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Eremin Childhood friends to lovers Headcanons

Eren convinced Carla and Grisha to buy a bunk bed for when Armin stays the night

This proved to be pointless since the boys would fall asleep on the bottom bunk together with tangled limbs

When it was hot out they’d wake up with bruises because they’d move around so much and accidentally hit each other

Armin had a Wii when he was younger

one of his favorite games was the hula hooping on Wii Fit

Eren would watch him and laugh

It would make Armin laugh too and he’d end up getting less than 5 spins because of it

For Armin’s birthday he bought him Smash Bros and it was probably the closest thing to a “violent game” that Armin owned for years

Their middle school graduation was so cute

Eren lost his mind when Armin was called on stage to get his certificate

Armin had the biggest smile on his face when Eren received his

“All of our studying paid off.”

High school was rough but that’s okay, they were there for eachother

Eren constantly worried and he coddled Armin Armin was definitely on the path to be Valedictorian for their graduating class

However he held himself to a very high standard and would often stay up super late studying

He'd make himself sick

A lot of the time it was at Eren’s house, because Eren would be up late on his Playstation or PC

His noise would stop Armin from falling asleep

It’s the Friday before finals and Eren and Armin are hanging out downstairs. Eren realizes something is wrong with Armin after the boy makes a noise that sounds utterly pained.

“Damn it!” Eren shrieked his voice sounding like it went through puberty within two seconds. Armin jumped hard, accidentally spilling his pencil pouch off of the bed. The clattering couldn’t be heard over the thudding and clacking of Eren’s desk and keyboard. “Christ, can’t do shit that actually matters! Useless..” Armin’s mind dwelled on the words that were clearly aimed towards Eren's online friends. His mind took those words and ran with them and before long an agonized hiccup was slipping past his lips. “Armin?” Eren takes his headset completely off and looks over at the boy on the bed. Armin’s face is red and there’s tears streaming from his eyes. “Hey..” Eren got up from his chair and stepped over to the bed. He grabbed the textbook from the blonde’s hands and set it on the ground. Armin immediately laid on Eren’s lap. “I keep overthinking everything and I’ve studied all of my material more than two times this week.” Eren winced, ‘that makes one of us’. Contrary to his previous fit, Eren’s hands were gentle as they ran through Armin’s hair, he was trying to get the boy to sleep. “Armin, bud you gotta stop worrying about the stuff you already know. You’ve aced every final so far. These are no different. You’re going to make yourself sick, take a break.” Armin hummed, already half asleep with his face buried into Eren’s abdomen. Eren shook his head, the faintest blush on his face.

Armin is constantly saving Eren from getting in trouble

He has such a way with words that it borders concerning

Eren calls Armin his lucky charm because of his ability to get Eren out of the most complicated situations

The end of senior year Eren made it a big deal to ask Armin to prom

Their suits were definitely red and blue and Eren wouldn’t shut up about how they were like players 1 and 2

The end of Senior year prom night was their first kiss and when they started dating.

They definitely went out and got fast food and crashed with Mikasa on the couch in the basement with some stupid movie playing on the TV

I have so many more headcanons for this pair. They've been a comfort of mine for so long.

#eremin #eren x armin #eren jaeger #armin arlert #armin headcanons #eren headcanons #eremin headcanons #aot fanfiction #aot headcanons #aot

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Eren Doesn't Know (Jeanx readerx Eren) Chapter 4

Dating Eren is hard, especially when he’s in a band that’s constantly away. While your boyfriend is gone, your friend Jean decides to help out with your loneliness. Problem is, neither of you can stop

Warnings: While this chapter is meant to be somewhat lighthearted there is som sexual themes and angst themes

I swear this was my favorite Chapter to write. Armin is so cute and sweet. Connie was something else this Chapter

Don't forget to checkout the other author's page!! @msack3rman they recently posted a Jean story, I'd suggest reading 😩

2k Word count

Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, ((Chapter 4))

The holidays were always the worst time of year. The mix between the cold and rushing to buy everyone a gift made these months some of the worst. This year in particular was a stressful one. Eren was home this year for the holidays just like he promised, but now you have to find time for both him and Jean. You knew this was no one’s fault but your own.

Jean was having a small Christmas party for your friends. Though it took some time, you convinced Eren to go with you, though you were hoping he would tell you to just go by yourself. Him and Jean in a house together for that long was not a good idea. Both of their egos are too big to be around each other without fighting. One of them always had to be right.

When Jean answered the door, he seemed a little shocked that Eren was with you, but he never said anything about it. You greeted your friends Connie and Sasha. Sasha kept talking about some food that Jean made, claiming it was the best thing she’s ever had. You laughed and told you that you would try some later.

Jean walked with you into the kitchen, making sure that the two of you were alone. “Why did you bring Eren with you?” He asked as a hand wrapped around your waist. You gave him a weird look, pulling back a bit.

“Because he’s my boyfriend?” It was pretty obvious why you brought him. “Just please don’t make anything weird or start any fights.” You walked towards some of the food Sasha was talking about.

Don't make anything weird? Jean scoffed softly. Before he could say anything else Sasha had come to get more of the food she was talking about. She was piling items onto your plate too. Stating, "C'mon it's a party we gotta stuff ourselves." You laughed at her and had to stop her from over stacking your plate.

"I'm good Sasha, one wrong step with this plate and Jean will have to scrub the floor for hours." Sasha made a face of guilt, her plate was stacked like a Janga tower and could collapse at any second, "I didn't think about that one." You rolled your eyes playfully and pulled her back to the living room. You sat on the couch and Sasha sat on the floor at Jean's coffee table.

