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aliendragondreaming · 4 months
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yourstingrey · 3 months
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Foolish One
A/N:Hiii i already tried to post this once and run away for the weekend so I didn't have to see any notes but I forgot tags so reposting lol but thank you for the support on my last fic as well I tried to take my time with this one and even though I'm still not the biggest fan of it I thought I should still post it so I can improve next time!!!
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Warnings: angst, situationship, lowkey toxic relationship, hinting at hooking up, i gave the cabins a bathroom cus im not making you walk outside for that, grammar??
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My cards are on the table, yours are in your hand
Chances are, tonight, you've already got plans
And chances are I will talk myself to sleep again.
Me and Luke have had a bit of a flirtationship for a while. A LONG while. Sometimes I think for too long but I've always had a crush on Luke. I mean the greatest swordsman at camp, always so helpful to new campers, and he's so beautiful. So when he finally noticed me months ago I gushed to my siblings about it, in the beginning, it was perfect. He would invite me on perfect dates, little picnics by the lake, walks in the forest together ranting about things at camp that bugged us, and even a couple of ‘hangouts’ in the Hermes cabin when everyone was off. 
You give me just enough attention to keep my hopes too high
Wishful thoughts forget to mention when something's really not right
But nowadays he's always so busy I mean I can't blame him he's THE role model of camp. Plus he never forgets to slip a letter to my siblings saying he was sorry for not seeing me but I know where he is. He's never really busy.
And I will block out these voices of reason in my head. 
And the voices say, "You are not the exception. You will never learn your lesson"
Moths fill my stomach as I walk to the Hermes cabin eating holes inside me and making my nerves practically leak out of me as I approach the door. Finally reaching the pale yellow door and sucked in my breath before knocking. I rock back and forth on my heels staring at the stained glass above the door before refocusing my attention on the door opening. To my dismay, it wasn't Luke who I planned on asking to hang out with today but instead, Chris opened the door.
As he opened the door he made an almost pitiful look “Are you looking for Luke..?” I cleared my throat awkwardly before speaking “Oh um yeah… do you know where he would be by any chance!”. The look on his face practically sunk in more but then I think he realized how he was staring at me “I think he is out training but he might be busy so maybe you shouldn't see him” he said rushed while rubbing the back of his neck like it was sore “Thanks Chris but I'm sure he won't mind i'll be super quick!”
Foolish one
Stop checkin' your mailbox for confessions of love
That ain't never gonna come
You will take the long way, you will take the long way down
Leaves crunch as I walk the arena mumbling under my breath how to ask to have a break with him. Even a quick walk in the woods would work. I'm desperate for Luke now even if he wants to say he doesn't want to see me anymore I'd take it. Arena in sight my pace quickens to the entrance ready to slip in but pause as I hear the unmistakable charming laugh of Lukes but also unfamiliar hushed giggles. 
As I stand outside the clear opening I purse my lips before deciding that I would peak in just in I mean it's not like I mean to eavesdrop but I've never seen Luke with any girls so publicly he insists he likes things like that to be private saying “it's more special to keep it to ourselves”. The moment I looked inside the arena my heart dropped to my stomach it was Luke and Drew. Drew was a daughter of Aphrodite and you could tell she was tall and had long dark hair she was beautiful. Clearly, something Luke said must have said the funniest thing on the planet as they couldn't stop laughing. 
In some universe where I was braver, I would march up to them and ask what was so funny but instead, I cowered, peaking in still. But in the worst-case scenario, Luke looked over at the entrance. It wasn't even some corny I slipped and he saw he just looked over. It was clear he saw me, he whispered something over to Drew and now she was looking too. It felt like I was in quicksand I couldn't move and I was sinking deeper and deeper now that she was watching and he was heading over.
As he jogs over I hear him in an out of breath tone spit out “Hey what are you doing here?” I go back to rocking on my heels “Oh uhhh I just came to see you because we just haven't hung out in a while. I mean if you're busy it's okay just uh y'know..” I mumble out the last bit embarrassed of my stammering. Rubbing the back of his neck looking behind him before turning back at me sharply inhaling through his teeth and saying “Uh… sure yeah how about you meet me later at the spot? Just go at night and I'll meet you there.” I try not to look visibly awkward by the curt sound of his voice but I won't prod to see if that's true “Okay I'll meet you there later!” 
He looked at me before giving me a quick bye and spinning on his heel back to Drew. But honestly, I was riding a tiny high right now. I was excited to see him.  A coy smile plays on my lips as I go back to my cabin.
You know how to keep me waitin'
I know how to act like I'm fine
Don't know what to call this situation
But I know I can't call you mine
Picking out an outfit isn't hard when most of your clothes consist of orange camp shirts or the few cute clothes you took from home. I landed on shorts and a sweater before finally tiptoeing out of my cabin. The cold chill of the evening air was overwhelmed by the almost caffeine jitter bounce running through my body as I walked a secret path Luke and I practically created with how much our shoes scuffed up the ground leading to our spot. 
Reaching the end of the path expecting a familiar head of curls to be sitting maybe watching the stars waiting instead I stare out into the empty small clearing. My eyes sting and my lip wobbles. I quietly continue to shuffle over until I sit down trying to shake it off to him running a bit late. We didn't say exactly what time so honestly I felt silly getting upset. Relaxed now I bring my knees up to my chest and prop my chin up on them holding my legs with my arms. Sitting in our spot felt nostalgic for the earlier summer, stumbling off into the woods looking to escape prying eyes and stumbling on this exact spot…
And it's delicate, but I will do my best to seem bulletproof
'Cause when my head is on your shoulder
It starts thinkin' you'll come around
Swift feet run through the forest as I feel my arm being tugged along to keep up, “Luke! Slow down trust me no one is gonna find us at this rate!” my voice practically cuts out like glitches through my laughter as Luke finally slows down his pace to turn back to me “Yknow you're no fun in trying to make it private for us” tilting his head to the side and giving me a joking pout. I grab his hand and swing it back and forth “Shut up if that's true why do you spend so much of your precious time with me then hmmm?” He drops my hand and starts to walk backward further into the woods “You know what... You're on to something I've gotta get away from you! I think you must have put a spell on me, are you sure you’re not a daughter of Aphrodite after all?”
 I follow after him and jokingly shove him to the side to walk in front of him “ugh you're such a jerk someti-” My feet lifted from the ground cutting my sentence off, feeling his strong arms wrap around my torso and looking down at his laughing face before he starts to spin us in a circle a quick few times before stop and setting me back down. Looking up at Luke to see him gazing at the view in front of us, an almost perfect clearing giving you a view of the calm water below and the blue sky above a log laid down in front of it grabbing hold of luke's hand again and tugging it to get him to sit down against the log with me. Sitting I leaned my head to rest on his shoulder, knees bumping as we sat our interlocked hands sat in my lap and I just stared down at them in this light with him and me sitting here they looked almost like they were carved out of marble made only fit with each other perfectly. I changed my gaze to peer up through my lashes at Luke now to see he was already looking at me. My cheeks flare up in a warm pink glow as I feel my chest humming, his face leans down, his other hand reaching up to cup the burning cheek, eyes fluttering shut lips brushing in delicate kisses while Luke grins into it…
But then the voices say, "You are not the exception, You will never learn your lesson"
Foolish one
Stop checkin' your mailbox for confessions of love. That ain't never gonna come
You will take the long way, you will take the long way down
I shiver maybe at the breeze passing by, maybe at the memory I couldn't tell, hugging my knees tighter and looking out before the sound of a leaf quietly crunches behind me. I didn't look back though I knew it was him no one else knew our spot was too far out. He slid right next to me on the log before speaking up in a quiet tone “I'm sorry I took so long just.. Yknow my cabin has so many campers it's hard to duck out when you're their counselor, I really didn't mean to keep you waiting..” Finishing his sentence he pulls me into him making me cuddle into his side. I sigh contently forgiving him in my head because to be wrapped up with him shining down on us like a spotlight made it feel right. “s’okay thank you for coming Luke..” “Of course..”
Now I'm slidin' down the wall with my head in my hands 
Sayin', "How could I not see the signs?"
Oh, you haven't written me or called, But goodbye screamin' in the silence
We sat there together for a while and talked about what we had missed in each other's lives until the quiet chill made our hands feel frozen even with them clasped tightly together. Luke said he would walk me back to my cabin saying “If we get caught I'll just say I caught you sneaking out and I'm taking you back” Thanking the gods that we have Luke's counselor job as pass I really don't think I could handle Mr. D and Chiron put me back to cleaning the stables which I only did to take the blame for Luke last summer. 
We arrive back into camp feeling Luke unclasp our hands without a word. My steps flatter for a mere second before I simply choose to ignore the action and catch up with his stride. As we walk I speak up “Um thanks for walking me back to my cabin I really appreciate it..” “It's no problem can’t let my favorite archer walk out in the cold alone!” he says in a positive but quiet voice. “So I was wondering if I could see you again yknow maybe we could just eat together or something if you don't have a lot of time..?” Our steps come to a halt in front of my cabin now he looks at me sucking a breath from his teeth before opening his mouth to speak “Ah.. I think I'm kinda busy tomorrow, Drew asked if I could show her how to get better at sword fighting so I have to show her that… I think I'll be doing it for a while. Y’know how practice makes perfect but I'll let you know when I'm free.” 
My lips pursed together for a moment looking at my shoes as he talks and finally looking back at him when he finishes “Oh okay.. Well yeah just let me know! See you later!” I hear him mumble a quick ‘yep night’ before turning around and walking off, I stand there for a moment almost waiting to see if he would look back and maybe try to catch a glimpse of me going in, but he didn't.
'Cause you got her on your arm and me in the wings
I'll get your longing glances, but she'll get your ring
And you will say you had the best of intentions
And maybe I will finally learn my lesson
Creeping back to my bunk as quietly as possible trying not to disturb any of my sleeping siblings, but forgetting about one extra creaky floorboard located directly next to one of my sister's bunks, at camp practically everyone is a light sleeper after having to go on a quest.  A mess of tangles and a sleeping mask shot up before my sister Rey pulled it off her eyes to see me ‘doing the walk of shame’ as she once called it. “What are you doing awake…?” her voice quiet and still full of sleepiness “Oh yknoww I just hung out with Luke for a bit..”
 She sat up a little straighter and gave me the same look Chris gave me this evening. “You saw Luke..? I thought you guys were like totally over…” “Well, not completely we just fell out a bit I'm going to see him again soon he just is going to help train campers for a bit y'know!” Her brows furrow and her mouth twists with disdain “Is that camper.. Drew?” leaning against a bedpost and starting to pick at my nails “I mean yeah but like-” A loud groan cuts me off “You're kidding. I'm not saying this to hurt your feelings but.. Do you really think they're training? It just seems like what you guys used to do if you ask me..”
 She tucked herself back into the covers rolling over to stop facing me leaving me with a not so subtle hint. Walking to the bathroom to brush my teeth so i could finally sleep i find myself staring at my figure in the mirror longer, my hand dropping down to stop brushing setting it down on the sink, my lip starts to wobble again and the bitter sting filled my eyes again blurring my vision as i sunk to the floor to sit on the cool tiles for a bit. Drew and Luke were doing exactly what they used to do ‘training’ is Luke's code word for fucking. I knew that already, we used to use it often. But i thought if he saw me tonight then it couldn't be that. He wouldn't do that. But Luke would, he knows that I know those code words but Luke wouldn't do that… 
Foolish one
Stop checkin' your mailbox for confessions of love
That ain't never gonna come
You will take the long way, you will take the long way down
Waking up felt like a chore this morning, the sun shining instead of being warm and inviting felt like it was melting me down into a pile of mush as I got up. Walking to the mess hall was worse seeing them sit together breaking the camper's sit with their cabin's rule, giggling into each other's ears like I saw them before. Walking past them to my table hoping he would spare me a glance just a small look that said ‘I'm only entertaining her for a bit and I'll be back’ but he was practically bewitched by her. 
Ain't never gonna come
Ooh, you will learn the hard way now
Foolish one
Sittin' 'round waiting for confessions of love
They ain't never gonna come
A week passed by and he never came running back instead he ran around with her, when it finally sunk in the pitiful sorrys of my sibling and even a handful of Luke's friends came but they fell silent on my ears wallowing in my self-pity, shutting in my cabin for a bit before deciding I couldn't just shut myself in because I lost the 3rd most decent head of curls in camp. The night came crickets chirping, acting as my background music as I took my throw blanket off my bed to sneak out just to take a short walk to relax. Heading down the long path noticing fresh grass starting to grow back out of the scuffed dirt it brought a small grin back to my face which fell almost immediately at the sight of two figures in a oh so familiar spot. 
And thinkin' he's the one, you should've been walkin' out
Foolish one
The day is gonna come for your confessions of love
When all is said and done, he just wasn't the one
No, he just wasn't the one
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dozing-marshmallow · 9 months
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OKAY OKAY, hello again!! loved the nibling reader you wrote and just had to write it again!!! (if you couldn't tell im a sucker for platonic family hcs <3)
this time, this request is quite angsty?? ig nibling!reader getting their feelings hurt (either by duncan, heather, or whoever you decide to choose!) you can decide if they either run to chris to cry to, or if they run away to a more.. deserted(??) area of the island. (bonus points if after reader feels better, leshawna comforts them <:]) thank yeww!!
HIYAAA!! Lovely seeing you again with another appreciated request, and to hear that you are happy with how I interpret a Chris nibling reader! It means a lot ! <3 
As always, have an enjoyable reading experience! 😊
ANGSTY! CHRIS MCLEAN’S NIBLING! READER HEADCANONS
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Heather was on the chopping block.
