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some days all i think about is self harming and ruining all my progress/new life. god i want to be stronger than this but it is so hard these days.

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It's a lot healthier to go for a daily walk than to sign up for a gym membership you won't be using because you hate that kind of exercise. It's a lot healthier to eat a frozen meal than to skip a meal because you were too tired to cook something healthy. It's a lot healthier to take a quick shower than to procrastinate an elaborate routine for days. Don't aim so high that you won't be hitting anything!

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“I know a spot” -takes you into the mosh pit-

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no one ever really cares what you have going on in your own life. most people are selfish assholes who care only for themselves and what you can do for them. i’m so tired of taking on other peoples burdens only to be left completely alone with my own. what’s the point in reaching out to anyone if it’s just met with a competition of who has what worse?

#bpd vent #bpd blog #self h@rm #tw self destruction #tw selfhate #tw self destructive behavior #self destruction #manic depressive #depressing shit #tw depressing thoughts

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It's okay if it takes a little longer than you thought.

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"you sound smart" that's because i've spent years doing academic writing to the point that it's my default cadence plus or minus the use of profanity as a tone indicator

"you sound stupid" that's because i'm dumb as fuck

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Support Doms with big bellies

Support Doms who are very skiny

Support Doms with dark skin

Support Doms with no muscles

Support Doms who are nerdy

Support Doms who are awkward

Support Doms with mental or physical handicaps

Support Doms who are shorter than their subs

Support Doms with acne and scars

Support Doms who have low self esteem

Support Doms who are inbetween jobs

Support Doms no matter what they look like because being a Dom is more than having big muscles, strong facial features, and confidence. Being a Dom is more than just looks, and if others don’t realize that then they don’t know what bondage is really about.

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i’m such a “i want your attention” but “won’t bother you” kinda person

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if i ever interacted with you and it was awkward just know im sorry and painfully aware that sometimes i come off like a person who is having the first conversation of their life

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