You looked around after you had sat down and couldn't find Eren or Mikasa. "Hey Armin." The blonde boy looked at you through his bangs. You continued your question, "Where's Eren and Mikasa?" He looked at the door. "Carla called, they're talking with her now." You nodded and ate more of your food still holding conversation with Sasha, ignoring the times you'd catch Armin looking at you.

Jean peaked around the corner and called out your name, "Can I get some help in the kitchen? I'm setting up the drinks." You stood up and turned to Sasha, "Touch my food and I'll literally beat you up." Sasha gave you a mischievous look before reaching over and taking a chip from your plate. Jean grabbed your wrist, "Drinks now. Fight later." You gave Sasha a look before you were pulled away completely.

You were familiar with Jean's kitchen and you knew where he kept all of the glasses you'd need for the night. You heard the fridge close and you and Jean came to put the cups and soda on the counter. Jean glanced at you, and you jumped at the feeling of his hand sliding across your lower back.

Your reaction caused a breathy laugh to come out of him. He used his other hand to turn you to face him, his fingers pressed into your hip firmly. "I heard them say Eren stepped out.." You rolled your eyes, "For a moment while his mother called." He shrugged. "That mama's boy is gonna take forever to get off of the phone." His hand moved lower, gripping your ass.

Jean pulled you closer with this grip, "Jean, not here." Your tone was very strict. He leaned down and pressed a gentle kiss to your lips, he gently bit at your bottom lip. The action caused you to chase after him as he pulled back. He gave you that stupid, cocky smile he always did, "I'm not the only one who wants this."

His other hand slid down before he lifted you up onto the counter. His hands settled on the top of your thighs and his lips were pressed to yours not long after. Jean pulled your body to the edge of the counter, settling between your legs as the kiss became rough. The fabric of his jeans rubbed against your core through your leggings. The friction caused you to moan into the kiss.

You placed your hands on his shoulders and pushed away roughly. "I said not here." He backed away to let you off of the counter, a pout on his face. Meanwhile Mikasa and Eren had come back into the party. Eren looked around at everyone, noticing you were missing along with Jean. He looked down at Sasha, "Where did they go?"

Sasha raised her head from your plate of food and said some nonsense that no one could make sense of. Connie smacked the back of her head, "Close your mouth when you're eating, were you raised in a barn?" Marco rolled his eyes at the two of them, "They went to the kitchen to set up the drinks."

Mikasa looked over at Armin with raised eyebrows. While Eren shrugged it off, she sat down next to Armin. "The kitchen?" She whispered the question frantically and the blonde just nodded. "Are they alone?" He nods again and Mikasa bites her lip nervously. She looks around before shooting up from her seat. "I'm going to the kitchen!" She exclaimed much louder than she meant to.

Connie looked at her like she was crazy before giving a thumbs up. "Good for you Mikasa. You go to that kitchen." Armin sat staring off into space, startled when Mikasa grabbed the hood of his jacket and lifted him from the couch. Armin let out a small noise of protest at the uncomfortable feeling as she dragged him to the kitchen with her.

They entered the kitchen, Mikasa still holding onto Armin’s jacket. “What’s going on?” Mikasa asks, trying to seem casual but it comes off more intimidating. Y/n and Jean turn around from the counter full of drinks to look at Mikasa and Armin, who looked like he really did not want to be there.

“Uhh, yeah. What’s going on?” Armin repeats, trying to sound just as intimidating. Instead he just sounded like a little kid.

“Um, nothing.” Jean tells them, giving them a weird look. Mikasa stares at you and him, taking note of the slight blush on your face. She nods slowly.

“Right, then what’s taking so long?” Armin nods along with her, repeating her question again, trying his best to match her tone. It makes you wanna laugh.

“Nothing, we’re actually done if you wanna help carry them in.” He tells them, hoping that they would stop questioning the two of you. You pick up a few drinks before walking out of the kitchen, Jean doing the same.

When they left, Armin looked up at Mikasa, “What did you expect? To walk in on them fucking?”

She sighs, “No but something is definitely going on, did you see the way she was blushing? They were probably doing something before we walked in.” Armin shrugs his shoulders at her, “We need to keep a closer eye on them.”

“Or maybe we need to back off because there could be literally nothing going on.” He turns on his heels to walk back into the living room, “You’re probably reading into it too much, Mikasa. If Eren trusts her then so do I.”

“Mikasa! Thank god you made it back from the kitchen!” Connie yells, throwing his hand over his heart, “Who knew what could’ve been happening in there!” He lets out a dramatic sigh, Sasha laughing at him.

“Yeah, Who knows what could’ve been going on,” Sasha joins in, “They could’ve been getting it on or something, thank god Mikasa was there to check.” The two laughed together on the couch while everyone else stood there tense, trying to play it off. Armin’s hand tightened around his drink, letting out a forced laugh.

Catching onto the tense atmosphere, Marco’s laugh started to die down, looking at you and Jean. He could see a slight panic in his friend’s eyes and he felt his heart drop. He couldn’t help but think how stupid his friend is sometimes.

“Yeah.. That would be soo weird.” Jean tries to play it off, forcing out a laugh as he looks at you.

“Dude chill, you sound like you’re trying to make a joke at a funeral.” Sasha laughs loudly again, letting out a loud snort that made everyone laugh. Luckily the tension died down quickly after that and conversation began to flow freely between the group again.

Moving to sit on the couch, you tried to listen to whatever they were talking about, but thoughts about Mikasa and Armin almost catching the two of you wouldn’t leave your mind. The feeling of Jean sitting next to you, an arm thrown around the back of the couch, broke you from your thoughts. You thought nothing of the action, finally joining in on whatever joke Connie and Sasha were laughing about.

You look up at Eren who is now standing over the two of you. “Jean, move.” He tells him, his voice serious and a little mean. It takes both of you back for a moment.