She needed to do something urgently. The day wasn’t getting any earlier. Everyone was itching to cast her name out of the competition.
Immunity wasn’t in her favour this time.
She needs to find a reason asap to not be kicked out tonight. That there was actually someone around that was a much bigger threat to everyon-
...Everyone?
...
Jackpot.
“You know that...toy Chris’ nibling has? I need you to get it for me.” Heather beseeched bluntly to Lindsay, hours before the elimination ceremony, in the whistling privacy of the forest.
“Um, sure?” The blonde’s voice high pitched from stupidity agreed,“But why can’t you go ask yourself? (Y/N) doesn’t bite! Not people!”
“Because Lindsay...I...gotta make sure I’m presentable! My hands need to be in perfect condition.” It was a strange excuse, but Lindsay was narrow.
“Ohh, right! Gotcha.” If anything, she found relatability in such empty words.
Too easy,“When you get it, come straight back here. You can remember that, can’t you?”
“Ohh, totally! In geography, I-“
“Go get the teddy.” Heather interrupts dismissively.
“Okay...” she watches moody Lindsay’s height get smaller and smaller as she disappears more and more to carry out one last request.
You were sitting on the sand with your legs spread out when you saw the pretty blonde girl approach you,“Hi Lindsay!”
“Hii (Y/N)! Is that Mrs Maple?” She pointed at the stuffed bear, dressed in a shirt of the Canada flag.
You nod,“She’s having a suntan!”
“Oooo, she’s a lot like me! We both love being trendy!” Ask to get the teddy, ask to get the teddy,“Could I hold her? I...wanna see if we’re really on the same wavelength!” She zealously asks.
You hesitate. You never really let that happen.
You hold Mrs Maple by her underarms and stare far into her black eyes, before you nod and hand her over.
“Thanks! Aww... It’s such a cute bear!...Oh...wait...” She remembers her objection,  and gawks back at you,“I think I hear her talking! She said she wants me to uh, get some syrup for her! Gotta go!”
Before you could protest, she races away. 
That’s weird... Mrs Maple is shy when she meets new people...
Oh! It must be a coverup for a game of tag.
Thus, you got to your feet and ran the same way she did, following her footprints in the sand, smiling. Challenge accepted!
“Hey...! Heather!” She wheezes, holding the teddy to her,“I got it!”
“Good.” She hears a distant “Wait up!” which melts a glare on her face to Lindsay,“You let them follow you?”
“Ohh... I didn’t know they would. But they sound like they’re having fun!” Lindsay found much virtue in it.
“Yeah... A lot of fun.” The wicked glimmer of Heather’s smile shifts to the blades of a pair of scissors she sharpened out, offering them to Lindsay,“Cut the head off.”
...
Lindsay is mortified.
“Wh-What?!” She stutters, clearly having the full ugly picture confidential to her up until now,“I don’t understand, I-I thought you wanted it to see it!”
“Yeah, and to mutilate it.” She snaps the scissors together,“Take.”
“I can’t! I won’t!” She yelled, holding Mrs Maple to the other side,“This teddy is (Y/N)’s whole astronomy, and she didn’t do anything to deserve decapitation! Besides, I-I was the one that took it so, it’d make it look like it was my idea!”
“Right on.” Heather snarled, Lindsay’s out of nowhere refusal not being part of the plan- she could threaten her position in the alliance, but eh, not much of a point if... Oh well. She did do the difficult part so there was nothing hard about snatching the teddy right from Lindsay’s hands and rapidly tearing the head off faster than she could blink.
“Heather! What are you doing?!” She screeched.
The sick image of stuffed cotton overflowing from both ends of the teddy to the ground.
Mrs Maple’s head was now a teddy of its own.
“There.” She pushes the two pieces back into Lindsay’s shaking hands,“Now you can give this back. Or should I say, these.” A malicious smile raises on her pale lips.
“Oh my God... You’re gonna be in so much trouble!” 
“No. You’re gonna be in so much trouble.” Heather reiterated victoriously,“Later!”
She sprints away.
“Hey! Come back, this is your doing!” official that Heather wasn’t going to come back, Lindsay bites down on her bottom lip as she desperately tried useless methods of fixing it such as seeing if the head could stay on the neck by itself or licking her finger to try stick the separated body parts together.
Nothing worked.
I...I didn’t know bears bleed white fluff!
“Lindsay...?”
The one voice she wished she didn’t hear then.
She swiftly hides her hands behind her back and faces the small child, whose shoes and hands were dirty from running and falling, twitching on a nervous smile,“(Y/N)! Y-You’re here! That’s so...great!”
“Could I have Mrs Maple back now please? Her social battery must be so dead by now...” you asked, coming towards her wobbly from running so much.
“Oh um, well, see uh...” her falling on her words didn’t help her case. Hey! She can’t do these things under pressure!
Your face drops,“You...lost her?”
“No! She’s...” she sighs, divulging her heavy hands,“Here. I-I can explain-!”
Immediately, your eyes stung deeper than a wasp’s.
She was showing you your worst nightmare.
Someone you trusted.
“What...?” It was rather unsightly. It... This couldn’t be happening...
“I promise I didn’t do it! It was Heather! It was Heather’s idea, I swear! I didn’t know she wanted to do that!” Lindsay broke down to plead her innocence, guilt stronger than her mascara.
Pulse bellowed in your ears,“Heather...did this?”
A sweet baby returning lifeless by the neglect of the babysitter. Don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry,“I...It’s okay...It’s...okay.”
Proving wrong after five seconds of eerie silence, by the destructive wave of your cries. Before Lindsay could try consoling you (try being very needed), you ran away.
How could you do that? Trust Lindsay of all people? You’ve never had a greater ocean of self hatred flood your insides.
Oh man it did not feel nice.
Chris didn’t predict his nibling to run to him bawling, so he was very caught by surprise. It took him time to properly ask what was wrong given that he had to fully acknowledge that you were hurt, tremendously.
You’re so overwhelmed, you can barely speak. Your wails hold you by the throat and your face never more pinched. All Chris could do is hold you and wait for you to calm down enough to vocalise the root of your distress; whoever was responsible for that was done for.
You hiccuped,“M-My ted...ted... H-Hea...Heath...Heath...”
“Yeah, I can’t understand you,“ he nods at Chef to get a cup of water. Once obtained, he gently urged you to take your head off his body so you could drink it.
Already, your breathing was restoring back to normal and your mouth was empty.
“Better? Alright.” He pats a tissue to your face,“Tell Uncle Chris what’s gotten you all choked up.”
The evocation of it was enough to get you bawling again, and you felt that you had already burdened your uncle enough by disrupting his chat with Chef. So you decide to put the first line of context into words,“I gave Mrs Maple to Lindsay and...” then deciding to show him the pieces. He could figure it out, he’s smart.
“Oh sweet child.” he takes them in his hands, wrinkles forming under his dilated eyes in pure perturbation from what he was seeing. No wonder you were so devastated! He’ll admit, he kinda expected something like this, but not by the intention of other people,“Lindsay did this?”
“I... I don’t know...” your head is light,“She kept saying it’s Heather’s fault, but... I’m still upset I gave it to her in the first place...”
“We’ll check the camera footage, but either way, somebody isn’t going to go through just elimination tonight.” He’ll make sure of that. He takes his sight off you to place the parts of your beloved teddy down on the table, being very gravely mistaken for something else.
“Don’t throw her away!” You shriek, pulling onto his shirt of dark turquoise to prevent him from such,“Please, I’ve had her for a long time! Don’t make me get rid of her!”
He’s once again dismayed, but his tone grew resistance this time,“We won’t be doing that. It’s just the head that came off, soo we’ll sew it back on and maybe clean her. She’ll be as good as new.”
You wipe your nose,“Really?” Thank God.
He nods, stroking the top of your head,“I’ll have Chef work on it right away. As for me, I have other business to attend to. It’s all gonna be solved, I promise.”
Your tears were no more,“Thanks, Chris...” you’re serious. You don’t know what you would’ve done if he wasn’t there,“Do you think we could...play board games tonight?”
“Totally!” Best uncle ever,“We’ll do all your favourite games and we can stay up allll night. How’s that sound?” 
See? Chris wasn’t exactly the best at people comforting, but when it came to the very few people he held dear, that’s when he’s serious.
Knowing how teenagers were, especially of Heather’s textbook, he couldn’t expect a lecture to turn her heart.
But he did enforce a warning to them that harassment was off limits on those who weren’t participating.
How?
You don’t want to know.
“Hey sweetie.” Leshawna came and sat next to you during your wait for your uncle to tell you he’s free to begin board game night,“How are ya? Feeling a little bit better?” By this time, Mrs Maple was one piece again. 
You’re way too disturbed to treat her the slightest of play,“Yeah... I just... I never felt so sad in my life. I practically watched someone close to me die. When...I saw that...she was torn in two, so did my heart.”
“Aww.” she curves her hand around you and rests her head on yours,“Sorry you went through that, some people can be so miserable. You ain’t meant to be feeling all this sad, gloomy things we teens do. You just a kid!”
“I’m never giving Mrs Maple to anyone again.” Your decision thrived of bitterness.
“And that’s completely fine. She’s your toy, no one should force you to do anything you don’t wanna with her. It’s alright to be hurt, but you gotta make sure that the way you handle it is the best way to let you move on sooner.”
“Is...Is Heather going home tonight?” you needed to know. It may have been there, but you needed to hear it.
“Oh, totally. Girl dug her own grave and now, she may need to retake her passport photo.” Leshawna chuckles at the thought,“I mean, to go after a kid who did nothing and still be too much of a chicken to own up? Way out of line.”
“Will I always have to meet someone as nasty as her...?” Your puffy eyes set back to the newly placed stitches on Mrs Maple’s neck.
Leshawna sighs, rubbing your shoulder,“Unfortunately in this world we live in, there’s all kinds of sick freaks and Heather is just one of them. But you shouldn’t waste your life worryin’ about them, because there’s also really great people in your life that will always wanna look out for you, and it’s them you really wanna spend time on, ain’t it?��
“Like you?”
She smiled,“Come here, sugar.”
You felt safe enough to let Mrs Maple join in. Leshawna...she’s amazing. And would make a great big sister, if she wasn’t one already.❤️🩹
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bwabys-scenarios · 10 months
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Fixer Upper
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(Name)’s friend had a small cabin near the beach she’d offered to loan her for a few days. From Tuesday to Thursday, they’d be staying in a few towns over to enjoy the beach.
When they arrived home, Leorio left to go and start packing his stuff. They had a few days before the cabin would be available, so they had plenty of time to plan.
“Everyone get to bed! We’re going to be having a down day tomorrow, and Monday we’re going shopping for beach supplies.”
Killua nodded as he rubbed at his eyes. “Yeah, okay. Come on, Gon.”
The two leave to their rooms.
(Name) sighs before crashing onto the couch, not even knowing the skirt of her dress was lifted just enough to expose the pink panties she’d worn to the Barbie movie.
Kurapika didn’t notice at first either, he was too busy pulling off his shirt. That was until her back arched and cracked a bit, causing her to groan and him to look over to make sure she was okay.
He didn’t think this day could get any better, but the view he saw certainly… did something for him.
Her butt was firmly in the air, her clothed pussy on full display. Her cute thigh highs squished her thighs perfectly, creating a sight he thought he could only see in heaven.
‘I want to…’
He stopped himself before he even finished that thought, moving away from the couch and towards his room.
“Going to bed, goodnight.”
“Night…”
He heard her whine slightly as she stretched before he rushed to his room. He barely got the door closed before he was slipping his hand into his pants, panting as he stroked his cock. The door was still slightly cracked open, and he realized if he peeked out, he could still see her cute butt poking up into the air.
‘This is… dirty.’
But he couldn’t stop looking. She just looked so perfect on display, all for him to enjoy.
‘Fuck, fuck, fuck…’
She whimpered out, rubbing her back lightly. It must if hurt from carrying around those big boobs all day.
“Kurapika…”
He stopped, eyes going wide. Did she happen to see him? That couldn’t be possible, she was facing in the opposite direction.
“Did he go to bed already?”
She pushed herself off of the couch, moving so her butt was pushed in his direction, her panties moving to the side ever so slightly.
It was enough to make him cum instantly, gasping as he painted the door.
“Kurapika?” she called out again, this time beginning to turn towards his door.
He slipped his hand from his pants and ran over to his desk, grabbing a tissue she’d supplied for him and moving to wipe off the door.
“Hey, are you asleep?”
She knocked on the cracked door, causing it to open up. Thankfully he’d wiped the door clean before she opened it, holding the tissue in his hand relived.
“No, I’m awake. Do you need something?”
His cheeks were still flushed and his limbs weak from his orgasm seconds before. Kurapika felt soft, his eyelashes fluttering when she bent slightly to smile at him.
“Can you unzip me? Leorio was going to, but he forgot and now he’s gone.”
Kurapika wanted to bang his head against the wall. “… yes, of course I can.”
He followed her up to her room, now noticing how easy it was to see her underwear when he was following right behind her.
“Ugh my back is killing me! I knew wearing a bra without any support was a bad idea… but this dress is strapless.”
Kurapika was not listening to a goddamn thing. He was too focused on her cute ass. “Uh huh.”
They walked into her room. She instantly kicked off her Mary Janes and lifted her leg onto the bed to pull off her thigh highs.
‘She’s going to kill me.’
