smile. You captured the moment perfectly, a slight red light in the background as you pulled into the next stop.

“Thank you so much. Have a good night.” They all spoke kindly, and you saw them take a couple of candid photos of you and Harry as moved back towards one another and managed to find seats to sit down on thanks to people getting off. There was only one seat, however, so you were left to sit on top of Harry’s lap much to his enjoyment.

“It was nice of you to take photos with them.” You smiled at him, caressing his cheek softly and then kissing him over that spot.

“You were nice to offer a group photo.” He replied, smiling in pride over how kind and thoughtful you were. He was so in love with you and all your golden personality traits that built you up to be his little shining star.

“You’re such a good person H.”

“Not as much as you are, baby.”

“I’m not having this debate with you.” You scoffed playfully, hitting his chest playfully.

“‘Cause you know i’ll win.” He said smugly and all you wanted was to fucking kiss that smirk off his face, but in this public space there was no chance - especially when you knew that group of fans were definitely pointing their cameras at you even if you did have you back to them.

“Y’so difficult.” You rolled your eyes.

“I know, but you love me.”

“Too true.” You buried your head into his neck and sniffed his homely scent as you allowed his presence to encapsulate you. It really was true. Still is. You love Harry Styles.

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m-jelly · 2 years

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hello jelly! i just wanna let you know that i absolutely loooove all of your valentine’s letters and i gotta say the one that you wrote which i requested was beyond my expectation so thank you so much! that letter literally made my week. you posted it exactly while i was waiting for my train to arrive while i was omw to work and i just couldn’t resist not reading it on the train. thank god for mask otherwise people would look at me crazy as i was smiling like an idiot 😂 anyway, the next day i found out that i was a close contact w one of my colleagues and now i’m at home in quarantine so i have a request to make which relates to my situation rn but sadder bcs i don’t have a levi w me hahaha. if it’s okay w you i want to request an imagine where the reader is in quarantine so she had to stay in her room and levi just misses her and stuffs like that and once she finished her quarantine levi just becomes clingy? 😬 just fluff basically bcs i’m love deprived lol. be creative all you want and take your time! thank you jelly and stay safe! ♥️

First off, I'm sorry it took so long to get to your request! I had a lot sent to me. So, please forgive me for taking a while. Second, thank you so much! I loved the letter event and want to do it again soon <3 Third, I am sorry about coming close to someone with covid! I had it not last Christmas, but the one before. I had lost my taste! Was horrible. I don't ever want to get it again! Anyway, happy to do this for you! I hope you didn't get covid and if you did, I do hope you're better <3

Let me in, please?

Pairing: Levi x Reader

Genre and tags: modern AU, couple, romance, sad Levi, lonely Levi, pouting Levi, he's like above, cute Levi, the reader has to quarantine, happy ending.

Concept: You catch a nasty bug and have to stay away from Levi to protect his health. You live in the spare room in your shared apartment so Levi can have the bedroom you usually share with him. Levi hates it. He hates not sharing the bed with you and misses you so much. You refuse to let him into the room until you have the all-clear with your bug. Once you're better, you leave the room to be met with a very loving and clingy boyfriend.

Levi stood back and watched you with a mask covering your mouth carry a week's supply of food and drink into the spare room. You took clothes, blankets and everything you'd been to keep you busy. Levi just stood there pouting as he stayed at a safe distance.

You saw Levi step closer, so you held your hand out. "Nooo. Back!" You coughed. "Back Levi! The doctor said you have to stay away."

He whined. "I can handle getting sick by this bug."

You shook your head. "No, no you can't. I know you're not vulnerable, but the doctor said I have to isolate. I'd hate it if I made you sick. Please, Levi."

He sighed. "Okay. I'll be good. Can I cook you some warm meals sometimes?"

You nodded. "You can, but you'll have to leave it outside."

"Tch, fine."

You closed the door and set your things up in your room. You took your mask off, then had some medicine. You had a nap for a few hours and got woken up by knocking at your door. You hummed and sat up in bed with messy hair and a fuzzy head from your sickness.

You yawned, then looked to your door. "Yeah?"

Levi sat outside your door. "Darling?"

"Mm?"

"Love of my life."

You smiled and hummed a laugh. "I'm here."

He pouted a little and traced patterns on the door. "My wonderful brat."

You wrapped yourself up in a blanket and shuffled over to the door. You sat down and smiled. "Hi, Levi."

He gasped at hearing you so close to him. "Hello! Hi! You sound so pretty. I bet you're even prettier in person."

You laughed. "Levi."

"What? I mean it. You should open the door and show me how pretty you are."

You coughed hard from laughing, then hummed. "I'm not opening up."

He whined. "Not even a little?"

"Not even a little. I have to protect you."

He sighed. "Okay. I love you and miss you."

You smiled and closed your eyes a moment. "I miss you too."

"Do you love me?"

You laughed. "Of course I do! I love you more than anything. I'm staying in here because I love you so much. I have to make sure you stay healthy. I love you, sweetie. I really love you."

Levi smiled. "Fuck, now I want to kiss you. Just one kiss!"

"No!"

"Mean!"

You got up from the door. "I am. I'm going back to napping because I'm weak."

Levi let out a long sigh. "Okay."

You went back to bed and slept until the next day. You woke up, cleaned in the bathroom and had some food and water. You watched some tv in the room and just relaxed. You napped now and then, but something grabbed your attention. You walked over to the door to see something slipped under. You picked it up and read cute little love notes from Levi.

You wrote him a note back and sent it through. You grabbed the next one that asked for a picture of you smiling because he missed your smile. So, you took a selfie and texted it to him. You hummed a laugh when he sent you a shirtless one of him. You picked up the next note saying you were missing out on that.

You sighed and shook your head. "Levi! Stop it."

"You're supposed to send me notes! It's more romantic."

You smiled at how sweet he was, then wrote him a love note and gave it to him. "Make sure you clean your hands after handling my notes."

"I will!" He smiled at your words of love. "I want to kiss you."

"You have to wait."

"I can't."

You yawned as you felt tired. "Levi, I only have a few more days left in here."

He pouted. "Need you now."

You lay on your side next to the door. "I know sweetie, but this is for your own good."

Levi lay on his side facing the door. "I just want to hold you again."

"It'll be worth the wait, okay?"

He hummed. "Okay."

You smiled and closed your eyes. "If I go quiet it's because I've fallen asleep."

"That's alright."

Levi and you did this every day. He'd pass you notes, send you pictures and then lie on the floor with you and talked until you both slept. He was counting down the days until he could hold you again in his arms. He was so excited to see you, he really was.

When the day of freedom came, he was bouncing up and down outside the door. He shoved the door open and tackled you into a hug. He picked you up, then carried you to yours and his bedroom. He flopped onto the bed with you and snuggled you. He covered your face in kisses making you giggle.

You lightly touched your lover's face. "You missed me, huh?"

"So much." He nuzzled the crook of your neck. "Mine."

You played with his hair as he doted kisses all over your neck, chest and face. "I missed you too. This is a perfect treat to come back to."

"Can I kiss you?"

You nodded and smiled. "Of course."

He gasped, then captured your lips in a sweet and loving kiss. "I missed this. I'm not letting you go for a week, so be prepared. We missed out on a week of love, so now you're going to get a week with double the amount of love."

You laughed at how sweet he was. "That's a lot! Well, I'm ready to shower you in my love as well. It was lonely in that room. I love you, Levi."

He smiled at you. "I love you too. Now, time for loving."

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jiminrings · 3 years

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I REQUEST A SOFT BADBOY DRABBLE WITH SHY READER AND HES TEASING HER BUT SOMEONE ELSE JOIMS IN AND THEYRE DOING IT TO BE MEAN BUT HES LIKE STFU BEFORE I PUMCH UR FACE ONLY IM ALLOWED TO BULLY SHY READER GRR 😡😡😡😡 and soft readers like 0.o but *squeals incoherently* 😭😭😭😭

last name, jeon.

drabble week: day two

drabble week masterlist

pairing: badboy!jungkook x shy!reader

wordcount: 3k

glimpse: "can't you tell that i really don't want you to be here?"

notes: a tiny change on the plot!! also: frat boy!jimin from day four makes an appearance :D

feedback + support mean the world to me!!

“do you wanna form-“

... yes

you DO have an alliance with jungkook

it's a very fair trade honestly

he pretends to be your boyfriend!! there's no specific boundaries to it, but he springs into action as soon as you're put into an inconvenience

in exchange, you whore him out to your friends!!! :D

no but literally that's how he called it

the whole reason this came to be in the first place is because you hATE confrontation with a burning passion

especially when it comes to those "i have a crush on you" moments that people spring on you all of a sudden

you don't like them back!!! that's the truth!!! but the problem is that you aLWAYS feel guilty letting people down

you obviously don't have the obligation to like someone back just because you sit next to them in class :// IT'S JUST IN YOUR NATURE TO FEEL THAT WAY

you wouldn't get into a relationship with said confessor to ease your guilt, clearly

do you plan on denying their advances? yes

but hOW????

you always take the passive-aggressive approach

you get jungkook to carry your bag and hold your hand, walk in front of said person and pretend not to see them, jungkook makes sURE to put some snide eye contact in there aaaaand the whole ordeal is finished :D

you've managed to let someone down slowly without having to speak to them in-person!!!

jungkook comes more handy than that too

you take him when you want to eat out because you're too anxious to eat alone

you take him when you want to go somewhere in which lining up is essential and you're also too anxious to stand by yourself

you take him when you want to go shopping when there's a sale but you're almost always intimidated by the barrage of people and salespeople so he asks and answers the questions for you

jungkook, in hindsight, is the perfect fake boyfriend for you <3

ALSO jungkook wants something from you

"whore me out to the girls from the families your family's friends with, and it's a deal :D"

that alliance and exchange is going pretty well so far

you mAY be on the more-reserved side but that doesn't mean you're self-aware!!!