“Are you serious?” Jean asks, not knowing if this was a joke or something. Eren shakes his head, not breaking eye contact. “Dude it’s my fucking house, find somewhere else to sit.”

Eren looks surprised, laughing in shock, “I’m serious, Jean, get the fuck up.” By now it was silent, everyone staring at them. All the attention made your cheeks flush, looking up at Eren and silently begging him to just shut up. He looks at you for a moment and the look in his eyes makes you lower your head. You know there is no stopping him.

Instead of trying to stop the fight, Jean gets more defensive, wrapping an arm around your shoulders now. You could see Eren ball his hand up into a fist, his jaw tightening. You could hear the shaky breath he let out. "She's not your girlfriend, get your hands off of her." Jean's hand slaps down on the arm of the couch and he pushes himself to a standing position. He and Eren practically chest to chest.

"Oh?" The slight lilt in his voice made you panic. Eren's shocked smile fell, leaving a stoic expression on his face. Eren opens his mouth to speak but you interrupt him. "Jean just shut the fuck up for once." The silence was heavy, you could barely hear anyone's breathing, including your own.

Jean looks down at you utterly shocked, "What?" His voice came out soft and he almost sounded hurt. At the moment you didn't care. You felt embarrassed at how this escalated, and it wouldn't have ended like this if Jean had just moved. You set your drink down and stood up with a deep frown on your face, "Whatever. Eren let's go. Please."

The red on your face was burning. Almost painful as you avoided making eye contact with anyone, your eyes stung. There were tears trying to form but you refused to cry in front of everyone.

Mikasa stood up once the front door shut, "Armin we're leaving too." Armin's shaky hands gripped his glass and he looked at her before quickly downing the rest of the alcohol. Mikasa began to walk away and Armin looked at her full glass and her, shifting his gaze between the two. He let out an exasperated sigh before chugging her entire glass as well.

Connie raised his drink to Armin, "Hey buddy, you look like you need this more than I do." Armin, almost teary eyed, reaches for the glass. Before he could even come into contact with it Mikasa was dragging him out by his hood once more.

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Eren doesn’t know (Jean x reader x Eren) Chapter 3

Warnings: smut (oral fem and male, 3 way call) cursing, a little angst in the beginning

😳 follow my platonic gf @msack3rman they are also writing this with me!

2.7k word count

Chapter 1, Chapter 2, ((Chapter 3)), Chapter 4

“Are you serious? You’ve barely talked to me these last few months and now you wanna show up at my house and act like nothing happened?” Jean was furious. He has every right to be, you’ve been kind of a dick to him for the past few months. Ever since Eren decided to take a break from the band to spend more time with you, you started to ignore Jean. There were times when Eren would go to practice for a couple of hours and you’d call Jean or invite him over, but other than that, you were pretty much a ghost to him. “I get it, Eren has been home so it’s not like we can sneak around, but I’m still your friend. Would it have hurt to just have a conversation?”

You really had no words. What were you supposed to say? What did he want you to say? Yeah it wouldn’t hurt to just text him every now and then but you’ve been so caught up with Eren and actually getting to spend time with him without anyone else to bother you, that you just forgot. You knew that you needed to set more boundaries with Jean when you two were around Eren so that he wouldn’t suspect anything, but you just took it a little too far this time. Your eyes lowered in shame, you didn’t want to look at him because if you did, you would start to cry. “I’m sorry.” Your voice was barely above a whisper.

He rolled his eyes, shaking his head, “That’s it? ‘I’m sorry?’” You looked up at him with watery eyes and for a moment, he almost caved in. The way you looked at him made his heart shatter. Never in a million years did Jean want to be the reason you were crying. “y/n you refused to talk to me, even as a friend, for months just because your boyfriend was home.”

You nodded, “I know, and I'm sorry, I really am.” He knew you meant it, he could hear it in your voice, “Please, let me make it up to you.” You step closer to him, reaching for his hand. He looks down at you with soft eyes, his thumb rubbing circles on the back of your hand. He could never stay mad at you, no matter how hard he tried. “I don’t know what I was thinking, but I never wanted to hurt you.” He nodded his head, leaning down to rest his forehead against yours. His eyes shut as he let out a sigh before pressing a soft kiss to your lips. It was slow and gentle, not like ones you’ve shared before. Nothing was rushed, it felt like you had all the time in the world. One hand gently cupped your cheek while the other moved to rest against the small of your back, pulling you closer to him. Your own hands grabbing the soft material of his shirt.

The two of you never had sweet moments like this, that was usually saved for Eren. Everything between you two was always hot and fast paced and full of desperate, needy touches. It is never slow and soft like this. The way his soft hands pulled at your clothes and ran across your bare skin made your head spin. It was a new feeling, not just lust and desire. There was something else there in the way he touched your body that felt so lovely.

He pulled away from kissing you to lead you to his bedroom, leaving your shirt lying on the livingroom floor. Closing the door, he turns back to you and kisses you again, this time a little more urgently, but still soft and full of passion.

Jean gently lowered you onto the bed, climbing in between your legs. He ran his lips along the side of your neck, placing wet kisses along the warm skin. You sighed, running your hands through Jean’s hair. As much as you enjoyed this, you wanted to be the one to take care of him. You wanted to show him how much you missed him.

You push him back a little and you look at him just long enough to see the confusion on his face before flipping the two of you over so that you were on top. He looks up at you, eyes wide in surprise, while his hands run across the top of your thighs. You smile down at him before dipping your head to kiss along his jaw and neck, sometimes stopping to leave little red marks. You know he doesn’t care and won’t even bother to hide them. If anything he’ll show them off, even if he can’t say who gave them to him. He likes when you are a little possessive over him, it reminds him that you still want to be with him, despite also having Eren.