He watched as she pulled the first one down before he had to turn to avoid getting hard again. He didn’t want to embarrass himself in front of her, especially after spying on her like a perv minutes before.
“Okay, I’m ready.”
She turned his way, her back to him. He stepped forward and stared down at her back.
‘It’s just her back. Don’t you DARE get hard over her back you fucking idiot.’
He pulled the zipper down.
‘God fucking damn it.’
The sight of her bra made him grow hard yet again, and there was no hiding it in these jeans. He pulled the zipper the rest of the way down before turning.
“You’re going so soon?”
He paused in the doorway, gritting his teeth. All Kurapika wanted to do was go to his room, jerk off, and pass out.
But the innocent tone in her voice made him sigh.
“Do you need me to stay?”
“Well, I was wondering if you’d like to watch a movie with me. Since it was… interrupted last time.”
Ouch. He’d forgotten he’d pretty much abandoned her a week or so ago to find a member of the phantom troupe. She’d stayed up all night waiting for him, and he couldn’t even call to ease her worries.
Usually, Kurapika would push these guilty feelings away and just sleep, but after his orgasm he was feeling… soft. Easily mailable by her hands.
“… sure. You get changed and I’ll meet you downstairs.”
Kurapika internally groaned, looking down at himself with a sigh. ‘I’ll change into some baggy pajama pants. Should… hide it…’
———————
(Name) walked downstairs wearing a nightgown and a green face mask. He wanted to tease her for it, saying she looked silly, but knew if he did she’d have plenty of ammo to throw back at him.
“Imma pop some popcorn! We gotta eat quietly though. Just the smell is enough to wake up Gon…”
She sighed, and pulled the popcorn from the cabinet. Kurapika was curled up on the couch, a blanket covering his form. “Shouldn’t we just not eat it then?”
“Nah, if he wakes up I’ll just give him some horse tranquilizer.”
“Excuse me?”
“It’s like a melatonin gummy for him.”
The blonde stared at the TV. ‘What the hell is wrong with that boy?’
Kurapika huffed when she sat the bowl of popcorn in his lap. “It’s hot! I’m gonna grab us some lemonade!”
He popped a few pieces into his mouth. ‘Mmm… I haven’t had popcorn in years.’
(Name) plopped down next to him, curling her legs against the side of the couch. She leaned until her head was comfortably against Kurapika’s shoulder.
Usually he would have pushed her off subtly or moved away, but right now he was feeling… cuddly.
Although he didn’t move to hold her close, he did allow her to stay.
“What do you want to watch? I’m thinking a ghibli movie.”
“I don’t care, you can pick.”
She narrowed her eyes at him, but picked a random ghibli movie.
It happened to be Howl’s Moving Castle.
“Oooh, this is a good one. I think you’ll like it!”
Kurapika only nodded, leaning his head against hers. It was the only contact he’d allow himself to make.
The movie started, Kurapika barely able to pay attention. He was too focused on (Name)’s soft scent and comforting warmth.
A few minutes in, he felt (Name) pull away slightly. She seemed excited, bouncing in her seat.
“Ahh, it’s Howl.”
Her eyes almost twinkled when a blonde man appeared on screen, offering a hand to the main female character. Kurapika hadn’t bothered to learn her name.
The man looked… awfully familiar. His blonde hair, soft feminine appearance, and pretty eyes made Kurapika tilt his head.
“Is that… your favorite character?”
She nodded, her eyes never leaving the blonde haired man.
“He’s been my favorite ghibli character for years.”
Kurapika smiled. “I see.”
‘She did say my butt was cute earlier… and that she likes my hair…’
The movie continued on, (Name) occasionally gasping or cooing at the screen. “Hehe, look! Aren’t they just the cutest?”
The girl on screen reminded him of her. She was a bit insecure, but to everyone else but her she was beautiful.
“Yes. They are.”
He glanced at her from the corner of his eye. She looked gorgeous, even in the low light of the living room.
She caught him staring, sending him a wink. “Pay attention to the movie, sweetheart.”
Kurapika blushed. She wasn’t usually the type to confront him about his staring, even though he was sure she could notice it. (Name) was a hunter after all, she couldn’t be that oblivious.
“Ah… it’s almost over.”
She seemed a little sad at this. Kurapika wasn’t sure if it was because she really liked the movie, or their time together would end soon.
He wasn’t stupid. He knew (Name) cared for him quite a bit, even being told by Leorio she had a crush on him during the Hunter Exam. Of course, at the time that made him beyond happy. Kurapika didn’t know why exactly, but knowing she liked him more than the others made his heart soar.
But now, that knowledge didn’t fill him with butterflies, it filled him with dread. Had he broken her heart with what he said during York New? Had he ruined any chances he’d had with her?
‘Ruined any… what am I thinking?’
He shook the thought from his head. Kurapika couldn’t dare to think like that. She was his dear friend, someone that needed to be protected.
Protected from the danger being around him could bring.
She sighed as the end credits rolled, looking up at him with sleepy eyes. “Did you like it?”
He wasn’t sure how to tell her he’d barely paid any attention to the movie on screen, much to busy thinking about her, so he just nodded.
“I’m glad. I’m… happy I got to spend this time with you.”
She held onto his hand, a sad smile on her lips. He wanted to cup her cheeks and wipe that sad smile away more than anything.
But did he really have the right to when he was the reason for her sadness?
Kurapika patted her head. “I did too. We should get going to bed, though.”
(Name) but her lip, staring down at her lap.
“Kurapika?”
He paused. She sounded soft, vulnerable. He didn’t often hear that in her voice.
“Yes?”
Her eyes met his, the beginnings of tears tucked away in the corners.
“Will I… will I ever seen you again after you leave?”
A stab in the chest would have been easier to handle than that question. Kurapika stuttered, his eyes looking away from hers.
“I…”
He couldn’t answer her, not when his answer would only make her cry. Kurapika hated seeing her tears.
“…”
(Name) pulled away from him, hugging herself tight. It hurt him to see her so small, like she could shrink into nothing at any second.
“You’re really important to me, you know? Even if… even if you hate me. I…”
Tears began to fall down her cheeks, collecting on the throw blanket they’d been sharing.
“(Name)…”
He reached out to wipe away her tears, but stopped midway.
“I don’t…”
“I can’t stand you! You’re weak, you can’t do anything right!”
Kurapika pulled his hand back and held it against his chest. ‘Do I have the right to comfort her when I said such awful things?’
“(Name)?”
Killua poked his head out of his bedroom door, his blue eyes scanning the room until they landed on (Name). He ran forward and placed a hand on her shoulder.
“I heard you from my room…”
Killua sent a glare Kurapika’s way before pulling her off the couch and towards the bathroom. “You need to wash off that face mask before you break out.”
She only nodded, glancing back at Kurapika before the bathroom door closed behind her.
The blonde stared at the closed door, clutching the fabric of his shirt so tightly it ripped.
‘She thinks I hate her… maybe it’s for the best.’
Kurapika stood, walking towards the TV to turn it off. On a table by the TV was a framed photo, Kurapika’s eyes widening when he took a closer look.
It was a picture of the entire group chatting about their plan in the hotel during York New.
‘Did (Name) take this?’
She wasn’t in the picture, Kurapika feeling a little disappointed. But that was quickly changed when he saw there were several photos of various members of the group framed, some of just him alone.
‘She… she put these up even after what happened…’
Kurapika bit his lip so hard it bled. She wanted to remember him when he was smiling, looking at her with those soft eyes he always seemed to have when she was around.
“…”
Kurapika walked to his room and closed the door behind him.
———————
(Name) and Killua sat at the kitchen table, Gon fixing himself a bowl of cereal by the fridge.
“Remember boys, todays a rest day, so no getting into any trouble.”
She sipped on her coffee, looking around the house. It was a mess, meaning she’d need to clean before she even thought about leaving for the beach.
Kurapika left his room, wandering into the kitchen while rubbing his sleepy eyes.
“Good morning…”
He yawned into his hand as he made himself a cup of coffee then sat down at the table next to (Name). “Good morning, Kurapika.”
She gave him a smile, before standing up and taking her cup with her upstairs. “We’ll all be resting today, Kurapika. Of course, you can do what you want, but the rest of us are going to catch up on some sleep and indulge in our interests.”
He nodded, still waking up as she left for her room. Once she was out of earshot, Killua scoffed.
“You sure fucked up last night. Do you enjoy making (Name) cry?”
Oh, Kurapika and forgotten about last night’s events. And he’d just sat down next to her like nothing had happened.
“… I didn’t mean to make her cry.”
“You never do.”
Gon sat down with them at the table, munching on his cereal. “Hmm? What were y’all talking about?”
Killua sighed. “Nothing of importance to Kurapika, apparently.”
Kurapika finished his coffee in silence. ‘Less than a week I’ll be gone and out of her hair. She’ll… she’ll forget about me eventually.’
But the thought of her forgetting about him and moving on with a different man made him feel sick.
“Kurapika, you should come to the creek with us today! We’re releasing the fish we saved last week.”
Kurapika tilted his head. “You want me to come with you?”
Gon nodded. “Yeah, it would be fun! We could even have a picnic! (Name) always packs us lunches when we go out to the creek all day.”
Killua groaned. “But Gon, going to the creek is our thing!”
The blonde raised an eyebrow. “I have my own things to do today.”
“Like what?”
Kurapika scowled. “I have phone calls to make.”
“What kind of phone calls?”
“… important ones.”
Gon tilted his head, and Killua sighed. “There are no phone calls, are there?”
Kurapika stayed quiet.
“Alright, so he’s coming with us then!”
It seemed like Kurapika didn’t have much of a choice, so he downed his coffee and left to get dressed.
——————
(Name) began packing the three lunches in the kitchen. Gon and Killua had left to grab some buckets from the garage, leaving Kurapika and (Name) alone.
He lingered in the kitchen, watching her from a distance. She finished packing their lunches before turning to him with a shy smile.
“Hey um… about last night…”
Kurapika froze in his spot, nearly dropping his cup of coffee.
“I… I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have asked you those questions. You don’t have to tell me anything, and I hope I didn’t make you uncomfortable.”
Kurapika blinked. ‘Is she… is she apologizing? No…’
“Even if you… hate me… I won’t hold it against you, you’re still always welcome here.”
‘Stop. Don’t say those things. Don’t.’
“So… just forget about what I said. Let’s just enjoy whatever time we have together!”
She gave him a final smile before the front door opened. Killua and Gon walked in carrying buckets.
“It’s show time. Kurapika, I hope you know how to work a pole.”
“A what!?”
“A fishing pole.”
(Name) held a hand over her mouth to stop herself from laughing. Kurapika just sighed and followed them out the door, carrying their packed lunches with them.
“Make sure you keep up, we will leave you behind.”
“Killua! No we won’t, that isn’t nice.”
Kurapika didn’t respond, only focusing on memorizing the route to the creek. If Killua did end up leaving him behind, he’d have no trouble finding his way back.
They arrived at the creek, Gon and Killua instantly releasing the fish they’d saved last week.
“During a few weeks in the summer, the creek goes down and a lot of the fish die. Me and Killua will catch as many as we can then release them when the creek is full again.”
‘That sounds like eco-terrorism.’
Killua tossed Kurapika a fishing pole, the blonde catching it immediately. “Do you know how to fish?”
“Yes, Killua. I’ve had to fish to feed myself on numerous occasions.”
Killua scoffed. “Yeah, sure. We’re going to be surprising (Name) with fish for dinner tonight, so make sure to use your ‘skills’ and catch as much fish as you can.”
The two frowned at each other before Gon stepped in between them. “Hey, let’s save our energy for the fishing!”
Killua was the first to catch a fish, holding it up with a proud smile.
“Oh, I’ll get a picture for (Name)!”
He snapped a picture of Killua holding up his first catch.
‘Why does she need a picture of him holding a fish?’ Kurapika thought, before turning his attention back to his own fishing pole.
A few hours passed, Kurapika being the only one without a single catch.
“Didn’t you say you were good at fishing, blondie?”
The blonde huffed. “I didn’t say I was good, I said I knew how to fish.”
“Then do it?”
Kurapika dropped his pole to the ground and began to walk off.
“Killua, don’t anta… antony…”
“Antagonize him?”
“Yeah!”
Killua sighed. “Hey, blondie, get back here! Don’t you want to do something nice for (Name) after making her cry last night?”
The blonde stopped in his tracks. “… would bringing home fish… make her feel better?”
“She always gets happy when we bring home fish! Well, at least fish to eat.”
Kurapika walked back over and sat by the creek again, picking up his pole and inspecting it.
“Killua.”
The white haired boy walked over. “Yeees?”
“Why is there a gummy worm on my hook?”
“For good luck of course!”
Kurapika threw the gummy worm into the dirt. “I hate you.”
“Feelings mutual, blondie.”
————————
After placing an actual worm on his hook, Kurapika was able to catch several fish. Of course, it wasn’t very easy. He had to climb down into the creek with a net to catch them, slipping on the mud and falling in several times.
The walk back home was humiliating.
Kurapika’s hair was wet, with leaves and little sticks clinging to his blonde locks. His tabard and shirt were slung over his shoulder.
Killua and Gon didn’t look much better. The two looked like they’d been mud wrestling.
‘I mean technically Gon did wrestle that alligator… still don’t know how he won.’
Said boy was holding the buckets they brought, all full of fish of varying species.
Kurapika recognized most of them, besides the strange… sea urchin thing? Did it have eyes? Oh god it was looking at him.
The blonde faced forward. All he knew is he was NOT eating that.