you know that your parents are loaded and your shy nature could be somehow chalked to that since you didn't really have anyone that wasn't as non-superficial as you'd like, since they were the overprotective helicopter two-rotor seven-blade parents :(((

jungkook, however, is the only constant you have in your formula

you've known him since childhood and have been friends ever since

his mom's your mom's personal assistant, and one day when mrs. jeon couldn't find a babysitter for jungkook, your mom didn't hesitate to let four-year old jungkook come with her to work

jungkook's your fIRST actual friend that hates gold spoons with you because of how tacky they look :-) he's your emotional support person basically

your emotional support person who was sO close to running late from picking you up during his free day >:( you were about to break into a sprint if he arrived a second later, because you managed to spot a jock coming to you from the corner of your eye awhile ago

You Do Not Like Him <3

"and i even changed into a short-sleeved shirt to ward off your suitors. how romantic of me, don't you think?"

now that he mentions it, it's only now when you can drink him in in full-display

... wow

his right arm's the only one with his tattoos while his left's completely blank, but something about the balance just makes you !!!!!!!! even more

his arm's not completely covered but it was coming to be, something about the blank spaces of skin that are yet to be inked being a nice touch

"very romantic, kook."

now tHAT'S the answer he wanted to hear

he forcibly on your helmet for you to showcase, your grunts of annoyance being drowned out by whistling

(he's even looking left and right and making eye contact with anyone who has their eyes landing on you!!!!)

your cheeks smushed is a look he'll never be tired being in awe of, but he'll never tell you that, of course

"do you ever wonder if your parents would kill me if i misplace even a single hair on you?" jungkook thinks out loud and you don't even flinch with how sudden his thoughts could be, sitting on his seat first so it'd already be balanced when you do, "you sure you’re okay riding with me?? on a motorcycle????"

he usually uses yOUR family's vehicles (they let him and insisted he just takes one at this point) but when you called him, he was en route to kim kradle (it's a one-stop vehicle shop apparently) to get new rims for his motorcycle, bUT NOT ANYMORE HE GUESSES????

you come first compared to the booking he's waited on for three weeks

"i have insurance, i think."

no that's the wrong answer

why did you even bother.,,.,

jungkook flicks your nose because your forehead's protected by the helmet, his face contorted in half faux frustration

"you were supposed to be mad at me for asking that — not logical!! don't even joke about that."

"... my life insurance? like, in the instance that i-"

oW THAT HURT

he flicked even harder this time!!!

you roll your eyes at him and it doesn't go unnoticed, a hand outstretching instead of his fingers flexing

“wallet, please.”

????

jungkook's surprised that you even look confused, this time rolling his eyes at you

“you rolled your eyes at me. you need to bribe me so i won’t rat you out.”

right

he has a never-ending knack for the you're rich jokes

you also know that he likes the cold and would turn the fan on even if it's too hot for a blanket, just because he wants to feel cocooned

you also know that he picks from the fourth row of drinks from the front because it's always been a habit

("the germs cling on to the first row!!!")

you also know that maybe, just maybe, you can't stand it tonight when he's putting himself out there instead of being your faux boyfriend

you keep on zoning out and hoseok, perhaps the only tolerable fellow rich kid you can tolerate within your circle, finally connects the dots in his head and snickers

he's been talking about finding the vintage sneakers he's always wanted on depop and how he almost got scammed for like tWENTY minutes already

in reality, all your nods and scowls aren't towards his story

it's to jungkook and... who's that? jihye whose dad is so colossally shitty, that this one rapper wrote a diss song for him? oh yeah, that jihye

"you like him. like actually 'lose your virginity to him' love him."

WHAT???

there's no way

"how did you-"

"you blush like one."

alright that answer was too quick

hoseok should've ATLEAST tried to wait for a few seconds before answering

"a-and the love part?"

"babe, jungkook may not be the richest one here and that should say a lot," you peer up at him nervously and he actually chuckles, peering to everyone at this function, "dude's humble — he could also just be dense to not see you love him."

okay very true

hobi's making a dig rn at how jungkook coinicidentaally happens to be blonde and maybe this is your cue to leave

hobi does not realize that his hair is aLSO dyed blonde while talking shit about jungkook and his hari

okay this is it

once again, you are NOT listening to hoseok and he's figured out what you're doing by now

you're psyching yourself up with a couple of shots and your heels are digging on the carpeted ballroom

MAYBE YOU SHOULD TRY TO BE MORE OUTGOING!!

"pretend to wobble. it doesn't help that nothing can sink you."

oh okay makes sense

if you're gonna try and charm jungkook while trying to play it off as just being tipsy playfulness, atleast make it believable

hoseok snickers because this is just A+ content with the things that you choose to do in your way

shy girl with high alcohol tolerance mannn coming of age film writers would LOVE you ://

you're about to cross the distance between you and jungkook, but something knocks you on your shoulder with a gentle force that seemed intentional

is that-

hold on a second

"what a coincidence :O"

jimin?

jimin???

as in, wholesome yet slightly fuckboy-ish frat guy jimin???

he looks dashing and composed, meeting your eyes perfectly and he doesn't let your confusion startle him

"i know that look. what am i doing here?"

he says it eloquently as if he's practiced it

AND HE DID!!!

you must've looked so shocked that you immediately apologized, shaking your head no

"i-i didn’t mean-..."

you're confused, sure, but that doesn't mean you're immediately judging

it's just that you never saw jimin here or any function of the like, but you wouldn't put it past him if he does go to these things!!! he looks like a million dollars anyways

"relax, doll. you’re so far the only other person i know that i've seen in these type of things."

he looks calm and collected, but maybe that's just because he spent the last five minutes waiting for you to stand so he could bump into you

this place is just sO suffocating and a familiar face is gonna be his relief from something so fancy that it became mundane

"have we been in the same event before this?"

"not that i recall, no. i get invited but this is only the first time after awhile that i went."

jimin drinks from his champagne flute, wiggling his eyebrows playfully, "wanna know why i'm here?"

you're curious!!! what can you say!!!!

you never really interacted with jimin at all before this, but a familiar face like his is comforting

because hoseok's already engaged in another conversation and jungkook's,,,, being jungkook and is fawning all over jihye

jimin chuckles at your insistent nodding, leaning closer to whisper to your ear

"my stepdad’s loaded as fuck."

oh so that's why

he tugs you down to sit at the nearest possible empty chairs, all its occupants gone anyways because they're in the dancefloor busting tRULY horrendous moves

maybe it's because jimin feels lonely too like you are, and it's him feeling comfortable because he's pulled you like ten seconds ago and not once asked him anything out of bounds

maybe that's why he fell into conversation with you easily because you're always intently listening

"might love me as a real son too. maybe that’s a bonus? you don’t really expect that shit in the things you see."

this situation is actually pretty cute

you snort because maybe you’re nOT that shy when you drink,, that’s the only thing that changes in you probably

this whole conversation that sprung from boredom was unknowingly the subject of many stares, including jungkook who you were initially supposed to go to

“you’re worthy of love, jimin.”

jimin sPITS his drink because where the fuck did THAT come from???

why did you say that and why does he feel that he needed to hear that

“i-i think — i think you need more,” he raises his own glass to your lips hurriedly, caught in surprise but you still gulp nonetheless

“you’re-“ you keep sputtering as he keeps making you drink, but he rubs circles on your back at the same time and it's when you realize that jimin the frat guy may not be that bad, “what??? don’t think you’re not the only one with daddy issues! shouldn’t we have like, a radar for each other?”

jimin snorts at your counter and his eyes crinkle to the point where he can't see anything, not being able to see how you're still trying to recover with all that fizz down your throat

wow ur really enjoyable to talk to

“you’re insane and i think-“

listen

you're not really big on feeling beyond a sense and all that stuff, but you feel as if the aura around you just got dark all of a sudden

"who are you calling insane?"

jungkook appears at your side in an instant, hands wrapped around your shoulders while you remain seated

you've honestly forgotten that you were supposed to go to jungkook, but you're reminded of that vERY clearly now

"go away, jimin," he mutters through his teeth, looking at him dead in the eye

hold on

wait

THAT'S JIMIN???

okay now he's confused

sometimes jungkook's mouth just moves on its own without loading the thought process

"why are YOU here?"

jimin furrows his brows, shocked that he'd even see jungkook here out of all people

the guy barely even attends classes!!! and that's coming from him!!

"why’s he here?"

he crouches to your ear, eyes still furrowed at the younger guy

"long story."

nO???

jungkook scowls bitterly because jesus fuck

YOU’RE ON WHISPERING TERMS NOW????

he left for one second, and the moment he comes back, that's when this fucking frat guy approaches you?? was he waiting on him to leave??

you and jungkook only act as a couple when the need arises, and even if you don't feel it, hE feels that this is the need!!! this is the need and it is arising!!!

"get back to uh, alpha bravo charlie or something, park. beat it."

why’s he reciting the nato phonetic alphabet???

jungkook sounds half-angry and half-sad at the same time, and you don't know which side should you focus on

“move,” he repeats this time again but more sternly, making jimin much more confused since jungkook's trying to pull him away from his seat

jimin doesn't budge and it makes the frown even more evident in jungkook's face

what is he FEELING

“can’t you tell that i really don’t want you to be here?”

“i’m not here for you, though. i’m here for y/n.”

he answers honestly, shis gut telling him that there's definitely something going on between the two of you

“y/n doesn’t want you here," kook argues back surely, only noticing your bitten lips now that makes him realize that you're not exactly sober; just a happy kind of rush

he sees you raise your hand timidly, an equally cheeky smile on your face that's only directed to jungkook like it's meant for him

"i-i actually don’t mind."

you don't,,,

you don't mind?