Your cold fingers dipped underneath his shirt, running along his sides, causing goosebumps to appear on his flushed skin. He lets out soft moans every now and then when your hips grind against his. Jean has always been vocal in bed, not afraid to tell you exactly what he wants and if he’s enjoying something. This has led to the two of you almost getting caught several times, but he doesn’t care.

You pull away for a moment to help him take off his shirt, taking time to run your fingers along his bare skin, as if it’s the first time you’ve ever touched him. You can see him blush underneath your gaze and you look back up at him and smile. “You’re amazing.” you whisper against his lips before kissing him again. His hands ran up your back to unclip your bra before slowly dragging the straps down your arms, the cold air against your skin giving you chills.

He pulls away from the kiss to look at you, hands coming to play with your breasts. He watched the way your chest would rise and fall quickly, growing harder when you let out a breathy whine. He placed one hand on your back as he pushed himself up. His head dropped down to kiss and suck along your collarbone and breasts. You didn’t even think about the potential hickies, not caring about anything in the world except for Jean in this moment.

You pull away, cupping his cheeks to get him to look up at you. His cheeks were flushed and his lips were swollen and wet. “I’m sorry,” You whisper and Jean tries to look away, but the grip you have on him pulls him back to you. His eyes avoided yours, just wanting to move on and act like nothing happened, “Look at me, Jean.” He finally looked back up at you with wide eyes, “I’m sorry, okay? It was stupid of me to do that to you and I should’ve thought about that. I’ll make more of an effort from now on, I promise.”

He felt his heart swell and he felt like he was melting. For a moment, he completely forgot that you still have a boyfriend and he relished in the feeling of having you all to himself. For a moment, it really felt like you were his and he didn’t wanna let that go.

Instead of responding, he kisses you again, pulling you against him as he lowers himself back onto the bed. You grind your hips against his, growing more and more needy. You run your hand down his chest before settling against the waistband of his jeans. He lets out a gasp as you bite down onto his neck and slip your hand inside his pants. His hips stutter at the sudden feeling, pushing up against your hand to create more friction. He rolls his head back and lets out quiet moans as you palm him through his boxers.

Your free hand pushed against his hips to keep him still against the bed. You watched as he tried to squirm under you, desperate for more. You smile at him before pulling your hand out of his pants with a whine from Jean. He looks up at you, eyes wide and pleading for more.

You kissed his cheek before lifting yourself off of him to pull your jeans and underwear down, watching as he eagerly does the same. Climbing back on top of him, he leans up to meet your lips in a desperate kiss, hands against your cheeks to pull you closer to him, if that was even possible. You bring your hands back down to his hips, thumbs rubbing gentle circles that drove him crazy. You were so close to where he wanted you the most.

“Please, y/n, stop teasing.” His voice was needy and breathy. Who were you to deny him pleasure? You moved your hand to grab his throbbing cock, precum dripping from the tip. He lets out a loud whine at your actions, hips bucking into your hand. You gently push him back down onto the mattress, your other hand slowly stroking him, stopping every now and then to run your thumb over the tip, pressing down onto the slit with your thumb, making him throw his head back in pleasure with a loud moan.

You move in between his legs, head level with his cock. You give the head a small kiss, your hand still stroking him. His eyes rolled to the back of his head, a chill running up his spine at your actions. His hand found your hair as you took the tip into your mouth, circling the head with your tongue. The action made him moan, the grip in your hair tightening, but still not pushing you onto him. Slowly, you slid down his length, trying your best to take as much as you could into your mouth. You used your hand to help with what you couldn’t fit. Jean let out a choked moan, trying his best not to buck his hips upwards.

You slowly pulled off of him, stopping again at the tip to run your tongue across the slit, before completely pulling him out of your mouth. He moaned as the cold air touched him, his hips stuttering into your hand as you stroked him. Your tongue ran along a vein on this cock before fully taking him into your mouth again, gaining a loud moan from him.

“Oh god.. so good, so, so good” He stutters, his hand moving from the back of your head to your cheek. He looked down at you and when he met your watery eyes, he nearly busted right then. Taking a deep breath through your nose, you lowered your head as far as you could take him, gagging a little as he hit the back of your throat. He moaned loudly again, a hand gripping back onto your hair. He knew he wouldn’t last much longer, especially with you gagging around his cock.

“y/n.. s-stop, i’m gonna” He tried to push your head back, but you stayed, pushing yourself on him a little further. You gagged again and the feeling of your throat tightening around his head was enough to send him over the edge. He pulled your head back quickly, cum shooting on the tip of your tongue. Breathing heavily, he let go of your hair, sliding his hand down to your cheek, watching as you swallowed his cum.

You sat up on your heels in between his legs, trying to catch your breath. There was drool dripping down to your neck and your lips were bright red and swollen. You looked at him and admired the fucked out look he had. His hair was messy, skin flushed and he gave you a dazed look as he came down from his high. You climb back on top of him, kissing him again. He can taste himself on your lips but he doesn’t care. That’s the last thing he’s worried about.

He pulled back, “let me take care of you, please.” he begs, fingers dancing up your thighs. Nodding, he gives you a grin before flipping the two of your over. He settled himself between your legs, face in line with your dripping cunt. He pulled your legs over his shoulders, placing wet kisses on the inside of your thighs. Just when he was about to place another kiss onto your clit, the sound of your phone ringing made the two of you jump.

Quickly, the two of you looked around the room to find your phone. Jean found it in a pile of your clothes and grabbed it to see who was calling. “Shit.” He looks up at you, “It’s Eren.” He quickly hands you the phone so you can answer it before it ends. Sitting up, you press the green button, putting the phone up to your ear.

“Hello?” You answer, trying to hide the shakiness in your voice.

“Hey angel! I have some good news!” He sounded excited and it only made you feel more guilty about what you’re doing. You look over at Jean who settled himself back in between your legs. He gave you a devilish grin before trailing kisses back up your thighs.

