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hese have less than 48 hours left! Also, rubber keychains of each of the designs have been added :)

Thank you to everyone for the success of this project! I'm so happy they were so well received!

Here's a link!

#kickstarter #backerkit #crowd funding #mushrooms #mushroom #cute #kawaii #small business

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Grim!! He was so happy getting his Halloween outfit, I loved it! Here is is looking very cool and scary, not cute at all!

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Moments before Riddle chooses violence.

#thinking about twisto a lot lately because of book 7 #should do another fanart #also i know its abbreviated twst online #but my wife and i always call it twisto #twisto for short #or twisto wondolando for long

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Renée's art is beautiful!! I highly suggest following her!

Twitter

Instagram

Bluesky

Patreon (Just a casual patreon with a free tier and $3 a month tier)

the chapter cards for this game are so pretty

(art by renée “sanglim” park, if i’m reading the end credits correctly)

#her art was already beaitiful back then #but her skill has improved over time #i really love her work

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My SNS: Twitter(X)／Bluesky

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I'll delete this later, but this reminded me of something.

I was already thinking so much about drawing before Powerpuff girls came out. I was maybe 11ish when my sister told me about them and was saying I should watch it. And my first question was wondering how they drew hands. And she told me they didn't have hands.

So anyway that always stuck in my mind that for some reason that was my first question about the series, and the idea that you could just design characters without hands blew my mind.

Ooo qna time yay.

So, what is the thing that made you actually start drawing? As in, what made you 'click' and made you want to draw more and better? (I know a lot of artists will answer 'I always drew' and while yes that's probably true it isn't the answer I'm looking for exactly)

Powerpuff Girls!

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My wife is writing me a story, and no one else gets to read it until it's published. She reads it to me after each new part she's written.

And no one even knows. Know one online knows who Wren is or who Uno is or who Syre is. Like, I have this theory about Uno. But who am I going to tell??? Uno is the best character but no one even KNOWS.

Also Silver!! I love Silver!! Mossy was so excited for me to get to the part where Silver was introduced and I see why. I love him, he's so good. The part with silver in it is one of my favorite parts so far. There are so many good parts.

Also I could cry about Wren. I love Wren so much.

Before she started writing, she asked me about what tropes I like and disliked. What I liked in a main character, stuff like that. So I know I'm going to be biased because 1) This book was literally tailor made for me and 2) All characters carry a piece of the person who wrote them so I commonly love characters created by Mossy. But STILL. I think this story will be published and others will enjoy it a lot.

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Help! Local bug witch has to talk to cute boys! This disrupts her plan of complaining about being lonely, without doing anything about it, until she dies!

This is for the game I'm making!

Characters are:

Ailen - blue background

Olive - green background

Calla - purple background

Eugene - yellow background

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COTTON CANDY!

EI! EI! OH!

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I wanted to join in @yamujiburo 's DTIYS!

I dont know what else to say here! Hope you're having a nice day!

#hanamusa_dtiys #hanamusa dtiys #hanamusa shipping #my art #i wanted to contribute #but for some reason drawing two people in my usual style seemed overwhelming #I've been working so hard lately to get the mushroom pin project ready for launch #now that its launched i just wanted to draw something fun and low stress #so having this to draw along with was very nice and chill #so thank you for having this up! i enjoyed it #and congratulations!

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Question for the audience

Also leave in the tags what people usually compliment you on!!

#i have some cute clothes I've bought from artists on the internet #so i get compliments on those on occasion

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Thank you for everyone who has supported the project!! I'm so happy!

The project was fully funded in just 65 minutes! And we've already reached the first stretch goal!

The stretch goal is the Lilac & Bonnet Mushroom sprite pin and sticker! They're both available now as one of the available pins when backing for a pin, or adding on a sticker!

Both their pin and sticker are bioluminescent glow-in-the-dark!

Project is now live!!!

#I just love them so much and i'm so glad i got to reveal them already because i hate keeping secrets

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Project is now live!!!

#mushrooms #kickstarter #pins #crowdfunding #small business

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Hi, I saw your post about your dad and wanted to say I've been through something similar - my dad died in July last year and he also abused me and my sisters. He wasn't as bad as yours, but he was emotionally abusive and it still affects us in ways we're still working out. Everyone said lovely things about my dad at his funeral too, it's like they knew a totally different person. I barely feel sad at all that he's gone, just relieved. How can I miss a person I never wanted to see? Anyway, I just wanted you to know you're not alone. I hope things look brighter for you soon. <3

Thank you, I appreciate it.

I hope things improve for you as well 🤍

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My pin project is almost here! It launches this thursday, March 28th! And I'm excited to talk about the FREE pins!!! As part of Pintopia 2, if you back my project and my partner's project, and we both make our goals, you will get two FREE collab pins! One from each of us!

I'm also doing an incentive so anyone who backs for $25 or more within the first 48 hours will also get a free sticker of their choice from the stickers available in the sticker pack!

Here's my project!

And my partner's project!

Everyone participating in Pintopia 2 also has a partner, and free pins that you can get in the same way!

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My pin project is almost here! It launches this thursday, March 28th! And I'm excited to talk about the FREE pins!!! As part of Pintopia 2, if you back my project and my partner's project, and we both make our goals, you will get two FREE collab pins! One from each of us!

I'm also doing an incentive so anyone who backs for $25 or more within the first 48 hours will also get a free sticker of their choice from the stickers available in the sticker pack!

Here's my project!

And my partner's project!

