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AITA post where i ask whether i'm in the wrong for turning down my sister's invitation because she said i was not allowed to bring a +1 to her midwestern wedding whose attendance is the entirety of our trump-loving, transphobic and homophobic family. "what, are you afraid someone's going to fucking lynch you," she says as she then proceeds to call me self-centered and selfish for ruining her special day due to my "identity issues".

:l

meanwhile dad's in the corner going "i wish they'd just elope. what's the point. he's gonna regret marrying her anyway, as all men do when they get married. anyway at least your sister's lost weight so there's that in case he bails" and "we got our wills sorted, in case the rapture happens, that way you'll have something in case the economy goes to shit".

like................... even with the spicy cocktail of issues i have, how the fuck am i the sanest person here.

"the lawyers will find you despite your lifestyle, so we gave them your birth name" words cannot express how i badly i want nothing from you people.

like i know they're getting older and they mean well, i guess, but this ain't it boss. this ain't it and i wish my laptop/headphones could play music just a little bit louder because maybe that'll help me unclench my jaw. i'm tired and i'm flipping off the universe for rehashing this bullshit when just yesterday i was telling myself that i could use a little bit of support from the people around me and all this does is loop right back around to me stating that i neither need nor want anything from anyone because if there's one thing therapy hasn't deleted is this gargantuan stubbornness that makes me think i'm better off raw dogging my emotional and mental life and idk if this is making any sense but if i don't rant about it i'm going to fucking exploded. <3

it's not fair that these people keep tormenting me even eight years after i moved across the country. it's not fair that i keep trying to play it safe because i don't want to be a villain and jus tsldkfjhsldkfjhsdf sdfsdkfjh

i wish i could bite through my laptop like a fucking shark maybe that'll fix me

#texts. #tw for shitty life stuff including everything-phobic family members #i don't like throwing this kind of shit on here but if i don't rant i'll explode #and i'm trying to stay out of the hospital for the nest month at the very least. #i'll delete later

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me when i fuckin uhhh

#WHOA! #art #stunning #q: please leave a message after the beep

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Church of Whale Fall

#blender?! this is amazing #animation #videos #q: please leave a message after the beep

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wip of the golden guys of all time 🧸

#OH HOW COOL IS THIS #fnaf #the golden duo! #q: please leave a message after the beep

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How many faces do you have ????

#william afton #fnaf #q: please leave a message after the beep

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#every day before bed. if i have to leave for something i'll add a shower before heading out. #it's more a mental health/general health thing because they help with my anxiety and whenever i'm too overwhelmed with stuff. #and while hot showers don't necessarily take away the constant hurting in my body they mellow me out enough for me to be able to do stuff.

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impostor syndrome is a common problem in academia. For example my colleagues keep putting me in the airlock and ejecting me into space

#idk sounds sus to me

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MONKEY MAN (2024)

#monkey man #spoilers #jic #i want to watch this so bad

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sure, sometimes fic is nothing but sheer filth.

other times it's about dissecting the decades worth of trauma your fave has endured.

and other times it's 10+ pages of breaking down the logistics of running the mega pizzaplex, its legal structure, what is included within its day passes (and the perks of overpriced year-long entry pass), how its technology works, what it's like to work there, what benefits are included for employees, and the kind of people who visit and what they do (kids vs furries vs bored teenagers vs "fazbear adults") and honestly this is possibly the funniest thing i have ever written.

#texts. #it's practically an on-boarding guidebook sdkjfgsdf #finally. a subject i can speak at length to as someone who's been to disney world a frankly obscene amount of times. #idk what i set out to write originally but here i am. #i have decided that adult passes get one drink attached but they just do not advertise it. so whenever adults have a meltdown #employees can just offer a 'complimentary drink' for their troubles. yknow. they one they already paid for. because fazent. #this was before the staff bots btw. when actual people still worked there. #monty's 'entourage' (see: handlers) got to wear sunglasses indoors as part of their uniforms. #etc etc. #fuck you i'm doing my own world building.

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Map of a House

#!!!! yes perfect #house of leaves #art

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Please don’t look at me like that you two

#two posts and supernatural trending i cracked and had to check the tag #hey what the fuck #spn #destiel #i guess

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Doodlin'

#stobotnik #sonic movie #cute cute cute

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reblog to give the person you reblogged from the strength to complete The Task™

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"wrote the script in 10 days and filmed the entire movie in a week" holy shit

#texts. #meanwhile i'm over here going 'yeah this is going to take months if not literal years' sldkjhsdf

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am i interrupting something

#crechur!!! #springtrap #fnaf #q: please leave a message after the beep

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working on thumbnail storyboards by an open window while it rains, my cat asleep next to me, and the usual pain minimally obtrusive???? ideal sunday for real.

#texts. #rare moment of near absolute peace.... taking the W and running away with it.