“Really?” You’re trying your best to sound excited as Jean’s hot breath fanned against your skin. “What is it?” You have to quickly cover your mouth as he licks a stripe up your slit, pulling the phone away from your ear so Eren doesn’t hear any noises from you. You brought the phone back to your ear, trying to hide your shaky breaths as Jean looked up at you, giving a harsh suck to your clit. Your eyes rolled back in pleasure, biting your lip to stop any sounds from leaving your mouth.

“Is everything alright?” His sudden change in tone made your heart drop and your skin run cold. Jean could sense your sudden change and slowed down, choosing to focus on your thighs for the moment. As hot as it was to see you try to be quiet, he did not want to get caught.

“Yeah, sorry, I uhh I just woke up from a nap. Your call scared me.” You lied, trying to sound believable. It was easier now that Jean wasn’t fucking you with his tongue.

“Oh my bad, I didn’t know you were sleeping. I just heard the good news and wanted to tell you immediately.” You wish he would just spit it out already.

“Well, what is it?” You ask, chewing on your bottom lip.

“My manager told us that we get to go home early for the holidays.” You could hear the smile in his voice, and you wanted to be excited but all you could think about was Jean’s head between your thighs as his tongue circled your clit. “I should be home in a few hours.”

“That’s great!” You were trying your best, “I can’t wait to see you and not just hear your voice.” Jean pulled away, his jaw tensing at your words. He wanted to forget about Eren. Forget that you have a boyfriend and all he wanted was for you to be all his. To belong to him and not have to hear you say these things to another man. Your time apart only made him realize how much he likes you. It made him realize that he wants more than just sex. He knew it was dangerous to keep this up, it will only get him hurt in the end, but he doesn’t want to give up the only time he has with you. He’s sitting between your legs now, a hand running across your body before slipping between your legs. He watches as you struggle to keep quiet while one of his fingers draws circles on your wet clit.

“I know, angel, I can’t wait to see you too. I’ve missed you so much.” You bring your hand back over your mouth as Jean slips two fingers inside of you without warning. This was by far the most risky thing the two of you have done. “Get some rest baby, we have a long night ahead of us when I get home.” The mix between the way Eren’s voice dropped at his words and the feeling of Jean’s fingers inside of you made you shudder. Eren let out a teasing chuckle when he heard you suck in a breath, thinking that it was because of him. “I’ll see you later, angel, I love you.”

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Eren doesn’t know: Chapter 2 (Jean x Reader x Eren)

Warnings: Cheating (lots of it), smut (also lots of that, like, a lot), angst, one-sided love, language

Written by me an my bestfriend @msack3rman 😌 We thought of this late night on a drive and it stuck

1.4k word count

Chapter 1, ((Chapter 2)), Chapter 3, Chapter 4

"Baby, what if we went and got dressed and went out to lunch, then walked around the park?" You turned to him watching as his normally dumb grin appeared on his face. "You're still asking me on dates, after 3 years?" You smiled softly and giggled.

"Of course I am, you're just too hot not to." His face tinted in the slightest shade of pink and you felt your heart flutter. It almost felt like the first time you went on a date with Eren. Nostalgia had you feeling like mush and you couldn't help yourself as you leaned over and kissed him.

Eren kissed back with the same gentleness you were using. He felt loved and cared for and he had already forgotten. Just like he wanted to. Moments like these make him feel like the flame between the both of you was still ablaze. "C'mon sunshine boy, let's go."

Eren's heart was beating so fast in his chest he could feel it in his ears. You two raced to the door of the house, stumbling inside and laughing at one another. You weren't always competitive. But Eren brings out that side of you. He brings out all the best in you and you love him dearly for it. Your chest ached terribly as you remembered you wouldn't be able to change around Eren or shower with him tonight.

Eren had chased you to your shared bedroom pinning you under him. You felt giddy as he kissed along your neck and marked the skin there. Thank god Jean didn't bite you there. You felt your heart start to race when he pushed his hands under your shirt and dragged his nails across your sides. In a panic you gave an excuse to him, "I'm on my period, we can't do anything." There was a pout on your face and Eren pulled back with a matching expression.

Then he smiled and shrugged it off. "That's fine, I can spend my time with you without needing to have sex." Eren was celebrating inside, he wanted so desperately to text Mikasa and say, "I told you so." Eren knew you hated having sex on your period and your periods last for a while.

"You can shower first then, I'll decide where to go for food." He sat up sitting between your legs on the bed as he scrolled through his phone. You rolled over and dropped off of the bed, getting a nice outfit for the outdoors before going to the bathroom.

Eren shut the car off after parking and the two of you got out, making your way to the trail that went around the park. It had taken much longer to get out of the house to eat because Eren's manager had called him. The man kept your boyfriend on the phone for over 20 minutes. You grew annoyed quickly. Even in his down time, when it was supposed to be you and Eren it ended up being you Eren and anyone else who wanted to join.

He quickly made it up to you, even though he shouldn't have had to in the first place. His manager called him, he didn't call his manager. You shouldn't have gotten so upset because it wasn't his fault. But you couldn't help it. On the bright side, you're now walking with him at sunset. Eren's eyes shined so brightly in pure sunlight.

His skin was radiant and god he's just so handsome. He's so breathtaking, but you forget so easily when you're apart for so long. The low quality video calls honestly make you feel worse but hearing his voice as you fall asleep makes up for it. Eren's hand waved back and forth in front of your face, "You've been staring at me for a whole minute, are you gonna blink yet?"

You chuckled and grabbed his hand holding it as you walked with him. "I just love you a lot Eren. Don't bully me for appreciating you." He smiled and squeezed your hand as you looked away blushing. He didn't mean to fluster you, but he doesn't feel bad, your reddened face looked gorgeous under the last few rays of sunshine in the sky.

