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*three days later*

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#signal boost #spn script hunt

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"You guys are breaking my heart. Can we please just leave?"

#bobby is so done with them #lol #that's the face of a man who has suffered through hundreds of the Winchester boys very emotional non chickflick moments #supernatural #Sam and Dean #and Bobby

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ChiCon Gold

#supernatural #j2 #Sam and Dean

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#sam winchester #supernatural #sam winchester edit

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justinhartley: Thank you all for watching @trackercbs! We’ve got 4 more episodes coming your way before we start season 2. Wanted to share some fun news for all of you #tracker fans out there. Have fun.

#justin hartley #jensen ackles #tracker bts #tracker

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after dean threw away the amulet and they are barely talking outside of cases and the world keeps ending and dean keeps getting quieter. sam watches and watches and watches until he can't and he gets drunk for once before dean does and when dean tries to push him onto his bed he grabs deans arm, giant hands closing around his brothers flesh like a cage. he let go before dean pushes him away, feeling like a stranger too big too monstrous in his skin and not the kid brother that dean deserves to have, used to have, but dean stays still. and sam is drunk and he should be slurring but his voice comes out small and clear and he asks Do you ever regret selling your soul for me?

#supernatural #sam and dean

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J2 | JIB 14

#jared padalecki #jensen ackles #j2 #jib 14

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J2 || Jibcon 24 || insync

#J2 #jared padalecki #jensen ackles #jib 14

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Sam "other people have it worse" Winchester.

… Friendly reminder that immediately before this, Sam hallucinated that he was hanging in chains from the ceiling

#supernatural #Sam Winchester #sam always putting everyone first #<= prev and then gets criticized for it #< prev

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Everybody loves a small J2 story, right? :)

I got this USA map to collect my autographs and Jared immediately signed on Texas. Later, I got Jensen's autograph and after signing it, he added two dots for San Antonio and Dallas. (Jared's and Jensen's birthplaces). He had such a cute grin on his face after that. :3

#jared padalecki #jensen ackles #j2 #jib 14

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SUPERNATURAL (2005-2020) S12E01 ✯ Keep Calm and Carry On

#supernatural #sam winchester #keep calm and carry on #toni bevell #Hurt Sam

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If they could crawl inside each other, they would.

Probably secretly jealous of conjoined twins!

The alley is maybe 20' wide, there aren't that many people around, and they're not discussing anything that suspicious out of context, especially not on a movie set. And yet they're walking closer than if they held hands, knocking elbows and poking ribs, heads leaning in.

#sam and dean #supernatural

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Well 😏

JIB14 | Jared Padalecki & Ricky Whittle

#jared padalecki #Ricky Whittle #jib 14

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How many times has Dean chosen Sam? And I'm not talking about Dean choosing Sam over Cas or any shipper bullshit, but in life in general. Like when Dean chose to go back with his dad in "Bad Boys" after seeing Sam in the window? Or when Dean told Billie that he "had a house full of ghosts and a brother to get back to"? Or when he told Henry that he couldn't go back to save John because Sammy was on the hook with Abaddon? Just curious if you had a tag detailing this phenomenon.

He didn’t choose to go back to Sam in 13.05. He initially said the line about the house full of ghosts and a brother to get back to, and then when she didn’t immediately send him back, he said he was bringing Sam down and if it was his time, it was his time. Which was a choice to stay dead and actively not go back to Sam. But that was still choosing Sam since it was choosing Sam’s well being over his own life

And yep, we saw young Dean choose Sam when he saw Sam playing in the back of the Impala. 

He chose Sam over killing the thing that killed Mary in 1.21, giving up on his revenge mission

He chose Sam over John’s last orders in 2.14 when Meg as Sam asked Dean to kill him to stop him from going dark

He chose Sam over his own life in 2.22 when he made the demon deal. 

He also chose to stay behind and die with Sam in Croatan

And in 3.16, he refused to let Sam try to get Ruby involved even if it would save his life because he wanted Sam to live

And he chose Sam in 4.22 after Sam chose Ruby

He chose Sam at the end of 5.04 after finding out that staying separated from Sam destroyed the world 

Although, arguably you could say he was choosing that for himself too after seeing how different he had become. And he was also ostensibly choosing Cas and Bobby and the world there too. But Sam was certainly a big part of it. 

He chose Sam when he went to Stull Cemetery just so Sam wouldn’t be alone when he died

He chose Sam over Lisa and Ben in 6.02. 

Again, you could say he was also choosing hunting and the life he was missing but Sam definitely played a huge part in that too. 

He chose Sam’s soul over Adam’s when Death told him to pick one

He chose Sam over Benny

He chose Sam over saving the world from demons

He chose keeping Sam safe (or so he thought) over letting Cas stay in the bunker (9.03)

If you want to talk in technicalities, he has chosen Sam over his own mental health too (9.13)

He chose Sam over the destruction he knew he would cause to the world in 10.23

He chose Sam when he begged Billie to take him instead in Red Meat

And in 11.20, he chooses Sam by refusing to leave the deadly fog

He chooses Sam over his own better judgement when Sam lies about working with the British Men of Letters and wants Dean to join him. And Dean doesn’t want to lose him like he feels like he’s lost Mary.