HOW'S THAT POSSIBLE

WHAT ARE YOU DOING

why aren't you signaling him to commence the faux boyfriend act!!

"y/n has a boyfriend."

“... i’m not hitting on her.”

alright this is more than the entertainment that jimin wished for lol

“yeah, well she has a boyfriend still so beat it.”

you do??

the last time you checked, jihye's gonna have jungkook as her boyfriend within the night!!

“i don-“

ALRIGHT THEN

jimin decides to indulge jungkook, knocking his knee with yours as he winks slyly, urging you silently to watch on, turning to look at you and ask

“what’s your boyfriend’s name?”

you don't answer.

that gives him all the more reason to do so.

“last name, jeon.”

jungkook looks the most determined you've ever seen him, eyes characteristically angry with his arms across his chest that his suit tightens, “first name, me.”

....

......

the three of you know that’s not the truth

jimin takes it in, sighing when he sense that something else is about to be unfold and he does noT want to be a part of it

not before whispering to your ear again for the last time, of course

“pretty weird name if you ask me,” you laugh automatically, momentarily forgetting that jungkook's standing by you on just your opposite side and could hear you

he leaves and that only leaves you with jungkook, looking up at him as he's too frantic to even sit

“what are you doing?”

“being a social butterfly," you quip just as fast, drinking your water afterwards

jungkook only clenches his jaw by then, being taken-aback when you speak again

“who are you doing?”

://

“i’m busy being mad at- wait a minute, WHO???”

who instead of what??

the short-lived enthusiasm you had with jimin left with him, crashing just as hard when you're reminded of jungkook's presence

“jihye’s a pretty nice girl. you should go home early tonight.”

his brows furrow, trying to get you to look at him but you avoid his gaze insistently, “what? what are you talking about?”

“she’s not my girlfriend though.”

you're not at all satisfied with the answer because it sounds so wrong, knowing that jungkook's a handsome guy and everyone wants to be with him!!!

and he probably wants to be with everyone else besides you.

“then who-...”

“don’t know yourself anymore? jimin must’ve really swept you off your feet, huh?”

jungkook huffs as he qualifies for a rebutt, your internal wallowing being cut short

“he’s not my boyfriend.”

...

....

“well would you look at that,” jungkook snickers, sighing through his nose as your eyes finally meet his, directly stubborn yet soft around the edges

“she’s not my girlfriend, and he’s not your boyfriend. what a coincidence.”

god did he feel so threatened the moment his eyes couldn't find you besides hobi and instead next to jimin, eyes crinkled in laughter without hesitation

have you been chasing after one another this whole time?

jungkook silently grabs you by the hand and you wave no opposition to it

maybe it's your liquor-influenced vision or maybe it's you hyperfixating on such a warm moment, but your eyes immediately lock to see the matching red thread bracelet he wore like yours

you're dressed in next year's spring collection line, and the structured silk black gown that has a train behind it doesn't exactly scream to have a simple red thread bracelet as its accessory according to your mom's designer and everyone else —

but you don't have the heart to take it off

there's no need to take it off

jungkook drives your car and no one says a single thing about anything

his hand’s on your thigh and you don’t question it, eyes locking into the way his hand looks perfect and the way the bracelet looks meant to be wrapped in his wrist in the first place

you're sure this time that it's not the newfound courage you have, but rather the need to do it

you kiss jungkook's cheek on a red light.

it's on a red light that jungkook realizes he could fit the visage of his world within one hand, finally kissing you like he's always wanted to

“yeah. what a coincidence.”

#drabble week #jungkook imagine #jungkook imagines #jungkook oneshot #jungkook oneshots #jungkook x reader #jungkook x y/n #jungkook au #jungkook headcanons #jungkook fanfic #jeon jungkook imagine #jungkook angst #jungkook angst imagine #jungkook fluff #jeon jungkook oneshots

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nightfall-kachiniko · 3 years

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Heya, I hope you’re doing alright. May I request some headcannons of the Aot girls, plus Hange, with a s/o with a massive sweet tooth, like almost to the point where they would fight over the smallest piece of chocolate? (God knows I would)

||| AOT GIRLS PLUS HANJI WITH A S/O WHO HAS A SWEET TOOTH

- Mikasa finds your obsession with sweets adorable. She’ll constantly buy and or make you some sweets which makes your heart melt lmao. Mrs. Cakerman *cough cough I mean she got that cake tho* Enjoys making brownies with you and see you eat up all the batter before it’s even in the pan lol. She thinks is so sweet *pun intended 😏😏*

- Always shares her sweets with you, I mean ALWAYS. You never have to ask or take she’ll just hand you some. And she knows when something is up when you don’t eat any sweets. She reads you like a book, always taking down mind notes of what your favorite sweets are and some new ones she should try making. And she hella makes sure you brush your teeth good she don’t want her babayyyy gettin annay cavities 😏 (Mikasa you can f my cavities)

- Bro annie got a sweet tooth aswell. Not to your crazy GIVE ME THIS BITCH OR ILL SLICE OFF YOUR PENIS type crazy. Just like if you holdin a donut home girl gonna get a bite.(plus I hc that’s her favorite food) Annie thinks your obsessive Behavior can get annoying at times (or so she says) but she stills love you but CHILL THE FUCK OUT IM GOT GIVING YOU MY FUCKING DONUT AND YOUR NOT CUTTING OFF MY NIPPLE! *ahem* sorry. I’m getting a bit to carried away.

- Doesn’t mind baking for you but doesn’t do it a lot. Mostly buys you sweets. And she isn’t gonna sit there and just let you devour a whole 12 box of donuts until you’ve lost all sanity but will limit you on how many sugary things. Plus it gets annoying everytime she kisses you she feels like she just gave head to that fukin lucky charms guy, like shit taste the rainbow, fuck wait that’s skittles. Her favorite phrase is “catch a break or catch these hands”

-oh hanji baby 😩😩😩 Damn.. them cheeks is the only sweet thing I wanna taste rn. This got so inappropriate so fast. They’ll sometimes buy you sweetsss and themself to bro. THEY HAVE TO FUCKIN HIDE IT FROM YOUR ASS BC U SMELL THAT SHIT FROM MILES AWAY LIKE FR.

- Hanji will fight you aswell for the last peice of chocolate, you think you being their partner will automatically mean you get babied? I mean duck yeah but like they don’t play around when it comes to food, like shitzzzzz they will in to bite a chunk outta dat ass if you’re willing to aswell (I’m sorry they just keep on coming like how my dad did, without a condom, why tf was I born)

-okay this situation is like death. Like u enter it, you already see Jesus like. homie will beat you for food. Homie will suck your tiddies for food, ESPECIALLY SWEETS BRUH- Like this is a death or death situation, either way of y’all gonna die.

-well now you get all the sweets to yourself cus she kind of.. ya know.. like 😵 :/

- pieck with dem cheeks 🤤🤤 She loves you to death she really does BUT DAMN IS SHE WORRIED. She thinks tahts probably bc of everything you went through as a kid is why you eat sugary foods. Weird logic. Okay pieck. Trauma with a little bit of.. spice.. no sugar-

- She likes baking you cakes alot :D and is surprised when you eat it all in less then 5 minutes :d. Honestly mom- milf material like hell yes

YOO I MIGHT DO A PART2 IF YALL WANT WITH HITCH, YMIR, AND HISTORIAAAA

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lavenderahs · 3 years

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could you do a fanfic of michael taking care of the reader while they are sick :)

michael langdon fluff- taking care of you when you're sick

a/n - lowkey therapeutic to write bc i have a cold rn, literally haven't had motivation to write all day until i take nighttime cough medicine lol

taglist - @d3monslust @mllxngdonswife @brooklinn13 @kitty4860 @booboomother @the-hotel-cortez @forevercountess @cxdy-fxrn (lmk if you wanna be added or removed!)

"baby, please let me do something" michael whines as y/n is sunken into the couch. "i'm telling you michael, its only a cold, ill be okay hun, go back to work" y/n reassures michael of her health as he grabs his bags. michaels one trait that sticks out is definitely how stubborn he is. no matter how many times when y/n is sick, he will go above and beyond to take care of her. "okay" he exhales as he prepares to return to work. "seriously, call me if you need anything" he says in a deep tone. "yes michael i know" y/n fusses at his stubbornness. he's already out the door before she could lecture him once again.

thing is, michael didn't go back to work. he would only have 2 or so hours left anyway, so he decided to take a shopping trip. he sits quietly in the target parking lot; staring at his notes app. "what should i get her" he messes with his scruff. he quickly jots down a few items he'd think y/n would enjoy. "okay, ive got time to kill" he whispers to himself as he exits his car. while michael searches for gifts, y/n stays put on the couch, secretly wishing michael could have stayed, knowing she loves the comfort but hates asking anyone for anything. it was just a cold but michael always knew how to take care of her. michael has a broken soul, yet i still see the spark of happiness in his eyes. people become intimated by his presence, but oh if they knew the way he curls up in my arms after a long day, how his heart races when you rest your head on his chest. as y/n ponders these sweet moments of michael, the need for him grows stronger.

"youre getting a lot huh?" the cashier chuckles at michaels purchases. his hands graze the back of his neck "uh- yeah, its for my wife, shes sick" the older woman's face lights up "it's good to know there are good men still out there" she smiles as michael pays. michael carries the bag of goodies to his car. his face dropping when the clock displays 4 pm. "gotta kill another hour" he whines out loud. deciding on calling a to-go order in at their most favorite restaurant, bar type food but satisfied the both of them. as michael waited on his order, he prepared y/n's gifts. he bought a simple sage green tote bag to hold all her gifts; knowing she could never have too many tote bags. he restocked the necessites; hair ties, new panties and a dainty bralette, a beautiful lavender scented lotion, and some of the exotic flavored cough drops. his eyes glued to a lounge set the moment he walked in the store; warm colored sweats with a white crop top. he loved spoiling y/n, and to finish off the goodies, he picked up a simple bouquet of daisies.