You had already walked around the entire park 2 times, talking about everything and nothing. Your phone went off for the 20th time since your date started and you were starting to get really annoyed. Another intruder on your quality time with Eren. You pulled your phone out and quickly glanced at the notifications, as soon as you noticed Jean's name you frowned and shut your phone off.

Eren glanced at you and let out a sigh. "Angel?" You pocketed your phone again and turned to give him your full attention. "Would you make me choose between us and my band?" Your frown deepened.

Today, you can't give him the answer you usually do. You knew you'd be as patient as you could, but you couldn't handle this question tonight. "Eren, I don't want to answer that.. I feel like I have to choose between my happiness and yours."

"I love you, but I also love my family. You both mean the world to me, I'd feel lost without both of you." You squeezed his hand and took a deep breath. "I feel lost every time I wake up and you've left to go on tour without saying goodbye or when Armin will answer your phone and let me know that you've exhausted yourself until 5 in the morning every day for the past week while you're out cold."

You weren't angry, you were sad and you were tired. "I'm sorry. I don't want you to think of it like that." Eren's voice was soft and sweet. His heart felt like it had stopped and in his mind that flame between you two was starting to dim again. He tugged on your intertwined hands and it brought you to his side. You leaned against one another as you made your way back to the car.

This date was your idea and the whole point was to cheer Eren up and finally spend time with him. Now you just feel like crying because the majority of the date was focused around other people and it hurt that you had to choose what to sacrifice so Eren didn't sacrifice anything.

Moments like these make you remember why Jean is in your life the way he is now. You were doing something for you and you were being selfish. However, being selfish still feels shitty and suddenly you feel sick on the car ride back home.

After getting home, you left Eren’s side to go to the bathroom, pulling out your phone to look at the now 20 notifications from Jean. You rolled your eyes, he really couldn’t take a hint sometimes.

Hey

Are you up?

Do you wanna do smth today?

If you want we can go to lunch

I’ll pay

Ok ig not

Sorry for bothering you

Are you ignoring me?

Did I do smth? If so i’m sorry

Pls talk to me if smth is wrong

As you read through his messages, guilt began to build up in your throat. I mean, how hard could it have been to send a simple “Sorry, I’m busy” You knew you shouldn’t feel like this. You really did nothing wrong. All you wanted to do was spend some time with your boyfriend, who you rarely even saw anymore, and you could hardly do that today with all of the interruptions. You just wanted to be alone. No distractions, no interruptions. For just a moment to be rid of all guilt and shame. But, the knocking on the door brought you back, making you realize that it wasn’t possible.

“Yeah?” You call out through the door, not wanting to face Eren just yet. You could hear a sigh from the other side.

“I’m sorry for asking that earlier,” he sounded sincere and a little hurt, “I just love you and my band so much and I don’t want to ever have to choose between you two.” His voice was soft and you could feel a lump begin to form in your throat. “I know I’m gone a lot and I’m so sorry for that. I love you and don’t ever wanna lose you to something like this. Please just come out and talk to me.”

Letting out a shaky breath, you slowly open the door and when you see Eren and how upset he looks, you couldn’t stop the tears from falling. You wrap your arms around his middle, burying your face in his chest as you cried into his shirt. A hand came up to rest against the back of your head while the other ran across your back in soothing circles. “Shhh, it’s okay Angel, I’m here.” His voice was barely above a whisper and he rested his chin on top of your head. “I’ll always be here.”

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Eren doesn’t know: Chapter 1 (Jean x Reader x Eren)

Warnings: Cheating (lots of it), smut (also lots of that, like, a lot), angst, one-sided love, language

Written by me an my bestfriend @msack3rman 😌 We thought of this late night on a drive and it stuck

2.9k word count

((Chapter 1)), Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4

It was wrong, it was so, so wrong, but god did it feel right. The alcohol surged through your body like fire in your veins. Taste of Jean burned on your lips as each kiss stained your lips. Thoughts of your boyfriend Eren slowly left your mind as you focused on the way Jean’s lips felt on your collarbone. Small dark spots began to form in spots that could easily be covered up, but they still made you anxious. Jean knew not to leave anything for Eren to see, this wasn’t your first time. After all, you two had to go to Eren’s concert afterwards.

You could hear the opening band’s music through the thin walls of Jean’s van. You two had to make it quick so Eren wouldn’t suspect anything. Some part of you begged to stay with Jean, to just leave Eren and stay. Jean’s large hand traveled across your body before slipping up your shirt, resting on the small of your back in order to pull you closer on his lap. You pulled back, his lips following yours. The hand on his chest pushed him back into his seat. Looking into his eyes, you could see the admiration and lust in them. It only made you feel more guilty. Not too far, your boyfriend waited for you to watch his band perform. You thought of him and the way he looked for you every time in a crowd. You thought about the smile he would give you once he did find you. You wondered if Jean felt just as guilty.

“We should probably leave soon. Eren’s band is about to play.” You tell him, trying to ignore the hand that came up to push strands of hair out of your face. You noticed the slight pout on his lips at your words.

“Aww, come on. We can be quick” The smirk planted on his face and the way his hand moved from your back to the top of your thigh had your head spinning. His thumb drew small circles as he waited for your response. Your teeth tugged at your bottom lip, thinking of an excuse to tell Eren for being late. “What do you say? He won’t notice if you’re a little late.” He smiles up at you and in an instant, you know your answer. You kiss him again, this time with more urgency and passion.

