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Very proud to announce that I’m officially a lost cause! Thank you all for your continued support but it was all for nothing!

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#narcissist #healing #cluster b #big mood #fyp #positive mental health #narcissim

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Numbness has taken over, I no longer feel anything. I try to make it stop, try to alleviate the pain but it only gets worse. Darkness is all around. I want to feel normal. I want to feel happy. I want light. Darkness consumes me. I can’t run away.

#bpd #bpd mood #deppressed #cluster b #big mood #actually borderline #sad thoughts #borderline personality disorder #borderline problems #emotional unstable personality disorder #bipolor #depressing post #helpless

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there's an end to the loneliness, right? it ends, eventually? and i'll be finally whole inside?

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Is it just me or is anybody starting to feel like uhhh. maybe it wont pass

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I want to be good enough for one person. Why does it seem like I’m always more interested? I’m never enough, they always leave. I just want to be enough..

#bpd #bpd mood #deppressed #cluster b #big mood #actually borderline #sad thoughts #borderline personality disorder #borderline problems #depressing post #bipolor #emotional unstable personality disorder #helpless

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well well well if it isn’t my own mental illness coming to mentally ill me

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i don’t know how // 8.23.2017

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