“(Name) is going to be so happy! Oh Gon, I told you to throw that thing back.”
He pointed to the sea urchin thing. “Oh, I’m keeping this one as a pet. I’m naming him Hanzo!”
‘(Name) won’t like that. Her and Hanzo hated each other.’
Kurapika thought back to their time fixing the boat before the 4th phase. Hanzo and (Name) butted heads a lot, often because Hanzo didn’t know what personal space was.
He remembered when he fell and hit his head, and she stayed with him through the night, even though she herself was in pain.
‘She’s always been there for me…’
Kurapika was glad they’d reached (Name)’s house, because he didn’t want to think about how often she’d saved his ass and helped him through tough times.
Would he have done the same for her?
———————
“Oh wow, look at all this fish! You sure caught a lot, didn’t you?”
The two boys smiled wide as she cooed and gave them hugs, praising them. “Fried fish sound good to you two?”
“Mhm! With fries!”
(Name) giggled, patting Gon’s head. “Of course.”
Her face always took on a different form when she was looking at the two boys. While she was almost always soft and gentle, it was like her soft nature intensified tenfold when they were around.
Killua seemed pretty attached to her. Had he been that way when he’d last seen them in York New? Kurapika couldn’t remember him seeming so content in her presence.
“Kurapika, I heard you caught a lot too. You did a great job.”
Something about her praising him made his heart race. It almost made him feel giddy.
“Oh, um… it was no trouble.”
Killua scoffed next to him. ‘He’s awful at hiding how happy she makes him.’
Kurapika wasn’t surprised at how easily she was able to descale and gut the fish. During the Hunter Exam, she’d been the one feeding him and Leorio when they were stranded on that boat.
“Dinner will be ready in 30 minutes. You boys go wash up. You can use my bathroom, it’s bigger.”
The three trudged up the stairs, dropping their muddy clothes into her hamper.
(Name)’s bathroom was big, it had both a bath tub and shower. The two boys started the bath before jumping into the shower.
Kurapika raised an eyebrow. “Aren’t you two getting too old to be bathing together?”
Killua raised an eyebrow. “We’re both guys, why does it matter? Plus Gon can’t wash his hair by himself. He always gets soap in his eyes.”
“Usually Aunt Mito or (Name) comes in and helps, but Killua does it when they can’t.”
They rinsed off a majority of the mud before jumping in the soapy bath. Kurapika sighed.
‘She babies them too much. He can’t wash the soap out of his hair? Isn’t he 14 already?’
Kurapika made sure that the two weren’t paying attention when he pulled his own clothes off and stepped into the shower.
There was a pink loofa, several soaps and body scrubs, and shampoo on the shelves.
‘Oh, I forgot to grab my shampoo…’
He shrugged and picked up her bottle, squirting some of the shampoo into his hand before rubbing it into his hair.
Kurapika would never get used to how his body reacted to anything that reminded him of her. Sometimes it was arousal, and sometimes a soothing feeling settled over him.
Like now.
He felt his tired muscles relax when he began to run her soap into his skin. He thought about using her loofa, the fluffy pink thing tempting, but he decided not to. Using her soap was one thing, using the object she rubbed all over her naked body was another.
Oh no, now he was thinking about her taking a shower. (Name) rubbing herself with the loofa, humming to herself as the suds washed away to reveal her breasts and bare p-
Kurapika’s eyes snapped open. He couldn’t think about that, not now. He tucked away those thoughts for later, when he could think about her in the privacy of his bedroom.
Kurapika let the suds rinse away, staring down at his naked body. He had a few new scars from recent missions, and he was still a bit underweight. (Name)’s meals were certainly helping him come back to his normal weight, but just a few weeks wouldn’t cause any major changes.
He wrapped a towel around his waist before stepping out.
‘Oh. I didn’t bring any clothes up either.’
Kurapika was about to sigh and take a walk of shame down the stairs when he spotted a pile of folded clothes on the counter.
On top was a pair of his pajamas. He picked up the shirt and sniffed it, sighing when he could smell the lingering scent of (Name)’s perfume.
‘She brought us a change of clothes?’
He put the clothes on and wrapped his towel around his neck. ‘Maybe she’ll dry my hair for me again…’
Kurapika allowed himself this small amount of happiness.
He glanced to where the boys were in the bathtub, nearly laughing when he saw them playing with random bath toys. It was a rare sight, Killua smiling and acting like the kid he really was.
Kurapika let them have their fun, walking out the bathroom door and closing it behind him. When he reached the bottom of the stairs, (Name) was waiting for him.
“Come on.”
She pulled him to the living room and had him sit on the floor as she dried his hair. “You know, your hair is looking a lot better. Maybe you should just start using my shampoo.”
He didn’t answer, his eyes closed and his head leaning against her knees as her fingers ran through his hair. It was relaxing, and Kurapika was realizing that he really liked his hair being played with.
“You’ve got such pretty hair, Kurapika. I’m glad you’re taking better care of it.”
She finished drying his hair, running her fingers through it one last time.
“… you’re too kind, (Name).”
She hummed. “So I’ve heard, but I don’t think anyone can be too kind.”
‘You can, (Name).’
He remembered the way her face dropped during one of their arguments in York New. Kurapika was so sure after that, he’d never see her smile at him again.
But here she was, letting him lean against her knees as she dried his hair. Him, the man who broke her heart and called her so many mean names. She was doing this for him.
And part of him hated her for it.
“I need to get back to cooking. Will you tell Killua and Gon dinner will be ready in five minutes?”
Kurapika stood. “Of course.”
——————
(Name) dried both of the two boy’s hair as Kurapika made his plate.
“Oh, I cut up some fruit too! It’s sitting in the fridge, could you take it out for me, sweetheart?”
He paused, but recovered quickly. “On it.”
He glanced to the group as he pulled the bowl out. Gon was waiting patiently at (Name)’s feet as Killua got his hair dried.
“All done, go and make your plate.”
Killua stood and Gon too his place.
“I got my hands full with all of you, ya know?”
She squeezed Gon’s cheek, who laughed. “Sorry, but you’re the best at drying hair!”
“Haha, I’m not sure how good of a skill that is to have, but thank you.”
Killua made his plate and sat at the table, farthest away from Kurapika.
“Alright, you’re done.”
Gon jumped up and ran to make his plate, (Name) following behind him. “I’m starving! I could eat all of this!”
(Name) giggled. “You can have as much as you want after I make my plate.”
The four ate dinner, Gon and Killua recounting the fun day they had. It didn’t take long for them to finish their food, the two yawning.
“I think it’s about time for bed. Why don’t you two watch some TV for a bit then get some sleep? I’m gonna go shower.”
She placed her plate in the dishwasher, closing it before sighing. “We’ve got to go shopping then leave for the cabin tomorrow evening. It’ll be a long day, so get plenty of rest.”
“Yes, (Name)!”
Gon gave her a hug before she went upstairs. Kurapika noticed Killua watching her go.
The white haired boy looked… anxious? He was playing with drawstring of his sleeveless hoodie and tapping his foot.
‘Did something happen?’
Kurapika decided not to pry, instead sitting on the far end of the couch and watching some cartoon movie with the two.
He enjoyed spending time with them as well, even if Killua was a bit rude. Kurapika didn’t hold it against him. Mostly.
“Killua, we should get going. It’s getting late.”
Gon pulled Killua to his feet and started to lead him to their shared room.
“… alright.”
The two left, Gon leaving the door cracked open behind him.
‘I should sleep as well. With them, there’s no telling how exhausting tomorrow may be.’
The blonde entered his room and closed the door behind him. If he wanted to sleep, he’d need to jerk off first. He didn’t want to have another wet dream, it made it hard to be around (Name) after.
Though, jerking off to the thought of her didn’t make him feel much better. Besides the overwhelming amount of pleasure, that is.
———————
Kurapika awoke to the sound of someone sneaking down the hallway. A normal person would have never noticed this, but the blonde was far from normal.
He tiptoed to his door and peeked out, spotting Killua running up the stairs.
Kurapika would have ignored it and gone back to bed, but the brief glance he’d gotten from Killua’s face made him worry.
He looked absolutely terrified, something Kurapika had never seen in Killua before.
The blonde concealed his aura, waiting a moment before walking upstairs as well. By then, Killua was long gone, the only indication of where he’d gone being (Name)’s door, left cracked open.
“Killua? Shh, it’s okay.”
Kurapika could hear (Name) talking in a low, soothing voice. He peeked through the crack in the door to see Killua holding onto her, his head on her shoulder. He was blubbering nonsense, his tears soaking into her tshirt.
“I’m right here, I’m not going anywhere. I’ll never leave you alone again, promise.”
‘Leave him alone again? What is she talking about?’
“It… it happened again. Another nightmare about when you…”
(Name) shushed him and scooted over. “Come on, it’s late. You can just sleep with me tonight.”
Killua climbed in without a second thought, clinging onto her like a child would his mother.
“I thought this might happen. You were anxious tonight, right?”
Killua nodded slowly as she ran her fingers through his hair. “Yes… sometimes I remember that day and… can’t stop thinking about it.”
She sighed. “I really wish you would let me enroll you in some therapy. Could do you some good.”
Killua was silent, (Name) realizing he’d fallen asleep. She hummed softly and continued to play with his hair until she fell asleep too.
Kurapika watched the two with soft eyes. She was holding onto him so tenderly, even in her sleep. It was clear the two had bonded greatly between the time Kurapika had seen them last.
‘And… they’re hiding something from me. Something big enough to have traumatized Killua.’
He walked back down the stairs, spotting Gon standing in the hallway.
“Did Killua go to sleep with (Name)?” Gon asked. Kurapika nodded.
“Yes, they’re both asleep now.”
Gon sighed, pushing some hair out of his face. “Sometimes Killua wakes up from some awful nightmares, and the only one that can calm him down is (Name). Something… something happened. I’m not sure what, but Killua was really hurt by whatever it was, and he won’t tell me.”
Kurapika reached out a hand to pat Gon’s shoulder. “It’s not easy telling others about the things that have hurt you. It may take him a while, but I’m sure he’ll open up to you eventually.”
‘If I was around a little longer, maybe they would tell me too.’
He walked back to bed after saying goodnight to Gon. It was 1 am now, meaning he’d have to be up in four hours for a few phone calls before leaving to go shopping with the group.
——————
“Alright everyone, let’s split up to cover more ground. Killua, you’re coming with me. Kurapika, Gon is with you.”
The group were at a local grocery store. Killua had been quiet all morning, clinging to (Name)’s side sleepily.
“I’ll text you the grocery list, okay?”
Kurapika nodded. (Name) walked away hand in hand with Killua, laughing when he leaned against her. “Aww, still sleepy? You can take a nap when we get home.”
The two watched them leave before Kurapika sighed. “He sure is being clinging today.”
Gon nodded, placing a box of cereal into the shopping cart. “Yeah, he usually is after he’s had a nightmare. It’s like he’s scared she’ll disappear or something.”
Kurapika bit his lip. ‘Does his nightmare have something to do with (Name)?’
Kurapika jumped at the sound of his phone going off, realizing it was just the grocery list (Name) had sent them.
The two finished the list easily, meeting back up with the two at the cash register. They checked out, and drove home.
“Okay, I’m going to pick up Leorio, you boys start packing your bags. Killua, you go get a nap. I’ll pack your bag later.”
Killua shook his head and held onto her sleeve. “I’ll go with you.”
Kurapika blinked at the way (Name)’s eyes softened, her hand cupping his cheek. “Oh, of course. Come on.”
He followed her to the mom van, climbing into the front seat.
Kurapika and Gon watched them leave. “It must of been bad for him to still be so clingy.” Gon said, a worried look on his face.
Kurapika nodded.
The two left to pack in their respective rooms. Kurapika packed using the small black suitcase gifted to him by (Name).
Killua and (Name) were back within 30 minutes, Leorio with them now. He seemed to be talking softly with (Name) and Killua, having that same soft look (Name) had when Killua had a nightmare.
‘Leorio must know as well.’ Kurapika thought, frowning.
He knew that they all had grown closer while he was gone, but they’d never been the types to keep secrets from him. Kurapika couldn’t be angry though, he kept plenty of secrets from them.
Leorio walked in, pulling a suitcase behind him. “I haven’t been to the beach since the Hunter Exam! I can’t wait!”
(Name) giggled, Killua following close behind her. He kept a hand on her shirt, and hadn’t said a word since he said he was coming with her earlier.
“I ordered some takeout for dinner. Let’s all do some cleaning up before we have to leave in a few hours. I’ll be folding laundry.”
She handed out brooms and gloves to everyone as she went and sat on the couch, beginning to fold the laundry she had recently washed.
Killua lied his head on her lap and slept as she folded. No one complained, it seemed everyone could tell he’d had a rough night.
“Are you excited, Gon? I know you come from an island but-“
“Yep, I’m very excited!! Last time (Name) took us to the beach, Killua got super sunburnt, it was pretty funny.”
Kurapika snickered. ‘So he gets sunburnt easily?’
“I don’t think you have any right to be laughing when you’re as pasty as Killua.”
Kurapika blinked at Leorio. “Oh. I guess you’re not wrong, I have been… inside more lately, I guess. No time to get a tan.”
He glanced at himself in the mirror again. Slowly fading dark circles under his eyes, a pale face. He didn’t find himself particularly attractive, he wandered why (Name) had called him pretty so many times.
“Well you’ll have plenty of time to soak in the sun when we’re at the beach!” Gon clapped him on the back, smiling.
“You always know how to cheer someone up, Gon.”