Pulling back you whisper, “Fine, but we have to be quick.” Nodding quickly, his hands come up to your face to pull you back to his lips. Your own hands fell to the hem of his shirt, playing with it before he got the hint and pulled away to take his shirt off, yours following soon. Grinding your hips against his, your hands went into his hair, slightly tugging on it, as he left wet kisses along your neck and down your breasts. Goosebumps appeared on your skin and Jean laughed at the reaction before sucking a big mark on the round of your chest. He was happy with the almost pained whimper it elicited from you. Your hands tugged at the button on his pants, popping it open. “Come on..” You begged quietly, whispering because you thought someone would hear you. Someone would hear the affair that was happening. Jean complied, keeping his lips attached to your skin as he undressed the lower half of your body. He pushed his fingers against your pussy, slipping two in, going quickly like you begged him to.

You hissed at the feeling but Jean drank your noise down, distracting you with a rough kiss. Tongue and teeth clashing backed by the lewd noises that were filling the van. You started to roll your hips against his fingers in a desperate attempt at feeling him deeper. “Good girl, fuck yourself on my fingers.. That’s it.” His praise drove you absolutely insane. It made you want to slow down, take your time, soak in the moments where you’d stare into his confident eyes.

He pulled his fingers out and licked them clean holding eye contact with you. The muscles of your cunt twitched at the sight and you moaned. “Jean,” you whined, “Y/n.” He mocked you and you felt heat spread all across your face, you were blushing hard. Jean’s pants shuffled quietly as he pulled them down, he didn’t bother to put on a condom as he aligned the head of his cock with your vagina. He pushed in and god did you moan. His hands moved to your hips as soon as he felt your walls clench around him. Your breath got caught in your throat at the feeling of him sliding into you.

His hands gripped your hips and he started to fuck you on to his cock, his fast pace had the heat already coiling in your stomach and your cunt was basically grasping at his cock. Even if you weren’t begging your body was and Jean loved it. He loved how you turned to mush for him, how you’d be able to say nothing but his name as he thrusted deep and hard. He licked his fingers and reached down pushing against your clit and rubbing you exactly like you liked. He panted as he felt himself getting closer, being edged on by the wet noises your cunt made while you slammed down on his cock.

You were so close to cumming it was almost painful until that heat dissipated and you sank all the way down into his lap. Jean pulled his hand away from your clit and thrusted up into you until he felt himself twitch hard. He gasped and lifted you off of him, drips of his cum landing on your thigh. Jean’s head fell back against the seat as he calmed down. You went to scold him about a condom as you stared down at his bare cock. “You said quick princess I gave you quick. Now get dressed.”

Your heart raced as you made your way to the front of the crowd with Jean. Your cheeks were still flushed a deep shade of red. When you finally made it to the stage, you looked up to see your boyfriend. His green eyes quickly found yours and you both smiled. A twinge of guilt pulled at your stomach, a reminder of your sins stood right next to you, and your boyfriend had no idea. You watched as his eyes made his way over to Jean, who gave Eren a dirty smirk, something about going behind Eren’s back gave him a rush every time. The thought of you going home to Eren after he fucked you silly filled him with pride. It was the biggest “fuck you” he could say to Eren. Part of Jean wondered if you went home and let Eren touch you just like he did. He wondered if Eren could taste himself on you afterwards.

The concert went by quicker than you had expected, or maybe you showed up later than you thought. You left just as quickly as you arrived, rushing to find Eren and tell him how wonderful he did. Jean chased after you, not wanting to be left alone in a crowd full of sweaty, drunk people. You two made your way backstage, Jean’s hand holding onto the whole time so you were not separated. Upon seeing Eren, you completely forgot about Jean and rushed into his arms. He smiled at you, letting out a laugh and hugging you back tightly. Jean couldn’t stop himself from the smirk that played on his lips as he thought about what you two were doing in the van not too long ago. He watched as you kissed Eren, a pinch of jealousy ran through him, but he quickly ignored it. He knew he shouldn’t feel like that. You weren’t his, you were still dating someone else. He just needed to remind himself of that.

“You did great out there, babe!” You smiled up at him, “Sorry I missed some of it though, traffic on the way here was terrible.” The lie burned as it came out, but what were you supposed to say? “Sorry I was late, I was getting fucked by the person you hate most in the parking lot.”

Jean couldn’t stop the smile that curled on his lips, trying not to laugh in Eren’s face as he said, “It’s okay, I’m just glad that you’re here now.” He kissed you again, this time slower with more passion. When you pulled away, you looked over to his bandmates, Mikasa and Armin. They were whispering about something and glancing at you and Eren. It was weird but you just brushed it off, probably talking about something that wasn’t important. You smiled at the two, leaving Eren to go talk to them. Mikasa has never really been fond of you, but she was civil and if Eren trusted you, then you couldn’t be too terrible. Armin never really talked much, but he never showed any distrust in you. “Good job you guys!” You smiled at them, earning a small, forced smile from Mikasa and a nod from Armin. You really tried to be friends with them, but sometimes they made it so hard. You don’t know why they shut you out sometimes. You looked over to Eren and Jean, who were probably arguing over something stupid.

Eren and Jean have never gotten along, but Eren never really said anything to you about it because he knows that Jean has been your best friend for a long time. He wouldn’t force you to stop being friends with him just because he didn’t like him. He would admit from time to time that he doesn’t like the way Jean acts around you or the way he looks at you, almost as if you're his. But everytime, you would just give him a kiss on the cheek and reassure him that nothing was going on between you two. Eren trusts you, he knows that he has no reason not to. He just doesn’t trust Jean. He knows what Jean’s intentions are and he does not like it at all. Eren knows that he’s away a lot with his band, and he worries about what Jean tries to do when he’s not there.