And that takes us all the way through the seasons and back to Dean choosing Sam’s well being over his own life in 13.05

Basically, Dean has chosen Sam over pretty much everything else, a hell of a lot of times. 

#sam and dean #supernatural

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Ahhhhh, Ana, I can only agree! Conventions are such a special experience! Memories to treasure. And besides interactions with our dear SPN cast that somehow turn out even better and more special than one could imagine (especially with Jared and Jensen in my experience) what makes cons so special is the people you meet. And meeting you was such a privilege! I hope to see you again in more cons!

That reminds me of how we ACTUALLY met, lol. Let me tell that story:

@trials-era-sam and me knew each other from tumblr. @ghost-go-roasty-mctoasty too, but @trials-era-sam and me had made plans to meet at JiB and thus exchanged pictures, so we would recognise each other and planned on texting till we would find us.

At the convention we hadn't met or texted yet. @takikojou and me were on our way back from the airport where we had lunch. Those two girls were walking towards us in the long airport walkway tunnel, wearing purple dog shirts. As we passed each other I commented:"I like your shirts" and they said thank you.

Later that day we texted and found each other and I realised it was @trials-era-sam and @ghost-go-roasty-mctoasty 's shirts I had commented on, lol. (Or did only you, Ana, wear a purple dog shirt? Can't remember.)

Gonna get chick-flick-momenty for a minute if you don’t mind!!!!!

In 2018 I told myself, “it’s already season 13, the show is bound to end sooner or later and I’ve already been watching this show and been obsessed with it for almost 10 years, I HAVE to meet Jared this year.” I got incredibly lucky that this was the one and only year Creation decided to host a con in Birmingham, UK, a city I’d already been to and felt comfortable going to on my own (unlike Rome haha) and that very first con was AMAZING. Had a great photo op with Jared - but most of all, got to meet my amazing friend @malnourishedsamdean who became my convention buddy. We’ve now gone to three more cons together, only one of which Jared did not cancel - whether he was there or not though, he may be our fave but we had tons of fun and made up for it by meeting more of the cast!!!! - and it would have been four had I not made stupid financial decisions, but oh well. I’ll always treasure these memories with C and hope to make more, and we also met some amazing people there!!!!

Then last year I went to my first JIBcon, finally confident enough to do it having been to Rome in the meantime, but mostly confident because I was going with the wonderful @schielegon and had SUCH a fun time ♥️♥️♥️ the events were incredibly fun (especially a meet and greet where Jared gave me the very last question 🥰) BUT the highlight was definitely meeting this gal I just tagged as well as @ghost-go-roasty-mctoasty , @arwenadreamer , @takikojou and other lovely people <333

There was also that one con that C and I booked on my 28th birthday and only got to go when I was 31, but I don’t think I need to explain why, no one needs the reminder lol. It was SO worth the wait - especially because our beloved @jellybracelet got to come with us <3333

JIB was so amazing I nagged her and @seanwinchester to come this year, and we just had the most wonderful, wonderful weekend because these guys are the most fun, and met more lovely people 🥰🥰 can’t even put it into words because of the sleep deprivation but I’m still floating on that high!!!!

And now that I’ve told my life story as if I was a fan asking Jared and/or Jensen a question,

TL;DR - I feel so, so incredibly lucky and happy. I really hope this doesn’t come across as braggy and I’m sorry if it does - I genuinely, genuinely want everyone to experience stuff like this. It’s the absolute best. I don’t think another show would have provided me with the happiness, the memories and the FRIENDS this show has. I’m so grateful to all of you and also to the cast who will never read this ♥️♥️♥️♥️ they say never to meet your heroes but my interactions with Jared have been so great, he really is as kind and funny and sunshiny as he seems (yes I know I am parasocializing hard idc) and, as I don’t think I’m stopping cons now because they’re so addicting (HOW HAVE I ALREADY BEEN TO SIX. IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ONE), I’m so excited to meet more of you in the future <33333 I love you all so so so so much this is the best community ever!!!!!!!!!

Also now that it’s on yt for everyone to see and while I’m pouring my heart out, hi! I’m Anaëlle. Please continue to call me Ana <33 but know that I freaked out hard when Danneel’s character had my name in the show lmao

#personal #long post

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POSTING BEGINS ON FRIDAY MAY 17, 2024 ___________________________________________________________

Retroactive | By nyxocity | A J2 Story | NC-17

Two assassins on opposite sides of a silent American war, Jared is a time traveling spy working for the CIA; Jensen is a traitor terrorist known as the Jackal. Jared is the CIA's golden boy agent--until the Jackal gets in his way on a time-travel mission. The most skilled and dangerous agent to ever exist, the Jackal is the biggest obstacle in the way of the CIA's plans, and Jared is assigned to get close to him. Is the Jackal what he seems, or is there more to his mysterious past? Drawn down a deepening well of secrets and half-truths on a journey that will take him to the edges of his loyalties, Jared finds himself at the center of a time event bigger than anything he could have imagined. To complicate things even more, his fate seems to be tied to the Jackal by something more than the feelings stirring inside him--by something bigger than either of them; time itself. And time, is running out.

#fanfic #J2 fic

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JIB14 | Jared Padalecki Saturday Panel | Reaction gifs

#jared padalecki #jib 2024 #aborddelimpala #reaction gifs