The blonde ruffled Gon’s hair as he laughed.
“Alright you two, get to work. I don’t want (Name) having to pick up your slack.”
Gon and Kurapika stuck their tongues out at Leorio before starting their work.
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After eating an early dinner, the group piled into the mom van. Leorio was driving, with Kurapika in the passenger seat. Although killua was doing better after his nap, he still requested that (Name) sit next to him in the car. She didn’t seem to mind at all, something that made Kurapika sigh softly.
“Wouldn’t it be more comfortable for you in the front seat? You get motion sickness, right?”
(Name) laughed. “I’m surprised you remembered that, Kurapika, but I’m fine! It’s not that long of a drive anyways.”
He didn’t argue with her, there was no point. When (Name) decided to do something for someone else, it was hard to convince her otherwise.
The group began their drive, Leorio watching the road and singing along to some random pop song on the radio. Kurapika didn’t want to admit it, but he was also excited to spend some time under the sun and in the waves.
It didn’t take long for them to reach their destination, just two hours.
The group left the mom van and began to unpack.
“Why did we bring groceries with us? Couldn’t we just shop here?” Gon asked as he carried the ice chest inside.
“Well this place probably has higher prices because of how many tourists there are, so it’s better to bring food from home.”
Kurapika nodded. “Yes, that makes sense. I’m glad you thought of that, (Name).”
She perked up from his compliment, happily strolling inside with Killua close behind.
The cabin was nice, with three bedrooms. The first was the master bedroom, with a queen sized bed, bathroom, and walk in closet.
“This one is mine!” (Name) said with a smile. No one argued.
The second room had two queen sized beds and a large dresser.
The third room had a bunk bed, a trunk full of beach toys, and a small bathroom,
“There’s also an extra bathroom down the hall, with a shower and bath.”
Of course, Killua and Gon claimed the bunk beds immediately, leaving Kurapika and Leorio with the second room.
“Everyone get unpacked and sleep. We’re getting up early tomorrow!”
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falcqns · 2 months
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for the first time (whats past is past)
✰ 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: Lucy Chen & Tim Bradford
✰ 𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: Tim calls Lucy in the middle of the night, hoping to every god that exists that her number hadn’t changed, and to every angel that she would pick up despite how he had hurt her.
✰ 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: canon divergence, angst with a happy ending obviously, Chenford. tagging @natashasera. Title is from Begin Again by my mothaaaaa 
don’t forget to read and reblog, and i do not give permission for my works to be posted anywhere other than tumblr. thank you.
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“Please pick up,” Tim whispered to himself. He sniffed, trying blink back the tears that were gathering in his eyes. He knew he was stupid for doing this, for calling her; if he were her, he wouldn’t pick up the phone, especially after he had done what he did. She had needed him, and he had left her, and he wouldn’t blame her for doing the same to him. 
But, whatever gods that he had prayed to before hitting her contact must have heard his prayers, because just as he was about to give up, the ringing stopped, and he heard static for a brief second, before hearing a sound he thought he’d never hear again - Lucy saying his name in her beautiful, melodic voice. 
“Tim?” She said quietly, and Tim choked back a sob. 
“H-Hi,” he whispered. There was rustling on the other end for a brief moment before Lucy responded. 
“What happened?” She asked, her previously neutral tone shifting to concerned. 
Tim chuckled quietly. “Why do you assume that something happened?” 
“Because you wouldn’t be calling me in the middle of the night if it hadn’t.” 
Tim hung his head, sighing. “Y-You’re right.” He suddenly regretted calling her, he didn’t want her to think he’d only called her because he needed something, because that was far from the truth. He did need something, but she was the only one he wanted to call. Everyone else would look at him with pity - which he understood, because how sad is it that him, a nearly 40 year old man was broken up with and humiliated at a party? But still, he knew that if he had called Angela or Genny, they would have pitied him, but Lucy wouldn’t do that. She would feel bad for him, but he knew that she knew (better than anyone) that these things happened, and it was important to move on and not be stuck in the past. “I uhm..” He began, but stopped, unsure how to explain it without sounding like he was in high school. 
“Tim?” Lucy asked again, and this time, Tim cleared his throat before speaking. 
“I uh - I was at a party, with my girlfriend, and we got into a fight. It was stupid, but it caused her to freak out, and basically start bashing me in front of all of her friends.” He explained. 
“Im so sorry Tim,” Lucy said. “Wait, what do you mean by ‘bashing’ you?” She asked, and Tim chuckled sadly.
“Well,” he began. “She thought it was appropriate to bring up everything from my past, more specifically the things I had told her in confidence, like what happened with Isabel and my dad, and things I was ashamed about, like how I treated you.” He confessed. 
Lucy sighed on the other end, and the rustling could be heard again. “Tim, I’m so sorry that happened to you, you didn’t deserve that.”
Tim shrugged, even though he knew she couldn’t see it. “Kinda feels like I did, but right now I just want to get away from her and her friends, but I’m stranded. You were the only person I could think of to call who wouldn’t pity me.” 
Lucy laughed quietly. “Of course im not going to pity you, I learned my lesson with that when I was your rookie.” Tim laughed in response. “Send me the address, and I’ll come and get you.” 
Tim sighed in relief. “Thank you.” He said, and sent her a text with the location of the party. 
“Okay,” Lucy said, looking at the address. “It’ll take me about 20 minutes to get to you, but I’m leaving pretty much right now,” she said. “I’ll see you when I get there, okay?” 
“Yeah.” Tim replied. “Thank you again.”
“It’s no problem, Tim. I’m glad you called me.”
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27 minutes later, Tim saw Lucy’s Gray Acura RDX pull into the driveway, and he was finally able to move off of the rock he had been sitting on. He walked over to her car, and opened the passenger door, sliding into the seat, and shut the door behind him. Lucy smiled at him, before reaching out and pausing the music she had been playing. 
Tim glanced at the screen, and his brows furrowed when he saw the song “I See The Light.”
“Why are you playing Disney music?” 
Lucy pointed behind her, and when Tim tuned his head around, he was shocked to see a car seat facing the back of the back seat, and a mirror on the headrest, allowing him to see the sleeping infant, no more than 6 or 7 months old, in the carseat. 
“Tangled is her favourite.” She said, putting the car in reverse, and backing out of the driveway. “And she was not too happy to be taken out of her sleep sack before she was ready.” Lucy said, a smile on her face. 
“Im sorry,” Tim apologized immediately. Not only did he wake her up in the middle of the night, he had her wake her sleeping baby up, to come and get him from a party in the middle of nowhere, when he could have just called an Uber.
Lucy shook her head. “Don’t be,” she said, reading his mind. “She was going to wake up soon for a feed anyways, so it’s all good.” 
Tim nodded, his head turning back to face the road. “I uh,” he said, glancing down at his hands before speaking. “I didn’t know you were a mom.” 
Lucy nodded with a smile. “Yeah, I am.” She said. “I love it more than I thought I would.” She explained. “I mean, I always knew I wanted to be a mom, but the second she entered the world, I knew I’d love it more than anything in this world.” 
Tim smiled. “I’m happy for you, I know how much you’d wanted the whole marriage and kids thing.”
Lucy nodded, eyes on the road. “Actually, just the kids. I’m not married.” She said. She looked sideways at Tim briefly, and answered his unasked question. “I’m single.”
“Oh,” Tim responded, unsure what else to say. 
“Yeah,” Lucy nodded, glancing back at her baby. “Chris wasn’t too keen on being a father.” She explained, and Tim shook his head. 
“What an idi- I mean dummy head.” He said, glancing back at the baby briefly, making Lucy laugh. 
“Its okay, you can swear.” She said. “I don’t care, and It helps her development, so swear it up.” She said, making Tim laugh. 
“What an idiot.” Tim continued, before shaking his head. “Nope, can’t swear. Feels too weird.” 
Lucy laughed, and Tim smiled looking over at her. He had missed that sound more than anything, and he knew it was all his fault that he hadn’t heard it in nearly two years. 
“Anyways, Sanford is a dummy head for doing that to you.” Tim continued. 
“I know, but it’s not the first time someone has left me when things have gotten hard.” She said, and Tim nodded sadly, knowing that she was referring to him now. 
“I know, and I’m-“ Tim began, before Lucy cut him off. 
“if you say ‘I’m sorry’ one more time, I’m pulling over and you can walk.”
They both laughed, and Tim opened his mouth once more. “Okay, okay I’m-“ he began, before him and Lucy glanced at each other, and immediately looked away as they both burst into laughter. 
Their laughs were cut short by a cry from the backseat. Lucy reached out, tapping the ‘AirPlay’ button on her car display, and bringing up the Tangled soundtrack again. 
“I’m sorry, Mae Mae,” Lucy said, looking into her rearview mirror, where she could see the reflection of her daughter. “Look, Mama’s playing your music.” As soon as Mandy Moore’s singing voice began to float from the car speakers, the infant calmed down, and looked out the window.
The car was quiet for a few minutes, and Tim wouldn’t admit it, but he actually enjoyed the Tangled soundtrack. He then decided to break the silence, wanting to know more about what he’d missed in the Lucyverse the past almost two years.
“What’s her name?” He asked, referring to the baby in the backseat.
Lucy swallowed nervously before she responded. “Her name is Maple.”
Tim’s heart pounded in his chest, a wave of gruelling grief, the same wave that had washed over him for months when he left Lucy that had stolen his ability to take care of himself, crashed over him once more. 
Maple was the name that they’d chosen together. Tim hadn’t liked it at first, but the more he’d thought about it, the name Maple Bradford definitely had a ring to it. When they’d broken up, he knew he was still going to use the name if he ever had kids, but he didn’t think that she would, especially after he left her the way he did. 
“Y-You used the name.” Tim said quietly, and Lucy nodded. She looked over at him, and his heart broke even more when he saw that she had tears in her eyes. 
“Yeah,” She admitted. “It was the only name that made sense to me.” She said, and upon seeing Tim’s confused look, she elaborated. “When I was in labor, I was all alone. It was the middle of the night, and I was woken up by the worst pain I had ever felt. I knew I was in labor, and was so scared of giving birth alone that I drove myself to the hospital. Once I got there, I was so scared, and didn’t want to disturb anyone, so I gave birth alone. The entire time, the only person I wanted beside me, I knew I couldn’t call.” She said, sniffling as she spoke.
“Who?” Tim asked, a little afraid of the answer.
“You.” She said, glancing at Tim. “I wanted you by my side. I wanted you to be there, holding my hand, and encouraging me. I wanted it to be you to be her father, not someone who never wanted her in the first place. But I couldn’t call you.” 
Tim turned his body to face her. “Luce, I would have absolutely came and been there for you had you called me, you know that right?” 
Lucy looked at him, a serious look on her face. “Do I, though?” She asked. “How was I supposed to know if you’d come and support me, after you left me when I needed you the most after I made P2?” She asked, and Tim looked down in shame.
He had done that. She had been struggling with him not being by her side on patrol, and was having separation anxiety and jealousy with him and his new rookie, and he, instead of supporting her and understanding, got mad at her and ended things. Which he immediately regretted, but regretted even more the next day when Grey told him that she had transferred, and hated himself when he went to her apartment, only to find that she was gone. 
“You’re right, I’m sorry.” He said. “I hate that I did that to you. I shouldn’t have just given up on you, on us like that. I should have supported and understood you, not walked away. I regret ending things.” 
“Well, its in the past now.” Lucy said. And Tim sighed sadly. 
“So theres no hope for us, is there?” He asked, and Lucy looked over at him.
“Of course theres hope,” She said, pulling her car into his driveway. “I’ve always had hope that we’d find each other again.” She put the car into park and turned towards him. “I’m glad that you called me.”
“I’m glad you answered.” He said. He then glanced at his front door, then at Maple, before his eyes landed on Lucy.
“Do you want to come in?” He asked, his voice shaking at the implications of what he was asking. 
Lucy smiled at him. “Of course we do.”
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leporellian · 1 month
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OH FUCK I DIDN'T THINK THERE WERE PEOPLE ON TUMBLE WHO CARED ABT OPERA HI!!!
im like. i feel like im quite opera stupid compared to Opera People(tm) but i grew up with it so ive seen a whole lot of em
my parents both work in the biz in the way where like. a normal person doesn't know who the fuck they are but i am trying to be vague bc it's extremely possible you would?
anyway point being i am SO used to this being an extremely lame secret i can't tell anyone abt (i got to be a super once and had to literally BEG my friends to come see me even tho it was a comp ticket and even now they joke abt how the fact they still speak to me after sitting through it is a sign they must REALLY like me </3) so it's SO VERY COOL seeing someone else who likes it out here in the wild blue yonder hi hi hi hi hi
hello!!! there are a great deal many of us who love opera here!!! :)
if you'd like to see more opera blogs like myself the trick is usually to go either to the tags of individual operas or to '#opera tag'- '#opera' is a bit too general and gets overrun with aesthetic blogs and the like, haha. a lot of the blogs i interact w/ are also opera blogs too so feel free to check them out
also the 'opera being this weird thing everyone makes fun of' thing is SO REAL. for much of my life, barring my late grandmother, i was the only person i knew irl who loved opera on the level i did. it was at the level that, before she saw for herself, my mom thought papageno and figaro and the rest of them were imaginary friends or original characters i came up with LMFAO. i was often bullied for it as a kid and it was seen as that Weird Stupid Thing only i liked... the fact i was visibly autistic did not help matters either. for so long i was the only one, and it was only here on tumblr that i found people who liked it the way i did- it was only really after my high school graduation that i found people like myself in person.
and don't worry about feeling Opera Stupid- i regularly feel quite Opera Stupid and i am at a theatre college working towards a career in opera dramaturgy. i think everyone feels Opera Stupid at some point (and people that never do are they actually 'opera stupid' ones...)
i hope you enjoy your stay!! welcome to opera tumblr :)
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avatarl0v3r · 1 year
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The Cave Navi Its the only way Chapter III| NeteyamxFem!Na’viReader
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Summery: Jake finds out the kids went into the caves and met the cave na’vi and that they are welcomed into the clan as friends and the sky people attack again and the Cave clan disappears off the sky peoples maps to protect their clan.