That’s really what led to this whole situation with Jean. Eren was away with his band for almost 3 weeks and as the days flew by, you became more and more lonely. You began to hang out with Jean more often, spending the night with him most nights. Of course Eren knew about this, you two were always open with each other about stuff. He was bothered by it a little, but he also knew that he had been gone for so long and you probably wanted the company. One night, while Eren was away, Jean was over like normal. He always had a thing for you, but never could bring himself to say anything. After lots of alcohol and complaining about life, one thing led to another and eventually you found yourself in bed with Jean, any thought of your boyfriend left your mind.

Since then, you two haven’t been able to stop. At first, it only happened when Eren was away to ensure that no one would know. But eventually, things progressed and you found yourself in tricky situations sometimes. Things like Jean pulling you away from a group to make out with you where anyone could walk in or letting him run his hand up your thigh while at dinner with friends were a common occurrence. It was a dangerous game you two were playing, but you couldn’t stop. Neither of you could get enough.

Eren turned back to you, giving you a smile when he saw you staring, bringing you back to reality. “Let me get my stuff and we can leave, okay?” He told you and you nodded, trying to seem just as happy as him. He leaned down to kiss your cheek before walking off. You watched as Mikasa gave you a weird look before turning around to follow Eren, Armin joining them.

Walking up to Jean, you gave him a confused look, “What’s up with her?” He shrugs his shoulders at you, “She seems meaner than usual. I don’t know what I did to her. I’ve tried to be nice.”

“We’ve talked about this before, she’s just way too protective of Eren. She probably doesn’t hate you, she just doesn’t like that you’re dating Eren.” You nod your head, agreeing with him. You’re probably just looking too much into it, she was always a little cold with everyone. You watch as Jean bites his lip before looking around to make sure no one was around. Once he made sure that no one is near, he places a hand on your cheek before leaning down to place a small kiss to your lips. You didn’t know why he was acting like this. Usually after sex, everything went back to normal, as if you two were only friends. You brushed it aside and kissed him back, trying to pull away quickly so that no one would see you, but he held you close to him.

“When can I see you next?” He asks quietly, his thumb rubbing circles on your cheek in an attempt to calm your nerves. You pushed his hand aside and took a step back, it was all just too risky. He couldn’t deny the way his heart ached when you pulled away from him. You could see it in his eyes and all you wanted to do was go back to him and tell him sorry. But before you could say anything, Eren walked out of his dressing room, the door slamming behind him, making both of you jump. You looked over at him and he seemed pissed. Your heart dropped to the floor, did he see something?

He walked over to you grabbing your hand, mumbling a small “let’s go,” before dragging you along without giving you a chance to say bye to Jean. You looked up at him and you could see the anger in his eyes. You were shaking at this point. He wasn’t talking, just rushing to get out of there. When you two made it to his car, he seemed to calm down some, but his movements were still harsh, the car door slamming as he climbed in.

“Eren, what’s wrong?” You ask, reaching over the middle counsel to touch his arm. He looked at you again and his eyes softened. You felt a wave of relief wash over you as you knew that he didn’t see what happened while you were waiting for him.

“It’s Mikasa, she doesn’t trust you.” He said calmly. He thought about the things Mikasa said about you while he was getting his things.

“I know you care about her Eren, but don’t you think it’s just a little weird? She’s always with him, even spending the night with him while you’re away.” Mikasa tried to stay calm, holding in her emotions as she watched Eren get angrier by the second.

“Are you trying to say she’s cheating on me? How could you say something like that about her? Maybe if you actually tried to be nice and get to know her, you would know she would never do something like that. I love her. She loves me.” He was getting loud at this point. “I’ve finally found someone who really makes me happy. I can’t believe you would try to ruin that for me.”

Mikasa felt her blood boil, all she ever wanted was for Eren to be happy, “I’m not saying that, Eren, I just don’t think she should let Jean act like that around her.” He knew what Mikasa meant and it hurt him to watch as you let Jean sit there and flirt with you right in front of him. He wishes that sometimes you would tell him to stop and set more boundaries. But he would never say that to Mikasa, especially right now.

He turns to Armin, “You don’t think anything is going on between them, right?” His voice was calmer than when he was talking to Mikasa. He watched as Armin looked around awkwardly, shuffling in his spot as he avoided eye contact. “Are you guys serious? I can’t believe you two.”

You didn’t know what to say to Eren, instead choosing to rub his arm. He lets out a sigh, “I just wish you wouldn’t let Jean act like that around you, you know?” He looked at you and you could see how upset he was. You gave him a confused look, even though you knew exactly what he was talking about. “You let him flirt with you, even if it’s right in front of me. We both know that I don’t like him, but I’ve never stopped you from seeing him whenever you want to, and I’m not trying to make you. I just want you to set more boundaries with him. It upsets me when you two act like that.” You nod, moving your hand to intertwine your fingers with him. Your body was filled with guilt. It was raw moments like this that always made you feel like shit.

“I’m sorry,” You tell him, “I really haven’t noticed, but I will talk to him, okay?” Leaning over, you give him a gentle kiss on the lips. He knew it was a lie, he knew that you knew what was going on because sometimes you even played into Jean’s attempts to flirt with you. But Eren didn’t have the energy to deal with that. He was tired and upset, all he wanted to do was go home and crawl into bed and forget the conversation with Mikasa ever happened. Sometimes it was just easier to be blind.

While it seemed like Eren had calmed down, the drive home told you otherwise. He was speeding and spacing out, his stops were all him slamming on the breaks at the last second. Multiple times you had asked if he wanted to pull over and let you drive. He dismissed your concern each time by following the traffic laws until he got distracted again. It was almost scary and you were extremely relieved when he finally parked in the driveway of your house. I need to get his mind off of it. You unbuckled and tried to plan something for the rest of the night.

#aot smut #aot #eren x reader #eren jaeger #eren yeager #jean kirstein #jean kirschtein x reader #jean x reader #jean x reader x eren

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