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UGH feelings and emotions are so ANNOYING!!!

#i’m sick can the people i want to talk to just give me attention whenever i need/want it and then leave me alone the moment i want to sleep #can’t they just magically know when that is smh #like no!!! stop being considerate by leaving me alone bc my brain will think you don’t care about me!!!! #unless they actually don’t care about me. :))))). #literally i only ever come to tumblr these days to rant into the void lmao bc people i actually know aren’t here. i think.

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You're still here. I forgot about you.

#me when i can’t stop talking about ofmd to a bunch of people who couldn’t care less #ofmd spoilers #ofmd season 2

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Nathan breaking after getting slapped in the face by a sammy.

#a sammy??? more like a slammy! #(hehe get it?) #ofmd season 2 #ofmd spoilers

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okay but since the crew gave izzy a note, can we assume he also knows how to read? or did izzy open the note and simply have no clue what it said?

#ofmd season 2 #ofmd spoilers

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S2e5 Stede like

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SO SEASON TWO HUH HOW YALL DOING

✨here be memes✨

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i always see other aro/ace people talk about the ‘bi/pan phase’, but am i the only one who also had a short while where i thought ‘wait nvm i’m not attracted to men, well then i must be a lesbian!’?

#i still really like women hehe just came to realise i like them without the romantic oomph #men are. well they’re men. #(gosh i really crack myself up sometimes HAHA) #anyways i like men when they know i’m not interested and i don’t feel like they’d be dumb enough to try something anyways

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i always see other aro/ace people talk about the ‘bi/pan phase’, but am i the only one who also had a short while where i thought ‘wait nvm i’m not attracted to men, well then i must be a lesbian!’?

#i always thing it’s funny how i went from ‘oh i feel pretty similar about men and women. must be bi!’ #to ‘wait i don’t like men. must be gay then!’ to ‘nvm both statements are correct i just came to the wrong conclusion. twice. #i can’t be the only one who experienced the bi to gay to ace pipeline #aroace #asexual #aromantic #queer #lgbtq community

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I was gonna draw something more serious but sometimes u just gotta draw memes

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i’m in a bit of a reading slump, but a day of fallen night is kinda calling to me, ehhh that seems like the last book to pull me out of a reading slump but also maybe i should

#i had to read something else in the middle of tpotot and in total it took me a solid three months #and i’m Very intimidated at the thought of starting adofn #but also hm what if #adofn #tpotot

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these days i think i owe my life to the flowers that were left here by my mother. ain’t that like them? gifting life to you again

#BURY ME #careful now!! or i’ll cry!! #hozier #lyrics

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i know we're all sick of self-care being a marketing tactic now, but i don't think a lot of us have any other concept of self-care beyond what companies have tried to sell us, so i thought i'd share my favorite self-care hand out

brought to you by how mad i just got at a Target ad

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it should be illegal to make a cute girl (me) have to face the horrors of the world (getting out of bed)

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*gets absolutely nothing done* well time for a break

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i’m in a bit of a reading slump, does anyone have any lighthearted/easy/comfortable book recs?

#is it a book hangover or is it depression? #(it’s both) #(book hangover comes from finishing the burning god) #reading #bookish #book #book recs wanted #book recs needed

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unfortunate news for past me. but!! we can retry in s3!

i fully realise s2 of heartstopper hasn’t even been announced yet but i will just say: all i need from it is to see isaac reading the house in the cerulean sea. he would love it. ‘why?’ you ask? ‘what’s your source?’ me. i am the source. i love it and i don’t see how anyone would not. thanks for coming to my ted talk

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so after specifically looking for posts about the poppy war trilogy my silly little tumblr fyp has started also showing me posts about the priory of the orange tree (which i have read but forgot a lot about) and just now also gideon the ninth, which is still on my tbr. but i do want to move that up quickly now.

#ngl i’m surprised i haven’t seen any posts yet about the jasmine throne #also confession: i know tpw isn’t sapphic. but all other high fantasy i’ve read is sapphic. so sometimes is just kinda forget? that tpw isnt #the poppy war #tpw #the priory of the orange tree #tpotot #nathalie talks