"darling I'm home" michael said in a singy-song tone. y/ns head popped up from the couch, giving michael an inviting smile. "wait!-close your eyes i have a surprise" michael whispers "what now michael" she giggles in excitement. as her eyes are glued shut, michael slowly sets the totebag filled with gifts by her side, along with the to go box filled with their favorite meals. in michaels right hand holds the bouquet of flowers. "okay....open!!" y/n's eyes look as if shes seeing fireworks. her mouth forms a warm smile as her eyes water. "m-michael.. i love you" she chokes out. the overwhelming feeling of love makes her burst with tears. michael quickly places the flowers down, and rushes beside her. his arms wrap gently around her, pulling her to his chest. "i love you babygirl, i thought this would cheer you up" y/n chokes out a giggle. she lifts her head out of his chest to place a gentle kiss on his lips. michaels chest is filled with utter happiness and love. "come on, let's look at what we got"

2 hours or so later; y/n, passed out from the cold medicine michael encouraged her to take, wearing michaels hoodie and one of the panties he bought her. michael lays sprawled out on the couch, not moving a muscle, to keep y/n comfortable. his hands fumble with her hair, soaking in this beautiful moment between them. michael stays all up for a few hours, making sure y/n is a deep sleep. he smiles at the utter happiness he feels. knowing he's okay now.

#american horror story #ahs #cody fern #michael langdon #xavier plympton #ahs apocalypse #ahs 1984 #ahs fandom #cody fern fandom #cody fern x reader #michael langdon x reader #michael langdon fluff #cody fern fluff #ahs fluff #michael langdon blurbs #michael langdon fanfiction

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mythiccheroacademia · 4 years

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The whole time traveling children has me feelin some type of way tbh. Imagine Mirio, Kaminari, and Tamaki walking into their respective rooms and there are just small children vibing. Mirio with his daughter, Kaminari with a daughter and Tamaki with a son. 😭

as i said, parent!bnha is SUPERIOR

A/N: So, instead of making these separate asks, I’m just going to make it one giant post. I thought it would be easier that way. Probably the only post that’ll have more than three characters lol

Warnings: none

Kaminari Denki:

when kaminari walked into his room, he didn't expect to see two children on his bed fighting like wild animals

the younger girl was totally beating the boy’s ass tho

kinda embarrassing bc she’s gotta be like, seven, at most

as if it’s not the weirdest thing he’s seen (bc it’s not) he rushes in to break them apart

he manages to separate them with his arms

the boy with yellow hair snaps his jaws at his sister’s fingers

“hey! bad! no biting!” he scolds

the little girl blows a raspberry and taunts “yeah! papa says no biting!”

the older sibling just rolls his eyes “rat”

meanwhile, denki is literally malfunctioning

papa?

PAPA? HUH???

the only person’s pants (and heart) he’s been trying to get in to for the past three months was y/n’s and he sure as hell would remember if he did

he didn't have kids

especially one that was his age

“sorry! you two are cute, but i’m not your pops”

thus, they begin to tell denki about how they mayhaps followed him and their mother into a dangerous mission and got hit with a time travel quirk

denki just nods his head

tbh, he’s not that weirded out

weirder things have happened

but, he does have one question

“who’s the lucky woman?”

coincidentally, you bust into his dorm room, wet from a recent prank and head steaming with anger

“Kaminari Denki!”

his son juts a thumb over to you

“the woman that’s about to murder you”

“oh say less”

his life literally couldn't get any better

before you get the chance to throttle him, the little girl jumps in your arms and your anger is immediately quelled

“hey mommy! i just wanna let you know that it was [son’s name]’s fault that we followed you when you told us not to”

“WHAT!?”

you’re to busy trying to get them from killing each other to comprehend anything that’s going on

kaminari is in a love-struck gaze bc hot damn, he won the jackpot, huh?

if he wasn't in love with you before, he’s in love with you now

you and your feral children

it was nice being God’s favorite

Kirishima Eijirou:

funny thing was

kirishima woke up from his afternoon nap with his mini-me in his arms!

at first, he was really confused as to why there was an 8 yr old boy with spiky teeth and (your hair texture) black hair on his bed

he thought he was dreaming

then the little boy bit his nose and grinned like he had done the funniest thing in the world

“WAKE UP DADDY! WE GOTTA GET SWOL TODAY”

did he get hit with some duplication quirk?

and what was that he said...daddy?

as in, father?

kirishima is wide awake now, but before he can ask the kid what’s going on, the boy is up and making use of his punching bag

he decides it wouldn't hurt to get a morning work out in, so he decides to humor the kid

after a mini workout, kirishima is in near tears as the boy tries to flex the little muscles he has

eventually, he gets the kid to tell him what happened and finds out he was hit with a time travel quirk of some sort

instead of being weirded out, kirishima is ESCTATIC

he has a family in the future

he’s so excited and proud that he just has to show his son off to his friends!

the first thing he does is go and bother bakusquad in the common room

he’s bragging like shit to them and his ego swells as they all swoon over how cute and handsome the kid is

you and bakugo come out of the kitchen to see what all the commotion is about and the little boy excitedly runs to you and jumps into your arms

“momma! you’re here! you’re so pretty! why’d you marry daddy when he looks so unswol?”

it’s silent before bakugo fucking dies of laughter

“y-you finally let shitty hair hit it? and got knocked up?? LMAO”

everyone’s dying and kirishima wants to die

he can’t believe this was how his long-term crush on you was getting outted

by an 8 yr old boy

so not manly

you look confused before you put the pieces together

the kid did look like you and kirishima

you want to console kirishima about the crush that you lowkey knew he had on you, but your son was one step ahead of you

with a gracious smile, he hits bakugo’s head

hard

“what the fuck kid!?”

“don’t make fun of daddy, uncle bakugo! at least daddy didn’t faint at his wedding″

Bakugo’s contemplating murder and everyone’s rolling on the floor

“WE BEEN KNEW YOU WERE THE BIGGEST SIMP”

even ten years later, bakugo still holds a grudge against your son

Togata Mirio:

i’m about to kill y’all w this one

since year one, mirio has been feigning over you

but 1) you were too dumb to notice 2) you both were really busy with, y’know, school and 3) he lowkey gave up bc he thought you deserved better

so imagine his surprise when he sees this four year old girl on his bed

and she looks like you with his features

mirio might not be the brightest crayon in the crayon box

but he’s got eyes

and it wasn't like he’s memorized your features to the T

the tiny girl is swinging her legs absent-mindedly before exploding with happiness when he sees him

she runs to mirio and he catches her with open arms

“daddy! daddy! i got hit with the coolest quirk at school today!”

proceeds to tell him about her best friend discovered her quirk and it was a teleportation quirk

mirio can’t help but giggle along with her even tho he knew it was a scary situation for the parents

speaking of which...

he innocently asks her who’s the mom

“mommy is the prettiest mommy in the world! she has e/c eyes, hair like me, and the most beautiful s/c skin! her name is togata y/n!”

if he wasn't geeking before, he’s geeking now

not only did he manage to marry you, but you let him be your baby daddy?

him?

big bet

mirio doesn't even care at this point

he’s parading around UA with the fattest smile as he introduces his daughter to damn near everyone

everyone’s freaking out bc wtf when did mirio get someone pregnant??

maybe he should've explained himself, but he sees you at your locker and makes a b-line for you

“good morning, y/n!”

he doesn't notice that you slam your locker close and hide the confession letter you wrote to him behind your back

you’re a stuttering mess and he’s too busy basking in the fact that he’s holding y’alls child

y’all look like a mess

but he’s ready to lay it on thick when the little girl kisses your nose and cheers,

“mommy, i missed you”

he explains the situation

you cant help but smile, “you know this could potentially ruin the timeline?”

and you feel like melting as he gives you the softest smile

“there’s no way I’m letting that happen. not when i end up with the woman i’m in love with. we’ll just have to twist fate together”

and twist it you did

Tamaki Amajiki:

tamaki wasn't the bravest person ever

and he knew his crippling anxiety got in the way of a lot

but he had never been more proud of himself for managing to invite you to his room

it was supposed to be a study date

despite how bold you normally were, he took comfort in how nervous you seemed

now, you two were leaning in, about to kiss

and then a voice from behind interrupts

“uh, am i interrupting something?”

you two let out the ugliest squeal and jump 50 feet away from each other

you’re all over the place, trying to explain the situation

tamaki’s heart is barely beating at this point

it takes the kid, who looks about 16, about thirty minutes to calm you down and revive tamaki

explains that he’s from the future and a descendant of tamaki’s family

decides to leave out that you two are his parents so he doesn't risk possibly erasing himself from the space continuum

that would be bad

despite how surprised you two were, you two take it rather well

you three spend the day together bc you and tamaki feel this weird sense of responsibility for the guy even though he’s only two years younger

the boy is trying his hardest not to expose himself, but it’s so hard

you two are asking him everything from his favorite food to if he has any siblings

he’s good at pretending that he’s cool, calm, and collected, but he wants nothing more than to jump into his parents’ arms and cry about how scared he is of messing up

but he won’t

bc he’s a strong boy

but he slips up

“how far are you down the future?” tamaki asks

“uh, about like 100 years or so--”

“you’re lying”

the kid nearly chokes on his food as his father blinks at him

you try and scold tamaki but he continues

“i don’t mean to be mean, but your nose twitches when you lie. y/n does the same thing”

that’s when the jazz record stops and everyone is staring at one another

“....wait”

this time, you nearly pass out

y’all had a kid together???