Warnings/Notes: Blood, gore, language, deaths, mentions of kidnapping, almost being kidnapped
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"You did what!" Neteyam looked down "We went to the Cave Na'vi's village" Jake walked around so he didn't do something stupid his hand on his forehead "Even after i said no?" "Jake" Neytiri cut in "Yes sir" Jake sighed "Did they do anything?" Neteyam looked down "No-" "The leaders daughter welcomed us in and let us stay for their celebration it was sooo cool she said e can visit anytime and her dad said were welcomed as guests whenever we need it but since we were there we were welcomed as friends" Tuk said smiling thinking about how much fun she had only prior.
Jake sighed and ended the conversation they all laid down for bed.
Gun shots fired through the air screams of many of the Na'vi echoed through the forest. Neteyam was the first to wake up out of all the Sullys he quickly shook his dad to wake him up which when his ears finally adjusted, he heard all the noise and quickly woke up his family and hurried and got them to safety.
The animal’s in the caves were running around making many loud nosies.
You father understood what they were doing and readied everyone for battle women who had children were to stay in Underwent, women which were warriors were to help with the attack, your mother Tsahik stayed in the village to help the mothers with the children, while you, Weap, and Ne’yah got prepared for battle.
As you were getting ready to walk out Lilo tried to follow but you stopped her “I know Lilo, i know but you must stay here where it’s safe i’ll be back i promise” and with that you grab your Ikran and hop onto his back, flying through the air being about to see everything from above wasn’t something you do often.
As you and your Ikran soared through the air, Weap and Ne’yah were right next to you you all smiled to each other knowing this would be fun.
You turned and seen a helicopter “dive, i got this one” you said as weap and ne’yah dived, you turned your ikran around and dived down under the helicopter and turned your head to the sky along with you now that was already loaded you aimed for the blades doing the same to the other side hitting them perfectly swiftly flying high into the air to dodge the falling debris from the explosion.
You regrouped with weap and ne’yah still flying forward when you heard war cries from other na’vi that were just a bit ahead. you, weap, and ne’yah all followed suit allowing your war cries to come out of hiding.
When you three arrived to the battle field you split ways to get things done faster you ended up leaving your ikran behind and moving on foot for it would be easier to land a hit.
Though you skin was far more pale and you’re markings were pale blue you didn’t have a hard time blending in the forest around you.
you climbed up a tree to hit from higher ground you aimed your arrow at a man’s head, you breathed in and out and released your arrow, landing a perfect hit.
It went like for awhile until you seen Neteyam fighting people and he just happened to be fighting someone much stronger than him, you snuck up from behind and grabbed the man’s hair rolling him off neteyam and had no mercy when you knife sliced deeply crossed his throat, the man’s screams were heard and he started to choke on his own blood it was an instant kill you didn’t bother to look at the man dead on the ground and walked to Neteyam who was not staring at you in shock from what he just watched.
You held your hand out which he still took the look in your eyes now gone for when you looked at Neteyam the look you gave the man had now dissolved.
“scan the person your fighting style, then think of a way you could kick their ass or they’ll kick yours with no mercy, these people aren’t your friends, show them no mercy, only those loyal to the Na’vi deserve mercy” you said while looking him in his eyes.
He scanned your face, you meant what you said.
every word.
“understood” he said smiling at you causing a small smile to place itself on your face, your ears twitched hearing your brothers scream of pain.
you quickly turned and ran towards his voice seeing a man holding him with a knife to his throat, your eyes zoned in on the blood trickling down his neck, weap hissed at the man who only pressed the knife deeper into his neck causing weaps hissing to stop.
ears pinned to your head you grabbed the man and threw him to the ground, causing weap to fall to the ground as well, you claimed on top of the man stabbed him over and over again his blood landed on your body, only until you knew he was dead did you stop.
You stood and ran to weap “weap,” you bent down picking him up with his arm around your shoulder helping him support his weight “you okay?” he catch his breath “i’m fine thanks to you” you walked him far into the forest and sat him down.
“will you be okay here?” he nodded at you, you looked at the cut it wasn’t deep but just deep enough to draw blood “you’ll be fine it’s not deep,” you said standing up “i’ll be back”.
you walked back to the battle field and called your ikran and instantly took to the sky looking for your father.
when you found him he turned to you concern in his eyes “where’s your brother?” “he’s in the forest his neck it cut, it’s not deep though he should be fine but it’s best for mother to take care of him when we get back” he nodded at your words.
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awhile later you fighting another person only for you to be grabbed from behind “This is the Cave Na’vis future clan leader, think we could get a good deal on her?” a man said smiling at you as you hissed in his face “oh yeah definitely” he said smiling smugly as he started to tie you
your father seen you from above being dragged away and dived down on his ikran and landed in front of the men holding you.
he shot a arrow at one of the men’s mask, the arrow breaking through the mask and stabbing him in his eye causing the man to shout in pain your father showed no mercy landing another arrow in his chest.
the other man dropped you and started backing away your father started lowering his arrow allowing the man to run, until another arrow hit the man in the back of the head, making him drop dead, your father untied you and hugged you close “are you alright” he started checking you for any wounds you smiled at him “i’m fine father”.
an explosion was heard and you and your father ran behind a tree that was knocked over taking shelter from the blow, once it was over you could smell fire and the air was full of smoke you father looked at you “let’s go get your brother”.
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as you were in the sky you looked at the ground from above many Na’vi lost their lives, it pained you to see this must destruction at once, but you forced yourself to look forward and continue flying to your brother.
once you found him he was standing and smiled when he seen you, you held your hand out and he took it and hopped on the back of your ikran and made your way towards home.
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upon returning your father had to tell everyone about the lives lost, many Na’vi fell to the ground sobbing in their hands because of there mates who didn’t survive the battle, their younger children confused and just holding them in comfort, the sobs could be heard through the caves, the sounds of the sobs could cause anyone who heard them pain, and heart break.
your father told the clan that you were going to disappear off the sky people’s maps and limit leaving the cave until it’s safer, everyone agreed it would be best.
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the next morning neteyam and his siblings came to see you, you smiled at them sadly “what’s wrong?” neteyam was the first to ask “since i almost was taken and my dad barely managed to get to me on time, he decided it would be best for us to disappear off the sky people’s maps completely to protect us, until it gets a little safer for us” neteyam looked at you in shock “what do you mean? i won’t be able to see you again?” you looked away at his statement.
“not at this time, but i will find away to see you i promise, no matter what, just give it time,” you said hugging him
“it’s the only way”.
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this isn’t my favorite writing piece, but the future chapters will be better (i pray they will)
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quodekash · 10 months
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guys jokezo just made out and now they have to share a bed together. just chew on that for a bit.
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NO, DON'T GIVE ME THEM SITTING ON A BUS
GIVE ME WHAT HAPPENED WHEN THEY HAD TO SLEEP IN THE SAME FREAKING BED IMMEDIATELY AFTER THEY MADE OUT
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👀
(they made out last night btw)
(just in case anyone forgot)
(and then they had to share a bed)
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ass x7
also zo is fully just not doing anything lmao
everyone's pushing with all their might and zo is just 🧍‍♂️
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FUIWEBSDGIOUVEWJBOGD
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oh the desperate thigh grab
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yeah, im with him on this, they need to talk about it. especially about how they had to slEEP IN THE SAME FREAKING BED AFTER THAT
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welp. I guess joke's day was just ruined in a slap to the face disguised as a few words
AND THE WAY HE TAKES HIS HAND OFF ZO'S THIGH AFTER THAT????? OUCHHHH
I must say tho, this is really giving episode-6-of-bad-buddy
its very patpran-post-rooftop-kiss-core
the vibes be gay and yearning and very very sad
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OKAY, THE MOTHER, FINALLY
a few things to say about her
1. she's gorgeous
2. DAMN she is SHORT
3. I was rewatching the first four episodes yesterday and today because I could, and I noticed in the first episode, zo asked his friends to not tag him in photos they took at the bar, because "I don't want my mum to see"
but my question is... why? he's just out drinking with friends, he's an adult, he's not being irresponsible or anything, so why doesn't he want her to see the photos?
is it something to do with what his mum thinks of him? is she overbearing? does she have high expectations of him? does she kinda suck?
she's probably lovely though, and ill end up adding her to my list-of-fictional-parents-to-get-adopted-by (it's a very long list)
I guess we shall find out today as the episode progresses
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oh, honey, you're so queer
the amount of times ive done exactly this
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she's so short its hilarious omg
also: ive decided I love his mum
she's so sweet
and neither of them know how to use a stove and I think that's so hilarious and endearing
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HSDHSHFSHDHHS
(also: this scene is making me think of akkayan at aye's house having a meal with his mum and rhbgdhjgb)
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he's putting two and two together
the few braincells he has that aren't dedicated to debating are whirring in his mind
I can practically hear his thoughts
"he kissed me back... he wants to talk about the kiss... we went on two dates together at his suggestion... he showed up at my house and charmed my mother... he says I have secret admirers..." cmon sweetie youre so close
"WAIT, DOES HE LIKE ME?" omg honeybun you did it!
or maybe he didn't do it
maybe he was still shuffling the pieces in his brain but hadn't put them together and then his mum said something and distracted him
either way: that was hilarious and I want to high five dunk for his acting there
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HIGH EXPECTATIONS, I KNEW IT
still love her tho
high expectations suck but she seems wonderful so far (obviously my opinion will change if the circumstances do (like if it turns out she completely sucks) but for now she's made it to the adoption list)
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brb, gonna go cry real quick
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well now their thumbs are making out
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you see, I understand the things he's saying. and I honestly agree with him. if I were ever somehow put in his position, id probably say the same things.
HOWEVER, I just want my bl boys to kiss again and be happy and together and I appreciate the realism over the usual fantasy kinda situation we go for in bls, but I just want them to kissssss
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this is very good advice
I hope that jokezo kiss again this episode
also AAAGBRDHFKBG JENGPOK CRUMBS
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YOU'LL NEVER GUESS WHO'S LOSING THEIR MIND OVER JENGPOK AGAIN
BERIUFDJKGBEORPVFD
I LOVE THEM SO MUCH
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SHUT UP
SHUT UP SHUT UP
IM NOT CRYING YOU'RE CRYING
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FHEWSDGFVESDV
THIS IS TOO FUNNY
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im gonna start crying soon
its so funny
help me
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girl is worried
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I know this is what jeng told you to do but is during debate club really the right moment
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im so certain that she ships it
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awwhhhhh
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HE SAID IT
HE SAID THE THING
AAAAAAAAA
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hell yeah
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GOUERJLHDGOBIERVLDNF
AAAAAAAAAAA
IM SCREAMING
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THATS IT??
THAT'S THE END OF THE EPISODE??
THEY DIDNT EVEN KISS
OR ADDRESS THE FACT THAT - and I can't stress this enough - THEY SLEPT IN THE SAME FREAKING BED AFTER FULL-ASS MAKING OUT
omg next episode is gonna be amazing
I can't wait
gekjrdsbfd I love them so much
im like 70% certain they're gonna kiss next episode so fingers crossed
ALSO NITA DEFINITELY SHIPS IT
anyway. that was good. I should go to sleep now
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boneywones · 21 days
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did you like.... seriously not learn anything from the events of a few hours ago? making a public callouts account is irresponsible and will only put people in danger again.
in regard to the doxxer last night; seriously what did you guys think would happen? your friend posted a public "hitlist" and treated stalking kia's friends as a joke, and publicly made fun of them and the people saying that posting a public list is an awful idea (thus going against his own "don't harrass anyone!" disclaimer) and encouraged others to mock them too—and then you get surprised when someone takes it too far despite steadily building a hostile environment that would encourage someone to do so?
no matter how much you deny it—your friend, by treating the idea of finding out who kia's friends are (even if theyre not proshippers AND HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS) as a joke and making a list where they were all publicly mocked, created an environment that encouraged putting real people in danger.
you're children who don't understand the ramifications of your own actions. by creating yet another list you are once again only going to put people in danger. if people didn't follow the "don't harrass anyone!!!" warning (that your friend didn't even follow himself) the first time, there is no guarantee they will follow it this time. And there is no guarantee the doxxer or some other malicious person will use the list you're planning to post as a list of targets and yet again put real people (including children—one of the people on that list was a child) in danger.
making a public list in any capacity is irresponsible and dangerous and NO amount of "dont harrass anyone guyz!!!" is going to erase the legitimate danger you are putting people in. there's a reason proshippers don't make public blocklists of antis and why the anons in your friend's inbox were so fucking panicked about the fact that your friend posted a list of people—because people knew this would happen.
warn people about proshippers in private if you must. that's completely fine and okay. the issue isn't that you're warning against people, its that you made a public list. a public list that anyone can access will only ever put people in danger, regardless of whether or not it includes a "don't harrass anyone" warning. I am begging of you, for everyone's safety take the list and the account down.
first of all, i would’ve said “im not reading allat” but i did. also, im 99 percent sure you know jack shit that the “hitlist” was made by a freak, and not me or killz. please get that in your head.