Everyone participating in Pintopia 2 also has a partner, and free pins that you can get in the same way!

#kickstarter #crowdfunding #pins #mushrooms #mushroom #cottagecore #naturecore #kitties #cats #kitty #cute cats #small business #small artist

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I want to talk about my dad for a little bit. There is a lot of triggering content here, read at your own risk.

My dad passed away on March 9th. My sisters, my mother, and I had all left my dad. For my Mom, it was the hardest thing she'd ever done.

I have been low contact with him.

When I was in high school, I was in a bad traffic accident while I was driving to school. I was put on a stretcher and taken via ambulance to the ER. They checked me over, and despite the severity of the wreck, I was okay. My mom came to get me and bring me home. I was of course in some shock, but she helped me calm down and got me laughing by the time I got home. Dad came out and saw us laughing, and yelled at me. He was pissed that I had wrecked his car. That morning when he had heard I was in an accident and taken to the ER, he just slept in and had mom take care of it.

I left kansas first and went to college.

One day my sister was watching tv, spending time with my mom, when my dad wanted to show her a video where something bad happened to a dog. He was torn up about the bad thing that happened to a dog. My sister didn't want to see the video. He insisted. But she didn't want to see a dog being hurt. So my dad attacked her, choking her. My mom had to pull him off of her.

My younger sister has a mental disability. He wanted her to mow the lawn, and she was trying to. She got overwhelmed and exhausted, so she stopped and went to sit on the porch for a second. He attacked her for that. I was so furious that I was so far away and unable to protect her.

He was on the board of child abuse prevention.

He taught Karate to children, and would hurt them. He would hurt them on purpose to teach them a lesson. Children were pulled out of his class.

He was a frightening person to live with. He would scream and argue with you. It didn't matter who was right and who was wrong. Your only choice is to either leave, or admit that you're wrong. It's the only way to protect yourself. In the morning he would be smiling and happy and pretend nothing happened. There would be no resolution.

The trauma response I have from growing up with him has cost me multiple jobs. I have severe rejection sensitive dysphoria. This makes sense because growing up, rejection meant I would be verbally attacked. So now when I am given negative feedback on a job, I can breakdown crying. If I am told I did something wrong, I will agree. I will not try and prove that I didn't do anything wrong, or that they were mistaken, or that it was someone else's fault. If I can't leave, admitting I am wrong is the only way to protect myself.

My dad was never happy. There was always something he could find to be angry about.

I got home after school at around 3:30. Dad would get home at 4. I shouldn't sit down and relax at all after getting home. I needed to go straight to doing the dishes. But sometimes I would sit down for a moment, and then I would hear him get home, and the garage door open, and I would panic.

Mom regrets not leaving him sooner. She feels like she failed us as a mother. But she was a victim too. He cheated on her 3 times. He complained about her constantly. He was every bit as abusive towards her as he was towards us. His family has fond memories of how we always had family get together at our house. But that was all my mom, he hated it. When she finally left him, I thought he would move on. But he just had a new thing to be angry and upset about. He never stopped trying to get my mom back. Mom has confided with me that she had to leave because it was either him or her. She was not clear on if she meant he would have killed her, or that she would have killed herself.

His family has had so much animosity for us. For leaving him. From his point of view, and his side of the story, we left him for nothing. What did he do wrong? If you try to explain something, he would say "that was one time!" and wouldn't believe that you left him for one thing he did once.

People had such nice things to say about him at his funeral.

I've had a hard time. Nowhere near as hard of a time as if I had lost my mom or one of my sisters. Not as hard as losing someone who was actually close to me.

How do you mourn someone like that? He was still my father. He will always be my dad. He loved his children. He would have killed us if we had stayed. He would have absolutely accidentally choked one of us to death. If mom wasn't there to pull him off of my sister, she may have died.

We had no proof, but we are all certain he sexually assaulted my older sister when she was a child. Memories rose up only a few years ago for her. Part of us could say that those aren't real memories. But none of us would. Of course we are going to believe her. It only makes sense that he would have done that. It lines up.

For the past 5-10 years I've been low contact with him. He was an old man in detererating health because he didn't take care of himself. He did drugs and ate unhealthy food. He is the kind of person who has always believed his own lies. So he fully believed we up and left him for no reason. That we kicked him out when he visited on Christmas for no reason.

Most of my family was no-contact with him.

Before my sister had those memories of him, a certain cycle happened multiple time. She would be no contact. She would be low contact. She would believe he was better. She would allow herself to have a relationship with him again, and open her heart to him. He would hurt her. She would go no contact. He would be outraged and not understand why suddenly she went no contact.

I talked to him rarely, and lied to him constantly. "No, I don't know why everyone stopped talking to you beginning a few years ago. No, I do not talk to my siblings. I talk to you rarely on the phone, because that's the way I am. I barely talk to anyone on the phone. My older sister? No, we had a falling out and so I do not know her address." I steered the conversations away from them and kept it surface level.

If I cut him off, if we had all cut him off. He would have come out in person. He had my address. He had my younger sister's address.

If I just talk to him lightly, low contact, here and there. It was a balancing act, but it kept me safe, and protected his old man emotions.

My older sister was upset when he died, because he never admited any fault. He never apologized.

Of course he didn't, he was never mentally well. He never understood he was at any fault. That was something she would have never gotten.

I don't have anywhere I was going with this. I just needed to write things down.

The day he died was my older sister's birthday. In a way, it was fitting.

#tw: sa #tw: child abuse #tw: abuse #tw: sucidal thoughts #tw: death