THE HELL??

the boy, coincidentally, starts fading and he thinks he fucked up

now he’s full out sobbing into the both of your chests, scared that he’s disappearing

despite the news, you and tamaki calm down, look at each other, and hold your son

“don’t you worry, baby” you coo, kissing his fading hair

“i have a feeling we’ll see you quite soon” tamaki comforts, closing his eyes

Bakugo Katsuki:

bakugo finally understood when his mom said

“the meaner you are to your parents, the nastier your kids will be to you”

he regretted being such a demon bc his kid was literally the spawn of satan

katsuki didn’t need an explanation to know that that...thing was his kid

he looked damn near identical to him with features that he couldn't quite place

but anyways, that wasn't the focus rn

rn, he was trying to figure out a way to keep that animal caged

as soon as katsuki took his eyes off him, the six yr old ran out the door as fast as his little legs could carry him

“catch me if you can, you old bastard!”

yup, it was his kid

“GET BACK HERE YOU LITTLE FUCKER”

his son is blasting his way through the halls, skillfully evading Katsuki’s grabbing hands

he’s wildly laughing as he flips and turns through the doors, watching with glee as his father falls on his face

multiple times

the small boy latches on to a cupboard and smirks

“no wonder mom always beats your ass! you weak!”

katsuki nearly looks like the devil, eyes white, and face red with fury

his pride suffering by the second

he’s about to cuss the kids to hell when you come out of the kitchen, confused

you were about to ask why katsuki looked like a rat with rabies before you caught sight of a basket of fruit teetering on the edge of the cabinet, above the little boy’s head

“look out--”

the basket falls on the kid’s head and he’s on the floor, reeling from the hit

katsuki would've normally laughed his ass off, but he felt kind of...concerned?

he watches you run towards the child who’s trying his hardest not to cry

the boy holds his head, fat tears in his eyes as you pick him up and coddle over him

“i’m sorry, baby. I'm sorry i didnt get there in time”

cue the waterworks

the boy is full-on sobbing into your chest about how his head hurts

you bounce him and kiss his forehead as katsuki checks over the red bump

“you’ll be okay, brat” he comforts, voice softer than usual

in that moment, katsuki can’t help but notice how much a family y’all look like rn

then the dots start connecting and he goes

oh shit

so, maybe, he’s had a tiny crush on you

and it didn’t help that you two were friends with benefits bc yall were horny teenagers

but who knew he’d get the balls to ask you out on a proper date one day

he was such a simp for you gosh it was ugly

“you have to be more careful from now on,” you say to the boy

the brat suddenly looks innocent and katsuki wants to throw him

“sorry, mommy. i’ll be gooder”

the look on your face is priceless

bakugo uses it as a chance to kiss you

“huh?”

“i guess now’s a good time to tell you that i want to be your dick on demand but with feelings and shit, dumbass”

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isoldmysoultojonahclemence · 3 years

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Clemence Father

JONAH’S ROUTE JUST CAME OUT ON IKEREV TW AND I’M ON PART 12 AND I RLLY WANNA CAUSE SERIOUS BODILY HARM TO JONAH AND LUKA’S FATHER RN. I TALKED ABOUT HIM BEFORE ON LUKA’S EVER AFTER POST HERE BUT NOW IMMA TALK ABOUT IT AGAIN BC BELIEVE IT OR NOT, HE’S AN EVEN BIGGER ASSHOLE IN JONAH’S ROUTE.

BUT ANYWAYS HERE’S WHAT HAPPENED.

SPOILERS FOR JONAH’S EVER AFTER UNDER THE CUT

(ps the screenshots all have that orange recording button bc i want to look at them without having to go through the entire route again. sorry if they’re kinda annoying!)

Aight, so Jonah proposed to MC (well, he kinda just announced that MC is his fiancee from now on but whatever), and he decided to bring her to the Clemence house for this party to meet the family. Luka was there as well, standing in a corner. MC kinda wanted to join him in the corner as well, but Jonah dragged her off to meet his relatives. But they all seemed to dislike MC because she’s not from a good background.

Then, this dude enters the scene:

[Translation:

A dignified-looking man walked over here, looking at me, who is standing by Jonah, in surprise.]

And then, when Jonah goes to introduce MC as his fiancee, his father cuts him off by saying that he never heard of Jonah having a fiancee before. Like, Jonah was in the middle of a super serious and sincere introduction and his father just interrupted like that in a super cold voice. I was already starting to dislike him at this point, but I didn’t wanna fight him just yet.

Also, here’s something that kinda surprised me:

[Translation:

(His looks seemed to be similar to Luka’s, but his disposition...

(It seemed to be 50 times scarier than Jonah when I first met him...)]

I found it kinda weird how Luka actually took after him in terms of looks more than Jonah did??? Like, my original headcanon was that Luka didn’t actually look very similar to his father, which could be part of why he was ignored so much, but I guess he was ignored even when he looks like his father. Ouch.

Also, whenever the Clemence father makes an appearance, the thing that MC talks about the most is how scary/stern his disposition is. He must be someone really ruthless to warrant that kind of description.

After that, his father goes on to guess that Jonah had made the decision to bring MC without consulting anyone in his family because he knew that his decision would be opposed. I suppose that Jonah’s father does know him quite well, but it actually unsettles me more, because he seems to have no regard for the effect he has on his sons. Like, Jonah literally had to fight to keep his head up under such pressure.

So Jonah goes on to explain why he chose not to tell anyone about it, but his father interrupts him AGAIN with this huge speech about how the Clemence bloodline cannot be mixed with a bloodline of unknown origins. They have kept his tradition for hundreds of years, and that every single heir has accepted this fact and chose to marry someone of high social standing.

Jonah, naturally, was pretty angry, and told his father that he has gone too far. But guess what? This dude ignores him YET AGAIN and tries to convince MC to marry Levie instead of Jonah. Seriously. No wonder Jonah never listens to anyone else if this was the role model he had. I’m really starting to grit my teeth at this point.

Also, something concerning is how Jonah’s father knew that Levie is after MC, since that was classified information. Jonah confronts him about him, but he brushes it off by saying that he was the former Queen of Hearts and he has all the information sources he need. I wonder how powerful he was when he was Queen if he was still so influential in his retirement. And yeah, he totally strikes me as the sort of guy who would order Claudius to assassinate people...

But anyways, Jonah’s father tells him that he’ll pretend as if he heard nothing and walks off, even though Jonah tried to tell him that he wasn’t finished yet. What a guy.

Jonah leaves MC with Luka and goes after his father. Luka takes MC to his room and tells her something really sweet. He tells her that to trust “that guy” (Jonah) and to wait for him, which really showed his reliance on his older brother. Like, even though he rejects Jonah a lot and avoids him, deep down inside he still believes in Jonah.

And after a few parts we get a flashback where Jonah recalls the conversation he had with his father after he goes after him, and this is where my blood starts boiling.

So the Clemence father reminds Jonah, in a pretty harsh way, that when he had rejected marriage alliances in the past, he has always said that he’ll find someone better. He then goes on to call MC “that kind of person” (as in, a person of low birth and social standing), and Jonah gets pretty mad at him for that:

[Translation:

Jonah: Even if you’re my father, I cannot allow you to call her “that kind of person”...!

Clemence Patriarch: Don’t change the topic!

Hearing his father’s roar of fury, Jonah wasn’t scared in the slightest, and instead glared fierily back at him.]

I find it kinda interesting how the game refers to Jonah and Luka’s father as “the Clemence Patriarch” instead of “Clemence Father” or something. That would probably make more sense, because the term “Patriarch” can refer to a grandfather, an uncle, a cousin, etc., not necessarily a father. But I guess this highlights how his identity as a patriarch is prioritized before his identity as a father.

And then this scene happens:

[Translation:

Clemence Patriarch: Whatever you say! There is nothing more to say, get out.

Clemence Patriarch: In order to prevent the failure of the first, we still have a second.

Clemence Patriarch: I will disown you as my son, and make Luka the heir of the family, and then he’ll be the one to marry a high-born noble lady.]

DUDE WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

IT DOESN’T WORK LIKE THAT??????????? YOU CAN’T JUST DECIDE THAT YOUR SON IS A FAILURE WHEN HE DOES ONE (1) THING AGAINST YOUR WILL AND TOSS HIM OUT AND MAKE YOUR OTHER SON THE HEIR???????????????????

Honestly he makes Jonah and Luka sound so expendable, and that’s really not okay. They’re human beings, his own SONS, not an object to be thrown away when it served its use. Like, if I had any doubts about why Luka left his family before, this scene just explained everything. Who would want this guy as their parent?????

And of course, as the best nii-sama in the world, Jonah caves.

[Translation:

Even though he wanted to follow through with his own ideals, he couldn’t let his important brother, Luka, be sacrificed.

Not only would Luka have to bear the burden as the heir, a burden that he has been bearing for many years,

And he would marry some lady who he has never met before, this absolutely cannot happen!

Jonah: Just this one thing...please don’t do it.

Jonah could only bend to his father’s will.]

JONAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MY POOR BBY LET ME GIVE YOU A HUG (っ˘̩╭╮˘̩)っ

He’s literally in an impossible position right now. If he wants to marry the love of his life, he would have a sacrifice his precious brother, and if he wants to protect his brother, he would have to sacrifice his fiancee. If he wants to keep them both safe, then the only real solution would be to leave the Clemence family.

Come on, Cybird. Y’all made him turn against the Red Army in his original route and now you’re making him turn against his family now??? When will the torture for Jonah and his stans ever end??????????

And here’s a few other lines from the Clemence Patriarch to disgust you:

[Translation:

Clemence Patriach: I am a generous and maganimous person.

Clemence Patriach: As long as the Clemence bloodline is protected, I don’t care if the heir is you or Luka.]

......I literally have nothing else to say.