“the list” wasnt made by us. so dont think that it is 🤦‍♀️
also, killz had no idea of the anons intentions behind the list of people. hell, killz didnt even fucking know that they would tag the people in it!!!
“your friend posted a list of people” ..
“treated stalking kias friends as a joke”.. first of all, they had no idea about the blog beforehand, only that the freak was an anon that said that they knew some of kias friends. if you have half a brain, you would know that killz thought that the anon didnt have ill intentions and would instead send a blocklist without actually tagging the people.
how about instead of yapping in my ask box you realise that all killz did was answer that persons ask. killz clearly had no ill intentions and they werent THE FUCKING PERSON THAT MADE THAT LIST!!!!!!!!!!
holy shit
and the post has already been long gone deleted, and the freak that made that seperate blog has deleted it. no, we were not that blog, read through my shit for once oh my god
dont just say a whole lot of nothing and use your two eyes to read
and we literally havent even posted anything yet so please get off your high horse. why is the first thing you expect us is to post about minor proshippers (which is not what were doing!!!! i feel really fucking bad about minor proshippers because they have most likely been groomed into it!!!!)
also the “warn people about proshippers”, we have been doing that. i just want people to KNOW, because i see a lot of minors that shouldn’t be interacting with other people.
im sorry if you’re mad that theres a blog dedicated to making a blocklist that talks about freaks to block?? and im sorry that you fully think that this’ll lead to more harassment? like,, huh, whatever.
also considering the fact that killz is still being harassed in their ask box says a lot.
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deimosphilic · 1 year
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4 - SAVED ME | NEYTIRI TE TSKAHA MO’AT’ITE
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summary : neytiri's grieving, and you're determined to help her.
paring : widowed!neytiri x fem!omatikaya!reader
warnings : angst, mentions of death, panic attack, suggestive content
authors note : UGH
word count : 857
tags : @im-in-a-pansexual-panik @neteyamforlife @ambria @ducks118 @iwantjaketosullyme @verymuch777
masterlist | series masterlist
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as soon as you'd left the vitraya ramunong, you jogged back to your kelku and a sudden, overwhelming feeling of anguish wrapped tight around you. as tears pooled in your eyes, ready to spill at any moment, you ran faster. you hated crying in front of people, you hated the pitiful look they gave. you could already see other na'vi staring at you in confusion, curious as to why you were running so fast to high camp.
as soon as you made it back to your kelku, you dropped to the floor and wept. as much as you tried, you couldn't stop the tears from falling. you didn't even know why you were so upset. was it about what jake said? was it about ay'olna? you were stuck in your own head for too long and all of a sudden, you realised you couldn't breathe. anxiety washed over you as you tried to gain control over your breathing, and failed. it took numerous failed attempts to breathe before you heard a soothing voice say,
"syeha si."
you looked up to see neytiri, who must have heard your sobbing, holding your hands in her own. she continued reassuring you, until you eventually calmed down, your face now flushed with tears staining your face. you both sat in silence for a moment, you now embarrassed she had seen you in such a state. you quickly stood up, ridding your loincloth of any dirt.
"are you okay?" she asked, her voice soft and hushed.
"sran, irayo." you managed to breathe out.
you looked at her, really looked at her, and swore the world silenced. you noticed the slight ean in her rim eyes, you counted each and every tanhì on her face, she was captivating. it took more time than it should have to realise she was snapping her fingers directly in front of your face.
"are you listening to me?" she asked, her accent thickening the slightest, even when speaking na'vi.
"ngaytxoa."
she continued rambling yet, you couldn't stop admiring her beauty. you realised what a gorgeous figure she had, her waist, her tits, and when she turned around, her ass. to be transparent, you thought about her fucking you on the small table you had. the though itself got you hornier then ever.
"i am trying to talk to you!" neytiri gained your attention once again, her voice raising a little. you held back a grin when she said that, she was hot when she was annoyed.
she continued once again and this time, you listened. she spoke about your outburst and how she has had many of those these past few moons. she spoke about her children, and how they were coping. how neteyam had a hard time accepting jake's death, until he did and had many restless nights. how lo'ak became numb to everything around him. how kiri had distanced herself from everyone and didn't talk for awhile. and how tuktirey had sobbed for days on end when she realised she would never see her sempu again.
shame. you felt shameful for not listening to her. for not giving her your full attention, instead thinking foolish thoughts that you knew would never come true. you impulsively wrapped your arms around her neck, engulfing her into a warm embrace. neytiri didn't think before snaking her arms around your waist. she had not had a hug from you in awhile, so she was quick to reciprocate it. you managed to get a whiff of her scent, and, oh my, you thought you would have dropped dead right there. how did someone smell so sweet?
before you could pull away, you heard small sniffles coming from neytiri. you felt your whole body freeze up. how were you supposed to comfort her? what should you do? you opted for squeezing her just a little tighter, careful not to suffocate the poor woman.
"it is okay to cry neytiri." you tried, as you felt she was holding in her true feelings.
it went silent, too silent for your liking, before you heard the most gut-wrenching sob come from her. you could tell from her agonising cries she had not given herself time to truly grieve, she had spent so much time helping her children overcome jake's death that she had stuffed her own feelings into the corner of her mind. she was always too selfless you thought. she deserved to be selfish for once, and you helped her do that. you.
as you held her, you thought about grief, the true meaning of grief. the response to the loss of a loved one. the five stages. denial. you thought of her screaming out 'kehe' into the silent night, given eclipse had already passed. anger. you thought of all the bloodshed she caused. bargaining. you thought of her pleading to the great mother to take her instead of him. depression. the sound of her sobs, her deep, heartbroken sobs filled the air. acceptance. you knew she hadn't accepted his death, and you knew it would take time and help. you were willing to give her those. you were determined to help her.
TRANSLATIONS
vitraya ramunong = tree of souls
kelku = home
syeha si = breathe
sran = yeah
irayo = thanks
ean = green
rim = yellow
tanhì = bioluminescent freckles
ngaytxoa = sorry
sempu = daddy
kehe = no
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phoenixfangs · 2 months
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tagged by @rizaposting HOLDING UR HAND AND PRESSING MY FOREHEAD AGAINST UR SHOULDER i never get tagged in these so this is fun huehue
are you named after anyone? not technically, ive asked my parents multiple times about How they came up with me and my siblings names, but they just. didnt think very hard about it. fjkdlsjfdlas. but in a way im named after my mom, because me and saturns given names start with the same letter as our moms; my younger siblings names start with the same letter as our dads. i guess me and saturn could also be named for one of my dads uncles?? our names mixed make that uncles name. but idk im not willing to believe my dad cares that much about Anyone in his family to honor their memory through our names lawl
when was the last time you cried? i think the other day watching atla, when zuko and iroh reunite before the final battle. zuko trying to stumble through an apology and thinking iroh must hate him, but iroh just without even saying anything grabbing zuko and pulling him into a tight and tearful hug... man ;_;
do you have kids? HELL NO!!!!! im barely halfway through my 20s i should be at the club. dont want kids, never wanted kids, will never want kids. i will tolerate being my nieces and nephews cool auncle when my siblings start having kids of their own, and No More, thanks
do you use sarcasm a lot? i guess so?? its hard to gauge. i feel like most of the time i speak sincerely, but i will also throw in the occasional sarcastic quip. shrugs
what sports do you play? i dont play any sports anymore, but up until high school i played softball. i was pretty good i think! pitcher and second base. also in middle/high school i was a baton twirler for band and i guess dance competitions (i have Never thought of it as 'dance' but i guess technically i was dancing... blegh), and im gonna count that as a sport. any activity with the possibility and probability of being hit on the head by a metal rod counts as a sport to me
what’s the first thing you notice about people? probably their height. most people are taller than me but i will make an immediate note of people who are Shorter than me
what’s your eye color? grrrreen gray? i spent a few minutes staring at my eyes trying to figure out the color but all i did was strain my eyes jfldks
scary movies or happy endings? hmmmmmm i love both. i like blood and gore and guts and evil, but i also like heartwarming fluff where everything works out. i cant decide!! it just depends on my mood hehe
any special talents? i hesitate to claim i have perfect pitch because it sounds self congratulatory, but im pretty sure i have perfect pitch lmao. i cant Identify notes by name but i can recreate pretty much any note i hear, as long as its in my range. im not a good singer though lawl i dont have the technique. in the same vein, i can recreate other noises i hear pretty well, like i taught myself how to do the perry the platypus clicking sound Thing he does just by listening to it
where were you born? texas born and raised! everyone i knew growing up was a redneck or a 'cowboy church' christian
what are your hobbies? drawing, writing fanfic oneshots or rps with friends, bideo games, rewatching the same handful of tv shows and letsplays and video essays over and over again
do you have any pets? my son, my sweet bubby, apollo :> my stupid little man, hes gonna be 3 this year i think! flame point siamese kitty, dumb as rocks, currently i think hes burrowed in the sheets on my bed taking a nappy
how tall are you? 5'2", but add a couple inches because i almost exclusively wear shoes that add height, like my Big Dyke Boots i wear every day hehe
favorite subject in school? any of my electives probably, like art and music/band. in college my favorite classes i ever took were film appreciation, screenwriting, and theatre directing (which i signed up for thinking it was film directing, but it was still so fun and interesting)
dream job? honestly?? i think anything on the set of a movie or tv show would be awesome. maybe creative consultant, so that i can interject my own ideas into other peoples projects. i tend to feel my most creative when im working Around other peoples ideas tbh. all that, or lead writer/director on my own tv show/movie/video game, if i ever feel like i can handle that pressure
GET TAGGED @applescabs @lizardyeast @cottagegay and anyone else that sees and wants to participate :>
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hetr0ph0bic · 1 year
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Shuri and Riri them keeping what they got going on on the low but it’s actually very clear to everyone.
LOWLOW
tag shuri x riri
warning none fr fluff
summary Shuri and Riri them keeping what they got going on on the low but it’s actually very clear to everyone.
a/n hey yall this is a lil cute lil drabble its like 1k if you enjoyed show luvvvv thankyouuuu also if you see any typos.... no u didn't
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the sun sits high, lighting up the courtroom. the regularly monthly meeting is in play. all counsel members sit in the 8 chairs. jabari tribe, golden tribe, border tribe, river tribe, mining tribe, merchant tribe.
riri and shuri sit in the middle of the throne circle, okoye stands behind them. using her kimoyo beads, she pulls up her notes. 
“so as for the golden tribe we do have a couple of renovations, we are sending kids to the river tribe to learn future crop skills. riri will have a designated full lab, it's scheduled to be done tomorrow. the queen's room is having renovations. also, the trade route with tribes is changing due to treaties from last month. we the golden tribe are amping up the number of orders from the merchant tribe and the mining tribe.”
okoye finishes speaking, all the member shake their heads in agreement. but confusion is planted on the two youngest faces. riri is the first to speak up. 
“im getting my own lab?!?” riri strains her neck to look up at okoye. the general giving a warm smile at her reaction.
“yes, we all see how cramped you two are getting in shuri’s lab. plus, with the new tech you two have put out, you deserve it” the general finishes with a smile, pearly whites shining. 
“ cool… why is my room being changed? and what’s up with riri getting a whole new lab, she's fine where she's at” shuri turns to look at okoye.
“your room is too small” the general gives a quick lipped answer back.
“it’s just me and fine” shuri continues, ignoring okoye’s wishes to dead the topic.
“the room isn't big enough for the two of you” she leans down into shuri's ear
“welllll i’m just saying that’s a lot. also, she stays in america… and we are just friends” shuri finishes 
“wow! uyaxoka!(you're lying!)” okoye break from the faint whispering, to yelling. her eyes pop out of her head at shuri. said girl springs out of her chair, she claps her hands.
“ meeting’s over! thankyou!” shuri hurries and bids her goodbyes to all tribe leaders. sensing the tension filled room, they quickly file out. a few noisy ones (m’baku) sicking around. shuri reaches for riri hands, and they start to make their way out of the throne room.
“friends! think you're slick… and you're not.”
“what” they say in unison 
“ms riri i truly don’t fault you, i put all the blame on shuri.”
“MEE?!?”
“yes you! must you always lie to us. YOU THINK I AM AN IDIOT???! HUH?”
“bast, no, no i don’t” shuri pleads, while nakia, ayo and ankea walk into the room.
“whats all the nois-” nakia starts, but m’baku stops her, “sshh shhh its getting good”.
“ oh i’m gonna go to haiti, i’m not looking for love, riri pshhh that’s just a sister” okoye continues in her best shuri voice. 
“i didn’t lie” shuri answers in a monotone voice. riri peels the panther's fingers away from her wrist. she goes to sit down, knowing this conversation is going to be long. nakia jumps in the conversation
“ you lied about going to haiti and went to riri- by the way i’m not mad! i think it sooo cute-
cute?” m’baku stands up from the chair. a strong finger raised at riri he yells
“CUTE? that small! puny! big headed! girl isn’t cute. she yelled at me on the phone! AND FOR WHAT?”
m’baku says to nakia, shuri and okoye break at the big man's yelling.
“ what are you going on and on about” okoye whines, walking into the room further.
“ i think the two were in bed” he starts by whispering. shuri takes her seat next to riri, they sit in the middle of the room. a small look is barely exchanged when m’baku continues his story.
