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There is no better fictional friendship than between Tobias Beecher, a wealthy white bisexual and Kareem Said, a black devout Muslim from HBO’s Oz. You can’t change my mind on this

In spite of all the hate, tension, violence and racial prejudice in Oz, these two found each other by reaching out at their lowest. Their first proper interaction being when Kareem tries to talk to Beecher when he starts drinking again due to being manipulated by Keller and Schillinger. Beecher reaches out and comforts Kareem after he is abandoned by his Muslims because, among other things, he allowed Beecher to sit in on one of the Muslims study groups. And it just grows from there. By the end they are like brothers. The moments between these two are some of my favourites in Oz.

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Tumblr format can suck my balls

A VISUAL POEM FEATURING MY ONE EYED BEAST MIBSY

#cats #one eyed cat #my little man #my guy #my disabled cat #My blorbo #my darling boy #my son <3 #inlove him #He’s very special

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@poultrygeist69

My boyfriend was showing me his cat and I leaned over to kiss the cat on his soft little baby head and he went "meow" and scrambled away because I'd been wearing my headphones and I accidentally jabbed him with the microphone.

And I said "Damn, this is exactly like in the Iliad"

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I myself am bi and I’d say any WLW is sapphic and a lesbian is a women(this includes trans women) who like women EXCLUSIVELY

I don’t like getting into internet drama and I stay out of a lot of things but my friend who does get into a lot of internet stuff doesn’t want to so I’m fighting for them lol

and I agree too many labels but if we gon do the label thing let’s do it right lol

Me when people don’t understand the difference between sapphic women and lesbian women

bi lesbians are not lesbians.

If you are sexually attracted to men and women you are not a lesbian. If you are attracted to men you are not a lesbian.

lesbians are women exclusively attracted to women. Trans lesbians are valid. Trans lesbians are lesbians.

if you are a women attracted to not just women but other genders as well, you are sapphic. If your in a wlw relationship you are sapphic.

thank you for coming to my tedtalk

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being immature on wb as usuall

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Me when people don’t understand the difference between sapphic women and lesbian women

bi lesbians are not lesbians.

If you are sexually attracted to men and women you are not a lesbian. If you are attracted to men you are not a lesbian.

lesbians are women exclusively attracted to women. Trans lesbians are valid. Trans lesbians are lesbians.

if you are a women attracted to not just women but other genders as well, you are sapphic. If your in a wlw relationship you are sapphic.

thank you for coming to my tedtalk

#Hi so imma get heat for this #Bi lesbians are not lesbians #wlw post #sapphic #lesbianism #wlw #lesbians

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THERE SO SILLY CODED

This made me like tear up??? it’s the music and the softness

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Behold…

✨WORLDBUILDING✨

Excuse me as I go insane over the fact that Cybertron is an inorganic-organic hybrid planet

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I LOVEEE FIVE NIGHTD AT FREDDYYYYSSSG DHDJDJDGDHDJDHCHDKS

links under the cut

https://youtube.com/shorts/hiiFeYKPgIk?si=msj9rQb39K2K5gHr

we’re putting all forms on here baby idc

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Look at that amazing quality

#oc art #oc #web series

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What if the webseries me and my friend are working on gets famous and this is the first piece of artwork ever posted from it. What if

#oc art #oc #web series

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Literally never post my art so uhhh here

#It’s a wip lmao #Just for sillies

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THIS SCENE I WAS TALKING ABT TO MY FRIENDS BC OF HOW SILLY IT IS I LITERALLY LOVE THEM AND THEIR RANDYS GAY DADS AND I LOVE THEM

It's a bit unhinged how Stottlemeyer doesn't even hesitate to shot the one headlight for Monk.

IT IS. it is insane. it is unbelievably insane. he doesn't even THINK TWICE. he reaches for his gun there and then, loads his gun, SETS HIS TARGET and bam, one strike is all he needs.

he doesn't even say anything 😭😭. no exasperation. no complaint. it drives me insane. he's so gone for Monk.

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ever since i was little i knew i wanted to defend sunningrocks

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I texted @poultrygeist69 in the middle of math. I hate high school I hate autocorrect I hate the fact I was trying to type ‘I’m kms’ but it fucking aUTOCOREECted to MILKING AND I DONT KNOW W HY and also my parents are getting divorced lmao

#Being a junior is not dun #Fun #fuck #im too lazy to delete that tag and like #Retype it #So I wont #also like #i type under my desk bc I can type w my eyes closed like the cool gen Z I am but sometimes I get it wrrong #And I was texting under the desk bc like #Eleventh grade math!!! Not fun #Idrk why it autocorrected to fucking MILKING #But it did #and life sucks #Also I don’t wanna keep myself safe iykwim #Like the k #M #s #acronym #I just text that randomly da #Dw

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Corn bots pretty please don’t follow me I’m too lazy to block u

#The mental illness is winning #My parents got divorced lmao

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Hi hello 1. I’m allergic to almost every basic food like deadly life threatening so I get u there I can’t even touch or breath in half the stuff and it’s been this way since I was born trust me; you ain’t alone. I’ve felt that way forever and just hearing abt someone else like me always makes me feel less alone.

2. I agree monk is the BEST he’s so silly and honestly autism coded in his own silly way and I just. Love him

Ppl who say he’s “too obsessed” have no clue what tf their talking abt bc im ten times worse in a different way with my own OCD.

idk I’m hyper fixated on this little guy and the combination of food allergy’s and monk made me go silly so here we are lmao

Honestly Monk was SUCH a good show for me to see as a young teen I'm ngl. Like yeah, it's not an overly accurate representation of OCD and I'm sure there's things that probably didn't age very well, but OH MY GOD can you even comprehend how amazing it was to get to see a canonically disabled, ND, and, more specifically, PROFOUNDLY ANXIOUS badass main character when you're a freshly diagnosed autistic & anxious young 12-13 year old with the only real advice from a crappy psychiatrist being to "learn to step out of your comfort zone or consider beginning prescription medications."

To get to see "do it scared" depicted in cinematic action in both heroic and relatively mundane contexts. A touch-averse, routine adhering, socially awkward, sensory issue having character as a SMART AND COURAGEOUS PROTAGONIST!

Hell, it was pretty amazing (for me at least) to see a character use those disinfectant handwipes every episode! I have severe food allergies and I have to carry a pack or canister with me for when I need to eat in town or when I've had to go into a grocery store and now that there's a pandemic and food allergies are rather more of an understood issue it's not all that weird a thing to have, but at the time it was definitely yet another step apart from peers and by god was it awesome to see a (again, smart and awesome) character use them too, even if it wasn't for quite the same reasons.

There's things that took longer to germinate too (and tbh still are).

That you don't owe people being "normal and easy". Yes, you have to be cognizant of their needs, boundaries, and how your behavior affects them, but it's still okay to need help and to do things in odd ways and have unusual needs.

That sometimes you're going to fail, do things badly, not be able to be as reasonable as you logically know you should. That logic can't always beat fear even when it should, and that it doesn't make YOU a failure, it means you have to try again another time or try differently.

And that sometimes people aren't as good for you as they seem, no matter how much history you have, and it hurts, it truly does, but sometimes it leads you to connect, by pure chance, with a compassionate stranger, and time will make the disparities between them clearer to the point that when you look back you don't know how you ever thought they were your ally just because they put up with your problems