Istg this dude is the worst parent in the Red Army, and the Red Army is already brimming with awful parenting skills. Lancelot’s father pretty much neglected him and Edgar’s uncle straight-up abused him, but you could still tell that they cared about their sons in their own little twisted ways. Lancelot’s father eqipped him with all the skills he would need to be King, and Claudius took all responsibility for the Bright family business in the end, protecting Edgar. And then we have the Clemence father who’s all like: i MaDE TwO kIDS foR a reASoN anD ThAt iS To HAVE ONE OF THEM REPLACE THE OTHER/USING ONE OF THEM TO THREATEN THE OTHER IF THEY MESS UP. ALSO NEITHER OF THEM MATTERS APPARENTLY BC THEY’RE BOTH JUST TOOLS FOR CARRYING ON THE BLOODLINE.

DUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUDE.

I get that this is only part 12 and he’s probably going to have a redemption scene or at least some whitewashing at the end, but STILL. I really, really, really, really, really don’t like Jonah and Luka’s father.

#ikemen revolution #ikerev #jonah clemence #luka clemence #clemence father #clemence patriarch #ikerev jonah #ikerev luka #i literally hate him so much #i thought claudius won the a+ parenting award #but nah #this guy obliterated him #best nominee no doubt #god i hate him so much

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hopefullystillatheatrestudent · 3 years

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this might be a weird thought but the way jensen performs masculinity (and i KNOW it’s a performance cause like, have you SEEN the mockumentary?) is just.... so inherently queer to me lmao

ok. okokokokokok. you asked for this. i have a LOT of thoughts on this. it’s gonna be under a cut because i’m gonna be annoying and psychoanalyse a celebrity i’ve never met(and hope i never do) but trust and believe when i tell you i know what i’m talking about so

you want my opinion? here goes. there is absolutely no way jensen ackles is straight. i hear you, ‘how do you know that he’s bi? that’s invasive and creepy’ but may i counter that point by saying how do you know he’s straight???? why is the default for everyone heterosexual? that’s a toxic mentality to have; ‘oh you don’t know for sure so just treat him like he’s 100% straight just in case’ like....what? heteronormativity drives me wild i’m sorry

and also, um, just to, um, prove my point that this man is decidedly not straight™(i really don’t want to do this but like it has to be said) we KNOW he’s not straight because his d*ck has spoken for itself around misha, like, four times. I HATE SAYING IT!!!!!!! but, um, straight men don’t get aroused by men. ...do i really need to explain myself further???? that’s what i thought(and don’t give me the ‘it could have been for unrelated reasons’ or ‘that wasn’t a boner!’ crap because um good lord yes it was and misha caused every single one so no it wasn’t a coincidence i’m gonna move on before i collapse into myself like a dying star)

anyway, on to the topic at hand which is jensen and his performative masculinity. and it’s a juicy one.

after the unconscious amount of hours i’ve put into watching and subconsciously judging jackles, i have come to the conclusion that like, 90% of how he presents himself and talks and even moves is an act. it’s a facade. it’s a shield. he is not that person. it actually seems exhausting, because he tries to compose himself in this macho, manly, confident and effortlessly cool way, but he’s not that person he desperately wishes he was and wants to be perceived as. he’s on guard every second, even the slightest tilt of his head is like, pre-meditated in some way? if i’m going FULL body language analyst mode, i’ve noticed he has a certain posture he always shifts himself into, and it’s very ‘pursed lips, stoic faced, gruff voiced, square-shoulder, broad and manly’ but, not to be rude jensen, it kind of reads as a little kid imitating the adults he thinks are cool? oof i am going IN huh(it’s out of love though i promise)

he is trying to be this person at every second:

because that’s who he wishes he was, because that’s how he gets validation from the people around him that he looks up to; straight white guys. but to me, who he presents himself to be at conventions is just as much of a performance as this whole eye of the tiger bit is.

oh i should mention i know his body language isn’t naturally like that because how he naturally carries himself is actually pretty flamboyant? like he seriously must be toning himself down HARD

examples:

there’s no tension in his body here as opposed to the eye of the tiger gif. i’d describe it as...generally loose and free? he’s at ease when he moves like that and you can see it.

oh and dude!!! DUDE!!!! how could i not mention the fucking SPECTACLE that is his voice??? jensen. i watched season one. i know where your voice naturally sits. THAT IS NOT WHAT YOU SOUND LIKE. and there have been so many accounts of fans visiting jensen in his trailer and being surprised that his real voice is two octaves higher. again, his performance of masculinity is all encompassing. he can’t even talk normally because, in his mind, that’s a chink in his armour.

and, like you said, anon, this whole smokes-and-mirrors gong show of ‘i am the cool texan man’ is inherently queer. who are you trying to impress??? guys??? that’s pretty gay dude.(btw: gay[honorary])

i feel like i’ve already read this man for filth but i have to keep going bc i have so much to say

ok next thing i’m gonna talk about is how jensen says one thing but everything else about him tells us the exact opposite. another HUGE element of performative masculinity, ONE THAT DEAN WINCHESTER IS A MASTER OF. have i mentioned how dean and jensen are like mirrors of each other when it comes to their sexuality and queer identity??? because it is fascinating how everything i say about jensen also directly applies to dean.

allow me to introduce the grumpy face™. as in, the face he glues on when he’s enjoying doing something but doesn’t want to let anyone know it. and it’s ALWAYS when he’s doing something that could be seen as unmanly in any way. (and when i say manly i mean the ‘ideal’ version of manhood that doesn’t really exist but that jensen seems to be striving for[and dean too])

prime example is this video he did with daneel. the grumpy face™ doesn’t budge the whole time as he’s like,,,,playing an instrument and acting like he doesn’t want to bc i guess that’s too girly??? but i also find this video fascinating because the joke IN it is kind of that they’re both poking fun at him for being so insecure about playing a freaking flute. because, i mean, he gets into it, but he wants you to think he is not.

also this picture.

what is this. i hate them. jensen is smushing himself into misha’s forehead but noooo his face is telling us ‘i hate this’ because CLEARLY he does. also misha’s so happy ew gross

he does that face in photo ops with misha ALL THE TIME but how many times has he also literally asked the con goers if he can also have those photos on his phone too? because of course he actually loves touching misha and is actually a sentimental fool but he tries so hard to hide it and fails so spectacularly.

oh and this. and of COURSE this. actually let’s talk about the hitch kiss for a hot minute because it’s a perfect example of exactly what i’m talking about

(he is so transparent guys. he tries so hard but he’s so obvious.)

1. misha was never supposed to be onstage with him. so it’s a boldface LIE and OBVIOUS PLOY TO GET MISHA TO KISS HIM when he says ‘they’d like us to make out now’. but of course the way he says it is ‘oh my god can you believe what these crazy panel people are making us do haha but i mean what they say goes amirite’. same energy as ‘oh my god did you just dare us to kiss rn???’ ‘....no i didn’t’ ‘oh my god i can’t believe you’d ask that haha but i can’t say no to a dare lol’ it’s the SAME THING

2. the fact that he was in the worst mood before misha came onstage and FAKE KISSING HIM made him feel...SO?? much better? like not just a little better a lot better like, again, that says a lot, because if they weren’t dating he would not be in a better mood if misha kissed his cheek unprompted. bc that cheek kiss wasn’t a joke it was a genuine sign of affection and AHHHH

3. after the kiss happens. you know, the one that jensen actively leans into and is smiling like an idiot the whole time through and is quite clearly having the time of his life during....he says ‘well, that was uncomfortable’. .......my guy. um. i don’t know how to tell you that i do in fact have eyes and you are NOT pulling the fast one you think you are

like i’m so sorry jensen but i have you pegged. it’s literally no use.

god there’s so many instances of him doing this with misha specifically. the whole ‘ew gross lol’ but then everything about him tells us the exact opposite. like this(i hate this. how dare he say ‘he has though, hasn’t he?’ LIKE THAT?????)

so yeah my point with that is he really wants us to think he is one thing when he is the antithesis of what he’s trying to be. he really likes those things that he talks down about, and everything he’s loudly projecting is all to hide how he really feels. he went to a gay bar with daneel, for crying out loud. he wants to play a role in drag. he’s queer and he likes it. pov: you’re jensen ackles train of thought: ‘ok so i really like this thing that people might make fun of me for or call me gay for liking so if i just say ‘lol as if’ and make a grossed-out face they will be FOOLED. i am a genius. hey misha wanna blow on my ear lol i meAN GROSS EW’

i have two more things i want to talk about when it comes to this topic so PLEASE bear with me anon this is why you took so long to answer clearly lmao

ok so we’re now going to go over my favorite hot take of all time. which is ‘how do we know dean’s performing masculinity? because sam isn’t.’ only replace dean with jensen and sam with jared and oh my god do we ever have a case

jared is as STRAIGHT as they come. he is secure in that knowledge. and that’s why he is perfectly comfortable treating misha like this:

and not try to scream ‘i am not enjoying doing this!!!!!!’ at us. because he doesn’t care what we think of his sexuality like jensen does(because he has nothing to hide whereas jensen DOES)

something i found the other day that no one has brought up but i SCREAMED upon finding it is this one clip THAT I CAN’T FIND OH GOD but i promise i’m not making it up. i can’t believe i can’t find it guys it is gold. i need need NEED to talk about it. and if anyone knows what i’m referencing and can apply links in any way i will love you forever but here’s what happens off the top of my head:

ok so i’m a bit too braindead to explain it perfectly but um basically it’s a j2 panel and someone brings up magic mike and i think jared says ‘yeah i didn’t watch it’ and then jensen says ‘all the way through’. stupid joke. whatever. the joke is that jared is gay for watching magic mike.

and then i literally kid you not. jared gets this like ‘jesus christ ok dude? lol’ look on his face and then goes ‘projecting much, mr. ackles?’ and jensen gets a guilty look on his face and walks away. and jared did not say it as a joke. he was being dead pan and earnest. and jensen knew it too, he knew he was projecting. i wish i could show you guys the clip i promise if i ever find it i’ll link it but IS THAT NOT SO DAMNING FOR JENSEN????? like come ON. also proves my point that when you compare how they feel about watching magic mike. jared doesn’t care bc watching it just doesn’t interest him, but he also thinks that just watching it in itself doesn’t make you gay. jensen however.......has a different mindset, clearly.