“i called shuri, because she dumped all her work AS A QUEEN on me.” he turns his head to look at riri
“ and this little gremlin answers her beads. talking about ‘she said she busy, don’t make me get up’.”
m’baku finishes, silence filling the room. nakia is the first to speak up
“really that’s it, it’s not that bad” she says with a shrug
“THIS RIRI THREATEN TO BASH MY HEAD IN” 
“NO I DID NOT” riri finally springs up from the seat.
“MIGHT AS WELL! ‘don't MAKE YOU GET UP?’ those are fighting words!” he screeches throughout the courtroom. 
“you were bothering us” shuri shrugs, reaching up to riri’s wrist to pull her back down to the seat. as she plops down, okoye damn near loses her mind.
“ EWE! (yes!) EWE!(yes!) seee that” okoye shakes nakia while pointing at the interaction
“ that right there and then what about the dates?” okoye starts with shuri
“nope that's normal”
“…friends don’t do that, what about sharing clothes” okoye walks closer to shuri, anger and disbelief all over her.
 “okay that's even superrr normal for me” riri justifies with a smile. 
“oh wow riri the trader”
“im sorryyy”
“yeah but friends don't miss work, leaving their county in the hands of her incompetent brother, to rush home to the other one because they caught a cold.” okoye was in shuri’s face, they entered a battle of excuses and passive aggressiveness.
“really good friends do that, yes they do!” shuri defends. 
“oooo this is getting goood” a loud smacking sound breaking the argument as nakia and m’baku snack on a bag of chips.
“...friends don’t have to carry the other drunk friend out while trying to shush them- because the other is spilling the DISGUSTING….stuff they wanna do to them” the general ends with a disguised look at riri.
“ nope! key word drunk.” shuri springs up making okoye back up.
“waking up in the others clothes”
“that still doesn’t mean”
“DAMNIT SHURI WE SAW YOU TWO KISSING” okoye cries out. seconds pass and nothing comes from shuri.
“dang that's crazy” riri breaks the silence with a loud cackle nakia and m’baku following 
“oop” “that is so embarrassing” 
“like… we have cameras, and we can hear a lot from the entry at the dead of night. so you and drunk riri we heard it all.” okoye sighs, finally sitting down on one of the many chairs.
“ like i don't know why you are keeping it a secret, if anything im going to be the first one to know.”
“um actually no, i would be the first thank you!” m’baku argues
“oh right which is why you saw drunk riri getting carried through the door, or when our shuri needed riri when she could eat or sleep, or when shuri first got hurt she went to riri's dorm and not here… even when wakanda was hours closer…. you knew all of that?”
“ummm-” “right that's what i thought”okoye brushes him off.
shuri pouts “okayyy jikelele (general), but in my defense we have been taking things slow”
“yes very slow, and we JUST kissed” riri chimes in
“and i asked her to kinda keep it on the low because this is my relationship and i don't like people (m’baku) in my business” riri finishes glaring at him.
“yeah so just be chill, and stop acting like that! we aren't even married yet” shuri pleads as she gets up to leave the room.
“ehh who’s fault it that? hmm so we are supposed to act like your wife isn’t your wife- why isn’t she your wife ? she even helped with your paper work! she sits on our council meetings, she is VERY involved with wakanda. and she literally sits on the throne next to you, that girl is married”
“right like all of a sudden she cares about traditions and rules” nakia adds as they exit the courtroom.
tags @karimwillia @shuri'smainbxtch @shuri'szn @widowmakker@letitias-fav @rxcentlytly @acommonwhor3@garbagesleepschedule @nightlife-things @sweetalittleselfish-honey @louderfortheback @heartsforjojo @youralphawolf72f72 @blackqueensforeva
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boy-above · 3 months
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tagged by @vespertin-y to share three random facts abt myself sooo
1.) i have a big phobia of lakes or just dirty water in general, and submechanophobia, i can't stand looking at like cars submerged in water. i don't seem to have the same fear of the ocean, for example i would never swim in a lake and i'd probs have a panic attack if i fell in one, but i went to the beach for the first time in my life a couple years ago and i got in the ocean just fine. i didn't go very far out bc i was afraid i'd get pulled in, im very small you see and i can't really swim, but i enjoyed it and my friend got seaweed for me to touch ajdjf. despite not being afraid of seawater i do Not like boats and wouldn't get on one on the sea or in a lake. i'd probs feel Better about being on a boat in the sea but the feeling of being in a boat in general feels Wrong to me, like my primal monkey brain is like "humans shouldn't be able to float above water like this".
2.) i have very repetitive stress dreams every night of my life, i don't think i've ever had a Good dream before and im not joking. usually the mundane stuff like being back in high school and not knowing where my classes are or my locker combination etc (which is wild bc that's never something i actually needed to worry about in high school, like i never once forgot things like that). also losing my phone or having it stolen seems to be a theme lately as well. HOWEVER when a dream isn't mundane, i manage to have REALLY weird dreams. the first nightmare i ever remember having was when i was like three years old and i dreamed a tree was chasing me. like a legit tree. i never saw it walk, it would just move when i wasn't looking and would be closer when i looked back. i ran home and still have the vivid memory of slamming my front door and looking behind me to the window where the tree was "looking" inside at me. it didn't have eyes or anything im just assuming it must have been looking at me lmao. anyway i was Terrified of this tree but hindsight that's literally so funny. a tree. also had a dream where my trash bag climbed into bed with me. and one where it was "emu hunting season" in my neighborhood and everyone was hunting emus. i probs don't have to clarify that there aren't emus anywhere near my midwestern city.
2.5.) interesting combination of the first two facts, which is why this is a bonus fact™️. i realized a recurring aspect of my dreams is something highly specific to me and not normal. i didn't realize this from conversations with people or anything i just suddenly was like "oh that's actually very weird and specific to my particular phobias". the aspect in question being that in multiple dreams over several years there's been partially submerged roller coasters in my dreams. like the roller coaster is like 1/4 submerged in a dirty lake and i either just see it and am like "eugh" or i'm actually forced to ride it and have to deal with the horror of both the anticipation of the dirty water part plus the actual contact with the dirty water. i'm not afraid of roller coasters or anything i guess my brain just found a way to tap into my submechanophobia. very weird brain thing that sounds very stupid and it is ajdjr
3.) on a lighter note, i have five genshin impact accounts, although i don't use two of them anymore. i have my main account, an anemo only account, and a new gimmick account that is a secret. my other accounts were just a replay account to experience exploration again, and one that i was gonna call carrot run where i only used xingqiu. i might still end up playing on that one again eventually given that i have xingxiu and sac sword on that account already in very early game with was lucky 4 me.
this was longer than i thought it would be i just decided i like talking about myself apparently LMAO
i don't rly have anyone to tag bc i'm afraid of bothering ppl so AJDHDHFH will leave off the post here
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voids-ideas · 2 months
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Hi, this is my main blog. Where I throw (reblog) almost anything I see
Below the "read more" you can find a lot of information that may or may not be important
Here I just want to say:
Hi again, please do not insult anyone in my posts or where I can see it, or in general, idk. Respect everyone, It's not that hard
Warnings
One of the things I must warn you is that I am often on the phone and just give fast reblog, so many things are not usually tagged.
I think it's worth mentioning that I occasionally reblog things that are sexual content or +18 in general… in my defense, I'm over 18.
I hope it doesn't happen, but I do occasionally enter debates. I apologize but it's a guilty pleasure. I know they serve no purpose, but I like to argue with people
Interactions
I love any interaction that happens on any of my accounts, reblogs, messages, likes, asks, if you do any of those things I probably screamed with excitement when I saw it
In the case of asks and messages, there is the possibility that I am slow to respond, I tend to panic in social interactions
Also I recently remembered that I've always liked to give advice, I don't know if I'm too good at it, but if at some point you want to try asking an internet random stranger…. you have my permission to talk to me, as long as I feel comfortable giving advice on the subject, I will give you some advice or idk
Blogs (Why the fuck is there no yellow I wanted to make the damn flag)
Good omens obsession here, good omens obsession there: @im-the-j-in-anthony-j-crowley
Helluva boss and Hazbin hotel over here: @mrfancytalkcreepyvoice
If you don't know anything about aftg I really ask you to find out about the trigger warning first, but this is my aftg blog: @neiljostenmakesmyday
Blog where I sometimes share things about disability: @all-the-things-i
And this is my main blog. I define it as: Chaos
Fandoms
Things you may (or may not) see on this blog:
Good omens
Our flag means death
Interview with the vampire
Percy Jackson
Grishaverse
House MD
She-ra and the princesses of power
All for the game
The hunger games
Willow
Heartstopper
Heartbreak High
Hannibal
Prodigal son
Hazbin Hotel
Helluva Boss
Marvel
Star wars
Nimona
The magnus archives
Doctor who
Dead boy detectives
The sandman
Tags
I don't remember all the tags I've used, but I remember some of them (I'll add the link to them as soon as I get my pc and remember to do it):
Jay attempts to draw possibly there are drawings here, warning: I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DRAW
Jay and... Jay what are you doing? You figure out what I was doing here, because I definitely didn't know.
Jay cries about some misfortune that happened to them in minecraft self-explanatory
Jay watches shows and pretends they have something relevant to say about them
Jay listens to podcasts and demonstrates zero comprehension of what they hears
Jay makes nonsense comments about books they read
For a relatively organized list of the things I have discussed there is this post
About me
I like cats. That's all.
...
Well, no. I'm in my 20s, recently diagnosed with adhd and autism (before that I had self diagnosis), I am in evaluation for chronic pain and other things, I identify as greysexual, greyromantic, agender (sometimes non-binary), bi, among other things.
I have trouble explaining things, and I define myself as a joke, in the way that my life is full of comical situations in which I am at the centre
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venacoeurva · 1 year
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IRT the slavery jokes, and the tag about how bad it must have been years ago: I’ve been in the fandom for almost twenty years, and it honestly wasn’t too bad until Oblivion came out? The fandom shifted from quiet nerds to mainstream very quickly. Could be that I was insulated to some specific forums where the biggest drama was “stop asking us where the puzzle cube is” and one of the mods wanted to make dremoras and atronachs kiss, but I don’t remember much in the way of slavery jokes and offensive bullshit until Oblivion happened and attracted a bunch of randos, a lot of whom were edgy teens who started the whole thing. Worryingly, a lot of people also came in and played Morrowind out of curiosity, then walked away thinking the whole Dunmer xenophobia thing was “cool.”
HOMOPHOBIA, on the other hand, was a big deal even before Oblivion. Lots of people gnashing their teeth over Vivec being canonically bi and AlienSlof making mods that had assless chaps for men. It’s kind of funny that Voryn/Nerevar is the big ship nowadays because I can still remember all the dudes who felt personally threatened by mesh shirts for elves, and screaming “IM NOT GAY” while staring at the Nude Better Bodies option on GameSpy.
Yeah, I can see that happening (keep in mind I was like 6 when mw came out and I wasn't exactly Online), Oblivion promo was everywhere around when it came out and permeated everything for YEARS (at least around here, everyone had it, everyone was playing it, same with Skyrim, but I feel like Oblivion was a BIG big thing because the high fantasy sort of appeal, the lore wasn't prohibitive for new players, and it looked graphically ambitious for the time). I think the aughts were around when being a Gamer started being seen as a semi-cool/acceptable subculture, too, so I'm sure that emboldened a lot of those dickweeds because they felt like revolutionaries or something and circlejerked, including their shared bigotry (and then the skyrim nazi problem happened). Biiig gateways to get people into the older games.
But yeah, I remember constant homophobia and every other [minority]phobia was just a Fandom Problem in general regardless of series... at least the fragility of homophobic dudebros toward even the most basic shit like a male character being shirtless or had tight pants, or having long hair (or a female character having short hair, because they're afraid that's too gay for them) was funny and pathetic as hell when they weren't expressing a wish that people like me die or something. The fact that people still act like this makes me wonder how they survive.
I saw it in multiple places. I think it helps along with general social progress that social media is more than mostly just forums, old style blogs, webcomics, and dA so more lgbtq+ people can just be out there and not get flamed and harassed to the point of just leaving all available mainstream platforms for fans of something and sites are (usually) more proactive about preventing as much hate speech and the average person will shut down or ignore and simply report/block anyone trying to be bold with it.
Also yeah it's kind of funny it's so big suddenly? I think people just really like running with subtexts with fanbases in general these days instead of just sticking to staunch, outright and stated canon that's put directly in your face (which is kind of moot with dying on that latter hill for this series lmao) because people used to just fight you on that shit back in the day for any series, and going nuts and finally have the freedom to do so. New people coming in with their pre-established behavior and accepted norms from other fandoms helps as well I'm guessing. And judging by tags on my art, gay dudes just really like Voryn and see him as a projection character/he was a gay awakening for some of them? I think being on the gay trans website in an era that shipping is its own subculture within fandoms helps
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geekyogicheese · 1 year
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#ah stef me too! both swamped and i really feel for the ukraine because so much time has passed and they're still fighting so hard 🙏
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Thanks @theatresteph! Right now, this is what makes me happy:
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Happy new BFSN to the sunflowerkru! Thank you to @togetherkru and @natassakar for thinking of me always 💕 much love to you ladies.
I have high hopes for a change in what's been happening in Europe.
South Africa is finally coming to the end of its state of disaster ~ two years after it was implemented. Things feel quite normal right now. This is a recent pic of me and some friends at a St Patrick's Day gig at a local watering hole. It felt wonderfully normal.
Sending love/tagging: @pendragaryen, @immortalpramheda, @imaginetonprincecharmant, @igotbellarkeforthat, @jeanie205 and everyone else out there 🍂
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