‘projecting much, mr. ackles?’ is actually a great title for my next and FINAL section(we’re almost there folks) which is how jensen projects his insecurites about his own sexuality and relationship with misha onto misha.

i hope by now we’ve all seen this video of jensen impersonating cas. it is a blatant microaggression on his part. and like obviously homophobic. it’s like in his mind if he makes fun of them for being gay it makes them both less gay somehow??? it’s self-deprecation in a way??? let’s just tell it like it is: that impression was just jensen’s overt internalized homophobia rearing it’s ugly head. he does it a LOT too when it comes to misha.

i mean:

and that whole mess where he’s making fun of misha for being a bottom in their panel in 2016? ‘so you’re saying, like with football terms, there’s a handler and there’s a receiver heheheehe’ jensen you’re not exempt from being gay just because you know football terms lmao

oh and his OTHER impression of misha where he mocks him for...bicycling...because it’s not a manly enough sport??? jensen NO ONE else has ever thought this hard in their lives about what constitutes as masculine enough to be a sport before. that’s all you bud. we don’t find those jokes nearly as funny as you do. you are reaching, sir

the good news is that misha thinks it’s hilarious and knows it’s projecting on jensen’s part and will tease him endlessly for it. many stories come to mind, like that one photo op story where they’re literally dressed in rainbow banners and pride stickers but when misha goes to hold his hand jensen said something like ‘no way’ and then misha stepped back, put his hands on his hips and went ‘that’s the part that’s too gay for you???’ and jensen LOST it

or when that whole underwear thing happened(messy messY MESSY BTW) and then a fan asked a question about what dean and cas would do in rome and misha just said ‘when in rome’ and jensen makes a face like ‘are you serious’ and then misha says ‘you can’t look at me like that anymore, because of what you did!!!!!!’

OH and that whole story about when misha suggested they put jensen in the closet for that cat video....yeah um

and then when jensen was asked to do bisexual finger guns for a photo op and the con goer said ‘he looks bisexual here’ and misha literally said ‘oh he definitely looks bisexual here. i would say he’s actually closer to the gay side of the spectrum’ so..um...make with that as you will

OH MY GOD i’m finally done. wow. WOW. that was a lot. i hope i’ve blown your minds. ty anon i really wanted to talk about this and i hope you’re happy with the outcome!!!!!!

#cockles ask #sexuality spec #jensen is bi #anti rps for ts #cockles #liz answers #ok i have to admit it is crazy i have retained all this info #i hope someone appreciates it #my analysis #mine

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another-fantasy-world · 3 years

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Hi! Can I request a part 2 to your Valkyrae imagine?

GIF isn’t mine. Credits to the owner!

Title: Idol’s Inspiration Part 2

Pairing: Valkyrae || Rae x Fem! Reader

Summary: A collection of moments involving an idol and a streamer

Warnings: Cursing?. Just pure fluffiness

Word Count: 3,043 words

I had way too much ideas on this one so this is going to be a collection of said ideas. Have fun!

Actually, I saw someone on my dashboard asking for Rae x Reader imagines, so hi to that person!

You can read Part 1 Here

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You took a couple of days before you gathered the courage to actually message Rae, you also spent those couple of days staring at the paper containing her number and your phone, which also has her number punched in.

“Okay. I just have to press send...” Your fingers hovered over the icon as you chewed your lips in nervousness.

“Oh damn it.” Luna groaned before snatching your phone and pressing send, barely giving you time to retaliate

“Hey!” You complained, staring at her in disbelief

“You were taking too long” She shrugged, sipping on her milkshake as she tossed your phone back to you

You only had time to roll your eyes before phone vibrated.

‘About time you texted me, I was beginning to think you forgot. Oh and totally, I could make a lobby for you rn’

‘Sounds good! I’m free this Friday!’

You smiled, well, looks like you’re playing with your favorite streamer group this Friday then.

Your bandmate Jace actually owns a gaming pc, to which you borrowed to play among us, which ended you up here, in his room, on a private discord call with Rae, her helping you set up for tomorrow.

“So is this your first time, ya know? Playing among us?” Rae asks as the download bar for the proximity chat

“Oh no. Uhm, My bandmates and I play all the time, sometimes on public lobbies and sometimes we drag our crew to play, especially while on the tour bus. Plus, I watch you scream and play all the time so you don’t have to worry about me Rachel” You explain, smiling softly at the memories, trying to ignore the feeling of content and satisfaction at how easy her name rolled out of your tongue

“That’s cool.” She replies, about to say something when a bark interrupts her

“Mika! Hi! Hi baby~” You hear her coo, your smile widening

“Raeeee! Tell Mika I said hi!” You chuckled

“Y/N says hi!” She says, running her hand through Mika’s fur, the white furball now sitting in her lap

“Awee~ You’re both so cute~” You coo, laughing when Rae hid herself behind Mika

You spent the night talking about random stuff, setting up for the game and running a test run with her, but then laughing when you realized you can’t play with just the both of you, ultimately deciding to start early tomorrow for a test run. Her also adding you to their discord before sleeping.

“My new favorite seafood!” You furrowed your brows when you heard Sykkuno’s voice fill your ears when you joined the discord call

“Shrimp.” Brooke giggled

“OOOOOHHH. So that’s why they were saying shrimp for Rae. I was like, what does that even mean?” Rae’s sentence caught you off guard, especially since you just tweeted that exact same phrase before logging in.

“shit.” You mumbled, having dropped the lid of the water jug you were drinking from.

“Y/N! HI HI HI HI” Rae greeted

“Hello.” You replied, a little overwhelmed at being the center of attention.

“Pfft- My chat is saying shrimp for Y/N now” Sykkuno announces

“Mine too” Brooke agrees, soon followed by the rest of the lobby, making you laugh

“I’m Sorry, Sorry! Actually, I may know why that’s happening. Fun fact! I actually gave people permission to shrimp for me on an interview, since I found it funny, especially since I’m also shrimping for someone.” You explained

“Oh yeah! I saw that clip.” Rae mumbles, trying to decide which color she should be in and what hat she should wear

“I wonder who Y/N is simping for. Hmmmm. Who could that be? Hmmmm.” Toast teases

“Yeaaah. I wonder who that could be.” Poki replies, her teasing tone much more evident

It had been a couple weeks now since you first played with Rae and her friends, her friends who are now also your friends. You were pressured to stream on YouTube by your fans and also Rae, who you now have late night talks with.

“Y/N! Hiiiiii!” You hear Rae as you rounded, soon followed my Corpse’s voice

“Choke me-” Corpse started

“LIKE U HEYT MEH BAT U LAB MEH-” Rae continued, mispronouncing words that made you chuckle

“Lowkey wanna date me when you hmm me.” You sang, connecting the wires

“NEW SONG! NEW SONG! Corpse and Coldify! C and C!” Rae exclaimed, her little red bean circling you and Corpse

“Oh yeah, definitely, Corpse? You up to it?” You ask, doing a little wiggle to show your excitement

“Hell yeah! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA” he does that deep voice thing that made you flinch

“I can’t stand it. I can’t stand the sound of my voice.” Rae exclaims, talking to chat you assume.

You rolled your eyes, finding Rae’s voice beautiful. You jumped out of the vent, knowing that no one was around, making her scream

“Hi! Just wanted to pop in and let you know that your voice is actually beautiful and I would love to sing with you some time. That’s all, I’ll go back to killing now, Oh! you might want to check vitals, love.” You say, hopping back into the vent, laughing silently. Then abruptly stopping when you realized you called Rae “love”, glancing at the chat, who were now spamming your ship name with Rae

Seeing Lily alone, humming a tune, you quickly popped out of the vent, sliced him in half before a meeting was called, Ludwig finding Toast’s body.

“Before we start. I just want to say, to the person who called me “love”... You don’t get to call me that then run away!” She exclaims

“Sorry! I got embarrassed!” You pouted. You wiggled your eyebrows at your chat, smirking slightly

“Uh-huh. Oops, Sorry Lud. Carry On” Rae says, letting Lud explain his “Different Universe” theories about how Toast died.

“Heeeey...” Rae trailed out, her cornering you in storage

“Hiiii?” You smiled nervously. You don’t know what was happening in her mind

“Soooo... Babuska?” You immediately got what she was implying, nodding frantically, before realizing she couldn’t see you

“Yeah. Yeah let’s do this!” You both walked out, Rae on the lead while your white character trails after her

“OH LOOK! There’s Corpse! And Sykkuno! Hiiiiiii!” She greeted cheerily, somehow you could see the evil smile on her face

“oh- Oh. Hi Rae! We’re just shooting some space rocks here!” Sykkuno says, her green character circling Rae

“I see. I see... Babushka.” Rae states, you wait a couple of seconds letting Sykkuno and Corpse panic first, before slicing Corpse in half.

“OH JESUS! You killed Corpse! You killed him! You really kil-” He was cut off when Ash creeped behind him, biting his head off

“Thanks Ash.” You say, laughing as Rae gasped and laughed as well

“Rae~ Oh Rae~” You chuckled, looking for the brunette

“What?!” She exclaimed from her spot behind the seismic reactors

“Oh uhm, are you streaming right now?” You asked her, preparing yourself for what you are about to say.

“Uh yes? Duh?”

“Ohkay... well, hypothetically, If I were to ask you out, is it okay if I do it on stream orrr?”

“Well, hypothetically, I would be fine with it either way, yes.”

“Oh okay!” You clear your throat

“Ms. Valkyrae, The Valkyrae, Rae, would you please grace me with your presence on this coming friday night and allow me to buy you dinner, m’lady?” You say in your best posh voice

“...Yes” She says in a small voice

“Great! I’ll pick you up at 7!” You say

“Great! Okay”

“Great. I’ll kill you now.” you say

“Wait what?!” she exclaims, her scream perfectly cut when the victory sign flashes on your screen.

“THE AUDACITY! HOW DARE YOU! I- I CAN’T EVEN” She rages

“I’m sorry! I’m sorry! I’m sorry! I’m sorry!” You apologized, laughing your ass off

“I’m on Y/N Protection Services! She’s been dying a lot lately!” Rae exclaims, you rolling your eyes at her dramatics, both of you were impostors.

“Well, thank you m’lady” You replied, faking gas

“Ooooooh! I have speci, come.” Rae says, her red character slicing toast nonchalantly when you passed him doing telescope

“Uhm-”

“Shh.”

And suddenly, when the decontamination doors open, Poki emerged from it, panicking you killed her.

“Oh shit! No! Wait! I’m sorry! Pokiii!” You whined, following Rae into decontam

Finding Janet in Speci, You go to say hi, only to be interrupted by the body being found.

“OH NO! TOAST! He was just with me! OH JESUS!” Sykkuno exclaims, making you bite your lip to avoid laughing

“Where’s the body?” Jack asks

“Medbay, by the telescope” Brooke answers

“It has to be Y/N! She’s the only one who could’ve killed Toast!” Janet accused

“Hey! What?! Why me?!” you complained,

“You came from upper decontam! Toast’s body is in medbay, That’s sus.” Janet says, you were about to defend yourself when Rae chimed in

“There is a possibility that Y/N is the impostor.” She states

“Wha?! RAE?! You- You were with me in speci!”

“What? No I wasn’t! You’re lying! I lost you when I was doing gas! I was looking for you everywhere!” Rae says making you look at chat with a pout

“I didn’t see her there either...” Janet backed her up

“Wha?! Guys?! Come on, let’s skip! There’s barely enough evidence!” You desperately say, trying to save yourself

In the end, 7 heads voted for you.

“...Y/N will remember this.” You state before being thrown off the ship, welcomed by Poki and Toast’s laughter

“Yeah. Yeah. Hmmpf.” you huffed at Poki and Toast

“My girlfriend just betrayed me. Rae betrayed me chat, she just, she pushed me off the plank. She just, watched as I burned in the lava. She kicks me out of her bed for Mika, and now she betrays me, then pushes me off the plank. Ohhh the pain” you dramatically say as you followed Rae, her returning to specimen

“Listen, chat, Y/N if you’re listening... That was payback for that one time you killed me behind reactor right after you asked me on a date! Okay!” You rolled your eyes and looked at your camera with an annoyed look in your face

But your smile slowly returns as Rae goes on a mass massacre making you both win without meetings, making you bounce in your seat, clapping

“Good Job Rae! That was so good! You successfully scared me, I might not sleep in your room now.” You teased her, making her gasp

“Here we go. Here we go. Here we go. Hello everyone and welcome to the streeaam! Part 2. We are starting the playthrough of little nightmares 2- Hold on, Y/N’s calling.”

“Love?” Your voice rings out through Rae’s phone

“Hiii Baby! You’re on speaker” Rae states while looking at the game settings

“Oh. Well Hi chat! Anyways, Mcdonalds? I’m 5 minutes away, don’t start little nightmares yet, come on.” You whined

“Oh you big baby, I wasn’t starting without you.” Rae laughs

“Liar, I was watching your stream.” You deadpanned

“Pshh. Pshh! But yeah, Mcdonald’s fine. And hurry up! I wanna play!”

“Okay, okay sheesh, I’ll be there with your chimkin nuggies”

“Baby?” You knocked on her door, even after all the months that you have been together, you always knocked on her door before entering, incase she was doing something.

“Come in love! Perfect timing.” You open the door to see your girlfriend playing with Mika, Little Nightmares 2 plastered on the screen. You approached her and kissed her forehead

“Hi Babe. Hi chat! How are you guys doing? Hold on, let me set this down.” You say, arranging the food on Rae’s desk, careful not to spill anything

“Are we ready? Baby, grab your chair. Are we ready? Are we ready? I’m so excited!” The excitement in her eyes is making you smile

“Oh she’s excited alright, she wouldn’t shut up about it chat. Trust me” You chuckled.

“Will there be a lot of screaming? Rae?” You read chat

“Uhm. Hopefully not, I don’t know dude. Can’t control my screams.”

“A Shoe!” Rae gasps

“Baby, there’s literally hanging kids dangling in a net and the first thing you notice is the shoe?” You looked at her in disbelief

“Oh. What happened to you guys? Stinkyy. Oooooh. Physics!” You bit your lip and shook your head at your girlfriend’s antics

“Y/N, I feel comfort when I hold this shoe.”

“Ouch. Are you saying I’m not comforting you? Rude.”

“Stop trolling!” She says, turning to you as you held up a fry

She raises her eyebrows before biting the whole fry, along with your finger.

“Ouch! Damn it Rae! You’re like a chihuahua”

“Owa Owa.”

“I’m sorry. OUWGHH?! OH MY GOD, OH MY GOD, OH MY GOD, PALAMPARAMPARAMPARAMPALAMPRAMPRAMPRAM! SHE’S COMING!”

“RAE! RUN! RAE! RAE! RAE! HOOOOLY SHIT! RAE! RAE! RACHEL RUN! RACHEL! RUUUN!” You panic, gripping her thigh as the teacher neck elongated, following your little character into the vents

“SHE DOESN’T CARE! SHE DOESN’T CARE! PLEASE?!”

A moment of silence pass the both of you as the character Rae’s controlling gets to safety. Rae slowly turns to meet your eyes, and bursts out laughing.

“You should’ve seen your face!” You laugh at her

“OH OKAY? Like you weren’t screaming for me to run.” She says then proceeds to repeat what you said while in a panic, making you laugh harder

“Sorry for screaming, it’s just really gross and unexpected.” She says sheepishly to her chat, which was now spamming ‘HAHAHA’ and ‘Damn how long is that neck’

“So, this question is directed to Ms. Y/N.” The interviewer moves his body to face you.

“Yes?” You smiled, guessing that this must be about you and Rae

“How are you feeling about your pictures trending on Twitter worldwide?” he asks, a smile on his face as the pictures flashed on the large screen behind you

“Ahm, it’s really great. A lot of hard work was put into that photoshoot, mostly because my girlfriend, Rae refused to put on the dress and was attached to the suit she’s wearing right there. God, she looks so beautiful. Uhm, but anyways, it took a lot of effort to get her out of that suit. ” You grinned

“Ahh. I recognize that look, Makes me remember about my wife and I. You’re so smitten. Can I just say that I ship you guys so hard.” The interviewer says

“Ah- Thank you. Hehe.” You say, embarrassed but proud

“While were on this topic of trending pictures, Can you guys explain whatever these pictures are? I’m pretty sure your fans already know what these are. But an explanation would be nice” The interviewer now addressed your whole group

“Well, considering that Y/N is dating Rae, Luna is dating Sykkuno and Jace is dating Imane, or Poki, Okay, so there’s this AU that’s around their community where they are mafia’s and we’re all members now. We all joked about being apart of their mafia, to which they agreed. So now Rae and Y/N are now the assassin duo, Poki and Jace are their supervisors and Luna, Sykkuno and Corpse are the deadly trio” Sebastian explains

“Their community is so creative I swear. And combined with our fandom, the fanarts and fanfictions are the best.” Luna says, a smile present on her face

“And yes, we all do read fanfiction, in multiple platforms.” You laughed, the live audience gasping in surprise

“None of you are safe.” Jace says in a playful intimidating voice

“Okay, I’m gonna get off. Thank you for watching. I’ll see you guys later, thanks for watching, I hope you guys enjoyed the stream. Uhmm. Appreciate you guys. Byeee!” you hear Rae end her stream from your spot in her bed.

“Hunter x Hunter? or AOT?” you ask her as you put your phone in silent and set it aside, opening your arms for her.

She crawls into your side, cuddling you while groaning lightly.

“Do you wanna take a bath first? Or do you wanna eat dinner? Maybe take a nap first? You’ve been streaming for 13 hours baby, your eyes are probably tired now.” You say, running your free hand through her hair

“Naps and cuddles please.” she mumbles, her head buried in the crook of your neck

“Okay baby, I’ll just put AOT on, oh wait. Hmm, Jujutsu Kaisen sounds great right now. No, wait even better, Ouran Highschool Host Club.” You go to turn your head to ask Rae, but you see her asleep.

You chuckle quietly, knowing Rae, she can overwork herself, sit on a chair for 13 hours, playing various video games, while you really can’t see yourself play videogames for 13 hours straight, you admire that she has the patience and energy to do that.

Smiling, you lower the volume of the Anime that you’re watching, slowly pull the blankets up as Rae shifts closer to you, clinging like a koala. Mika jumps up and settles in between the two of you, Your smile widens at the feel of things, the calmness, the silence, the tranquility and the sense of home, something that only Rae can provide. Something that you have been looking for ever since your career took off. The constant trips to the studio, the paparazzi, the world tours, the concerts, the interviews, everything, everything was worth it when you know you’re coming home to her.

You didn’t even know how you got to where you are now, cuddled into Rae, the comfort streamer you never thought you would meet, even when you mostly stayed where she stayed... Dating her was a dream, you didn’t believe it at first, she quickly proved that dream theory wrong when she kissed you, under the rain. As cliché as it seems, that was the day you both silently agreed to never let go of each other and take care of each other even if the other is half way across the world.

Even if dating her means also dating her room mates and her chat...

You would never trade it for anything.

Even if you knew she would scream her ears off once she knows that you have a whole album that’s inspired and dedicated to her.

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